Sucks
Rite now i shd be feelin hapi & excited as tmr tis time im haf way ther to trengannu to a lovely little island..
yet my throat hurts, mucus flowin wif tissue al over d place.. i tink d fever had subsided which is gd, i hope i'l b fine later..
i better go pack my bag now, i shd b enthusiastic abt it, shdnt i..
Thur 27/04/06 04:56 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Go Stevie

Our dear Liverpool skipper Steven Gerrard has being named the PFA Player of the Year!!
he walked away wif d award beatin last yr winner John Terry, 2003 & 04 winner Thierry Henry, Frank Lampard, Joe Cole, and Wayne Rooney.
Click here 'PFA'

hw can u nt love tis liverpool captain, yeaah!
Mon 24/04/06 07:48 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Bad choice

Had smwat a movie marathon, things i do wen im bored.. rented 3 video, all old ones, thers actuali a whole loads of older movies tat i havent watched..
1st up, before sunset - totali nt my kind of show, wonderin hw it can b nominated for oscar, mayb i juz dunno hw 2 appreciate it.. or mayb cuz im oredi bored & tis is nt helpin me, d whole flick is juz 2 characters talkin & talkin & talkin.. its probably more suitable for those who had been thru sm relationships & life, those above thirties..
2nd, hitch - it was orite, nt as funny as it seems, no comments
last, the great challenge with d yamakasi grp - abit disappointed, as i totali love d part1, as for tis thers no meanin, no reason or purpose for d grp 2 do wat ey do.. loads of action, yes, but still its lackin of smt
overall nt satisfiyin at all of my choice, nxt time hope i'l pick a better ones..
arrrgghh time to get sm sleep.. gona werk later.. werk! arrggh damnit..
Sun 23/04/06 05:55 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
FA cup here we come
CHELSEA 1 LIVERPOOL 2
Riise 21 Garcia 53
At last i had smt 2 smile abt, was lookin forward d whole wk for tis & boy was i hapi
but frankly speakin i was feelin quite sleepy, shd hav taken a nap in d noon, luckily i didnt miss d goals
when d final whistle was blown, the reds look as if ey had juz won d finals, i believe many of d fans even for chelsea hope ey R playin for d finals, i juz love big game like tis
im pretty sure ey wil brin hm d title & kissin d cup, i cant wait!
both goals were beautiful but i prefer riise, right thru d blues into d net, whoohoo splendid, d ability 2 make me jump.. hope i can c more of tis in d future..
once again, i love u, liverpool
Sun 23/04/06 03:05 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
...
BLACKBURN RVRS 0 LIVERPOOL 1
Fowler 29
yes yes another win in a row.. i hope it continues & beat chelsea nxt, am so excited (bite nails)
much talk abt d winnin goal, offsided or nt.. in my opinion, it wasnt offside, d ball was frm fowler to morientes back to fowler, much credit to morientes for his fast reaction & brillant passin.. as for cisse he was active, he didnt hav ctc wif d ball but he did stuck out his leg which must hav distracted d rovers..
but well, tats hw it goes, if d referee says its in its in.. its definately a lucky nite for d reds, not 2 forget d great defence.
p/s: nobody can get me wen im at werk cuz im based in basement1, thers totalli no reception, no more sms wen im bored, no ans if sm1 calls me up for an interview (tat is if thers any), tats d oli negative la evrythin is fine.. i cant wait! cant wait 2 get my increment slip, i wan it nw! lets hope thers gd news tmr
Mon 17/04/06 05:55 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Change of luck?
15mins more & i'l b off werk.. was dreadin comin 2 werk since last nite, slept ard 1+ woke up at 5am, un huh.. & i wont b gg 2 bed straight wen hm, gona watch soccer! yeah yeah so tmr i'l b a walkin zombie.. wats new aniwae..
1st thing in d morn at werk, meetin, abit of manpower reshufflin.. & surprise surprise i was d chosen one 2 report to another supervisor.. so is it for gd? my sup had finali gotten rid of d nail in his eyes.. wateva..
tis new sup is no great celebration aniwae, of d same kind, but i wuld say hes slightly better.. better definately..
so guess thers no rush for me 2 leave, im stil leavin aniwae once im cnfrm another job.. guess i wont b joinin d unemployed grp..
Sun 19/04/06 06:42 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
The inside man

Fri nite, Inside man wif wan alip & semut.. though semut wanted take the lead but d plan was 2 watch inside man so d plan must go on.. hehe at least i insisted it.. nvm semut nxt one k.. aniwae i tink u njoy d show as well, i tink evryone did
it was great, diff, wif a twist & leavin u wif much imagination.. cuz we nv noe y d character dalton russell did wat he did, wats d reason behind it? wat did he gain? go figure..
Movie review 4/5
Sat 15/04/06 02:10 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Another one
How i wish tis is realli true..

In your Cinderella story, you'd get to Live Happily Ever After
When it comes to setting goals, you're not afraid to reach high. How else would you explain wanting to be the belle of the ball, winning the heart of the prince, showing those evil stepsisters who's boss, and ruling the kingdom? You're a girl with goals, and you go after them.
Let's face it: You're not one to sit around and wait for life to happen. If the driver has the night off, you'd probably proudly take the reigns of your pumpkin coach and drive yourself to the party. You're not the type to have a team of servants at your beck and call although that wouldn't be so horrible, now would it? But if good ol' Prince Charming has anything to say about it, you won't have to lift a finger when you move into the castle together unless you want to. And with your varied interests and natural drive to get what you want, you're sure to be true royalty in no time. And that's a happily ever after worth sharing.
What's Your Cinderella Story?
Brought to you by Tickle
Wed 12/04/06 03:31 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Tickle
i kept receivin mail frm frens abt tis tickle thingy aniwae i got nothin 2 do so i post tis up

Your true color is Black!
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
What's Your True Color?
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Tue 11/04/06 09:13 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
i had enuf
Finali ive reached my limit, times like tis i tend to make hasty decision but tats juz me, if i wana do smt i gona do it like asap regardless of anitin, i can go thru hell by all means 2 achieved wat i wan, if i dnt i feel like a rope is tyin rnd my neck & once i did i'l b satisfied..
i had enuf of my job, or rather my supervisor, i'l b throwin in my resignation letter pretty soon even though i aint gt a new job yet..
hes juz a total shithead, i dnt even wana look at him it makes me feel sick.. no i dnt feel like slappin him, i feel like smt more humiliatin, like splashin cold water or tat he'l bite on his own tongue, step on his own shoelace & fall flat, face in muddy water or his button wil burst & shoot his boss face cuz hes too fat..
ok ok i'l stop my imagination.. but y i wana quit its nt all bcuz of him, im nt stupid 2 juz go bcuz of a person like him, he cant make me do anitin juz tat i'l like 2 put d blame on him
juz my luck 2 b under him, i shd hav left earlier juz like yan, but i believe thers a reason y im stil here & y i'l b wher i'l b later on.. im glad soon i'l b away frm all tis hyprocrites though im sure despite of aniwher, ther'l stil exist..
i'l live it.. juz another phase in life, wats ther 2 pul me down, im strong enuf 4 anitin rite
in d clinic-
me: tk u(upon recevin my medicine which i dnt need it)
assistant:tk & cya(chirpy tone)
my tots:cya? isit an appropriate word 2 say in such a plc? she wishes all d patients 2 get sick again
my actions: turn & look at her
assistant: takecare!(realises her mistakes)
the end

wanted 2 watch inside man but d time slot is late, i wana watch a earliest movie so i wuldnt hav 2 wait & waste time so i choose keepin mum
though i had no idea wat its al abt juz tat rowan atkinson is in it.. it turns out 2 b nt so bad smt new i wuld say.. its a mixture of thriller had murders but it doesnt makes u feel disgusted instead thers humor in it, abit of comedy..
rowan atkinson is a pastor believe it or nt, such a serious role but stil look funny 2 me.. hes gd though, wil like 2 c him take up other new characters..
Movie review 3/5
Mon 10/04/06 08:03 p.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Time of d mth
i noe y im feelin d way i am past 2 days, its d time of d mth.. nobody can xplain y do we experience d physical pains & high & lows of emotions.. i absoultely do not wan it but had no cotrol over it.. it juz sucks bein a woman.. like i alwayz said if i had a choice, i wana b a man..
aniwae 2dae i woke up at 5pm, i juz culdnt adjust my sleepin time, d past wk bein doin nite shift, & tmr or rather in another 5hrs time its day shift again & wakin up at 5pm juz did no help..
& so i was contempletin wat to do.. if i dnt go out, i cant sleep & i'l b bored 2 death, if i go out, d chances r i'l cum back late & nt havin enuf sleep..
d outcome? wat d heck i wen out at 7pm, makan at ktm finali had my cockles which i was cravin 4 d past wk & nw i had too much i nv wana touch it 4 a least a couple of mths
i culd hav reach hm earli but d tot of forcin myself 2 bed juz sucks so i choose 2 play pool wif alip & semut..
& nw reached hm at 2am, i stil choose 2 b sittin here typin rather den lyin on my bed..
i stil weird, a feelin i cant xplain - time of d mth..
Sun 09/04/06 02:23 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
When boredom sets in
Dinner wif alip, ernie, jun, su, uzy & faizal.. as usual d meaninless talks wif endless laughter..
at 10pm, evryone is gg hm or had smt else on, i was barely out 4 like 4hrs, my day had barely started - minus d time i was at bbdc,
so i juz decided to go catch a movie, i was plannin 2 watch ice age by tis wk aniwae, it didnt bother me at all tat i was alone & its gettin late, no issue at all cuz al i noe if i wen hm, i wuld feel pathetic, dnt ask me y, im nt sure either..
but smhw luck was on my side, farook came nw 2 join me, & we both had smt 2 laugh abt, it was a gd movie

its juz d best kind of movie tat relexes u, juz sit back & hav a gd laugh..
im stil nt sure if those animals or insects or watever realli look like tat, but ey r juz so cute & funni lookin
nxt movie on d list- inside man, cant wait..
Movie review 3/5
If u cant let go of d past, thers no future
Sat 08/04/06 02:20 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Hips dnt lie
Hips dnt lie by shakira feat wyclef jean
tried 2 add in d video but dunno y cannt, my template wil go haywire..
aniwae juz click on d link to see d video clip k
ClickMe
i love tis song.. actuali i love d dance!
i wana b able 2 move like tat, wana go learn belly dancin anione?
shakira shakira.. woohoohoo
Fri 07/04/06 08:09 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Riddle of d day
What did the calculator say to the tree?
- Got any spare roots?
Fri 07/04/06 02:49 a.m.::..fadetoBlack..::
Greed
O, son of Adam!
A person who starts his day with greed for this world, finds no increase in wealth frm God, & he is far frm God.
From this world nothin is added to his wealth but struggle,& for the hereafter he has added exertion.
God has added grief in his heart that will never end.
God will add to his poverty, which will never change into wealth, & increase his wishes & leave them unfulfilled.
O, son of Adam!
Evryday of ur life is gettin shorter, but stil u do not understand?
Evryday I send down to u My bounties, but u r not thankful to Me for them.
U r not content with little nor r u satisfied with much.
O, son of Adam!
Not a single day misses but that ur provision comes to u from Me; & not a single night passes, but that My angels give Me accounts of ur bad deeds.
U eat My provision, & u stil disobey Me; but when u call Me. I stil answer u.
From Me, gd bounties descend upon u & from u sinful deeds come up to Me.
How gs a master I am & how bad a servant u r!
I give u what ever u ask Me, but stil u go on sinnin.
I hide these sins, one after another, & one evil deed after another.
I am ashamed of u, but u r not ashamed of Me?
U forget Me, but I remember u.
U r afraid of pple, & u r careless of Me.
U fear enmity of pple, but u do not fear My wrath?
Thur 06/04/06 10:41 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Stripes
I nv tot this culd hapen on me, i juz realised im wearin a diff sides of socks.. both r stripes but of diff color..
was hurryin out finding my socks so juz grab & go.. haha feel abit silly nw
Tue 04/04/06 09:33 p.m.::..FadeToBlack..::
Protest
WEST BROM 0 LIVERPOOL 2
Fowler (7) Cisse (38)
i dnt understand y d match wasnt shown on tv.. its Liv, a well known established famous supporter team & nt played here?? damn...
Sun 02/04/06 03:32 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Ngee Ann poly
Save d day for an outin wif my np frens, juz a dinner & catchin up at east coast til pretty late ard 1am, well havent seen em for a veri long time so...
by nw u shd noe majority of my frens r malays but i get along pretty well wif my chinese mates too
durin d poly days, i hang ard wif d bunch of chinese boys, sad to say ther aint any gerls, due to d nature of my course, engineering, ther is one - kristy hu is in d grp too but sadly thers juz no click btw us.. so its alwayz wif d rest of d guys
even 2dae thers oli me d only rose & 4 guys - allan, stan, justin & xuzhang
tinkin back of those days, stan was my final proj partner, juz d 2 of us, c his face for tat 1 yr evryday, he was reali a gd sport, hu show support & believe in me & yes we gt a B for d proj if i remember it correctly.. actuali i cant remember but i noe we did pretty gd..
allan was d kind of guy hu u'l nv c him get angry or piss, a smart one too hus nt selfish & is willin to teach u..
justin is juz d smart + smart = veri smart & hardworkin kind..
d best thing lucky i hav em as i stuck 2 em durin xam period & ey r those hu r willin 2 share & teach.. god bless em all for their kindness, generousity & patience..
im lucky 2 hav met em & stil in ctc wif em 2dae, tat ey themselves r keepin in touch wif me.. tats realli a wonderful thin...
Sun 02/0406 03:17 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
Another one on d list

tats d prob wen u havent watch d movie & heard loads of raves abt it, u tend 2 hav higher xpectation..
V for vendetta, if im nt wrong vendetta means revenge., it was a gd show, smt fresh & diff.. but it wasnt as gd as wat others say..
in fact i find it abit slow moving & long winded, i noe ey r tryin 2 build up d plot but i kept feelin tat my butt hurts, i cant wait for d real thing 2 start & finalli end so my butt wuld stop hurtin, u noe wat i mean..
its was an ok one for me, can go catch it, nt bad
Movie review 3/5
Sat 01/04/06 04:46 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
This mth calender says:
Earth & heavens were One entity
Do not the unbelievers see that the heavens & the earth were joined together (as one Unit of Creation), before We clove them asunder?
Surah al-Anbiyaa'21:30
Sat 01/04/06 04:28 a.m.::..FadetoBlack..::
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