I feel chipper

Desiring a life on Monday, April 7, 2003 at 01:33 p.m.
What I meant : I despise you anger, and that is why you chose me!

Alright then! Actually, probably bad things happened during the weekend to me, but I really do not recall x_x and who cares when I feel HAPPY! xD!! Today has been great, expect for the fact that Ricky is kinda badly grounded o_o;; that really made me sad... I was sorta down and I am kinda still because it makes me mad how some of the biggest problems can get started with the most stupidest things! Grr... Damn the people who have no sense... stupid people. So anyways, let me try to make the world a little better by posting 2 of my arts here at the blog :D!

Athena & Byron Carmina

I like how Byron looks [He is so sexah and yummy =9]. And that picture itself came out pretty good actually... -happy & proud- Carmina looks very flexible so I am glad! I actually put movement in my art n__n!! CRAZY doodoo! So yeah... I posted this art at the page too, but I liked them enough to bring them here too. Hee! Well, I must draw some more and more than likely get online so maybe I can see Hchan there and see what's up.

I was able to make my PS2 work for about a few hours and it was good v_v it actually read Final Fantasy X! YAY! And basically the only thing I am doing there is playing blitzball and capturing monsters. I was gonna start a new file, but I resigned when I thought about all the annoying stuff I would have to go through again. Bleh... that damn squid thing and sphere grid tutorial e_e! So I ended playing blitzball... my team is in Lv10!! Whoo! And I hired Wakka xD! He is in a low level tho since hardly anyone passes the ball to him... it is odd. I keep learning nifty techs and I enjoy playing that minigame... quite a waste of healthy time :D;; I also kept playing Okage and that game just gets more and more dementedly stupid xD! It has weird everything. I wanted to make a layout out of that game, but... I have not found any character art or anything like that v_v

Oh! I saw the 'Dreamcatcher' movie and it reeked! xFF It makes me so mad because I bought the book and I was all excited about it since I thought it had to do with dreams and dreamcatchers and it sucked! GRAGH!! It was about stupid aliens! And ugly ones at that... how stupid is that e_e;; I hated the whole plot too... reminded me of a crossover of Outbreak and Aliens. Is like the work of a SANE Stephen King, it was just not his style at all... Aliens are just not his thing. So I recommend you don't go watch that movie. I should have stayed with 'The Core' option.

And... that is all!
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I feel creative

Desiring a life on Friday, April 4, 2003 at 12:09 p.m.
What I meant : Home is so close, yet it does not seem like that

Alright! I have finally scanned some more art. So PLEASE ;___; go visit The Gaia. Mother Gaia needs our visits xD! So yeah... it is actually just some pictures in the gallery, but I will put some story info in a few days. I got it all under control I believe.

So that was that. I have been okay today n__n! I am rather happy actually. So hopefully it will stay like this. I can do my schedule for school on Monday and I sure hope there is space of PE classes e__e damn, juniors and seniors take them all! And, yeah, I wanna get a job soon since I really want money v__v I do not need it, but I am one greedy person and I want it! -lick- green money is very very good. I finally got my Vincent Valentine statue, yahoo! Pretty vampire boy got to come to my house yesterday thanks to my brother since he was the one who lent me the money 9_9;; And I bought the Demon: The Fallen for the white wolf rpg, and those suckers are VERY strong xDD!! In fact they are legal moders... they cannot die... period. And talking about demons, here is Luna's sketch... it is sloppy since I was not sure what she wanted, but this is a start :D?



Just sketchy o_o;; and besides I drew him with this sephirothish hair and look... so I dunno if the expression of his self can stay. You tell me Luna :D I will draw a new design for short hair since you wanted it that way n__n or the ponytail.


What Anime Type Are You?

xDD I am a mascot?? Well, I guess there is a cuddly being within me.


Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

-just...dies- +_____+ NOOO! I detest him... He MUST die...


Who's Your Anime Girlfriend?

That is great :D At least I know I would surely be able to stand her! She is so sweet and noble n__n!!!
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I feel shocked

Desiring a life on Wednesday, April 2, 2003 at 04:53 p.m.
What I meant : Under the shade I will make my kill

This day had been great until I found out about my last Bio test grade... it was horrible! I am for sure going to fail that class and what am I supposed to do! I actually tried this time and that teacher just does not cut it. I hate it. My mother wants to kick me out if I fail... as if it was the end of the world... that really gets on my nerves. You see, she wants to go back to Mexico if I fail, but I already have my mind set up to stay here! Even if it means to be a basement bum in someone else's house v__v I had a good plan in case academic probation kicks in and I am not able to go to school. I could work at Wal-Mart! :D! I was planning on maybe work during the night-morning shifts... like from 10pm to 6am and then I would sleep from 7am to 2pm and those left over hours are more than enough time to do stuff. Simple! Not many people are available to work at those times... it might take the whole first week to get used to it, but that is okay. Sacrifices must be done sometimes.

So enough of bad things. I shall mention the White Wolf rp! Rick and me did a post already... nothing really that important, more like an intro :D! I found this WW icons we can use. And gals, Lina, Luna, and Kiko you can go an write down your stats in those spaces at the bloggie n__n! Hopefully you can decide soon... but I know Kiko is a vampire, so yeah. Whenever you guys decide what to be I shall send you what 'magic' you guys have. Andy, you are a Corax, and I allow any level gifts to be used, just... no killing players e_e! You have the book so you know your 'magic' Gifts.

And, I have done nothing else... except I did watch Kangaroo Jack and that movie was a lot better than what I expected! XD!! It was crazy funny!!! xDDDD Those two actors together were an actual pretty good blast. So, I also recorded Home Alone 2 and Death to Smoochy since my mother's TV is one of those that have the VCR integrated. :D! I have been watching more Lizzie Maguire and I try to record that too n__n! I like that show since it is all cute and I think she is very pretty with her nifty and spiffy hair styles. My bro told me that if I went to watch the movie Holes with him, he would go see Lizzie Maguire Movie with me. So a deal was made.

After all this ranting I think I am to go and scan some stuff now. I really want to go home, but my mother was being a real beyatch! xF So I will stay here until 7pm!!!!
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I feel intimidated

Desiring a life on Monday, March 31, 2003 at 08:34 a.m.
What I meant : I see your bleeding eyes and I do nothing, but to make them bleed more.

Well, there :D I uploaded pics and my blog is fixed. Nothing more. The weekend was kinda dull... I felt a little empty actually since I was hoping to spend more time with Rick, but I guess shit happens... like every beeping weekend... But I am not mad, just a little sad and dissapointed on the world and life itself v__v it is like promises that cannot be kept. But things could always be worst. Yeah, I have a test today and that is bad! I like have not studied much knowing I am failing that class. I know more about this subject though so I am hoping I will pass. I am afraid of my bio class e___e;; I hate it.

My friend Sam said I could borrow his PS2 and then I can lend him Devil May Cry :D! I would be very surprised if he is able to beat it without codes O__o;; that game is HARD period. Devil May Cry 2 is a joke in comparation to the first one. But anyways! He can borrow it if I can borrow his console for some time n___N!!

I finally have enough money to pay for the Vincent Valentine statue! My bro lent me a bit so I shall pay him back as soon as possible and hopefully I will have money to pay for the figures when I reply to her letter this time. Err... what else? Well, I drew some new art and maybe I can scan it later today so you guys might wanna check out the page today later on or maybe tomorrow n__n!
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I feel cynical

Desiring a life on Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 05:49 p.m.
What I meant : Everything is better with a little gore and gut spilling while running over mom

It has been a great day! Well... at least after I last saw my mother... She is not the type of person that is very tactable with feelings x_x she does not believe in them! It is all about looks with her, and that is not the thing with me! xP I think the inner beauty is the best thing! YEAH! Anyways, I was about to rant about the morning incident, but I figure is pointless since I have probably said this before since my mother always yells about the same bullshit :D! yay.

So what else is there to say? I got online for an hour and talk to old and good friends :D!! Maybe I can get online tomorrow too and maybe even get to talk to other people. Luna said she would like to be in the White Wolf rpg and so that is good, the more the merrier :D! Maybe some of you others want to also? There is a lot of variety, but be careful what you chose it can be dangerous. So hopefully I can get that done soon and get everyone to 'create' their character. I need for all of the online people to sorta choose what chara they want o_o;;; that way I can choose mine correlated to yours and be like a mentor more less so you can catch the concept of it. Really... I do not think this is gonna be as complex as it seems. Try not to make things harder than what they are.

Soon I will go home and maybe just waste my time... I really need to finish reading 'The Vampire Armand' since I bought 'The Dreamcatcher' by Stephen King :D! I really do not think Armand is interesting e___E;;; The book is slow and it is getting on my nerves... I was not gonna be harsh on it, but I could not stand it anymore. I mean basically the only reason I am reading it now is because I have this stupid peeve about finishing everything I start so... that is the reason and the will.

Well is time for Katya to watch the last of the FFXI video and all. It is good :D! There is this pretty dragon and funny looking chao things xDDD! The chocobos look weird too. But I am sorta looking more forward for this one rather than FFX-2. I think I am expecting more of the online game itself because at least it is a final fantasy all in all e__e Hopefully...
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I feel blank

Desiring a life on Tuesday, March 25, 2003 at 11:57 a.m.
What I meant : Strength to fight, and to stand up...

Today I have nothing to say... So I guess I will have some test taking to do (But I did add some pics in The Gaia pagie):

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You Are: Ari

StanMan's Okage Quiz!!
brought to you by Quizilla

That is just... odd... x___x Since all the time you get to speak for him then of course he would be like me xD! His options are precious though! I like punky!! -hug Ari-


What Inuyasha Villain Are You?

Great! xDD!! Seesho Maru is the coolest looking and yeah, perhaps I am never a betweener, but rather either very happy or totally raged! v_v;;


What Anime Art Style Are You?

:D! That is fantastic. I do think I draw somethings that are odd and out of this world o__O;; So yeah.


What Magical Girl Are You?

Sadly it is right in the spot x__x;; But yeah... I guess I can be a bit of a loner some times.


What Anime Vampire Are You?

Wow... I sure like him xD! Anyways, the thing it says is slightly odd, but ok I guess... I could be somewhat over-protective as a matter of fact.


What Forest Creature Are You?

Pretty! :D!!! I love this movie and I love Moro too! She is the best! Although who knows how realistic I am? x_x


What Anime Stereotype Are You?

I am EVIL!!! XB NUAH HA HA! Yay...


You are Trish!

Which Devil May Cry character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Oh YEAH! XDD!! I get to be the Sexiest outta them all... whoo hoo! SO I have the attitude of a traitor... but I have nice feelings! Really!

You people have to read what the name meaning of Lulu's personality is! xD Kinda funny since she is pretty much the complete opposite of what it says... Well at least in the most part... it does a very few notes on the gloomy inside, but for the most part it says things like "sociable" and "happy" and... Lulu is nothing like that!!

And umm... I got to see a very good quality Final Fantasy X-2 clip and I saw Bahamut! :D!!! He is like a boss battle I think since there is no more summons... but other things... Anyways, I... hate... Paine e__e;; she is a Lulu wannabe, bleh. And I hate the game too becaue it is just a moneymaker! There is no such thing like a FINAL fantasy sequel and I am gonna have to buy it and play it since it is technically part of the sage. Grr, well, maybe it will make up for the horrid ending FFX itself had and the pretty hollow plot x_x;; So I guess they are just trying to make up for mistakes. Anyways, changing subjects, I found this awesome dreamcatcher and I want it! :D!! I will buy it sometime way LATER on, but is it not the prettiest! I want a new one since the one I already have is pretty small n__n;;; and I LOVE dreamcatchers anyways.
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I feel accomplished

Desiring a life on Friday, March 21, 2003 at 02:17 p.m.
What I meant : Hear the sound of my voice and try not to shiver

Hello everyone! I must start this post by thanking Adam for giving that great graphite pencil! It is great and very, very useful n_n;; It is somewhat heavy for being a pencil and it feels like metallic cold. Hee. Anyways, I am happy for today with that pretty out-of-the-blue gift xD! It was used, but hardly... I accepted since graphite pencils are so smooth!

Now, as for my page of The Gaia. Please go there and take a look... I added a few new stuff... including PAGE #2! xD!! Yaaaaay! After how many weeks? But well... I should put an schedule as for when I should put up a page and that way I will keep it going, but I am sorta busy with so many things... You know how much I have to draw a week for either one reason or another? Like about 100 drawings maybe... O___o;; I just realized that. Counting the letter art, my random sketches, creation of charas, and all this other stuff that would fill my post. Bleh. I need to write an email to Konami soon... wonder if their are any job applications like there was in Squaresoft v__v;; but I hope is not boring ones... or at least something I am good at. If I find a nice job maybe I can move out unto the area and be a... character designer!! :DDDD!!! -dreams-

My art teacher wants us to make a sculpture of anything and any size. I was thinking of maybe making one of my characters... but without so much detail so it does not look all ugly E___e;;; Maybe I should just do a monster... I can do that with some modeling clay and colors. Animals are easy to draw for me. Oh! That reminds me... I... RESERVED the Vincent Valentine statue at Myth Adventures! N_____n;; And that is good. Now I just need to pay it off. I left 12 downpayment dllrs. and so I just need to pay about 9 more payments of 10 dllrs in the next 3 months. Not so bad. And he looks so cool! It is cold cast too :D! And what else? Well, my friend knows someone who can also may some cold cast (or die cast?) statues, so I will make a 3d model picture of Athena so hopefully he can get it done :D!! And that guy is not so expensive n___n;;; I really want an Athena statue... even if it is small.

Enough of statues and models. Now, about school... I skipped all classes today! x__n;; Not to worry, nothing important was today. Eeerrr... I got this letter saying I need to prove I am a U.S. resident since this permit thing expired... E__e I am a resident, I have the credential and all, but just since when do you have to be a citizen to study?? It is just odd. Maybe it has to do with Financial Aid v_v;; I can understand that one. I guess I will stop here since it seems that the entry will be long... talk some more on Monday!

-edit-

And guys! (Ricky, Andy, and Nathan) I wanna do another online RP n___n;; but I canceled the FFX idea. So how about a White Wolf rp. With our own made up new charas?? And we can be anything from mages to werecreatures! As long as we have the book. And more than likely in a Dark Ages setup so it is all medieval and stuff :D!!! Kiko! You wanted to know more less what White-Wolf rp's are like. I can make you a character sheet and send it to you explaining what is what if you wanna play n__n;; This are the things you can be:

+ Werecreature (wolf, feline, shark, snake, lizard, coyote, raven, fox, spider, rat, bear)
+ Vampire
+ Mage (But I dun have book so I dunno much)
+ Demon (same situation)
+ Hunter (yeah... also no book)

And I think that is most of it o_o;;; So yeah... just let me know and what not. I will figure something out for those things I do not have the book for. And... we will surely not roll dices in the rp since I do not have a program to roll... dices! Anyways, as long as if is descriptive and not moder is fine. Be careful in choice guys... remember the chain: Most werecreatures hate vampires. Hunters hunt all supernatural and work for the Wyrm (bad stuff). Mages are human with power and are neutral. Demons pretty much just do evil things to anybody...
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I feel thoughtful

Desiring a life on Wednesday, March 19, 2003 at 04:47 p.m.
What I meant : I feel some anxiety coming to me

Herrow people! I have been having a rather sloppy day today, but it is all good. I cannot wait to get home v___v;;; Anyways, I have a whole new wishlist in hand... or rather things I wanna buy so let me note to myself in order to keep it as a reminder:

+ Buy Lina's FFVII figures.
+ Clamp North and South side artbooks
+ Metal Gear Solid 2 Artbook.
+ Zone of the Enders: Anubis Artobook
+ Dante and Trish figurines -happy-
+ X/Four DVD

Not too much this time since I have to buy a little less v__v;; I wanted that Cold Cast Cloud statue, but it is around 75 dllrs in Ebay and that is too much still. I saw this pretty aution for the Aeris figure with the Holy materia and it was a pretty big silver like marble O___o;; they also have one for Bahamut ZERO and that one was sorta onyx just like the Black materia one. Anyways, I have a little money I can spend so I guess I will divide the money in three parts for my most important buys: A part for Lina, and a part for the reservation of Dante and Trish figures. Then I will get money for other things... v__v;;; cannot buy artbooks at this moment since I just ordered a bunch and that shipping was fast... not even time to change my mind. I like 'em tho.

My average for my Bio lab is a B and that is great! Makes up for the bad average that i have in the Bio lecture x__x;;; I really hope I do not fail. If not I am gonna get suspended! I need to get a job sometime soon because I want money E______e I need to buy more pointless things that are pretty! Well, let me see, I wanted to scan this few sketches I did for the Gaia, but the scanner is taken. I drew this pretty Mako as a little kid and he looks so much like a cute lil' girl n____n;;; I wanted to give that emphasis on it tho. After all I crave Yaoi... That reminds me that I also wanna buy some doujinshi manga of Final Fantasy VII and this other yaoi doujinshi that has this precious Cloud and Sephy pics. Hee. I am... odd...

Obviously I just talked all this unimportant stuff. Man, and you know what? I have noticed how some of my friends that I know IRL really ignore me most of the time... I have to sorta fight for attention. I mean, I have noticed that when I say something to this certain person it just seems like it was not funny or it was stupid... So maybe I am just not an interesting person, but it does sorta hurt when I say something and I recieve no feedback. Makes me kinda sad too when I try to show someone something I believe is interesting and they just... ignore me. V____v;; as a matter of fact, I am putting up a test for some people. I can assure that if I do not call them so we can get together, they would forget about me and never call me over. Maybe it is just me. I have noticed how nobody ever calls me or even cares if I go to their house anymore... grr... this is making me sad. I will stop now.
So this was a nice entry n___x;;; I want it to be 6 o'clock already!
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I feel nostalgic

Desiring a life on Tuesday, March 18, 2003 at 08:19 p.m.
What I meant : Never has it been a most rushing time

The truth is that I am just posting because I archived and because I am putting up the layout Lina-oneesan did for me n___N! Is it not so freakin pretty? AND IT IS PURPLE!!! Eat that! Hah! That is so cool... ... ... -scampers away-
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[ Layout Display ]

Awesome display, right?! Yeah, it is this good since my very good friend, Lina-oneesan, did this for me. It features Lulu and Yuna from Final Fantasy X who were creations of Mr. Tetsuya Nomura... I am actually not a close fan of his since it is all about AMANO! xD! But he still created interesting characters in his more realistic way. Anyways, thank you very much Lina for this great purply layout you were so kind to offer to me :D!! 1024x768 Display.


[ Owner Stats ]

Name: Katya
Title: The Empress
Age: 18
DoB: June 28, 1984
Bloodtype: AB
AlterEgo: CinnamonApple
ChineseZodiac: YangWoodenRat
Zodiac: Cancer
Faith: Unknown
SoulMate: Ricky-koibito
EMail: OccasusVita@aol.com
AOL: Katgirl Katya
Site: The Gaia
FanFics: Kinky Kitty
Fetish: Dragons-AlbinoThings
Collection: Cliques-Adoptions-Tests
Occupation: Student
Lists: Propertylist
Things: LinkButton - Archived-Opinions
NeoPets: KatgirlKatya- NeoCircle


[ Deep Inside ]

Date. March 25, 2003
Emotion. Alright
Book. The Vampire Armand -Anne Rice
Anime. 'Mononoke-hime' -
Game. 'Okage: Shadow King' - Konami
Love. Ricky-sama!
Hate. Night class
Quote. "That is the purpose for those who have no life" - ADA, Zone of the Enders


[ The Whole Picture ]

Lulu Stuff:
Adopt 8-bit Lulu!

Black Mage Reviews in:
+ Final Fantasy X [ Denied ]

Ultima Junkies:
+ Name Meaning [ Access ]


[ The Others ]

[Ananasi] + Andy
[Bastet] + Kiko
[Corax] + Meru
[Garou] + Ricky
[Gurahl] + Tiffany
[Kitsune] + Lina
[Nagah] + Luna
[Nezumi] + Julie
[Nuwisha] + Rosy
[Rokea] + Ambzy
[Tengu] + Hchan


[ The Make Believe ]

Arcana Chronicle
Batalha Nova


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