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Title: Making a Smile
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Feature: Chibi Squall & Rinoa
Series: Final Fantasy VIII
Info: Yay! This is just a layout I slapped together because I thought it was time to make Enteiblog look different. The picture was real cute so I could not help myself to not use it, [Note: I still do not like Rinoa tho] and it is blue! Lotsa blue because that happens to be Ms. Heartily's color of choice. Best viewed in 1024x768


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Name: Kat
A.k.a.: Entei
Age: 19
DoB: June 28, 1984
Bloodtype: A
Zodiac: YangWoodenRat
Faith: Gaian / Luciferian
Occupation: Artist & Philosopher
EMail: Saiko_Entei@yahoo.com


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I feel enthralled
[ Saturday, June 12, 2004 @ 06:41 p.m. ]
How is it that humans are so hypocrytical about nature.

Yahoo! Yesterday I went out with Eric to the movies n_n; we watched The Stepford Wives and that movie was so awesome! It was nice, short, and funny. I will probably download it as soon as possible because I loved that movie so much! =D Mathew Broderick is always so cute-like funny and Nichole Kidman reminded me of myself playing that part in the movie. She had the same haircut I had when this year began xD!! hee.

Afterwards, I just spent some time at his house and his mom bought random junk food for us to eat =9

When I came home I started a shop at Gaia n_n; and I have one request thus far! yay! I am happy even though I do not sell too much. I guess I am just using it to keep practicing on my anthro art =D;

Well, today I have to sweep the backyard. I was planning on going over to Eric's again, but I don't think time will allow me to. I have to finish cleaning the house today and anyways, maybe Eric will get to hang out with Bob =D; since they haven't done anything this week.

I got my Devil May Cry figurines today!! I am so happy. Trish looks a lot better than Dante, but they are both so pretty and now they decorate Jehuty's [my computer] space xD; And I named my cel phone finally! Hee. Its name will be Tidus because that is the thing that came to my mind when I decided to give it a name.

And I did this arts for this go-gaia stuff:
I love bears! So I drew me avvy as a Panda =D!! Just a random Wolf Gal I did at Akon. Zangoose Anthro is so cute! n_n; nifty requested furrie

Just some avatars as anthros =D; and a pretty Zangoose [pokemon] Anthro. I actually like how those came out n_n; I was bored at the moment I did them, so yeah, they are no half bad.

Okay. Well, time to go work some.

P.S. This is that quiz thingy that Lina had:
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+ Saiko Entei
+ Entei



I feel full
[ Friday, June 11, 2004 @ 12:52 a.m. ]
What little effort did it take to come out of Hell.

Ah yes! What an interesting day it was today.

My mother was acting like a mega-bitch yesterday and today. She told me and my brother that she wanted to spend some 'family' time! That was such a load of bullshit and it got me mad because Eric had invited me to hang out v_v; When I told her she got furious and she was like 'blah blah, you spend a lot of time with him'. Well... I like to and I was invited! So I was not being a pest or anything. My mother just pisses me off because half the time it seems she does not like my dear bear ._.!! She is such a mean person to everyone she does not even care to meet.

Anyways, my mother is not very openminded. -sigh-

So she went and dropped my brother and me to the movies. What a great family time... I mean, we did not even spend more than 2hrs together!!! Eric could have come to hang out with us, but no.

We watched The Day After Tomorrow and Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. TDAT was such a great movie!! It is all about Mother Gaia's fury and anger xD muaha. I think that is what is happening at this very moment in the world, just less hollywoodish and slower. That movie had some beautiful cinematics and it made me be all sentimental about all the damage that is being done to the Earth. It is pretty saddening that we are simply torturing and murdering our own chances of survival...

The Harry Potter movie was... dissapointing. Bleh. I still like the 2nd one the best thus far =D!! I like Tom Riddle, he was eerie and... had a snake! Yay. But yeah, this 3rd one just got me sleepy and hardly anything happened x_x; just a whole bunch of random blabber and pointless scenes. I never liked Draco, but... he was such a pussy in this movie... ridiculously cowardly. Second, Snape acted so retarded ;_; and he was just getting his ass handed to him half the time, makes me very sad indeed. Lupin and Sirius did not look very much like I imagined... and Lupin's wereform was... disgusting and stupid looking, very. I was expecting a manly werewolf. Finally, Dumbledor [sp] um. Yeah... that new actor could have at least tried to keep the voice slow and steady like the older one. I mean, I still like HP, but this movie I did not like at all o_O;

It is all about Snape and Tom Riddle! =9 Yay.

Tomorrow I am going to the movies again, but with Eric to watch The Stepford Wives! I cannot wait. Well, I am sleepy, so time to hit the sack.

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I feel happy
[ Tuesday, June 8, 2004 @ 12:29 p.m. ]
Waiting for this moment to be taken away.

I am finally back from Akon. Phew! I was homesick for a while and I missed Eric a whole lot ;_;! But I am happy I went because I got a lot of cool stuff:

+ Artbooks [BoogiePop Phantom, Vampired Princess Miyu, Soul Calibur II]
+ Plushies [Kilala, Grunty, Yuki(Rat), Groudon]
+ Figurines [Sumire Kanzaki, Voldo]
+ Cd [Anubis: Zone of the Enders]
+ Anime DVDs [Vandread, Onegai Teacher]
+ Bag [Lain(Bear Pajama)]

I am happy I found all the things I mainly wanted n_n; I also got some FFIX keychains and some random pins. They were actually cheap. The convention was rather pretty and there was a lot more space this time so it made it easier to take the elevators. Heehee. Oh! And I also bought a sketch from this real nice lady that draws so pretty! She drew me as an anthro lion n_n!

Most of the Akon events I watched on the tv because I was either to lazy to go downstairs or I just did not want to smell the fanpeople stench x_x; There was a rave on Saturday, but for the same reasons I did not stay inside... there was a lot of people and I am not fond of accidental touch... so yeah.

At any rate, I can continue to rp now. And hopefully we can get together sometime this week to roleplay Demon The Fallen!! We must continue that.

Anyways, I hope my mother comes soon so we can bring Eric over and get in the pool n_n!



I feel hyper
[ Friday, June 4, 2004 @ 07:29 p.m. ]
The Bringer of Dawn

Yay! I am at Akon in this very moment! n_n I have bought a whole bunch of things and taken lots of pictures. I still miss Eric tho because I really wish he was here. I know he would enjoy it a whole bunch. I just hope he is doing fine so I will call him after 9:00 since that is when I have free minutes in the cell phone.

Hm. Yeah, I got a cell phone! =D!! It is just a phone with little minutes, but that is good enough for the given use. So now I can actually give calls to my online friends after 9:00 or the other way around. Hee.

This computer is being a real bitch, so I will probably post on Monday or Tuesday depending on when I go back home. I miss my bear ;_;!! -snug- and now to rest because I am rather restless for the day.



I feel content
[ Sunday, May 30, 2004 @ 01:47 a.m. ]
I have learned to control the urges of the soul.

Woke up today to start a lazy day and wait for my parents to leave to Mexico. Ah yes. Another weekend with the company of only my dogs and the random kami around the house. I think I was supposed to sweep some leaves that keep falling into the backyard! I want my stepdad to get rid of that tree, but at the same time... I don't.

I have been growing more and more fond for nature v_v; this time I can for sure say I am a Gaian. I do believe in the spirit of the earth and all the other rulings that go with that 'pagan' religion and 'atheistic' theorem. Mother Gaia is not really an ultimate being, just an idea n_n; a pretty essence and ideal. I just feel more and more connected to this idea every day with greater force.

Yeah, that reminds me I saw in the news how they were deforesting this area over there in Mexico. It is a place that is illegal to put down trees, but these people are being protected by the corrupted ones in the government. Makes me so mad. Monarch butterflies are in danger of extiction because of this like that and more and more die every year because they have no trees to house in. e_e; I hope those people get poisoned and mauled [yes... mauled. they can do it, dammit.] by butterflies and moths. Muaha.

Anyways...
I accompanied Eric to his cousin's graduation. The way he put it was a cheap excuse to meet all of his family xD; It was rather interesting. They really did not ask me questions or even acknowledged I was there so it all went happy and smooth. His brother is still a dumb, good for nothing, piece of shit n_n; but he is 12 so ignoring him seems to work well. He just craves attention of any sort. I had a good time tho and it brought back memories of my own graduation.

Eric invited me to go with him to one of his friend's graduation party. So I will go. I get to wear my gothic, double sash skirt =D yay! Have no worn that in the longest time because I have not wanted to give my mother another nerve breakdown attack... like the last one she had when she saw my closet was full of only black clothes xD;

I dun really consider that just wearing black and makeup makes you goth... but rather the idea v_v; Most people out there are good posers, but... yeah. Being gothic does not mean being depressed and suicidal or wear black or be into witchcraft. It means having knowledge for the occult, but knowing what is real and illusion, being open-minded and seeing more in the world than what the senses can tell you, having different ideals and rebeling against the normal with quiet statements. See? Is that not way different? Yeah, but it is just a concept that simply got turned into fashion x_x; I guess punk/goth would be more like what people tend to express lately, but that is just me.



I feel disappointed
[ Friday, May 28, 2004 @ 09:18 p.m. ]
The essence of chaos or order are immortal.

Today was starting off to be a good day. I woke up a little early in the morning and read some manga meanwhile everyone else woke up. We were supposed to go to the beach today, but of course my mother just shattered that whole idea. She was real busy about things she could have done yesterday! Argh. Damn her.

Yesterday, I was sorta of obliged to go to the Harlingen mall with everyone because my vote was indeed taken. I guess I deserve it, but it sure feels like I never get to do what I want for once! I would just like that sometime, I could be the one to chose what to do for the day. I actually wanted to get in the pool, but... no one really asked what I wanted to do. I was just deprived of my self for just a minute and everything blew up inside me. Yet. I am not mad about it anymore.

So today I accomplished nothing because the plans for today just crashed down miserably. I drew some random sketches, but nothing important. The truth is that I am not very social, and I am not being depressed about that, is just that... all of the people I know IRL are more like aquantances than friends because in all truth I know nothing about them, nor they do about me. So that is why I really do not call often and randomly hang out. Hm. I am just a lonely person and I see myself die a little every single day. If I could just know when I am right or when I am nag it would sure help a lot! v_v; Sometimes I feel like I am just being a pest and a bother to some few people.

Well, my mother should bring back some food with her from Chilli's. I should have gone with her, but I was been myself and so I just stayed home. At least I accomplished to play with my Ps2 for sometime. I played Final Fantasy X-2 for a while and managed to master the Samurai sphere and get some more blue bullet skills n_n; I also played Final Fantasy Tactics for a while for no reason. I am just trying to get some job skills in there as well.

Bleh. I need to call my dad to tell him some more stuff that I need for Akon. And tell him to send me some medicines I ran out of x_x;

Anyways, here are a couple of the sketches:



Nothing special ._. just a sketch of one of the dragon people from one of my ever so forgotten manga ideas. And the other is just a sloppy Saiyo.



I feel apathetic
[ Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @ 04:43 p.m. ]
Corrosive blood is fills my veins.

I had awoke at 8:30 in the morning today since I went to sleep a bit early [for my usual time] and I read some manga for a while, but soon found myself asleep once again. Cynthia called like 2 times at my house, but everyone was to lazy to wake up and answer. Finally, Eric called and my mom was already awake to answer. I overheard and made myself wake up.

An akon meeting was to take place at 1p.m. or something and so I left to go to it. It was... interesting... I technically got the points I needed for free, sort of. Bleh... it was a waste of 3 hours of my life as a matter of fact.

Um. Yeah. So now I am home and maybe I can play some random video game with my brother today because for some reason I feel anti-social today.

Yeah, Adam also called to see if I wanted to hang out with them, but... I really was hoping to do something else today. Of course, I very much doubt anything will get done n_n; but it is okay. At least I finally gave the payment on the Devil May Cry figurines! I just hope they get here soon. Hm.

Today I feel like being alone, and yet I feel lonely and wanting company. All at the same time. It is confusing @_x; But that is just me being a little dummie.

-edit-

So I ended up hanging out with the guys, for a while anyways. It was okay. I felt much better, tho I am still debating on letting go of the issue that is bothering me or not. I think I will just mention it, but not make a big fuss about it.

My mom said that maybe we will go to the beach tomorrow, but she was still unsure. I am not sure I want to go to South Padre tho.



I feel uncomfortable
[ Tuesday, May 25, 2004 @ 01:45 p.m. ]
To create new things, old things must be destroyed.

I just got out of the pool! =D It had been a while since I did not use the pool in backyard, but there was so many leaves inside it that I just felt like it was my responsability to clean the mess. So I did. There is not a huge amount of brown leaves stuck at the bottom of the pool and I feel like I accomplished something. It felt good to swim around for a while n_n; I usually just like to be in the pool by myself because it is like a meditational type of thing... and relaxing.

At any rate, I also sweeped some of the millions of leaves that fell on our backyard v_v; that was a pain. I just wanted to help out my mother somewhat because she got a little frustrated at me yesterday because I came home late. The main reason she got mad tho was because either she misunderstood Eric's mom's words... or Eric's mom lied to my mother... Whatever it was, I got all the hits for both of them basically because I was painted as the bad guy. Gee, talk about trusted ones standing by my side when I need it.

Yesterday, I went to Surge's house to hang out with most of the gang and just play Magic for sometime. I was hoping Gus would show up so we could continue the rp of Demon... I need my character sheet back. Anyways, later on we got sorta kicked out and we camped at Whataburger. Then I was dropped home.

Blah, blah, I read some of my manga and Lament of the Lamb is ever so pretty!! n_n; I like the drawings a lot and the whole story is very original. Usually all vampire manga's lately have been pretty similar and this one is just... so realisticly different.

And I did this yesterday sometime... I dun remember exactly when x_x?



It is just some random anthros colored all crappily and stuff. Their names are Puma [yellow] and Kitty [pink] n_n;

Well, I got to go fix some other stuff while my mom brings me some food. Ja!

-edit-

I already made a new blog layout and setup, so this one might not last too long n_n; um. Also... I watched some moe Gasaraki and it is so spiffy =9!! It is quite interesting once you start paying attention to the whole talking they have going on... but it is cool nonetheless. It is actually an anime that came out a while back, but then again I am all into animes that hardly anyone gets interested in or hears about often n_n; I really hate it when they spunge animes a whole lot... so I try not to get hardcore into the animes everyone is already into. So... Gasaraki is one of those lonely ones, but is fun... if you like... mechs and demons o_O;



I feel blank
[ Sunday, May 23, 2004 @ 10:07 p.m. ]
It is good to be out of Hell.

Yay! Today, nothing at all happened for me! I just sat my ass for hours doing random crap on my computer and every now and then remembered that I had to clean the house... which I have no done... and it needs to get done v_v; I do not thing my mother is coming today, but just in case.

I put a Demon Rp log so I can remember where that left off the last time we played since we do not do it often. I need to contact Gus and see if we can all get together on Tuesday or sometime before Akon because I wanna roleplay!! :D!! Cassandra Delacroix got some followers last time by showing her wingies and then she found William... and he counts like her bitch too. Soooo! Gus! We have to get together and demonize! And for anyone that wants to see what is going on in that rp... just click on that link on the side n_n;

Eric called me too xD; that was interesting. He was on his way back from Kingsville to here. He said nothing much happened over there. Too bad he could not go watch Shrek2 with us ;_; I missed him so maybe I can see him tomorrow somehow.

I think that is it. I need to go put some clothes on the drier now. Bai!



I feel sleepy
[ Saturday, May 22, 2004 @ 11:17 p.m. ]
Giving my wings a chance to spread and flap.

Wow! Today was sure an interesting day. I got to go out with some of my friends from the anime club n_n; Cindy and Surge had suggested to go watch Shrek 2 yesterday, but we had no way of getting rides and all that stuff... so we did it today! It was a great movie! The Puss in Boots was the greatest!!! =D!! I want a plushie of him. It was just so great.

It was nice to hang out with them. And for once I am actually invited to hang out since hardly anyone calls when the whole group is doing stuff. I usually do not like to go solo with just another person [unless it is with my bear -snug- =3] so I do not tend to call individual people... I just wait until the whole group kinda plans something.

Anyways, this time it was an exception about the solo thing. Jason seemed like he was going to be rather bored for the rest of the day and probably waste his day sleeping so I decided to hang out with him for some time. We went to 'pick up' this one person he needed to, but she was not there so then we drove to the mall and we where both acting like little kids with everything we saw! >D! Fun stuff. But going to the mall was a spending galore time for me! x_X;

I bought so much manga to keep me busy for the week! And now I do not have money to pay for the Devil May Cry figurines I bidded on ebay >.>; I think I am going to get some money on monday so maybe I can pay for them then. I really hope so... I have half the money already, but I just need a bit more.

Oh and yeah. New, shitty, blue, final fantasy 8 layout. Whoo! Praise it or die.

And finally, I got some DVD+Rs to burn some anime in and it is fasinating how much space those disks have!! O_o; Each one fits around 30 episodes and that is just so fantastic. They are a bit expensive, but in the long run they are better than CD-Rs. I need more tho... I download more anime series that what I burn tho. Need some control over that since I hardly even have time to watch them.