[ Tuesday, August 5, 2003 -X- 02:48 p.m. ]
"You must not allow yourself to be chained to life..." - Naomi Hunter [ Metal Gear Solid ]
"You must not allow yourself to be chained to life..." - Naomi Hunter [ Metal Gear Solid ]
Yahoo! I added 3 new arts here and 1 new art in the deviant art site. Well then for the descriptions: Galatea took me a while to get done because it was hard to design a cool looking mermaid. She is a water angel (mermaid) who becomes sentimentally attached to Romulus. I like the color combination n_n! Siren is just a random creature that Romulus will have to face. So that is how they will look like :D!! People often confuse them for mermaids, so that is why I decided to wrap her legs together. Finally, 3 of the gazillion Roman Goddesses, Terra has the colors of the earth and nature being that she is equal to Greece's Gaia. Luna is equal to Selene so she has the moon hair and colors. Venus being Aphrodite came out real pretty looking :D!! And her outfit is simple, but cute.
I did some other art, but I will not scan it until it is colored. I did a .Hack fanart of Elk with Mia in the background. I hardly ever color my fanarts, but this time I will because I loved how it looked, so just wait a bit.
I think I am going to make use of all those abandoned blogs of mine x_x! I think I am going to put up my fanfictions there. Like the Final Fantasy VIII one that I never finish. Maybe I will continue it if someone is bound to read it :D! Either way, I also need to get hold of a guestbook then. Hm. I have nothing really to say so I will edit this later since I got some stuff to do right now.
I did some other art, but I will not scan it until it is colored. I did a .Hack fanart of Elk with Mia in the background. I hardly ever color my fanarts, but this time I will because I loved how it looked, so just wait a bit.
I think I am going to make use of all those abandoned blogs of mine x_x! I think I am going to put up my fanfictions there. Like the Final Fantasy VIII one that I never finish. Maybe I will continue it if someone is bound to read it :D! Either way, I also need to get hold of a guestbook then. Hm. I have nothing really to say so I will edit this later since I got some stuff to do right now.
[ Monday, August 4, 2003 -X- 03:26 p.m. ]
"Remember Who You Are..." - Mufasa [ The Lion King ]
"Remember Who You Are..." - Mufasa [ The Lion King ]
I came back from Mexico and the trip was horrible e__E;; it was like a 6 hr drive in the most horrid road ever made. The reason I left for the weekend was because my stepdad's father's birthday was happening. To be sincere I could care less about that event. I mean, they never even call me in my Bday or probably don't even know the date, so that makes it even. Another thing is that I was awfully bored over there... I mean, there was nothing to do, but to stand there and listen to stupid rancher guys (who spoke about the stupidest macho guy things).
Besides the trip being a bad experience I also recieved news that Nathan is staying in... Temple? Or somewhere... far away... That really bites! Now my IRL grouppie friends has gone down to 2!!! And one of them is my boyfriend x_X! So technically is just 1 and my brother. Great. I really need to socialize more... I was going to hang out more, but I could never find Blu's phone number.
In my trip I got to draw and color some stuff, but I will post those arts tomorrow because right now I am in the library. I miss Ricky! ;__;! Oh! I am going to reopen this kind of Arcana rp, but more like a Blood Curse rp. I also started writing ideas for the new setup of the story and soon I will have it up again.
And about the X-men Rp, well I think Andy-chan is going to join! I am sure he will do good in the rp. Also I need more people there. So whoever feels like rping X-men Evolution can just email me and tell me about it! xD! Um. I think basing it off the cartoon is a lot better since that way you don't need to know about their past or anything seeing that the cartoon is their past. Crazy.
I got some money yesterday :D! And with I am going to buy Rick's bday present. His bday is in Sep7, but I already know what he would like, and it took me a while to decide if I should get it for him or not. Choosing gifts is such a hard task! Anyways, I think he is going to like his present -shh- n__n;; I really want him to come back soon. Maybe we can go to the movies and watch Tomb Raider. I think I will go with my brother to watch Johnny English sometime this week.
Besides the trip being a bad experience I also recieved news that Nathan is staying in... Temple? Or somewhere... far away... That really bites! Now my IRL grouppie friends has gone down to 2!!! And one of them is my boyfriend x_X! So technically is just 1 and my brother. Great. I really need to socialize more... I was going to hang out more, but I could never find Blu's phone number.
In my trip I got to draw and color some stuff, but I will post those arts tomorrow because right now I am in the library. I miss Ricky! ;__;! Oh! I am going to reopen this kind of Arcana rp, but more like a Blood Curse rp. I also started writing ideas for the new setup of the story and soon I will have it up again.
And about the X-men Rp, well I think Andy-chan is going to join! I am sure he will do good in the rp. Also I need more people there. So whoever feels like rping X-men Evolution can just email me and tell me about it! xD! Um. I think basing it off the cartoon is a lot better since that way you don't need to know about their past or anything seeing that the cartoon is their past. Crazy.
I got some money yesterday :D! And with I am going to buy Rick's bday present. His bday is in Sep7, but I already know what he would like, and it took me a while to decide if I should get it for him or not. Choosing gifts is such a hard task! Anyways, I think he is going to like his present -shh- n__n;; I really want him to come back soon. Maybe we can go to the movies and watch Tomb Raider. I think I will go with my brother to watch Johnny English sometime this week.
[ Thursday, July 31, 2003 -X- 04:43 p.m. ]
"Ya see miss popularity over there? We are worlds apart. But she would've done the same thing for me." - Rogue [ X-men Evolution ]
"Ya see miss popularity over there? We are worlds apart. But she would've done the same thing for me." - Rogue [ X-men Evolution ]
Alright! I added some new little arts. So let me review them along. War looks cool, I had to update her character design and I like the devastating mechanical horse of hers. Spectrum & Jinnai are quite the couple, she is a psychotic machine and he is a morbid creator. I think the colors look nice and Jinnai looks sexy xD! Cosplay costume; I needed to draw the design and tint it so I could show Kiko and let her know. I hope the costume is not to complex x_x I tried my best to keep it simple, it is Saiyo's ritual robe. Blood Curse sketches are the next 3 in line. Each one for a post of my story. The first one is Trauma, for the very first post, Saiyo's mother got ripped apart, remember? Second is Guilt from the third post I believe. Maveirch is carrying Saiyo away from the place as she looks over his shoulder. Memory is for the 4th post, when Maverich remembers the ritual. It looks pretty for just a sketchy idea. Last art is Valencia, the faerie who has feelings for Rashad. Therefore, she is Shae's crime partner and despises Saiyo for being the one who Rashad really cares for.
Enough about my art now. I gave Andy a new layout! xD!! I did not warn him, but he told me he needed one so I searched for a good one. Shh. Now I hope he blogs sometime soon.
I think that is all I got to say today. Remember I am leaving on Friday and I won't be back until Sunday so I will not post on the vampire Rp until Monday. Hm. I must go and add some art to the deviant site and I think I will take my leave then.
And I caught Dorothy Catalonia. Muaha! She is a the coolest in the Gundam Wing universe. :D!
Enough about my art now. I gave Andy a new layout! xD!! I did not warn him, but he told me he needed one so I searched for a good one. Shh. Now I hope he blogs sometime soon.
I think that is all I got to say today. Remember I am leaving on Friday and I won't be back until Sunday so I will not post on the vampire Rp until Monday. Hm. I must go and add some art to the deviant site and I think I will take my leave then.
And I caught Dorothy Catalonia. Muaha! She is a the coolest in the Gundam Wing universe. :D!
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[ Wednesday, July 30, 2003 -X- 03:03 p.m. ]
"Don't pretend you are sad, Cloud, because you are... a puppet." - Sephiroth [ Final Fantasy VII ]
"Don't pretend you are sad, Cloud, because you are... a puppet." - Sephiroth [ Final Fantasy VII ]
Hurray! I deposited money today so I can give my car payment x_x that was due like 2 weeks ago. But I will call tonight. I also got money to buy myself some stuff and I recieved something reall pretty cool too! Here are some pictures I scanned of random stuff.
I found those two pictures yesterday and figured I could scan them :D! I went to SanAntonio for vacations and those two pictures were the memorable moments. Mainly the Scooby Doo Ghostblasters one!! N____n;; I was freakin' happy when I went in that little kids ride, but I had too. It is Scooby Doo stuff. When I went in the Scooby store I almost spent all my money there. I did by a pillow plush, in fact, I believe it comes out in the picture. My brother is the one in the back, he sure was having a good time laser tagging xD! I am surprised he liked it.
The New X-men comic was not so expensive so I decided to buy it. The story is very interting since White Queen keeps seducing Cyclops o__O;; She is very scary sometimes. I really do not like the art style of New X-men, but the story is sorta going along with the Xtreme X-men so why not read it too. The story is really cool though, so I suppose that makes up for the deadly like art style of doom. And the last image is the Dark Magician Girl in Japanese (And it's shiny 8D)!!!! It is Tiffu's present for me Birthday. Both Lina and Tiff gave me really nice presents, I even feel like I owe them a lot! Thank you so much guys!
I added some new fanart to my Deviant Art gallery and I have recieved some comments on some few arts ;D! A lot of views too. Today I also got done the emergency loan stuff and hopefully I will be able to go to Andy's later on. I get to play him some card games. Er. zi also got some bad news from Andy now that I remember. I was told that perhaps Nathan will stay in -insert city here- for like 6 months or so! That is just crazy, he did not even say bai bai ;__; and he was my only neighbor friend!
That situation is still a little shaky so maybe he will come back. I also miss Ricky. I am leaving this weekend to Tamaulipas, Mexico and I guess it is okay because I hardly ever go out, but I did not feel like going to the ranch. So I get to see cows and roosters :D!! I wonder if the cow that my step-grandpa gave me is still there? I hope he did not sell it to the meatpacking place e_E; But it was a female so maybe he kept her for the milk. Talking about animals, I think I am going to buy myself a spider as soon as I get a job to pay for a high quality cage and everything. I want something like a tarantula, but not exactly, I do want my spider to have fur and perhaps some reddish yellow colors along with the black. I am such a freak. I also want a Ball Python snake, they don't grow very big n__n;;
Alright, I added 3 new arts. The first one is Rashad & Saiyo and it is this one scene in which Saiyo is sorta coughing blood and it looks pretty dramatic. Then, Valencia, Rashad, & Saiyo's karma is just a random sketch I drew, but it is cute and also sentimental. Valencia has pretty feelings for Rashad, but it is not her destiny. Death was another very malevolent sketch of mine, and that one is not a character, just a mental picture e__E;; When I drew it my mother was being a bitch and all that so I consoled myself by figuring how death could look like. It is damn freaky.
Oh! And one more thing. I think I am just gonna stop the Arcana Rp because I seriously have not felt in rping mood lately. I will still roleplay for you Lina in your rp tho. I will not quit when I barely begun n__n! I was thinking that maybe I could do a Final Fantasy X rp since my IRL friends and also Online friends know about it, but I am not sure yet.
Well then. Let me go post.
I found those two pictures yesterday and figured I could scan them :D! I went to SanAntonio for vacations and those two pictures were the memorable moments. Mainly the Scooby Doo Ghostblasters one!! N____n;; I was freakin' happy when I went in that little kids ride, but I had too. It is Scooby Doo stuff. When I went in the Scooby store I almost spent all my money there. I did by a pillow plush, in fact, I believe it comes out in the picture. My brother is the one in the back, he sure was having a good time laser tagging xD! I am surprised he liked it.
The New X-men comic was not so expensive so I decided to buy it. The story is very interting since White Queen keeps seducing Cyclops o__O;; She is very scary sometimes. I really do not like the art style of New X-men, but the story is sorta going along with the Xtreme X-men so why not read it too. The story is really cool though, so I suppose that makes up for the deadly like art style of doom. And the last image is the Dark Magician Girl in Japanese (And it's shiny 8D)!!!! It is Tiffu's present for me Birthday. Both Lina and Tiff gave me really nice presents, I even feel like I owe them a lot! Thank you so much guys!
I added some new fanart to my Deviant Art gallery and I have recieved some comments on some few arts ;D! A lot of views too. Today I also got done the emergency loan stuff and hopefully I will be able to go to Andy's later on. I get to play him some card games. Er. zi also got some bad news from Andy now that I remember. I was told that perhaps Nathan will stay in -insert city here- for like 6 months or so! That is just crazy, he did not even say bai bai ;__; and he was my only neighbor friend!
That situation is still a little shaky so maybe he will come back. I also miss Ricky. I am leaving this weekend to Tamaulipas, Mexico and I guess it is okay because I hardly ever go out, but I did not feel like going to the ranch. So I get to see cows and roosters :D!! I wonder if the cow that my step-grandpa gave me is still there? I hope he did not sell it to the meatpacking place e_E; But it was a female so maybe he kept her for the milk. Talking about animals, I think I am going to buy myself a spider as soon as I get a job to pay for a high quality cage and everything. I want something like a tarantula, but not exactly, I do want my spider to have fur and perhaps some reddish yellow colors along with the black. I am such a freak. I also want a Ball Python snake, they don't grow very big n__n;;
Alright, I added 3 new arts. The first one is Rashad & Saiyo and it is this one scene in which Saiyo is sorta coughing blood and it looks pretty dramatic. Then, Valencia, Rashad, & Saiyo's karma is just a random sketch I drew, but it is cute and also sentimental. Valencia has pretty feelings for Rashad, but it is not her destiny. Death was another very malevolent sketch of mine, and that one is not a character, just a mental picture e__E;; When I drew it my mother was being a bitch and all that so I consoled myself by figuring how death could look like. It is damn freaky.
Oh! And one more thing. I think I am just gonna stop the Arcana Rp because I seriously have not felt in rping mood lately. I will still roleplay for you Lina in your rp tho. I will not quit when I barely begun n__n! I was thinking that maybe I could do a Final Fantasy X rp since my IRL friends and also Online friends know about it, but I am not sure yet.
Well then. Let me go post.
[ Tuesday, July 29, 2003 -X- 10:46 a.m. ]
"Why do you wish to live if you know you are going to die?" - Terra Bradford [ Final Fantasy VI ]
I joined this cliques today and part of yesterday. Um. Crazy xD! and I found a lot more, but I will join them later. I usually do not post them in the blog, but I guess that I will start doing it before I send them to my 'Cliques' link over by my stats.
I am at Panam today too because I came to look for a job :D! And I found out something real special. I need to be at school in order to apply for some recommendation jobs, so I guess I will not get a job until fall semester starts. I also need an emergency loan, but I need to put some addresses from some relatives that live in the US. I have some, but the matter is that I do not know their address. No problem, perhaps mother will know the addy.
I am glad you guys liked my art. :D!! That is motivation for me. That reminds me that I need to work on my Blood Curse story again x_x;; I am going to start over either way.
"Why do you wish to live if you know you are going to die?" - Terra Bradford [ Final Fantasy VI ]
I joined this cliques today and part of yesterday. Um. Crazy xD! and I found a lot more, but I will join them later. I usually do not post them in the blog, but I guess that I will start doing it before I send them to my 'Cliques' link over by my stats.
I am at Panam today too because I came to look for a job :D! And I found out something real special. I need to be at school in order to apply for some recommendation jobs, so I guess I will not get a job until fall semester starts. I also need an emergency loan, but I need to put some addresses from some relatives that live in the US. I have some, but the matter is that I do not know their address. No problem, perhaps mother will know the addy.
I am glad you guys liked my art. :D!! That is motivation for me. That reminds me that I need to work on my Blood Curse story again x_x;; I am going to start over either way.
[ Monday, July 28, 2003 -X- 04:26 p.m. ]
"What are you fighting for, Snake?" - Raiden [ Metal Gear Solid 2 ]
"What are you fighting for, Snake?" - Raiden [ Metal Gear Solid 2 ]
I got a scanner to work! :D!! I found a new scanner in this lab. So I updated my art section. It was hard to decide which art should I put up, but I figured this ones were real good. So now you can take a look! I am very happy for the scanner -snuggle-
Sage I drew because as you all know, she is my favorite mutant in the X-men. Although I am not good at realistic style, I do think it came out real good. Athena and Chibi Athena look so sentimental as usual. The little one looks ever so kyute! Romulus is a new design for updating old characters :D! I love how he looks and I was able to draw a claymore. Saiyo and Rashad seems dramatic. Rashad is stopping Saiyo from trying to take her life ;_; I think you can still see the sketch of the knife I was gonna place in the art. Maverich is just grand!! The snake looks fantastic, it actually looks kinda realistic. Roger Smith, the coolest of them all -love- I started watching Big O just because of this handsome anime man. Next is Paige, the Canis (werecoyote) from The Gaia xD!! Is she not pretty? She is also very, very hyperactive and never to take anything serious. I also did an update in Lydia. I decided to change her just a little so she can be related to Maverich. Shae the evil faerie troll that I rp on the Arcana Chronicle.
Whoo! That is a brief description of each art :D!! I can upload some of that art in The Gaia site. I sure hope you guys like the art because I have been working very hard to improve my skills. I need to also add some fanart to that Deviant Art pagie I made just for kicks. Hmm. At least school is starting sometime next month so I will be able to scan almost everyday. My schedule is rather good! I get out of school at about 2 in the afternoon on MWF. And I am free by 3pm on Tuesdays and on Thursdays by 11am or something. I forgot my RAC number e_e;; so I need to get a new one in case I wanna change my classes. I hope Philosophy is fun. I like that kinda stuff.
I went to the doctor today in the morning... it was still freakin dark when I woke up to leave with my mother. X__x;; I have this sorta little lump on one of my boobs and my mother had the idea it was cancer. To my surprise I never really seemed worried about that e__e;; maybe I am a depressive maniac. My mom was more worried about the lump than I was. So she dragged me to the doctor so he could check and he said it was just a fibrosis-thingymagigy. I was sorta expecting it to be something like that... I am not too much into medicine or doctors. Power of the mind is real.
After that we ate breakfast and I then my mother dropped me off at Panam. I am glad I got to see lots of my friends today! :D!! I sure had a good time so far. The anime club thinks I am cute N_______n;;; I never liked to be the cute one, but I guess is not the same kinda cute I hate. So I have this kinda fans around me now! -feel special- Today was a very good day. I love my anime club friends. I love all my friends. Now that you all know I love you...
You reply to my art. :D!
I watched parts of Me, Myself, and Irene. That movie was so funny xD!! I was expecting it to be rather gross and sick, but... I was laughing. It was real funny... -Lol- especially the chicken incident -instant crackup- Yeah, I was bored during the weekend that I even got in the pool! I never go in the pool. Well, I found out that being alone in the pool is inspiring e_e;; I drew some mermaid sketches afterwards. And I also watched The Little Mermaid. Crazy. I watched it because I saw the 2nd one in the Disney Channel and that one is just hideous. Melody should die.
I think that is about all I needed to jot down.
Sage I drew because as you all know, she is my favorite mutant in the X-men. Although I am not good at realistic style, I do think it came out real good. Athena and Chibi Athena look so sentimental as usual. The little one looks ever so kyute! Romulus is a new design for updating old characters :D! I love how he looks and I was able to draw a claymore. Saiyo and Rashad seems dramatic. Rashad is stopping Saiyo from trying to take her life ;_; I think you can still see the sketch of the knife I was gonna place in the art. Maverich is just grand!! The snake looks fantastic, it actually looks kinda realistic. Roger Smith, the coolest of them all -love- I started watching Big O just because of this handsome anime man. Next is Paige, the Canis (werecoyote) from The Gaia xD!! Is she not pretty? She is also very, very hyperactive and never to take anything serious. I also did an update in Lydia. I decided to change her just a little so she can be related to Maverich. Shae the evil faerie troll that I rp on the Arcana Chronicle.
Whoo! That is a brief description of each art :D!! I can upload some of that art in The Gaia site. I sure hope you guys like the art because I have been working very hard to improve my skills. I need to also add some fanart to that Deviant Art pagie I made just for kicks. Hmm. At least school is starting sometime next month so I will be able to scan almost everyday. My schedule is rather good! I get out of school at about 2 in the afternoon on MWF. And I am free by 3pm on Tuesdays and on Thursdays by 11am or something. I forgot my RAC number e_e;; so I need to get a new one in case I wanna change my classes. I hope Philosophy is fun. I like that kinda stuff.
I went to the doctor today in the morning... it was still freakin dark when I woke up to leave with my mother. X__x;; I have this sorta little lump on one of my boobs and my mother had the idea it was cancer. To my surprise I never really seemed worried about that e__e;; maybe I am a depressive maniac. My mom was more worried about the lump than I was. So she dragged me to the doctor so he could check and he said it was just a fibrosis-thingymagigy. I was sorta expecting it to be something like that... I am not too much into medicine or doctors. Power of the mind is real.
After that we ate breakfast and I then my mother dropped me off at Panam. I am glad I got to see lots of my friends today! :D!! I sure had a good time so far. The anime club thinks I am cute N_______n;;; I never liked to be the cute one, but I guess is not the same kinda cute I hate. So I have this kinda fans around me now! -feel special- Today was a very good day. I love my anime club friends. I love all my friends. Now that you all know I love you...
You reply to my art. :D!
I watched parts of Me, Myself, and Irene. That movie was so funny xD!! I was expecting it to be rather gross and sick, but... I was laughing. It was real funny... -Lol- especially the chicken incident -instant crackup- Yeah, I was bored during the weekend that I even got in the pool! I never go in the pool. Well, I found out that being alone in the pool is inspiring e_e;; I drew some mermaid sketches afterwards. And I also watched The Little Mermaid. Crazy. I watched it because I saw the 2nd one in the Disney Channel and that one is just hideous. Melody should die.
I think that is about all I needed to jot down.
[ Thursday, July 24, 2003 -X- 11:45 a.m. ]
"That is the purpose of those who have no life." - A.D.A. [ Zone of the Enders ]
"That is the purpose of those who have no life." - A.D.A. [ Zone of the Enders ]
Well I was browsing through my image uploaders and I found some old images of mine xD! I cannot even believe I still have 'em there since they are pretty ancient.
x Anabel & Xacha - When I had photoshop. It is not that great, but it was one of the first images I did in the program.
x Kitsune Character - I used this guy as an NPC in the actual Rp of 'The Gaia'. I guess he could be the old version of Mako.
x Elizabeth - The first art of the real Elizabeth :D! She is from the same story Anabel and Xacha belong to.
x Sidra-sama - For being old it did not came out that bad N__n;; I like how her face looks. And the wings! -wingcravemaniac-
I think I have some more, but I need to find them. Either way xD! I cannot scan art, but I can show some old stuff! Hee.
Eddie sent me this quiz of this shonen ai manga.
xD! Lol. Man, what a result... am I really such a bad girl?
What else? Ah, I joined a whole bunch of new cliques e_E;; I have so many fanlistings, bleh. Man, whenever I go into something, I get in in large amounts, just like my sprite collection! xD!! It is... amazingly huge. I have a compulsion or something. I joined this Faye Valentine Fanlisting, but um... I could not transload the button so I need to find another way to get that button E__e;;
x Anabel & Xacha - When I had photoshop. It is not that great, but it was one of the first images I did in the program.
x Kitsune Character - I used this guy as an NPC in the actual Rp of 'The Gaia'. I guess he could be the old version of Mako.
x Elizabeth - The first art of the real Elizabeth :D! She is from the same story Anabel and Xacha belong to.
x Sidra-sama - For being old it did not came out that bad N__n;; I like how her face looks. And the wings! -wingcravemaniac-
I think I have some more, but I need to find them. Either way xD! I cannot scan art, but I can show some old stuff! Hee.
Eddie sent me this quiz of this shonen ai manga.
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I’m the laidback sexual guy with a fetish for randomly groping the bishounen in the series. When I'm not acting as the comedic relief and reducing a tense situation with laughter, I'm often caught sleeping around the drugstore, still adorned in my sunglasses. |
What else? Ah, I joined a whole bunch of new cliques e_E;; I have so many fanlistings, bleh. Man, whenever I go into something, I get in in large amounts, just like my sprite collection! xD!! It is... amazingly huge. I have a compulsion or something. I joined this Faye Valentine Fanlisting, but um... I could not transload the button so I need to find another way to get that button E__e;;
[ Wednesday, July 23, 2003 -X- 03:50 p.m. ]
"Come, surrender your heart to darkness!" - Ansem [ Kingdom Hearts ]
"Come, surrender your heart to darkness!" - Ansem [ Kingdom Hearts ]
Yesterday I watched 28 Days Later with Ricky and I abore that movie. It was hideous and stupid. To be sincere, Resident Evil was so much better since it actually had real zombies e_e that were... technically more undefeatable that the raged lunatics. Either way, I really appreciate that koibito took me out :D!! Thank you so much.
That movie also proves to me that foreign films in the sci-fi deparment are not very good... Please, do me a favor. Do not watch that movie... unless you like sci-fi foreign films. Um. I think I am going to download AOL right not that I am at Panam today. Maybe some of you guys will be online! I really have nothing much to talk about... I need to find a way to make a layout without and photo editor thingy magigy.
I got in an argument with my mom today, but like I mentioned before, I shall not complain anymore. xD! Life is unfair anyways, and bitching won't do anything about it. So she just told me that I needed to give some money to the 'house'... she said 0 every 15 days whenever I get a job. Is that not a ripoff? Bleh. But it does not matter, I am probably gonna move off to the dormitories here in Panam anyways, I really do not care if I drive or not. I will just take one step at a time before I rush pressure on myself.
Well, I have nothing much to speak of right now so maybe I will just edit this post later.
-edit-
I took my chances by changing the layout e_e; I know it is very horrible, but at least it is different. I think I might add some stuff here and there after some time. Hopefully I will get hold of a photo editor program and perhaps I can remake Ver.34
I saw those Deviant Arts of Kchan and they were so pretty! So I made my own deviant art account n__n;;; but I think I am only going to put fanarts there, I am not sure if I will add any of my original art there. :D!! Kchan made this spiffy self portraits, you guys should take a look.
That movie also proves to me that foreign films in the sci-fi deparment are not very good... Please, do me a favor. Do not watch that movie... unless you like sci-fi foreign films. Um. I think I am going to download AOL right not that I am at Panam today. Maybe some of you guys will be online! I really have nothing much to talk about... I need to find a way to make a layout without and photo editor thingy magigy.
I got in an argument with my mom today, but like I mentioned before, I shall not complain anymore. xD! Life is unfair anyways, and bitching won't do anything about it. So she just told me that I needed to give some money to the 'house'... she said 0 every 15 days whenever I get a job. Is that not a ripoff? Bleh. But it does not matter, I am probably gonna move off to the dormitories here in Panam anyways, I really do not care if I drive or not. I will just take one step at a time before I rush pressure on myself.
Well, I have nothing much to speak of right now so maybe I will just edit this post later.
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I took my chances by changing the layout e_e; I know it is very horrible, but at least it is different. I think I might add some stuff here and there after some time. Hopefully I will get hold of a photo editor program and perhaps I can remake Ver.34
I saw those Deviant Arts of Kchan and they were so pretty! So I made my own deviant art account n__n;;; but I think I am only going to put fanarts there, I am not sure if I will add any of my original art there. :D!! Kchan made this spiffy self portraits, you guys should take a look.
[ Monday, July 21, 2003 -X- 01:31 p.m. ]
That is the fate of those born with misfortune
That is the fate of those born with misfortune
Alright! I am actually back! I was growing home sick minute by minute x_X!! But I am here now and um... I am kinda lost in the vampire rp, but I am sure I will catch up with it. At least my loss was of no turmoil :D!! So that is good.
Anyways, let me talk about my trip. Er. I went to San Antonio for 5 days and then to South Padre Island. In SanAntonio I went to Sea World and it was fun n__n!! I fed sea lions. I also rode the great white coaster which is my favorite of them all. And I got drenched by Shamu... it is hard to believe how much water the tail of that whale can splash. I also went to Fiesta Texas, but I did not got to ride on Superman's Krypton Coaster v___v;; I was being chicken about it and when I finally want to go on it... rain starts!! I had fun though. I got to go in this new Scooby Doo ride :D!! With like laser guns. I also bought tons of scooby stuff to add to my obssessive collection of that dog x_x;;
In the island I just went to the beach... there is really nothing else to do there. I was also playing my Ps2 most of the time there e_e;;; I was really bored I even continued my file in Kingdom Hearts. I got very far in it... in fact I am about to beat the game. I also bought some old, hard-to-find games :D!! I found MetalGearSolid and VR Missions. That was the best encounter.
Hm. Now that I am back I can check the rps. I also want to remake my Blood Curse narration. I have a way better idea of how to make it... also make a little more stuff happen from time to time. And that way more people can read from the beginning again. Either way, I am back and I am happy for that.
Anyways, let me talk about my trip. Er. I went to San Antonio for 5 days and then to South Padre Island. In SanAntonio I went to Sea World and it was fun n__n!! I fed sea lions. I also rode the great white coaster which is my favorite of them all. And I got drenched by Shamu... it is hard to believe how much water the tail of that whale can splash. I also went to Fiesta Texas, but I did not got to ride on Superman's Krypton Coaster v___v;; I was being chicken about it and when I finally want to go on it... rain starts!! I had fun though. I got to go in this new Scooby Doo ride :D!! With like laser guns. I also bought tons of scooby stuff to add to my obssessive collection of that dog x_x;;
In the island I just went to the beach... there is really nothing else to do there. I was also playing my Ps2 most of the time there e_e;;; I was really bored I even continued my file in Kingdom Hearts. I got very far in it... in fact I am about to beat the game. I also bought some old, hard-to-find games :D!! I found MetalGearSolid and VR Missions. That was the best encounter.
Hm. Now that I am back I can check the rps. I also want to remake my Blood Curse narration. I have a way better idea of how to make it... also make a little more stuff happen from time to time. And that way more people can read from the beginning again. Either way, I am back and I am happy for that.
[ Monday, July 7, 2003 -X- 12:34 p.m. ]
The best days are those days in which you seem to be dead.
The best days are those days in which you seem to be dead.
Hi! :D!! This weekend was great because I got to spend sometime with Ricky n__n! On Friday we watched Sinbad and that was awesome. I really liked that movie lots especially because of that evil goddess, Aeris. She was badass and also because Michelle Pfeiffer is her voice, that is even better considering how she is my idol @__@;; Anyways, after that we went to Andy's for the 4th of July and it was good, I get to see him again for a while, I sure hope that keeps up. I need my best friend back.
On Saturday, Ricky invited me to go with him and his step-dad to watch Terminator 3, that was... AWESOME!!! That movie sure was a lot better than what I had in mind, it is not a killer at all and it was real good. I still like T2 more, but this movie was impresive -shh- n__n;; you people need to see this one. It has a whole bunch of funny comments and scenes actually... I probably laughed during some action scenes. But it was good, I love Terminators. Go SkyNet. Kill humanity... o_o;;
And also I recieved my BDay gift from Ricky. It was the Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance game! That was awesome since I had bought it before but returned it at some point when my Ps2 went bad. Er. I never really thought I was good at that game, but I discovered that VERY EASY means... it is very easy xD! I loved the game. I beat it yesterday and there is so many freakin FMVs!! The whole ending process of the game lasted like a whole hour O__O;;; it was... something new for me. And I am still confused about the whole plot... wonder if they are going to make a MGS2 Part 2? They sure leave you with that idea since MGS3 is about a total different story. Either way, I loved my gift, and I thank you very much Koibito.
That was my weekend and now I must go edit that one Maverich post I did on the Blood Curse story since the stupid internet went down before I could finish. So you people... whoever is actually reading, might wanna check it again.
On Saturday, Ricky invited me to go with him and his step-dad to watch Terminator 3, that was... AWESOME!!! That movie sure was a lot better than what I had in mind, it is not a killer at all and it was real good. I still like T2 more, but this movie was impresive -shh- n__n;; you people need to see this one. It has a whole bunch of funny comments and scenes actually... I probably laughed during some action scenes. But it was good, I love Terminators. Go SkyNet. Kill humanity... o_o;;
And also I recieved my BDay gift from Ricky. It was the Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance game! That was awesome since I had bought it before but returned it at some point when my Ps2 went bad. Er. I never really thought I was good at that game, but I discovered that VERY EASY means... it is very easy xD! I loved the game. I beat it yesterday and there is so many freakin FMVs!! The whole ending process of the game lasted like a whole hour O__O;;; it was... something new for me. And I am still confused about the whole plot... wonder if they are going to make a MGS2 Part 2? They sure leave you with that idea since MGS3 is about a total different story. Either way, I loved my gift, and I thank you very much Koibito.
That was my weekend and now I must go edit that one Maverich post I did on the Blood Curse story since the stupid internet went down before I could finish. So you people... whoever is actually reading, might wanna check it again.
[ Thursday, July 3, 2003 -X- 01:32 p.m. ]
You never even cared what I was saying anyways
You never even cared what I was saying anyways
I have read several things today that got on my nerves. Um. And those things also made me think. Well I think I will try never to write those stupid depressive attention drawing posts because that is just plain stupid. When I post such things it seems like I want pity or attention or some sort of consolation and it also makes some people think about random stuff. So I will not post things like that anymore, I will just write them in my diary. I figured that the people who really want to just be alone, then they don't announce it.
I am feeling okay today, nothing has gone bad. I did read something that kinda pissed me off, but I will not talk about it here. Hm. I think I was mainly posting to say that since I read the most stupid things someone can ever say.
I also came to realize that when people write all those depressing things down they do not mean it. You think you have it bad? Just look around you! Are there not people starving and dying of the most common sicknesses? I think half the people in the world have to stop whinning about life and do something about. Wanna kill yourself because you think is the way out? Go for it! Don't go putting it on other people's shoulders so they feel guilty. But if you do so you only ruin the life of all those people around you. Sure you do the right thing now?
I dedicate this for all those people who think they have it bad. Everyone has problems, but also solutions. I also posted this because I am going to open my eyes and see for myself the real world. I will never again burden my companions because they don't need that weight, the reason I wanted to be a Psycologist in the first place was to listed to them. So for that, one must be strong and listen to themselves.
After I jotted all this down I feel pretty content. Maybe because I will be a stronger person. And if I fall down or get hurt by someone I am just gonna stand back up and not whine about it. I will do something about it, never to stay quite again, I am to speak up.
So let me finish this off with a quiz to take that horrid preaching taste from my mind:
Your ideal man is ... Tsuzuki Asato! You like 'em
cheerful, cute, and sweet! He's not as carefree
as you probably think, so he DOES have a second
layer to him. You dig cuteness and sexiness.
Whoo-hoo! Ano, he's gay.
Who's Your Ideal 'Yami no Matsuei' Man?
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:9 I love Tsuzuki-san! He reminds me so much of Rashad for some reason, except Rashad is my creation and therefore like my son xD! But he is so sekushii thanks to his yaoiness.
I am feeling okay today, nothing has gone bad. I did read something that kinda pissed me off, but I will not talk about it here. Hm. I think I was mainly posting to say that since I read the most stupid things someone can ever say.
I also came to realize that when people write all those depressing things down they do not mean it. You think you have it bad? Just look around you! Are there not people starving and dying of the most common sicknesses? I think half the people in the world have to stop whinning about life and do something about. Wanna kill yourself because you think is the way out? Go for it! Don't go putting it on other people's shoulders so they feel guilty. But if you do so you only ruin the life of all those people around you. Sure you do the right thing now?
I dedicate this for all those people who think they have it bad. Everyone has problems, but also solutions. I also posted this because I am going to open my eyes and see for myself the real world. I will never again burden my companions because they don't need that weight, the reason I wanted to be a Psycologist in the first place was to listed to them. So for that, one must be strong and listen to themselves.
After I jotted all this down I feel pretty content. Maybe because I will be a stronger person. And if I fall down or get hurt by someone I am just gonna stand back up and not whine about it. I will do something about it, never to stay quite again, I am to speak up.
So let me finish this off with a quiz to take that horrid preaching taste from my mind:
Your ideal man is ... Tsuzuki Asato! You like 'em
cheerful, cute, and sweet! He's not as carefree
as you probably think, so he DOES have a second
layer to him. You dig cuteness and sexiness.
Whoo-hoo! Ano, he's gay.
Who's Your Ideal 'Yami no Matsuei' Man?
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:9 I love Tsuzuki-san! He reminds me so much of Rashad for some reason, except Rashad is my creation and therefore like my son xD! But he is so sekushii thanks to his yaoiness.
[ Wednesday, July 2, 2003 -X- 12:06 p.m. ]
Please just don't bother anymore
Uranus The Chimera- You turn into a gigantic
Minotaur like creature who is EXTREMLY strong
and fast, U are the fastest most powerful
character in the game. U are an intimidating
dark force with energy serging through u. Ur
hyper beast modes almost kill the opponent, So
a few hits and a hyper beast mode will win u
the match! Outside, u are still a dark and evil
force who scares almost everyone, Ur also quite
a hottie.
Which Bloody Roar: Primal Fury Female Are You?
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Wow :D!! I feel so much better now. WeeHoo! xD! I am really that much of a bad girl?
You lucky girl, your ideal X2 guy is Pyro!!! He's a
bad boy with a rebellious streak, just the
qualities that turn a girl on. He's got a bit
of a hot temper, so it would be best not to
piss him off. Despite his fiery personality,
he's way cute and has the coolest power too, so
you should be happy.
*-Who is your ideal X-Men guy?-*
brought to you by Quizilla
=DDDD!! -meltlick-
Congrats, you're Mystique! ...Or is that just
another one of you tricks? No one really knows
with you, because you change your identity so
often! You're actually a very tragic character,
but no one cares because you're a violent,
coniving bitch. Your shape-shifting powers make
you the perfect spy and assassin, but despite
your awesome powers and fighting skills, you're
stuck at home baby-sitting the Brotherhood. No
one seems to appriciate you, either. Many
people hate you, but that's okay, because you
hate them right back. Stop being angry and
spend some time alone with the real
"you"- not just another shape.
*~*Which X-Men Evolution Villain Are You?*~*
brought to you by Quizilla
:D Yay! I get to be very evil today. And actually what it says is not so far from the truth o_o;; Sounds like how I have been feelinglately.
Anyways, Sinbad comes out today :D!! But I dunno if I am going to be able to go and watch it. I might just wait until Friday or something because... yeah. I really have nothing to say except that I posted in the Arcana Chron. and I might post in Lina's rp. I also need to check my mail. And Kiko, scanner at school ain't working so I guess I will have to send you the design by mail :D I thought it was also better that way you have the original copy and stuff.
Please just don't bother anymore
Uranus The Chimera- You turn into a gigantic
Minotaur like creature who is EXTREMLY strong
and fast, U are the fastest most powerful
character in the game. U are an intimidating
dark force with energy serging through u. Ur
hyper beast modes almost kill the opponent, So
a few hits and a hyper beast mode will win u
the match! Outside, u are still a dark and evil
force who scares almost everyone, Ur also quite
a hottie.
Which Bloody Roar: Primal Fury Female Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Wow :D!! I feel so much better now. WeeHoo! xD! I am really that much of a bad girl?
You lucky girl, your ideal X2 guy is Pyro!!! He's a
bad boy with a rebellious streak, just the
qualities that turn a girl on. He's got a bit
of a hot temper, so it would be best not to
piss him off. Despite his fiery personality,
he's way cute and has the coolest power too, so
you should be happy.
*-Who is your ideal X-Men guy?-*
brought to you by Quizilla
=DDDD!! -meltlick-
Congrats, you're Mystique! ...Or is that just
another one of you tricks? No one really knows
with you, because you change your identity so
often! You're actually a very tragic character,
but no one cares because you're a violent,
coniving bitch. Your shape-shifting powers make
you the perfect spy and assassin, but despite
your awesome powers and fighting skills, you're
stuck at home baby-sitting the Brotherhood. No
one seems to appriciate you, either. Many
people hate you, but that's okay, because you
hate them right back. Stop being angry and
spend some time alone with the real
"you"- not just another shape.
*~*Which X-Men Evolution Villain Are You?*~*
brought to you by Quizilla
:D Yay! I get to be very evil today. And actually what it says is not so far from the truth o_o;; Sounds like how I have been feelinglately.
Anyways, Sinbad comes out today :D!! But I dunno if I am going to be able to go and watch it. I might just wait until Friday or something because... yeah. I really have nothing to say except that I posted in the Arcana Chron. and I might post in Lina's rp. I also need to check my mail. And Kiko, scanner at school ain't working so I guess I will have to send you the design by mail :D I thought it was also better that way you have the original copy and stuff.
[ Monday, June 30, 2003 -X- 03:51 p.m. ]
You don't want me as an enemy because I am surely going to make you bleed slowly
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You don't want me as an enemy because I am surely going to make you bleed slowly
I am very... empty today. I feel dissapointed about very many things that have been happening around me and I really need to get them out, but some things I really do not want this certain people to know. I really think about it now that when I opened myself to trust some people was a mistake. There is no such thing as trust, at least not in my world anymore. It makes me kind of sad that I was already expecting very little out of my birthday, and even more sad how it came true. I guess I had some fun, but I know it could have been better.
About my birthday, well, it was okay. Only that. But I already know how something always happens in that date in order to ruin me e_e Sometimes life is very unfair. This time it was grotesquely horrible, let me be direct and sincere... I will never plan anything for my birthday ever again. Several people gave me calls and sent me mails and messages and that was great. The Three people who I expected to see or hear from them early did NOT even bother to do so. I am not mad, I am never really angry by this kind of things, just heart-broken. Now I hold one more grudge in my remorse cabinet.
Well, what else about the weekend. My brother actually gave me a present that in the dreaded day. He actually bought something for me with HIS money :D! He gave me the Xmen Evolution DVD that I wanted, I really appreatiated that from him because I know it takes him so long to get his money and he was also using it for his paintballing stuff. I understand some people do not have money for presents and that is just fine, I do not mind about it, I mean what are friends for, as long as the thought is there it is all that matter, right? :D! But it does get me mad when they actually state they are going to get me something and then they just say they have not had time to buy it. Is that so? No time? That is why all the past fucking week you were roleplaying and showing anime... e___E Yes this one is one specific statement. Some actions hurt me very much, and that one did one bad scar. But of course, must have been very busy in important things while rping that my thoughful gift was forgotten. I think... bullshit.
So yeah, this bday was probably along the very worst ones I have ever had. Along with the one that my dad forgot about my existance x_x; This birhtday also showed also gave me a horrid mark from my friends that I will never ever forget. Roleplaying while I wait for them like a retard. I will never trust a person fully again. Overall, I suppose I did come out with lessons of life, guess my birthday was good for something, eh.
I will keep smiling people. Because I can do that, I have only been marked, but we can always pretend nothing happened so we can repeat the mistake again... I think I am trying very hard not to make myself explode in this post x___E;; -selfcontrol-
Now let me talk about the nice things that did happened in my bday...
We rented games like Bloody Roar Extreme and Xmen Next Dimension. Those were cool and now I got a hang of both the games, they are pretty easy just knowing what to do. Um, we also rented 2 movies, Cowboy Bebop: Knokin' on Heaven's Door and Cube 2: Hypercube. Pretty spiffy. Nathan slept over and that was about it... I think I wanna start a BloodyRoar rp and I will be Uranus and Xion that way I will be the bad guys and then Nathan and Rick can be good guys. Don't think you need to know the story to rp either, but I am not sure yet. I think I will also allow them to make up their own charas or just use the ones from the game, however they like.
This was a very odd post, but it makes me feel much better.
- next day edit -
Er. I did not feel like posting today, just wanted to let you people know the pretty art Lina did for me! :D!! Lookie: it is Maverich & Saiyo from the Blood Curse story n__n!!
Thank you so much Lina!! I really like it.
About my birthday, well, it was okay. Only that. But I already know how something always happens in that date in order to ruin me e_e Sometimes life is very unfair. This time it was grotesquely horrible, let me be direct and sincere... I will never plan anything for my birthday ever again. Several people gave me calls and sent me mails and messages and that was great. The Three people who I expected to see or hear from them early did NOT even bother to do so. I am not mad, I am never really angry by this kind of things, just heart-broken. Now I hold one more grudge in my remorse cabinet.
Well, what else about the weekend. My brother actually gave me a present that in the dreaded day. He actually bought something for me with HIS money :D! He gave me the Xmen Evolution DVD that I wanted, I really appreatiated that from him because I know it takes him so long to get his money and he was also using it for his paintballing stuff. I understand some people do not have money for presents and that is just fine, I do not mind about it, I mean what are friends for, as long as the thought is there it is all that matter, right? :D! But it does get me mad when they actually state they are going to get me something and then they just say they have not had time to buy it. Is that so? No time? That is why all the past fucking week you were roleplaying and showing anime... e___E Yes this one is one specific statement. Some actions hurt me very much, and that one did one bad scar. But of course, must have been very busy in important things while rping that my thoughful gift was forgotten. I think... bullshit.
So yeah, this bday was probably along the very worst ones I have ever had. Along with the one that my dad forgot about my existance x_x; This birhtday also showed also gave me a horrid mark from my friends that I will never ever forget. Roleplaying while I wait for them like a retard. I will never trust a person fully again. Overall, I suppose I did come out with lessons of life, guess my birthday was good for something, eh.
I will keep smiling people. Because I can do that, I have only been marked, but we can always pretend nothing happened so we can repeat the mistake again... I think I am trying very hard not to make myself explode in this post x___E;; -selfcontrol-
Now let me talk about the nice things that did happened in my bday...
We rented games like Bloody Roar Extreme and Xmen Next Dimension. Those were cool and now I got a hang of both the games, they are pretty easy just knowing what to do. Um, we also rented 2 movies, Cowboy Bebop: Knokin' on Heaven's Door and Cube 2: Hypercube. Pretty spiffy. Nathan slept over and that was about it... I think I wanna start a BloodyRoar rp and I will be Uranus and Xion that way I will be the bad guys and then Nathan and Rick can be good guys. Don't think you need to know the story to rp either, but I am not sure yet. I think I will also allow them to make up their own charas or just use the ones from the game, however they like.
This was a very odd post, but it makes me feel much better.
- next day edit -
Er. I did not feel like posting today, just wanted to let you people know the pretty art Lina did for me! :D!! Lookie: it is Maverich & Saiyo from the Blood Curse story n__n!!
Thank you so much Lina!! I really like it.
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Feature: Sage / Tessa Niles
Comic: Xtreme X-men
Info: This is actuall Version34 Remake thanks to my good tomodachi Lina. She edited the pictures for me and came up with this nifty layout also! I did the wordings, but it was just a random fluke. I opted for Sage since she is awesome and the colors fit in perfectly.
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Age: 18
DoB: June 28, 1984
Bloodtype: A
Zodiac: YangWoodenRat
EMail: Shinjinko@yahoo.com
Site: The Gaia
Notebook: RaikouBlog
Stories: BloodCurse
[ Extra Stuff ]
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Cliques x Links x Property x Quizzes x Sprites
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Ambzy x Andy x Enrique x Julie x Kchan
Kiko x Lina x Luna x Meru x Rosa x Tiff
[ RPG: The Make Believe ]
x Mutants Rising - Sage - Rogue
x The Present Darkness - Elizabeth
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Version: 34
Feature: Sage / Tessa Niles
Comic: Xtreme X-men
Info: This is actuall Version34 Remake thanks to my good tomodachi Lina. She edited the pictures for me and came up with this nifty layout also! I did the wordings, but it was just a random fluke. I opted for Sage since she is awesome and the colors fit in perfectly.
A.k.a.: Lilith
Age: 18
DoB: June 28, 1984
Bloodtype: A
Zodiac: YangWoodenRat
EMail: Shinjinko@yahoo.com
Site: The Gaia
Notebook: RaikouBlog
Stories: BloodCurse
[ Extra Stuff ]
Archives x Art x Bishonen x Bishoujo x Button
Cliques x Links x Property x Quizzes x Sprites
Wishlist
[ Allied Dynasty ]
Ambzy x Andy x Enrique x Julie x Kchan
Kiko x Lina x Luna x Meru x Rosa x Tiff
[ RPG: The Make Believe ]
x Mutants Rising - Sage - Rogue
x The Present Darkness - Elizabeth
