hello its lunch now and in.... fifteen minutes i need to go for a history timetrial. lets hope i get to eat beforehand.

gave ju-lyn my blog link and passwoord on sat. congrats, you now have the very dubious honour of being the first adult allowed in ^^. please dont tell my mum i swear.
anyway.... found out the other day that yi xiu is going too!!! (btw all these references to 'going' are all the sec2s who are taking IP) why are all the seniors i actually like or care about GOING. well except for shi bao of course *beams*. and vanessa and nick...........

made another layout
and needles~
the password is crushh, mind the double H.

dead blog--
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
08:04 a.m.

anyway havent blogged for zonks.

the lantern festival celebrations at school rocked... the teacehrs were SINGINg and it was super funny. yang laoshi has a really nice voice. afterwards it got kinda boring cos students who really couldnt sing were mutilating a bunch of jay chou songs like an1 jing4 and kai1 bu4 liao3 kou3. we played a scary game of truthordare.

best of all, shi bao confirmed me today... he's NOT GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 <3 thankyou

Tuesday, September 21, 2004
01:09 p.m.

shi bao please dont go, please please please please. i dont want someone else to walk out on me

i am colourblind
coffee black and egg-white
Sunday, September 19, 2004
02:22 a.m.

sorry recently i just havent felt like blogging. talked to damien for almost 2hours today. wonderful. i love you so much dear.

kyle just sent me colourblind, by the counting crows. frankly it beats accidentally in love any day.

gah i dont know how to say all i want to. i'm just sorry; sorry i hurt you, sorry i screwed it all up. i'm just so scared. i never ever ever want to lose you.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
10:43 p.m.

thankyou.

on the way down, i saw you and you saved me from myself.

gah.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
01:20 p.m.

you know what? you mean NOTHING to me. ok fine so you do but frankly i CAN live without you. you dont know me at all. so stop writing your little too-obvious analysis because you've got me all wrong. wrongwrongWRONG. i'm not a people person: maybe i used to be but i'm sick and tired of people walking out on me. i dont have as many friends as you think. i'm not confident. thats why i couldnt explain myself, not that i dint have the words, i just wasn't. i act like know what i'm doing, and maybe thats all i'm good at because half the time people believe me. the friends i have are the kind i'm good with when i have to be. theyre not the ppl i would spend extra time with if i could help it. real, important, close, friends? isla, damien, sine, ting and conditionally suria, alli-jie and jules-jie. and then after those youre at a dead end. i'm not popular. no way. i'm really kind of a loner, esp at school, but you dont believe me do you.

i have a major image problem. i worry about how ppl see me, and i cant just relax. i'm petrified of being seen as the spolit, overly guai, ang moh girl. people see different things, sometimes, just because i look different. i'm too conscious of social dos and donts and sometimes i hate that.
im everything i hate in other people: i worry about fitting in all the time. i hate being different. i hate not being the so-called normal. i dont want to stand out. i dont want to be unique or whatever shit you wanna call it. i just want to be another girl who wouldnt attract a glance on the way down the stairs.

sometimes i just want to fade away, hide behind the shadows of the "popular" and write or spend my life on stage. onstage is the only time i like being noticed. and to be able to keep intouch with those i care about.
that's all i really want.

it starts in 3andahalf minutes.
Monday, September 13, 2004
01:58 a.m.

i think lj is down. screw that. shall email the stuff to sine rather than upload.
listening to a bbc radio play and its so sad.
"hearbreaking,"
"i thought so."
"when you're married to someone for thirtyfive years you dont just move on!"

oh well. see you.
ps anyone noticed? anastasia, when she's singing sick and tired, she sounds like shakira............................

don't do that darling, it freaks me out
Monday, September 13, 2004
01:45 a.m.

will eventually have to get down to the PILES of work i have to nightfinish.

its my parents anniversary tml and am trying to html myself a present. if its nice i'll link it.
twentytwo years is a bloody long time yes?

the jazz gig today was loudloud and booming, great. sadly kelvin couldnt make it down (oh screw tuition) but anyway. missed you.
something corporate are geniuses and so, occasionally, are yellocard, but the drums for twentythree are completely screwed.

me and auntie val got the jazzppl to dedicate a song to my parents...^^ and uncle jerry can sing better than norah jones, which is saying something.
the song was the nearness of you, btw.

i danced with my dad during smooth. he had minimum two left feet but seeing as i often appear to have two right we did alright.

and to all those pseudo-joshgroban fans out there, for GOODNESS SAKE, al improvviso amore does NOT translate as the unexpected love. IF I HEAR THAT ONE MORE TIME I WILL KICK YOU IN A VERY PAINFUL PLACE BECAUSE I'M TAKING AN ITALIAN O' NEXT YEAR AND I CAN SAFELY TELL YOU THERE IS NO the IN THE SENTENCE. *dies*

i will love you, baby, always.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
03:19 p.m.

found kian's mom's engagement ring in my old jewelry box yesterday. 5th bday pres.

you and me
we used to be together
every day together
always

you and me
i can see us dying
...are we?

musique!
Friday, September 10, 2004
03:14 p.m.

just realised how musically backdated i am... have been shut in my room with blink-182 and yellowcard for far too long... lol.
only recently found out that yellowcard's new single is out on radio. ironic seeing as i've been listening to only one for weeks. also found out that bedshaped by keane is finally radiosingle. AT LAST. talk about ages man. first heard it on White Label, this bbc new music prog. veryvery good. been waiting for it. oh and its 3rd on the 98nightlycharts. so ahahahaha.i heard the first chord-y thing, the di-de-deng and thought ooh. ^^.
andandand POP ular is also out. ahahahahahahaha. saw it on mtv and fell in love.

i'm willing to sleep my way to the top
i wanna be POP!
...ular.

ottorino/affinity

Thursday, September 9, 2004
03:06 p.m.

love the rink. went yesterday and today with my mum. rocked. will go tml before dance too.
ahahahaha.
sleazebag, it turns out, is not as bad as we thought. hes actually really nice and taught me a bunch of weird hockeyish moves i never knew you could do on figures. well he was on hockeys and doing things like salcos and waltzjumps better than me, so i thought, hell why not.
btw for those of you who KNOW who sleazebag is, he cut his hair and looks miles less sleazy.

talked to kelvin for the first time in ages... nice. maybe will see him on sund at the jazz thing. anyway shall now advertise for them:

big band playing jazz, 530pm sunday afternoon @ palm valley, botanics

today is one of those days where you cringe at the thought of civilised conversation, you block half the ppl on your msn list and you dont feel good enough for anything except pointless neopets games. cheese.

dance your life away.
Monday, September 6, 2004
04:20 p.m.

dance rocked again today. the pace was bloody fast tho... couldnt really keep up. eunice sprained her toe so my group was missing one but nvm. we were still, as yvonne put it, the pro-est. lol and i pulled a thigh muscle doing the v-straddle thing. could hardly get up so wennie did the demo. looked reallyreally cool.

reading more than i have for zonks... da vinci code, supernaturalist, reservoir chronicle. all at once ^^. oh yeas and ash too.
anyway gonna finish supernaturalist now. see ya.

i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly.
Sunday, September 5, 2004
01:42 p.m.

sorry if this doesnt agree with anyone but i believe some people really have gifts. went for some fair this morning with my mum and i had my palm read for charity, and the whole tarot shit, and damn i tell you that woman had me NAILED. stuff ive never told anyone, and she just knew.*shiver* scary woman.

addicted to ash. and breakaway by kelly clarkson is a beautiful song.

obvious.
Saturday, September 4, 2004
04:26 p.m.

i saw you again and again and again
theres some room to move on to move on
and i saw you again and again and again
how do we fix this if wei never have vision

at times like these
its obvious.

jun kisses angelica and tastes ash
well duh jun's MINE.
Friday, September 3, 2004
06:10 p.m.

as usual dance rocked today. the ppl there are so incredibly supportive. and even though i kept screwing up... we cheered each other on and laughed it all out together. and seniors dont force you to do stuff. i see what claire means about eds senior/junior relations. we actually get along. and frankly we respect our seniors a whole lot more like this.

btw in my previous entry the two links were layouus i made for isla. ironically all the nicest layouts i make are for other ppl.

on others, schools OUT ^^. who's up for skating this week? must set a definite date. mon and fri are out for me cos i've got dance 12-230. well depending on the company i might skip. but heyheyy.

went to gep resource for chinese again today... went past threekae and caught his eye. frankly he looked mad when he saw me.
i hope he's not still angry over it. i just want you to be happy.

my love is on the line
my love is on the line
Friday, September 3, 2004
02:12 a.m.

one and two call me hao lian or what.

if only i dont bend and break
i'll meet you in the morning when you wake
Thursday, September 2, 2004
01:40 p.m.

blogging during science. ash is absolutely wonderful.

drew a pic which i guess can pass as damien as in from ash but everyone said it was an angel so i gave up and gave him an earring ^^.

on other things the guys are mass kaiing ant and i feel kinda bad.. should i stop them...? oh cheese. finally brought northen lights to lend to ben. as in the dhs one. i know so many bens its starting to get confusing. and ting is letting me do a pitas account/layout for her. wheeeeeeeee....
you might as well try. you WILL say you're sorry.

miss you isla.

some nights i get away with this
some nights i obviously dont.
Wednesday, September 1, 2004
08:27 p.m.

been running round all day. tried to draw damien from ash today. everyone thinks its an angel. for some reason he has an earring so it doesnt have to be him

listened to empty apartment today without listening to ocean avenue after it. which never fails to depress me. and dont forget keane which i have listened to all day in the car. we might as we bestrangers may be one of most accurate songs around.

down down down
pick me up i'm falling.
screw it all i feel horrible.. i miss you isla and i dont know why. glad the cds work, now you know how i look again. might send more. enjoy the blinkcd and the spidery OST

(and btw ting no i dont mean you ya?)
i'm sick and tired of bloody well sticking up for you. you know what i really think? i think youre a fucking slut.

but my opinion never counts.

cant believe how proud i am to rafflesian
even if it was just for those threeyears of my life.
Tuesday, August 29 , 2004
06:40 p.m.

hellohello. went to rgps today. saw all the old ppl and oooh it rocked. saw sine which i havent for zonks and gracie whom i havent seen for even longer. all in all a wonderful time.
i actually left school early to get there. ting and gen just ponned school^^. i said i had third lang and my teacher had to shift the lesson cos she was invigilating at the french school which is actually true. i didnt however say that because of that my lesson was cancelled. naughtyme.

dreadfully miss rgps tho. didnt want to go because.. aiyah just all the memories attached to those four walls of our class. damien convinced me by reminding me about singing pass it on. and remembered all the ppl i'd be seeing. so yeah. i used to hate it but i now love that school and i miss it and i miss sixQ like mad. maybe its cos i hate dunman. its a different hate from how i hated rgps, cos then all i wanted was to go back kc. now... i guess now i really have my reasons.

later went iceskating with my mum, damien and si hui, the two of whom arrived an hour after the said. me and sihui get ganging up on damien.. haha. we taught her how to skate and she was actually pretty good for a first timer. then we went down to burger king cos they were hungry. i just wore my skate covers and they took off theirs so i was SUPER tall. so we went downstairs and ate onion rings and talked. funfun love damien and seem to get along pretty well with sihui. so. nice.

sine: love you so much and i miss you loads. thankyou for the flower and it was wonderful to talk to you face to face again. wish it happened more because i need someone like you in my life.
gracie: dear. sometimes i wish you were sitting next to me now. in fact alot of the time. because class life basically sucks without you. sometimes i think of all the silly things we used to do and i really want to cry. i think you were the friend i never really appreciated. cheese but i regret that now.
damien: keyboard not good enough to express myself. lets just leave it at i love you..

returned the cd today. cut the ribbon on the last physical link i had with you. screw it what is my problem. i know you'd take me back. i just dont ever want to hurt you. and i dont want to get hurt by that either.

cant count all the eyes that stare
cant count all the things they see
Monday, August 30th.
06:43 pm.

ahahahaha. chia and i went to kampong arang with the guys today (ant, geoffrey, joseph, kevin, daryl etc). me and ting ate this bittergourd noddle noodle thing which i must admit was bloody good. i was stealing ant's chicken rice and from the way njo-one paid us any attention i think they too thought we were related. because when someone else ie ting did that... well turn on the weird looks. it was really funny. then raced back for dance and realised i probably ate too much.

twisted my wrist. also proved once again that i just am not cut out for dance. which is a shame seeing as i love it. i think if i go practise enough i'll be ok. our group of four for the routine was the BEST. haha. me, eunice (sec3 seh senior), yixiu and wen qian.. lol we were the only group that managed to get the timing right *beams*. my and wennie kept crashing cos my socks kept slipping. thats how i fell and hit the wrist btw.

yesterday my mum and i went on a shopping spree. we were upset bout the sundermann's leaving so we did sth really outta character.. we both hate shopping. we bought a bracelet for my new niece, whose bday is the same as lyss's. then bought a pendant and bracelet for my aunt's 50th. then went to giordanos. i bought black ankle socks which i will wear for dance until i get ballet shoes seeing as they wont get as dirty. also got some new trackpants for dance. i wore me old ones for camp and i tripped over gen and ripped them and my knee on the bball court ^^.

on other matters an earwig bit han feng today and we then paid ant five bucks to eat it while it was still wriggling. me and joseph got one40 and fourbucks respectively for drinking glasses of a really disgusting concoction during the chinese camp on sat. one of our dear classmates looked incredibly shuai on sat too. dont get this wrong, my feelings -- or rather lack of feelings-- for him havent changed but bloody hell.

whee. havent seen you smile for so long. i know you were looking at ting but i caught your glance... before i turned back to the guys. glad to know you're happy. i miss you.like violence you have me. foreverand after.

le quasi amore.
the almost loves.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
10:08 p.m.

my godbrother's family left today. they're moving to the uk, edinburgh, right across the road from isla. kudos for her.
why on earth does everybody have to move?

i'm seriously sick of making friends with people and then they move away two years down the road. i just hate losing people like that because lets face it even if you 'keep in touch' is it ever the same? tian is the sweetest little kid i've ever seen. and i wanted to watch him get bigger and bigger the way babies do. even if they do come back after the promised one year he'll be different, he'll be almost three, and he wont even remember me. even kai, although he's usually an annoying little pain in the ass, i actually love the little ball of fluff. but frick he's moving. i hate that.

it's been nine years since nadine moved to holland. one since she moved to lancaster. seven since joanne went back to england. six since kim went to japan and three since she moved to russia.

four years since kian moved to holland.
two since isla went back to scotland.
two fricking hours until kai, tian and their parents go there too.

no no no no no no no no NO. why the hell does almost everyone i care about have to go? the mcullochs said they were planning on staying here. my mum actually asked then WHY DID YOU GO BACK???

i make friends too easily. i said to my mum in the car, we should stop making friends with so many half-and-half couples because they're the ones who leave. go home.
don't come into my life if you dont plan to stay.

theres a dancer in the arms of love
and (s?)he's dancing on the skies above.
Friday, August 27, 2004
12:15am

ooh. dance rocks. dance really really ROCKS.
as you may have guessed i went for dance prac today and i tell you it was wonderful. even though today it was almost pure ballet with some modern it was still amazing. must admit i sucked at ballet. when i was six i went for this group ballet class and after ten minutes i walked out. i was six. cheese.
and the instructor asked me if i was mixed. i said yeah my mums from mars and my dads from pluto. ive been waiting to say that to someone. lol but it was cool. and she's gonna copy the modern dance cd for me... whee. apparently she thinks i'm chao enthu. i achieved a major injury today. my pride HURTS lol to that too.

went to keith's blog today during science. really nice. love his links and shall kop them. (i nicked his source codes). feeling abit evil seeing as i hacked into rae's blog and that really upset her. whoops. also discovered to my shock and horror and the whole enchilada that sine found my dreadful update for dalliances and uploaded it. i ran around whacking people and shrieking she uploaded it!! she uploaded it!! no!! NO!!!!!! after miss khoo left. oh god she uploaded it.

didnt return the cd^^. love you it you it way too much.

anyway. dance ROCKS. dance RULES. i love dance as much as i love damien, as much as i love keith from flowers, as much as i love jun from crew17. and that's saying something.

give the heavens above more than just a passing glance.
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance, i hope you dance.
i hope you dance.

but we can never forget what they did here.
Thursday, August 26, 2004
12:42 a.m.

haha. had a...... team talk today. just the sec ones to decide whether or not we want audrey on the team. frankly i dont want her. i cannot work with her, as i learnt in eds. and she's just joining to get out of that, even though she says she likes bball. she's not a bad player, but she doesnt like working under seniors, and she has a dreadful AP when it comes to following instructions. oh. and she's really really snotty.

geoffrey called my dad today... as in hp. i was studying and my dad said some guy called and then when he heard my dad he hung up in a hurry. he still hasn't said why he called though.
keep thinking bout gracie recently. found this piece of paper we wrote while going through science mock papers. we were writing down all the silly/funny/weird things ppl said...eg:

digestion is the process whereby food is broken down by enzymes in our digestive juices into simpler substances that can be absorbed into the bloodstream to be combined with oxygen from respiration for life processes such as digestion which is the breaking down of food....

flower's on the left again today... does anyone understand what that means lol? miss you more and more every day.
i have to return your cd tml.. wahh. i copied it but its not really the same ya? seeing as the last person to hold this one was you.

lining up for the grand illusion
no answers for no questions asked
Wednesday, August 26, 2004
12:42 a.m.

my legs were super sunburnt from sat they looked like the national flag where my shorts ended.. we (me, ting, tiff, gloriaand jan's sister Inez) went sailing with jan at raffles marina for her bday. and cheese it was great to be in a boat again. it was jan's dad's and he let me sail it cos he knew i used to sail.. i almost capsized when we were tacking back cos the boat was slightly tilted, right, so the others were dangling their feet in the water. then when i turned the boat tilted the other way so they couldnt reach. so they chionged across the deck in a group.... and TIPPED THE FRICKING BOAT. ahh it was scary.. lol. but after that learnt how to control that kinda thing... later went and 'sunbathed' with ting.. haha.. we were actually balancing the boat by lying on the opposite side!! haha.
but anyway now i'm loads darker... only my legs got burnt, proof that maybe i should stop wearing jeans and trousers everywhere.

and gloria broke a measuring cylinder in class today.. and geoffrey, daryl and some other guys were shredding bits of rope and burning them in the science lab toilet. daryl smelt of ash. and they proved their lack of common sense by how they cut rope with a penknife. eventually i did it cos geoff cut his finger and the others were on the way to following... boys have no SENSE!!

i fell asleep hugging your cd tonight. whoopsie but i wish it was you^^

i saved myself
for someone somewhere's sweet carress
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
01:36 p.m.

i just found out that keith plays hockey. i froze up in the middle of english... not ice hockey thankgod, but CHEESE. and lol keith from flowers!!
and i think my jiejie is cool. hate me for it, call me one of allison's gang, i dont give a shit because its none of your business, you silly girl. i love my jie!!! its computer now and i'm typing in microsoft visual C++ and i am a genius seeing as no-one has caught me yet. oh yeah.

and seren, thankyou dear. i'll remember that <3.

take you me away from that empty apartment
somehow i think i need that more than you.
Saturday, August 21, 2004
12:46 a.m.

i want to ditch school. i want to ditch everyone and everything in school. i wanna kill the teachers i wanna torture my seniors for all the shit they put me through. and i want to do the unspeakable to my classmates and to everyone else.
if the unforgivable curses existed out here then i would be the first to learn them.

gah.
GAH you hear? GAH!!

oh i hate the way you spell. and i hate the way you think there's something wrong with following the rules. i hate the way they all see you you YOU and i dont ever get a chance to be seen as me
i'm always the damn shadow.
I'M still the entourage. i just hate how no-one hates you.

i never wanted to be different i never wanted to be different i never wanted to be different i never ever ever ever ever evereverEVER wanted to be different

i just want to be that considered NORM. because i'm sick and tired of sticking out. i wanna be POP
ular. does my bimboness ever get to you? because sometimes people like bimbos. and sometimes i just need to stop thinking.

i don't wanna keep my feet on the ground
i wanna be pop!
ular.
Friday, August 20, 2004
10:28 p.m.

camp rocks. we carry super light bags, we dont have to deal with chua and we have no homework. enough said.
the activities were really good and one day i will tell you about them but i frankly cannot be bothered. someone tied chinese knots in my brain today.

screwily pissed off at her and every one of her friends. i'm so goddam sick of being your fricking shadow.
i KNOW what youre gonna say bout it tml. i KNOW theyre just like that, theyre niao little idiots. BUT I WISH I HAD FRIENDS LIKE YOU DO.
i wish people trusted me like they trust you.
i wish they bothered to try talk to me because i can do what you do for them. and you have the cheek to complain that its busting your sms limit? excuse my prep-- purleese.
i'm so sick of being different.sometimes you just want to fit in oh how could you ever understand.

at the end of the day i screw up my life and then i realise you weren't waiting.

oh cheese.
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
04:53 p.m.

just got a letter today from marion (fren of my cousin's. his ex, actually.). HER CANCER'S GONE INTO REMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!! isnt it great... she's so nice and she's i think 17. she's got terminal cancer.. and last time i saw her she was doing really bad. thankgod she's got some good news at last. wow..

and everyone likes my enter page layout more than this one!! humph. i actually just picked apart the hope layout i did and used the balloon. maybe i'll make an after all one, ie the song in the enter page. and give miaola the hope one instead. hmm. maybe.
btw since its techno probably none of you will have heard of it, its by delerium and its on the mtvPOP cd. and i got the lyrics wrong but nvm. its supposed to be after all they shared did he simply say no. so lol i got it wrong. never mind.

and we lost 43-29 to anglican... SEE?? WE'RE IMPROVING. one day we WILL trash them.

mum get in the car and lets drive away
she said i'm sorry mark but there's nowhere to stay
Monday, August 16, 2004
8.07pm

oh cheese. i'm sick. tml will only show up at school after recess. my mum and the doctor dint want me to go at all but i said i needed to go for chinese cos we've got our ca/ct next monday and wed/thurs/fri we've got sec1levelcamp, ie no lessons. anyway.

oh oh oh and our dear senior cut his hair today and he looks hilarious. last time he cut it we were laughing about it cos i kept teasing him and then we had this long convo about hair. then sometime later we both asked simultaneaously, why are we talking about hair anyway. then he said it was my fault. ahahahaha. we used to have these really really pointless convos then complain about the random pointlessness of them. great fun to read the chatlogs.

and can i tell you a lame joke?????
what three letter word starts with an S, ends with an X, only has one vowel in between and is common between men and women?
answer: SOX!! gettit? men and women all wear socks!!!
ahahahahaha i am so lame. *dies*

oooh and today? the ppl responsible for the ndp competition?(we slogged all night to get the stuff done then they played our music too soft so our class missed their cues and came on too late and got in our way so we coulndt dance. and they wouldnt let us restart. stupid idiots.) today they came and apologised for technical errors and GAVE US ALL KITKATS!!!!!! ting and i got the extras cos apparently we worked the hardest.

yeah baby. YEAH.

well well well. i never knew i knew people like you.
Sunday, August 15, 2004
01:54 a.m.

you stupid bitch. i dont usually flame but i'm sorry. there are no words for people like you.

how do you know what he's feeling about it, how do you know how i'm feeling about it. you found everythiig out, and i have no idea how. but all i wanna say is that you have no right to it. you dont know how horrible i feel about everything i've said and done. you dont know how i really feel about it and how it hurts to hurt someone like him. god you dont even know how much kian meant to me.
to sort-of-quote, ˇ°You don't know a thing about what happened. You just know it was a bloody freak accident. You don't know how much she meant to me. You don't know how it felt then. You don't know how it feels now. You don't know how much I loved herhim! You don't know how much I lost!ˇ± so what other ppl lose ppl to. but other people arent me and they dont handle it the same way.

in fact it isnt even any of your business. it between me and him and no one else.
so basically i want you to get the hell away from me.

i know people like this arent worth getting angry about.
but sorry im still crying. i never wanted to do this. i never wanted to hurt you. i'm so sorry.

kian i want you back. i want you back i just want you back.

filling space...
Friday, August 13, 2004
04:45 a.m.

as miaola says, i love filling space. anyway. putting this here so it looks more inhabited. lol. mm. need to go liao... tell me what you think bout this layout...
whee.

ocean avenue==> that way.
Friday, August 13, 2004
04:27 a.m.

ooh. its late.. lol. how'd dyou like it?? whee...
not too sure if damien's got internet again, but he/she/it said probably. so yah.. here it is!!
as predicted, we got trashed by rg. but nvm. we still beat the other two. and RI lost to rivervalley. WHOO for rivervalley. lol. rather zonked out now... been writing.. my update for dalliances is long and atrocious. gah. *cries*.

great weekend, mainly cos i spent most of it with damien.

sat night: went over to save him/her/it from boredom.
sun night: damien came over to save from my relatives. and to watch chocolat then ended up staying over. and swooning over the gorgeous monsieur depp.
mon night: i went over to see fireworks and watch cruel intentions. and blow. spent the night.

before tution today i saw things will go my way on mtv.. and was swooniig over alex band. i dont usually bimbo ppl on tv, but my three exceptions are johnny depp and alex band sebastian from cruel intentions. and maybe the malfunctioning flea (i.e malfoy) or edward furlong when he was young and shuai in terminator. anime doesnt count, ya? ^^.
lol this is so bimbo.

anyway getting tired now... btw go check out miaola's page... i did the layout... damn proud of it... haha. haolian. just one last thing xiexie damien for my cd!!!!. yellowcard rocks man. whoo.
alli-jie: heyy dear... cheerup.. smile abit yeah, we're all here for you, kae? i promise you can spell my name anyway you like, just dont be so down.