Ok! Some pics from our Hari Raya outing!

[h]appie Family!

the Love Ones

o0o0ps! Sorry Ladies! All of them are taken!

finally presenting...d [H]appie [L]oveBirds!

Hari Raya this year is amazing! Definitely something different. a Pleasant change! =)

n we watched our first movie just now after so long!!! The Seeker : the dark is rising. Sayang wanted so much to watch this movie...n it is Splendid. Interesting! Excellent pick baby..hee. Looking forward to so0o0o many2 more movies with u!

n Sayang, Thank You for sacrificing your time for me just now even though you have to wake up early for your morning shift tomorrow. Muacks!

ok! now is back to study mode. finally it is down to the last paper which is on the 7th November..urgh Organisational Behaviour. I don't quite like the subject actually. Can't wait for the exams to finish. After that would be a huge relief for me...then it would be off to Karimun for the dance festival. w0o0ohoo0oo!

i am so sick! Urgh. Flu, fever, cough. it's the cough that irritates me the most. i can't even sleep at night. i just keep on coughing & coughing. and it doesn't help that i need to wake up early to go to work. yes, i did pay the doctor a visit and took the medicine. and he didn't even give me antibiotics, with the reason :he will just let my anti-bodies fight the germs. wth! they are not doing a good job right now aite. it's just getting worst. and exams is just like 2 days away?? how fantastic! let see how long the soldiers in my body will take to fight the enemies inside.

sensitivity is that it? i mean i don't really know. do i really seek for attention and care when i am sick?

he used to be there. Daddy was there. but now...

sometimes you just can't ask for too much. people can only do this much. (a pinch of salt much!) Hey i don't blame anyone. Serious.

Perhaps it is for me to learn and accept now that not every time someone would be there for me. That is the way it is now. Period.

P/s: [H]appy Birthday, Daddy. You are always there in me. =-(

no updates. so bz. no mood. i barely have the time to stop n take a breather.

exams. work. choreography. meetings. working sessions. planning. rehearsals. studies.

all these happening at the same time. i don't have enough space in my brain "ram" anymore. call me a robot. more like zombified. i don't even have my proper sleep. it just continues. one after another. stress is the word.
sorry gfs. i hope you gals understand..especially Aishah. just let this week pass, then time would be on my side once again.
sorry Sayang for not being able to spend more time with you. sorry for not being able to have our phone conversations that often this week. =( . I promise after this week, we'll have more time together and of course that includes studying for my exams which is going on right now. and Thank You Sayang for just being there, accompanying me to study, sacrificing your sleep after a long day at work. really appreciate it!! Muacks!

i soooooo need a breather. i so am going to plan something just for a quick getaway. just with you, sayang!

n i am Sorry for what happened yesterday. We'll ensure that it won't happen again, Okies!

P/S: Psssst, Love, I am so LooKing forward for March next year!! =)

Mad rush. I m so going bonkers. so disoriented. meetings after meetings. planning after planning. have a lot of things going through my mind. multitasking most of the time. sometimes i just love it. but sometimes, it's just too much. it takes up a lot of my energy. mentally tired.

it's a fact that i love whatever i am doing right now. apart from my normal job, i have other planning n coordinating of events to do. but it just drains me sometimes. n not to forget that my exams r just around the corner n i haven't even revise!!! argh!! stress!! i need to get my priorities right, but it all just clashes. i need more TIME. 24 hrs is just isn't enough for me.

n i m going through a new phase in life right now. a pleasant change. i have THAT SOMEONE in my life right now. things really took a turn. we are actually heading somewhere. we do have an objective. n saving money is the 1st on my TO DO MUST DO LIST!!!

i am Thankful to GOD for sending him to me.

Thank You Sayang for being by my side all this while. Thank You for being so supportive. Thank You for being so Lovely. Thank You for Loving me. The number of Thank You's is infinity.. I Love You. Muacks!

I treasure every moment spent with u. every second of it. not once that i can get u out of my mind.u r so chweeet. u r so thoughtful. everything reminds me of u. the present. the future with u. in my eyes, there's only u. i seriously cant wait for the moment that we get to spend time w each other...our lives together..

i pray that everything would go well for us. In God's Will.

Ok i knw i sound so mushy n all. i tink my GFs knw that is not my usual self. bt this time round only God knws how deeply and madly in love i am w him. My one and only, Reemy ShahruL! Friends...pray for us yah! ;)

n b@ybie, thx for today. the quality time spent..n most importantly..Thank You for that precious lil gift. Muacks!

the visit to Geylang yesterday was a fun n tiring one..d Sexy BeachBummer accompanied me..hee thx girl..muacks...bought some stuffs, intended to do filming bt looking at the amount of stuffs that we were carrying and the fact that the battery went dead on me just didnt help at all...bluegh..anyway had an enjoyable time..juz the both of us yesterday, bumped into the Keris guys n was informed that there'll b a "Gelanggang Dikir" going on at Malay Village, n was told to watch..hee so i went...laughed my head off at the spontaneous "karuts"...itz been such a long time since i indulge myself w cultural activities...Argghhh...I Miss Dancing!!!!..ok i so need to go for my dance trainings already....

i was speechless. i blushed. my jaw dropped expression.

on bended knees. his charming look. his serious voice tone. then it came...

fairytale?? no. it happened. and my answer?? a wide smile w a capital Y. =)

and i just couldnt stop smiling. it was n it IS still unbelievable.

I Love You, BayBie.

In God's Will...next year then, it'll be. Amin.