I tend to be very expressive at times..there is always a need for me to profess something even though i feel that it is indescribable. So the only way is through those status updates, but it seems it is giving others alot of hints i guess. Why not tell personally?? heh. It's like sending a message in a bottle. There's always this element of "taking thee by surprise?" I prefer the natural way rather than having to tell at times. Seems so superficial. I mean that is how i really feel...those are my feelings...so yeah.

So far all is ok, but sometimes I admit I do tend to take a step back and ask the worthiness of it. There's never a doubt in you. Never. Oh well, I guess it is all about time and of course I would love to be in a position where the confidence is comforting..till then it is all about getting to know.

Yes, I am still up at this hour mind you just to complete the installation of the printer's driver. I really need to print my notes. A few minor hiccups today. Edgy.

Before I forget, today is Sidekick's birthday. Happy Birthday Nad!! I really hope later is going to be a better day for you.

P/S: Strange, but I miss all the late night talks

Everyone thought I could be strong, would be strong. I thought that too, but there will always be something that is pulling me back. A song? A memory? How hard is it for me to just leave my footsteps? I hope time doesn't take its own pace.

On another note, I have started to like the way things are right now. This path. I know what I want to achieve and somehow or rather subconsciously discipline automatically takes its place. Well, to be happy is a choice and I definitely choose to be happy despite the above setbacks.

And it wouldn't be fair to my family, sister love, lovelies (even though they are far) and kaderians giving me their utmost support and standing by me...

And to thee, who has always been there for me just listening ... ~ always so patiently... =)

Now, I have to brave through tomorrow. I got to go and study for my test.

P/S: I definitely have to gain back all those kilos that I have lost...

It has been a while. It's all over now. Leaving it all behind me as memories. I have decided not to link and display my archives. So yeah...happy happy moments from now on!! =)

Ok the relatives are here, brb. Daaaa.

P/S: Selamat Hari Raya to all...