Always Alone. Never Had The Need Of You. Vincent Valentine. +)(BlogVer.20)(+

N______n! Well I was able to scan some of my artwork and here it is. My scanner and me don't get along so some pictures are either blurry or have a slight change in colors r_r; Anyways, some shading was lost in the scanning so try to bear with me... In fact I order you to bear with it until I get a new scanner dammit!

Uriel's Spirit- My wannabe Holy Bell, but for Uriel Redfern...
My newest chara- Berenice is her name.
Katgirl Katya- She is back! xDD Sort of an update for her and the other charas.
Mark Christopher- :D I like how it came out.
Elizabeth- My albino, werewolf chara O_o;
Mark- Earlier Mark drawing 9_9;
Salem-sama- Just another of my random charas.
Kaori Paragon- :DD!! One of my favorites!

There :D! Hope you likee and I love response R_r; Oh! And I bought a hamster for myself so it also makes some company to my brother's hamster! xDD! I was going to get this black one, but it had this sickness named WetTail and so I opted for taking this other brown-blonde one with RED eyes! N_n! I named him Lestat because... he reminds me of him.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:48 a.m. | Thursday, April 4, 2002 °_

Nothing really to say... just... this

Well, I just felt like blogging about something, but I don't really have much news. My brother bought a hamster and that little rodent is so awesome! xDD He likes people and he bites too, but disregarding that he/she is pretty cool. It has dark gray fur and evil RED eyes so I told my brother to call it Rat or Bat xDD so it is all stoop named. He ended up calling him/her Scurry because I told him about that book, Who took my Cheese? that I was reading there is a mouse named that. He is going to buy another one and so I hope he finds a black one or an albino one with BIG RED EYES too! xDDD Now I have two dogs, a fish, a spider, and a hamster in my house! Well now I have lots of spiders because whenever Charlotte moved away he had a heck lot of babies E_e; I killed on of them in accident thinking it was a mosquito and I am still mourning over that lil' Charlotte baby.

I talked to Jules yesterday and I was gonna IM Kiko, but I am guessing she had to leave. Anyhow, hopefully Julie will call me this weekend so I still have some minutes in my phone card and I can keep calling :D Maybe I can call Kiko and that way I can now meet her by phone xDD! Should be fun! So be prepared Kikosan since I shall be calling you soon.

Also I am glad lots of people come and see my blog! n_n It would be cool to contact this people sometime. You never know when other badass persons are out there! :DD Also maybe they have the same obssessions I do like... DRAGONS and ALBINO PEOPLE AND ANIMALS!! O__o! -has an odd obssession over albinos-

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 10:22 p.m. | Monday, April 1, 2002 °_

Yuk. School tomorrow and I hate it...

Well, I am sneaking since my brother and mom went to HEB to I don't know what the hell. Anyways, school starts tomorrow again and I really do not feel like doing school work anymore x_____x; I have some economics things that are due on thursday and all. Blargh! I really despise school a lot, we will also start a project in BCIS2 I just know it. Damn whoever invented the educational system. Hope he is rotting in Hell r___R;

At least I got DevilMayCry and the RE soundtrack. Rick was able to buy them from me when I gave him the money since Andy-chan had not been able to go to the mall and stuff. I am happy about the fact that I got the videogame and all :D I got also a Ruroni Kenshin DVD I didn't have x_x; they are so many of them!!!! Why isn't that anime any shorter? Gyah. I feel sleepy and drowsy. I was planning on blog on the rpg blog but maybe I can do it during BCIS class tomorrow or during Drama since I never do anything there. I wonder when you all guys' letters are going to come? 9_9

Andy and Nathan came over today and we swam in mah pool since is up and clean like new :D! The water was sort of cold, but it wasn't that bad actually. Andy also brought some digimon episodes I had missed and ScaryMovie2 which was so-so. The only thing is that I thought of it as a very retarded movie and also rather sick. Not perverted, but simply SICK! It was gross actually R_r;;

Well I better sneak out before my mother gets here and flames me.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 10:04 p.m. | Saturday, March 30, 2002 °_

O_O!! I GOT THE MOVIE!

:DDD! I just needed to blog about this:
A friend of Jenna's, Marty, burned me a copy of his downloaded RE movie! That is so cool! n_____n; I know it will do until I get the original DVD when it comes out. Danke peoples.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 03:32 p.m. | Saturday, March 30, 2002 °_

Hurray! I got to stay home-alone.

:D! Alright. I am able to blog once again. Jenna came back from church not so long ago and now I am showing her some Ruroni Kenshin episodes. n__n! I also felt like drawing when Jen went to church so I drew and colored these two pictures:

Uriel Redfern. The Archangel of Destiny.

Hope you like them because I was actually inspired and I think they came out pretty good o_o; In a little while I will go to this barbacue Jenna's friend is gonna make. Since I am home-alone I guess I can go, but I know my mom will call me so I have to be back like at 7 E____e; I guess it doesn't really matter anyways since I don't even know these persons we are going to go see. Just doing this for Jen.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 08:09 p.m. | Friday, March 29, 2002 °_

Houston Friend Visit!!!

:D!! Alright! I am so happy since Jenna came over to McAllen! Of course she is staying at my house because she always does that when she comes, but I hadn't seen her in such a long time. Since Xmas I think? Well doesn't matter, right now we are watching this animes she brought: MagicUser'sClub#2, FairyPrincessRen, and this other one I do not know what the hell with it. FairyPrincessRen is pretty cool and funny!! xDDD It has too many random moments so that makes a lot of comedy into it. Jenna didn't brought her drawings with her, but I got to show her some of my new ones and she liked them - She always makes my morale to draw go way high! =DD! DANKE!

Need to remind myself to also call Julie because I haven't been online lately and all. ;_; I need to talk to her just to... talk! I miss ya! n____n! Hope I can catch you online in one of my random times of going online. Right now I am in some sort of other spring break and since my friend Jenna is here then I don't think I will be able to stay online for so long. I can't be rude to her actually. I was supposed to go to Monterrey today, but now I will be able to stay home alone tomorrow since I cannot leave Jen behind O_o! I know I wouldn't like to be left behind if I was her.

I am glad Andy reads my blog now and he also signed my guestbook! Well I think that is all I shall talk about fer now! Bai n______N;

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 02:00 p.m. | Thursday, March 28, 2002 °_

Getting to fly away and a bunch of bullshit too.

Bleh r___r; the computer room just got invaded by people, but I guess I can still blog. Anyways, I hate people... yeah... and well... in other news: I am at Drama, guess this is gonna be the time when I am always gonna blog! xD! Alright now, I get to go to Andy's house today and I don't have to go on the bus since Rick is gonna drive me over there. n___n; I hope Andy still has that SonicTheHedgehog movie since I was not able to finish watching it last time he brought it over. I don't think he has the dreamcast he 'borrowed' from his friend anymore so we won't be able to play with that console.

Okay. Yesterday I went to the movies and I went to watch PeterPanII =X No one on my family wanted to watch it because it did sound dull so I had to drag Andy to Reynosa with me. Finally I got to watch it and I wasn't disapointed really 9____9; I though the movie was pretty sweet for being a second part. A not so elaborated one at that... The ending is pretty though because Peter Pan does get to see Wendy once again and... well... it is nice.

So, well. Friday I might go to Rick's so we can use the swimming pool and have a blast of WATER FIGHTS!!! 8DDDD!! Hope Andy can go over too, and I know Nathan can't. Robert just told me that Jenna needed to talk to me urgently because she is coming over to McAllen tonight, but why didn't she told me before! X__x; I am her sleep over place everytime she comes from Houston, but Saturday I am leaving and staying in Mexico until Tuesday maybe? So I dunno what the crappers is gonna happen. Guess I can tell Robert to make Jen call me.

Another thing I am almost forgetting! Well Kiko sure thing! n____n; better wait fer me to get online so you have no unwanted stalkers calling you. Gotta hate those! So yeah, no biggie, and I am feeling much better now! No throwing up so I guess my flu is leaving so thanks for the consolation xD!

Find out which LifeSaver you are.
Well, so I am a bit selfish, but at least I know how to have fun in my way for myself. That is what matters most of the time... Always yourself first 9_9 Besides I feel all jerko today so there. x.x

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:32 a.m. | Wednesday, March 27, 2002 °_

Got The Flu!

Man x_x; I feel so nauseous, but I still came to school because I want my perfect attendance to continue. Besides I need to do some important things in the classes and I rather not stay behind. Well, at least my P.E. coach allowed me to do absolutely nothing of sports. I actually miss that because at least it keeps me in shape. Anyways, I hope I don't feel any sicker than I do now so I can go to the movies later on. Oh yeah! That reminds me I have to go take that Anemia testing with the Dr. because I might have it x___x; Yesterday the doctor told me I looked rather pale and in fact I was! I have this cream white tone which my mom had noticed before. Hope I don't have that... a very bad influenza is bad enough E_e

So I already talked about this n_n; and so yeah, what can I say! Shit happens xD!

Well alright, let me see what else do I need to blog about before time runs out? Ah yeah. Tale of the Body Thief is pretty interesting actually X_x; I must ramble more about it. You see, Lestat does this trade and now being a mortal he can't stand it. Filthy. I am sure I would not have accepted that deal if I hadn't had a mortal body for over 200 years. Bleh. He ... also got ripped off and now the book is pretty fast paced. In fact, Lestat right now feels just as sick as I feel, he also got a cold type of disease x_x;; poor devil... Damn. Times up!

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 02:38 p.m. | Tuesday, March 26, 2002 °_

During Drama And Taking Tests

You're Shirou Kamui!
Congratulations-- the Power of God is in your hands. Well, maybe not, but you do occasionally feel as if the weight of the world is on your shoulders, and sometimes you just want to run away to escape it all. You mean well, but you are sometimes short-tempered and don’t necessarily think things through before you do them. Friendship is very important to you, as is loyalty. You have a lot of growing to do, but deep down you really are a good person.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
Quiz by Kerianne

Hey well, it is pretty close and Kamui is very much like me actually R_r; Man he is actually like me in a morbid kind of way.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 06:34 p.m. | Sunday, March 24, 2002 °_

Things To Come

I fell pretty good. I will blog meanwhile I hear my mother tell me something. I shall just nod and hum in a positive way to make her believe I am listening. Anyways, I need to scan some pictures that I drew today, but I guess I will do it later. I am working on that picture with Amano like style for my web page layout and that way Julie can make me a pretty layout n_n! I am almost done coloring your envelope Kiko so your letter will be off soon. And it shall not take so long to get there since the mail is pretty fast in this area. I finally created an update of Liato and the list of how the sireling of those old ass charas I had go.

Notes to myself: Liato sired Anabel and Vex. Anabel sired Logan. Phillipe sired Siena who sired Mark. There x_x; I just need to keep that in mind because the first time I ordered it I had forgoten to write it down on something so I wouldn't forget.

Continuing with my blogging well Rick invited me and my stepbro to go swim :D! Fun stuff! I am glad because my pool is not really in place to go swimming yet since we haven't filled it with water since winter came by R____r; so I get to swim on Firday anyways! I wonder what bathing suit I shall take, maybe I am gonna even take a camera for the hell of it since it is a little reunion... but no. Guess I have nothing else to blog about.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 05:45 p.m. | Sunday, March 24, 2002 °_

Over At Mexico

You like people too, on some strange kind of way. Raw meat is what you enjoy eating, and you don't really care if anyone wants to cuddle with you. People can often be frightened by the way you dress, which could be a problem in some cases. Many people adore you, but from a certain distance. Don't bite them, they could be nice.
Katya's Response- Hey! xD I get to be an exotic pet! Rather unusual too so I guess I can coop with that. Nothing really bad about a snake.

Okay well I am over at my best friend's house in Monterrey n_n! I thought I was not going to be able to come and see her but I am glad I did. Anyways :D! I had to go this boring wedding of some people from my stepdad family that I don't even know and care to know r____r; but... nevermind. I just had no fun whatsoever, it was boring and dull and small. I wore that silver dress and took some pictures so as soon as I get them I will scan them. I need to go find a dress for prom which I will more than likely choose it to be dark violet or black so I look really slim and also because that is my favorite variety of colors.

Either way, I must go so I enjoy my time before my dad comes and picks me up.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:48 a.m. | Friday, March 22, 2002 °_

Things That One Has To Do

I feel so drowsy @___x; but the day is passing by really fast actually. I got Kiko's letter yesterday and I am responding soon! I already sent your letter Meru, btw. I get to go see Resident Evil once again today thanks to my bro even though I also want to go see Blade II v___v; I love his sword... in fact I wanna buy a sword. I just need to keep putting money in the back and I shall have enough E___e; why do they have to cost so much! The small dagger was like 1000 and some dollars... Anyways. I want a Masumune xB But I know they do not sell those and besides that one I know will cost an extreme hell lot of green papers!

Err... well... after my little 'I want a sword' rambling I made a test, but... bleh r_r; I have the link over there in my stats, but that is up to you to take it... not gonna pry v_v! Anyways. I got to call Jules yesterday and we talked about some pretty good idea things O_o; but that is another story, got to chat with Kiko for like about a minute until she had to reboot and I had to go X_x Things that happen I tell ya. Now I got a counter that Julie put up fer me :D! It is pretty cool actually and that way I know that there is several people who read my blog so now I feel stalked... ... ... and I like getting stalked E.e

My bro and I keep playing Dynasty Warriors 3 and so far we have beated it 2 times with the green and red team 9_9; Now we just need to level up this blue team people so we can play it and beat it with them... I have some drawings I want to scan really bad, but my scanner is acting all funky and mean and... I hate my scanner r_r! I am still reading The Tale of The Body Thief and hey! :D That book is not half bad at all... pretty mystical if ya ask me. And I like creepy mythical, astrological things. I guess I am drawn by... 'shiny' things xD! Darn! Well I gotta go to to my great boring economics class... bye.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:43 a.m. | Thursday, March 21, 2002 °_

Kyuuketsiki Kei Test Thing

Well... I got Kei for that test Lina did, but I really do not think that she matches with my answers really v_v; at least that was not the way she seemed to be when you rped her Lina... but oh well. n_n

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:42 p.m. | Tuesday, March 19, 2002 °_

Had Some Fun

xD! Hurray! I got to see Ice Age today and it was a nifty movie actually. I thought it was going to be rather boring and stuff, but it was funny, especially that squirrel thing since it was always trying to hide that darned acorn! Muahaha! Poor thing though xDD!!! I am still laughing at some of the scenes! Anyways... it was good. Go see it r_r;

Well, I did read my graphic novels today. Those ones I bought a little time ago: The 3 clover volumes, the third MKR volume, and that Marionette Generation one! n_n;; I love lunch so much because she is really nice and also a DOLL!!! And she is... cute. r_r; -can't believe said that word in the blog- I think Clover is such a cynical manga, but the drawings are really nice, and the story line is somewhat psycho and VERY mature xD!!!! At any rate, Marionette Generation is pretty cool though since this guy is a looser Manga artist who has no job and finally gets this other looser job R___________r; too.

Andy was gonna buy me DevilMayCry today more than likely so I hope he got it n_n; and also the RE soundtrack. Thanks Andy, you are really nice! Like... a male version of myself! xD!! I will go watch RE again on Friday once again so my bro can watch -has blogged about this before- e_e; and well anyways... I will enjoy it. And I am still looking for Memnoch The Devil book but IT IS NOWHERE dammit! X____x; I hate bookstores... I must stop blogging now.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:46 a.m. | Tuesday, March 19, 2002 °_

FInished

Well I did got some better sleep last night, but I am still somewhat drowsy x_x! I am still working on responding Meru's letter and I am happy that Kiko already sent her letter :D! I got a package from Jenna today and it was this purdy purple bunny rabbit! AN EASTER RABBIT! xDDDD! Thanks Jen! I better buy you something... I know you love DragonBallZ but you already have every single figurine I can think to buying you X____O; I will see what I can get ya.

And... I guess that I will change my layout to a Vincent Valentine one since Jules hasn't changed mine x_x unless she does it before me, but maybe she has been busy. I better call her soon too! n_n! I wonder if you have answered mah letter Julie? Anyways, I must get going since I am in BCIS and I have other things to do. I will finish off with this testing:

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 06:04 p.m. | Monday, March 18, 2002 °_

Just Read My Junk

I only felt like taking this test from Kiko's blog since I am reading THe Tale of The Body Thief and so far I am actually enjoying it. I finished reading Nicolae today too and that book was amazing with all that apocalyptic destruction and so on! Muahaha!

You are Lestat. The Brat Prince of Vampires. You're great and you know it.
Find your inner vampire.

:D! Damn straight I am such a fuckin' brat! I am spoiled too and someone to be respected by breaking laws! xDDD!! Get that! Well now EAT IT! o___o;

Oh! I saw the movie Dogma with Andy last time I went to his house and it was so funny! I actually makes fun of all those things that make no sense in the bible and all that shit. Anyways, it has some few boring parts, but the jokes are pretty nifty and all. Andy also started a Metal Gear Solid 2 file for me and I love that game! Snake is so... mysterious and shrouded in his own 'past'. In fact he reminds me of myself once in a while, his attitude rocks too!

I am actually blogging from the library again instead of my own computer because I really didn't wanna spend time with my mother whatsoever. She gives me the creeps... r_r and in fact I brought my brother with me too... And... I LOVE YOUR LAYOUT KIKO!! Faye is such a neato character! ;D She is so pretty too!

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 01:29 p.m. | Saturday, March 16, 2002 °_

Better Yet

=D! Alright! I didn't blog before about this but I was able to see Resident Evil in premier! I actually liked it because it was that far apart from the game... in fact that storyline can be placed before the Spencer state mansion incident. Anyways, Andy is gonna buy me the Resident Evil Soundtrack and also the Devil May Cry game! I am so happy for that but doesn't matter. Also I got my computer and PS2 back and everything is back to ...'normal'. Not really though. I still think my mom has mental problems, but she will become my little lab rat and my ginea pig at that.

Well, what else? Ah yes. Andy once brought this chain whip he borrowed from a friend and he was showing us all this nifty tricks with it! N_n; he told me that I could more than likely borrowed it whenever I cosplay as Quistis! The chain whip does hurt lots when you get hit by it though X_x; And well it is not exactly that long, I think I might buy one depending on how much it costs. I also need to change layout since this one is getting old... I guess I will make an ULTRA crappy one. HURRAY!

I went to Andy's yesterday and now he became my confidant. I discovered that this guys have a crush on me, but I already knew that. I feel so sexy and loved! This one guy at Fudrockers thought I was hot and that he would ask me out if he wasn't working xDD I never game him my phone number though. And... Nathan got me a pentagram pendant as well as this shirt that says 'I dress this way to Annoy YOU' which I think fits me! Many things happened, but I think those are the important, anyways I shall go post in the RE rp. P.S. I almost forgot! xD! I invited Rick to go to prom with me and so now I have a 'date' for prom. Nothing really important, but it is cool how I can go with a friend and not some looser or anything n_n! Now I am going to buy a really nifty and sexy dress so I can radiate and also... look different from everyone else!!!!! Bravo myself. Always myself!

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 01:28 p.m. | Thursday, March 14, 2002 °_

Life Sucks

Alright so I haven't posted in quite a while since my mother went TOTALLY psycho on me. It was freaky and it still is... I mean I feel like I am living with a mental case. o_o It all started with just a few black clothing I bought as usual and so she just told me that I needed a psychologist and that I was nuts and all that. Anyways, she took my computer and PS2 away along with the games. She also took many other things... in a few words, my life. Well things got slightly better, at least she gave me back my friends and my PS2, but she is keeping the computer so now I will have to come to the library in order to keep in touch with you all guys. I guess I will leave the computer in Mexico with my dad so I can at least use it there. I was able to call Julie and tell her about what happened in detail, then I also called Rick, because he is a good listener. My mom is going to start taking me to church too... which sucks because if there is a thing I hate Church is it! I believe in God, but never in church. Anyways, I guess it doesn't really matter and then on Weds. I guess I will go with Rick and Nath and Justin to church since they say they don't really do anything there. Just to have some fun and stay away from my mother.

I think she is the one that needs help. She reminds me of a paranoid scheziophrenic X_______x; really bad. So now she is being rather paranoid with me and all. I feel so... STRESSED! I NEED TO YELL! NAD PUNCH THE LIGHTS OUT OF SOMEONE!!!! IKJDFIOAEYHUGDALL!!! -breath- better now...

Anyways, I am waiting for mail since that is another way to keep in touch with you all guys. Also I am going to watch the RE movie tomorrow. My mother almost banned the rated R movies O_o! How stupid is that?! I mean... NO! I don't even know how to explain how it makes me feel, no words for such anger I felt! Just... I didn't even eat yesterday at all...ugh... Maybe I can blog later about... something else.

I did drew an awesome pic of Sidra-sama, but now I can't scan it. I bought RE:Code Veronica X and I will buy Devil May Cry. Just need to give Andy the money so he can go and buy it for me so my mom doesn't find out v_v; I wish... I could have no family. They just cause problems... My spring break has been... HORRIBLE!

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 03:32 p.m. | Friday, March 8, 2002 °_

Happy Days

:D! yay! I got Meru's present fer me as well as her letter! n_n! It is so pretty! She gave me a polar bear plushie! I love it, that way it will remind me of Canada since it is from cold weather. Thanks Meru-chan! I will reply the letter as soon as possible now that I am on spring break and all. Oh, the chocolates are yummy by the way xD! -glomps one-

Jules x_x; I am always really late online! And I have tons of s/ns so if you don't see me in the b/l just wait fer me to IM you r_r; like last night I saw you get online, but you signed out super fast! O_o!! Give me at least 10 mins since I am such a slowpoke in figuring who is online. hee. And on other things, I got to know more about this girl in my Drama class named Leia (I bet Kiko is thinking SW with this! xDD) and well she is really cool. She plays videogames and all this time I thought she was an airhead, but she is actually a complete difference from that. We are going to watch the Resident Evil movie together =D along with Nathan, Andy, and my bro and I think Rick is going to be able to make it. I really hope so! n_n;

So now I must get online since my dad is coming to McAllen and I have to wait for him to call me. Then I can go shopping for video games and DVDs!! n_n! I might be online way late at night!

Maybe some day we can understand each other.

_° 09:35 a.m. | Friday, March 8, 2002 °_

Nothing Important

I archived o_o; and pitas was acting somewhat funny. Well, I put that box thing that everyone had, but... I wanted actually something different since I don't like the flow v_v Anyways, if messages don't fit on that space you can always use the guestbook with the link down there.

Maybe some day we can understand each other.