Wednesday, December 4, 2002/08:30 a.m.
Call me in the morning sometime. I feel  Which Utena girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla Yeepee! That sounds really contradicting x__x;;; but I guess that can be...  What Chobits Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Chii! n__n You could say I am like her sometimes.  Which Yu-Gi-Oh Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla How did I know I would come out as her x__o;; But I guess I can be a bitch sometimes e_e  Which Yu-Gi-Oh card are you? brought to you by Quizilla Yay! My favorite n__n!
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Monday, December 2, 2002/12:53 p.m.
Nothing better than a slap in the face everyday I feel Well, I really need a new computer and my mother does not want me getting one x_x it really bites. Anyways, my Thanksgiving was nice and cozy since I got to spend it indoors with Ricky-sama and his mom and their friend. We watched two movies: The Impostor & Men In Black 2 which I really liked! O__o;; the Impostor one was pretty odd and had some weirdoness on to it. Well we ate tasty dinner too! On the next days I did not really did much, go to Nathan's even though we were supposed to go to this other place, but a load of long boring story so omit. I got so much farther in Shadow Hearts! I have been playing that gave and I love it even more! Midway does a good job in choosing Azure stories n__n! Now I wanna buy Koudelka for PS1 since it is part 1 of the saga. hee. Anyways, I need to choose another pic for the layout since I wanna archive soon... I really want a desktop... maybe I will have to sacrifice the trip to Disneyland in order to get a computer x__x;;; but I really wanna go with Rick and his mom! I dunno what to do, I hate making choices... not really e_e;; I am leaderlike. I just don't know what to give up. And finally some more pictures! + Millardo: Yeah. I decided to make him have some sort of scottish like features. + Lilianne: The violet dragon who is really snobby and all that fun stuff e_e; + Kaita: White dragon and the main chara n__n she is the typical kickass tomboyish sexy one! + Argus: He is the one serious red dragon who is kinda like a mercenary; co-starter chara + Prisma: She is like the neutral sage, a metallic dragon. She tends to be the calm one.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Wednesday, November 27, 2002/02:48 p.m.
Finally once again she comes back I feel Okay x_x I was not able to scan the drawings last time I promised, but here I got them now! :DDD Take a look and tell me about as soon as possible, weeEEee! + Spectrum: n_n Meru wanted to see a full body spectrum and so here she is in both her forms. + Death: This one is the one known as Death. He is one of the four apocalyptic knights n__n His scythe is that thing in his hand, but it is not its final form. + Shiva: Another picture of kinky Shiva, but with color since I more less needed to see what she would look like. + Athena & Millardo: A plain brown and blue sketch of both Athena and the new allie of hers. + Ricky-koibito: The sketch update of the character that represents Ricky in my Katgirl Katya story! + Katya and company: A sketch of Katya as a can can kitty, Dira as a can can odd bunny, and Angel as a can can angel so to say xD! + Pets: All the 12 zodiacal pets of Yin and Yang. Also the fishy pet who I shall turn into a cat sometime now that I discovered that the cat was the one missing in the zodiac. Fanart! I also scanned so nifty pics I drew from video games and stuff when I fell into playing this games again! + Dante & Trish: I love how this came out! n__n I stopped coloring fanarts for no reason actually. Trish seems so hopeful to see her dark knight. + Cloud, Aerith, and Tifa: I could not help myself! It started like a stupid doodle and ended up in a real detailed drawing! I cannot even believe I was able to draw this right! + Kuja: I like this. He seems to be doing some sort of ritual dance x_x it was hard to get that different pose. + Alexia: Okay, so I have a thing for Ms. Ashford e_e And I needed to draw this so the people in my Resident Evil rp knew how she more or less was looking like at the moment. That is like silk like webbing... it should have been more transparent actually, but whatever x_x;; So there it is! :D Some requests, so just random! If anyone wants to see more poses or stuff you can surely ask me and I shall try to do my best to upload them and bring them here! My day has been nice. I played video games and beat more of Mister Mosquito! I skipped my French class and hopefully tomorrow I can spend Thanksgiving with sweetiepie! n__n Maybe I can see if Andy is ungrounded today? I wanna see him since I feel kinda ditched, but maybe that is just me e_e I am really touchy about certain actions... Welp! let me go to check out some stuff online.  What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla This quizzie is funky xD I like the results since it does sound like me pretty much .__.;; okay... well... it is close... Anyways! Do not call me e_e I am taken and like said I am loyal!  What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed Awr. n__n that is so cute... and true...
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Monday, November 25, 2002/11:38 a.m.
I want wings to fly away from the pains I feel Well, today is a much better day, but not because I seem to be perfectly normal means I forgot about what has happened between me and my mother. Alright then, I still want to move out by next semester and I shall be able to fully drive my car by then too. I would love to live at Ricky's, but I am not sure about the opinion of his mother, so Andy, as my brother-friend, is my closest option. I really do not want to live by my mother's ruling anymore... she gives me threats about my citizenship, but I shall not fear anymore. What happens, happens and so it goes. Well, this weekend was nifty since on Friday I went to Andy's and did more of the Vampire: The Masquerade RPG of his. We also watched Catgirl Nuku Nuku, which is so cute! And so on. On Saturday my mom left to Monterrey and I was happy... I fell asleep while studying and I woke up until 7:30 or just about that time. Then I watched TV and saw a bunch of movies! I watched The Parent Trap (new version) and I love that movie so much n__n! I really want to buy that DVD since that movie makes me cry in most of it, and I really do not know why I go all sentimental with that movie x_x;; Then I watched Not Another Teen Movie, and seen it again did not take any of the fun out of it! xDDD I think that movie is so fuckin' funny! After was Batman Forever... I like that movie... Nikki Kidman comes out there :D And I love the way she is! She is also a Psychologist there! WeeEEee! Sunday I watched my movies, The Man In The Iron Mask and One Fine Day. Like at... I really don't know at what time actually e_e Ricky came over! I needed company since I really hate being alone lately... After he left I played PS2 and then my brother came just on time to go to sleep. I have some art to show actually, just allow me to scan it and edit this in a minute!
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Thursday, November 21, 2002/02:15 p.m.
I have discovered the unimportant role I have in life I feel Today is not a good day at all. I hate most of the things today and also today was also a day to find out who cares and does not. Do people think that just a touch and crap are going to make someone feel better? I need words. I hate you, mother. You make my life as miserable as possible and you really make me wish I were dead. The truth is that I feel like throwing up of how bad I feel! I am back to be depressive. I have discovered that I am not important at all: I know that if I were drowing and also the cousins of any of my friends were drowning they would choose not to save me instead. I hate the people! I am sorry I carry a bad aura with me and that the problems follow me. I want to run away from home because my mother wants to send me to Monterrey if I fail ANY stupid class! My life is so fucked up! I wish I was never born! No one even cares if I go to Monterrey anyways, don't people see that my whole life is here? I hate you! Today I will be all alone, without a call or anything to make me feel better or any suggestions to solve my screwed problems! Because no one really cares about Katya because it does not seem to be as bad, right? Help me! Just please... please... I guess I can ramble later because I just started to cry and I can't anymore
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Wednesday, November 20, 2002/10:23 a.m.
I see myself in a mirror and I wish I were dead I feel Well, I guess I will blog now of something unimportant so most of you might want to omit... some others will not even read at all. Some might not even come here. Either way, I know I will fail most of my classes... I hear of happy people here and there telling me how good they are doing and that makes me feel like a total failure. You know what? It is true, I am an idiot... I deserve to have nothing. I am a real failure with myself and I am so embarrased to even be around some people when I and they know that I am a looser who is failing her classes. I really do not feel so good, I do not think I feel compulsively depressed, but... I feel so nauseus of my problems. Why don't some people understand that my family life is so much more trouble than what I seem to explain! A few days ago I was very willing to just run away from home. From everything! I wish I could just fade away. Dissapear. That way I would not waste anyone's time... That just seems to be the only thing I am good for. Why am I never good enough? My mom always wants more and more of me and I cannot offer that. I just wanna be myself... I am sorry I am not good enough! Another thing, it seems that I am also forgotten. See, not because I get to hear or see a person, means I am actually spending some time with this person. So for example, no one ever thinks of how bored Katya might be or how can we help her unless she actually mentions this to people! No one ever decides to drop by with some actual time for me unless I actually plead for a person to come over... pretty much. I am just a rag doll. I hate. I do not even know anymore. I am not mad, just... really, really depressed. I don't even eat as well anymore, I eat like about 1 and a half meals a day and not even good meals. My life is really going downhill. I really want to run away from home and figure out something. I really have so many problems that I cannot stand anymore! I hate it! I really want everything around me to stop and listen. I just want to make everything better, but I can't, I don't know how anymore. But off the bad situations of mine I have scanned more things for you, my dear readers: + This Fatum picture is of this cute shoujo story about June and Sapphire. + This is an old sketch wannabe thing in kinda the style of Mr. Amano Yoshitaka (I admire him). + Yay! Collage sorta deal with Athena(white hair), Donovan(blonde), and Shiva(braid). + This one is Shiva, who is my vampire character for the RP with dices I do with my friends. Shiva is also a bounty hunter instead of a vampire in my story of 'The Gaia'. + Last but not least is Athena who is the gaia herself. This is an old drawing of her.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Monday, November 18, 2002/10:55 a.m.
Why is my life so wrong? Why isn't yours? I feel Well, let us start off with some pretty pictures I scanned v_v I sure hope you people actually take a look at it and like them. I would not mind any feedback, good or bad, either on the guestbook or tagboard n__n! So please do tell me about my art! + This one is Cinnamon Apple, who is suppose to be my AlterEgo in this one story of mine. + Diane is this one odd kinda 'witch' that chose a serpent's karma as hers. + Famous and deadly Spectrum also known as Experiment 0749; yet another story of mine... she looks so innocent in that pic. + Just this pretty picture from my X Illustrations artbook. Alright so that was just very few pictures I took the liberty to scan. Very, very soon I am buying some copyrights and sure enough be able to make a good online comic. Better yet, I have ideas for so much merchandise already n__n! Anyways, this weekend was my movie weekend. I went to the movies with Ricky on Friday to watch Ghost Ship and I thought it sucked e___e People are running of scary movies ideas. When I got home I watched Resident Evil since my uncle had not watched it and since my PS2 would not read his Episode II DVD then we opted for RE. Great. Saturday, I slept... a lot... I woke up like at 1 in the afternoon or really close to it. Then I suggested my brother to go watch Harry Potter 2 since I do like the movies even though I am not into it very much. E__e my brother insists that I read the books, but they really do not draw my attention even when I watched the movies. I just like how the things are so alive in the movie and also how the people look! Ron is funky and Hermoine is so very cudly and pretty! Harry is just... there v_v;; He is pretty badass. But... SNAPE IS THE BEST! :DD He is so cold looking and has this "I got ran over and I shall kick your ass" face, yet he is nothing like that. SO the movie was real good! And very very funny too! Sunday. I watched the Great Mouse Detective just because I felt like it e__e Hey... it is a good movie! And the plot it rather different from what usually Disney makes. I also watched the Kingdom Hearts ending a few times just to see Cloud and Aeris n___n! I just love that one specific moment! -giggle- well, I must print some more pictures and off I go! Oh yeah my computer messed up so I might not be in AOL for a while... bleh! =P I need to get it fixed and I think my laptop needs a new motherboard so it might take some time.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Wednesday, November 13, 2002/08:11 p.m.
Don't fade away from me... I need you much. I feel I have been rather happy this week ever since Monday and I really do not know why, but something has brought this chipperness to me. I do not detest it because it makes me feel comfortable and less pathetic. I still have some random things bothering me, but of course I put that happy smile everything to try and calm as well as forget about them n_n! Anyways, I finally got all the charas from The Bouncer and so now I can give the game back to Ricky. I will also return Ecco the Dolphin to Andy sometime soon. What else? I bought Evil Zone and I also got all the costumes and charas from that badass fighting game! :D I love Ihadurka! She has wingys. Well, Kelly lent me Valkarie Profile and the whole BubbleGum Crisis 2040 collection (as if I do not have anything else to watch and play x__x) So I also borrowed the whole Lain series from the anime club so Andy could burn that and BGC fer me too. I already had told him to burn Nazca, Crest of the Stars, and Twilight of the Darkmaster; I really thank you for being so very patient with me x__X I feel so bad! Thank you!! -bow- I lent Ricky FFX so he got into the FF mood and hopefully that will be an FF game he will complete since it is not at all long n_n! So... I have being reading this online comic called RPG World that is so funny! xDD I love it since it is a good parody of all the things that make no sense in rpg games (specifically SquareSoft games hee). I was supposed to start reading MegaTokyo but that did not draw my attention as much, so I devote my time to rpg world comic! I shall draw some fanart for Ian (the artist and storyteller of rpg world) sometime soon! I really want some art to be appreciated! Yeah e_e that reminds me that I should really scan some of the thousands of new drawings I have made. I guess I just don't have the inspiration to upload them for nothing tho. x_x! Anyways! I must go on and read rpg world now!
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Saturday, November 9, 2002/10:15 p.m.
Is leaving people hanging your second goal in life? I feel Have you ever waited for someone by the door for hours, waited for a call, and also watched the clock count the time while you waited for this someone to show up so you can have a fun time instead of the typical boring saturday?! Well, it happened to me today goddamit! It is my peeve, it is my abominable anger, but I will keep it cool and calm for the sake of that certain someone and my blood pressure. Anyways... yes... I was supposed to go to the movies today and argh! I never did! To top it off... I did not recieve any notification from the person I was depending on that HE was not to come... -trash- Fuck, it was not fun! I could have gone to Andy's or with my parents instead of staying here like the FUCKING, HOPEFUL, IDIOT, DAUGHTER OF A BITCH I am... Why am I so nice..? I hate myself... being nice means being stupid... blargh... -exhale- well... anyways, that is that. That does not mean I am mad or anything, I just must take my breakdowns somewhere and seems that my bloggie is the best place to do so. Either way, yesterday my mom found this letter from Panam that said I had a Low Class Average, so she 'grounded' me, but she can really shove that v_v I wanna move out... Maybe I will go to Andy's sometime soon... I am actually planning and really considering it. I can just leave my house in a peaceful way, maybe I could rent an apartment if I just happen to find someone who can share rent with me. -sigh- What to say about today... it was boring... I went to eat and came back home. I waited, I slept, I did some character sheets, I played games, I slept some more, and looked at the minutes go by one by one. Yes. Very boring. V___v;; Perhaps there is a very very good why this person did not come, but might there be a terribly fantastic excuse why I did not recieve a call to at least know and not be waiting like a stupid little dork? So, in other things, I borrowed some games: Zone of the Enders and Ecco the Dolphin from Andy. Also The Bouncer from Ricky. Hee! I beat The Bouncer with Sion but I am still working on getting all the extra charas. I have the GOD file for Ecco the Dolphin so I randomly chose a level and got eaten by this big alien looking head x_x;; Zone of the Enders is great! I love controlling that psycho mecha! :D Besides, I am using that game to model my mechs after the Z.O.E. ones since I love the way they look. So pretty!
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Monday, November 4, 2002/09:35 p.m.
Allow me to whisper my soul's secrets to your ear I feel I suppose I will start to talk about the weekend n_n! Ricky left somewhere because of the puppet thingy. I invited Andy-chan and Nathan over to my house on Saturday and Sunday and we played video games and Yu-Gi-Oh cards. Blah blah. It was a long weekend still 6.6; Well, Saturday was my last day at my work since I had given my boss my two week quitting notification! I am happy to be free for a while. Oh yeah, Andy picked me up from work, but his mom was busy with something and so he came like an hour late! xFF! A peeve I have is getting picked up late from the appointed time (well, I mean whenever is like really, really late!). Either way I did not showed my fangs and claws in the situation since I have decided that before loosing my temper I will think about how stupid arguments can be created. So I am calling upon my will to control my tempest temper and even if something wrong has occured I will comprehend mistakes (unless it is something horrid e_e no need to try me either). ARGH! My computer is acting so funny lately, I think it is wanting to get magnetized again... Well, let us hope it is alright. Anyways, I recieved some nifty stuff today from Anime Nation. I got my Chobits 3D keychains and my X and CCS graphic novels! Now I have them all so far n__n!! I also got this pretty purple Yuzuki clock. I am content since I was eager to get that, also I bought at Suncoast the El Hazard: The Magnificent World DVD Box Set! I love El Hazard animes! It is so purdy drawn and the charas are odd... That Magnificent World one is so different from the TV series Wanderers one o_o;;; like the same charas, just a different story. I also recieved the Zone Of The Enders OST and I love the music from that game! Especially the opening theme, it is... just great! really feel like playing that game now x__n! I hope I can borrow it from Andy-chan! What else? Today, I was expecting a visit e_e but never showed up so I slept for about two hours waking up like every half-hour. N___n I borrowed a graphic novel of You're Under Arrest, created by the same person who makes Oh My Goddess. The manga is pretty nifty and it has this fun twist in it, there is this one chara called Natsumi who is cynical, but she is really badass! xDD! So... I will storytell for the Werewolf: The Apocalypse again as the part 2 of my chronicle starts. It will be rather interesting noticing how my friends charas have all this new gifts and also higher ranks! Nyah!! So anyways, I watched Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh now that they have them in cartoon network, although it was the first eps. I still had a good laugh xD! Oh! I made this new story which is a cute shoujo about this couple that meets, but then loose themselves and when they find each other again things are different. The girl's name is Pearl (I usually pu something in the main chara that has to do with me so that is my birth stone) and the guy is Sapphire (I believe that birthstone belongs to Ricky-koibito-haani so I took it). Well, I believe I have noting else to speak of so bai bai! Ja mina!
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Friday, November 1, 2002/04:13 p.m.
Watch me bleed, it seems to them that I do not hurt. I feel Well, lets see, yesterday it was so much fun! First, I went dressed at school with all this spiked bracelets and chocker. I was 'dressed' as this one character of my own that his this one masochist look to herself 9_9;;; Maggie was going to lend me this whip, but she forgot it... That would have made things a lot more interestng for what came later on at night. I was feeling rather depressed during the morning and I actually cried for some random reason which I cannot place on myself ust yet (seems like I am feeling better tho). Ricky invited me to eat out to Johnny Carinos and he made me forget somewhat about my depression for the day. We picked up Andy-chan and Nathan and then headed to my house. At first we just played Bloody Roar 3 and Virtua Fighter 4 while Nathan and my bro was playing Halo. Anyways, then we all got together and started a game of Truth or Dare... at first no one wanted to play since they were afraid of the truths, but it was fun for the little time we played xD!! -remembers some things- Well, after a while we got a little fed up with it and we decided to play I've Never (makes me glad we stopped playing truth or dare). We played it with cokes tho, no alcohol involved, and the game started off sweetly and it turned into a very interesting thing. We completely threw off the rules of: no personal statements n__x;;; It was utterly odd, but it was a lot of fun. Some people came to our door for candies, but we were so into the game that we simply ignored them all the time! x___X;;; and we did had candy, but... the game was very good. We drank like 6 cans of coke thanks to the questions people came up with. Extremely a lot imagination into those questions o_o;;; but at least people were saying many things that were unexpected! I hope we can play this game again some other time... or maybe we can finish that truth or dare game xD! Okay, today I just went to school and I am guessing Ricky left today to that one trip he had to go to. So I did not really get to say good bye to him or even tell him to have a safe trip since I was expecting for him to come by my house for a second. Well, it really does not matter if something just so happen to get in the way v_v things happen. But I still wish koibito good luck and a safe trip! I cannot wait until he comes back actually... I bet this is going to be a long weekend.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Tuesday, October 29, 2002/08:42 p.m.
You make me feel like trash once again I feel What can I say... yesterday I bought Okage Shadow King for about 5 dollars. wow... I am really not that happy today. I hate things. But see, people just appear to care about me (I mean the ones who actually see my face everyday), but do they really? I recieved this sorta depressing comment about something gone and I told myself it was okay and fine. But... something deep inside me hurts for it. -glance down- Oh. I have been rather groggy most of the day thanks to that little objection in my head, but I will do my best to forget about it soon... can I really? Now, to were I was going was that people ask you how you feel, but if you say is okay several times they will just turn back to continue playing the stupidass games... -clench fist- no matter how depressive you still look or sound. That is okay tho. I might be wrong and I shall try to let it go soon too... because I think I am wrong, right? I always make a mess of the stupidest things! I guess I can blend in so random crap in thi post. I finished watching all the Chobits series and I recieved my Chobits OST today. I also got the FFJapan artbook and I love Amano's drawings! The pictures are ever so pretty! Maybe I will scan some later when I have some time or when I stop when so damn depressed. -sigh- I wanted to do something today instead of laze around, but I just blanked out and ended up in my room. I hate this... I called Andy, but I really do not feel like talking about any of my depressive self since I am not quite sure why I am feeling this way. I have the need to cry, but there is no reason to I suppose. I felt as if I was being treated rather coldly today... When I said hi, when I said bye, I was just left alone, that is fine tho... I am being dumb, maybe I just to always be paid attention too much, just forget it... I am stupid. -pause, rub eye- "I see my future. I hate it because it makes me afraid to go on. I see I am alone in the deepest darkness... Will someone be able to take my hand and embrace me forever?" -Berenice
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Sunday, October 27, 2002/01:23 a.m.
I shall borrow something today and repay 7 times later I feel
I found this in Carol-san's bloggie. I took a look to see how her bloggie looked like and it was real pretty :D! She seems nice ;__; don't get the wrong idea tho (I am not a stalker), I am a curious kitty and I like to meet peoples! n__n;;; Anyways... the thingy fits me alright! I was expecting the water pretty much as much as I was expecting wood.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Friday, October 25, 2002/10:02 p.m.
I see myself alone once again... I feel Well, today was a pretty day! Ricky brought me to my house and then invited Nathan over so we could start the FFX rpg with them. I stopped after a while because I was feeling drowsy and so we started playing Bloody Roar 3. No one was really enthusiastic about it, and soon they both had to leave... -sigh- I wish Kenneth was here... or at least another person... at least so I would not be alone. I wonder who will drop me off to work tomorrow since I seem not to be able to depend on some people for the job o_o;;; What else? Oh yeah! I saw the pictures for the Male and Females Elves, Windasus, and Humans for FFXI, I love the male elf! I wanna play as one. I also saw this wicked screenshots for FFX-2 which is traumatic since Final Fantasy series had never had a sequel to one of their parts before! O__O;;; Yuna is the main chara and she looks so fuckin' punk ass! Rikku looks so different too! So far I know those 2 are in the game, but who knows about the others? And I saw some bits of FFXII -crazyness- Well, it does seem like all this new thingies squaresoft is making tho is killing the company... e__E;; Gee... that new president sure sucks... I think squaresoft really fucked up whenever they decided to make a sequel for a FINAL Fantasy (hence the Final; no sequel shall get involved) Well, so much for the junkie! Now to the real thing. I printed many pictures of Amano and animenation is finally sending me all my stuff! Also Eddie burned all of Chobits (26eps) fer me! Thank you! Mike burned me Angelic Layer but some episodes would not work. Eddie also gave me some gravitation, I believe is Yaoi... I could not really follow the plot but it is funky and nifty! xDD!
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Tuesday, October 22, 2002/06:02 p.m.
Will you be with me forever? I feel
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Sunday, October 20, 2002/02:53 a.m.
I want to dance below the raindrops with bare feet. I feel :D!! WAI! I am so very excited since Andy showed me the ending of Kingdom Hearts! It is really nifty, but it sorta struck me like a Final Fantasy X ending so... err... well. The good thing is that it does not really have that since it does live you hanging a good deal in order for you to make up the rest for it. During the credits there is this pretty 'after time' clips and: AERITH gets to see CLOUD! ;___;!! God! I was about to cry then... I loved that. She did her signature cute pose towards him and... and... it was so cool!!! That was like the reason I bought the game. Anyways, at the end of the credits Andy got the secret movie which shows the awesome CGI previes for Kingdom Hearts 2! I think in the second part you get to play as Riku which I find rather amazing! Anyways, he also showed me the GREAT SEPHIROTH and it was genial. He seems like a bastard to defeat, but his appareance was really nifty. His voice sorta got me since I was expecting something more emotionless and maniacal at the same time... anyways I must go to sleep now that I have wroten my excitment down. I told my boss finally that I am quitting so that I won't be able to come anymore in about 2 weeks! Yay! I shall be free, I am so happy! Anyways, she did not want to let me go, but... I really can't and also do not want to work for a while. She told me that maybe after X-mas vacation and when I went back to school I could probably call her up if I still wanted to keep working! That was fantastic on her part since I would not mind at all... she must really like me o__O;;; -bow- So anyways, I shall have more time to study and do fun stuff and also sleep!! WeeEEEeeeEe! I thought I had lost my checkbook today and I was so freakin' scared! x__X;;; I called my mom and Rick, but finally my mother found it in my brother's room. I forgot I had left it there. What a scare. I did, however, remember that I had left the 3rd volume of my 'Marionette Generation' manga in Ricky's car x_x! And I saw him today too... but I forgot to ask for it... NYAH! Now I have to wait until Monday so I can read it.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Saturday, October 19, 2002/10:23 a.m.
Are you the one that will be with me forever? I feel Herrow! Today I woke up two hours ago or more and now I am ready to go to hell to work. I am going to quit my job so I am going to tell my boss the two-weeks notice... hopefully she will allow me to quit earlier... unless she allows me to only work for 3 days then I might actually stay, but I understand she rather hire someone else who can work more days. Anyways, my mom shall pay the insurance of my car if I keep lending her the car on weekends for her business and my dad shall pay the car. AH! THANK YOU! Anyways, yesterday was so much fun! Koibito and I went out to eat and then to the movies. We watched 'The Ring' which was alright... I thought I was going to have nightmares if I saw that movie, but it was actually not bad at all o_O;; I was not paying attention to some parts so maybe that is why it did not have that same freaky effect on me... Well, after the movie, Ricky dropped me off at my house and he stayed here for a while. I showed him my Quinceanera video and told him who was who... I like don't even care for many of those people in the videos anymore x_x;; I am really happy thanks to yesterday, I felt rather chipper and nice! I guess it is just this lovely feeling creeping in me. Andy had called, but by the time I came back and then Ricky left I was sleepy and so I took my chance to rest. So I guess I can call him later on today after work... maybe go to his house for a bit. I dunno. Ricky made a Final Fantasy X RPG character with my ruling! :DDD!! That is so nifty, because my rpg is just like the game stats and all! Except it takes place after the game ending. Ricky chose to be a crossbreed AlBhed/Human sword guardian and Andy chose to be a Guado Summoner! xD! I think this rpg is going to be so much fun. And I wanted to also make this Vampire WW RPG since I had a ravnos vampire chara already... but I do not wanna have so many rpgs to storytell at once. I need to do a History critique so I guess I shall work on it tomorrow x_x; I really hate that history class.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Thursday, October 17, 2002/02:04 p.m.
I feel so content... Dangerously. I feel Alrighty n__n! I have so many good news! I might be lonely today which is a pain, but I shall have to deal with it. I ordered the X artbook hardcover, a chii keychain, and a the kingdom hearts ost hee! I can't wait until I get this things! I am still waiting on some things I ordered a few days before. Well, Eddie got me up to episode 18 of Chobits and he is still going to burn me the whole first season, which it is 25-26 eps. Mike is burning me Angelic Layer! I thank them so very much. Mike is considering on buying the Escaflowne DVDs I am seeling for $40... so I guess I could make an exception. I really need that money so I can complete to buy the Escaflowne crazy box set with all this stuff it has! Since my friend works at Suncoast he is going to give me his employee discount! I shall only have to pay $140 instead of $200! YAY!! I bought Miyuki-chan in Wonderland yesterday since it was not that expensive and I had a coupon. That anime is short as rather retarded xDD! Gee, I feel really sorry for poor Miyuki. I shall be going to the doctor after school so he can check-up on my toe. n__n! I am in such a good mood today actually. Ricky-koibito is going to be busy today so I guess I won't call him up. I need to go to the mall to change some clothes for other sizes o_o;;; so I guess I will either go with my mother and brother and aunt, or maybe Andy and Nath if they can. I need to find a ride on Saturday to pick me up from work... My mom cannot take me anymore and well... she wants me to quit. That really bites x_x;;; I guess I could quit since my dad is going to start giving me money.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
Wednesday, October 16, 2002/09:59 p.m.
Some changes come with time I feel Today was a good day... I have been taking things easy and I ordered more things off anime nation. I wanna sell 3 of my Escaflowne DVDs for 50 dollars. They are not in any kind of bad condition so I am sure someone might wanna buy 3 DVDs for the price of 1 and a half. Hee. So I decided to make a new layout and Ceres was not my first choice yet she gives me this lusty feeling. She reminds me of some dark side of mine somehow... rather morbid or so... Anyways... I like the way it looks and Ceres is so very pretty! I hope you guys like this pretty layout since I obviously change it for the people who keep in touch with me by reading my bloggie.
-"Let Me Take You Into That Heaven Once Again"-
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