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Past Entries
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By Adorations
Food: Chipotle Burritos, Joy Yees strawberry boba tea, peach & blueberry kasugais, non-cafeteria ANYTHING
Visual: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Boondock Saints, Naruto, Dark Angel, O.C., Simpsons, Family Guy...Prince of Tennis =)
Audio: Linkin Park, Sum41, Enigma, E Nomine; Jpop, Kpop & everything in between
Activities: Math, math, & math...jk--DDR, feeding, sleeping, doodling, plotting to get out of prison the house.
Games: FF1-10, Zelda OoT&MM&WW, SSMB, Max Payne 1&2, DDR. Can you spell n-e-r-d-u-l-o-u-s?
By Numbers
Height: ~174 cm
IQ: 100+
EQ: 0
Weight: 80kg+
DOB: 25-12-83
Insanity: 87%
Paranoia: 114%
Edibleness: 100%
Cell Phones: 0
Bandwidth: 56 Kbps
Mistakes: 536,112,000 and counting
By Person
Taken Name: Topher
Alias: Gopher
SN: erazorlord93
gmail: erazorlord
pitas: erazorlord
xanga: erazorlord
Other Site: Geocities
Cool People:
[me]
[kate]
jenn
vicki
kaidi
robin
catty
joyce
joyoy
grace
[josh]
jessie
james
esther
[Cindy]
tiffany
andrea
cynthia
deanna
joammi
[xAnGa]
jenny jen
jon baker
jonny boy
[Livejournal]
Note: brackets [] denote extra coolness
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005Glossy-Eyed August
There's a plate to my left, marred with dried flecks of dairy and rogue flakes of parsley. It used to hold a beefy quesadila; now it is the resting place of a greasy fork. Goodbye, greasy fork; soon you shall be washed, and you will bear grease no more.
...oh, and you bio lovers out there, BIO IS NOT FUN. Not fun. I just read half a chapter on enzymes. But nothing was retained. Sadness. Stupid voices. Shut up. DAMN YOU VOICES, SHUT UP!!
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JW: how much does a therapist cost? .......................
No more August tomorrow. This unfortunately means the last psychological handholds I had on the notion of summer will soon fly out the window. Bye bye, summer; you represented sneakiness and fun to topher.
::stumbles out of chair::
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 07:41 p.m.
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005Milkshake Blues
I watched a movie on my computer today. And I wondered where all my time went, between blog-stalking, AIMing, massive DLing and, uh, sulking. But don't worry; I wasn't actually sulking.
I am hungry now. Have to wake up early, because apparently I'm a better student than most. And thus, my reward is less sleep. No wonder drugs are so popular.
I'm going to make myself a smoothie now. It will have banana, peanut butter, honey, milk, and....that's all I need. It shall be tasty.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 10:51 p.m.
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Sunday, August 28, 2005Properties of Water. And life
Hmm. They have textbooks online now, eh? Bio textbooks. What...fun. But, for some twisted, twisted reason, I find it more alluring to read off a computer screen than to read off an actual glossy-faced, paper-and-ink textbook. Odd.
I have much homework that may require my attention. But, sadly, I do not feel like doing homework now.
Made cream of leek soup yesterday. The flavor was acceptable, but Christine stated that the viscosity was more like that of a sauce--not soupy enough and too creamy. I cried myself to sleep. ......... In other news, KAIDI COMES BACK TO THE US TODAY! YAY!
Wow. I need to go do something...meaningful. Now.
Any suggestions?
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 05:42 p.m.
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Thursday, August 25, 2005"sun moon stars rain"
I woke up today around 6th period; soon enough to realize I was eating a second lunch (Go Sir Nick's Pizza!) but sadly not soon enough to stop said consumption of baked italian good.
Apparently I have a take-home essay to write for AP Bio; however, I somehow failed to hear this during class. Maybe it was because I wasn't awake (4th period). Fuck. ------ Convinced Heup to call me "Topher" in the afternoons, and my given name in the morning, because life needs variety like that. Yes.
Life. Variety. Death.(?)
Some topics.......a blog really isn't worthy of displaying.
Life really is fucktacular.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 03:48 p.m.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005Beginning of the...End
........of public schooling, I mean. Yes. Forgive me.
So anyways the 203 teacher's strike didn't work out too favorably for the students, and thus school is now in session.
::prepares brain for hurt::
Enrolled in special topics, international relations. Except, there are not enough desks. So I volunteered to sit in Bochenski's chair. I get to fiddle on his computer.
So, NNHS'ers--how many of you have 6th period lunch? Tell me. Now. I demand it. ------ So while school is back in session, and the students are back to the grind...something just doesn't feel right. Something's missing.
But that something isn't coming back, anytime soon. I need to get used to it.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 04:14 p.m.
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Monday, August 22, 2005Goals in Life
I think I have come to a conclusion.
Now, mind you, this is not because of whatever conditions I might currently be in. Those are regrettable, but life deals everyone lots of shit.
But FUCK I hate asian asian parents.
Not asian people in general; they can be quite friendly and nerdulous once you get to know them. But the conservative, college-applications-are-life, piano-lessons-because-they-have-to kind?
Fuck. Fuckity fuckity fuckity fuck. I better not fucking turn into one of them.
Oh, and I've also decided; my first priorities in life will NEVER be:
+Applying to College
+Studying for a test
+Reading a textbook
+Being an Engineer
+Looking for an engineering job
+Being a good worker bee
I've decided. It's a hell of a lot more important to just fucking live.
End of story.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 04:45 p.m.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005Last Soccer of Summer2005
Hair went snip, snip today. The barber had rather interesting magazines in his magazine rack, and I took the time to learn how to bulk up shoulders. And, apparently, how alcohol can do *magical* things.
Want to visit UIUC with Laures tomorrow, but do not know if it will happen.
Hmm. It is most peculiar. This is THAT part of summer again--the part where you know what's coming in, uh, 3 or so days. But you're trying to block it out, using every fiber of mental strength to forget the looming object overhead.
Soccer was, as usual, fun. Sadly, it's the last time I'll be playing this summer, because, uh, the unmentionable occurs on the 24th.
Oh, and college people--I miss you. Already.
..........But life goes on.
(But I'll still miss you)
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 11:11 p.m.
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Thursday, August 18, 2005King of Omelets and Cards
Robin came over today, and I treated her to a delicious omelet. Sure, I made her bring a few eggs (I was running low!) but she said it was tasty.
If nothing else, out of the entire summer.....at least I've learned how to make a tasty omelet ^_^
Topher didn't sleep much yesterday, but that's ok. AnD JOYJOY finally got back in touch with him! Yay I've known her since she was, uh, 8? Oh, message for Joyjoy: I HOPE YOUR BUTT FEELS BETTER XD
Must work on yet another card, because I need things to keep me busy. I burned through a good thirty chapters of bleach in an hour, and now I must seek amusement.
Maybe I should head down to UIUC. I think there are people down there I'd love to see.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 08:12 p.m.
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005Disownments and Goodbyes
Said goodbye to a very special person today; I think I shall miss her greatly.
Hey, two and a half hours ain't too bad, right? ..............right?
Anyways, more people will be leaving soon. Things at home are not looking too well; mother dear brought over two of her "wise" friends today to talk some *sense* into me, primarily so that I would turn into a nice little boy all over again.
Problem is, I think that's not going to happen.
Mother dear reminisced about how she helped take care of an autistic child, and how respectful that child was..........Well, I think my mom just disowned me. Fuck.
Yea, life gives you a few bad throws here and there, but it's still up to you to keep living.
Keep going, boy--you need it. You need life.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 10:49 p.m.
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005Cookie Dough and Flowers?
Yes.
Last days. Last moments. Last meetings. Last words. They suck, but they give meaning to the first's and all the happenings in between. It's like how death doesn't just simply emphasize the mortality of man; it defines the life of man as beautiful--it embodies beauty in life.
..............
Anyways, kate leaves for UIUC....tomorrow. Morning. If not today/tonight, then I must camp outside her house, because I don't believe someone like her should leave for college without a proper topher goodbye. ^___^
................yes, cynthia, I'm an odd child. I know. You win.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 04:14 p.m.
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005Don't think Tomorrow; think Todai
Yea, Todai didn't happen. Lots of stuff, mostly poor planning on topher's part. BUT there's a chance of it all working out tomorrow. Hope's a good thing to have.
In other aspects of Topherworld, CYNTHIA finally finally finally changed her layout. Long overdue, but awesomely...bubbly. Can't think of other suitable, blog-worthy words. Yes.
I cooked today. Three courses; mostaccioli with meat sauce, 3-meat jalapeno pizza bread, and stuffed tomatoes. It was most tasty. So much meat, that even paulzhang couldn't finish it all.
Anyways.......fuck. Why is there so much emphasis placed on the end of things? Why don't people take notice somewhere in the middle, when there's still plenty of time? Who knows. We're all fucked anyways ^____^
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 09:31 p.m.
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Monday, August 15, 2005Potentials and Possibilities
So I got myself thinking the other day--why do we (more specifically, "I") focus so much on the what if's and the what about's and the plethora of possible outcomes my little brain can dream up?
The way the world is, the way things have turned out, the actual state of the now--that's what needs my attention. That's what I, in actuality, care about.
Think too much--dream too much--and you'll let all of the important things pass you be. Pass me by.
I don't want that.
But I'll keep on dreaming.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 07:05 p.m.
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Sunday, August 14, 2005Natural Pleasures
There are only two natural pleasures to life--lots of people know that. I knew that. You probably knew that.
But--for some odd, odd reason--eating just doesn't appeal anymore.
Food can't fight loneliness.
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Fuck. I should have graduated early.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 04:45 p.m.
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Sunday, August 14, 2005Topher, in the Shell of a Nut
This is MY pitas. I can pitas about whatever I want. This entry will be one long bitching.
I need a masseur; someone needs to fix up that chronic pain on my left side, approx. 4" above where my ribs end.
Someone--anyone--tell my parents to give my fucking contact lenses back. They confiscalated them back around prom week on the grounds that I was "irresponsible;" now I must plead every two weeks to enjoy the gift of vision.
While we're at it, would someone please ask them to also return the cash ($1000+!!) they so wisely decided to "safekeep" for me in an undisclosed location (also during prom) on the grounds that Topher was irresponsible with cash. (The way I see it....at least I've held a job in the last two years XP) Ok, that's enough bitching for now, because I'm not a bitch; my back just hurts like one. Yes, cynthia, I know I'm an odd, odd kid. But damn, those taquitos (sp?) things are tasty. TASTY. Yum.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 12:05 p.m.
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Friday, August 12, 2005Register for Hell
Took a visit today to the lovely 3rd floor of my absolutely accomodating public school today; fought a surprisingly low number of urges (3) to jump out an open window and re-decorate the bland pavement below. Our school needs more color.
In any case, topher has done a lot of walking recently; to the library, back from the library, back home, to person A's house, from person A's house, to murder scene, back from murder scene. It seems as if he's forgotten the use of his....bicycle.
Worry not; topher will update again soon--for now, this should hopefully satiate his adoring fans:
SCHEDULE NO TOPHER
LATIN (ecce romani...IV???)
engrish lit
his-story of THE WORLD
bio with alina (XD)
(P)rimordial (E)ccentualism
LUNCHably
JAVA to the wtf
AP litcomp
See? No math class to keep topher sane. His two favorite people are leaving town. How interesting. ::finds straightjacket::
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 10:24 p.m.
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005Cable, squared
Update: Topher now has cable tv. And Cable internet. Very fast internet. FOUR POINT ZERO SWEEEEEEEEET
Food network is the shit. I want to grow up and beat those IRON CHEFS, but first I must learn to perfect my cooking. Yes.
!!! CYNTHIA brought me some stuff back from China. And showed me some crazy japanese media on her computer, from extra-cheesy jpop to just crazy "King-of-billiards." Damn, those crazy japanese people.
Need to do something important now. Those of you smart enough to figure it out, good for you.
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Topher released a bout of insanity at 03:25 p.m.
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