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Title: The Planet's Cries
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Info: Very simple layout I did here because there is not that many good brute force pictures to work with. So I did whatever I could with this few I found of Brutus. The layout is just suppose to feature the dinosaur-man guy, but I put Hawk in because she is cool too =3 and she is short! Whoo. I kinda like the whole green colors from the tables, kinda like forest green.
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Name: Kat
A.k.a.: Entei
Age: 19
DoB: June 28, 1984
Bloodtype: A
Zodiac: YangWoodenRat
Faith: Gaian / Luciferian
Occupation: Artist & Philosopher
EMail: Saiko_Entei@yahoo.com
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Version: 40
Feature: Brutus & Hawk
Series: Brute Force
Info: Very simple layout I did here because there is not that many good brute force pictures to work with. So I did whatever I could with this few I found of Brutus. The layout is just suppose to feature the dinosaur-man guy, but I put Hawk in because she is cool too =3 and she is short! Whoo. I kinda like the whole green colors from the tables, kinda like forest green.
[ Owner Stats ]
Name: Kat
A.k.a.: Entei
Age: 19
DoB: June 28, 1984
Bloodtype: A
Zodiac: YangWoodenRat
Faith: Gaian / Luciferian
Occupation: Artist & Philosopher
EMail: Saiko_Entei@yahoo.com
[ Extra Stuff ]
x Archives - Older stuff.
x Bishonen - I caught pretty boys!
x Bishoujo - And pretty gals.
x Button - Link me pleasu.
x Cliques - Fanatizations of mine.
x GiftArt - Art for me.
x Links - Some spiffy sites.
x Quizzes - My results.
x Sprites - A huge collection.
x Wishlist - Buy me something.
[ Click ]
+ Marry Me! - Bride of Dante.
+ It's Gotta be the Hair of Sephiroth.
+ My current obssesion is Brute Force
+ View my Desktop.
[ My Places ]
x Blood Curse - My story's site.
x My DeviantArt - Lots of my art.
x The Notebook - Notes of all my stories.
x The Gaia - Shrine to my manga.
x Fanfictions - Unfinished fanfics of doom!
x .hack//Elk - Elk clique.
x Entei's Journal - My Livejournal account.
[ Allied Dynasty ]
Kchan. Kiko. Lina. Luna. Matt.
Meg. Meru. Nathan. Rick. Tiff.
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[ Monday, March 22, 2004 @ 01:57 a.m. ]
There is no nobler creature in all of Terisiari.
There is no nobler creature in all of Terisiari.
Ohohoho! I am back from my dreaded trip to Mexico that was not as bad as I was expecting it to be. I got to see my dad which was the priority v_v; since he was the one craving to see me and he got it! Whoo. In fact! I spent most of the time with him without the company of that woman. It is not that I do not like her, it is just the fact that she is... well... too young to be going out with my dad because she feels something for him. Makes me mad. But she is a nice person, I just cannot picture her with my dad...
Me and my dad went to watch the movie Something's Gotta Give and I loved it so much! That movie says a lot of things that I myself believe about Love o_o; and the character Jack Nicholson played reminded me of my dad too. Especially in the situation he is in right now. I want to buy that movie now, it was such a pretty film to go watch, not to mention that thanks to that movie I now like Keanu Reeves a lot. He had such a sexy and yummy role =9!
I got to visit my good friend, Rosy, who I had not seen in such a long time and she updated me on everything that has been going on in Mexico! xD She said that there was these 2 middle school reunions [which I found no point for] and that they sorta did suck. She told me that Alberto was all wierdo and that the only person who actually asked about me was Yogi [Adrian from the middle school]! Lol. I never really talked to that guy too much xD; I remember he played video games and in fact he liked Final Fantasy, but I was not into games back then. Rosy also told me she has no more boyfriend and she is back into her cool, men-hating mood! 8D Whoo! -cheers- I am with you all the way. Because men have one more weakness women do not have, and that is... being a man xD! Yeap. (sadly, I have also learned that in Monterrey, Mexico there is no man who has not drank or smoked or both at least once in their lifetime x_o; talk about trying to find endangered species... or extinct.)
What else? OH YEAH! The car ran out of gas a few miles before getting to the border! O_O; it was so fraggin' scary... at first, I thought my car was just plain dead because my mother was like, "yeah, it says the motor is dead." and I was like "o_x; nuuu! I have not even finished paying for this car! Ack!" But it just needed some lovin' and gas. And this kind guards at this weirdo French company helped us with that and soon we were up and running. So I barely came home.
Now I better go get some rest, if not I am going to be a zombie in the morning.
P.s. I got to buy yet another Corrs Cd! >9 My collection is getting bigger and soon I might have them all... but only little by little. Also joined this cliques:
Me and my dad went to watch the movie Something's Gotta Give and I loved it so much! That movie says a lot of things that I myself believe about Love o_o; and the character Jack Nicholson played reminded me of my dad too. Especially in the situation he is in right now. I want to buy that movie now, it was such a pretty film to go watch, not to mention that thanks to that movie I now like Keanu Reeves a lot. He had such a sexy and yummy role =9!
I got to visit my good friend, Rosy, who I had not seen in such a long time and she updated me on everything that has been going on in Mexico! xD She said that there was these 2 middle school reunions [which I found no point for] and that they sorta did suck. She told me that Alberto was all wierdo and that the only person who actually asked about me was Yogi [Adrian from the middle school]! Lol. I never really talked to that guy too much xD; I remember he played video games and in fact he liked Final Fantasy, but I was not into games back then. Rosy also told me she has no more boyfriend and she is back into her cool, men-hating mood! 8D Whoo! -cheers- I am with you all the way. Because men have one more weakness women do not have, and that is... being a man xD! Yeap. (sadly, I have also learned that in Monterrey, Mexico there is no man who has not drank or smoked or both at least once in their lifetime x_o; talk about trying to find endangered species... or extinct.)
What else? OH YEAH! The car ran out of gas a few miles before getting to the border! O_O; it was so fraggin' scary... at first, I thought my car was just plain dead because my mother was like, "yeah, it says the motor is dead." and I was like "o_x; nuuu! I have not even finished paying for this car! Ack!" But it just needed some lovin' and gas. And this kind guards at this weirdo French company helped us with that and soon we were up and running. So I barely came home.
Now I better go get some rest, if not I am going to be a zombie in the morning.
P.s. I got to buy yet another Corrs Cd! >9 My collection is getting bigger and soon I might have them all... but only little by little. Also joined this cliques:
[ Wednesday, March 17, 2004 @ 07:51 p.m. ]
A song of life soars over fields of blood.
A song of life soars over fields of blood.
Tomorrow will be technically a month since Eric asked me out; time sure passed by fast! And amazingly I have not really done much, I have not gone back to my depressive lunatic moods n_n;; that is always good. I feel pretty refreshed in my life and it makes me happy to know that I am a very happy camper.
Mia gave me a bow. Like one of those pretty neck bows xD!! It is so cute and pink... I really do not like pink on me, but it forms part of my little sexy gadgets collection. Lol!
I have a history test on Friday and I have done nothing for it! v_v I will start to do some things tonight and what not. I also need to write a small paper on The Grapes of Wrath... but I am not going to watch the movie, just read the summary. That should help me save time and it should be ok. I really need to get a good grade in this upcoming tests for all the classes to make up for the horrible past grades. Don't want to be kicked out because that would just send me to hell x_x; my mother would kill me and then I have no idea how the people around me would take it! Guess I am afraid.
Phew. For once, I am literally broke. I have absolutely no money whatsoever, except my savings account, but that one is just sacred... so no touching from there. I cannot get a job until I drive and so I think I will leave school early tomorrow, like right after class, so I can start practicing and get myself to drive around v_v; I cannot depend on people anymore!
Today I have been thinking on how much I depend on other and that makes me real useless. I need to get driving, and then get myself a job like before, and become someone. That is what I get for being a spoiled brat for about 14 years of my life v_v! Argh. Sometimes I get so frustrated with what I have done with my life and there is no exit to the problems that I know lie ahead of me... But I will keep moving and tripping because there is so much to live for [or I would like to think of it that way o_o]. So there better be some pot of gold or something at the end of the road, God! -fistshake- Oi. On monday it kept popping to my mind how alone I really was... there is many people that would love to help me, but really cannot do much, no matter how much they care for me there is always some sort of wall inbetween. And this is why I must be more responsable, strong-willed, and independent. I wonder how far can I go?
Ah, so much rant and it is not over! 8D! Whoo! I posted some new arts in DA!! I actually posted new art. So now go look at it and comment... or die... miserably... like a dog... of the streets... o_o; Ne, just joking, but please do go and comment! It would be mayorly appreciated because that is what I have been needing for the longest time! Maybe that is why I have not really drawn as much. But I am getting back into my artistic mood. Yay.
I wanted to start roleplaying some WhiteWolf stuff and maybe even Gus storytells! Yes! I get to be a character n_N!! Wow. I think we are going to do werewolves because demons have just so many rules to their torment that is not even funny. Demons would be fun because I can make this one character that just makes portals, but... it is to complex to get that rp running so no. Lets just try and keep it simple with werewolves xD I want to be a Black Fury! Yay for the feminist amazonian tribe that hates men! Whoo.
The End. Go home v_v -shoo-
Mia gave me a bow. Like one of those pretty neck bows xD!! It is so cute and pink... I really do not like pink on me, but it forms part of my little sexy gadgets collection. Lol!
I have a history test on Friday and I have done nothing for it! v_v I will start to do some things tonight and what not. I also need to write a small paper on The Grapes of Wrath... but I am not going to watch the movie, just read the summary. That should help me save time and it should be ok. I really need to get a good grade in this upcoming tests for all the classes to make up for the horrible past grades. Don't want to be kicked out because that would just send me to hell x_x; my mother would kill me and then I have no idea how the people around me would take it! Guess I am afraid.
Phew. For once, I am literally broke. I have absolutely no money whatsoever, except my savings account, but that one is just sacred... so no touching from there. I cannot get a job until I drive and so I think I will leave school early tomorrow, like right after class, so I can start practicing and get myself to drive around v_v; I cannot depend on people anymore!
Today I have been thinking on how much I depend on other and that makes me real useless. I need to get driving, and then get myself a job like before, and become someone. That is what I get for being a spoiled brat for about 14 years of my life v_v! Argh. Sometimes I get so frustrated with what I have done with my life and there is no exit to the problems that I know lie ahead of me... But I will keep moving and tripping because there is so much to live for [or I would like to think of it that way o_o]. So there better be some pot of gold or something at the end of the road, God! -fistshake- Oi. On monday it kept popping to my mind how alone I really was... there is many people that would love to help me, but really cannot do much, no matter how much they care for me there is always some sort of wall inbetween. And this is why I must be more responsable, strong-willed, and independent. I wonder how far can I go?
Ah, so much rant and it is not over! 8D! Whoo! I posted some new arts in DA!! I actually posted new art. So now go look at it and comment... or die... miserably... like a dog... of the streets... o_o; Ne, just joking, but please do go and comment! It would be mayorly appreciated because that is what I have been needing for the longest time! Maybe that is why I have not really drawn as much. But I am getting back into my artistic mood. Yay.
I wanted to start roleplaying some WhiteWolf stuff and maybe even Gus storytells! Yes! I get to be a character n_N!! Wow. I think we are going to do werewolves because demons have just so many rules to their torment that is not even funny. Demons would be fun because I can make this one character that just makes portals, but... it is to complex to get that rp running so no. Lets just try and keep it simple with werewolves xD I want to be a Black Fury! Yay for the feminist amazonian tribe that hates men! Whoo.
The End. Go home v_v -shoo-
[ Friday, March 12, 2004 @ 11:35 a.m. ]
Yawgmoth's greatest joy came from watching one hero defeat another.
Yawgmoth's greatest joy came from watching one hero defeat another.
My Spring Break was not as boring as I thought it was going to be. In fact, Eric has been trying his best to make my break fun and social. So I have been hanging around with several Anime club people and Eric, of course n_n; We went to myth adventures and the mall and hastings. I used to never go to just the random stores to hang out before. Discovering is actually not bad and it is fun.
Today, Eric's grandfather is having an open-heart surgery and yesterday at his house he was crumpling little. I tried my best to keep his chin up, but I know it is hard for him to stop thinking about it. Yesterday before I went to sleep, I prayed for some minutes for his grandfather's health. Let us hope that Mother Gaia listens to my little prayer and it adds up with his families'. I want everything to be okay for him because he is such a nice person and does not deserve to have his grandfather be taken away from him.
I hope for the best and that his grandfather goes through the surgery just fine. I am going to call Eric later on today, he might need to talk and get his mind off the surgery and that way it is not torture for him. Maybe some of you could pray on whatever you believe in for Eric's grandfather.
Yesterday, my fucked up dog took the life of living thing. A cat. My stupid mother took the dogs out to the frontyard and then called me and my brother to put them in. My stupid dog was pinning a cat and I was raged! My dog was scared by the leash since he knew I was not going to hold back on beating the shit out of him and once he went away I took the kitty. He was already breathing hard and though she was not bleeding... I think she had internal injuries and there is nothing I could have done about that. I mourned and cried for the cat and tried to keep her alive... but all to no avail.
I hate that fucken dog. He is a murderer and if it was not for the fact that this is my mother's house I would have taken his life! And my mom will perhaps still keep putting them out in the streets to run because she did not see the cat die. She was not holding it while it died helplessly! I was late, and I will forever wonder if I could have done something to save the poor animal.
Today, Eric's grandfather is having an open-heart surgery and yesterday at his house he was crumpling little. I tried my best to keep his chin up, but I know it is hard for him to stop thinking about it. Yesterday before I went to sleep, I prayed for some minutes for his grandfather's health. Let us hope that Mother Gaia listens to my little prayer and it adds up with his families'. I want everything to be okay for him because he is such a nice person and does not deserve to have his grandfather be taken away from him.
I hope for the best and that his grandfather goes through the surgery just fine. I am going to call Eric later on today, he might need to talk and get his mind off the surgery and that way it is not torture for him. Maybe some of you could pray on whatever you believe in for Eric's grandfather.
Yesterday, my fucked up dog took the life of living thing. A cat. My stupid mother took the dogs out to the frontyard and then called me and my brother to put them in. My stupid dog was pinning a cat and I was raged! My dog was scared by the leash since he knew I was not going to hold back on beating the shit out of him and once he went away I took the kitty. He was already breathing hard and though she was not bleeding... I think she had internal injuries and there is nothing I could have done about that. I mourned and cried for the cat and tried to keep her alive... but all to no avail.
I hate that fucken dog. He is a murderer and if it was not for the fact that this is my mother's house I would have taken his life! And my mom will perhaps still keep putting them out in the streets to run because she did not see the cat die. She was not holding it while it died helplessly! I was late, and I will forever wonder if I could have done something to save the poor animal.
[ Friday, March 5, 2004 @ 03:42 p.m. ]
Those with the ability to change their nature survived Phyrexia's biological attacks. Everything else died.
Those with the ability to change their nature survived Phyrexia's biological attacks. Everything else died.
Phew, the week has indeed been long, and exciting all at the same time! And finally today is Friday so the next week is spring break and it shall be a lot of fun. Too bad my mother found the passport and now she will take me to Mexico for some time of my break, bleh e_E! That so sucks! I hate it. Why can I just stay here and the people can come to me. At least I will get to spend some time with the guys and what not. I think Nathan is in fact joining us today, maybe, I just need to locate him.
Ricky came by yesterday and it was nice to see that he was okay 9_9; I do guess we still act a little distant around each other, but I am sure it will be okay with time. I am, in fact, trying not to evade conversation because throughout my life I have come to realize that pushing people away does not make things better n_n; So if Ricky wants we can still be friends. Maybe we just need a little time to get that whole odd feeling away from us.
Today my Government class was canceled since the teacher knew many people were just not going to go. And so I can leave early today! The guys and me are perhaps going to go to get some food and maybe even to Myth2 since my brother is going to a Magic Tournament there n_n; we can watch and waste our time like usual. But as long as Eric is there then time is not being wasted.
Oh! And that reminds me! =D Dinner with Eric and my parents went out real well. My mother got to see that Eric is a real nice and caring guy and she admitted it v_v muaha! She also got to meet his mom and it was nice. For some time I was worried my mother was going to be a mean bitch, but she proved that she is nice to everyone, except my brother and me. So Eric and Kenneth got to play Halo rounds twice and what not. We all took out the dogs for a walk n_n;; Amazingly, my poochies got aquainted with Eric right away!
Well. Now off to Go-gaia since I have been all obssessed with those forums for the past days!
Ricky came by yesterday and it was nice to see that he was okay 9_9; I do guess we still act a little distant around each other, but I am sure it will be okay with time. I am, in fact, trying not to evade conversation because throughout my life I have come to realize that pushing people away does not make things better n_n; So if Ricky wants we can still be friends. Maybe we just need a little time to get that whole odd feeling away from us.
Today my Government class was canceled since the teacher knew many people were just not going to go. And so I can leave early today! The guys and me are perhaps going to go to get some food and maybe even to Myth2 since my brother is going to a Magic Tournament there n_n; we can watch and waste our time like usual. But as long as Eric is there then time is not being wasted.
Oh! And that reminds me! =D Dinner with Eric and my parents went out real well. My mother got to see that Eric is a real nice and caring guy and she admitted it v_v muaha! She also got to meet his mom and it was nice. For some time I was worried my mother was going to be a mean bitch, but she proved that she is nice to everyone, except my brother and me. So Eric and Kenneth got to play Halo rounds twice and what not. We all took out the dogs for a walk n_n;; Amazingly, my poochies got aquainted with Eric right away!
Well. Now off to Go-gaia since I have been all obssessed with those forums for the past days!
[ Wednesday, March 3, 2004 @ 08:34 p.m. ]
The Cabal mocks the natural order. For its minions, death is just a pause between duties.
The Cabal mocks the natural order. For its minions, death is just a pause between duties.
Phew! It has been good lately with me =3 I skipped my design class on Tuesday because I had this stupid project due and I did not do it x_x but I am finished with it now. Tho sloppy, but done and so I shall show it to my teacher tomorrow. Hector dropped by today and it was nice to see him =D nifty to know he is alive. Lol. Tho we hardly ever really talked to each other anytime we see each other we can converse and what not.
I just finished cleaning my room because it was kinda of a mess... a lot of dirt piles up on my figurines x_x; And Eric is coming by tomorrow to eat so it must be clean. I think I am going to move the consoles to the living room tho because my room is so full that more than one person in it stuffs it quickly. It is bad. At any rate, I cannot wait for tomorrow and I hope my mom does not act mean or stupid...
What else? My mother wanted me to go to Monterrey with her during my Spring Break, but too bad I do not have my passport so... I cannot go. He. xD I think she forgot that I lost my Resident card so I must remind her about that fact, unless she has it and I do not know about it >.>!!! I really don't want to go. I want to see my grandma real bad, but she did say she would come over for a month! What I would give for my grandma to come and live with us =D!! She is so cool and she supports me with almost everything I suggest. It is nice to know someone in your family does not see you as a freak of nature.
I won't have money for a while now since I already spent it all. Perhaps not until my birthday and that is a long time from now! Bleh. So no FFX-2 International for me ;_; That so bites. I also wanted to buy a Gameboy SP, but I will never ever have that much money together. I could sell my GBA, but I would still need !! Maybe on my b-day I might just get some money... or I could find myself a job. Yeah, that is what I will do! On social Friday, I am going to ask for applications n_n!
I finished Nathan's blog layout so you cannot nag about it anymore. I wanted to make Ricky one, but... I am unsure if he would even appreciate it or not. So maybe I will just keep that pending.
Last, but not least, I need to get some Magic cards ;_;! mau.
+ Phage, The Untouchable
+ Avatar of Woe
+ Dakmor Sorceress
+ Beast of Burden
+ Infernal Spawn of Evil
+ Entropic Specter
+ Mortivore
And some others, but the rest I need are just random legends to form part of the collection. Need lotsa money for that tho. Well. That is all for now.
I just finished cleaning my room because it was kinda of a mess... a lot of dirt piles up on my figurines x_x; And Eric is coming by tomorrow to eat so it must be clean. I think I am going to move the consoles to the living room tho because my room is so full that more than one person in it stuffs it quickly. It is bad. At any rate, I cannot wait for tomorrow and I hope my mom does not act mean or stupid...
What else? My mother wanted me to go to Monterrey with her during my Spring Break, but too bad I do not have my passport so... I cannot go. He. xD I think she forgot that I lost my Resident card so I must remind her about that fact, unless she has it and I do not know about it >.>!!! I really don't want to go. I want to see my grandma real bad, but she did say she would come over for a month! What I would give for my grandma to come and live with us =D!! She is so cool and she supports me with almost everything I suggest. It is nice to know someone in your family does not see you as a freak of nature.
I won't have money for a while now since I already spent it all. Perhaps not until my birthday and that is a long time from now! Bleh. So no FFX-2 International for me ;_; That so bites. I also wanted to buy a Gameboy SP, but I will never ever have that much money together. I could sell my GBA, but I would still need !! Maybe on my b-day I might just get some money... or I could find myself a job. Yeah, that is what I will do! On social Friday, I am going to ask for applications n_n!
I finished Nathan's blog layout so you cannot nag about it anymore. I wanted to make Ricky one, but... I am unsure if he would even appreciate it or not. So maybe I will just keep that pending.
Last, but not least, I need to get some Magic cards ;_;! mau.
+ Phage, The Untouchable
+ Avatar of Woe
+ Dakmor Sorceress
+ Beast of Burden
+ Infernal Spawn of Evil
+ Entropic Specter
+ Mortivore
And some others, but the rest I need are just random legends to form part of the collection. Need lotsa money for that tho. Well. That is all for now.
[ Sunday, February 29, 2004 @ 11:33 a.m. ]
Don't treat your people as you treat your artifacts. Let them go and they will live; Seal them here and they will die.
Don't treat your people as you treat your artifacts. Let them go and they will live; Seal them here and they will die.
Blah! I could not stay awake last night for some reason! >.< that is not cool. So I tried and I just ended up collapsing on my bed... Sucked. But at least I got to finish this layout! WeeEEeeeEe. It is not the most grand thing ever [my layouts usually aren't great], but I kinda to like the whole effect going on and the fact that lately I have beed getting obssessed with Brute Force. My Z.O.E. obssession is leaving me due to my deprivement from the games since someone has not beaten them! >O hAr.
The green kinda makes me want to spend some time sitting on trees. I would do that all the time if there was any trees here to climb to v_v maybe I am going to start hanging around the outside of the UC since there a lot of climbable tress there.
Oh! =D I took possession over Eric's ring. Nyuk nyuk! So I found this one necklace that I can put it on and once again start wearing some jewelry. hee.
I got to spend my Best Buy money on Friday and I bought Sonic Heroes! That game drew my attention so much and I have no idea why. I have never really been a fan of any Sonic saga games, but this one just looked so pretty and fun. It is fun. I got to play some of it yesterday and I started to get the hang of it once again... I used to only play games like those all the time. Now I just play monstly rpgs x_x; how sad. And that reminds me I have to update my FFXI game so I better start now since it is a 3 hr update. Lately I have not been as interested in that poor game, kinda makes me mad because I am paying for it, but I have not been playing it as ofter as before =/
Okay, my brother wants me to play Halo with him, so I must take off for a while. I need to prepare myself something to eat too v_v;
But before I go... Quiz Time! =3!
o_x; I dun wanna be a blind person... But in truth, I do think I am.
Congratulations! You're a kitsune baby!!! Wily,
cunning, seductive, vampiric, femenine, and
possibly gay (yay!)... There are a thousand
adjectives we could use to describe this
sexy/furry critter. Kitsune are some of the
more powerful spirits out there, and you're one
of 'em! (At least figuratively). These
shapeshifting spirits love to cast illusions on
weary humans and love seducing those big burly
samurai and emperors into doing whatever it is
they want. Go you!
What Japanese Creature are you?
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=3 Yay for Kitsune spirits, but... if I were gay and I am a girl, does that make me straight? Anyways... yeah... I guess I am sorta happy for this result, too bad I am too shy to be seductive, or am I? xD?
The green kinda makes me want to spend some time sitting on trees. I would do that all the time if there was any trees here to climb to v_v maybe I am going to start hanging around the outside of the UC since there a lot of climbable tress there.
Oh! =D I took possession over Eric's ring. Nyuk nyuk! So I found this one necklace that I can put it on and once again start wearing some jewelry. hee.
I got to spend my Best Buy money on Friday and I bought Sonic Heroes! That game drew my attention so much and I have no idea why. I have never really been a fan of any Sonic saga games, but this one just looked so pretty and fun. It is fun. I got to play some of it yesterday and I started to get the hang of it once again... I used to only play games like those all the time. Now I just play monstly rpgs x_x; how sad. And that reminds me I have to update my FFXI game so I better start now since it is a 3 hr update. Lately I have not been as interested in that poor game, kinda makes me mad because I am paying for it, but I have not been playing it as ofter as before =/
Okay, my brother wants me to play Halo with him, so I must take off for a while. I need to prepare myself something to eat too v_v;
But before I go... Quiz Time! =3!
this is my way to live
What about yours?
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Congratulations! You're a kitsune baby!!! Wily,
cunning, seductive, vampiric, femenine, and
possibly gay (yay!)... There are a thousand
adjectives we could use to describe this
sexy/furry critter. Kitsune are some of the
more powerful spirits out there, and you're one
of 'em! (At least figuratively). These
shapeshifting spirits love to cast illusions on
weary humans and love seducing those big burly
samurai and emperors into doing whatever it is
they want. Go you!
What Japanese Creature are you?
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=3 Yay for Kitsune spirits, but... if I were gay and I am a girl, does that make me straight? Anyways... yeah... I guess I am sorta happy for this result, too bad I am too shy to be seductive, or am I? xD?
[ Wednesday, February 25, 2004 @ 08:58 a.m. ]
The wizard's spellbook was full of burning questions.
The wizard's spellbook was full of burning questions.
Yesterday was a fun day since I got to stay in school for lots more time than I usually do on Tuesdays and Thursdays =D! I got to spend a lot more time with my school friends and what not. It does me good to stay away from my house for a while. Hm. I was also going to go hang around with Nathan because I know he wants me to do his blog layout and that way I could get it done at his house, perhaps; but Rick was there... and I figured that the least thing he wants is to see me. So I just stepped away.
My friends were talking about the beach clean-up that is going to take sometime on April and I cannot wait to go! =3 I sure hope some nice weather drops by that time. I am so sure it will be fun.
I need to color some of the thousands of sketches I just randomly have abandoned x_x; damn design class robs me of my inspiration because is so boring! I hate that class, but it could be worst, so it is not as bad. I have a test for that class tomorrow, but I am sure I can pass it with an A. Usually art tests have very simple questions and it is nothing I do not know about.
My mother is still iffy about me going out with Eric, but I am sure she will get used to the whole situation. She just doesn't really let herself to get to know him. She can be a very close-minded person and that is something I despise in human beings... to be close-minded is to be a selfish bastard! Not to mention stupid and idiotic. I really need to get my mother to talk to Eric every now and then so they can both get to know each other and she does not have the idea that he is going to kidnap me or something x_o [she is paranoid].
Today in the morning I woke up and when I stretched my leg I pulled a muscle real bad xF!! It hurt so fraggin' much!! Rawr. It still hurts. I like passed out when I pulled the muscle and then my alarm clock woke me back up... it was so painful! -howl- I hope I can get my leg working better for today because I have to walk a lot today. Oh! And that reminds me. I have been doing some exercise lately =D I get to walk my dogs for around an hour around the neighborhood and so that should improve my health and condition a little.
My friends were talking about the beach clean-up that is going to take sometime on April and I cannot wait to go! =3 I sure hope some nice weather drops by that time. I am so sure it will be fun.
I need to color some of the thousands of sketches I just randomly have abandoned x_x; damn design class robs me of my inspiration because is so boring! I hate that class, but it could be worst, so it is not as bad. I have a test for that class tomorrow, but I am sure I can pass it with an A. Usually art tests have very simple questions and it is nothing I do not know about.
My mother is still iffy about me going out with Eric, but I am sure she will get used to the whole situation. She just doesn't really let herself to get to know him. She can be a very close-minded person and that is something I despise in human beings... to be close-minded is to be a selfish bastard! Not to mention stupid and idiotic. I really need to get my mother to talk to Eric every now and then so they can both get to know each other and she does not have the idea that he is going to kidnap me or something x_o [she is paranoid].
Today in the morning I woke up and when I stretched my leg I pulled a muscle real bad xF!! It hurt so fraggin' much!! Rawr. It still hurts. I like passed out when I pulled the muscle and then my alarm clock woke me back up... it was so painful! -howl- I hope I can get my leg working better for today because I have to walk a lot today. Oh! And that reminds me. I have been doing some exercise lately =D I get to walk my dogs for around an hour around the neighborhood and so that should improve my health and condition a little.
[ Monday, February 23, 2004 @ 08:18 p.m. ]
Relics of the Order of the Ebon Hand, the bowl and dagger bespeak the hideous cruelty of its rituals.
Relics of the Order of the Ebon Hand, the bowl and dagger bespeak the hideous cruelty of its rituals.
How to even start? Apparently, it seems like Rick is not very happy about things. I really do not know what it is exactly, but then again, he never really shares his thoughts about his problems. So I am a little worried about him because he is my friend, but it sure seems like I am the problem e_e; We did end up as friends, or so we agreed, but it really does seem like something fishy is going on. There is a saying that says: "You never know what you have until you loose it." I wonder if something like that is happening on his part. -sigh- guess I can't really do anything about it since it seems like I am unwanted as a friend.
It could be worst, I could be part of these whole depression, neglection situation, but gadly enough I not. I am content and I discovered that I had done several mistakes... I will not repeat them because I am going to allow my life to start over. I am still Kat, but just refreshed and now I am a new model of the same person perhaps.
What else? I want to cut my hair, but Eric does say that he likes it long. So maybe I will not cut it until some time later since he deserves something in return for being so lovely xD! So many things to say about my relationship that are so nice, but I don't think many people care to even read about. So I won't bore you guys with a love ramble because for many it would be corny the way I like to word things like those.
I talked to my dad, who canceled my credit card xF it sucks. I really don't care too much for that tho, right now I have other things to worry about. Like my friends, I wonder if Nathan still likes me as a friend even with the whole Ricky thing going on. I sure hope we can still be friends, but I can understand if something happens otherwise ;_; I wonder if I have been a mean person? I am sorry if I have done something neglectful my friends, I did not meant too.
I am gonna go job searching tomorrow for a while. And I have actually started to study for tests! =D! Everyone seems to be doing good in their classes, but me! Gragh! At least I think I got a very good grade in the last English test I took n_n!! Yay! I have to pass all my classes because I do not want to get kicked out or even loose financial aid o_o; that would be scary. My Government test is coming up on Monday so that means my history test will be sometime soon too. Must prepare for both! For gov. I have no problem because I pay attention and it is interesting [as much as I hate government. Anarchy all the way! 8D], but history is a tough one because I can never get into studying it... so boring. So Eric has offered me tutoring for whenever I have the test. Thanks!
And now I am off to wait for my teddybear to call =D!
It could be worst, I could be part of these whole depression, neglection situation, but gadly enough I not. I am content and I discovered that I had done several mistakes... I will not repeat them because I am going to allow my life to start over. I am still Kat, but just refreshed and now I am a new model of the same person perhaps.
What else? I want to cut my hair, but Eric does say that he likes it long. So maybe I will not cut it until some time later since he deserves something in return for being so lovely xD! So many things to say about my relationship that are so nice, but I don't think many people care to even read about. So I won't bore you guys with a love ramble because for many it would be corny the way I like to word things like those.
I talked to my dad, who canceled my credit card xF it sucks. I really don't care too much for that tho, right now I have other things to worry about. Like my friends, I wonder if Nathan still likes me as a friend even with the whole Ricky thing going on. I sure hope we can still be friends, but I can understand if something happens otherwise ;_; I wonder if I have been a mean person? I am sorry if I have done something neglectful my friends, I did not meant too.
I am gonna go job searching tomorrow for a while. And I have actually started to study for tests! =D! Everyone seems to be doing good in their classes, but me! Gragh! At least I think I got a very good grade in the last English test I took n_n!! Yay! I have to pass all my classes because I do not want to get kicked out or even loose financial aid o_o; that would be scary. My Government test is coming up on Monday so that means my history test will be sometime soon too. Must prepare for both! For gov. I have no problem because I pay attention and it is interesting [as much as I hate government. Anarchy all the way! 8D], but history is a tough one because I can never get into studying it... so boring. So Eric has offered me tutoring for whenever I have the test. Thanks!
And now I am off to wait for my teddybear to call =D!
[ Sunday, February 22, 2004 @ 08:55 a.m. ]
Home is where you can find a decent graveyard and strangers can dissapear without awkward questions.
Home is where you can find a decent graveyard and strangers can dissapear without awkward questions.
Phew. I am a bit hyper at the moment and bored at the same time... that is the effect I get when I have no sleep. So Yesterday/today I did not sleep because I was trying to catch up on things on FFXI. Right now I am just watching some episodes I have been missing from Neurotically Yours and some comics of Rpg World. Eric called yesterday too and since my memory is from bad to worst I just remember several themes we had a conversation on, it was random stuff tho.
I have been procastinating on blogging here since I keep posting on livejournal. The system is simpler and quicker to get done, but I still like pitas better n_n; its more fun.
On monday I have an English test and this time I am going to study real hard so I can get at least a B+. I did read most of the stories this time so that should give me an advantage... I should have taken English Lit. instead... dawr. Well, no matter, I wonder when I have another history test? I really need to study for that class, but not half as much as for government because I failed that test real bad. So time to kick it up a notch.
I slept for about 3 hrs or so. I think I should be fine for today with that much sleep n_n; hm. I don't like sleeping anyways because I must insist is a waste of time [even tho it is yummy]. Maybe today I can hang around with some of my friends and even get to see Eric =3! I need to see what I can do, that is, if I do not collapse at some point during the day. Sundays suck.
I can't find my credit card nor my resident's card!! ack x_x!! I am getting real nervous, I mean, I know it has to be in the house somewhere because I never took it out, but... I can't find it! I need to try and remember where I could have possibly misplaced it.
For now I think I am going to meditate some and burn some incense. Maybe once relaxed I can set my mind straight. Bai bai.
- later in the day -
Man, I ended up not studying for the test since I did go hang around with my friends. I will review right now since it is not so complicated anyways. I also need to start working on Nathan's layout since he keeps telling me to do one for him xD and not that I have set things straight with everyone and everything so I have time to do things now. Maybe I can work on it during school.
Eric has been as commited as possible towards me and I really appreciate that n_n; he has really deserved my heart because he tries his best to make me happy and even be complacent. I feel loved and cared for so much these past days that I cannot find the right words to explain it. Today Eric allowed me to know how important I am to him and he promised me that no matter what happens I have him at any time I need. I cannot deny that he has made me feel special, happy, and wanted.
Of course, my 'tard mother got all pissed because I went out with the gang without telling her, but for all I care she can really shove it. I hate her ass so much more now ever since she called me all those horrid things. That whore...
Finally I need to call Ricky and Nathan because I have not been able to talk to them lately. Either I am busy or they are, bleh. So now I need to get in contact with them and see when we can all get together with the rest of the school gang so we can be that many more people =D yay! It would be nice. Do not want to loose contact with old friends.
I have been procastinating on blogging here since I keep posting on livejournal. The system is simpler and quicker to get done, but I still like pitas better n_n; its more fun.
On monday I have an English test and this time I am going to study real hard so I can get at least a B+. I did read most of the stories this time so that should give me an advantage... I should have taken English Lit. instead... dawr. Well, no matter, I wonder when I have another history test? I really need to study for that class, but not half as much as for government because I failed that test real bad. So time to kick it up a notch.
I slept for about 3 hrs or so. I think I should be fine for today with that much sleep n_n; hm. I don't like sleeping anyways because I must insist is a waste of time [even tho it is yummy]. Maybe today I can hang around with some of my friends and even get to see Eric =3! I need to see what I can do, that is, if I do not collapse at some point during the day. Sundays suck.
I can't find my credit card nor my resident's card!! ack x_x!! I am getting real nervous, I mean, I know it has to be in the house somewhere because I never took it out, but... I can't find it! I need to try and remember where I could have possibly misplaced it.
For now I think I am going to meditate some and burn some incense. Maybe once relaxed I can set my mind straight. Bai bai.
- later in the day -
Man, I ended up not studying for the test since I did go hang around with my friends. I will review right now since it is not so complicated anyways. I also need to start working on Nathan's layout since he keeps telling me to do one for him xD and not that I have set things straight with everyone and everything so I have time to do things now. Maybe I can work on it during school.
Eric has been as commited as possible towards me and I really appreciate that n_n; he has really deserved my heart because he tries his best to make me happy and even be complacent. I feel loved and cared for so much these past days that I cannot find the right words to explain it. Today Eric allowed me to know how important I am to him and he promised me that no matter what happens I have him at any time I need. I cannot deny that he has made me feel special, happy, and wanted.
Of course, my 'tard mother got all pissed because I went out with the gang without telling her, but for all I care she can really shove it. I hate her ass so much more now ever since she called me all those horrid things. That whore...
Finally I need to call Ricky and Nathan because I have not been able to talk to them lately. Either I am busy or they are, bleh. So now I need to get in contact with them and see when we can all get together with the rest of the school gang so we can be that many more people =D yay! It would be nice. Do not want to loose contact with old friends.
[ Wednesday, February 18, 2004 @ 07:53 p.m. ]
In the blur between metal and flesh, Memnarch found madness.
In the blur between metal and flesh, Memnarch found madness.
Well, how do I even start! So many things have been happening lately in my life. My mother had horrible issues about my friends and what not. So I told her I was going to move out as soon as possible… she was really not expecting me to do such thing and today she comes to me saying how she will allow me to hang around with my friends as long as she knows where they live and all that typical stuff. She really does not want me to move out, I guess this time it was me who got her to show cowardice instead of me being the scarycat like usual.
Well, I am still going to look for a place to go live because I still kinda want to be independent. I also want to take less hours in college and I know my mother would not allow that. Lately I have not being paying too much attention to my grades and I am failing most of the stuff! Argh!!! But now I got once again a reason to try and excel at school =D I don’t want to be random person and so I will try my best to pass all my classes with nifty grades.
Another thing I was omitting to post here for a while was the whole thing that has been going on with my good friend Eric. He and I seem to have grown closer and closer together and man, I thought I was not going to even be interested on anyone for a long time after breaking up with my relationship with Rick and guess what? I fell for Eric rather quickly x_o; at first I was afraid to say anything because I wanted to be sure that I liked him the same way he liked me and… well… yeah it happened. In fact, today he asked me out, and I accepted. I do like him n_n;; he is so nice, not to mention that he converses with me, and best of all he lets me know straight out with words how much he cares for me. How could I resist to that sexy voice as well? ;D
Now I am unsure how some of my friends with take that whole thing with Eric and me. Sincerely, I guess I do not mind what they say because I have never cared what people think about my decisions. I just hope none of this incident affects them in any way and that we continue to be friends forever. Because this event has made me a real happy person, lately I have been smiling and laughing with the most sincere feeling deep inside my heart.
Out of all my classes’ tests I did the least terrible in the History one, but I still got a bad grade so Eric said he would tutor me on it since he is a History major. That should help me a lot because I really suck at history, mainly U.S. one because it is so boring. I really want to improve my grades now, I feel once again like there is a reason for me to keep going for a goal in college. That reminds me, I still need to change my major to Art with a minor in Philosophy 9_9;;
And finally, I was going to ask you Adam if you could download some music from Moulin Rouge and burn it for me because I had to get rid of KaZzA. Louie has my RW’s so I will tell him to give them to me so you can burn me some spiffy music when you have time, please?
Well, I am still going to look for a place to go live because I still kinda want to be independent. I also want to take less hours in college and I know my mother would not allow that. Lately I have not being paying too much attention to my grades and I am failing most of the stuff! Argh!!! But now I got once again a reason to try and excel at school =D I don’t want to be random person and so I will try my best to pass all my classes with nifty grades.
Another thing I was omitting to post here for a while was the whole thing that has been going on with my good friend Eric. He and I seem to have grown closer and closer together and man, I thought I was not going to even be interested on anyone for a long time after breaking up with my relationship with Rick and guess what? I fell for Eric rather quickly x_o; at first I was afraid to say anything because I wanted to be sure that I liked him the same way he liked me and… well… yeah it happened. In fact, today he asked me out, and I accepted. I do like him n_n;; he is so nice, not to mention that he converses with me, and best of all he lets me know straight out with words how much he cares for me. How could I resist to that sexy voice as well? ;D
Now I am unsure how some of my friends with take that whole thing with Eric and me. Sincerely, I guess I do not mind what they say because I have never cared what people think about my decisions. I just hope none of this incident affects them in any way and that we continue to be friends forever. Because this event has made me a real happy person, lately I have been smiling and laughing with the most sincere feeling deep inside my heart.
Out of all my classes’ tests I did the least terrible in the History one, but I still got a bad grade so Eric said he would tutor me on it since he is a History major. That should help me a lot because I really suck at history, mainly U.S. one because it is so boring. I really want to improve my grades now, I feel once again like there is a reason for me to keep going for a goal in college. That reminds me, I still need to change my major to Art with a minor in Philosophy 9_9;;
And finally, I was going to ask you Adam if you could download some music from Moulin Rouge and burn it for me because I had to get rid of KaZzA. Louie has my RW’s so I will tell him to give them to me so you can burn me some spiffy music when you have time, please?
[ Thursday, February 12, 2004 @ 08:43 p.m. ]
Stealing goblin weapons would be easier, if the goblins were smart enough to let go.
Stealing goblin weapons would be easier, if the goblins were smart enough to let go.
Today was a real good day. I managed to get one of my dilemas of my head today n_n; I talked to Ricky and everything went real well. Both him and I agreed that we ought to be friends rather than to continue going out and end up keep hurting each other. He still invited me to do something on Valentine's xD lol seeing how we are the only ones available from the group on Saturday. It is good to know that at least he will still be my friend and one of the best. That felt real good to let out.
I made a livejournal account, but I do not think I am going to link that from anyone because I am using that account for a more personal use. Only my friends from school sorta know about it... it is kinda our little communication system =3
My mother is leaving tomorrow with my stepdad to get his van fixed and what not. Yay! I was kind of hoping that they would both leave v_v I love to spend weekends home alone because I get to invite my few friends over! I really wish I could hang around more with my school friends because they are real nice to me and stuff, but my mother is still being a real whore about the subject. She asks me why do I look so unhappy and sometimes I just want to roar at her how much I have always hated her talk and stupid face and how I wish she just dropped dead... ... ... yeah. So... I miss my 'social' life.
Um. I found a little soft spot for someone, but I don't think I want another relationship right now, right away x_x; that would not be good. But I am sure I could hang around this person and we can get to know each other. I have come to the realization that slow steps are a lot better than trying to fit things in altogether.
I have not drawn anything because of all the things going on! I do not have artist's block, but it is just that my brain seems so busy lately. To much thinking! Hm. I sold several prints of my art to my friends at the anime club n_n;; some of the guys still need to pay me, but I trust them with that. They are sincere and honest people.
I talked to my dad today, but I was unable to tell him anything about the whole appartment movement and stuff because my mother was kinda spying on me. I think I will call him on the weekend and let him know. Also, must go for job hunting as soon as possible, tomorrow will be good when I go to school I can cross the street and apply at all the places that are near the university v_v -nod- must get that done real soon!
I made a livejournal account, but I do not think I am going to link that from anyone because I am using that account for a more personal use. Only my friends from school sorta know about it... it is kinda our little communication system =3
My mother is leaving tomorrow with my stepdad to get his van fixed and what not. Yay! I was kind of hoping that they would both leave v_v I love to spend weekends home alone because I get to invite my few friends over! I really wish I could hang around more with my school friends because they are real nice to me and stuff, but my mother is still being a real whore about the subject. She asks me why do I look so unhappy and sometimes I just want to roar at her how much I have always hated her talk and stupid face and how I wish she just dropped dead... ... ... yeah. So... I miss my 'social' life.
Um. I found a little soft spot for someone, but I don't think I want another relationship right now, right away x_x; that would not be good. But I am sure I could hang around this person and we can get to know each other. I have come to the realization that slow steps are a lot better than trying to fit things in altogether.
I have not drawn anything because of all the things going on! I do not have artist's block, but it is just that my brain seems so busy lately. To much thinking! Hm. I sold several prints of my art to my friends at the anime club n_n;; some of the guys still need to pay me, but I trust them with that. They are sincere and honest people.
I talked to my dad today, but I was unable to tell him anything about the whole appartment movement and stuff because my mother was kinda spying on me. I think I will call him on the weekend and let him know. Also, must go for job hunting as soon as possible, tomorrow will be good when I go to school I can cross the street and apply at all the places that are near the university v_v -nod- must get that done real soon!
[ Tuesday, February 10, 2004 @ 02:12 p.m. ]
Our friends of the forest take many forms, yet all serve the will of Freyalise.
Our friends of the forest take many forms, yet all serve the will of Freyalise.
I feel so sick right now because both my fucking mother and stupid stepfather were bitching about how they don't like my friends. That hurts me a lot because they are so superficial and it makes me so mad! I hate the world, I hate the way it works. I feel like crying so much and it is so hard to even try to hold it in. If my mother hates my friends, then she hates me because we are the same. Wish she was dead somewhere. I have not had a discussion about this for a long time with her, so why now? I am old enough to know better!
I think I need to move away from her somehow, but I have no idea how to do it if I have no support from any family member! I am so screwed. I don't think I will be able to hang around the JAC for a while now because I do not want my mother to find me there again. It is not fair, she has found my only sanctuary! Maybe tomorrow I will just go to let my friends know and then go to the student union or somewhere else in another hidden corner of school.
My mother also butted inside my personal problem and I really wanted to yell at her back so bad. Tell her that is was my life and that the choices I made are what I wanted! Mistakes happen, but I will find that out by myself.
I still need to talk to Rick urgently.
I think this semester is going to be a fine lonely one thanks to my fucking mother. I really hope she gets ran over by several trailer trucks...
She threatened me to take me back to Mexico and that does make me nervious, but not as much as it did before. I need to move out!! I need help. Perhaps that is the main thing I have been screaming out for all this time of my life my mother has been harrasing me: Help.
-edit-
Um. I won't be able to hang out on the weekends with you guys [Adam, Jason, Gus, and Eric] because my mother got all psychotic too. She kinda does not want me to hang around anyone now, but I think I can bend the rules somewhat.
Lets see what happens.
I would give so much just so I could get my mother understand that friendship is much more than how much money or how goodlooking people are. Its as if she has been blindfolded all of her life.
I think I need to move away from her somehow, but I have no idea how to do it if I have no support from any family member! I am so screwed. I don't think I will be able to hang around the JAC for a while now because I do not want my mother to find me there again. It is not fair, she has found my only sanctuary! Maybe tomorrow I will just go to let my friends know and then go to the student union or somewhere else in another hidden corner of school.
My mother also butted inside my personal problem and I really wanted to yell at her back so bad. Tell her that is was my life and that the choices I made are what I wanted! Mistakes happen, but I will find that out by myself.
I still need to talk to Rick urgently.
I think this semester is going to be a fine lonely one thanks to my fucking mother. I really hope she gets ran over by several trailer trucks...
She threatened me to take me back to Mexico and that does make me nervious, but not as much as it did before. I need to move out!! I need help. Perhaps that is the main thing I have been screaming out for all this time of my life my mother has been harrasing me: Help.
-edit-
Um. I won't be able to hang out on the weekends with you guys [Adam, Jason, Gus, and Eric] because my mother got all psychotic too. She kinda does not want me to hang around anyone now, but I think I can bend the rules somewhat.
Lets see what happens.
I would give so much just so I could get my mother understand that friendship is much more than how much money or how goodlooking people are. Its as if she has been blindfolded all of her life.
[ Monday, February 9, 2004 @ 08:34 a.m. ]
The generals were dead. The battle plans were forgotten. It was everyone for themselves.
Die smashed on a SFI-FI/Anime/Comic convention
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... xD! lol.
Okay now, hm. I could not get over with the dilema this weekend because the person I needed to talk to was not available. So I have not told the situation out to this being... kinda sucks because I really wanted to get it over with before the weekend finished x_x; Now I really hope I get to talk to this person before Friday. It is important.
I went with Adam and Gus on Sunday and it was fun. I never really got to hang around those guys outside from school because my mother is a picky whore e_e; and what not... So I got to go out with them to Fudrocker's and then to Adam's place. We watched the RedvsBlue episodes and played around with a frisbie for a while o_O;; you know how long I have been without doing any sort of outdoor movement... like throwing a frisbie around??
So yeah. Thanks guys for letting me hang around :D I did have a lot of fun. Maybe we can do something again sometime soon and you guys get to meet Nathan too!
The generals were dead. The battle plans were forgotten. It was everyone for themselves.
Die smashed on a SFI-FI/Anime/Comic convention
Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
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... xD! lol.
Okay now, hm. I could not get over with the dilema this weekend because the person I needed to talk to was not available. So I have not told the situation out to this being... kinda sucks because I really wanted to get it over with before the weekend finished x_x; Now I really hope I get to talk to this person before Friday. It is important.
I went with Adam and Gus on Sunday and it was fun. I never really got to hang around those guys outside from school because my mother is a picky whore e_e; and what not... So I got to go out with them to Fudrocker's and then to Adam's place. We watched the RedvsBlue episodes and played around with a frisbie for a while o_O;; you know how long I have been without doing any sort of outdoor movement... like throwing a frisbie around??
So yeah. Thanks guys for letting me hang around :D I did have a lot of fun. Maybe we can do something again sometime soon and you guys get to meet Nathan too!
[ Saturday, February 7, 2004 @ 04:31 p.m. ]
Because fighting is easier than figuring out what else to do.
Because fighting is easier than figuring out what else to do.
I had a test yesterday and I found out that having too many things on your head does not help while taking the test. I have been debating some time now about this little problem that surged on my heart and I have talked to several people about it. I was unsure and nervous for some time, then that turned into guilt, but finally I learned what I needed to do.
I am going to do the right thing. Follow my what my heart has to say once and for all.
So I need to remain with courage so I can let the words out when I speak them out. I will perhaps speak about this a lot more once I am done with the dilema.
I am going to do the right thing. Follow my what my heart has to say once and for all.
So I need to remain with courage so I can let the words out when I speak them out. I will perhaps speak about this a lot more once I am done with the dilema.
[ Tuesday, February 3, 2004 @ 07:26 a.m. ]
"They don't move, do they?"
"Only for the wrong sort of people"
"Are we the wrong sort of people?"
"They don't move, do they?"
"Only for the wrong sort of people"
"Are we the wrong sort of people?"
I made a nation in this place and this is it: Kingdom of Final Fantasy Realms and Domain of Iratus Angelus Akroma. It is a funky thing to do and this time I will keep up checking on it because last time my other nation died x_x;;
At any rate! I bought Yami No Matsue box set =3 I have been wanting that series for the longest time. It is my favorite Yaoi anime n_n it is so pretty too. I also finished buying the Z.O.E. anime and it was real spiffy too. So now I am all into Zone of the Enders again! I love that game and anime. The mechs are just so cool looking and have pretty designs.
Man. Today I woke up and I tought it was late so I came to school and it was barely gonna be 7! x_X;; and that is the time that I am barely supposed to wake up dammit. I am all sleepy now... at least today is only my design class and then I am done. That class I have fun in. We don't do anything complex and half the time would be considered boring, but for some reason I actually don't mine doodling random shapes for 3 hours n_n;
I am working on Matt-kun's layout, but some things I will leave for Matty to do. Like the wording and the title and all that stuff n_n since I am already done with the pictures.
And what else? I think that is about all that is new.
You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver. "And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility." Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian). The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood. His sign is the crescent moon. As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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o_o; okay... ... ...
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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E_e; wow. That sucks... maybe it happens ever so often. But I do hate human beings in general n_n; I think we are the most evil thing ever created. Teehee!
At any rate! I bought Yami No Matsue box set =3 I have been wanting that series for the longest time. It is my favorite Yaoi anime n_n it is so pretty too. I also finished buying the Z.O.E. anime and it was real spiffy too. So now I am all into Zone of the Enders again! I love that game and anime. The mechs are just so cool looking and have pretty designs.
Man. Today I woke up and I tought it was late so I came to school and it was barely gonna be 7! x_X;; and that is the time that I am barely supposed to wake up dammit. I am all sleepy now... at least today is only my design class and then I am done. That class I have fun in. We don't do anything complex and half the time would be considered boring, but for some reason I actually don't mine doodling random shapes for 3 hours n_n;
I am working on Matt-kun's layout, but some things I will leave for Matty to do. Like the wording and the title and all that stuff n_n since I am already done with the pictures.
And what else? I think that is about all that is new.
You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver. "And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility." Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian). The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood. His sign is the crescent moon. As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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o_o; okay... ... ...
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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E_e; wow. That sucks... maybe it happens ever so often. But I do hate human beings in general n_n; I think we are the most evil thing ever created. Teehee!
[ Thursday, January 29, 2004 @ 08:43 a.m. ]
I think I used up all my good luck and all my bad luck in the same fall.
I think I used up all my good luck and all my bad luck in the same fall.
I finally get inspiration to blog. So get ready for Katya's rant! 8D!
Louie lent me most of the Inu-Yasha series and the movie. I love Inu Yasha! n_N!!! It is such a fun anime and there is youkais! Yay. He is going to try and download the rest of the episodes and the second movie because he says that movie is a lot better than the first one. I must try to draw some more Inu-Yasha fanart. This is like the only series of Rumiko that I really like e_e; I think she is a real ass tho. In all her interviews she ends up being rude.
I have been teasing Eric about 'running away' everytime we are going to play Magic. xD God, that is fun. So we have this little mild war going on because everytime we are going to start playing cards he has to go or I have to go. So... he is running away! Muaha. He says I am a spawn of evil, but I don't think I am that bad. Adam says that I have something for Death and... that I think I do n_n! Not in a bad way... I just have an obssession with sadic deaths.
I would not mind seeing someone getting mauled by hungry hyenas =3!
Anyways. I have hardly seen Rick lately and he never calls xF! Baka. I bet it is because there is no time, but I do not believe on excuses, it either happens or it doesn't. But I guess I have grown used to be lonely lately n_n I don't feel as bored or even rejected as I used to feel before so that is kinda good. Hm. At least I won't feel lonely when I am alone again :D I think is because I have been starting to draw again and also play games, which I had neglected for a while... and sometimes still do.
I had started a new Final Fantasy IX file making me neglect my FFX-2 file once again x_x;; at least I already beat it with my fake file. At any rate, I like FFIX the best perhaps e_E; that game is fun and the mini-games are actually FUN not a disturbance. I have gotten farther in FFXI too! I traveled all the way to Windurst n_n;; and tho I am not fond of TaruTaruLand I will stay there for a while until I grow some fame there.
Tomorrow I have a meeting about Financial Aid somewhere in school. Says my GPA is low, but I am only .1 behind! x_o; that should mean nothing. Why do they waste my time. I hate anything that has to do with school. Except teachers, because they probably feel the same way deep inside xD
I have tests coming up next week, but I believe I will be ready! The classes this semester are actually interesting. I am thinking on maybe taking some Mexico history course if there is any for next semester. I have forgotten most of the things I learned about Mexico's past and I really don't want to forget it since it is part of me ;_;! When my American Heritage teacher started talking about all the revolutions in Mexico it just seemed so interesting so I must learn more on that. I also need to take some more philosophy courses n_n;;; those are fun.
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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o_o; how this feels so right. I have always said to myself that one day I am going to just go crazy E_e;; This result makes me shiver because it does remind me of what I think of myself.
Louie lent me most of the Inu-Yasha series and the movie. I love Inu Yasha! n_N!!! It is such a fun anime and there is youkais! Yay. He is going to try and download the rest of the episodes and the second movie because he says that movie is a lot better than the first one. I must try to draw some more Inu-Yasha fanart. This is like the only series of Rumiko that I really like e_e; I think she is a real ass tho. In all her interviews she ends up being rude.
I have been teasing Eric about 'running away' everytime we are going to play Magic. xD God, that is fun. So we have this little mild war going on because everytime we are going to start playing cards he has to go or I have to go. So... he is running away! Muaha. He says I am a spawn of evil, but I don't think I am that bad. Adam says that I have something for Death and... that I think I do n_n! Not in a bad way... I just have an obssession with sadic deaths.
I would not mind seeing someone getting mauled by hungry hyenas =3!
Anyways. I have hardly seen Rick lately and he never calls xF! Baka. I bet it is because there is no time, but I do not believe on excuses, it either happens or it doesn't. But I guess I have grown used to be lonely lately n_n I don't feel as bored or even rejected as I used to feel before so that is kinda good. Hm. At least I won't feel lonely when I am alone again :D I think is because I have been starting to draw again and also play games, which I had neglected for a while... and sometimes still do.
I had started a new Final Fantasy IX file making me neglect my FFX-2 file once again x_x;; at least I already beat it with my fake file. At any rate, I like FFIX the best perhaps e_E; that game is fun and the mini-games are actually FUN not a disturbance. I have gotten farther in FFXI too! I traveled all the way to Windurst n_n;; and tho I am not fond of TaruTaruLand I will stay there for a while until I grow some fame there.
Tomorrow I have a meeting about Financial Aid somewhere in school. Says my GPA is low, but I am only .1 behind! x_o; that should mean nothing. Why do they waste my time. I hate anything that has to do with school. Except teachers, because they probably feel the same way deep inside xD
I have tests coming up next week, but I believe I will be ready! The classes this semester are actually interesting. I am thinking on maybe taking some Mexico history course if there is any for next semester. I have forgotten most of the things I learned about Mexico's past and I really don't want to forget it since it is part of me ;_;! When my American Heritage teacher started talking about all the revolutions in Mexico it just seemed so interesting so I must learn more on that. I also need to take some more philosophy courses n_n;;; those are fun.
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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o_o; how this feels so right. I have always said to myself that one day I am going to just go crazy E_e;; This result makes me shiver because it does remind me of what I think of myself.
[ Tuesday, January 20, 2004 @ 08:11 a.m. ]
It took all of its strength to contain the fire within.
It took all of its strength to contain the fire within.
I got in this big argument with mother on Sunday and Monday and thanks to that I was unable to be online on Monday. I am sorry to you guys I promised I would meet in FFXI yesterday, but I was having horrible family problems. Yeah, I had agreed to play with Lina and Talitha online, but my mother was being a mega-bitch and I just had to go out. Besides Ricky had offered me to go out with him for that day and I felt he was more important than the game n_n;; so yeah. Sorry I could not meet guys.
I have drawn some things, but lately I have colored nothing of it! I am such a bum. That is why I have not scanned anything because I want to color the stuff.
Other than that... my Design class is fun. A little slow, but it is ok. I will survive, besides it is a requirement class for any arts major so I have to take no matter what. RIcky bought me the last Z.O.E. dvd and I am grateful for that! n_n!! That was really nice of him to do that for me. He also bought almost the whole series of Full Metal Panic E_e;; it was crazy. I bought the League of the Extraordinary Gentlemen because I love that movie!! Dorian Gray is the coolest =9
I started a new file in Final Fantasy IX because it is perhaps one of the best Final Fantasies ever. So I started to doodle some random sketches and I might just use this art I did of a Cleyran Dancer for my 3000 hits in DA. I think it came out pretty good considering that I have to spend a lot of time on fanarts because I suck at them x_x;; So here is the preview of the art I did. I plan on coloring it later on.
Now off to check Deviant Art.
P.S. I finally opted to name my computer: Jehuty
I have drawn some things, but lately I have colored nothing of it! I am such a bum. That is why I have not scanned anything because I want to color the stuff.
Other than that... my Design class is fun. A little slow, but it is ok. I will survive, besides it is a requirement class for any arts major so I have to take no matter what. RIcky bought me the last Z.O.E. dvd and I am grateful for that! n_n!! That was really nice of him to do that for me. He also bought almost the whole series of Full Metal Panic E_e;; it was crazy. I bought the League of the Extraordinary Gentlemen because I love that movie!! Dorian Gray is the coolest =9
I started a new file in Final Fantasy IX because it is perhaps one of the best Final Fantasies ever. So I started to doodle some random sketches and I might just use this art I did of a Cleyran Dancer for my 3000 hits in DA. I think it came out pretty good considering that I have to spend a lot of time on fanarts because I suck at them x_x;; So here is the preview of the art I did. I plan on coloring it later on.
Now off to check Deviant Art.
P.S. I finally opted to name my computer: Jehuty
[ Thursday, January 15, 2004 @ 06:54 p.m. ]
To gaze under its hood is to invite death.
To gaze under its hood is to invite death.
Okay. Design is such a long class that is not even funny! It is 3 hours long on Tuesdays and Thursdays E_E;; We had to do this dumb sort of outline... and I kinda did Kagome from Inu-Yasha. Hee. I was able to go to the mall today and buy some of these nifty stuff:
The Yu-Gi-Oh manga is just psychotic and awesome... there is like no cards in that story xD! It is real violent and crazy! I bought Underworld because I could not resist e_e reminds me a lot of Vampire: The Masquerade and Werewolf: The Apocalpyse so much! They probably based everything of that anyways. And finally I found a copy of Shirahime - Syo!!!!!!! O__O!!! I love Japanese storytelling so much because is mystical and pretty. Clamp did that manga so long ago and it has this nifty ancient type of Japan art style with ink.
Maybe, Ricky and me can go out for some time tomorrow! That would be nice. Hm. On Monday I will play FFXI and hopefully Lina can do too! My friend Talitha from the game will join as well n_n she is a nice person... I hope it is a she? Not sure.
That is about all.
The Yu-Gi-Oh manga is just psychotic and awesome... there is like no cards in that story xD! It is real violent and crazy! I bought Underworld because I could not resist e_e reminds me a lot of Vampire: The Masquerade and Werewolf: The Apocalpyse so much! They probably based everything of that anyways. And finally I found a copy of Shirahime - Syo!!!!!!! O__O!!! I love Japanese storytelling so much because is mystical and pretty. Clamp did that manga so long ago and it has this nifty ancient type of Japan art style with ink.
Maybe, Ricky and me can go out for some time tomorrow! That would be nice. Hm. On Monday I will play FFXI and hopefully Lina can do too! My friend Talitha from the game will join as well n_n she is a nice person... I hope it is a she? Not sure.
That is about all.
[ Monday, January 12, 2004 @ 06:13 p.m. ]
The grace of the forest and the spirit of the sea.
The grace of the forest and the spirit of the sea.
Ricky came back from his long, long trip!! =3 That has made me real happy and we got to hang around all of Saturday! It was a lot of fun and I got to show him some stuff too. On Sunday I went to Nathan's for a little bit and today I began school... yuk.
So far school is fine. Just because is the first day, it seems like taking to many history classes might be a little tough for me since I hate that material... Tomorrow is Design and I hope it is okay. I am planning to change my major to Art because I realized that it is the thing I want to do and that I like to do. Maybe I am going to become the looser of my family by doing that choice, but I really have no interest in anything else than... pencils and colors and things like those!
This week might not be so busy, but I must be prepared. My History teacher wants to met only on MW and not F by making the class a little longer on those days. I would not mind at all having it that so I hope next class everyone agrees. I really hate school...
And now off to play FFXI. Lina I sent you the world pass number so now you can play in Gilgamesh hopefully!!!
So far school is fine. Just because is the first day, it seems like taking to many history classes might be a little tough for me since I hate that material... Tomorrow is Design and I hope it is okay. I am planning to change my major to Art because I realized that it is the thing I want to do and that I like to do. Maybe I am going to become the looser of my family by doing that choice, but I really have no interest in anything else than... pencils and colors and things like those!
This week might not be so busy, but I must be prepared. My History teacher wants to met only on MW and not F by making the class a little longer on those days. I would not mind at all having it that so I hope next class everyone agrees. I really hate school...
And now off to play FFXI. Lina I sent you the world pass number so now you can play in Gilgamesh hopefully!!!
[ Tuesday, January 6, 2004 @ 04:08 p.m. ]
The Aurioks have learned through constant struggle that allies are more precious than water.
The Aurioks have learned through constant struggle that allies are more precious than water.
I recieved Lina's gift yesterday and it was real nice! Oh thank you so much for sending me a copy of Photoshop! And the figurine of Paine was just so nifty n_n!! I started to like Paine lately so that is spiffy. Thanks again for the gifts.
I finished reading The Moons of Mirrodin and it was great! I love that book and I cannot wait for the second volume to come out!! I wanna know what happens next n_n;; The creatures in that book were so pretty because they were like orcanic and mechanical althogether. Glissa has a real nifty character design too! Now I started reading Scourge because it is the book of the Phage and Akroma cards from magic! It is interesting so far, but I still like the author of Mirrodin a lot better.
I have not done much of anything else. I go to eat in the mornings with my mom and aunt and then come to play Final Fantasy XI x_x I am such a looser. I think I will go to the mall today so I can deposit some money to pay my car and also call the cable company to install cable for internet. What else? I need to send the presents now that I have money to do so, so lets hope my mom is in the mood for driving around today.
I miss Ricky lots ;_; this trip of his was long! At least he has his cousins so I hope he is not feeling lonely. Mau.
I finally sorta beat Final Fantasy X-2 and the ending was genial and it made me think as if X-2 was more like disc2 for Final Fantasy X rather than a whole new game. I was actually very, very satisfied and now I must share it with everyone, but no spoilers in this blog. I actually just skipped a whole chapter just to see the ending, but in my real file I am still far behind E__e;; that is what I did with the first FFX. Well, you people have to see it! It is fantastic!! Don't forget to press X in the farplane...
I finished reading The Moons of Mirrodin and it was great! I love that book and I cannot wait for the second volume to come out!! I wanna know what happens next n_n;; The creatures in that book were so pretty because they were like orcanic and mechanical althogether. Glissa has a real nifty character design too! Now I started reading Scourge because it is the book of the Phage and Akroma cards from magic! It is interesting so far, but I still like the author of Mirrodin a lot better.
I have not done much of anything else. I go to eat in the mornings with my mom and aunt and then come to play Final Fantasy XI x_x I am such a looser. I think I will go to the mall today so I can deposit some money to pay my car and also call the cable company to install cable for internet. What else? I need to send the presents now that I have money to do so, so lets hope my mom is in the mood for driving around today.
I miss Ricky lots ;_; this trip of his was long! At least he has his cousins so I hope he is not feeling lonely. Mau.
I finally sorta beat Final Fantasy X-2 and the ending was genial and it made me think as if X-2 was more like disc2 for Final Fantasy X rather than a whole new game. I was actually very, very satisfied and now I must share it with everyone, but no spoilers in this blog. I actually just skipped a whole chapter just to see the ending, but in my real file I am still far behind E__e;; that is what I did with the first FFX. Well, you people have to see it! It is fantastic!! Don't forget to press X in the farplane...