Thursday, June 20, 2002-01:22 p.m.
Solutions are odd, but sometimes they come in handy.
Alright now. I found several solutions to my problems, but first I must mention that I got myself a job at Freshen's which I don't think is bad at all. Perfect. Now... Andy suggested some solutions for me not going to Monterrey and even if they are crazy they could always work out. What else? Ah yes, I got an email from that person of PANAM and she told me that if they were sits available in the August 20th test of ACT then that wouldn't be so late. Great! I should be going over there in a little bit to get more information. So that means I might not loose a semester.
My mom took my playstation and she still has it, but no matter since I deserve that. Well, I guess everything goes fine, if I DO loose a semester though I would probably go to substitute training so I can be a sub and all that. Perhaps get enough money to pay for college myself since my economic situation just dropped down a few days ago when my father called. Maybe I could even get myself a small car, eh? 
Wednesday, June 19, 2002-05:26 p.m.
Wanting to change the past does not do it. Wanting to change the future is pointless too.
All this time had been fun until the dreaded news came by. Well all this things just came on me at the same time and I feel like shooting myself if it wasn't that I have a great reason to live, but now I feel so unsecure that my only reason is going to drift away. I don't want that. Well. let me explain. On Tuesday I went to PANAM and they said that they wouldn't admit me if I had no SAT or ACT scores, that is a bunch of bullshit because I could be in provisional and give the scores later. Not so fast for me though... I sent them an email to ask them about that and they told me that I was not able to enroll as provisional either because I had graduated in a recommended plan. I hate myself for being so stupid, for leaving everything until the end.
So I loose a semester, not so bad! I could always work all fall long and then do it in the winter, eh? No. I more than likely have to go to Monterrey and it is not the fact of going to school over there that affects me, but is... my relationship. I know is just a semester, but what if he doesn't like it, or something... I am afraid of what will happen. I fear the future that happens in consequences for my mistakes. I don't want to loose Ricky-koibito because I adore him, the truth is that I am in love with him, and as corny as it sounds, I can't help it. I don't want to cry anymore, but I can't help it. What can I do to stay here? Or somewhere close by. This is not right. I hate this. But it is all my freak fault!! God, no... ... ... Then, Ricky left for vacations for about two weeks and a half and I already miss him. I gave him my cat's bell for good luck so I hope he is having fun. I went to the mall today and bought the first volume of Chobits. That's all.
Saturday, June 15, 2002-12:56 p.m.
Scooby Doo gives a good beatin' to Scrappy Doo! Hah!
:D Hurray, hurray! Yesterday I was able to see my koibito and also meet his dad and stepmom and halfsister which I thought they were really nice n__N; His little halfsister was cute and she liked my hamster. haha. Either way, later on at night we were able to go to the movies so we could watch :D -tadada!- Scooby Doo. So Ricky's mom picked me up with him and when we arrived the tickets were almost sold out! O___o;; we almost weren't able to see it, Scoob is pretty popular. So we found out that there were a few more sits for the 10:05 one and we went in that one.
There were not many sits to chose from and so we had to sit in the front, but it didn't matter to me as much when the movie started! xDD I loved it! Sure, I really thought it was going to be better, but I still liked it. Specially how Scooby Doo moves and looks O___O!! It is so awesome! I also loved Shaggy and Velma in the movie! Oh, their acting was nifty. Fred and Daphne well... they were there... and... yeah... I never really liked them as much either way. So, the monsters are also really cool looking and the final villian ends up to be a real surprise to me! Jinkies. So all of those people who like Scooby Doo or anything related to Scoob stupidity, I do recommend you to go and take a look at this nifty looking movie! :DD And since the voices where kept the same as the ones in the cartoon then it adds up more points for the movie! So go watch it peoples! :DDDD!!! Rooby Rooby Roo! Now, I found AdobePhotoshop7.0 and I will download it even if it takes me a whole month to get it, because the other version of 5.0 I had was lost with everything else when I restarted my computer. Well, I guess that I can also try to download the Scooby Doo Movie if my media player wants to work.  had the idea n__n I was gonna get her.
Thursday, June 13, 2002-12:07 a.m.
I wasn't planning on this but no mind to it.
23 I act like I'm 23. O_o; that was unexpected, but I so suppose I am mature with the things that a really important in life v_V;;
How did I know this was coming. Either way, what a coincidence that my Aura also happens to be Crimson x__o; 
I am truly passionate. Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com. Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people. Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once? Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too. Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world. Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life? Isn't this the second thing that I get something like this? X__x??? Now for my blogging. I really don't feel like typing anything because it has been a slow day T__T; I went to the movies with my parents and stepbro and he wanted to see Panic Room so I had to watch it again. I didn't mind though... I like the movie since it is really good with the suspense and all. But anyways, I saw part of the Mothman Prophecies, but my stepbro was all chickenin' out and then my parents said we had to leave v___V What a waste. So that is about all the interesting things that I did during this day. I played NeoPets for a while in the morning and that thing just addicts me more and more since I found out how to get lots of NeoPoints by playing games. Well, I wanted to chat with Ricky for a while but he is not online and my mom won't allow me to use the phone now. I guess tomorrow I could talk then.
Monday, June 10, 2002-05:25 p.m.
Birth Date, and just your presence and your kiss is a perfect gift.
So my birthday is really close now and I am happy for that because I get to recieve gifts and finally turn 18! Just great. Well, Koibito will not be here, but I am sure he would love to be with me in my Birthday and all, just that he has to go. My dad will surely come though and we can go do some shopping as my bday gift, but I am still going to miss time with my sweetiepie. At least I have been able to see him a whole lot of time lately and that is good, because anywhere he is I have fun!
I went to Monterrey on Saturday in the morning and took Ricky with me. I didn't call other people there because I wanted to show him many places in so little time and so there was no time for anything else. But I had fun! I hope Ricky had just as much fun as I did getting to know all this nifty places he had never seen before. I don't so sick now, in fact my ear doesn't hurt anymore and even though my voice is somewhat gone, I can talk somehow. Well, I have been playing with my NeoPets and it sucks having not Neopoints R___r that is not cool. Either way, I think I am going to play some more of my ScoobyDoo video game and call Ricky.
Friday, June 7, 2002-01:13 a.m.
All Better Now: With a kiss and a hug all my worries fade.
I found this test in Kiko's blog and where it came from is rather strange X___x; but lets omit that fact xDD;;
 Which Street Fighter are you? Test by Nathan She just happens to be my favorite character x___o; after Cammy White. But Sakura is really nifty and such a dummy! So yeah, there I go... I am not a stalker though e_e;; Past days nothing really interesting for the world to hear happened, but fer Katya it was :D! I have been able to see Ricky-koibito just about every day of the week and I sure hope I am not boring him x____x; We always find something to talk about though, either being my senseless lunatic comments or his silly jokes! Well, he came to my house on Weds. for a while and he lent me The Sims (awesome game to loose time with n___N;;;) that day. Afterwards he had to go to Justin's house so he would be dropped off at the church he attends. And I am allowing Ricky to borrow my Ruroni Kenshin collection part by part so he can see it all :D! I love that series since it is really good and very detailed n__n so I am sure he will like it too. Today, Ricky found out that he was going to be able to go to Monterrey with my me, my mother, and my stepdad! :DDD! That is great because I know he will like it since it is pretty much like SanAntonio, just a bit smaller and hell lot of traffic r__r So, we went to the mall to window shop most of the time. I did buy another RK dvd (X___x why is this series so freakin' long!!). We went to Spencers for a while and took a look at some funky stuff there. Finally, mother picked us up and took us to my place where we played Sims for a while and his chara was being all jerk to mine when she proposed to him xDD;; well... it was funny actually. Tomorrow we might go to the movies if sweetiepie wants to. It is good that I am not sicky anymores! >D! I feel like drawing r__r haven't done it... in... 3 days... but still, I must draw something so I will find inspiration as soon as I am done downloading things.
Wednesday, June 5, 2002-01:43 a.m.
What they say hurts me so much, but I must hide it so they don’t take notice.
I was pretty sick a bit before and I did throw up once, but I think that is all I needed to do because I am way better now. I have no headache, no tummy ache or nausea anymore! But I… feel a little strange though. I feel like I have done something wrong when I haven’t and I know so, it is just how others make me feel ;_; Maybe is just the way I am that other people don’t like of me. I am not sick anymore in the real matter, but now worry gets to me. Why doesn’t anyone tell me what I do wrong? v_v I mean, come on, that way I can fix the way I am. I am happy because I have someone to look pretty for, to smile for, to make more than proud and to be there for this person and I am really grateful for that because it didn’t change me really, it just brought my charismatic and optimistic side to the light being still immature and silly, is true. Just that right now I feel that sometimes –cry- people are embarrassed of being around me! Like my mother. Some people just don’t like me, but maybe talking things can be better off, then again they wouldn’t want to talk to me when I am willing to listen for my defects. And I am worried about that, because it just so happens to be the way I am, now I am confused and gawd, how to put it in an understandable language..? There are people who would stand up for me, or so I hope and I count on them, but right now I feel like it is not the case, the problem just goes right through and stabs me in my heart. I don’t like mentioning my dumb feeling problems because they are naïve and fragile. And people don’t like to see me that way, they want me happy, secure, and that is why I must keep smiling for them.
To get off that horrendous subject I guess I can talk and ramble about the movie I just saw… ‘My Best Friend’s Wedding’ which is a really nifty movie. I love that movie because is realistic, but it makes me sad how that one girl (Diaz) is always getting ditched even though she is the fiancé and that guy acts like a jerk sometimes whenever his best friend (Roberts) is there, in fact is her fault the fiancé is getting ditched V___v Okay, never mind this rambling it just made my stress worst as I try to take it out with my movie talk. Although ‘One Fine Day’ is very nice, and I even downloaded the main theme because that song is pretty. That movie is really cute and pretty because it is awkward in the situation that this two person meet. Blah blah.
Tuesday, June 4, 2002-12:30 p.m.
Oh it has been so much fun!
How to begin since I haven't blog in a while, but I finally got my computer back! N____n; So I lost all my nifty programs and music, but I don't really care, at least I got the internet, hee. Either way, I shall start from the beginning on Saturday:
I had to wake up early in the morning to go to the practice for the graduation ceremony and it was not cool since the sun was right above our heads X__x; Sweetiepie was there and I got my attention span that I happen to love so much, just like a cat 9_9;;; Well, that was nothing important until the real thing came up and I had to get myself ready for it. I got my nails done again and also look for the freakin' white collar that was not given to me by stupid Josten's people. Marcela's mother was kind enough to make one for me o__o and I am still very grateful. So in the graduation I thought they were going to say my name wrong because of the Y deal r_r but they did a good job actually and that was good. After the ceremony it was time to look for the parents and family and after like an hour -or so my dad says- we found everyone. N___n my sister and my dad liked Ricky lots and I am happy fer that. But then my mother made me feel like I was a real jerk when I decided to go to the party instead of dinner! And how could she do that to me if it was MY night... and all the other Senior's too... At the party I had a blast! It was so nice and there were so many things to do, although I didn't do much of them. xD! Well I was in the water a whole deal of time with the gang. Afterwards, koibito pulled a muscle or something e_e and he wasn't feeling so good after that. At least we enyojed most of the party time... and maybe I am a too clingy x____x; I should like, control myself? Yesterday, we all got together and roleplayed after I went to eat with Ricky and my dad. I bought the Scooby Doo game for the PS2 xDD!! And now I can't wait till the movie comes up!!
Wednesday, May 29, 2002-02:01 p.m.
WeeEeeEe! This looked like fun!
***Have you ever...***
*... kissed your cousin? 'o_o; Hell no.' *... ran away? 'E___e if it was a failure does it count?' *... pictured your crush naked? 'I would have to lie xD' *... broken someone's heart? 'I guess, but I don't think it counts...' *... been in love? 'Yessir! =3' *... cried when someone died? 'Yeah' *... wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? 'No, not really' *... broken a bone? 'Never' *... drank alcohol? 'Just in new years v_v and with my parents, no drunkness allowed!' *... lied? 'Yeah' *... cried in school? 'r_r so I did' ***Do you believe in...*** *... love at first sight? 'I think that is stupid x__x' *... God? 'yeap' *... kisses on the first date? 'Sure, why not' *... monsters? 'it all depends o_o' *... horoscopes? 'just the personality description and compatibility' *... aliens? 'It is a must fer me' *... ghosts? 'of course!' *... heaven? 'sure' *... hell? 'Not even or maybe, we are living in it' *... cheating? 'v__v no. Whatsoever NO! Bad!' ***Which is better ...*** *Coke or Pepsi? 'Coke' *Sprite or 7-Up? 'Sprite' *Girls or guys? 'Girl Power! =B' *Flowers or candy? 'Flowers' *Scruff or clean-shaven? 'Clean-shaven r_r' *Quiet or loud? 'No preference o__o it all depends too' *Pools or hot tubs? 'hot tubs! xDD' *Blondes or brunettes? 'brunettes' *Bitchy or slutty? 'R___r must I answer this? No more choices?' *One pillow or two? 'two!' *Pants or shorts? 'both' *Gap, American Eagle, or Columbia? '...whatever comes' ***The Preferred Sex*** *What do you notice first? 'Personality :D!' *Last person you slow danced with? 'I dun wanna be mean today e_e' *Worst thing to do: 'O_o there is many answers to this' *Best place you know of to go: 'thebeach BD' *Short or long hair? 'fer a guy? o_o; short enough.' *Piercings or none? 'not even one' ***The last time you...*** *... showered? 'about an hour ago' *... had sex? 'not anytime soon thats for sure!' *... have been to a party? 'Prom counts right... so may4th it is' *... had a great time with the opposite sex? ':D before yesterday, as long as Ricky is there! n__n' ***What is...*** *... your good luck charm? 'My cat's bell! -purr-' *... [who is] the person you hate the most? 'must I answer this honestly?' *... the worst song you've ever heard? 'Is one of those Grease songs... I know R___@' *... the best thing that has happened to you today? 'Today... x__x nothing at the moment. How about tomorrow?' *...FAVORITE...* *Color: 'Black, Purple 9_9' *Movie: 'Jurassic Park' *Book: 'Sophie's Choice' *Subject in School: 'Psychology' *Online buds: 'Jules, Kiko, and Lina!' *Place to go when you have no where to go: 'Andy's I guess x_x;' *Cars: 'Camaros! BD' *Food: 'Chinese' *Ice cream: 'Cookies&Cream =9' *Soft drink: '...Sprite...' *Sports to watch: 'Sumo wrestleling! xDDD!!!!' *Holiday: 'Valentine's Day n____n' *Season: 'Winter' *Breakfast food: 'Brownies! :DD' *Place to go with your honey: 'Anywhere as long as he is there N_n;' *Place to go with your friends: 'Anyone's place' ***Who...*** *... makes you laugh the most? 'Ricky, Kenneth, and Andy' *... makes you smile? 'Ricky and my dad sometimes.' *... gives you a funny feeling when you see them? 'Ricky used to but... not after Prom.' *... has a crush on you? '...few individuals...' *... do you have a crush on? 'Ricky and Ricky only! :D' *... gives you kisses? '...' *... do you like to kiss? 'xB Guess who! Isn't that a given?' *... has it easier, guys or girls? 'guys R__r they don't have to worry so much about all this gal things going on.' ***Do you ever...*** *... sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? 'depends' *... save AOL conversations? 'I would if I knew how o_o' *... save emails? 'sometimes' *... wish you were someone else? 'Nopes! n__n I am happy the way me is' *... wish you were a member of the opposite sex? 'Nopes' *... want to look differently? 'Once in a while I guess' *... cried because of someone's mean words? 'Happens' Okay now back to my bloggin'. I will go to the movies today and I had forgotten so I won't be able to see the guys today or my swettiepie unless my mother and his allows him to go over to Reynosa with us, but I dunno if my mother will wait until 7:30 v_v Either wayu I was planning on inviting them Thursday to my house so we could go in the pool since I feel like getting in lately and it would be fun, so we could also do more of the rpg. While I was walking to the library this random fat man in a red car was trying to give me a ride r__r it was scary. He was all 'Hey... need a ride somewhere.' but I heard him whistle before xFF! bleh, it is not nice when people try to hit on you in the streets... now I don't feel secure out there -shudder- but oh well, n_n; I am a strong lady and I can beat anyone who dares do something evil to me! So fear my wrath!!
Tuesday, May 28, 2002-04:47 p.m.
There is that someone that makes me feel so special, I am grateful I found you.
I am so happy today and even though I do not get to see Koibito today at least I was able to have a day with him yesterday which was fun. I am all mushy lately, but I just can't help it, I feel special and loved and that makes me feel so nice and secure, now I understand the meaning of why people always tell bitter people to go find a boyfriend! xD! Well, Ricky and me went to eat at the mall and then bought some video games, Ricky bought 'The Bouncer' and I bought 'Oni' since it was just about O___O!! That was a good price. Either way, my mom finally picked us up and we went to my place where we played the video games and all.
The Bouncer was really good n___n! It is some sort of Fighting Force put together with an rpg deal. Oni is okay, but it is a lot like Max Payne and is maybe just slightly not as hard, but just a little. I like beating people up rather than shooting... So video game time was nice and fun and now I wanna buy that Scooby Doo video game of the 100 mysteries! :DDD I really can't wait any longer for the movie either! I am so happy. So Chris called and then Julie did too! I was able to talk to them for a while and tell them some of the stuff that has been going on and how I might be able to go to visit them sometime this summer. I called Rosy and it was nice to hear a familiar voice since I hadn't talked to her in quite a while, she sounds secure and still as fun as always! xDD! My dad will be able to come to my Graduation and that is good, now he gets to meet Ricky-koibito. Although I noticed that when I told him he was a little awkward, I think my Dad is jelous about his little girl not having as much time for him anymore 9_9 He tends to be that kind of dad, he better not be a jerk though, but my mom told me that my dad wanted to talk to me. He won't be able to induce me away from my sweetiepie though! ;P Too bad, Dad. So now about my inner self... what can I say, I am so happy and I feel adored and special and wanted. Glad I got to blog today from the library so everyone knows how happy Katya is. Some people actually think of me as a Serpent that makes things fall into temptation e_e and that is not nice, those peoples know me little because I could because my demeanor is to be cold, but perhaps I will just be that way with people that stalk me O__o; or scare me... but I actually tend to be naive and warm inside, and with the people I really, really care about =3
Friday, May 24, 2002-09:16 a.m.
I have been abandoned for a moment and it sucks life out of me.
Alright, I finally went to watch EpisodeII yesterday with Ricky and it was pretty good, except... that... I was expecting more r_r; I mean, people make it sound WAY cooler than what it was and then again the story is pretty screwed up since Jango Fett doesn't even exist in the SW universe x__x;;;; I guess they needed a character for the story title. Either way, Boba Fett is not his son and in fact that is not his real name v______v so Fett is not a last name, blah blah, just a surname.
Now, today is my last day at school and after this class I am going home and do nothing! ;_; I wanted to do something with my friends together, but I kinda got ditched and what not. I guess sometimes people need time for themselves, but... I just feel... like crying! x___X and breaking my promise for not crying. Well I did bursted out tears a few minutes ago... Gawd, I don't wanna be abandoned all alone at my house, it is no fair and crap. And I have no one to call to see if I can go over to raid their place because Andy doesn't get out of school 'till 4:30 since he is a Junior. Bleh, I have a little grudge out of this day though r_r How can they do this to me... At least they should have invited me to do something because if I remember correctly Friday is the day in which all of us get together and roleplay and do fun stuff!! .__. we could have gone swimming in my pool or something. Man, I am crying. NO fair. But I guess I gotta understand that I can't be like a leeche just annoying people, right? So, I hope you all guys have fun with whatever you are going to do. Well, what else before I loose my head. I need to reply to the letters now that there is no school I should have more than enough time to do so. My graduation is in June 1st and my BDay is coming up in June 28th but I am not expecting much because nobody ever remembers my birthdate, well... Ricky will and probably my dad this year r.r My online friends should since I have the date posted there. Ricky is not going to be here that day, but hopefully we can celebrate it whenever he comes back. ;__; Nevermind, I can't post anymore, I am all sad and crying! X________x; I guess... I will do it some other time... I feel all sad about not seeing some of my friends again! Wow O___o Ricky posted! yay! xDD I guess he explains several things so... anyways.
Wednesday, May 22, 2002-10:00 a.m.
I got them. The pictures. FInally.
Tuesday, May 21, 2002-09:23 a.m.
I tried seducing life into letting me stay young, but stress is not my ally so fuck it!
Aren't I good in starting quarrels, but just to play with peoples mind and try to make them think? X___x man... I don't even know what I just wrote. Anyways, I guess everyone is fine. I have nothing to take out of my system at the moment and so it is better that way... The finals start today and all, but I am excempting most of them so I do not have to take them, yay!! :DD! Well, I am not sure I will be able to excempt Biology, but that one is until Thursday so I shouldn't loose sleep over that final. I haven't applied to anything in PANAM and bleh R____r I need to because if not I might end up loosing a semester in college or something like that. I wouldn't mind... but... I should mind.
Ricky-koibito and me might go watch EpisodeII today depending of how busy he is, I really hope we can since I really want to spend some time with him and of course watch the movie! xDD! I WANT THE OBI WAN FIGURINE... that one with the magnets and stuff xDD I thought those figures are so awesome to like play with them whenever one gets really bored shit happens r.r;;; So yeah. I have no other news really, but you know what... I need to send an email to a lucky person.
Friday, May 17, 2002-09:36 a.m.
The world just gave it's back to me and I don't like it.
Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel. Yay! I get to be what I am v___v; -sigh- Well... I wanted to go watch Episode II sometime this weekend, but now I do not even want to be reminded... You see, Rick and I were going to go together and all that stuff, but then he has this friend staying over for the weekend and it pissed me off but I have no one to take this madness away with x__x; I mean it is not like it is anybody's fault so I have no one to scream at that he/she is dumb or senseless. Gargh! So now I can only growl in my own pain because I can't find the words of how dissapointed I feel towards life itself! I mean, Ricky barely got ungrounded and now this shit happens and... ARGH!!! I hate this... I need to be unstressed... bleh... I got Meru's letter not so long ago, but I guess I will take a little break before I reply to everyone. I just haven't felt inspired to reply to some things. Some things I have to reply to from some people sort of distress me too because it ismy fuckin' life and I don't want people preaching at me or telling me that their OPINION is the correct thing just because they think the world revolves around them! God dammit. -snort- Anyways, I needed to get that out of my system too because sometimes people who seem to be really close can say or write the stupidest things and don't really understand the meaning of: 'It is time to shut up'. Okay then. Done. 
find your element at mutedfaith.com. <º> AWESOME! :DDD I get to be a cool water mage with nice things as status. I really do think I can get to act that way a lot when I am happy, when I am peeved.
Tuesday, May 14, 2002-09:18 a.m.
Strange results can come in handy
 Find your emotion!
 You are 20% evil! [?]  What Never Ending Story character are you?Yeah, Ceni did this. This is a bunch of bullshit r.r  Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test! Isn't that amazing E_____e; I didn't do anything yesterday, just play Final Fantasy VII and burn my toungue with a really hot instant soup x_x I have been trying to convince Ricky-koibito to go to the Graduation project so we can have fun and all after graduation! :D! But... sweetiepie doesn't want to and so I will suggest him then for us to do something afterwards then and not nessesarily having to go to that project celebration thing. Too bad he is still grounded, maybe his mom will still allow him to take me somewhere this week 9.9 but she is so unpredictable. My Economics teacher, Mr. Emerick, is getting on my nerves because he hasn't been teaching the whole year and he expects us to pass! X__x that asshole thinks that we are in some kind of PreAP classes or something. It is unfair and now I am all nervious and lossing hair as well as getting white skit spots thanks to that teacher! I hate him. He told us he is actually supposed to be dead r.r but... he isn't... well, I guess I will try to understand stuff by myself even if I hate economics so much. As for Psychology, everything is going quite fine and I love it. n__n I keep treating my mom as a patient and so far so good. I am glad I am also good in reading people from the inside out and can tell a lot of things out of it v_v I have been feeling so confty lately, I haven't worn baggy pants this past days and that is a miracle, I guess I just wanna look good for silly Ricky ;D 
=3 cute. But sure I like to express my feelings mutely xD!
Monday, May 13, 2002-09:30 a.m.
I give a relief sigh because you make me feel so special
I had a great weekend! :D On Friday really didn't do much, but just clean my room and all. But on Saturday it was a blast! n___n Rick's mom drove us over to South Padre Island and she took us to the sand dunes which I loved! Ricky and me were in the water most of the time just fooling around and throwing seaweed at each other x_n; Hee. I had a lot of fun, Ricky almost stepped on a stinging jellyfish and that would have pissed me off r_r; Anyways, he later decided to jump down from a sand dune and he ended up hurting his back by doing that, he is stubborn and he did it again v__v that idiot, don't ask me why I love him so.
We got to go to the Radisson pool and the to some random stores that weren't all that interesting 9_9 On our way back we just talked about some anecdotes and old things even though we were falling asleep half the time v.v;;; I got a bit toated by going to the beach even though I put all this sunblock on x__x I don't like getting tanned or anything. My skin is pretty as it is. Ricky was somewhat red afterwards, but it went away O_o he never burns! Sunday, was just about school work because I had to do this project for english. :D We had to draw something of whatever we read as a class and so I opted to draw Lady Macbeth because she is so purdy. I don't really like her as a character, but... still. So I had to draw her in a piece of wood of 2x2 and then color it. It came out pretty good or so I think. To bad I cannot scan it x___x Well, I also played my FFIX file and I was able to get a cute gold chocobo which looks so funky when it flies! ;D I only need 9 cards too!! X___x I dunno where to get them though... I fought Ozma and he is so strong that is not even funny, I ... was amazed by that bastard...
Friday, May 10, 2002-09:17 a.m.
Nothing happens if you don't come knocking on my door.
I am happy, and I have been that way lately. I guess I just needed someone, but it is not that big of a deal for everyone else maybe n_n; Either way, today I am going to that pool party for Texas Scholars, but Rick was not able to go because of that dumb counselor who ruined his chance to be a Texas Scholar r.r Argh! It is hard to type with this nails! -pause- Now, Rick's mom grounded him because this one teacher called her and told his mom about his 'attitude problem' in that class. So he was just being sarcastic and his mom banned him from many, many things ;.; such as coming over to my house on Friday's and going to church on Weds. as he always does.
The good thing that happened later on is that his mom reconsidered a little bit and allowed him to go to church, as well as being able to go to the beach tomorrow! :D So Rick invited me since his mom allowed him to do that and it is going to be so much fun. That should make up for this Friday v_v; At least his mom likes me a lot and so I better keep it that way. As for my school, well... I have been working harder lately. I drew that Economic's Mother's Day posterboard and got some points out of it. I think I will pass all my classes and if I work good enough I might even be able to excempt all my finals! :DD! I would really like that. I was able to call Julie a few days ago and I am glad she is a lot better now n___n; So I have nothing to worry about. Now I need to call Kiko, maybe on sunday after I finish doing my English porject. I guess it won't take me long since it just to draw a sketch of Lady Macbeth and color it... on wood... r.r; Anyways, I think that is about it. Well, no. Just: I shall get the pictures by today :D and maybe I can scan them on Monday or Tuesday n___n!
Monday, May 6, 2002-09:15 a.m.
Just the greatest times for Katya!
Well, on Friday I went to watch the Spider Man movie which was really good. Lots of CGI use, but it was nice and all. I liked how everything made sense and I loved the Green Goblin! He was awesome and that actor played a good part. hee. Since I went to watch the movie I missed some quizzes and test from my class... maybe I can make the up after school today since I am leaving to get my rescidence papers during school time v__v
Now, as for Saturday, Prom was just great and I am really content with it. Rick was dressed really nicely and he really liked the way I went dressed. I felt so special, either way we danced a lot that we even got freaking tired xDDD! After we took the picture Micheal gave us a ride to go eat to Emmbassy Suites. Not a bad place and the chicken was tasty too. Rick and I went to his house and walked for a while outside the apartment n__n And... so I told him I liked him and to my surprise he admited he liked me too! I guess I won't really be debating about my liking a guy dreppresion anymore :D! So we are secretly going out because he doesn't Nathan to be mad at him or anything 9.9; I do want him to actually tell me officially though r_r I like fancy stuff... and anyways, later we just talked about how funny it was that we never really said anything about it xD! Sunday I was happy and refreshed and I tried to call Jules, but no one answered so I guess I can do that later this week n.n;
Thursday, May 2, 2002-09:22 a.m.
Almost all the time is nice to talk to certain persons who are... as psycho as you!
Nothing much has really happened, but I guess I can tell you all about the few things that did happen! :D! Yesterday, I was able to take Andy-chan with me to the movies and we watched 'The Time Machine' which wasn't not all that bad, but of course it was not all good either. I sorta did like that time machine style, but overall I think the movie was short and everything passed by so fast x___x! It is sort of weird, but I guess it was not a waste of money. At least I got to go to Andy's house afterwards so I was able to let him borrow my fanfictions binder, the 'Tenchi Muyo 2' movie, and 'Godzilla Vs. Space Godzilla'. I also allowed him to keep my 'SimCity 3000 Unlimited' until I get myself t a desktop so that means until a long time xDD!
Andy showed me his 'The Sime' game and it was so nifty! He allowed me to make a person of myself. We named her like myself and dressed her like myself too xD! He even put this millions of dollars code so that the house of my character is really big and fancy! That game is really, really neat! >D!! Hope I can play it today. Today I might be able to go to his house again and when I come back I am going to try and call Jules to see how she has been doing v_v I hope she feels better now because I have been somewhat worried. Well... Prom is on Saturday and so I need to make Friday a busy day for myself so I look ravishing and perfect... too bad I was not able to get those serpent fangs, like vampires say, since my mother would never allow me to do myself such thing e.e; Guess I will wait some more time to get them and also change my last name and become a different being! xDD! OH! Of course! Since I got perfect attendance I amd going to get to see the SpiderMan movie premier tomorrow morning with my school! N___n! Isn't that awesome? And since I am a Texas Scholar the school will make a Pool Party for all us Texas Scholars and Tech Preps. So This school thing is not that bad... until I got my report card R___r
Tuesday, April 30, 2002-09:20 a.m.
Those Kiko quizzes! xD!
Yay! :D Kiko had this nifty tests!
what type of internet face are you? . So there wasn't much of a variety anyways so I guess that outta the four this one is supposed to be the closest! xDD!
Thos pretty evangelion eyes! x) I actually love how the guys are drawn in the series and the eyes are pretty much emotional and symbolic.
Monday, April 29, 2002-09:31 a.m.
How interesting to be in my shoes
You are the Dragon. In medieval Europe, dragons were considered mostly evil and a generally bad omin. Christianity linked the dragon with Satan because of the dragon's snake-like apperance. However, to the Orient cultures the dragon was a symbol of widom and roalty. It was a benign animal and the fifth creature of the Chinese zodiac. It resided over the east and the sunsrise. It was also said to bring rain and the springtime. The dragon is interesting because it combines all four elements: air, earth, fire, and water. It could fly, had the horns of a ox, breathed fire, and resided over the moon. Well, isn't this great? I actually have a fetish over dragons and all so it is a good thing. So the dragon is linked to Satan, and that is nice... 9_9 and... well I agree with some things, but some could be faint near me. 
Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By  Growing.o_o sounds like me alright. That is not so bad actually xD!  what's your battle cry? | mewing.net | merchandise! Oh yeah... I battle cry my ass r_r either way it is okay. My mother left to Mexico for three day and I am so glad because my stepdad is usually working and he is nice and distracted v_v Prom is so close and Jenna hasn't given a call to let me know if she is coming or not. And Jules wasn't feeling so good during the weekend when I call her, but she is getting better :D! I really hope you get well soon tomodachi Jules because being sick is not good and you don't deserve it either! Rawr! I am glad you also got my package and also that you loved those things I sent you n__n So Ephemeral Fantasia is all yours and I really hope you can beat it! :D Maybe you can make sprites of that game someday? Weee! I get to be a Texas Scholar and I will be able to go to the meeting thing so they can give me my certificate and all. N_n; Also the assembly should be so fun and I feel all prideful about myself now, although my mother doesn't think the same thing as I do because of this 6-week grades x_x So... they weren't that great, but... at least I passed, and even though I am a perfectionist with school and that I don't like those grades either, I know I can raise them later, but nothing to be worried about v_v Anyways! My brother's friend had this nifty magazine with the art model for the Playstation3 and it looks really nice! It seems to be compatible with all of the things from the PSX and PS2 which is a thing I admire from Sony. No rip off whatsoever -.n! So thy said the the PS2 was going to be out for about 8 years, but now they say the PS2 will only be out for 3 to 4 years, and I can't wait for the PS3 to come out! Wonder how much the games and memory cards are going to cost x.e; The games look pretty much the sam actually. The also have that black bar line at the bottom and the console looks sorta like the GameCube, but more rounded on the tips and this time it has for four controllers :D! So no more multipad! ----edit---- This is my song v__v I suppose it does go with me and I happen to find it fitting. The feelings evolved, I won't let it out I can't replace your screaming face Feeling the sickness inside Why won't you die? Your blood in mine We'll be fine Then your body will be mine So many words can't describe my face This feelings evolved, so soon to break out I can't relate to a happy state Feeling the blood run inside Why won't you die? Your blood in mine We'll be fine Then your body will be mine Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Keep me down to what you think I should be Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry? Keep on trying I'm not dying so easily (I will not die) (I will not die) (I will not die) Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Why won't you die? Your blood in mine We'll be fine Then your body will be mine Why won't you die? Your blood in mine We'll be fine Then your body will be mine
Friday, April 26, 2002-01:55 p.m.
Isn't this layout beautiful?
Oh wow! I am so impressed by this awesome and pretty layout Jules did for me! I am really thankful for that since I really like it and for all that hard work you did fer me. I really don't have anything else to blog about, just that I archived and that is it. And I also sent you an email with some images Jules! n__n Hope you get it.
Well, I did have a Pizza Party during second period and it was yummy, but besides that nothing else important... r.r |
 
.Plug Them In.
.Process The Data.
Hurray, this is the crappiest layout, but I needed something different and so here is featuring Sydney Losstarot from Vagrant Story who is perhaps one of the most interesting villians (after Sephiroth) of Squaresoft history. I also put in the lyrics of Dead Cell from the Queen of the Damned soundtrack.
.Dead Cell.
ALIAS: SheBornOfMist.KatgirlKatya CALLED: Pequen.Jill.Kat AGE: 17 DOB: June 28, 1984 BLOODTYPE: AB ALTEREGO: JillValentine.AkiRoss MENTALSTATE: Unpredictable CHINESEZODIAC: WoodenRat OCCIDENTALZODIAC: Cancer HALF: Yang SOULMATE: Ricky-koibito EMAIL: KatgirlKatya@taihenkawaii.com AOL: LockpickerExpert SITE: TheBeginningofTheEndManga.Test NOTES: Katya's Notebook FANFICS: HumankindSpirit FETISH: Dragons.AlbinoThings COLLECTION: Cliques.Adoptions.Tests DAILYJOB: AtheistArtist.ClinicalPsychologist LISTS: Wishlist&Spritelist THINGS: LinkButton.Archived.Opinions ROLEPLAY: ResidentEvil NEOPETS: User:KatgirlKatya; Pet:RickyKoibito, IchibanMoo, ToraKishuu, BiggieTusk. 
.Do You Have Emotions.
FEEL. Tormented 
HEAR. 'Hitomi's Theme' - N/A WEAR. Jeans and white shirt READ. The Silver Wolf -Alice Borchardt VIEW. 'The Matrix' -Warner Bros. LOVE. RickyKoibito HATE. Mother DRAW. Berenice PLAY. Nothing NEED. A hug. QUOTE. "Multiplying by the qualateral side of the square root to the division of infinite matter that goes..." - Velma, Scooby Doo. 
.I Don't Believe.
°nadakai koutei Ricky °kouzoku kanshisha Julie °sugoi bishoujo Ambzy °hijou mahoutsukai Andy °kouzoku youjimbou Chris °akuma musashi JC °kyaputen samurai Kenneth °kakurete utsu supai Kiko °hakai-teki na saibankan Lina °senchi sou Luna °nemaki doukeshi Meru °un ga warui ganman Nathan S. °igaku reibai Rosy
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