.//Aoshi Shinomori .//Attitude .//BlogV.2

I Feel

07:05 a.m. | Sunday, October 6, 2002

Ahh....yesh another week has passed.

G'day chaps! How has all been? Well, I have had a good week and all. Though it had it's crappy areas, I'm not complaining.

This past Friday I went over to Andy-chan's house. From there we went to the "Burning of the M", which is like this big school spirit thing at his school, anyway it was pretty cool looking. Andy seems all grand and everything.

Then yesterday, Saturday, I went over my ex-step dad's house and did something...which i don't remember what we did. All I do remember is that I went to the movies and saw RED DRAGON, which was really good; that is if you are into Hannibal and Silence of the Lambs. Oh yeah I remember why I went over his house...it was cause I was getting a new pair of sunglasses. They are Oakley's, very expensive, but hey it was a gift so I ain't complaing.

I wanted to go over Katya's today but I didn't feel quite comfortable going over there jes yet...if you catch my drift. Yeah what else? I suppose nothing. Oh well, it doesn't matter this entry was a bore. Take care peoples!!

Enrique

I Feel scared

10:33 p.m. | Friday, October 3, 2002

I need to watch it...

I don't know what is up with me lately, but I have been getting extremely...what's the word...stupid? Gosh I dunno,I'm feeling really odd lately. I mean hell, I'm obsessing over Katya and errr...others, like really bad. I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!

-deep breath- Yeah not only that I have the guilty conscience dealing with Kat's mom...don't ask. Yeah it's not cool...maybe I won't go over Katya's house fer a while. e_e I have a headache from hell...if I knew how a hangover felt like, I would guess something like this. I think I need some time alone...

I have had so many things going on in my mind that I can't stand it!! ARGH! Well you know all good things come to an end right? It is time to change into my dark demeanor for a while...now dont get me wrong, jes cause I said this doesn't mean "literally" I'm gonna change...jes mah life style for the time being.

Good bye

I Feel Lost

09:42 p.m. | Thursday, October 2, 2002

I can't even begin to start....

I have forgotten how it feels to type in my good ol' blog. Since I have arrived in McAllen from Colorado so much has happened. Just thinking of the time span...is just amazing in terms that I have had no time to blog.

Anywho, lets start shall we eh? Well, for those who are absolutely clueless about me, I am now attending the local college. It's really nifty, I go to school for 12 hours a week which is equal to a day and a half of school in High School. Yeah not only that but I have had the great oppurtunity to meet many interesting (...well, sort of) people.

What else...oh yeah! Remember how I have always been a little loser complaing how I needed a car, well guess what, now I have one! It sucks...sort of,but hey it's only temporarily(I HOPE!). Though it drives fine enough it doesn't have air conditioning, therefore, making life in the car a living hell.

On the contrary of hell, life on earth other wise has been great. Katya and I have been getting to b with each other more often than before and that's great! I really enjoy being with her. She makes my life worth while! Lately we have been getting more, well...how do you say it?...intimate? Hell, it works fer me. I don't mind it one bit.

Yeah well I better get off...cause mom is giving me a: get-off-the-computer-or-I'll-ground-you look. Well, chaps it has been grand typing to all, but all good things must end!

-Hideki- <- the devil made me do it.

I Feel exhausted

09:58 p.m. | Thursday, August 21, 2002

In a nutshell...

Yes I am back and still kicking...I understand I have been gone for a while, but that's ok because I'm going to sum up my past 3 weeks in this entry. *NOTE: I promise that I won't type much.

WEEK 1:Went to puppet ministry trip to Colorado...did puppets, mountain reppeling, horse riding, etc.

WEEK 2:Same damn thing except I came back home.

WEEK 3:Got my car finally, signed up for college and all that other boring crap.

Yeah that's everything in a nutshell, perhaps in later entries I will in detail talk about what had happened...but this is just an up-to-dater. Take care people.

I Feel flirty

01:46 a.m. | Thursday, July 25, 2002

It's been a while since I have blogged something good...

Friends, countrymen(women), lend me your ears for I have good news finally. Well, not really great news, but at least I'm not pissy anymore. Anywho yeah since I have last typed I have gotten a lot better. My hand doesn't hurt anymore and I have done quite a few things with friends and that's cool.

Let's see in the past few days: my mom came and left(wohoo!), I've gone over my friends house and played some good RPG playing, gone to schlitterbahn (is that how you spell it), ran around naked in my house, and do nothing else. Yeah that about sums it for me in today's blog. When I have something that is worth talking about...in terms that I'm not lazy to type, i will put it.

Until that time...farewell?

enriquito n.n

I Feel infuriated

09:46 p.m. | Wednesday, July 17, 2002

I have never been so angry with my mom in my life!!!

My mom has royally pissed me off to the extremes...argh! Ok here is the scoop. It's Wednesday night, right?, in which I am in my puppet group in church, I get home and call mom to see how she is doing and to tell her that I'm home. Well I also tell her my plans for tommorrow morning when it comes to the car that I want to get. Now for the next part read carefully...

This is what I tell her:
"...If I get the paper, i'll get the car and if I don't I'll clean up the car."
This is what the loser says:
"But what are you going to do if you don't get the paper?
So I tell her this:
"If I don't get it I'll clean up the car."
Then she asks me the same thing:
"NO, I said what are you going to do if you don't get the paper?"
So I try to make it clear to her:
"NO, mom listen I said if I don't get the paper, I will clean the car got it?
See a pattern?

Well this goes on for a solid 5 minutes. By this time I am repeating my self...did i mention I'm yelling too? Well finally I shut up and decide to listen what the hell she is trying to say. She tells me what If I never get the car. Then I tell her that I'd go to Edinburg and try to figure out something.

Then she starts yelling at me how I never listen to her and that I sounded like her ex-husband (step dad), and that I was hanging around Katya too much and that I wasn't spending enough time studying and a whole bunch of other bullshit. ASS FRIGGIN' HOLE!!!

(deep breath) She finally hung up on me. What a dick, I was so angry that I punched the kitchen counter so hard that all my bones in my hand popped. It hurt...in fact in hurt alot. After doing so I ran around in pain like a loser. I am no angry that I decided If I continue to punch more things I might break my stupid hands.

-bleh- On a lighter note...I went over Kat's yesterday and swam in her pool, while we were there I acidently busted her lip when I threw a rubber ducky at her face. x_x I was being too ruff. She is ok now...well at least she said so and the swelling went down. Also she got me this really cool wooden necklace and matching bracelet thing. I wore it all day today.

Also I took my test today, man what joke i think all these weeks of studying really paid off, I finished the test with an hour and thirty minutes left to go and that was after I checked my work! Yeap I believe other than that, I have done nothing else. Hopfully I can go over Nathan's house tommorrow or something I need to get my mind off my loser mom....

~Qui-Que

I Feel worried

11:50 p.m. | Tuesday, July 15, 2002

Is this my fault...or do I have bad luck?

I use to think I had life fairly easy, you know: I had friends, no worries, no complications...then I grew up. Now I get into one mess after another.

Joy what friggin fun. Well ever since Thursday of last week I have been extremely ubsessed with getting a car. Well anyway it's Monday now and it seems that I may never get the bloddy car. First I was missing a dumb paper, the next thing I can't get ahold of the person who has the paper, and finally I get the wrong paper. Dammit I'm really losing my cool.

Not only that, but my fiendish mother is getting on my nerves about having me study my brains off for this test that I need to take on later this week. This complication is tied in with another one. Katya, the poor thing has to work what seems 24/7. Well she finally gets a day off and she has it on a Thursday. It just so happens I 'have' my test on that day, so we can't do anything together. Like a sweetheart she changes her schedule so we can do something together...by doing this she gets more hours.

Well, what makes this a problem is when I find out when the test is...it's actually on a Wednesday. That means Katya didn't have to change her schedule thingie...(did I lose anyone?)...anywho she had changed her schedule for Tuesday and on Tuesday my mom 'grounded' me to study for the test that I found out is on Wednesday. Now my poor girl friend ruined her week because of me. Ugh I feel terrible.

I don't even know what to do. So here I am with a thumb up my butt feeling sorry for Kat and myself at the same time...gosh, things just get worse for me lately. "Some one end the mysery shoot me the head!"

Sorry people i have typing such BS lately...next time I blog I promise it will be something on a positive note. Until then take care and pray for me! -Enrique

I Feel gloomy

02:00 p.m. | Saturday, July 22,2002

Now I'm home and I wish I wasn't...

I have been some what angry lately...I think it can be due to the fact every time I try to get the car, I some how don't. Or maybe it's my peers... Anyways, It doesn't really matter I suppose, maybe I'm jes over reacting or something. So much crap to think about and the added stress of college coming up...yeah that's exactly what I need right now.

Well enough of that, my trip back to Texas was a whole lot better than the one to DC that's for sure and I was met by Justin who i was surprised that he was there. That day when I got home I invited a bunch of friends to the movies. In all there was 10 of us. We went to see 'Lilo and Stitch' and as far as I know everyone liked it.

I noticed that Katya was all mellow about something when we were at the movies, but I didn't know about what at the time. When I asked her again after the movie...she was quite upset. She said something how I didn't want to be with her and that I wasn't spending enought time with her and some other crap.

Man when she said that to tell you the truth I was pissed. I mean I couldn't believe she said that to me, in fact I thought I had spent alot of time with her...I mean heck before i left to DC I was with her for a week and a half straight!!! -sigh-

It was obvious though that she was on the verge of crying...I didn't argue a single bit. I made my self be the 'bad guy' and apologized...In fact i just conforted her. I talked to her since then and she is doing better. So that's good.

Now...I am going to end this letter with a note to all the people who read this. Dont read my things with out my permission...some things I put here are really deep and I wish people wouldn't read my thoughts....I would like to have some privacy in my life. THANK YOU

good ridance

I Feel cheerful

10:18 a.m. | Monday, July 8, 2002

Well my vacation in DC has come to an end...

A tear or two has fallen down my cheek today since I know I shall be saying goodbye to my cousins. I always hated saying 'goodbyes' it always made me feel so, so gooberish you know? At least I know I'll see them again soon...unless I die in plane crash or something(hahaha, hoping not to jinx).

For you people back home I'll be arriving tommorrow at the airport around 1:00 pm. But I figure no one will be there...that's ok. I'm going to cram as many calls as I can today... I need to call: mom, Katya, Justin, Ray, and Nathan. All of them today! Oh the joyous fun...oh yeah Katya don't worry I haven't and I won't use yer calling card.

I can't wait till I get home guys I really mean it. Except I'll be busy on Wednesday and Thurday though...I think, actually I dont know. Look I'll tell ya my plans when I get back and we'll work from there.

Take care peeps~Enriquito

I Feel busy

11:54 a.m. | Wednesday, July 3, 2002

I'm gonna be REALLY busy the next three days...

Hey look...I'm leaving this morning for some large 4th of July party thingie in another city and not only that but we are going to an amusment park and then some. In fact it is going to be at this camping grounds that I was at that one weekend earlier back. Sorry Justin I couldn't get a hold of you...I tried honestly don't know what was up with the stoopid phone. Well If I can't get a hold of you when I come back...I'll just call you when I get home.

Let's see what else can i say I'm running short on time...oh yeah, someone tell Nathan that he only has to bother with my little goobers for one more week. I think that's all I have to say about that. Hey Kat I saw what you did in the last post...*good touch* on having Wesker being injected, boy that sucks for him...lol.

Other than that I believe that's all I have to gitter about...Katya if I can I'll call you when I get back on Saturday or Sunday. n.n Well you people back in Texas country take care and don't be dumb. hahaha

Your Favorite Buddy~SpYRo

I Feel bored

05:52 p.m. | Sunday, June 30, 2002

Nuttin' to do...

How the hell is everybody?! Well, I'm stuck in the house with a half a dozen or so cousins running about. So I managed to slip away from the mahem to I can get on the comp. which seems is always occupied. Anywho...judging by the title of today's blog I'm sure you understand the state I am in. Yep that's right...I'm bored.

But I'm am quite fine though because you see I am going bowling today (hopefully) and my cousin Jorge is paying for me (hopefully) cause I only have like .19. I'm so darn lucky,no? Yeah...well I was planning on what I was going to write next but my uncle needs help with the computer or something. Oh hell, I got's to go...I'll talk to you guys later....Enrique n.n

I Feel okay

01:57 a.m. | Friday, June 28, 2002

So much to say yet so lazy to say it...

How is the weather down there? Literally! Well up here it has been a lot nicer than I figured it would have been. Other than the whether that isn't the only thing that has been nice here. The cousins are great. Some are better than others but it is always harder to love every puppy in liter equally right?

Well since last I have written I have gone site seeing like crazy, I have gone canoeing, I went to the smithonian museum, I have met some hotties (j/k Kat), go to several amusment parks and just be a bum. -Sigh- Isn't life wonderful?

Since I haven't really been catchin' up on talkin' to my friends I would like to know how you guys are doin'...how bout you peeps wright on my goober tagboard eh? Yeah if anyone gets ahold of Nathan, ask him how the hamsters are doin...ok? As for the Justin, I'll get ahold of him in like a week. Katya, keep it real in yer job ok? I'll call you later today perhaps the afternoon...I'm leaving early in the morning to Delaware or something.

Take care sweetheart...I luv you lots! xxooxxoo~Koibito n.n

I Feel scared

04:53 p.m. | Thursday, June 20, 2002

Am I Going To Die

G'day chaps! If you have already forgotten I left for Washington D.C. on Wednesday. Well the plane trip was horrible! I have never been so scared in my life...I honestly thought I was going to die.

You see, what had happend I was on my second of my two flights to get to my destination. Well, on the last 30 minutes of the flight. I decided to go to the rest room. I'm walking down the aisle right? And some guy grabs, and sits me down! Then the guy then tells me in an angry voice that I shouldn't be standing up in a plane going to DC in the last 30 min of a flight...(he wandered off how it had to do with the Sep. 11 attacks)...but that wasn't the thing that scared me.

Well, the guy didn't let me out of my seat for nothing. After like three minutes of being next to this wierdo...something horrifying happens. The plan suddenly makes sharp dive! This I know because the plane tilted forward. There was an older man who was removing a small bag in the bag compartments above the seats...well he flew down the aisle crashing into a steuardess. All the bag compartments opened and bags flew everywere! One person was hit in the face. The plane began to shake termendously...I thought it was going to rip in half. Finally the lights went out and everyone started screaming.

Not to far from me some lady was screaming and crying at the same time...the wierdo guy began to comfort her. People started to pray. Just when I thought the worst ended, the plane tilted to the right and few people fell out of thier seats. I had put on my seat belt earlier and one thing that I remember was that I bounced up about foot off my chair. If I didn't have my belt, I would have flew off. When the lights went out I thought "Am I gonna die?". All I could think about was my mom, dad, and katya.

When my mind began thinking of the possiblities that the plane may crash... oxygen masks came from the ceiling! I nearly fainted. Finally I closed my eyes and began praying. For a solid 15-20 minutes all this was happening. After that time span It all ended. I opened my eyes it was over. In a real stupid voice the intercom turned on and the fagot pilot answered: "I hope you enjoyed your flight with us in Continental, may you make it safely to your destination...we are now arriving to the Nation's capital...". What an asshole.

I'll end it there I still shaken about that...bye. ~Rick

I Feel tired

12:38 a.m. | Wednesday, July 18, 2002

Well, I'm leavin' tommorrow...

Hello one and all, how is everyone doin? I'm jes fine I suppose. If I haven't mentioned in a previous entry, I am leaving for Washington D.C. on wednesday the 19. So I probably may not be able to put in another entry for sometime...probably.

Since I'm leaving, that means no one is going to be in my pad while I'm gone. So I had to have my friend Nathan to take care of my gooberish hamsters. Yep, I think they will be fine...I have confidence in Nathan. What else, hmmm...oh yeah I had spent the night over Kat's house on Sunday to see a soccer game between Mexico and U.S.A. The United States won. I was indifferent who won so I didn't care.

Kat liked the gifts I gave her, that was good. I was hoping she'd like them. n.n Yeah when i leave I'm gonna miss her a whole lot. v_v But hey, what can you do right? Oh well. She knows I love her and I'll contact her whenever I can.

So next time I write peeps I'll talk about my road trip and so on that I'll be doing in D.C. Take care losers xDDD!!!!

~Enriquito n.n

I Feel excited

09:01 a.m. | Saturday, July14 , 2002

Whoa my dad came...

How is everyone this fine and wonderful Friday morning? Well, I jes fine cause my dad is in town. That is so cool! I want to show him everything thing! Yeah when I got up this morning(7:08), I heard the dumb phone ring. I got out of bed and ran looking for it. I tripped and fell on my stomach onto the living room floor. Lethargically I got up and grabbed the phone from the couch. To my surprise it was a step-mom. So yeah I think I might be around him all day.

But I pwomiced myself to go to the movies with Kat to see her silly movie, Scooby Doo, eeehhh...I don know what I'll do. Maybe I still will, I'll call her to see If I can bring my bratty little half sister thing. Yep, that would be cool.

Later today I'm going to show my dad the school, that I went to and some other things. He just wants to be shown around Mcallen. Yep also, I may bring him to the beach...I shall invite my friends to come, yesh so they can meet my 'pepi'. Well that's all I have to say about my upcoming events. So yeah.

Well if you want to get ahold of me today, you better do it fast cause I'll be gone! Anywho...I jes excited so excuse me of being all 'gibbery'.

So yeah that's all folks... ~Enriquito n.n

I Feel content

11:09 a.m. | Wednesday, July 3, 2002

What's next, pigs fly?

Hey ladies and gents, tis I, Enrique. Well I haven't put an entry in a few days due to the fact that I went to Monterrey with Kat. She invited me since she figured i would have nothing to do over the weekend. Anywho...the city is very large and I thought it was quite amazing, I have never seen a city surrounded by mountains other than Denver. The atmosphere is very different than the typical area of Mexico that I go to.

While I was there I met most of Kat's family, or so she said and I went to check out a lot of sights around the city and such. The food there was really good to, much different than the 'Mexican' food were I live. Yeah and to top it off also while I was there I went to a really cool amusment park...Plaza Sesamo(Sesame Street)! XDD

Yeah, when all was finished we went home and they dropped me off, kat's parents that is, and was normal again. Yup now here I am bored to death with nothing to do in the house. I think I may go over to my friend's house; Nathan, he says he want's to show me his new Resident Evil game for Gamecube. Eh, I don't mind going at least I'm getting out of the house that I dred.

I'd type more, but I'm sure who ever reads this is gonna be as bored as me, and will probably form a plot against my life...so i won't. Take care people and don't do anything too stupid while I'm gone, ok? Well this is Koibito signing off...

I Feel bored

04:38 p.m. | Friday, June 6, 2002

Let the boredom stop!

Jes fer starters, did I mention I have been left alone in my place for a week now? That means: no parents, no rules, no regulations, no chores, no homework, no crappers, no nothing! Well there is a catch to all this...there is NO DAMN CAR!!!, but I'm cool about it. Honestly I am.

Ever since the family ditched me I have been entertained by scarffing all the food in the frig and sleeping whenever I want. The bad thing though is that i don't have thine vechile. You see, for those you do not know I live quite far from all my friends and I always have to depend on people taking me to places. Bleh how crappy.

Yeah Katya has the sniffles or something and thats not cool. My hamsters are restles so I have to clean thier dern cage every friggin day...well, almost. And my friend is havin' woman problems, dang so much crap and I can't do anything about it. (makes face)

The only good thing that's happend that my main girl is bring me to Monterrey this weekend! Yahoo, something new!! Fer you ignorant peeps out there, check yer Atlas or something and you'll find that it is found in Mexico (duh, I know but there are some dumb people out there).

That's all I have to say fer now, but I'll end with some words of wisdom: "...remember to always but your socks on before yours shoes." ~ x__x (I know, don't ask)

Enjoy! ~Words from your friendly neighborhood Rick n.n

I Feel relieved

09:00 p.m. | Monday, June 24, 2002

Well It's all over, yet it has just began...

Hey peons!(jk) It's me again, well I jes want to say the graduation ceremony was quite boring and...well, boring. Since my last name begins with an 'A', I had to wait without any anticipation for my diploma. I was sitting in the front row and I was jes bored. Then came the cazillion speeches and I was jes dying by this point. When the time came to put away our tassles and through our silly caps in the air, I lost my dang hat. While I looked about for my hat, another fell into my hand! I kept it.

After all havoc broke lose (when the parents came to hug thier children), I took Katya by the hand and we exitted from the football stadium were all the stampedes of foolish neandrethals were. After wasting a good 20-25min. We were finally able to find our parents.

I met Katya's older sis and her biological father, they seemed like nice people. Anywho, I eventually took Katya to the Graduation party which in reality wasn't half bad. I was impressed actually. I spent a good 5 hours in the different pools there and I played a lot of games with my friends. Yeah, when 6:00 a.m. came I was quite groggy. I passed out somewere and then I was awoken when it was like 6:30, it felt like I was out fer hours.

Walking about like some sort of zombie, I said my good-byes, actually no...now when I think about I passed out on a table again. Well, let's just say I said goodbye in my dreams. It wasn't too long after 7:00 a.m. that my mom picked us up. I dropped my little gooberette (Katya) home and then we went to HEB(the grocery market of south Texas). From there I went home, and found my aunt sleeping on my bed, to lazy to wake her up, I simply plopped on the bed and layed on her. She woke up and pushed me off. What a great family member.

I must have fallen asleep on the floor cause I woke up there about seven hours later, roughly 3:00 p.m. Getting up I had found my mom went out of town without me, she isn't coming back for another 2 months! So now only myself and my aunt are here and my aunt is leaving tommorrow morning. Well it looks like it's gonna be a boring summer. XDD!!! Look if you guys (my buds, nar nar nar) want to do anything, call me anytime literally, I sure as hell won't be busy. Take care and don't be stupid peeps.~ Qui-Que n.n

I Feel blank

11:58 a.m. | Saturday, June 1, 2002

Yep it's graduation time...

Gee, I get up this morning and my gooberish mom doesn't let me eat. I need to eat, or I will become invisible...I'm thin enough as it is! Anyways, I get up and I have to go all the way to the McAllen Memorial football stadium (biggest stadium in McAllen, for those who don't know)and I had to attend to the dumb PRACTICE GRADUATION CEREMONY PIECE OF CRAPPERS. Bleh, it sucked. It was so damn hot outside, I felt as if I was subliming.

Anyway after two crapo hours in the scorching heat, me and my girl walked about looking fer a dumb phone, but all the ones I found some goober kid ripped out of the wall! Argh. So anyway I walk about this school to look for a silly phone, so I can call my mom to pick me up. I was jes planning on asking someone fer thier cell or something, but everyone ran off like a bunch of rabbits, so no one was there.

Finally Katya, jes comes up with an idea:"Hey Rick why don't we go to Andy's and use his phone." Well it made sense, he lives close. So we went there and called my mum. Yep and now here I am. In a little while I'm gonna go out to eat and then after that I have to go back to the ceremony place thinga-ma-bobber.

"Suga you make my soul complete, Rapture taste so sweet..." ~IO:Rapture Ok that was out of nowhere. I can't wait until 11:00 p.m. At that time there is this PROJECT: CELEBRATION PARTY THING...YEAH. It's some party or other yup I'd like to go there.

I would normally not go, but my mom and Katya sort of convinced me. eh...I'm lazy (as usual), so I'm not gonna write anymore. I'll see you wonderful individuals later... ~ Enrique n.n

I Feel excited

11:45 p.m. | Wednesday, May 29, 2002

Here is test thing I got from Kat...

Have you ever?

*... kissed your cousin? sort of...
*... ran away? ehh...no not really.
*... pictured your crush naked? well...
*... broken someone's heart? I don't think so
*... been in love? many a time.
*... cried when someone died? yup
*... wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? Doesn't work that way with me.
*... broken a bone? a few
*... drank alcohol? some, I even got a bit quezzy once.
*... lied? who hasn't?
*... cried in school? nah, leaving school, yeah. v.v;

***Do you believe in...*** *... love at first sight? ::shakes head no::
*... God? absolutely.
*... kisses on the first date? ehh..no not really.
*... monsters? no
*... horoscopes? no
*... aliens? yeah, definetely
*... ghosts? sort of yes, sort of no
*... heaven? absolutely
*... hell? if there is a heaven there is a hell. So yes.
*... cheating? what a dumb question

***Which is better ...***

*Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi
*Sprite or 7-Up? 7-up
*Girls or guys? girls,cause their better looking. :)
*Flowers or candy? actually this may seem gay, but flowers.
*Scruff or clean-shaven? as scruffy as they come. xDD!!
*Quiet or loud? ::shrugs::
*Pools or hot tubs? hot tubs ::winks::
*Blondes or brunettes? brunettes all they way!!!
*Bitchy or slutty? slutty, I hate bitches.
*One pillow or two? twenty.
*Pants or shorts? neither!
*Gap, American Eagle, or Columbia? Gap

***The Preferred Sex***

*What do you notice first? thier views on different subjects, or in other words:personality
*Last person you slow danced with? Myself...don't ask.
*Worst thing to do: not having good hygiene..yuck!
*Best place you know of to go: somewere secluded
*Short or long hair? short to medium
*Piercings or none? the typical amount

***The last time you...***

*... showered? this morning
*... had sex? I'll tell you when I get married, eh?
*... have been to a party? Prom, early May 2002
*... had a great time with the opposite sex? anytime I'm with my girl. n.n

***What is...***

*... your good luck charm? don't need one.
*... [who is] the person you hate the most? my self at times. v_v
*... the worst song you've ever heard? BARNEY'S song!!
*... the best thing that has happened to you today? Have Katya come over my place and also when I went to church.

*...FAVORITE...*

*Color: orange
*Movie: That's a tuffy: The Matrix, Star Wars series and The Alien series.
*Book: The Aliens series.
*Subject in School: Speech
*Online buds: Melissa, Jessica, and Tobias.
*Place to go when you have no where to go: I don't go anywere I jes get violent.
*Cars: Corvettes
*Food: Italian, Sushi, and soups
*Ice cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie dough...mmmm
*Soft drink: Mountain Dew:Code Red
*Sports to watch: Football, Soccer, and Horse racing.
*Holiday: none.
*Season: Fall
*Breakfast food: Tacos and a smoothie
*Place to go with your honey: As long as she is there, that's all that matters.
*Place to go with your friends: I suppose my place, or Katya's.

***Who...***

*... makes you laugh the most? Jc (Juan Carlos)
*... makes you smile? My hamsters, my girl and my dad.
*... gives you a funny feeling when you see them? Nathan
*... has a crush on you? a WHOLE bunch of people.
*... do you have a crush on? My gummibear.
*... gives you kisses? No one really, but that's ok.
*... do you like to kiss? I suppose Katya, but I really haven't for my own reasons.
*... has it easier, guys or girls? Fortunatly us guys do, but guys have it pretty bad too you know.

***Do you ever...***

*... sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? depends I guess
*... save AOL conversations? once.
*... save emails? more often than not
*... wish you were someone else? No friggin' way.
*... wish you were a member of the opposite sex? ::makes face:: NO!
*... want to look differently? "I want to be fat!"
*... cried because of someone's mean words? I try not to let people get to me.

I'd type more, but after that doing this, I don't want to. I'll see you peeps later. ~ Rickster. n.n

I Feel excited

10:04 p.m. | Sunday, May 26, 2002

All this graduation stuff is making me feel sick...

Hey peeps, it's me Enrique again. Well, today is Sunday and It has been ok. Well I went to church and did my typical Sunday routine...except not really. Little did I know there was a surprise thingie for all the graduating Seniors who go to that church. We had this grand ceremony crapper and junk. I had to go up in front of a bunch of 'kids' and give them advise for the future (yeah I'm the type to give good advise: bleh!). Anyway afterwards we ate out and i got fat and happy.

More stuff happened, but I'm too lazy to write about it. So here I am typing about my boring day...oh yeah, did I mention that I found out that these two girls think I'm "sexy"? When my friends told me I thought they were trying to piss me off, cause they know I hate that stuff, but when I confronted the girls I over heard them. I smirked of course. That little thing made my self-esteem go up like a gazillion points. I still got the touch. What ever happens don't say anything to Katya (like she isn't reading this n.n).

So yeah I guess I ran out of stuff to say but that's cool. I'm gonna see if I can go over Katya's and/or Nathan's house tommorrow. I have some unfinished buisness if you know what i mean. Anyways take care people I might write again tommorrow if I'm not out all day. Laterz-Spyro

I Feel sad

09:59 p.m. | Friday, May 24, 2002

What a depressing day...

Hi people, my mood is awfully depressing today. It seems that I can't stop thinking about how school is over. I like to think of my self as an emotional man since I am quick to being sentimental(is that spelled correctly?). Well, like I stated school is over for me as a senior and i noticed that most of my friends were acting all normal about it. Jeez not me though, you had to have seen me; I was extremly moody.

Yeah I was planning on going over to Justin's house, for those who don't know he is one of my best friends, well anyway I was going to be there for a while. His mom was going to pick him, myself, Katya, and my friend Nathan up from school. On the way to leaving the school, I turned around in the car and watched as we drove away. I suddenly felt a tear roll down my cheek, I was crying.

I couldn't believe it, I was crying, I promised my self not to but I did, I'm not very good at convincing myself. The entire time we were in the car, I didn't make any eye contact with anyone, my eyes were like little water fountains. I was too embarassed to look at Katya. I hate myself. I really do. Anyway we dropped Katya off first and as I saw her leave and I felt as though she was depressed. I dunno maybe it was a feeling in my gut.

For the next four hours or so I stayed at my friends house playing around and doing silly things. When the time came, we had to go home. When I got home, I was greeted with an angry mother. She can be a real bitch sometimes but I still love her. She thought I threw an envelope tha had money in it, in the dumpster and she made me go inside to retrive it. She said if i didn't I'd be grounded, that was the LAST thing I wanted. I feel bad enough I was grounded when I was first with Katya.

Anywho(this is a bit long, eh?), I went inside the house...well, apartment and took a shower, I mean you would too if you were in a dumpster for 20 minutes. While I was inside I fainted.

I woke up and found blood all over the water and wall. It scared me, it was my blood. Earlier in the day i had gotten a nose bleed and made a mess of myself, well it came back. I went to a clinic and got some medicine and went back home. I layed in bed for a while. Then it struck me that I hadn't really talked to Katya at all. I felt bad, I basically ignored her on the last day of school. I got teary eyed (again). I decided to call her and she wasn't home. Andy's I think?

Now here I am writing this stupid blog, that I don't know why i started and I'm jes making my self fell more depressed. Oh to hell with this...

If you read this Katya I just want to say sorry and that I appreciate that you put the little test answer in my blog, to have you put it in makes it more special and it cheers me up. Well take care love you lots. ~Qui-Que

I Feel blank

09:54 a.m. | Friday, May 24, 2002

This is Katya 9_9 I found the result Ricky.

Find your emotion!

I Feel silly

10:36 p.m. | Thursday, May 23, 2002

My first post...ain't it great?

Gee, I dunno were to start. Well for starters, if anyone who is reading this I am Enrique, my alias is Rick(y). Umm...I'm 18 years of age, I'm of Spanish and Italian orgin, and I am currently going out with a real sweetheart (and i'm sure you people know who that is).

It's all over now, I mean the school year, it's funny that I actually decided to put a post when I only have one day left. Ah who cares, I know i sure don't. Yeah today is really special for me cause I asked out Katya...we have been together for like a couple weeks but the relationship wasn't exactly official. Anywho I did this after we both went to see Episode II: attack of the clones. Eh, the movie was ok, If you are looking for action I don't recogmend watching this movie.

I'd write more, but I'm too lazy so for now I'll jes end here ok? Later days! n.n