Dnt look at me
Im havin a pimple outbreak or rather acne, its all over my face, damnit..
it must b due to my hormones, cant stop tinkin & of course my diet doesnt help either.. eatin chips everyday, u can ask me nt 2 eat a decent meal but nt my junk food! so nvm abt my face, im nv gona give up on my chips..
im a hopeless junkie, so addicted, i can die w/o it
Sun 26/02/06 09:08 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Damn im so full
Out wif alip & nick, to marina & suntec, me did sm shoppin.. i'l feel d urge to buy smt, anitin whenever im down.. im nt upset or down, im juz i dnt even noe hw 2 explain, im juz nt rite...
& so we wanted to eat at breeks, unfamiliar wif d new marina, we took like 20mins 2 find tat place.. d best part was ey served plain water in plastic cups rather den glasses.. but we all were happy aft we ate, me & my lasagne, mmm mmm mmm, 2gther wif other lite bites, i tel ya im stil bloated rite nw..
Final Destination 3

another movie again 2dae, fd3, if u guys were expecting gory stuffs, yea u'l nt b disappointed.. but i tink, & i believe most wil agreed, the previous parts r better, in terms of story & plot, evrythin la
1 thing for sure we can never escape death, it'l come 2dae, tmr, or nxt yr, it's gona come one fine day...
Movie review 3/5
Sun 26/02/06 03:01 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
its a Friday
Was out for lunch wif mis noela & nick, d same old noela, ever so funny & full of expressions, i nv failed 2 laugh out loud wenever shes wif me..
aft lunch gota go back 2 werk for sm talk, waste of time, it was a torture, i was dozin off, right aft tat wen back 2 town & meet nick again..
went to d library wanted 2 borrow sm artcraft or storybk but ended up wif marvel comics, hehe..

We watched d movie - mrs henderson presents, i know nothin abt tis show, nick wanted 2 watch it so.. it was smt like a comedy, nt reali those kind of comedies comedy but it had funny lines, behind those funny scences, thers a sense of sadness too..
thers a part wher mrs henderson went to d cemetry, standing in front of her son grave, & on d tomb written was his name, yr born & left, & lastly it says 21 yrs.. i couldnt help it, but d whole of last nite, i was feelin sad all over again..
well back to d movie, attention guys, specially ali, tis movie is m18, cuz it hav nudity.. yea yea u can c nude pple, both women & men..
Movie review 2.8/5
Sat 25/02/06 02:51 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
OASIS live in spore
Yeah i went for my virgin concert, my veri 1st concert
d last time i ever came close to watchin one was mariah carey & rhcp, both i regretted nt gg but tats orite cuz i dnt realli hav d money or kakis 2 go wif at tat time
aniwae oasis had been in my ears thruout d yrs, cant say ey was my fav band, im nt fanatic abt em, but i do like em
so here i am wif farook, su, ernie, uzy, yan & fauzy.. if u realise it was d gerls, where r all d boys, i hav no idea.. one thing for sure if nxt time i wanted 2 go for a concert, i wuld juz go ahead myself, even if theres no company, i can njoy myself equally well too instead of bein upset nt able 2 c d pple u like perform..
back to oasis, we bought d free standin tics, so d gerls wanted 2 squeeze 2 front, & i tot y nt, join in d atmosphere.. smtimes i do d unthinkable too, things tat u usually wont xpect me 2 do.. hey im actuali a fun gerl juz tat i gota take care of my image - religion.. aniwae i was jumpin & tip toein most of d time, i tink my ankles stil ache a little..
d oli down side, i end up separated frm d others, nvm abt tat, im fine myself, but i was sweatin like mad, shirt stickin 2 my back, nvm abt tat too, d best part my scarf was pulled down, it was stil on my head but it was comin off, i dnt noe if u understand wat i mean, nt impt.. all tis tks 2 those dumb f***in irritatin idiotic bloody bastards malay boys stupid mats, pushin like nobodys buisness.. wtf, i noe we all wana hav fun but 2 tat extend its reali way off d limits, mayb ey r blind so cant c tat thers no way 2 get any closer cuz we r aredi at d 2nd 3rd rows.. or ey tink ey r at sm hard core punk rock gig..
i dnt blame d foreigners if ey catergorized sporeans as babarians, we all juz wana njoyed d music & performance & nt bein pushed ard, forget it la, mayb tats a norm, i gave up & went right 2 d back wher i can c d whole view..
overall i njoyed myself & i love u, noel gallagher...
gdnite spore gdbye oasis
Fri 24/02/06 12:38 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Sleepin mode
For the past 2 3 days all i can say is im so veri tired & sleepy.. on wed i had like 3hrs of sleep & stil gota go to werk but i survived orite..
i managed to wake up for d champions league - both liv & chelsea.. though i managed 2 get up within like 20mins i was in my sleepin mode, sub conciously my mind was stil on d game.. but of course i didnt knew wat was gg on..
i was upset & disappointed abt liv la, im sure ey played like shit again.. i realli hope ey can do another miracle & win this back.. aft all ey r d champs arent ey, if u gona lose at least u gona put up a gd match.. & dnt let it end so fast.. pls may d force be wif us...
chelsea & barcelona, damn my sleepiness again, miz a great match.. i juz hope i can get to watch d nxt rnd, i will..
Fri 24/02/06 12:27 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
We did it!
LIVERPOOL 1 MANCHESTER UTD 0
Crouch(18)
I juz wana keep this simple, We WON!! WOoHOoHOo!!!
man u ur out of FA cup, sori 4 d lost..
i LUuRvVEe LIVERPOOL!!!
Ahahahaha Ohhh Yeeeaaahh

Winning goal
Sat 18/02/06 10:36 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Let there be Love
I finally understand d sayin - love wont wait..
i rather thers no one den i had 2 push em away & realise tat ey had move on & im stil standin here..
but tat juz means tat sorie im nt in love, its stil a long way to go & ur nt d one..
isit realli true or purely comfortin words..
::..Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams
Let there be love - Let there be love
I hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
Suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
Let there be love - Let there be love - Let there be love - Let there be love
'Come on baby blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky
But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping
Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you don't let go, it's gonna pass you by'..::
Sat 18/02/06 07:52 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
The Pink Panther

Caught d movie wif semut & nick.. it was orite.. u'l definately laugh but its actuali nt tat funny, nothin special, d jokes r plain dumb & silly.. d oli gd thing abt d show wil b steve martin, juz by lookin at him alone & u'l feel like laughin.. or mayb d guys r juz hapi 2 check out beyonce but she didnt hav much scence aniwae.. i wuld say it is a show 2 watch if u juz wana relex & laugh & feel stupid.. but its not worth ur 9.50 la..
Movie review 2.5/5
Sat 18/02/06 02:26 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Untitled
Someone wrote me this:
You're the girl who wish she's at the KOP
You're the one that's different from the lot
You're a sweet girl, you make me smile
Everytime I see you, I can walk a thousand miles
My heart u had robbed
Your appearance made it stop
I was flying high in the sky
You made me drop
Hope i didn't fill you with hate
Hope my appearance won't make you see red
Hope we can still be friends
Even though I'm a DEVIL IN RED.
These may just be words
Words are all it will ever be
I know words can also kill
I just hope that my words can heal.
Well he didnt give it a title so i'l juz cal it an anonymous poem by an anonymous author.. im nt sure if he'l b readin tis & mind tat i post it up here, i hope nt..
its juz tat i find it nice & wana let others appreciate d work too.. as simple as tat.. no other tots ya...
Fri 17/02/06 01:27 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Double happiness
Did u know that 1 of my all time fav brand is Adidas? well it is.. & uve known by nw my fav team is liv.. so i culdnt b happier wen u put em 2gether
The big news is the reds had signed a sponsorship deal wif adidas!! Woohoo! so in near future our dear muslim brudders can proudly wear & displayed thier love of liv on em.. gd news aint it?..
for more click
'Here'
i juz luurve it
Wed 15/02/06 06:16 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Way to go Scousers!
LIVERPOOL 1 ARSENAL 0
Luis Garcia(87)
It was definately a game well played, ani fans wuld b more den hapi 2 c such an excitin & gd performance by both of d teams..
This is so far d best ive seen d reds done aft so many matches, so far d most decent & up 2 standard, ey definately deserved 2 win this, woohoohoo!!
Arsenal goalkeeper was juz wonderful & make it even harder 4 d reds 2 put d ball into d net, especially aft stevie had missed d penalty.. even aft 80mins, thers stil no goals but hope was stil alive & yea aft d sub, evrythin changes.. both hamann & garcia was sub in 4 d last 10mins & boy did they made a diff..
A brillant on shot kick by hamann, though saved, was scored on rebound by garcia.. Yeaaaahhh!! smtimes u juz need a little bit of instinct 2 finish d job..
all i can say, job well done, love ya liv
Wed 15/02/06 07:33 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Dont believe the truth
Yest was wif semut, wan & nick, z & alif joined later.. kinda meet up wif wan b4 he leave our small little island to another place called dev lali, in the beautiful India.. i guess rite nw hes stil in nowher land in d air njoyin his flight..
lets all wish him d best, tat he'l hav a safe journey & cum back in gd shape & health
Bought 2 album
&

kaiser chiefs
though ive aredi had most of these songs which i downloaded, i wen ahead & bought, well if its gd den we shd show our support & keep d albums rite, tats hw i feel personally la..
smone shd sing me d song - let ther b love..
though wif d 2 new albums, im feelin the zookeeper's boy & special by Mew, mayb i shd get tat too
Sun 12/02/06 12:37 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Climbing back
WIGAN ATHLETIC 0 - 1 LIVERPOOL
Hyypia(30)
Finally a win, though it was nt realli a gd game.. hyypia goal wasnt tat convincin but it was aft all stil a goal, no complains man..
i hope ey wil do better nxt round, ey juz gt 2 find tat missin smt, in terms of positionin or wateva i dnt noe, ey hav gd players, juz hav 2 find out wat work best..
by d way, i hav nv seen a field like tis b4, d pitch was terrible, dnt ey hav sm money 2 do smt abt it?..
Sun 12/02/06 12:25 p.m.::..Fadetoblack..::
Wat goes wrong
& yet another disappointin game.. Arrrrgh i feel like cryin can i scream out loud pls.. AHHHHhhhhhhh!!!
as much as i love em, i had 2 say tis is nt workin, d standards nt ther worst stil thers juz no one hu can put d ball into d net.. im juz so so upset la, sigh..
u noe lfc is like my bf, hu can make my heartbeat faster & cry, feelin al d emotions, no other person can make me feel like tat, nt nw animore.. lfc i love u.. does tat make me a weirdo nw, wateva i dnt care
Thur 09/02/06 05:58 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
A person
A person hu is nt happy wif My orders,
nt patient wif My afflictions,
nt thankful for My bounties,
nt content wif My gifts,
den he shd look for another lord other den Me
& he shd get out of My universe.
Aperson, hu does nt get wat he wans in tis world &
becomes sad by iy, is as if he is angry wif Me.
A person hu complains to another person of calamities,
which has bfallen upon him, is as if he has complained abt Me.
A person hu goes to a rich person & humiliates himself
bcuz of his wealth, one third of his faith is lost.
A person hu hits himself in front of a dead body is as if he has taken a sword to fight wif Me.
A person hu does nt care abt wat he eats, whether lawful or unlawful,
I will nt care frm which door I will make him enter hell.
A person hu is nt tryin to improve his faith by doin gd deeds is in loss.
The one hu is loss, death is better for him.
A person hu practices according 2 his knowledge,
I will increase his knowledge towards his acts..
Thur 09/02/06 02:20 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
stomach pains
i did it again.. yea 1st mc of 2006.. im juz so unpredictable & ever changin even i dnt understand myself smtimes.. 1st i tel myself i need 2 get a new job, den i decided 2 stay awhile more, nw wan 2 find another job.. at 1st decided no more mc unless freakin damn sick, nw stil in feb mc oredi.. my sup is totally pissin me off, full attendance or nt, 10days mc or none, i feel tat either way thers no future 4 me am so nt gona get promoted unless i suck up 2 him, which means tats nv gona hapen, i gota go.. 1 fine day im gona throw my resignation letter in his face...

finally caught d show.. it was nt bad, i tink i like it cuz i can feel d flow as ive read d bk b4.. i stil hav d storybk nw its been like i cant remember 8yrs nw.. actuali i prefer d bk better, more contents veri njoyable wen readin tat, nevertheless d movie is gd too, nt disappointed as 4 those hu read d bk might hav sm expectations..
juz felt weird d characters speakin in eng, ey culd hav reali make it a japanese movie, d accent sounds like mixture frm china & jap.. as much as i dnt like zhang ziyi, she did a gd job la but she sucks in kimono, so damn skinny like washin board no front nor back.. k k overall can go watch wuldnt b waste of money..
Movie review 3.5/5
Thur 09/02/06 12:58 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
A long walk hm
We walked for abt 90mins frm bez to hm, nick & me, too bad z culdnt join us as he gt transport mah.. but seriously d route we took was Reali a looong one, frm bez to bt batok to gombak down, nick i tel u d other route wil b oli haf d time, we shal try it nxt time.. no complains, it was gd aniwae, takin a stroll & talk all d way, u wuldnt realise d dist & time taken.. its great 2 do tat wif frens at times, of course nt advisable 2 do tat alone in d middle of d nite, applies 2 guys as well... tat was a great walk wif u nick, if farook was wif us it wuld hav been even more fun rite, k nxt time orite :)
Fri 03/02/06 03:22 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Just tragic
LIVERPOOL 1 BIRMINGHAM C 1
gerrard(62) alonso(og88)
i tot i wuld b typin tis wif a smilin face but no im feelin damn sucky..
all i wana say is thers no one 2 blame except 4 themselves, despite havin control of d game & greater possession, their performance is juz disappointin, d passin d shots r so bloody sloppy.. even d most leniant referee ive seen - Uriah Rennie gave out a red card.. bir was down to 10men & yet liv didnt make smt out of d advantage
i was eagerly waitin 4 rafa 2 sub in fowler & alonso, gettin more & more frustrated in d 2nd haf as d min passed.. fowler did fine, sadly his 1st game had 2 turn out like tis but he was great aniwae, d whole anfield was cheerin 4 him, imagine d pressure he must hav felt.. aniwae dnt noe wat hapen 2 alonso, my heartbeat was faster wen he came on d field & wen he scored, oli at d wrong goalpost i reali dnt noe wat 2 said.. shit hapens i guess, evrybody makes mistake, wen ur unlucky tats it..
d last few min was so intense d reds r desperately tryin 2 put d ball past d line but it was a little 2 late 2 try so hard nw, shd hav behav tis way in d veri beginnin.. arrrrghh anione hu watched tat wuld b equally as frustrated as i am... oh well its done & over.. nxt match against chelsea tat wuld b an interestin game too
i wuld like 2 add on, man u lost, caught d highlights & makes me laugh , man u actions causes d other team 2 score, juz makes em look silly, haha.. keep it up man u
Thur 02/02/06 06:26 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Happy Bdae to Edwin
Rite nw im sippin a cup of hot tea, soothin myself, 10mins ago i was vomitin my guts out, lookin at d bits of many sotong balls i ate earlier at edwin bbq.. i juz felt like 4ever, i dnt tink i ever look at d toilet bowl tat long b4, pukin as if it was a damn pleasure.. i tink it must b tat long & bumpy taxi ride causes me motion sickness & d food in my stomach 2 go d wrong way out, seriously i rather hav a diarrhoea, at least i wont feel so bloated, been feelin damn bloody bloated 4 d past days..
aniwae it was my colleague bdae, so he invited us 2 his chalet, even yan came down 2 c her x-colleagues hehe.. though ther wasnt much variety of food & ey took ages 2 get d fire started, we all fed ourselves veri wel, were damn full in d end.. it was ok la, as usual talk kok session & b4 we left we played d game of 21, d round loser had 2 kena draw on d face.. can la fun la...


Best pic of day
Thur 02/02/06 02:01 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
My monthly calender says:
The Earth
And the earth;how We stretched it out & cast firmly embedded mountains onto it & caused it brin forth plants of all beauteous kinds (in pairs), thus offering an insight & a reminder unto every human being who willingly turns unto Allah.
(Surah Qaf, 50:7-8)
Thur 02/02/06 01:37 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
READS:.
Ali .
Asri .
Daniel .
Ena .
Ernie .
Fai .
Huda .
Ismail .
Joyah .
Jun .
Kakpa .
LittleDayah .
Mahadi .
Noi .
RJ .
Shidah .
Su .
Uzy .
Yan .
ZuL .
OTHERS:.
Liverpool .
Liverpool fanclub sg .
Mariah .
Mosques .
Muis .
VIEWING PLEASURES:.
PhotoGallery .