[ Wednesday, May 21, 2003 -X- 05:32 p.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Crude. The world is very fucked already.
Kanbanha! I am at the library right now and I have really nothing to do. I just came to check my AOL mail, but this stupid computer won't allow me to access it! xF So I guess I will check it some other time. I have drawn and colored some nifty things, but I need to go to Panam to scan them so I will do that whenever I am sure the computer labs are open. Yesterday I paid for the Akon13 trip and I will be able to go! It will be so much fun and I like how the room is setup now n__n!
I do not think I will buy much stuff there since I wanna save money for the Ps2 and some artbooks since I know that more than likely no one will get me those things for my bday. Hardly anybody around me orders things online so it is okay :D Err. I went to Nikki Rowe (the high school I used to attend) today and it was fun! I passed by several classrooms to say hi, but I mainly just stayed with Mr. Kowalski, he is so cool... he is like... my dad? We were joking around with that and I also found Laya! She says that maybe sometime she can hang around with my friends and me since she is into all that videogaming and roleplaying stuff.
I might go to the movies today after I am done here. And my dad is coming over this weekend to visit me! Finally he decides to show up e_e;; but I am happy for that because I really miss him. I really wanna talk to him and hang around for a while not to mention going shopping! xD! But I feel like hugging him and seeing how he is doing, he sounds a lot better lately... guess it is his 'new' life. He told me about his girlfriend and the little boy she has, and even though I told him I was fine with it and that I did not mind... I do. Deep inside I do feel sad and it just makes me feel like everytime he just drifts more away from me ever since he is all entratained by the little boy. I dunno. I just feel a little inside out by all this and to all this 'talks' with my mother.
I have nothing more to say, so take care.
I do not think I will buy much stuff there since I wanna save money for the Ps2 and some artbooks since I know that more than likely no one will get me those things for my bday. Hardly anybody around me orders things online so it is okay :D Err. I went to Nikki Rowe (the high school I used to attend) today and it was fun! I passed by several classrooms to say hi, but I mainly just stayed with Mr. Kowalski, he is so cool... he is like... my dad? We were joking around with that and I also found Laya! She says that maybe sometime she can hang around with my friends and me since she is into all that videogaming and roleplaying stuff.
I might go to the movies today after I am done here. And my dad is coming over this weekend to visit me! Finally he decides to show up e_e;; but I am happy for that because I really miss him. I really wanna talk to him and hang around for a while not to mention going shopping! xD! But I feel like hugging him and seeing how he is doing, he sounds a lot better lately... guess it is his 'new' life. He told me about his girlfriend and the little boy she has, and even though I told him I was fine with it and that I did not mind... I do. Deep inside I do feel sad and it just makes me feel like everytime he just drifts more away from me ever since he is all entratained by the little boy. I dunno. I just feel a little inside out by all this and to all this 'talks' with my mother.
I have nothing more to say, so take care.
[ Sunday, May 18, 2003 -X- 03:21 p.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Just fuck the world and forget about it the next day.
Herrow everyone n__n!! I have some good news that I must blog about. My mother allowed me to go to Akon13! That makes me happy since I think I can still pay up and travel with the gang. She told me that I needed to grow up anyways so that is good e__e yet she does not want me to buy a PS2... but I will still sneak on that and buy it without her concent. I will find some info in some places to live since I really wanna move out, not so much for my mother, but just because I want to be myself for once. Btw, another good news is that my mother actually suggested me if I would like to go over to California and spend time with Kiko :D!! I would love to, but I am not sure of how busy Kiko is, maybe we can figure out something and my dad can let me go over for some time n__n!! It will be fun I know that for sure.
I watched X2 and the Matrix Reloaded. I ADORE the X-men movie. I was great and awesome, and Mystique will forever be my favorite character there! She rocks and she has that sexy model walk and that nifty way of shifting her body. Kurt Wagner was so cute n__n!! He would always be the outcast of the group, poor NightCrawler. I wonder if Mystique will be Nightcrawler's stepmother in the movie as well? Because that would be spiffy, even though it sure seems like the X-men Evolution plot is the one that follows the movie instead, but I still love it. I would pay to see that movie again. As for the matrix movie... I thought it was nifty, I just thought the twins were badass, but... now I know for sure that matrix will never be something to think about being real e__e;; they added so much bullshit into how the matrix work that it sorta lost its mysterious and dark image of possibly being something that 'could happen'. I could have lived without a second part and I hated agent Smith, that was just gay. But all in all it did not ruin my Matirx movie image, but you might as well just wait until rental comes out and watch it... I would not pay to see that movie again.
So that is all I did in this past days! :D!! I have had a lot of fun and I have come over at Nathan's lately (which were I am blogging from). I do not think I will scan any art any time soon since I have no scanner available, but it will just save up. I need to think of an RPG to do today so maybe we can just loose some time... I am sure my brother would love to play a Halo Rp xD so I guess I will go with that since I just got into that game, it is actually very interesting.
And I finished writting the letter of Lina so now I just need your addy. You can just email it to me to that one email in my stats on the right. So you don't have to write to me first since I already have everything done :D!! Please just send the address and then the letter will arrive very soon.
I took that one test that was at Kiko's bloggie:
Level 5
Wrathful and Gloomy
The river Styx runs through this level of Hell, and in it are punished the wrathful and the gloomy. The former are forever lashing out at each other in anger, furious and naked, tearing each other piecemeal with their teeth. The latter are gurgling in the black mud, slothful and sullen, withdrawn from the world. Their lamentations bubble to the surface as they try to repeat a doleful hymn, though with unbroken words they cannot say it. Because you lived a cruel, vindictive and hateful life, you meet your fate in the Styx.
Dante's Inferno Test
Yeah that is bad xD It said there that the 5th level is the worst place to be... guess I am screwed!
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I watched X2 and the Matrix Reloaded. I ADORE the X-men movie. I was great and awesome, and Mystique will forever be my favorite character there! She rocks and she has that sexy model walk and that nifty way of shifting her body. Kurt Wagner was so cute n__n!! He would always be the outcast of the group, poor NightCrawler. I wonder if Mystique will be Nightcrawler's stepmother in the movie as well? Because that would be spiffy, even though it sure seems like the X-men Evolution plot is the one that follows the movie instead, but I still love it. I would pay to see that movie again. As for the matrix movie... I thought it was nifty, I just thought the twins were badass, but... now I know for sure that matrix will never be something to think about being real e__e;; they added so much bullshit into how the matrix work that it sorta lost its mysterious and dark image of possibly being something that 'could happen'. I could have lived without a second part and I hated agent Smith, that was just gay. But all in all it did not ruin my Matirx movie image, but you might as well just wait until rental comes out and watch it... I would not pay to see that movie again.
So that is all I did in this past days! :D!! I have had a lot of fun and I have come over at Nathan's lately (which were I am blogging from). I do not think I will scan any art any time soon since I have no scanner available, but it will just save up. I need to think of an RPG to do today so maybe we can just loose some time... I am sure my brother would love to play a Halo Rp xD so I guess I will go with that since I just got into that game, it is actually very interesting.
And I finished writting the letter of Lina so now I just need your addy. You can just email it to me to that one email in my stats on the right. So you don't have to write to me first since I already have everything done :D!! Please just send the address and then the letter will arrive very soon.
I took that one test that was at Kiko's bloggie:
Level 5
Wrathful and Gloomy
The river Styx runs through this level of Hell, and in it are punished the wrathful and the gloomy. The former are forever lashing out at each other in anger, furious and naked, tearing each other piecemeal with their teeth. The latter are gurgling in the black mud, slothful and sullen, withdrawn from the world. Their lamentations bubble to the surface as they try to repeat a doleful hymn, though with unbroken words they cannot say it. Because you lived a cruel, vindictive and hateful life, you meet your fate in the Styx.
Dante's Inferno Test
Yeah that is bad xD It said there that the 5th level is the worst place to be... guess I am screwed!
[ Thursday, May 15, 2003 -X- 10:03 a.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: God is a dictator, either you lick his foot or get tortured for 'eternal life'
I finally have no more tests! :D!! So that means I am school free and I can go get a job. Tomorrow is Serge's birthday, but Ricky and me will be celebrating it today. We are going with Serge and Cynthia to watch X2 and maybe go eat, probably at Serge's? I am not sure about that tho. My brother told me that Matrix Reloaded is actually 4 hours long and that totally left me with my mouth wide open. That is... a hideous amount of time for a movie... E__E;;; So I sure hope the movie is entretaining during those long 4 hours I will be sitting down whenever I go watch it. Hmm. The movie that I do wanna go see is Tomb Raider '2': Lara Croft since it is coming out soon and for some odd reason I started to like Tomb Raider lately :D Lara Croft is cool. Anyways, I wanna go see that and Terminator3. Wonder if Linda Hamilton is going to be in it??
I guess I am not going to blog as often anymore since I won't be coming to summer school, but maybe I can get a computer for my b-day. I dunno what will happen. I found my resident and SS# cards and that took a lot of stress out of me x__x;; it was kinda scary, but it is all good now.
I went to Nathan's yesterday and we watched Spirited Away, I enjoy that movie lots. N____n;; and No Face is so kyute, I really, really luv that thing. Maybe I will make a layout of him sometime since I think he is nifty and cool and cute and everything! So I shall go hunting for some good No Face images and maybe be able to set up something with the little time I have left. Also my bro and Nathan also played Halo and they were able to beat this one level in legendary mode O__o;;; they are good, but it was mostly because they found this rock to hide in from the aliens. I think I am going to borrow my brother's Halo book since those kind of video games I like to read their books rather than play 'em since I am not very good at them.
I would post in the rp, but Saiyo can sorta do nothing right now... I mean I could, but I rather wait for Luna to reply n__n;;; get everyone involved works best. I wonder if I should also play Maverich... it would be interesting, but I think it will just twist more stuff upon Saiyo, so nevermind that.
Today I dressed actually pretty :D! I just felt like looking nice today since I am going out to celebrate a friend's bday. I finally decided to wear this cute red and white dress I had buried in my closet somewhere. I found the dress' shoes too, but eh... I think my feet are a little wide so my feet are like tightened by the bracer things o_x; Sacrifices must be done tho! I will be nice and feminine today (well, as much as I will allow myself). And speaking of allowing myself, yesterday Ricky and me had this fun conversation about religion... or mainly the testaments. It seemed like a discussion at first, but it was more like we where planting our opinions. It was sorta interesting and fun since at the end he just ended up proving me that the almighty is a dictator xD and that no one really knows if Sammael is actually evil! I mean no one ever gave Lucifer a chance... he was killed ;__; how would you feel? Anyways, poor Sammael -hug- he is not even hell's ruler or anything like that.
I guess I am not going to blog as often anymore since I won't be coming to summer school, but maybe I can get a computer for my b-day. I dunno what will happen. I found my resident and SS# cards and that took a lot of stress out of me x__x;; it was kinda scary, but it is all good now.
I went to Nathan's yesterday and we watched Spirited Away, I enjoy that movie lots. N____n;; and No Face is so kyute, I really, really luv that thing. Maybe I will make a layout of him sometime since I think he is nifty and cool and cute and everything! So I shall go hunting for some good No Face images and maybe be able to set up something with the little time I have left. Also my bro and Nathan also played Halo and they were able to beat this one level in legendary mode O__o;;; they are good, but it was mostly because they found this rock to hide in from the aliens. I think I am going to borrow my brother's Halo book since those kind of video games I like to read their books rather than play 'em since I am not very good at them.
I would post in the rp, but Saiyo can sorta do nothing right now... I mean I could, but I rather wait for Luna to reply n__n;;; get everyone involved works best. I wonder if I should also play Maverich... it would be interesting, but I think it will just twist more stuff upon Saiyo, so nevermind that.
Today I dressed actually pretty :D! I just felt like looking nice today since I am going out to celebrate a friend's bday. I finally decided to wear this cute red and white dress I had buried in my closet somewhere. I found the dress' shoes too, but eh... I think my feet are a little wide so my feet are like tightened by the bracer things o_x; Sacrifices must be done tho! I will be nice and feminine today (well, as much as I will allow myself). And speaking of allowing myself, yesterday Ricky and me had this fun conversation about religion... or mainly the testaments. It seemed like a discussion at first, but it was more like we where planting our opinions. It was sorta interesting and fun since at the end he just ended up proving me that the almighty is a dictator xD and that no one really knows if Sammael is actually evil! I mean no one ever gave Lucifer a chance... he was killed ;__; how would you feel? Anyways, poor Sammael -hug- he is not even hell's ruler or anything like that.
[ Tuesday, May 13, 2003 -X- 12:26 p.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Breeze faster, I need to breath from it
Whew. I just finished uploading the TONS of new sprites I randomely found in this sites. So that means I added a whole bunch of new things to my adored sprite collection! :D! Wee. I like to have them, I think that if I buy a computer I will have a folder full of sprites since I just think they are cute and decorative. Anyways, I also added 3 new arts in the little section. It is basically just one new one and the other 2 were posted before, but not colored.
The one of Saiyo and Rashad came out so pretty and sexy =9 I thought I could not do the transparency effect, but it came out very good actually. and their hair is very flowing so I like my work. Saiyo and Rashad are so cute together n__n;;; since he really cares very much for her. Well, now for the other pic, the one of Saiyo and Maverich; that one was randomly done. I was pretty bored, but I decided to color it anyways, the song lyrics from Ivy's 'Thinking of You' go so well with both those charas. Mentor and apprentice, and yeah, I like Maverich's robe a lot e__e simple, but it shows well since his hair is dark. And finally the drawing of God. Nyuk, nyuk! That is not really the final design, but it is more less how I want it to look like. Mechanichal and with a mask, unable to speak. It reminds me of those fishes that use that little light in their antenna to mesmerize the prey and suddenly... eaten! xD!! So yeah, ever thought about the paradise? Maybe God will eat us too o_x;; Scary, ne? At least the deus ex machina one does.
I watched Titan A.E. yesterday and I had forgotten the movie, but I sure enjoyed it. I really, really love that movie! N____n;; I think it was original and it has very pretty effect, I think Fox Family makes such pretty movies. And if you want to bash this movie be sure I will find and kill you e_e; so find another tagboard to bash the movie please. I found all thos other movies I forgot I had too, like Mimic, that one is okay x__x I tend to not pay attention to that movie for to long, it is not very drawing in. So basically all I did was color and watch movies yesterday. yay.
At one point on the day, I kinda hit Rick really hard x__X;; harder than what I meant, but because he was being a bit rough and my glasses were like digging in my nose. Anyways, I am sorry v_v But it was scary when he yelled back at me o_o;; Anyways, it is past now and I mean we are not mad at each other by it, but I just needed to get that out of the system. And err. I got to go take my Bio test! Weehee!
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My bio test was horrible e__e I know I definetly did not pass, but I would have still failed the class even if I passed anyways. I hate that teacher. She is a very old school fashion teacher since she has all this horrid way of explaining things that are not even important in a class of that level. It is General Biology!! No need for any details. Anyways, I am not worried, I guess life goes on and I cannot do anything about what is done anymore anyways.
And for bad news, I lost my Resident card and my SS#!! X____X that so pisses me off. What am I going to do! Where do I go get a new resident card and my social... what if someone uses it? That is so not cool at all. Bleh. I mean the good thing is that if my resident card is lost I will not be able to go to Monterrey and that is good 9__9 I guess things happen for a reason. But I am still worried, because I have no idea where it could possibly be, maybe is just lost in my house somewhere... I gotta check again.
Oh!! I borrowed more Yami No Matsue from Dulce! :DD!! That anime is so yummy and yaoish. I like it a lot, especially Tsuzuki because he has pretty big PURPLE eyes. E____e Muraki, the main bad guy is kinda sick... he like raped the poor little boy... Sorry for Hisako. It was interesting though, since the way he words it was all like: "And I ripped his clothes of and I cursed him!" xDD It is like... sure you did, you 'cursed' him with your -banword-. Anyways, do not watch that anime if you do not like yaoi I really warn you. Today I also took some DVDs for Andy to record, which reminds me that I need your password again n__n;; I forgot it. Hopefully I can do a Final Fantasy XI layout for you very soon. Hey! Maybe I can go over to your house tomorrow since I have nothing to do for school, no tests tomorrow. hee.
I also posted more in my notebook blog, maybe I will actually be done putting up more stuff for all my stories sometime soon. I just need to keep doing even if it is little by little every day.
The one of Saiyo and Rashad came out so pretty and sexy =9 I thought I could not do the transparency effect, but it came out very good actually. and their hair is very flowing so I like my work. Saiyo and Rashad are so cute together n__n;;; since he really cares very much for her. Well, now for the other pic, the one of Saiyo and Maverich; that one was randomly done. I was pretty bored, but I decided to color it anyways, the song lyrics from Ivy's 'Thinking of You' go so well with both those charas. Mentor and apprentice, and yeah, I like Maverich's robe a lot e__e simple, but it shows well since his hair is dark. And finally the drawing of God. Nyuk, nyuk! That is not really the final design, but it is more less how I want it to look like. Mechanichal and with a mask, unable to speak. It reminds me of those fishes that use that little light in their antenna to mesmerize the prey and suddenly... eaten! xD!! So yeah, ever thought about the paradise? Maybe God will eat us too o_x;; Scary, ne? At least the deus ex machina one does.
I watched Titan A.E. yesterday and I had forgotten the movie, but I sure enjoyed it. I really, really love that movie! N____n;; I think it was original and it has very pretty effect, I think Fox Family makes such pretty movies. And if you want to bash this movie be sure I will find and kill you e_e; so find another tagboard to bash the movie please. I found all thos other movies I forgot I had too, like Mimic, that one is okay x__x I tend to not pay attention to that movie for to long, it is not very drawing in. So basically all I did was color and watch movies yesterday. yay.
At one point on the day, I kinda hit Rick really hard x__X;; harder than what I meant, but because he was being a bit rough and my glasses were like digging in my nose. Anyways, I am sorry v_v But it was scary when he yelled back at me o_o;; Anyways, it is past now and I mean we are not mad at each other by it, but I just needed to get that out of the system. And err. I got to go take my Bio test! Weehee!
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My bio test was horrible e__e I know I definetly did not pass, but I would have still failed the class even if I passed anyways. I hate that teacher. She is a very old school fashion teacher since she has all this horrid way of explaining things that are not even important in a class of that level. It is General Biology!! No need for any details. Anyways, I am not worried, I guess life goes on and I cannot do anything about what is done anymore anyways.
And for bad news, I lost my Resident card and my SS#!! X____X that so pisses me off. What am I going to do! Where do I go get a new resident card and my social... what if someone uses it? That is so not cool at all. Bleh. I mean the good thing is that if my resident card is lost I will not be able to go to Monterrey and that is good 9__9 I guess things happen for a reason. But I am still worried, because I have no idea where it could possibly be, maybe is just lost in my house somewhere... I gotta check again.
Oh!! I borrowed more Yami No Matsue from Dulce! :DD!! That anime is so yummy and yaoish. I like it a lot, especially Tsuzuki because he has pretty big PURPLE eyes. E____e Muraki, the main bad guy is kinda sick... he like raped the poor little boy... Sorry for Hisako. It was interesting though, since the way he words it was all like: "And I ripped his clothes of and I cursed him!" xDD It is like... sure you did, you 'cursed' him with your -banword-. Anyways, do not watch that anime if you do not like yaoi I really warn you. Today I also took some DVDs for Andy to record, which reminds me that I need your password again n__n;; I forgot it. Hopefully I can do a Final Fantasy XI layout for you very soon. Hey! Maybe I can go over to your house tomorrow since I have nothing to do for school, no tests tomorrow. hee.
I also posted more in my notebook blog, maybe I will actually be done putting up more stuff for all my stories sometime soon. I just need to keep doing even if it is little by little every day.
[ Monday, May 12, 2003 -X- 08:53 a.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Creativity comes from madness
The weekend was fun. On Friday we started an rpg, but I am not sure what to do about it e_e I have not thought of a plot yet, I want it to be more random in the events that happen. Kind of letting the players do the setting. Anyways, I drew lots of stuff, but I colored very little xD! I was being very lazy about and besides lately I have felt all queezy and sleepy for some reason. Maybe I am getting sick because I al most collapsed in my bed when I was not even sleepy or anything. So I posted just some of the art I did during the weekend and maybe tomorrow I will put more. I really want a computer and a scanner... maybe I can ask my dad to buy me that for my birthday, although I highly doubt he is going to.
I have been playing more Jade Coccon and it is fun :D!! I finally get to make my monsters pretty strong. Erm. I need to get a new Ps2 sometime, I can hardly play any of my games now, it really sucks, it is like my close friend got taken away e_e! Well, maybe not that close, but close enough. I want to buy some DVDs and Artbooks, since I want to see that Ruroni Kenshin movie about Himura's son... I think that is a horrible idea, but I still want to watch it, kinda like a must. Either way, I have only being able to buy a manga, the 5th Chobits and it is cute. But it feels like I have read it before since I saw all the anime. Nifty anyways :D!! Chii/Eruda is so cute and DarkChii/Furejia is sexy, it is a good manga to read. And about manga, I wonder if Surge could order for me fo Final Fantasy VII manga from ebay o_o;; There are some very pretty doushinjis there! And... also maybe some yaoi of Cloud&Sephiroth too .___.;;; but at least there is no profanity in them... ... ...
I guess I really did not do much during the weekend even though I had fun. I am simple I guess. I cannot wait until my b-day comes by!! x__x! Damn the anxiety.
I have been playing more Jade Coccon and it is fun :D!! I finally get to make my monsters pretty strong. Erm. I need to get a new Ps2 sometime, I can hardly play any of my games now, it really sucks, it is like my close friend got taken away e_e! Well, maybe not that close, but close enough. I want to buy some DVDs and Artbooks, since I want to see that Ruroni Kenshin movie about Himura's son... I think that is a horrible idea, but I still want to watch it, kinda like a must. Either way, I have only being able to buy a manga, the 5th Chobits and it is cute. But it feels like I have read it before since I saw all the anime. Nifty anyways :D!! Chii/Eruda is so cute and DarkChii/Furejia is sexy, it is a good manga to read. And about manga, I wonder if Surge could order for me fo Final Fantasy VII manga from ebay o_o;; There are some very pretty doushinjis there! And... also maybe some yaoi of Cloud&Sephiroth too .___.;;; but at least there is no profanity in them... ... ...
I guess I really did not do much during the weekend even though I had fun. I am simple I guess. I cannot wait until my b-day comes by!! x__x! Damn the anxiety.
[ Wednesday, May 7, 2003 -X- 03:06 p.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: As if they knew that I will surely aid the pretty animals
Hi! I found a pidgeon today o_o;; it seems like it cannot fly and it looks like it might be a baby one too. It is like one of those grown-up looking baby pidgeons. I think I will name it Keita, like Kei-chan from Betterman :D! I guess that funny guy just reminds me of the pidgeon. I wonder what I am going to do with it x_x I mean, like how am I going to keep it? I think he can eat normal bird food. Sure hope so. Hmm. I know my mother wiil be more than happy to help me take care of a 'hurt' animal so there is no problem there. Maybe he can fly sometime, but how? I guess I will figure out something to take very good care of pretty Keita. Even though I know pidgeons are like rats e_e;; I cannot just leave it there alone. Cats in Panam will surely eat him since he cannot fly. If there is things I feel lots of compassion for is animals, I think animals are like... angels :D! Well, for me they are n__n;;; I guess I got another animal now... Maybe I won't be able to buy a snake anything soon.
Today is also my last day of school and so only the final exams are left. I think I will do good, except maybe in that hideous Biology class. I might not go to Akon no matter what I do e_e but maybe I can still keep the money my dad was to give me and instead I can buy myself a new PS2! That would be just as good. Hee. Tomorrow there is a barbacue in courtesy of the anime club and Cynthia's B-day is on Sunday! Wee. Fun stuff is coming soon.
I think I will buy the Zone of the Enders: Dolores DVD tomorrow or maybe the Onegai Teacher one if they have the box too. That manga is so pretty and cute! I wonder how many manga volumes it is? I don't think is long. Onegai Teacher is a shoujo with very pretty characters and also a very comical story :D!! It has a little science fiction in it too. And I have my new layout set and ready to go! It will also be of Mizuho from that manga I just mentioned. Can't wait to put it up, probably do it when I get a few entries here.
I will probably go to Nathan's house today if I am allowed after I figure out what to do with the bird. I do not think I can take Keita over since his cat might end up trying to murder him e_e;; So no bird lunch. Maybe we can keep him in the room? Misty probably cannot even put up a fight with the baby pidgeon xDD! Anyways, nothing else to say.
Today is also my last day of school and so only the final exams are left. I think I will do good, except maybe in that hideous Biology class. I might not go to Akon no matter what I do e_e but maybe I can still keep the money my dad was to give me and instead I can buy myself a new PS2! That would be just as good. Hee. Tomorrow there is a barbacue in courtesy of the anime club and Cynthia's B-day is on Sunday! Wee. Fun stuff is coming soon.
I think I will buy the Zone of the Enders: Dolores DVD tomorrow or maybe the Onegai Teacher one if they have the box too. That manga is so pretty and cute! I wonder how many manga volumes it is? I don't think is long. Onegai Teacher is a shoujo with very pretty characters and also a very comical story :D!! It has a little science fiction in it too. And I have my new layout set and ready to go! It will also be of Mizuho from that manga I just mentioned. Can't wait to put it up, probably do it when I get a few entries here.
I will probably go to Nathan's house today if I am allowed after I figure out what to do with the bird. I do not think I can take Keita over since his cat might end up trying to murder him e_e;; So no bird lunch. Maybe we can keep him in the room? Misty probably cannot even put up a fight with the baby pidgeon xDD! Anyways, nothing else to say.
[ Tuesday, May 6, 2003 -X- 06:05 p.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Maybe someday, somehow we can overcome those small flaws.
Whoo! Lookie at this pretty Haru & Saiyo Lina did for me! It came out very pretty, right?? I sure like it n__n! And about stories, err... I finally rearranged my blog notebook and that is where I shall list all the stories I come up with since I can't keep up with them in my memory bank anymore. So, I will keep track of them there in safety from forgetfulness. I will progressively put up more info about them when I find myself with time. I think I am still missing a few stories there... e__e I need to find the notebook I wrote them down, I always loose whatever notebook I write the stories on and either way, the story list grows by the minute so I just forget to write some down. Spur of the moment stories.
I have a test in a few. I did not study at all, but I am counting on my computer skills to pass it since it is about computer stuff. Oh! I get to excempt the Spanish test! xD Not like it really matters anyways, but at least is one test out of the way. Maybe the CIS teacher will allow us to excempt as well? Sure hope so. Hmmm. I am so tired! Bleh. I really wish I did not have to go to class, but I must... stupid tests. I think I will go to sleep after the test, since surely the teacher won't dismiss us... a 2 hour class at night is just too much. Never taking night classes again!
I wanted to go to A-kon, but my mother does not want me to go! It is not fair. I mean, she is acting overprotective, doesn't she see I am almost 19? Grr... It is not right. She is acting very stupid about me not going to A-kon13. It is just a convention and Ricky is going too v__v!! And I also know the tons of other people from the Anime Club so why is she like that? Man. She is just being a real bitch. And it gets me pissed of with everyone. I kinda feel like I am being left behind, but it is not like is my friend's fault. I also feel like I am kinda getting ditched e__e;; I mean, I am just mad... I hope everybody going has a whoopi-fucking time, I will just be sitting down by the door waiting for you all to come like the little dumbass I am. Maybe I should just take off even if my mother says no o_o;;; -rethought- maybe I will get killed when I come back by a vicious mother with the mind of a killer hippo. Okay, I just needed to think about the posibility... but anyways, I guess I will stop my ramble now that I kinda let things out of my system of all my confussled emotions. Wee.
I want to go to the movies. Although I am actually not very excited about any movie lately. Like I thought I was going to be happy about 'X-men2', but the truth is that the plot is really not following the comics whatsoever x_x;; and about the 'Matrix Reloaded'... well, not to be mean, but I think is going to be a little killer that no one will admit it was your typical killer sequel. I mean, Neo is the fucking chosen one already e__E;;; what else? Because of that comment I am probably going to be hunted down by savage 'Matrix' fans. xD But it does not matter because No One is real!! Muaha... ha!
I have a test in a few. I did not study at all, but I am counting on my computer skills to pass it since it is about computer stuff. Oh! I get to excempt the Spanish test! xD Not like it really matters anyways, but at least is one test out of the way. Maybe the CIS teacher will allow us to excempt as well? Sure hope so. Hmmm. I am so tired! Bleh. I really wish I did not have to go to class, but I must... stupid tests. I think I will go to sleep after the test, since surely the teacher won't dismiss us... a 2 hour class at night is just too much. Never taking night classes again!
I wanted to go to A-kon, but my mother does not want me to go! It is not fair. I mean, she is acting overprotective, doesn't she see I am almost 19? Grr... It is not right. She is acting very stupid about me not going to A-kon13. It is just a convention and Ricky is going too v__v!! And I also know the tons of other people from the Anime Club so why is she like that? Man. She is just being a real bitch. And it gets me pissed of with everyone. I kinda feel like I am being left behind, but it is not like is my friend's fault. I also feel like I am kinda getting ditched e__e;; I mean, I am just mad... I hope everybody going has a whoopi-fucking time, I will just be sitting down by the door waiting for you all to come like the little dumbass I am. Maybe I should just take off even if my mother says no o_o;;; -rethought- maybe I will get killed when I come back by a vicious mother with the mind of a killer hippo. Okay, I just needed to think about the posibility... but anyways, I guess I will stop my ramble now that I kinda let things out of my system of all my confussled emotions. Wee.
I want to go to the movies. Although I am actually not very excited about any movie lately. Like I thought I was going to be happy about 'X-men2', but the truth is that the plot is really not following the comics whatsoever x_x;; and about the 'Matrix Reloaded'... well, not to be mean, but I think is going to be a little killer that no one will admit it was your typical killer sequel. I mean, Neo is the fucking chosen one already e__E;;; what else? Because of that comment I am probably going to be hunted down by savage 'Matrix' fans. xD But it does not matter because No One is real!! Muaha... ha!
[ Monday, May 5, 2003 -X- 01:11 p.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Here tukituki tukituki! cakacaka!
Hurray for the weekend n_n!! It was a nice one. I went to Nathan's and Andy came over too, about time. He showed us the 'Jackass' movie and it was pretty stupid... I kinda thought it was pretty gross at some points, but just tried to ignore the fact that it is UNCOMFORTABLE to watch some of those things with the guys X__x;;; Anyways, I need to show you guys 'Spirited Away'! That movie was great, I sure loved it (although not as much as Mononoke-hime, but close). I drew a lot of stuff during the weekend, but I only posted 3 new arts and the rest I will scan when I am done with them.
For some reason I got into drawing about my 'Apocalypse Horsemen' story lately. I finally got designs for Hunger, War, Plague, and remodeling for Death :B He is precious. Also the girl named Hope will now have a new name; she will be Maia. Anyways, Maia will name Death Azrael since that is the Angel of Death and she, afterall, is a teologist. I saw the movie 'Fallen' and I guess that got me into inspiration... that movie was good! xDD The ending is kinda funny: "Think you forgot something, Hobbes." Hee. Nice movie although that Azazel kinda pissed me off... he was jerking around too much x_x;; Stupid demon
I called Lina, but she was not home so Tiff answered the phone o_o! So I talked to Tiff for a while and he sure is a nice person. It was funny to talk to him and so I got to actually 'meet' him. I was gonna wait until Lina got home, but my mother wanted to use the phone so I couldn't. On Sunday I also called Kiko :D! But she was not there or maybe just busy. Do you guys have my phone number? I am not sure if I did give it to you all. Well, I am skipping Bio class and now I must go back to the anime club since I brought the Truth or Dare Jenga and it was fun xD! The playing must go on. Ricky got to spank Surge. LOL! That was extremely funny in many levels e_e;;
Oh, I am changing my major! I think I will change my major into computer designer, or graphic designer :D! That way I get to do stuff I like. Perhaps I will just double major in Psychology and Graphic Design... I am not sure what exactly I want to do yet, but for sure, I want to study graphic design so I can learn all this techniques in photoshop and CGI for video games.
For some reason I got into drawing about my 'Apocalypse Horsemen' story lately. I finally got designs for Hunger, War, Plague, and remodeling for Death :B He is precious. Also the girl named Hope will now have a new name; she will be Maia. Anyways, Maia will name Death Azrael since that is the Angel of Death and she, afterall, is a teologist. I saw the movie 'Fallen' and I guess that got me into inspiration... that movie was good! xDD The ending is kinda funny: "Think you forgot something, Hobbes." Hee. Nice movie although that Azazel kinda pissed me off... he was jerking around too much x_x;; Stupid demon
I called Lina, but she was not home so Tiff answered the phone o_o! So I talked to Tiff for a while and he sure is a nice person. It was funny to talk to him and so I got to actually 'meet' him. I was gonna wait until Lina got home, but my mother wanted to use the phone so I couldn't. On Sunday I also called Kiko :D! But she was not there or maybe just busy. Do you guys have my phone number? I am not sure if I did give it to you all. Well, I am skipping Bio class and now I must go back to the anime club since I brought the Truth or Dare Jenga and it was fun xD! The playing must go on. Ricky got to spank Surge. LOL! That was extremely funny in many levels e_e;;
Oh, I am changing my major! I think I will change my major into computer designer, or graphic designer :D! That way I get to do stuff I like. Perhaps I will just double major in Psychology and Graphic Design... I am not sure what exactly I want to do yet, but for sure, I want to study graphic design so I can learn all this techniques in photoshop and CGI for video games.
[ Friday, May 2, 2003 -X- 11:11 a.m. ]
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Hidden Meaning: Baka Baka
I think I got good sleep today so I don't feel all groggy or queezy. Psychology class is interesting lately and I have come to think that maybe I have this kinda bipolar disorder e_e;; kinda wierd, ne? Well, either way I don't think it is like the real, real problem since 'if it does not get me in trouble' the it is not bad. I don't think being a maniac depressive has gotten me in problems or anything like that. There is nothing much to do right now and I am not inspired to draw at all, I was wondering if Kiko would like me to try and fix a layout? Since you like my layouts I figured maybe I could try and do something like me to give ya n__n;
My mom want's me to dye my hair today, but I really do not feel like dying it until my hair actually looks how it was meant to look in the first place. I want my hair back, bleh. She wants me to do all this crap today, but I seriously do not feel like doing it... I want to go to my friend's house or do something socially. Maybe I will go to Monterrey this weekend even though I do not want to, but I can't say that to my mom. I told her I wanted to go just so I could see half my family, but the truth is that I don't want to go. Anyways, I wish I had just one day without having to hear anything about my mother's stress problems, or how jerk my dad is, or how useless my mother thinks I am e__e;; just for once! But that is probably never going to happen until I get married and move to Iceland or something... It does affect me though v_v I wish my mother would stop telling me all that crap.
So I think that is about it. I need to start thinking about my finals, but that is not in my best priorities lists still. I want to start drawing some random manga pages for Saiyo's story and also think a name for it... I think I got it written down somewhere in my room.
My mom want's me to dye my hair today, but I really do not feel like dying it until my hair actually looks how it was meant to look in the first place. I want my hair back, bleh. She wants me to do all this crap today, but I seriously do not feel like doing it... I want to go to my friend's house or do something socially. Maybe I will go to Monterrey this weekend even though I do not want to, but I can't say that to my mom. I told her I wanted to go just so I could see half my family, but the truth is that I don't want to go. Anyways, I wish I had just one day without having to hear anything about my mother's stress problems, or how jerk my dad is, or how useless my mother thinks I am e__e;; just for once! But that is probably never going to happen until I get married and move to Iceland or something... It does affect me though v_v I wish my mother would stop telling me all that crap.
So I think that is about it. I need to start thinking about my finals, but that is not in my best priorities lists still. I want to start drawing some random manga pages for Saiyo's story and also think a name for it... I think I got it written down somewhere in my room.
[ Thursday, May 1, 2003 -X- 08:32 a.m. ]
Hidden Meaning: Another time comes by
I archived and put up this new layout :D! I could not wait any longer. I like it n___n! Cure is so awesome and kyute and Jade Cocoon is great. And well the layout is purple too, so even better. Anyways, I posted up some new arts and yesh! I did draw a Nefadus and Deus. I like how they both look now, better than the first design. It is similar just the eyes seem a little different and the cat colors shifted a little. I love how Nefadus looks though!! He is so damn sexy :DDD I think that dress color fit him really good.
I need to study for a spanish test that I will have in like in two hours, but it won't be that hard since half the things the teacher was not able to go over since he got sick. xD Kinda cool. Poor teach tho.
My finals are coming real soon and I can't wait to get out of school e__e I am sick of school... So yeah, as soon as that is done I will have all the time in the world to go anywhere! I also want to go to the beach, I have been wanting to go ever so long ago, but then koibito got grounded. Still, I wanna be in cold beach water soon =3! Nyah.
I need to study for a spanish test that I will have in like in two hours, but it won't be that hard since half the things the teacher was not able to go over since he got sick. xD Kinda cool. Poor teach tho.
My finals are coming real soon and I can't wait to get out of school e__e I am sick of school... So yeah, as soon as that is done I will have all the time in the world to go anywhere! I also want to go to the beach, I have been wanting to go ever so long ago, but then koibito got grounded. Still, I wanna be in cold beach water soon =3! Nyah.
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Info: The layout has my little random thoughs in words. I have seen it and I love the character design, especially Cure in her creature form! She looks so nifty, kinda looks like something I would draw. Cure is also very cute and so sweet that I could not resist to make a layout of her. Also it is purply and that is my favorite color.
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