DaZeD BeAuTiFuL BRuiSeD

My love
what would you rather have? a 2nd/3rd position finish in the league or a 5th position + the carling cup trophy?

"The future of Liverpool is not the semi-final of the Carling Cup, it is challenging for the Premiership and Champions League. The Carling Cup is always a good option, but it is not the biggest priority.

"People talked about the team selection because they have no understanding of the whole situation. We need to finish in the top four to qualify for the Champions League and buy more top players. We have Manchester United, Chelsea and Barcelona to come here soon. Those games are more important.

"We will make mistakes, but when you look at the bigger picture you can see how much progress has been made."

It makes sense to me & i feel so much better, click HERE to read the full interview wif rafa

Mon 15/01/07 01:29 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

My sister
time really pass by real quick, it seems like it was juz new yr yest nw its alredi mid jan, d mth's comin to an end..
i believed all things hapen 4 a reason, gd or bad, u might nt know it at d pt of time, sm u may oli realise much more later..
i've been spendin alot of time at hm, 1stly bein jobless & 2ndly i dnt feel like gg out too, well at least nt evryday..
plus tat ive mentioned my sis & d kids r stayin here 4 awhile, so tis give me d opportunity to juz hang out wif them
my mom, my sis & me lyin in d hall watcin tv, i'l alwayz remember cuz as simple as tis means to u, its hard to come by growin up in a pretty disfunctional family but its gettin better nw wif each passin yr..

my sis - for the past 4yrs or so, i oli c her once in a evry few wks & oli 4 a short time, due to livin in diff hse, im studyin, & aft tat d last 2 yrs it was simply werk werk werk 4 me..
i hav alwayz adored her since young, pretty slim chic, she'l brin me out, she brought me to d salon get my hair cut, alwayz up to fashion..
she has oli b nice to me & nothin else, as far as i remembered she had nv scolded me, we hav nv gotten into any quarrels
my sis is a ful time housewife, but it aint easy tryin to rise 3 boys.. shes d last to sleep, aft puttin d baby to bed, she do her chores & in d morn, d kids wil woke her up so her day began..
wif al tis, she cook 4 me, yeah, especially juz 4 me.. cuz well i cant eat wat they eat so, u noe shes askin me for my pots & pans & she cook 4 me.. makin sure her lil sis doesnt go hungry..
shes 8 yrs older so she probably hav much much more memories abt us, my mom said shes d one who helped chg my diapers & stuf so..
im d kind who'll appreciate this lil things & im touched by it, i feel im lucky..
i love u, sis..

Sun 14/01/07 01:46 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Football
WATFORD 0 LIVERPOOL 3
Craig Bellamy(34) Peter Crouch(40)(48)

i actuali do not hav d mood to talk abt soccer, yeah, 2dae's match they make it effortless, they hav to especialy aft tat terrible embarrassment by arsenal.. tats my worst nite & days, total nightmare.. i do not wana ever talk abt it again, ever..
k tats al i hav to say..

Sun 14/01/07 01:35 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Tragedy or Comedy

its a pretty refreshin movie, smt diff.. i like it nt bad
its quite brillantly written i tink, i especially like the part of gettin d help frm d literature professor, hw he can breakdown & analyse wat kinda story harold's in..
its abit mono at sm parts but apart frm tat its ok..
its really fictional but thers a veri realistic meanin behind..
Movie review 3/5

** wat hapens wen u shower in d middle of d nite?
apparently my haf awake parents switch off all d lights wen im in d bathroom happily in d mids of shampooin my hair
im nt pissed or angry or no im n scared of d dark, at least nt at my own hm, i juz find it silly.. hah..

Tue 09/01/06 02:36 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

FA cup the end!
LIVERPOOL 1 ARSENAL 3

total heartache, speechless, added fact tat i aredi wasnt in d top of d mood so wif tis lost i felt like shit, f* it, f* u, fuck d whole world..
oli positive thing i culd tink of is nw wif lesser games to worry abt, d players r in better form 4 d more impt games, champions league, yeah.. self condolence, i noe, so screw u if u gt smt to comment, dnt mention tis to me ever, leave me alone & i'l be fine.. soon.. or later..

Sun 07/01/06 06:17 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

A poem frm my bro
he named it - God

U r who u r 4 a reason.
U r part of an intricate plan.
U r a precious & perfect unique design, called God's special woman or man.
U look like u look 4 a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit u together within the womb, u r just what he wanted 2 make.
The parents u had were the ones he chose & no matter how u may deal, they were custom designed with God's plan in mind & they bear the Master's seal.
No, that trauma u faced was not easy & God wept that it hurt u so; But it was allowed to shape ur heart so tat into his likeness u'd grow.
U r who u r 4 a reason, u've been formed by the Master's rod.
U r who u r , beloved, because there is a God!

its not a great poem, nt brillantly written but d fact tat it came frm my bro, d bro i once knew it really touches my heart.. though hes into christianity nw, it doesnt bother or affect us, perhaps it brought us even closer..
he signed off with - peace be upon u alwayz. misses...

Sun 07/01/06 12:05 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

No ham pls
i was told by d boys tat liv might signed mr gay boy beckham, i was shocked *jaw drop*.. i cant get it off my mind did sm research on d net, its true.. i mean partly true, a source said rafa tink tats beckham wil b d solution to our right midfield..
but Liverpool are not one of the 15 clubs which the News of the World suggest have made contact with mr ham agent..
my reaction : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
no way.. nv like him nv will.. he shd stop playin football & go modellin instead wateva..
pls let tis juz b a rumour, like wat d british say - bollocks!

Thur 04/01/07 12:47 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Me the new me
njoyed bein in my room watchin tv, hah juz gt an xtra cable set yest, take a lil time to set it up, had to re-wired d cables nt enuf power plugs etc, tats d time i wish thers is a man hu wil do d werk 4 me hehe.. although i pretty much can handle it myself..
my tv havent been on 4 mths i tink mayb even more then a yr, my 15inch tiny tv, it wasnt so bad, carpet on d flr wif pillow, yeah as usual i fell asleep wif d tv on, hehe..
jb last nite wif d boys den chill at KAP mac til morn.. i am absorbin watever i can nw, tis kinda lifestyle, free & easy.. its gona end pretty soon i'l definately miz these times later wen all of us start werkin.. arrghh i dnt even wana tink abt tat nw, im so sure i wont even hav d time 4 myself, so.. lets juz njoy al d time i hav nw.. i consider it a blessin..

Thur 04/01/07 12:14 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Orite!
LIVERPOOL 3 BOLTON WNDRS 0
Peter Crouch (61) Steven Gerrard (63) Dirk Kuyt (83)

i didnt catch d game at hm, cuz i said earlier my sis here so i culdnt b d oli one watchin soccer.. so i was findin a plc & conicidentaly farook 's mom was gona used d tv too so.. we ended up at his sis plc.. which i had no complains.. as long as i get 2 watch d match.. i mean watchin d game 2gether wif other liv fans is great, farook & his brother in law, nothin beats tat, plus d hse is great, cool & quiet wif a huge plasma tv, un huh...
im a hapi woman, yeah d scoreline was terrific, ey did a gd job, of course thers d usual bludders, bad passin, stil thers sm great werk done too
d 1st goal was such a "woohoo" comin frm crouch, a overhead kick smmore haha, its juz well, it juz surprises me haha.. aft which i tink ey all hav a sudden rush of adrenaline & b4 u know it a volley frm gerrard, i was satisfied by then..
kuyt goal was a bonus, i felt happi 4 him, u can c him try veri hard runnin ard so yea he deserved it..
overall wonderful, perfect start of 2007.. at least thers smt i can smile abt in tis new year

Tue 02/01/06 04:55 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Happy 2007
Happy New Year Everyone!

i was countin down to new year in the theatre laughin off to Ali G wild character & sm outrageous humour
Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan
the title itself tels u hw ridiculous d movie gona b
did sm research : pamela anderson scence was most probably staged, d language spoken supposedly to b kazakh was actuali Hebrew, & borat son in d polariod is a 25-year-old gay porn star, who has appeared in nearly 65 adult films, hohoho
the movie makes no sense at least to me.. but its gd if u wana tickle ur laughin bones
Movie review 3/5

afterwhich ard 4am a couple of young photographers was at amoy st takin photos or hav their photos taken.. hehe..
i felt like a superstar wen all cameras were on me, hahah like real.. but upset d fact tat d amt of shots taken none was a decent nice one, sigh..
but it was all fun, i had fun dnt u guys?
p/s; i need to get a new camera, mine is hopeless, arrrrggghhh.. $$$$

Mon 01/01/07 04:34 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

~And cAn'T tHe BaNd pLaY on
JuSt LiSteN tHey pLaY mY sOnG
AsH to asH
DuSt to duSt
FaDe to bLacK
ThE MeMoRy ReMaiNs~