Oh, I am so happy today because I actually studied for my Biology test and I think I did pretty good. I sure hope I get a good grade or at least pass with a high C because I need it ;__;!! Gawd. As far as classes go that is the one that is a pain in MY ass. I was not able to get my RAC# today because Dr. Aldrige was not at his office when he is supposed to be. That bastard... I need to get my schedule done!
Anyways. NATHAN CAME BACK FROM... wherever... :DDDDDDDD!!! I really missed him actually because he is like the only friend I have left and easy to reach since he lives a street away from my house xD!! Welcome Back Nathan! Me and Ricky shall go and raid your house today as a welcoming action. We can start roleplaying again too! Today I am also going to watch
at Panam for free =3 Ricky insisted that I should watch that movie because he loves it. Watching it won't hurt so I might as well do so.
I scanned the sketches of the arts I am going to color sometime soon, hopefully.
The first art is Balmung from .hack//everything... and that one is for Luna :D!! I just need to add some color. Balmung is a real ass in the game e__e; but I figured that is why they gave him the coolest character design, so no one would really hate him. The wings I did are more my style because they look all flat and lifeless in the real design. The second art is Remus & Romulus. I should color this one too, but just looking at it makes me tired x__X;; They are twins [duh] and um... Remus has a nifty sword.
from Chris =S tho I have not paid him. He allowed me to pay him later on, hee. I am happy because I could never find any inverted crosses anywere x_x!!!! No I have one. On to buy the dreamcatcher next. I sorta wanted the inverted cross [it is all pretty and has the Angel of Light symbol n_n!] pendant since I have started my own kind of belief and everything... it has to do with Sammael and what not, but I still just take it as a myth rather than reality. It is nice to have something to believe in tho. That is important.
Ahoy! I am at the computer labs from school once again and I added 1 art in here :D! Yay. It is
Seth & Donovan. They looks so spiffy for just being a sketchy idea, but either way.
Today I will go get my RAC # because I was supposed to get it like a week ago E__e;; I really need to get my schedule done. Next semester I need to take political science 1, english literature, american history 2, and P.E. I doubt I am going to find any PE classes though so I guess I will just take a random non-important class like graphic design or some computer science class. I am so happy I am almost done with all my basics!! n__n;; And from there I have no idea what I will do because I never really wanted to come to college so... um... Psychology I like, but it is not my main goal in life.
I bought some nifty stuff lately. I got the
ZOE Vol.3 DVD, but I still need to watch it. I did watch Moulin Rouge however and I am in love with that movie ;__; I cry so fraggin' much when I watch it because the ending is good, but sad. I think both Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman did such a good job in that movie and they both sing ever so pretty!! What else? Ah yes, Final Fantasy Unlimited was kinda... dissapointing once I saw all of it. They live you hanging because I know there is another like 3 seasons or something e__E;; makes me mad.
I think I have a Philosophy quiz today... that is terrible. I totally forgot and did not study! But no matter, I like that class =9 I love listening to other ideals about existance and that stuff. It is like quantum pyshics! Interesting and garbled stuff.
-later-
I made
these Final Fantasy XI characters [Faust Redfern, Entei, and Tao Michi]! Now all I need is to buy the modem for the Ps2 and get a job so I can start paying PlayOnline v__v;; That game looks queezy, but fun at the same time. To bad it is not playable without being online... it is not fair.
Ricky came by today n_n;; and he gets to have a car for the meantime. That is always nice! I felt like seeing him today and so it was real nice of him to come today to school because he never shows up on thursdays. I think I am going to head off to the anime club now so I can play some Magic with the people over there. It is raining outside. POURING!! xD But these are the kind of days I love. Gloomy and romantic... yeah...
I sketched Balmung from .Hack//everything e__e yesterday and I to my suprise I have discovered that my art style is very similar to Gainax's... not the same, but similar. Either way, I will probably color that for Luna today and scan it tomorrow. I also have to work on this Blood Curse group art I promised for Ricky x__o;; he chose a challenge for me. Clever boy. But it will keep me busy for the weekend while I think of a way to cram all those characters into a little piece of paper... maybe I will just do a posterboard art instead.
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003 @
07:30 a.m. ]
I am a Luciferian not a Satanist...
I have added 2 new arts in that side section over there! Yay. And that is what I have been doing... randomly drawing many things except what I must! x_x;; I also bougth the first 2 volumes of the
Escaflowne manga and that was odd =/ I got used to how different the characters look in the manga, but the whole plot is so twisted I just can concentrate when reading it. The mechs look so ugly in the manga too -escaflownehug-
And I finally got
Moulin Rouge!! That made my day special, because everytime I was going to buy that movie something would stand in the way x_X!! Not now! Muahaha. I really like that movie, though I never seen the whole thing... I also like Ewan McGregor... xD! Either way. I am a real happy camper now that I got that movie; it is time to go hunting for Shallow Hal next!
Those were my highlights of the day. I don't have a life. I shall draw .Hack fanart... but as a gift art for Luna because is more fun to draw fanart as gift art :D!! I shall draw something with Balmung since he has wingies in his arms and back.
I got an
A on my anti-smoking speech because I gave all this grotesque information and nasty shocking bullshit 9_9;; It was fun... I would have added gore if smoking caused anything like it xD! I am very proud of that A because I manage to get it without the help of visual aid. Mental images can be so strong and shocking. It was fun. I am going to miss speech class.
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Saturday, November 8, 2003 @
01:26 p.m. ]
You make my day worthwhile
Alright! I went to the movies yesterday wanting to watch
Kill Bill, but it is already out of the movie theaters ;_; That sucked. So Me and Ricky ended up watching The
Matrix: Revolutions insted. That was quite a funky xD;; to be sincere, I was laughing more than actually paying attention to the supposedly important and unecessary scenes. =3 Smith was great tho, I think he has become my favorite character of the Matrix saga. I have never been a real Matrix fan, and this movie was real odd... very dragonball-zilish... ... ... I am not lying. Just admit it. It was kinda like:
The adventures of Neo and company :D. That is what struck me as. But I did not piss me off because the sequels of the Matrix where never really planned to start with so that makes up for the funky stuffins.
Either way, I drew this Saiyo and Maverich art for Lina and I am very happy you liked it n__n!! I enjoyed doing art that is requested of me. It makes my day. Even if I am not inspired, that makes me inspired. That art I have not uploaded here because the library computers are very gay, so I will do it on Monday.
I started playing .Hack//Mutation again. Lately I have been playing less and less video games, but I do not want to abandon them e_e;; So I am almost done with that game. Um. I predict I will be at level 58-60 when I finish this game because of all the horrid sidequests and annoying secret stuff... that is the only thing I do not enjoy about that game. The sidequests and minigames are not much fun as in any other rpg. The characters make up for it n__n now I want to draw some more .hack fanart. Oh! And I payed a 70% of my reservation for Final Fantasy X-2, which kinda left me broke x_x;;;
I need to get myself driving, but I just evade it everytime someone offers me to go drive. I think I am scared of it... I get real nervous when I am behind the steering wheel. Maybe I can get myself to start doing something about it next week. I need to have will for it tho. But that is so I can move out somewhere near the university n_n;; not because I have problems at my house anymore, but just to experiment... and be free e_e;; There is a walmart nearby Panam, so I could always work there.
I have written more on Blood Curse on the second chapter, but maybe I will just announce again when I finish the first part of it.
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Wednesday, November 5, 2003 @
07:10 a.m. ]
So much to do, so little time!
Blah. I have been a little feeling a bit odd lately, but I think I am doing fine now. Um. I think I will work on my english paper all day today in order to be able to finish it for Friday. I started to get a little worried about it, but I am already halfway done so it is just in my mind. I would have finished it yesterday, but I got the demo for Final Fantasy X-2 e_e and... I could not resist.
So I played the short demo and the game is so confusing... I did not like the fact that the voices are not the same of the first game and that is a peeve of mine. The battle system is in active mode and that is just horrible because there are so many things that are happening at the same time and I had no idea what was going on. O__o;; Instead of switching characters during battle, you switch jobs if needed... that is just sorta stupid. And there is this one job:
Mascot which makes Paine dress like a Tonberry, Yuna as a Mog, and Rikku as a Cait Sith xD;; kinda... disturbing. So the game is like... on crack and the translation is real bad.
And that was my day... xD!
But in past notes, I wonder when the gallery show is going to be? Dulce said I can have the prints of my own art after it is over so I think I am going to sell them e__E;; I mean... I rather get money from them since I already have the original copy. Since I wanna start selling my Blood Curse art I need to copyright and it is actually not that expensive as I thought. But the form to fill in is so confusing @__x;
I also need to get some job and perhaps even do some small business by selling cards at school. I am sure people at the anime club would buy the stuff n_n!! Hee. So there is another way to make money.
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Monday, November 3, 2003 @
10:00 a.m. ]
What if I am a failure?
Gawd! I have a research paper due this week and I have done almost nothing! And of course now is the time to be nervious e_e; but that is okay. I believe that if I spend 2 full days working on this project I can finish it in time and even have some time to check it at the writting center. Man, I hate school... I think I am just coming to college to please my mother. I need to get a job somewhere soon because I think I am going to end up in academic probation again next semester.
So. I got more horrid news, Kohaku is gone. My poor kitty girl just went poof on friday ;_; and I miss her. I think someone kidnapped her and now she can't come back. -griefhowl- I really want Kohaku back so I hope that I can find her, I refuse to give up on her.
I gave out candy on Friday and what not. It was alright, but for some reason Halloween spirit was not felt much. I think I am getting senile and old e_e;;
Now, I drew
this for Hchan. It is Vix, but I am not so sure it looks that good ;__; because my style is so much different. I could not help myself in drawing the wings... I sorta have to draw wings every now and then.
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Friday, October 31, 2003 @
06:30 a.m. ]
Treat me or Die.
Today will be a good day just because is:
Halloween!!
And I sure hope everyone is going to have a good time doing whatever. I am going to give candy out this year n__n;; last time we were supposed to do that but me and my friends ended up playing I've Never and ignored the kids outside. Hee. I dressed up today as... nothing really, I kinda ended up looking like my character and alterego Cinammon Apple! Kinda. Maybe I can get someone to take a picture for me since I have no camera today.
I wanted to sorta throw my dogs at people xD! I think that would be so funny to watch. Scooby is so fuckin' scary and I am sure people would just bail from him. I was going to bring my kitty today to school, but I do not trust several people to care for her while I go to class e_e; So I opted not to bring Kohaku today.
Anyways, I did this for today's occasion!
It is my psychotic other self, Entei, and Enoch xD! They are dressed as Devil May Cry characters. Entei as Trish and Enoch as a random enemy known as a Deathscythe. Figure it would fit 9_9;; Entei is hold both Luce and Ombra, Sparda's guns because for some reason Trish uses those guns instead of Ivory and Ebony.
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Wednesday, October 29, 2003 @
02:53 p.m. ]
If I had any wish, then this world would not be here.
Yeah, well today was not a very good day, but there is nothing really to bitch about. I had a mid-term for speech class today and had completely forgotten so I am not sure I am going to pass it. I am not to worried because I have done good in my 2 speeches and that counts a lot. I have to start writting for english class because I have this 8-page research paper due sometime next week. I am going to 'debate' about cloning in the essay, tho I really do not have a side on it e_e;; I really could care less if they cloned me... it is not like is an exact copy of me either way and is just another normal born human so I do not see the big fuss. Cloning has a whole bunch of good view-points so I guess I will go for it.
I am
a little very dissapointed lately about myself because I have been thinking that I give too much of myself sometimes and I do not recieve the same affection back. Drives me mad. I have been somewhat silent inside lately and with little spirit because of that... I have decided to just give as much love of me as I recieve from the different people and that way I won't feel like... shit :D
And on other news, I have updated my
Blood Curse site and I will add more stuff sometime soon. I should be able to finish
Chapter1 today sometime e_e;; [again] since pitas was an asshole and eraesed my stuff... at least this time I was inspired to write and so the 2nd version came out a lot better. I will perhaps start to draw a manga version of the story, but I always lag with things like those since sometimes artistic talent does not grow on me. I am probably going to start selling some prints of my art and perhaps I can even afford to pay $30 for a booth at Akon15. That would be great. Either way, prints are not expensive so I will call several places up and also the copyrights of US x__x;; gawd... that is so much work... I am so fuckin' lazy.
I watched some random movies, like
Small Soldiers which was fun to watch again E__e;; and come to realize that that girl that plays MaryJane came out in that movie and Jumanji... it was sorta disturbing. I also added some BUNCH of new arts.
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Sunday, October 26, 2003 @
02:02 p.m. ]
I hate... thee...
So I finally decided to just move on about the whole pitas problem and fix the layout. Er... Now I need to
rewrite half of the last part of Blood Curse since pitas was horrible and deleted it E__e;; in this times I wish someone had at least just randomly copied mah story and kept it just out of boredom. That way I could just paste it back... Bleh.
Yesterday I went with Ricky and my brother to watch
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre and though it was not traumatizing, it was rather grotesque and freakish. It is actually sorta scary to think that the incident happened in between El Paso and Dallas -hide- and the guy is still not caught o__o;; If you guys like horror movies, that one is a good movie to watch. It has its flaws, but it does cause panic attacks... or something like that. I am surprised my brother was able to sleep at night since he has this paranoia about murderers watching him all the time xD!
I have a speech due and what not. So let me work on that now.
