-*- Layout -*-
I like this layout quite a lot because it gives me a sense of decay. In a good way o.o; that is possible right? Well, I think Lulu is a lot like myself in several ways, she wears things that I wouldn't mind wearing in my everyday life. Also she acts just like whenever I am not in the mood. This layout makes me feel so close because this is who I am, in fact the title up there is exactly what I would say out loud to everyone, you think you know, but you don't understand! xD! The theme FatalCaitSith is her weapon and well Deathtouch is the ability it has.
-*- Who Is She? -*-
HER: Katya
LAPID: SheBornOfMist.KatgirlKatya
YEARS: 17
BORN: June 28, 1984
BLOOD: AB
MIRROR: JillValentine.SonyaBlade.AkiRoss
KARMA: WoodenRat
SPIRIT: Cancer
SOUL: Yang
CONTACT: avalosk@aol.com
PRAISE: LockpickerExpert
RITE: TheBeginningofTheEndManga.
CEREMONY: Differences:ArchangelMusings
CHANT: HumankindSpirit
HANDSOME: Dyne.Sydney.Rue.Kaworu.Tora
SEXY: Jill.Sidra.Layla.Erika.Aki
LUST: BlackHeaven.Medabots
TOMB: X/1999.OhMyGoddess.ShinSeikiEvangelion
SCRIPT: Sophie'sChoice.ResidentEvil:CalivanCove
SCREEN: JurassicPark.MissCongeniality
-*- Deep Inside -*-
HEAR. Pointless Argument.
WEAR. Pijamas.
LOVES. Forget it.
HATES. Life
HOPES. To die.
FEARS. Never finishing the fanfictions!
FEELS.
Emotionless
DRAW. Tora&Sidra
QUOTE. "Dod Gammit!" -Kowalski (BioTeacher)
-*- Archived -*-
- Jill Valentine
- Sebulba
- The Slayers
- Quistis Trepe and Squall Leonhart
- Nasiga Kaworu and Ikari Shinji
- Rue
- Aztec Gods
- Mana Kirishima
- Uriko The Halfbeast
- Layla Uki
- Dinna&Mark
-*- The Other Freaks -*-
- Yunalesca
- Tidus
- Yuna
- Auron
- Dona
- Cid
-*- RPGs -*-
- Bracelet Boundaries RPG
- Kyuuketsuki Kei RPG
-*- Could I Be..? -*-
Crimson;Aura
Leopard;PastLife
AnimalCommunication;SuperPower
Jake;Animorph
SeishirouSakurazuka;TokyoBabylon
UnitarianUniversalism;BeliefSystem
BlavatskyFoundation;Cult
TheravedaBuddhism;NonTheistPhilosophy
BWRampage;Transformer
Lasombra;VampireTheMasqueradeClan
Armand;AnneRiceVampire
TerraBradford;FinalFantasyVI
AerisGainsborough;FinalFantasyVII
QuistisTrepe;FinalFantasyVIII
DanaKatherineScully;X-Files
Galaxia;SailorScout
AkagiRitsuko;ShinSeikiEvangelion
LinaInverse;TheSlayers
Tomoe;RuroniKenshin
X/1999;CLAMPSeries
YatoujiSatsuki;X/1999
Clef;MagicKnightRayearth
Ceres;AyashiNoCeres
CancerDeathmask;SaintSeya
Lain'sCreepySister;Lain
Dilandau;Escaflowne
Gatomon;AnimeMascot
KenIchijouji;Digidestined
HarryPotter;HarryPotter
Mercutio;Romeo&Juliet
PoisonIvy;Batman
WhiteQueen;X-Men
CaptainMarvel;MarvelUniverse
CharlieBrown;Peanuts
GermanShepherd;DogBreed
Siamese;CatBreed
RedFox;WildAnimal
Air;Element
Goth;Clothes
Magnolia;Flower
TheConfidant;FriendTypeIAm
-*- I Adopted This -*-
-*- Who Is She? -*-
HER: Katya
LAPID: SheBornOfMist.KatgirlKatya
YEARS: 17
BORN: June 28, 1984
BLOOD: AB
MIRROR: JillValentine.SonyaBlade.AkiRoss
KARMA: WoodenRat
SPIRIT: Cancer
SOUL: Yang
CONTACT: avalosk@aol.com
PRAISE: LockpickerExpert
RITE: TheBeginningofTheEndManga.
CEREMONY: Differences:ArchangelMusings
CHANT: HumankindSpirit
HANDSOME: Dyne.Sydney.Rue.Kaworu.Tora
SEXY: Jill.Sidra.Layla.Erika.Aki
LUST: BlackHeaven.Medabots
TOMB: X/1999.OhMyGoddess.ShinSeikiEvangelion
SCRIPT: Sophie'sChoice.ResidentEvil:CalivanCove
SCREEN: JurassicPark.MissCongeniality
-*- Deep Inside -*-
HEAR. Pointless Argument.
WEAR. Pijamas.
LOVES. Forget it.
HATES. Life
HOPES. To die.
FEARS. Never finishing the fanfictions!
FEELS.
Emotionless
DRAW. Tora&Sidra
QUOTE. "Dod Gammit!" -Kowalski (BioTeacher)
-*- Archived -*-
- Jill Valentine
- Sebulba
- The Slayers
- Quistis Trepe and Squall Leonhart
- Nasiga Kaworu and Ikari Shinji
- Rue
- Aztec Gods
- Mana Kirishima
- Uriko The Halfbeast
- Layla Uki
- Dinna&Mark
-*- The Other Freaks -*-
- Yunalesca
- Tidus
- Yuna
- Auron
- Dona
- Cid
-*- RPGs -*-
- Bracelet Boundaries RPG
- Kyuuketsuki Kei RPG
Leopard;PastLife
AnimalCommunication;SuperPower
Jake;Animorph
SeishirouSakurazuka;TokyoBabylon
UnitarianUniversalism;BeliefSystem
BlavatskyFoundation;Cult
TheravedaBuddhism;NonTheistPhilosophy
BWRampage;Transformer
Lasombra;VampireTheMasqueradeClan
Armand;AnneRiceVampire
TerraBradford;FinalFantasyVI
AerisGainsborough;FinalFantasyVII
QuistisTrepe;FinalFantasyVIII
DanaKatherineScully;X-Files
Galaxia;SailorScout
AkagiRitsuko;ShinSeikiEvangelion
LinaInverse;TheSlayers
Tomoe;RuroniKenshin
X/1999;CLAMPSeries
YatoujiSatsuki;X/1999
Clef;MagicKnightRayearth
Ceres;AyashiNoCeres
CancerDeathmask;SaintSeya
Lain'sCreepySister;Lain
Dilandau;Escaflowne
Gatomon;AnimeMascot
KenIchijouji;Digidestined
HarryPotter;HarryPotter
Mercutio;Romeo&Juliet
PoisonIvy;Batman
WhiteQueen;X-Men
CaptainMarvel;MarvelUniverse
CharlieBrown;Peanuts
GermanShepherd;DogBreed
Siamese;CatBreed
RedFox;WildAnimal
Air;Element
Goth;Clothes
Magnolia;Flower
TheConfidant;FriendTypeIAm
-|- 08:51 p.m. - Friday, January 4, 2002 -|-
N_n! I drew some sketches this morning of my AlterEgo Jill Valentine because I was inspired by my fanfiction. The link up there sends ya to view the sketch btw. Well I posted my ResidentEvil fanfic a day ago in fanfiction.net and I already recieved 2 reviews! I am so happy! :D I love people giving me reviews because it makes me wanna continue writing and all! You guys should go read my fanfics sometime and review it E_e; I have a FFVIII fanfic too which is basically the whole game but alternated.
Anyways, I am watching Medabots and Henry came out! N_n; well as the Phantom Renegade, but he is Henry still and he is like my favorite chara from that Anime! xD He is so clumsy and cute as the PhantomRenegade. Talking about Medabots, I was going to buy a figurine of PepperCat but I was never able to find it! xF all they have is that stagBettle of Henry and Medabee!! And then when I was gonna buy Sumillodon I had no more money because I bought my Omnimon E________e; unfair I tell ya.
Awr, Luna has this pretty layout. I already got to that part of the game and I was so close to crying ;.;! Gawd, that was really sad... well not as much as Aeris' Death v.V; but that didn't cause me to cry, it caused me to go into severe depression and antisocialness, it was scary too O_o; But anyways, I wish I could do a pretty playout like that, but I am no good editing images or placing tables like that, I am so ignorant R_r; But doesn't matter, Julie says she will help me with my next layout, but I won't mention who it is going to be about xB! Surprise then!
At least I got something xD!! Well I will go now to finish watching FoxKidsAnime. Oh and Lina, I wouldn't recommend you to buy Ephemeral Fantasia... because I have it and it IS a waste of money. Seriously. The game has one star and besides the story is like... infinite because it repeats itself everytime @.x; It is the same thing over and over and over until you can beat the main bad guy. I am sure I wouldn't buy it if I had another chance.
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 09:59 a.m. - Friday, January 4, 2002 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Hurray! Julie just finished that Tora sprite for me N_n! thankies so much :D and she say that perhaps she could do some fanart of my manga! That would be so cool, so I can put a fanart section in my sucky pagie. xD!
-|- 09:59 a.m. - Friday, January 4, 2002 -|-
Hurray! Julie just finished that Tora sprite for me N_n! thankies so much :D and she say that perhaps she could do some fanart of my manga! That would be so cool, so I can put a fanart section in my sucky pagie. xD!
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 08:39 a.m. - Friday, January 4, 2002 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Welp! N_n; what do you know? I told ya all she was like and I was like her. Damn, I think her thinking is so real to mine and so that i why she became my favorite chara even since like 4 years ago? N_n; but that doesnt mean she is my favorite chara outta all the FFs (Terra is still the greatest!) Well I think I am cold, if you haven't notice I hate helping, I do comfort, but to a certian point and maybe because there is a reason for it. NYUK! xB
-|- 08:39 a.m. - Friday, January 4, 2002 -|-
Welp! N_n; what do you know? I told ya all she was like and I was like her. Damn, I think her thinking is so real to mine and so that i why she became my favorite chara even since like 4 years ago? N_n; but that doesnt mean she is my favorite chara outta all the FFs (Terra is still the greatest!) Well I think I am cold, if you haven't notice I hate helping, I do comfort, but to a certian point and maybe because there is a reason for it. NYUK! xB
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 07:30 a.m. - Thursday, January 3, 2002 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Finally i finished my layout and even though is simple and crappy I happen to like it xD! Well my mom was all frenzy yesterday again, I discovered that I do despise her because we cannot even be in the same room without starting a big ass fight! E_e; at least we stopped hitting each other and throwing stuff around when we both went berserk... It is funny how she just looks at me and comes up with something to make me feel akward o.o; but it is alright, I have always been akward in fact I might dye my hair carbon black and leave it long instead of dying it red and have a hair cut. The woman who lives in the same house as I (My mother e.e) tought it would make me look so drastic and sadonic, but that is the encouragement I needed! XD! That means I will look so fuckin' ravin' so that is a good thing!
Well anyways, Julie made a Lulu sprite fer me and I am so happy so I placed her at the bottom of the entries :D! Thanks Jules! And I wanted to talk to Kiko so I need to see when she will be online N_n; ::postes that to be reminded:: I forget everything xB Oh and I drew this Tora and Sidra :D They look so nifty and cute... I posted it down in my current where it says Draw so you can all go take a look! I think it came out nice for not being in such a mood. I also did this Tora/Sidra drawing. hee.
Well I went to the movies yesterday and saw Monster's Inc. it was so purdy! In fact it made me sob in some parts xD that is so fuckin' odd for me lately! But it was original too, I think Disney is getting way better =B So right after the movie I told my minion (mom) to drive me to WalMart so I could by this cuddlable Sulley stuffed toy! xDD He is cute because he talks and has some light so I really liked it!
Well now I need to go register for the SAT E_e; if not I am never gonna go to college. oh joy...
-Filia
-|- 07:30 a.m. - Thursday, January 3, 2002 -|-
Finally i finished my layout and even though is simple and crappy I happen to like it xD! Well my mom was all frenzy yesterday again, I discovered that I do despise her because we cannot even be in the same room without starting a big ass fight! E_e; at least we stopped hitting each other and throwing stuff around when we both went berserk... It is funny how she just looks at me and comes up with something to make me feel akward o.o; but it is alright, I have always been akward in fact I might dye my hair carbon black and leave it long instead of dying it red and have a hair cut. The woman who lives in the same house as I (My mother e.e) tought it would make me look so drastic and sadonic, but that is the encouragement I needed! XD! That means I will look so fuckin' ravin' so that is a good thing!
Well anyways, Julie made a Lulu sprite fer me and I am so happy so I placed her at the bottom of the entries :D! Thanks Jules! And I wanted to talk to Kiko so I need to see when she will be online N_n; ::postes that to be reminded:: I forget everything xB Oh and I drew this Tora and Sidra :D They look so nifty and cute... I posted it down in my current where it says Draw so you can all go take a look! I think it came out nice for not being in such a mood. I also did this Tora/Sidra drawing. hee.
Well I went to the movies yesterday and saw Monster's Inc. it was so purdy! In fact it made me sob in some parts xD that is so fuckin' odd for me lately! But it was original too, I think Disney is getting way better =B So right after the movie I told my minion (mom) to drive me to WalMart so I could by this cuddlable Sulley stuffed toy! xDD He is cute because he talks and has some light so I really liked it!
Well now I need to go register for the SAT E_e; if not I am never gonna go to college. oh joy...
-Filia
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 11:14 a.m. - Monday, December 31, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
I got Bahamut! XDDD HELL YEAH he kicks ass! E___e; FFX is fairly easy N_n; Seymour is all... stupid...
well anyways!!
Have a happy new year peoples! :D!
Well Ja! r.r; gotta go finish this quarrel with my mother, o.o;; she is all frenzy! XDDD Bai!
-|- 11:14 a.m. - Monday, December 31, 2001 -|-
I got Bahamut! XDDD HELL YEAH he kicks ass! E___e; FFX is fairly easy N_n; Seymour is all... stupid...
well anyways!!
Have a happy new year peoples! :D!
Well Ja! r.r; gotta go finish this quarrel with my mother, o.o;; she is all frenzy! XDDD Bai!
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 12:10 a.m. - Friday, December 28, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Well I haven't been online lately and I´probably won't be online so often as I used to until I beat FFX e.e; her new games are addicting and besides I am in a critical moment of that story ;.;! At least I finally have all the characters :D It wasw just Rikku the one who dissapeared e.e; but she is mah stealer so... i really needed her. XD Oh yeah! The game allowed me to make Tidus flirt with Lulu which is so wierd because she is so cold and mean (in contrast to her warm self inside :D) XDD but yeah, she even thought the flirting was interesting and that she would add him to her list xD!
Well 9.9; Nathan and ANdy might come today and so he will be able to rp for a while xD But he still wants me to show him FFX more E_E; so I basically have 2 files... Well I must go take a shower :D!! Ja!
Oh and I also drew a LuLu sketch N____n; and even though I wasn't in the mood I think it came out pretty darn good! :DD After all both LuLu and Kimarhi are mah favorite charas so I guess I can draw them once in a while xD!
-|- 12:10 a.m. - Friday, December 28, 2001 -|-
Well I haven't been online lately and I´probably won't be online so often as I used to until I beat FFX e.e; her new games are addicting and besides I am in a critical moment of that story ;.;! At least I finally have all the characters :D It wasw just Rikku the one who dissapeared e.e; but she is mah stealer so... i really needed her. XD Oh yeah! The game allowed me to make Tidus flirt with Lulu which is so wierd because she is so cold and mean (in contrast to her warm self inside :D) XDD but yeah, she even thought the flirting was interesting and that she would add him to her list xD!
Well 9.9; Nathan and ANdy might come today and so he will be able to rp for a while xD But he still wants me to show him FFX more E_E; so I basically have 2 files... Well I must go take a shower :D!! Ja!
Oh and I also drew a LuLu sketch N____n; and even though I wasn't in the mood I think it came out pretty darn good! :DD After all both LuLu and Kimarhi are mah favorite charas so I guess I can draw them once in a while xD!
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 01:50 p.m. - Monday, December 24, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
xD And I thought I had a happy Xmas. But it was not the crappiest ones, anyways I STILL HATE IT XDDD! So I had to put up with fuckin' children o.Ó; I really dislike little brats and all that shit!! I really wanted to smack them away X-x; why the hell do they like me!!! E____e; I had to put up with my niece too and she is like 2 years old and then these stupid airheads that are not even my family! (Which dress as sluts... xD They just need to stand in the corner!) I was with the older people most of the time being my rejected self e.e; I don't like the others... Besides I hardly ever spoke a word. Then they made ME PRAY!!! XF WHAT THE FUCK! I was about to yell at them that I was a freakin' NonTheist E__E!!! But I just couldn't... because like my Godparents were there .____.; and they were all moronicly telling me: "Ask something to Jesus? What do you want to ask him for? Thank him?" e.é! I GIVE A DAMN... I don't think he can do shit anyways! xFFF
Well after all that torture it was worth waiting, finally my dad asked me what would I like for Xmas and I was gonna ask him for a car... then I taught about it e.e; HE HAD promised me a car anyways... so I opted for a credit card xDDD Isn't that better? I mean now I can buy lots of things every month and all :D That way I can buy like a video game every 2 months or something V_V; I tought he would get pissed but to my surprise he allowed me, and he found a way to send me the money every 2 weeks. At any rate, my mother had already given me FFX long ago and then she gave me a violet stoned ring xB Which doesn't really fit me e.e; but she will fix it... she better!
My sister gave me a NY shirt :D That is cool because I collect shirts of different places N______n; but I know my mother chose the gift for her... Well I gave my mom that 2002 Barbie it took me forever to find! xF I am not a freakin' BarbieDoll buyer so I dunno e.e;; I was all lost.
Me: "Ma'am... err... were is the... Barbie Doll e.e;?"
Chinese woman: "-.-! Barbie Doll? ::point:: There... ::point::"
Me: "Oh... but-"
CW: "-.ó! THERE! ::point::"
Me: ._.; ::scamper to hallway...:: err... aunt... what BarbieDoll? @.o; They are all the fuckin' same! Dressed in different ways!! X.x;; How many years of her life did the freakin' Barbie study all those careers?! Model and vet and lawyer and E_____e; head...ache..."
Aunt: "v.V; I'll chose the right one for you..."
It was a racket anyways e.e; I am really up to my temples of pressure x.e I despise... being pushed around like I was so today with my mother and family and shit. And then I am still to find that stupid Pentagram medallion or the inversed cross!!! xFF Damn stores!! Well anyways... I must leave. Bai!
-Filia
-|- 01:50 p.m. - Monday, December 24, 2001 -|-
xD And I thought I had a happy Xmas. But it was not the crappiest ones, anyways I STILL HATE IT XDDD! So I had to put up with fuckin' children o.Ó; I really dislike little brats and all that shit!! I really wanted to smack them away X-x; why the hell do they like me!!! E____e; I had to put up with my niece too and she is like 2 years old and then these stupid airheads that are not even my family! (Which dress as sluts... xD They just need to stand in the corner!) I was with the older people most of the time being my rejected self e.e; I don't like the others... Besides I hardly ever spoke a word. Then they made ME PRAY!!! XF WHAT THE FUCK! I was about to yell at them that I was a freakin' NonTheist E__E!!! But I just couldn't... because like my Godparents were there .____.; and they were all moronicly telling me: "Ask something to Jesus? What do you want to ask him for? Thank him?" e.é! I GIVE A DAMN... I don't think he can do shit anyways! xFFF
Well after all that torture it was worth waiting, finally my dad asked me what would I like for Xmas and I was gonna ask him for a car... then I taught about it e.e; HE HAD promised me a car anyways... so I opted for a credit card xDDD Isn't that better? I mean now I can buy lots of things every month and all :D That way I can buy like a video game every 2 months or something V_V; I tought he would get pissed but to my surprise he allowed me, and he found a way to send me the money every 2 weeks. At any rate, my mother had already given me FFX long ago and then she gave me a violet stoned ring xB Which doesn't really fit me e.e; but she will fix it... she better!
My sister gave me a NY shirt :D That is cool because I collect shirts of different places N______n; but I know my mother chose the gift for her... Well I gave my mom that 2002 Barbie it took me forever to find! xF I am not a freakin' BarbieDoll buyer so I dunno e.e;; I was all lost.
Me: "Ma'am... err... were is the... Barbie Doll e.e;?"
Chinese woman: "-.-! Barbie Doll? ::point:: There... ::point::"
Me: "Oh... but-"
CW: "-.ó! THERE! ::point::"
Me: ._.; ::scamper to hallway...:: err... aunt... what BarbieDoll? @.o; They are all the fuckin' same! Dressed in different ways!! X.x;; How many years of her life did the freakin' Barbie study all those careers?! Model and vet and lawyer and E_____e; head...ache..."
Aunt: "v.V; I'll chose the right one for you..."
It was a racket anyways e.e; I am really up to my temples of pressure x.e I despise... being pushed around like I was so today with my mother and family and shit. And then I am still to find that stupid Pentagram medallion or the inversed cross!!! xFF Damn stores!! Well anyways... I must leave. Bai!
-Filia
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 07:21 a.m. - Monday, December 24, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
So I changed my layout to... e.e;; hey it has bloodred color! Isn't that a Xmas color or something! ::point:: v.v; well doesn't matter hee. I get to dress all black tonight! XB for the Xmas partay, it will be boring but at least I will be different from everyone else. hah! N_n; I will also put on somoe dark purple lipstick or something hee so I can go all sorta gothfreak type of thing xD! I dun like going to places anyways e.e; I would mush rather stay online!
Well mah fish is better now :D and so I feel better myself. I was talking to Julie a little earlier but she had to go to dinner ;.; so I got to go too! So Bai!
-Filia
P.S. Oh yeah r.r; Merry Xmas Eve.... whatever... Happy... ... ... THAT!! E_e;
-|- 07:21 a.m. - Monday, December 24, 2001 -|-
So I changed my layout to... e.e;; hey it has bloodred color! Isn't that a Xmas color or something! ::point:: v.v; well doesn't matter hee. I get to dress all black tonight! XB for the Xmas partay, it will be boring but at least I will be different from everyone else. hah! N_n; I will also put on somoe dark purple lipstick or something hee so I can go all sorta gothfreak type of thing xD! I dun like going to places anyways e.e; I would mush rather stay online!
Well mah fish is better now :D and so I feel better myself. I was talking to Julie a little earlier but she had to go to dinner ;.; so I got to go too! So Bai!
-Filia
P.S. Oh yeah r.r; Merry Xmas Eve.... whatever... Happy... ... ... THAT!! E_e;
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 11:28 a.m. - Sunday, December 23, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Well mah fish is sorta sick e.e;; I guess Mexican water is not good for SameBito x.x; I hope he doesnt die here... Now that would really suck, but I am not about to go into nervious breakdown this time. I guess that after the first fish dies you don't care anymore r.r; especially when you are doing a great job at being feelingless (which reminds me :DD that I haven't cried in like more than a month, which is rare, but that means I am surviving nicely N_n; I am able to hold everything in without having to say it!) Guess that is why my blog is full of pointless blabbler e.e; No one want's to listen about it anyways ._.
Oh and I guess I should give an Xmas opinion... v.v; I don't hate it, but then again I don't like it either. E_E; I dun feel anything for... anything, I just use the things if they are useful V.v; so I use Xmas to get things even if I have to give some, but it is always on my favor for some reason. Although I do some nice things for certain persons ;D if you are nice I might be bring my more human side out to you... Well I really don't like being around with my family ._.; I just want to be alone. I know tomorrow is going to be one of the most boring days of the year for me... I am glad my mother had no time to buy a tree r.r; I wouldn't like it anyways.
My family... I think our diliking is mutual xD it is actually funny because me and my relatives both fake we like each other, but deep inside I don't feel shit for them. E_____e; they can all go to their church and pray for presents and wellbeing while I drown in the flames of HELL!! xFFF Wuahahaha!! Well... yeah... anyways... I told my grandama today about changing religion and she got all pissed xD I was sorta laughing but muffled because she could have killed me for that e.e;; But I think I will become a Buddist since they don't mind celebrating other holidays N___n; and they have some pretty beliefs. I cannot be Satanist because it is actually just considered a sort of lucky charm e.e; so I will just keep it as a cult =B and besides I don't really worship The Beast v.V; just a luck charm... E___e; I sorta think It is pretty astute and charming... damn, I hope this doesn't mean I will be left behind? XD!
-Filia
-|- 11:28 a.m. - Sunday, December 23, 2001 -|-
Well mah fish is sorta sick e.e;; I guess Mexican water is not good for SameBito x.x; I hope he doesnt die here... Now that would really suck, but I am not about to go into nervious breakdown this time. I guess that after the first fish dies you don't care anymore r.r; especially when you are doing a great job at being feelingless (which reminds me :DD that I haven't cried in like more than a month, which is rare, but that means I am surviving nicely N_n; I am able to hold everything in without having to say it!) Guess that is why my blog is full of pointless blabbler e.e; No one want's to listen about it anyways ._.
Oh and I guess I should give an Xmas opinion... v.v; I don't hate it, but then again I don't like it either. E_E; I dun feel anything for... anything, I just use the things if they are useful V.v; so I use Xmas to get things even if I have to give some, but it is always on my favor for some reason. Although I do some nice things for certain persons ;D if you are nice I might be bring my more human side out to you... Well I really don't like being around with my family ._.; I just want to be alone. I know tomorrow is going to be one of the most boring days of the year for me... I am glad my mother had no time to buy a tree r.r; I wouldn't like it anyways.
My family... I think our diliking is mutual xD it is actually funny because me and my relatives both fake we like each other, but deep inside I don't feel shit for them. E_____e; they can all go to their church and pray for presents and wellbeing while I drown in the flames of HELL!! xFFF Wuahahaha!! Well... yeah... anyways... I told my grandama today about changing religion and she got all pissed xD I was sorta laughing but muffled because she could have killed me for that e.e;; But I think I will become a Buddist since they don't mind celebrating other holidays N___n; and they have some pretty beliefs. I cannot be Satanist because it is actually just considered a sort of lucky charm e.e; so I will just keep it as a cult =B and besides I don't really worship The Beast v.V; just a luck charm... E___e; I sorta think It is pretty astute and charming... damn, I hope this doesn't mean I will be left behind? XD!
-Filia
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 12:27 a.m. - Sunday, December 23, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Alright, I took some of those matching tests and most of them came out pretty close or an excellent match ;D that is nice. hee. I slept a lot today e.e;; I just took a bath and I woke up pretty late, but then again it doesn't matter because I am gonna spent the day with my dad today and he wakes up really late. :D I might take him with me to the movies and we can both watch Monsters Inc. N_n; he likes those movies anyways... at least better than suspense or scary movies x.x;; last time he was all annoying when we went to see HauntedHill whatever.
Well :D I might be online later on at night so I can take more tests! Oh yeah N_n; I took some of my adoptions away since they will be on the archived blogs. SO I just left the ones Julie did for me and a few others... I guess I am gonna spread them around or something :D!!
I should have brought some paper and pencils to draw e.e; I am doing nothing really. YAY! I am gonna go back to McAllen the 25th and I am so glad ._.; I don't miss Monterrey anymore... I think it is all boring now, so I will not be going to Tamaulipas either xB I will stay in McAllen during all my winter break basically. I don't mind v.v; I hate going out for too much time anyways... I am very antisocial so I hate crowded places, I guess that is why I just go to stores when I have the money to buy things that way I won't take long e.e; Then I just go back home and be in my room.
I wish it was alread the 25th!! ;-;!! I really wanna go home and play mah FFX so I can finish it before winter break is over ._.; darn it...
-Filia
-|- 12:27 a.m. - Sunday, December 23, 2001 -|-
Alright, I took some of those matching tests and most of them came out pretty close or an excellent match ;D that is nice. hee. I slept a lot today e.e;; I just took a bath and I woke up pretty late, but then again it doesn't matter because I am gonna spent the day with my dad today and he wakes up really late. :D I might take him with me to the movies and we can both watch Monsters Inc. N_n; he likes those movies anyways... at least better than suspense or scary movies x.x;; last time he was all annoying when we went to see HauntedHill whatever.
Well :D I might be online later on at night so I can take more tests! Oh yeah N_n; I took some of my adoptions away since they will be on the archived blogs. SO I just left the ones Julie did for me and a few others... I guess I am gonna spread them around or something :D!!
I should have brought some paper and pencils to draw e.e; I am doing nothing really. YAY! I am gonna go back to McAllen the 25th and I am so glad ._.; I don't miss Monterrey anymore... I think it is all boring now, so I will not be going to Tamaulipas either xB I will stay in McAllen during all my winter break basically. I don't mind v.v; I hate going out for too much time anyways... I am very antisocial so I hate crowded places, I guess that is why I just go to stores when I have the money to buy things that way I won't take long e.e; Then I just go back home and be in my room.
I wish it was alread the 25th!! ;-;!! I really wanna go home and play mah FFX so I can finish it before winter break is over ._.; darn it...
-Filia
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 10:19 a.m. - Friday, December 21, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!!! I DID NOT BOUGHT BLOODY ROAR 3!!!! O.O! YOU KNOW WHY?! I GOT FFX instead!!! :DDDDDDDDD I am so freakin' happy so right after I finish watching black heaven I will play my PS2 all night long since I cannot take my PS2 to Mexico e.e;; You know? the strategy guide came free in the store I bought it at N_n; and I am glad it did because the new system is pretty confusing, sorta all the systems put together o.o;
Anyways I guess I will post something in the vampire rp and then the newly finished rp Jules finished the layout for :D The link will take ya there! N_n;
-Filia
-|- 10:19 a.m. - Friday, December 21, 2001 -|-
OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!!! I DID NOT BOUGHT BLOODY ROAR 3!!!! O.O! YOU KNOW WHY?! I GOT FFX instead!!! :DDDDDDDDD I am so freakin' happy so right after I finish watching black heaven I will play my PS2 all night long since I cannot take my PS2 to Mexico e.e;; You know? the strategy guide came free in the store I bought it at N_n; and I am glad it did because the new system is pretty confusing, sorta all the systems put together o.o;
Anyways I guess I will post something in the vampire rp and then the newly finished rp Jules finished the layout for :D The link will take ya there! N_n;
-Filia
It is Just the Fayth.
-|- 03:46 a.m. - Friday, December 21, 2001 -|-
+|+ I am Dead. +|+
Alright, so I did the sketched of the charas Julie and I will use in the RPG thing xDD I colored them in Photoshop without the magic wand and it is hard as hell to do e.e;; I thinks I could have done better with the magic wand, but Jules likes 'em and that is the important thing! N_n!! Maybe she will make some sprites of those characters and their pet things xDD I would show you the pics but... I am too lazy to upload now. Besides I don't have much time left.
Oh yeah :D My mom will let me choose any video game I want for Xmas and so I will buy Bloody Roar 3 today hee N_n; and my grandma also wants to give me something so I will pick the 3rd Black Heaven DVD! That way I will just be missing one! WHOO HOO! :DD I am leaving to Mexico tommorrow and I will stay there for Xmas so I don't think I will be able to rp unless my sister lets me use the computer which I don't think she will e.e;; I know she will use me to entretain her little brat......and the other little one too v.v; Well I guess I will post in the night something in the vampire rpg thing.
I must go now :D bai!
-Filia
-|- 03:46 a.m. - Friday, December 21, 2001 -|-
Alright, so I did the sketched of the charas Julie and I will use in the RPG thing xDD I colored them in Photoshop without the magic wand and it is hard as hell to do e.e;; I thinks I could have done better with the magic wand, but Jules likes 'em and that is the important thing! N_n!! Maybe she will make some sprites of those characters and their pet things xDD I would show you the pics but... I am too lazy to upload now. Besides I don't have much time left.
Oh yeah :D My mom will let me choose any video game I want for Xmas and so I will buy Bloody Roar 3 today hee N_n; and my grandma also wants to give me something so I will pick the 3rd Black Heaven DVD! That way I will just be missing one! WHOO HOO! :DD I am leaving to Mexico tommorrow and I will stay there for Xmas so I don't think I will be able to rp unless my sister lets me use the computer which I don't think she will e.e;; I know she will use me to entretain her little brat......and the other little one too v.v; Well I guess I will post in the night something in the vampire rpg thing.
I must go now :D bai!
-Filia