1 yr ago
Its been a exactly a yr.. still missin him but am still goin on strong..
i hope d rest of us stil hav him in ur hearts & keep prayin 4 him..

i hav alot more to say but no time, wil update in nxt couple of days...

Tue 30/05/06 06:45 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Over the hedge

Over the hedge wif bart bart & ali baba, it was orite, funi yes, abit long winded, was feelin a little impatient but overall ok la, sm parts did made me laugh out..
well, heather d opossum was voiced by avril lavigne, rj d raccoon by bruce willis.. my fav character had to b hammy the squirrel, so innocent, naive & sweet hehe..
Movie review 2.9

Sun 28/05/06 03:09 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

The lookalikes








pics grabbed frm football365

Sat 27/05/06 06:11 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Bye bye morientes

Fernando Morientes had left liverpool & joined Valencia
Im nt upset nor hapi, feelin is pretty neutral but i do like him.. i tink he had made a fairly gd contribution to d club, he played well juz mayb lackin of tat xtra luck, can see he work hard in d games & is a great player wif gd attitude..
so gdbye morientes, gdluck at Valencia!! :)

Sat 27/05/06 05:28 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

i wana see my baby!
Out at 5.15pm, ali & me on d way to the kubor, den dark clouds ahead, 5.45pm im back hm, soakin wet, nv been tis wet b4, was out on a joy wet ride but nv reach d destination
its ok, i go again tmr, insyallah pls let me reach tis time..

p/s: ali baba, i noe it wasnt ur fault but buy me a new tshirt!
i oli wore tat once b4, gt it in jb, i bought it rightaway once it caught my eyes :(

Fri 26/5/06 06:26 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

The Soul Patrol

Thers a reason y american idol rise d age limit, & tat is to make way for this season new idol the 29yr old - Taylor hicks!
i like tis guy, so hapy & chripy & jumpy, d positive attitude is juz great, stay true to urself, if ur hair is grey its grey, y dye it juz cuz evryone is doin so
congrats taylor & keep doin tat jerky gesture

p/s: subulu dnt u like him? he can play d harmonica, pretty gd too :)

Fri 26/5/06 01:54 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

My inner power is Creativity
yes im too free & bored to take tis quiz but the outcome is so true, it reali suits me, its like a sign for me to go ahead to do smt which im tinkin abt lately.. mayb i shd.. folo my dream, folo wats inside of me.. mayb tats my missin piece...

Creativity- Your inner power is Creativity!
Any of The Arts-music, dance, pure art, drama, creative writing-are your passion. You love the way you can control what happens to you and your life while you participate in any of The Arts, and you can push your emotions aside when you do so.
You at times can feel very depressed and alone, and yet it only further fuels your love for your art. Life to you can often seem bitter and cruel, a world of darkness with only a few tiny flares of light, stretched out far in between one another.
In a way you re confused with what you want in your life, and find it hard to trust people. Because of this people of the outside world see you as cold and uncaring, yet those who befriend you love you a lot, and know you are only very lonely and hurting.
Boys are intrigued by your mysterious mask, and one day, one of them will reach passed your barriers and care for you the way you so desperately want to be cared for. Dont let the popular people get you down; you are a wonderful person, and without the creativity you bring the world, it would be a very boring place. Love yourself for who you are, for you are very special.
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, sensitive man/woman. The guy/girl who understands your need for being alone sometimes. Yet also someone who would do anything to protect you for being hurt, even if it means giving up their life.
Your stone: Jade
Your power: Dreaming/Imagination
Your element: Dream
A quote that applies to you: Dare to dream, dare to fly, dare to be the ever chosen one to touch the sky.

i love this quote!

Click ' here' for the quiz

Thur 25/05/06 02:15 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

The Last Stand

Yess ahh! X-men, yeah yeah caught it today
wasnt expected, duno wat has got into ali al-hadi, actuali booked d tickets, no complains though, tk you tikus, its money well spent, splendid show..
hmmm.. wat can i say, i shdnt go into details since i believe most of u guys hadnt caught it & is dyin 2, hehe.. its great la, nt sure abt the whole storyline, seems abit off to me but evrythin else is gd, d effects etc nt bad.. thers lines tat'l make u laugh, scences tat makes u cry, i didnt though, mayb to some.. & ther might b a part 4.. lets keep our fingers cross
Movie review 4/5

my all time personal fav is..... make a guess?
Mystique!
real name is - Raven Darkholme, powers - ability to shift atoms & molecules in her body to chg apppearance, able to look & sound exactly like any humans, nt forgettin her swift & sleek movements.. i like....

For more profiles of the x-men in this part 3, y can check tis out - xmen

nxt stop : superman!

Thur 25/05/06 01:27 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Its been awhile nw
i miss u extremely more today...

Sun 21/5/06 03:30 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Da Vinci code

yes i managed to finish readin d bk b4 watchin d movie, im glad i did as i can understand it better
pple involved - semut, alip, wan, nick, shaiful, coincidentali met uzy faizal & jun man, same show too
the new cathy, nothin special 2 me, i was expectin it 2 b bigger aniwae abt d movie..
actuali i dnt find it great or anithin tat sort, i kinda fell asleep 4 awhile, mayb cuz i was nt feelin well in d 1st place.. but observin alip hu sat bside me, his reactions tels me he njoyed it, d suspense & curiosity of wat d endin wil b..
d oli thin i like abt d movie is tom hanks, well hes juz gd
yes u guys shd watch d movie, its interestin but i wuld much recommend 2 read d bk too, d book is much detailed for ur understandin, u'l keep on readin, pages by pages, yearnin 2 noe d ans 2 d code.

Movie review 3/5

p/s:i gt my coldplay tickets wif me nw! but nt front seats la, nvm as long as im ther 2 feel d atmosphere, tks to wan wan

Sun 21/5/06 02:39 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Sniff sniff
Im sick again...

the reason y i watched tis thai movie is bcuz thers no other show, we had missed d timeslots.. gt lost 4 awhile at d new cathy cinema carpark, d best part we didnt watch at ther, we caught d show at cine instead.. susah la..
aniwae ok la, plot cannt make it, actin so so, fightin ok, exaggeratin technology used in d movie, weird & abit funni.. cannt make it but i njoyed it..

Movie review 2/5

cant wait 4 tmr Da vinci! semut oredi book d tickets since duno wen & i must finished readin d bk b4 i watch d movie, i stil gt like haf d bk, can can give me a few hrs i'l finished it.. but nw i feel so tired & sick, hmm...
p/s: my coldplay tickets sold out, im late again :( left d behind seats oli.. i wan d front seatin!

Sat 20/5/06 04:03 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Happy Bday mom
Today my mom turns 51, day was spent at jb, city square, brought her for a makeover session, smt for a change, let her keep sm pretty photos for memorial, she have to live til tis age den manage to do smt nice like tis, i guess d last time she did d pics were stil in black & white..
i hope shes happi, d best tat i can do is to spend tat money, i hope tat she noes tat i do care..
it took abt 4hrs, so i was entertainin myself did sm shoppin, though i was plannin 2 shop wif her aft her session but she hav dinner wif dad & sis, so had 2 go back fast.. y wasnt i gg for d dinner cuz even i wen i guess i wuld b drinkin tea oli so..
Mom, hapi bday, though u wont b readin tis, aniwae tks for brinin me up all tis yrs, givin me shelter, food etc, i pray to Allah to keep u safe & to bless u alwayz....

Thur 18/5/06 10:43 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Champions league
How i wish im writin tis abt my beloved team, oh well ive get over tat long ago
aniwae cheers to barcelona!

yes i was hopin ey wil win, y wasnt i supportin d english team, well im juz nt a big fan of arsenal, & d magic man is in barcelona so..
tks dean for givin me a wake up kol, if nt i wuld hav miz it though i was pretty much haf asleep aft haf time
i juz dnt feel tat excitement, d players were so nice & friendly to one another, smilin, offerin helpin hand, i mean its gd tats sportsmanship but come on ur fightin for d glory, show sm zest or watever, tats hw i feel personali
aniwae congrats to barcelona...

Thur 18/5/06 10:25 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Happy Mother's Day
To all the mothers in the world, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
took leave today, juz plain lazy for werk as usual, so decided juz 2 brin me mom out 4 a meal
wen to lot1, to cck park, to bbp, all damn packed, lesson learn, mothers r veri impt, evryone is givin mom a break, no cookin all out for dinner, so nxt time do make a reservation
aniwae ours wasnt pre planned, juz a last min thingy, so we ended up eatin at food court, of all places, wat 2 do.. but ok la, as long as evryone goes back hm wif full stomach..
so wat did i get 4 my mom? nothin.. actuali im bringin her for a makeover session nxt wk, den for a decent meal, & mayb sm shoppin, mothers day cum bday gift, 2in1..
lookin at my mom, i can reali tel tat shes agin, & i didnt wan her 2 look old, smtimes i felt guilty lookin at her, wat she had gone thru, & til 2dae stil toleratin my attitude, i cant help it, im juz so impatience towards her, i reali dunno y..
im nt close to her, sad to say i can live w/o her, perfectly well, i love her nevertheless, i wan 2 give her d best, tryin 2 build up d relationship, its gona take awhile, insyallah it'l b acheived b4 our time is up...

Sun 14/5/06 09:32 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

YiPee!
LIVERPOOL brings back home d FA cup!!


Liverpool won the FA Cup for d 7th time!!
From 0 to hero, it was like goin back to istanbul except i personally felt tat tis was worst. Absolutely intense, tats d reason y we fans love d game so much
The score was 3-3, taken into xtra time den penalties.. i hated tis part both teams had hang on & put in their best effort til tis far..
Reina, reina, he saved 3 penalties, i was jumpin like he did, frm den do i let a sigh of big relief.. yeah yeah we won, omg, omg d words i said so many times durin d match, nw i can smile, big smile :)

gerrard, hes d man, perfect goal at d mid of time, tat goal was juz powerful & beautiful, i had tears in my eyes den, SG i love u..

Sun 14/5/06 01:07 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

work
Changes at werk again.. nw im no longer slackin, no more sittin down surfin d net, nt even for a min.. i dunno its better or nt, so far im fine wif it..
juz tat smtimes wen i feel tired & wuld like 2 take a break, i cant sit down, i cant relex, i hav 2 pretend tat im werkin even if im nt, cuz evryone is stress over tis new freakin system, all d attention is focus here..
d gd thing is d time do pass by faster but im stil gettin more & more tired evryday.. i wana go but i duno wher to, tats y i hate myself 4 tis, im stuck in d middle of nowher..
im at d pt wher i c my life down d road, wat i wana acheived, wat i wana b doin, or wat had i done.. one thing 4 sure is i do not wana b stil doin wat im doin nw, yes im stable, i gt d money etc tats wat most pple ask for isnt it, normal life, but is tat d path i wana take, smt is missin, & im gona find tat missing piece..

Wed 10/5/06 10:22 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Everybody lets sing
Last fri d guys decided to do smt diff & so we went to apollo centre & had a singin session
d boys definately sang their lungs out & i had a great time juz laughin
i wuld say d best singer or rather d most expressive one had 2 go out to zaki aka semut webb, haha..

go to my fotopages for more pics

Wed 10/5/06 10:05 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Who
O, son of Adam!
Do not be like the one:
Who seeks pardon becuz of his unlimited desires.
Who hopes for heaven, but does not do gd deeds.
Who speakes like a pious person, but acts like a hypocrite.
Who has been blessed by bounties, but is not content.
And if who is not given bounties, is not patient.
Who advises others to do good deeds, but he himself indulges in evil ones.
Who advises others to stay away from evil deeds, but he himself does not stay away from them.
Who hates hypocrites, but is one of them.
O, son of Adam!
The earth always says,
"You walk on me, but in the end you will be inside me.
I am a dwelling where you will have to stay all alone.
I am a dwelling, which is full of ferocious things, such as serpents & scorpions.
So, O, Son of Adam,
Do gd deeds & thereafter enter me; only then would you be happy & w/o hardships."

Sat 6/5/06 03:41 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Pulau Tengah trip
ok ok nw i shall talk abit abt my trip to trengannu b4 it gets old..
pple involved, yan, fir & their fren dan, though juz d 4 of us, it was stil worthwhile, i had a great time, glad i went

d oli downside d 12hrs journey includin d boat ride was hard on me, well i had motion sickness, smtimes i cant even stand 2hrs on d road let alone 10 freakin hrs.. i had 2 worried abt my water intake as i need 2 go 2 d toilet evry so often which was pretty abnormal.. aniwae surprisingly i did juz fine, no serius prob on d bus
d island was beautiful, d clear water, d blue blue sky, d breeze, d stars at nite, d whole sky was filled wif shinin stars, i tel ya i nv seen so much stars in my life b4, d mother nature was juz wonderful

& i wen 4 my first ever snorkellin trip, well i culdnt swim at all, so 2 able to b in d middle of d sea, stick my head in d water & get to c d exotic corals & fishes were juz breathtakin

d wasted part is we lost our camera in d water so culdnt show u all d beautiful pics, we did went 2 buy another cam d nxt day & took sm pics but tis was at another more shallow water so nothin much..
basically wat we did ther was snorkel, kayak & swim, tats all, no other water sports, its nt allowed, it is 2 protect d corals, so at nite all we can do is relex, relex & relex.. ey hav cable tv though, i managed 2 catch my liv match ther, hehe..
well d bottom line is, it was a great experience, mayb nxt time we i shal go tioman or places tat hav water activities.. & i swore to myself tat i must learn hw 2 swim!
For pics, click "Here"

Sat 6/5/06 03:49 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

juz sad continual
correction my colleague who passed was actuali 33yrs old, he definately didnt look tat age in ani ways..
was surprised to c d driver who was involved in d accident appeared 4 werk, he was perfectly fine, physically, hw culd he, hw did he managed d strength to face evryone.. i mean u culdnt blame him for wat hapen, but sad 2 say he was d cause.. i pitied him.. i hope he'l find ways 2 overcome tis awful incident & find his peace..
& dan abt ur tag, its so true, 2person side by side, 1 allah took back his soul & yet d other stil culd stand & walk.. its juz so cruel.. sigh.. nw i hope d other who is lyin in d ward nw to make it & recover healthily..

Thur 4/5/06 09:04 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

juz sad
Normally i cant get up in d morn but today i had a gd wake up cal or rather received a sms tat gt me up rightaway..
one of my colleague frm other shift name rizal juz passed away in a car accident, tk god d rest of them were safe
i hardly noe him, spoken 4 last den 10sentence i guess, juz loads of smile evrytime but i figured hes one of those nice boys, im glad our paths met..
its juz so sad, hes young too 20smt, nice decent fella, smthins u juz cant help it.. i'l pray for u my fren, may u rest in peace, amin..

its gg 2 b a yr soon since he left & i miss him more evryday... i hate tis mth, i dnt wan it 2 cum & i wan it 2 b over quick

Wed 3/5/06 07:07 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Back to reality
Im home, its only been 4days but i feel tat im away for ages & i dnt wana cum back..
Im back since last nite & i gt no mood to write abt d trip yet, im juz in a lousy mood, thinkin abt werk etc again.. y do i hav 2 b bothered & stress up wif d things here, i absolutely hate it..
welcum 2 d real world again, u juz cant escape it.. sigh.. d trip was great, i'l update abt it later wen im in a better mood.. ciao

Mon 1/5/06 11:33 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

This mth calender says
Miracle in the sea
And the earth we have spread out set thereon mountains firm and immovable; and produced therein all kinds of things in due to balance.

Surah al-Hijr, 15:19

Mon 1/5/06 06:05 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::