My YENNADEI Episodes

Dak Dik Duk..
Thursday, September 9, 2004

This mornin I woke up feeling very nervous...dunno why.Must be thinkin of the camp tomorrow.May Allah help me.Well,i did alot of things to stop me feelin nervous..singin,housekeepin..then I thot of goin to 4PM to see if all work in order..end up spending my whole day wiv my lovely "adeks"..Haseenah n Nuriah..wahaha

Hey..I thot of juz accompanyin them to the bookshop nearby our area so I could buy my camp stuffs n go to 4PM..but decided to have lunch@mcdonalds wiv them..n then end up joinin them to Haseenah's house,helped them wiv their school stuff n watched Singapore Idol together,all the way till 1030pm sia..WOW!I really been wantin to spent some time wiv these gals..esp Haseenah..but this long..is really amazin..Others might be wonderin why this 22-yrs old gal mixin wiv 17-yrs old girls..

Anyway..that did help me alot..releasing my tension n nervousness on tml camp.Now Im home..tryin to do all the last minute work..HELP!!

roll down and laugh @ 11:34 p.m.



Am I reali Weak..or
Wednesday, September 8, 2004

This week is totally busy week 4me.Alot of camp stuffs which I tried to help wiv.Glad to see almost everything is done...but,well,we never noe wats missing.I juz find my life is in a total MESS.. At a point of time,I decided to get on wiv my goals,something is surely bound to crop up and disturbed my plans.OH GREAT!!
I plan to start any type of work after dis camp..and then there was my Mum,hoping dat I will accompany my parents AGAIN to KL. Ok,maybe after dat..and there was dis latest given responsiblity of bESTARI Award project on 8th Oct,which was passed to me durin last nite meetin.I accepted dat in d name of HELP..

All these things kept me wondering abt myself..my ATTITUDE esp towards my Life..WHAT am I actually.. I noe Im firm,oklah strict,noes wat I reali want,can be adamant sometimes...but Im ALWAYS "WEAK" when it comes to the word, "fren","help","please"...urghhh!! I easily sympathised wiv ppl one.(unless I reali dun like d person..mcmananye beg pun I buat bodoh)..Well,I still dun understand..WHY must I always try to be ALWAYS-BE-THERE-WHEN-U-NEED fren to everyone..urrghh.. now Im actually sympathize wiv myself and a CERTAIN someone..Hey,I tink its time for me to start saving up for my marriage ok. Unless I can get sponsors for my wedding..How Hanizea...wanna chip in??hehe..oh Kak Ayu is a MUST..hehehehe...ok crap.

roll down and laugh @ 07:29 p.m.



4 days in KL
Sunday, September 5, 2004

Yes Im back..I miss my laptop sooo much and I reali dunno wats happenin to my blog.Well,its all nice n sweet nw.Wanna update u guys abt hw I spent my days there..dis time is very long so happy reading..Anyway, the purpose me n my parents went to KL is to seek treatment for my dad's weak legs(arthritis)and my mum's "illness".My big bro,Abg An,was already in KL to fetch us wiv my uncle(whom i call Abg Fauzi since he same age wiv my Abg An).

1st day(1st Sep)
+board NICE coach 1030hrs reach KL 1530hrs
+Booked in De Palma Hotel@Ampang
Amcm smangat tak amik gambar ni

+met wiv Ustaz Ismail Kamus at carpark so get his office add

+Lunch@hotel(yummy)
Lamb Shank

+me wiv my Abg An n his fren,Abg Hafiz(pelakon citer Sayang Semuanya),merayap to Ampang Point n ard the area

+After maghrib,went to Abg Fauzi's condo(which dun look like one,no lift,no accommodations)
+went for late dinner@uptown..makan seafood,sedap sey..somemore they ordered for me "Bamboo Lala"..ever heard of it b4??
+went for "PASAR MALAM"@Uptown(the pasar malam starts only after 11PM sampai ke subuh!!)

2nd day
+breakfast@hotel(fuyoooo alot of variety bt too bad I gt stomach upset coz of the seafood I ate)
+headed to Shah Alam,E'ILLA enterprise wiv my dad,Abg An n Abg Fauzi
(that clinic said to be well-known for treatin illness like cancer,arthritis,old illness even AIDS!!Sounds weird rite?bt wen I reached there,the place was crowded wiv patients.Mcm2 org ada..ada tempang..ada kaki kodong..ramai org tua..And one makcik came there wiv difficulty in walkin then after operation ON DAT DAY JUGAK on her BACK,she walked out of the clinic straight!!The doctor is believe to operate his patients using western n traditional method)
+My dad has to come back for his operation on his leg on 21st Sep
+fetched my mum@hotel,went to Ustaz Ismail Kamus's office
+went to our relative,Cik Nani's house@Selayang(her husband is the District Officer@Gombak...filthy rich bt their family is very nice and humble)

+headed back to hotel..I cant move alot(spine pain)

3rd day
+breakfast@hotel
+went to Ustaz Ismail Kamus's office and after dat,we had to send Mum back to hotel coz she need to rest
+the rest of us went to have lunch..Kampong Style!!
(gambar Ikan Lele..pernah nampak??pernah makan??)

+bought coach ticket back to Singapore
+Me shopped alone@Ampang point(the rest went back to hotel)
+went for dinner@Ukay's corner wiv Abg An,Abg Fauzi n wife,Abg Hafiz..n some of their frens(got this Malaysian actor wiv us,Sabri Fadil,he always become hero in the films I watched wen I was a kid back then)
Me n Sabri Fadil

Abg Fauzi n his wife

4th Day(4th Sep)
+Booked out of hotel after breakfast
+Home Sweet Home@1730hrs

Well..atlast..From this trip..although relaxin,I see the other side of KL actually.My mind is still thinkin abt the food there..hmmm no wonder my Abg An gained weight over there..hehe

roll down and laugh @ 01:02 p.m.



errr..
Tuesday, August 31, 2004

errrrrrrrrrrr.... GONE TO KL ...wuuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu

roll down and laugh @ 11:41 p.m.



Holy Shit Nite..
Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Ok great..I juz got back from my elder sista,Kak Lin,'s house.Long time nvr visit 'em.Dis Kak Ayu's blog show pic of muffins frm Kak Lin's house..so I was craving for them. Well,Kak Lin packed for me some to bring home..YAY!I was soo happily boardin on the bus..there were a few people inside.So I sat near the back door.Hmm,I noe dat there's a boy in white tshirt behind me..soo I saw those infront of me alightin at their stops.Wen I reached the interchange..I looked around and realised I was the ONLY ONE LEFT!!Holy SHIT!!Are my eyes playing tricks on me??

Ok cool..I dcided to walk back hm frm the interchange..As I walked past d quiet park..I gt goosebumps.Then suddenly my eyelids started to twitch.Strange!!I felt dat someone is followin me..I kept cool walked towards my block wen I realised I LEFT MY BAG at my sis's place!!HOLY SHIT again! I tink I ate alot of muffins already dats y my brain kena blocked..hehe..Okok,I still feel very uncomfortable as soon I reached home..I remember my Ustazah's advise..shld u feel like dis kind after goin back hm soo late..IMMEDIATELY go take a bath..u wont noe wats followin u..

N after I bathe..my mind is back to normal..I called my sis dat Im gonna collect my bag tml mornin..urghh..coz my makeup is in there..if nt I wont be less bothered!!HOLY SHIT!!

roll down and laugh @ 01:26 a.m.



Inspiracion
Monday, August 30, 2004

Halo..At this point of time, a new "Me" starts coming.wahahaha..Dunno,suddenly i felt dat there's alot in me dat I need to buck up.Change 4da better perhaps.Must be from the inspiration I gt watchin the Olympics.Hehe..Well,job is nw impt to me.I guess I slacked alot.Need money badly..I reali need to push myself in these.But there's this camp which hinders me.I need to focus for the camp.After this camp..I promise..A job is a MUST!!part time pun okay.. Murne..mark my words!!K rite nw,I want to finish up my responsibility wiv the comin facilitation training..C'mon Falah..U CaN Do IT!!*roll eyes*

roll down and laugh @ 01:24 a.m.



Saturday sucks..
Saturday, August 28, 2004

Waking up this mornin wiv an upset stomach..urrgh..actuali been few days already,bt no complains.I njoy these moments!!Today,I lazy.Mum told me to fry rice bt I dunwan.I asked for "DAY OFF"today..hehe.Its been days I kena cook only.Boring man..but i noe my cookin are DELICIOUS..almost.

Today no plan out..boring..juz like yesterday,soo boring@home.I tink I gone crazy juz by cheering out loudly in my room watching the olympicsMARATHON!!hehe.Like my fren,Pe'ah told me..she dunno dat im dat crazy.Well,atleast im not like my mum..She very funny.Last nite,I was in my room watching hindi movie,Gupt@Suria..then I heard my mum clapping hands sooo loudly and continously..I thought she calling me.(hehe..dats how she used to do if i cant hear her callin)..so I went out and see..And SUPRISINGLY,she was actually cheering for INUL DARATISTA!! yennadei..my mum was dat happy n proud dat Inul won the best female artist..haha
Well..now its only 12.wat am i to do for the rest of the day?Barney,Pika asked me out..but nw cancelled..Taufik asked me out but to play badminton..boring man..I tink I karaoke at home better..

roll down and laugh @ 11:56 a.m.



PoeM 4me? HoW
Friday, August 27, 2004

HaLo..nwadays weather v.hot.I cant tahan perspiring every time I sleep n wakeup.ANYWAY..I came across this piece of s**t done by my ADEK dedicated to ME!!Sounds SWEET rite??Well..wait till u read how the poem goes..YENNADEI!!

Fadillah,
atau singkatannya Falah...
Ibu memanggilnya "Lamb-bon"...
Abang mengggelarnya "Belo"...
Tapi aku...
Aku lebih suka menteriaknya "Pemalas!"

Falah,
Kenapa dan mengapa?
Kau suka berkhayal?
Kau suka berangan?
Masa dihabiskan hanya merenung pc?
Bagaimana, kau bisa pekakkan telingamu dgn leteran ibu?
Tidakkah kau peduli?
Tidakkah kau prihatin?
Tidakkah kau simpati?

Falah,Falah..
Ingin aku menghempas tubuhmu ke dinding...
Biar ia berkecai...
Laluku kan tersenyum,
kepuasan..


roll down and laugh @ 11:46 a.m.



Aku..
Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Aku susah tidor..
Orang Ngomong...
Anjing gonggong...
Dunia jauh mengabur...
Dunno why leh..last nite I cant sleep...I tossed here,tossed there..think abt ShahRukh,think abt Rajnikanth,think abt Shrek,think abt you..even I try not to think at all also still cannot sleep...until 5am.S**t!Dunno why.Then woke up early..blabla..lack of sleep,gt mood swing,go TM watch movie "The Collateral".Bad choice sia..feel more sleepy..citer bukan main slow..luckily I got buy Nachos.Then now got home..feel sleepy..but still cannot sleep.Still I can waste your time readin abt me cannot sleep..haaa

roll down and laugh @ 12:44 a.m.



Tired tired..
Monday, August 23, 2004

wat a tiring weekend for me.Tolong rewang kat my auntie's house.Saturday mcm kurang kakitangan gitu..apalagik dtglah tiga dayang yg diimport khas dari Tampines.Me n my sisters..wow..the way we werk..makcik2 sampai tertanye anak2 sape tu.Kembang hidung mak kami..hehe.But lepas magrib je..semua lesap..left me alone to handle the dishes lah..buat airlah..tulah inilah..i went back till 2am.then sunday another long day for me.Kendarat2 yg ada mmg takleh diharap..budak2 semua..abeh makanan pakai hidang..Well..all has ended n I slept like a log till 1pm today..weeheee.

One thing abt dis majlis2 keluarga nie..ada je coincidence yg tk diduga.Like me,i dun reali noe my relatives..even my frens who are my cousins pun tak tau..klakar sey smlm..ada pulak tu budak kecik ni,i taught her durin 4PM RSP...sedara dekat rupanye..patut mak dia muka familiar..wahahahaa..Oh one more thing..abt dis type of occasions..ada jeee rahsia keluarga ke atau citer2 pasal diri sendiri terbongkar..boring man!!

roll down and laugh @ 02:38 p.m.



Goreng Bawang Malam2 Buta..
Friday, August 20, 2004

Haa..at this hour where ppl busily sleepin..I juz finished wiv FRYING ONIONS!! Yennadei..Whatlah my mum very funny.Her cousin gettin married dis sat,so she happily volunteered to cook Sambal Goreng Pengantin.So normally,malay people always add fried onions.THen she volunteered..I KENA!!(actually my ADEK agreed to help her)

Well..wat to do.I came home late from 4PM.Then my mum thot I lazy to help her..she called me ANAK PONTIANAK!!hehehe..yennadei..so I went to the kitchen to on the fire..then my Mum told me to cook using charcoal instead of gas..URRGGHH!!*terbeliak biji mata*..so since Im an "obedient" daughter of hers, I go outside with my kain pelikat...squattin at the burner there..tryin to light up the charcoal..wahhaa..the best part is NO STARTER!!

Nvm..I tried to be innovative at late hour,so I go take some charcoals light up at the gas..hehe..then transport all the way outside..still no good.So I try pour some cookin oil on the charcoals..n put fire on it.Still no good..Then I go take newspaper and burn it n put on the charcoal..whahaha..GOT FIRE!!but dun last long though.. I tink if my neighbours see me at nite,wiv my 'Kain pelikat lalalala',squattin down n burni the papers..surely tink i burnin for the Hungry Ghost..hehehe..alamak choy ah!!MALAM JUMAAT DOK!!

waste time sia wanna fry onions like dis..dunno why my mum insisted me cookin dat way.So I act clever,i juz cook some onions inside..n some outside..But I cant manage myself..hehe..runnin here n there..(like madcow)..end up got some black,some brown..some white..hehehe.The best part,my Adek came back hm.I was delighted to see her(yaa..coz i thot she will take over) but she walked towards me..asked "Eh,why the color like dat?" then go straight into the room..until now never come out!!YENNADEI!!Well..I juz continued n becoz of my patience n perseverance thru the thick smoke n cold nite..I managed to finish all..YAY!!(clap..clap!!)

Now I cant wait for my mum to wake me up early in the mornin shoutin my name..hehehe..YENNADEI!!

roll down and laugh @ 01:40 a.m.



Ghost stories makes me Lost Sleep!!
Wednesday, August 18, 2004

First of all,I wanna wish my beloved good fren,Barney aka Riduan a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!I didnt get anything for him.Bt I guess my company for the day..n my effort in "HELPING" him counts!

Anyway..I went home around 9 after meeting wiv Hashim,Nor and Barney(separately).Then as usual..MSN..but dis time late nite sia..juz plain chat wiv PE'AH.Then dunno how..suddenly the "Bein Alone" n "Scared" topic came to us.Urrghh!!She told me of her experience wen movin to her new house.Her uncle saw an old lady lying down in her brother's room..Dat reali scared the guts out of me.The house was new so dat was the "penunggu".Nw the home is safe..chitchatchitchat..WHEN SUDDENLY... KRooOoooOK!!!..Urghhhh!!I heard A loud sound of a 'Moving Furniture'in my living room..SERIOUSLY!!Bulu roma terdiri dok!! cannot sleep ah..so continue story..we were reminded of our werkin xperience at Claypot last time.Wen goin back,this indonesian lady,tukang masak..forgot her handbag..so she went in the kitchen..in the DARK,to get her bag..Then she came out wiv a pale look.After she calmed down,she told the rest dat she heard a KID'S VOICE callin out her name..URGHHHH!! SCARY!!HELP!!!Y i go n story all these..now cannot sleep!!

roll down and laugh @ 01:18 a.m.



Being Superstitious..
Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Haa.. I purposely clear all my entries but they are not lost ok..Dun panic..Wokey, today suddenly i feel like frightenin my guts out of me..wahhaha,realli notin to do ah. I did some research on the internet and I came across some of these pics. WOOOOOO!!dun see if ur scared k.. Firstly,this photo..dunno true or nt.but the kid seems to be soo happy btw.Bt her parents said,they wont scared their child for notin.And Oh,the TV was off.
Haa..ni lagik best..Tanda2 Kebesaran Allah..Do u see wat I see?The trees..
Yg ni pulak..gwe nggak tau makhluk ni benar atau palsu..The pic was taken by a jemaah haji at Gua Hira.

Well, as wat u can see here..juz for self-entertainment.hehe..not much really..ciaos

roll down and laugh @ 11:31 a.m.



Ab Lifter Plus

.:[ All about me ]:.

:::::A 22-yr old cancerian gal who noes nothin but havin juz plain irritatingly fun wiv all her loved ones,treasures every friendships she has sincerely and wholeheartedly.Patience is her greatest strength and to forgive n forget is her humility:::::


Name: Fadillah aka Falah
Bdae: 20th July 1982
Status: irritating
Contact: MSN or frenster..juz add me! istana_impian@hotmail.com

.:[ What I Adore ]:.

Food: Kway Teow Kerang,CharKue,Maggi,Sardin
Drinks: Kopi kao,fruit juice,Ice lemon tea
Pastimes: snap pictures,stare into blank spaces, pose alot, observe people,laugh loudly, meet new friends and most importantly VOLUNTEER@4PM
Color: Blue,Blue,Blue,Green
People: wacky,nonsense n irritatin ppl dat willin to share jokes n cries wiv me

.:[ What I Hate ]:.

People: BACKSTABBERS,'tangkap jambu','everytin perfect'n 'WORLD' ppl
Things: Photo frames, plastic bags
Food: ASAM PEDAS,Nasi Lemak!!ergghhh..

::I hate to be lonely and feeling lonely too.. Its sucks,man.. but sometimes..I gotta bear wiv it::

.:[ Music's Playin ]:.

Artist:Fastball
Song: Out of my head

.:[ My Past Thoughts ]:.


Faded Away
Split Personality

.:[ Attention All Rawkers ]:.

7th Sep: Final bITE Integration Meeting
10th Sep: Facilitation Training cum briefin@ITE Bedok,6pm
11-14th Sep: INTEGRATION CAMP!!

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