dream on
LIVERPOOL 0 PORTSMOUTH 0
i was wonderin y ey didnt air the match here but oh well its for d best cuz i wuld b equally disappointed wif tis kind of results..
*keep dreamin
Thur 30/11/06 11:54 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Round & round
Donuts! I finali gt my Dunkin Donuts!!
tks to S.M.U.T tk u semut! he gt me a whole box 12 diff flavours..
4 down - chocolate fill, raspberry fill, orange wif chocolate fill, vanilla? fill.. nwae if my family didnt eat tmr, i'l finished it all myself!
Wed 29/11/06 01:05 a.m.::..Fadeblack..::
Isit for real
Muse live in fort cannin 16jan - tickets on sale 1st dec!!!
'MUSE'
wen i 1st heard i was speechless, adrenaline rush, heart beatin faster, imagination runnin wild fore seein myself jumpin like thers no tmr, excited, crazy, absolutely overjoyed, butterflies in my stomach
den i became upset, diasppointed, feel like cryin cuz wat if it wasnt real? no news on sistic site, no news frm aniwher, i was celebratin for nothin..
nw i feel like screamin.. soon veri soon we shall see.. fingers crossed
Mon 27/11/06 04:47 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
saturday nite fever
1st up - Su's sis weddin
tk u mama su 4 invitin us, we hav fun it was like a superb tiny gatherin hehe.. we shared ur joy.. i wish ur sis a veri blessin marriage.. dnt worri i'l definately come 4 urs darlin, hws d boy? ;)
2nd up - slip slip slippers
been wantin 2 get a slipper, juz a simple black one & no luck! finali found one & it cost $40, wtf.. i'l rather top up abit more 2 get a pair of shoes..
ownership of slippers = 0
3rd up - Happy feet
it was great, i reali njoyed it
funny, touchin, meaninful.. wonderful.. d humor was d best.. i wana watch it again
my fav characters gota b the amigos - samon(robin williams) lovelace was robin willians too!.. memphis(hugh jackman)i culdnt tel it was him reali..
gloria(brittany murphy) i was amazed it was reali her singin, nice i like..
i like d songs makes me wana dance, hah.. comeon lets move it, move it..
Movie review 4/5
last up - fools ball
man u chelsea both teams makes me feel disgusted.. play dirty, fall down roll over whine in pain, gosh shd hav go to hollywood im sure will win sm actin awards
p/s:i culdnt help it, i aredi downloaded d soundtrack
Mon 27/11/06 04:10 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
3pts added
LIVERPOOL 1 MANCHESTER C 0
'67 Gerrard
yes yes yes!! finali stevie is back to life, in epl la, finali yes finali his 1st goal in tis season premiership..
brillant, its juz one of those strike he does, & he does it oh so well..
the reds didnt won d match easily either, ey reali gota keep it 2gether 2 make it werk.. come on! move ur way up d table!
i hav to put tis link 'Didi Hamann'
i REALI like him.. i do feel sad too.. *sulkin* y cant he juz stayed til he retired since he stil played gd.. awww.. i stil support u hamann :)
Sun 26/11/06 03:10 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
i wana ride my bicycle
sat well spent, i love it! east coast wif d boys.. chillin wif frisbee, uno, scrabble, cyclin, bladin..
tks guys for ur hard work, my cyclin instructors, i felt like ive ran 2.4 juz learnin hw 2 cycle & lookin at em, ey used double of d energy.. & im sori, i stil cant ride!
oh well, i'l try again nxt time..
ive smt to complain abt..
wats wif d toilet open concept? cant we hav a moment of our own privacy.. i mean its nt juz 4 d gerls, even for d guys..
outdoor showers? its an offence 2 b naked even if u dnt mind showin ur ass to strangers, 2 shower wif clothes on its juz uncomfortable isnt it? to allow d members of public to c u rubbin ur armpits, cleanin ur wateva areas.. y? encouragin us to nt keep ourselves clean? save water? i dnt get it..
toilets, where d mirrors & sinks r situated outside d so called toilet.. where every single passengerby can c u stylin ur hair, touchin up, adjustin ur clothes, pickin ur teeth etc..
come on.. pls.. whers d morality? wats d real purpose, realli... -_-
Sun 26/11/06 02:34 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
in those jeans
i didnt went out yest yet i chg into my jeans & in d end juz went to bed in it, isit normal?
i love my jeans
Fri 24/11/06 05:27 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
House
O, You People!
This world is a house for one who has no house.
This world is wealth for the one who has no wealth.
One who is not certain of the Hereafter, collects wealth in this world.
One who does not have knowledge of God, desires this world.
So, one who takesthe exhaustible bounties in this short worldly life, & follows his perishable desires, indeed he has been unjust to his soul.
That person is sinful to God & he has forgotten his hereafter.
That person's life has deceived him!
Fri 24/11/06 05:00 p.m.::.FadetoBlack..::
Hw true
1hr ago i was desperately cravin for chips, i juz went out in d middle of d nite to d petrol stn & get it..
den i was bored, eatin my pringles, sippin my orange juice, doin tis blogthin quiz & tis is wat i get...
You Are Cookie Monster
You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.
You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking
How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"
Thur 23/11/06 12:52 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
blind football
take sm time to read this, it wont take long..
i juz gota post tis.. it touches me.. well..
click 'HERE'
this guy holds a season ticket, goes to d match & he cant c!! apart frm tat can u imagine playin soccer wif ur eyes close! d passion & love for d game is so strong..
it doesnt matter abt d disability, in fact i believe he is livin his life to d fullest den most of us..
respect, hats off..
Wed 22/11/06 04:57 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Glastonbury
i like this 2hr+ documentary.. it shows d history of d festival, d spirit, d joy, d pple...
apart frm showin too many naked men & women.. it juz brins out d meanin of y so many pple goes ther.. nt juz for ur idols but for d whole journey.. doin smt u wont normali do back at hm, releasin ur inner self.. it doesnt matter if ur diff frm others, diff taste in genre of music, ther r all sorts of weird lookin pple ard..
it brins pple frm diff backgrds, diff color, diff places, brinin d diff unite at d same plc 4 oli one common goal..
bascially & more imptly let loose, njoy & hav fun..
thers appearance by coldplay, bjork, d bravey, cypress hill, prodigy, pulp, david bowie, morrisey etc..
do i wana b a part of it? hell yeah! its d largest performin arts festival in d world.. errrrr.. mayb i shd make a trip ther nxt yr jun! dream on... nvm 2008 den..
Movie review 3.8/5
Tue 21/11/06 12:20 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
its addictive
hw can i even forgotten tat i watched tis movie on sat.. guess i was too freak out abt wat hapen earlier.. nwae...
i like it.. i mean d guys were gd lookin, great body, wat else can i ask for haha..
d effects was gd, d suspense of gettin frightened.. though d fightin scences reminds me of street fighter & dragonball, ahaha..
one word - entertainin
Movie review 3/5
Mon 20/11/06 04:56 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Smthins juz gota go
the bouquet of flowers which ive kept for like 5yrs nw is finali gone..
i didnt choose to let it go, hw can i bear to but god works in mysterious ways..
my baby nephew came in & of al thins choose 2 broke d vase, petals all over, destroyed.
wat else can i do.. threw it down d chute, clean up d mess, finger gt cut, bled a lil, heartache a lil..
al i need 2 do nw is find smt else & fill up d empty space.. i can deal wif tat
Sun 19/11/06 07:55 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
things u do wen u cant sleep
The Keys to Your Heart
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
You Are 60% Grown Up, 40% Kid
You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.
Your EQ is 133
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
Sun19/11/06 05:22 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
another upset
wat more can i say..
MIDDLESBROUGH 0 LIVERPOOL 0
"RAFA: I CAN'T BELIEVE WE DIDN'T WIN"
well i cant believe it either.. pssst
Sun 19/11/06 04:24 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
I don't want to die But I ain't keen on living either
For the 1st time in my 24yrs of livin, i felt my life was in danger..
i tot i was gg to die & at tat moment i finalli felt hw wuld he had felt, hes probaly 10times worst..
d feelin of fear, d fear of dyin.. r u ready? nw i noe im nt..
i cant help but felt wen hes scared at tat moment i wasnt ther 4 him..
ive nv said tis b4 but i reali regretted nt gg down 2 d scence, to c him 4 d last time, to say my gdbye, to touch his face, to hold his hand..
Sun 19/11/06 04:14 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
16 sushi at one time
my food cravings..
& the eatin gorgin continues...
Sat 18/11/06 02:43 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Time's wastin me
i am so freakin bored, boredom is killin me.. all i can tink of 4 d past days is food, yes food..
1st thin on my mind wen i wake up & last thin on my mind wen i go 2 bed.. im piggin out, mkn mkn mkn.. it makes me hapi though
Thur 16/11/06 05:24 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Gunned down
So hw do i feel aft watchin d whole match?
feel like vomittin blood, fuckin dissappointed & pissed..
d oli thing tat made me laugh was d ref gt hit by d ball at his balls wahaha.. d slow-mo replay was hilarious.. stoppage, ref down! apparently he strained his calf while tryin 2 avoid d ball? i duno but im sure it hit him at his crotch..
d reds was off form, stupid moves, blamin each other 4 mistakes? wat d hell? i dnt like zenden, rafa can u chg him plss.. arrrghh
i stil wana go anfield.
Mon 13/11/06 02:08 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
i lost my black butterfly brooch
so much for plans of detoxifyin.. i had pure vanilla, tom yam sup, thai sauce chicken, kangkong belacan.. im gona hav stomach upset again..
mom & dad gave away all our umbrellas & left none 4 ourselves, ridiculous, y do i bother buyin umbrellas for nwae? pissed..
& i dropped my fav tiny brooch.. f*...
Sun 12/11/06 09:28 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
eat eat eat
Finali done wif jln raya.. tis time wif d kranji-rians all except me & bob.. i cal them BEZ..
tis yr happenin abit take lorry lor, poor guys rainin rainin sit behind, luckily gt shelter
went to i tink 9 hses? evrybodys tired, tired of eatin i guess.. though i ate oli abit at each hse, its stil consider alot 4 me hu ate oli 1 meal per day..
tks la boys, i had fun, of course la, when u put them all 2gether, all hell break loose, njoyed oli..
i guess when evryone reach hm, toilet is a 1st to clear those bowels but 4 me it came out d other way, i puked.. & yes i feel veri uncomfortable wif tat bloated tummy..
im gona sleep it off nw & hopefulli b normal wen i wake up & mayb start a 3 days fruits detoxifyin plan, nv tried b4 but its reali recommended by d docs to detox d body..
photos wil b uploaded soon once i received d rest frm arin & madi..
peace.. slmt hari raya, cya nxt yr~
Sun 12/11/06 03:42 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
The road to Istanbul
Woohoo!! juz done wif watchin d dvd, awesome!
even wen i aredi noe d results, i stil get d adrenaline rush, times i felt my goosebumps, times i feel like cryin.. haha..
u noe wats d diff btw tis club & others, wat makes tis club so special?..
its d fans.. d die hard, superb, supporters
wen liv was down 3-0 durin haf time, d fans were cheerin as if ey were leadin, tat reali touches d players..
even d commentator was sayin d AC fans were outnumbered.. so tats wat makes d diff, d atmosphere of d stadium, wonderful, i wish i was there, yea in my dreams..
Liverpool i love you!
Fri 10/11/06 11:23 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
U'll b fine
BIRMINGHAM CITY 0 - 1 LIVERPOOL
Agger 45
i cant comment yet again cuz i was 90% asleep, i tot i was hallucinatin wen i saw players i hardly seen like Gabriel Paletta, Lee Peltier, wen i saw dudek i tot i was dreamin.. rafa used them probably it wasnt an impt match, may as well give them d exposure..
nwae inspite of d win, im so upset, sissoko was stretchered off & he were to undergo a surgery for his shoulder & wuld be out of d scence for 3mths..
poor fella 1st he nearly went blind wen he suffered d eye injury den nw tis..
juz wen d team is lookin gd, ey lost a gd midfielder, nw ey hav to re-werk out things again, i hope ey can cope w/o momo..
& momo rest well, waitin 4 ur comeback...
Did u noe sissoko hav 14 siblings, yeah.. read his recent interview
HERE
Fri 10/11/06 04:26 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
i forgot
forgotten tat ive watched DOA last thur.. it was gd i like it
its a simple story wif loads of actions.. who doesnt like hot chixs tat can fight, d ladies r d reason gd enuf 4 u 2 go watch..
"They're the ultimate fighters. They've got the looks. They've got the moves, and the men fall at their feet."
Movie review 3/5
Wed 08/11/06 12:41 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Sat
Last sat was a looooon day.. jln raya wif poly mates, went out in d morn all d way til nite, more den 12hrs abt ther..
though d strength of d grp sad to say is gettin lesser wif each passin yr but stil, i had fun & njoyed nevertheless..
im sure d rest wuld had agreed, most of d time we were laughin away, i wuldnt trade anitin else 4 tat.. wif tat i had to make a special shout out to our dear jun sexy baby, ur efforts in plannin tis, organisin evrythin, checkin d schedule, makin sure if we r on time etc is really appreciated, tks to u if nt 4 u tis wuldnt hav hapen.. so ur the one babe, gd job, tk u veri veri much..nxt yr lagi?.. heez
aft d outin, reach hm chg & out again to town, show our support for farook den despite bein so drained aredi, we caught a 3am show, freezin our ass off in d theatre..
The guardian - i absolutely love it, its funni its touchin, no i didnt cry but sm1 else did haha im nt gona tel u hu, anwae i juz love it, who wuldnt, givin ur life up to save others, i wana do tat too..
it oso tel us tat smtimes in life, u hav to let go even if u love tat smone/smthin, cuz d love is causin pain, thers no pt carryin on no matter hw veri much d love is..
never let go of wat u believe in & lettin go of wat u love..
Movie review 4/5
Mon 06/11/06 02:09 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
My reds
Hw can i miz the last 2 matches? arrggh i hav my reasons.. d past wk had been tired tired tired..
nwae in both games i believe ey performed reali well, against bordeaux 3-0 & readin 2-0.. whoohoo!!
hw i wish i caught d goals & get d feelin of jumpin off my seat, oh well..
i cant wait for d day to cum, 3 more mths, countin down frm nw.. oh yeahh
Mon 06/11/06 12:49 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Whateva
i hav alot tat i can blog over d last few days but i didnt cuz im tryin to chg a new skin & i juz culdnt get it rite, damnit..
& no i stil cant get it rite, i give up, so b it..
For nw i juz wana say, lets cheer for our dear Farook whos in d subaru challenge!
hes stil standin rite nw, started frm yest 1pm so its been 30hrs!! GO go farook!! knowin him im quite confident wif a little help of luck hes chances r veri high to walk away wif d price.. frens who noe him do go down & give him ur support..
k tats all 4 nw, gona go get ready & cheer for my dear fren here..
Sun 05/11/06 06:39 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
This mth calender says
Creation in Three layers of Darkness: the membrane, the womb, & the hollow in which the womb is enclosed.
..He creates u, in the wombs of ur mothers, in stages, one aft another, in three veils of darkness. ..
Surah al-Zumar, 39:06
Sun 05/11/06 06:34 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
