Why
Why isit so hard to believe tat a female actuali love soccer too.. smbody ask me i like liv isit cuz he saw d lanyard im wearin, 1stly tats aredi a stupid qns, shd i ans no, i support chelsea but i juz like wearin d liv lanyard.. den he said its me who support or my bf & i cant b here cuz his a fan of **** team.. wtf?! i mean come on, im 24 & i choose 2 like wateva i like & nt due to peer pressure, words like tis comin out frm a man who is i guess 20yrs older den me makes me wonder does his brain still remains at 14..
goin back in time, i was d kind of person who has no opinion, evrythin was ok, no comment, no passionate love nor hatred.. so i decided i shd b commited to one & give my dyin support, at least i have a direction, smt to look 4ward, smt 2 b extra hapi or sad.. & so i chose Liv, y liv, actuali i hav no idea either but til nw i guess i made a pretty gd choice tat 7yrs ago..
Aniwae shdnt u guys b glad & hapi if ur gf or wife is a soccer fan, cuz she can njoy d game wif u & understand d time & attention given 2 it.. mayb u guys definately noe more abt soccer den us but stil dnt doubt us, cut us sm slack & stop actin like a big dickhead..
So aft yest incident, ive decided to realli hate a team & tat team wil b Man u.. mainly bcuz man u fans reali piss me off at times, of course d guy who talk 2 me yest is a man u fan.. well, u suck!! ok i guess nw im speakin like a kid but wat d hell, i nv criticised any other team b4 but tis is juz too much.. so be it..

Tue 31/01/06 12:41 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Happy Chinese New Year to Me
Im so tired loh, been awake since early morn.. I'l juz keep tis short..
had my reunion lunch at causeway pt - Sanur Indonesia rest. tel u smt d food sucks la, ther r hardly any dishes available, i wonder hw d resturant survived, nt recommended 2 go, nt even worth d try k.. aniwae it was ok la, d main purpose is juz to hav a decent meal as a family 2gether.. by d way we reali eat 2gether as a family once in a yr, ya oli 1 time & tats tis time.. d meal was shortlived..
aft tat walk ard, at mini toons saw tis elmo doll big one cost only $29.90, i was sooo tempted 2 buy but didnt.. can smbody pls get it 4 me, pls pls pls..
Lastly a big tks wif hugs & kisses 2 all those tat make a pt 2 drop by my plc earlier on, i really appreciate it, though d food kinda sucks or rather hardly ani food juz loads of junk food in my opinion but i guess u guys wuldnt mind oso la rite..
farook
nick
alip
wan dugong
ali
fiqo
wan begok
bart
lan
daus
yan
eldila
love you all.. muuuaakks!

Sat 28/01/06 11:38 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Exhuasted
Helo pple, all i wana say is ive been so bloody tired & bz..
yest i spent hrs juz cleanin my pathetic rm, i felt like ive ran a whole 2.4km, no joke..
tel u d truth, i didnt clean my rm 4 like mths, no proper sweepin or moppin, wonder y i can live like tat & my curtains had been ther 4 a yr..
so its no surprise tat i found dead ants, bugs & even a beetle, see ey cant even survived.. but rite nw wif new curtains etc my rm is so neat & clean k, anione wan 2 cum c?

Fri 27/01/06 11:27 a.m.::..Fadeblack..::

Finally out
My biological clock is totally screw up, tis wk im werkin mornin shift so tue last day of werk i shd b soundly asleep at nite but instead i was wide awake & slept oli on wed morn all d way til nearly 7pm.. so my wed started at 7pm all d way til thur morn, wen to bed at 11am & woke up at 6pm.. and so my 2 days had been spent at hm watchin late nite movies & im tryin 2 clean up my rm.. well juz a little..
my fri i decided i shal nt stay another day at hm so i kol up d rest.. met up wif semut, wan, jun, ernie, nick & z.. walk ard 4 awhile, catch a bite & we watched a midnite show, excludin d gerls..

Cheaper by the dozen 2, it was a great show.. i remembered i njoy d part1 & part2 didnt disappoint me either.. it was hilarious, a family comedy.. so touchin at sm pt, i believe if ur parents had watched it, ey wuld probably shed a tear or two.. hehe.. 2 thumbs up, a heart-warmin comedy, money alwayz worth 4 a gd laugh
Movie review 3.5/5

aft d movie wen 2 bez, at bez but w/o d rightful bez members, aparently ey were ther earlier, bumped in2 fiqo, bart, well of course it was aredi 2+am, cannt b stil there..
look at d time nw, i dnt noe hw am i gg werk tmr morn, it all depends wat time im gg 2 sleep & wake up later, screw up!...

Sat 21/01/06 05:40 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

So busy & tired
Ok ok alot of things had happened 4 d past wks juz didnt hav 2 time or energy to update here..
Aniwae 1 of my old gd gf for 10yrs had gotten married, shes d only one tat am stil close wif so felt veri much 4 her..
flash back those times tat we go to sch & back hm 2gether, come 2 tink of it we r d only ones who lived quite far frm sch same place in bt panjang.. same claz for 4 yrs, same eca - npcc, doin those stupid stuffs, runnin here, marchin ther, wen for d same camps, slept 2gether, same bath time & even smell each other smell wen we didnt get 2 bathe 4 days..
seen her in nerdy specs & braces, she've seen me in my most nasty temper, my really cannt make it damn one kind of attitude back in sch, even been thru quarrels & misunderstandins & knowin wat she had been thru wif her family..
so aft all these seein her movin on to another step is quite emotional 4 me, really wishes her all the best in her marriage...
For a bride-to-be to be still runnin here & ther worryin abt so much things, she really deserve evrythin tat she shd get, hey babe, see eveythin wen on well, d weddin was great, ur effort was paid off, frm nw onwards evrythin wuld go on juz as well orite..

click 'Here' r sm of the photos


After sarinah nikkah on sat, wen over to bb, fri was zai's bday so we decided to kinda celebrate 4 her.. we gt her a cake & surprised her & yeah was she surprised.. we all had a wonderful dinner credit goes out to mak.. & actuali it wasnt my idea la, i onli tot of gettin her a cake & celebrate tats all, hazli & ismail kinda did d rest.. so aniwae glad tat she was hapi & so was d rest of us...

Wed 18/01/06 08:53 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::

Rain rain & more rain
yea it had been rainin d whole day, frm sat til nw sun mornin, rain rain rain...
guess wat i juz took a walk alone & gt myself sm hotcakes, yeah at tis time in tis weather.. it wasnt juz rainin, it was pourin, d best part i wasnt even hungry, juz needed sm fresh air.. i like d smell in d mornin, especially ard 5 - 6am, nvm gettin my jeans wet, smtimes i do things 4 no particular reason...

LUTON TOWN 3 LIVERPOOL 5
Gerrard(16) Pongolle(62)(74) Alonso(69)(90)

juz by lookin at d score u shd noe hw d match was, it was a amazin, seein hw liv create another miracle
beginnin of d match i was so bored & wen gerrard scored d 1st goal he showed no signs of excitement, no jumpin ard, no nothin, juz bored & so am i..
den like wat rafa said : "gerrard give us the lead then we just went to SLEEP. And by the time we had woken up, we were 2-1 down"
yea exactly i tot mayb d reds were over confident, ey were nt puttin in their 100% til they were down, guess frm den on they had reali woken up.. so frm 3-1, the reds fought back to 3-5, damn was it excitin.. alonso was as usual brillant.. wen it was like 93mins wen d referee gona blow d whistle anitime, luton goalkeeper suddenly appeared to join d attackin, like i dnt noe ive nv seen tis b4 & i find it amusin like wat was he tinkin, isnt he suppose to guard his goalpost, mayb it doesnt matter ey r alredi losin.. but actuali i tink it does cuz if he had stayed there it wuld hav b 3-4 & nt 3-5, imagine lookin at tat ball slowly roll pass d line.. haha.. liv was lucky.. great game.. cheers to luton as well...

by the way we had a new guy in d hse, nt sure hw gd is he but no complains yet as hes nt bad lookin hehe..