Listening to: SNL

I have had the worst day. I know that everything just seems worse because I only got five hours of sleep last night (and I'm anemic so I get tired really easily), but I still feel so awful.

You see, today we had the Student Council Halloween party (I had to work from 4:30 PM to 11:00 PM), and everyone was REALLY stressed because all of the cheerleaders and all of the football players were not there, and we REALLY needed them for the haunted house. So the Carnival was ready to start and everyone was running around freaking out because we needed more people. So then when they showed up everyone was mad at them (I am not a cheerleader but my best friends are.) and yelling and my one of my best friends started to cry. And that alone made me feel awful because I hate it when my friends cry. So I worked the whole time and then when we had to clean up. I spent one hour vacuming this one room that was covered in hay and my friends came in and they were really surprised that I was still there because they had not seen me. So when I saw our computer teacher (he was also in charge of Student Council) I told him that I had been working and he got upset because "I may have been working before but I wasn't at that second" and just ignored me after that. So I was going to the bathroom and he snapped at me because the times that he had seen me I hadn't been working (I was ready to say that maybe if he actually paid attention to the food court where I was working [which got like, five times more attention than the freakin haunted house that he spent all of his time in] he might have seen me do something). So I said that I had worked and he told me that I had better get something to do. So I did, of course, because I really don't want to get into trouble with my computer teacher since I want to be involved in the computer industry. I was really upset, whenever people yell at me it makes me cry. I'm not used to being yelled at and I don't get mad very easily so I usually just cry. I cry really easily, but I refuse to cry in public. Crying is a sign of weakness and I don't like people to see me cry. Only my parents and my closets friends have seen me cry. So I waited until I got home to cry. AS if that wasn't enough, when I got onto the computer I had an email that really upset me. I am not going to get too far into it, but I had been secured a spot doing something on the Internet that I was really looking forward too. I went to a lot of trouble for it too. Anyway, the email pretty much said that I didn't have the position anymore because they were really busy. It really upset me because I had gone to a LOT of trouble. Seriously. I bought some stuff that was rather costly, and even though I had really wanted it, I wanted some other stuff more and I got this instead because I thought that it would be helpful. And now I don't even get to do that.

So basically, if you saw me now I would be limping (due to high-heels)with red eyes, black rings under my eyes, and in a very bad mood.

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 11:11 p.m. on Saturday, October 27, 2001...

Listening to: Nothing (as usual *^^*;;;)

Hello!

Sailormoon.com is now working again *jumps for joy* and the pages should look fine now!

Nayami I contacted you about the spot *^^* *gringrin*, if you havent gotten my email let me know and I can IM you. I noticed the icon problem, just was too lazy to fix it ^^;;; it should look better now, I haven't gotten around to making two of the icons (I didn't really like the previous images for the most part).

*Smilesmile* I found the X OVA and first episode for DL *squeals* but I'm gonna have to wait to get them on VHS cause my computer can't take anymore files being put onto it.

I lost that auction and went strait to another *^^*;;; Hopefully I'll win that one. Anyone who is willing to pay $40 for some cards deserves them *glares at the winner* Needless to say I will make sure that I win this one.

The quarter is ending next week. Speaking of which, wish me luck on my math test. Its the last one of the quarter and my last chance to get an A in that class *grabs Algebra book and looks over it* I've probably got a 93 in that class right now which is really upsetting because I managed to get an A in Science, which is my worst subject!(Math USED to be my best one, now English and Science are ^^;;;) But I think that other than that 94/93 grade I'll get 97 and above this time which will be a relief after two quarters of getting a 91 in Science. *gringrin* If I can manage that then I can get all of the X mangas (having to feed off of ALL of the other merchandise w/o the Japanese manga really sucks.)

I've been so caught up in my blogs and everything else that I totally forgot about the latest ASUKA chapter! I'm in an ultra happy mood knowing that it will be out on Wednsday, even though I most likely will not get to read it for a few days.

Does anyone have a scan of all of the X spines put together? I'm kinda curious as to how it looks *looking for clues in EVERTHING*.

I'd better go to sleep now, Algebra is first thing in the morning and I can't afford to do poorly in that class.

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 09:49 p.m. on Sunday, October 21, 2001...

Listening to: Airplane

*curses and throws things at sailormoon.com*

Arrrggggg! I'm sorry that my blog looks like shit right now, my freakin image hoster yah, pathetic, I know, but at least I can host a billion images there *^^*;;;) isn't working right now. Everything looks like absolute crap that has images hosted there.

*bites sailormoon.com*

Oh well, I'm sure that it'll be working again by tomorrow...

destined to die: --X-- recieved three new members *cries happliy*! We now have Fuuma, Kamui, and Kakyou so it should get interesting... (evil grin)

Other than that I am going to have some friends over and do something relaxing after the History test today. It wasn't very hard, but I get so nervous that tests seem awful. I'm sure that I did fine though...

Koneko and Shikarri are out of town *cries* I can't wait for them to get back! But our "Look Who's Talkin'" blog is up and running now. But of course, guess who hosts the images. Yah, so it looks like crap at the moment as well *bites sailormoon.com again*

Visit it if you feel like a laugh!

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 04:20 p.m. on Friday, October 19, 2001...

Listening to: AIM beep

Sorry that I haven't blogged in a while.

Nope, Internal Reflection hasn't recieved any updates because I've been working on a blog which is now finished!

In case you couldn't guess, its an X bog destined to die: --X-- . Please visit it and think about joining! We need more players (so far we only have Arashi, Hinoto, Yuzu, and Satsuki.) PLEASE! *hopes*

I have two more blogs in the works. One is a CLAMP series blog and u can contact me about applying in sdvance (any CLAMP character: Hokuto, Umi, Chii, Miyuki, and Tomoyo are taken.) The other is invite only. Its called "Look Who's Talkin'" and we are all are own characters with a common bond- skitzophrenia (I really don't know how to spell that). I'll link them when they are done, but you can't expect updates for at least a week or two on Internal Reflection, I'm really busy setting these up. Once I have them up the blog will run on its own. I'll contact you if I want to invite you, but don't expect it unless I have takled to you a number of times. If you really want to join then get to know me first (and no, none of us have skitzophrenia).

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 04:40 p.m. on Thursday, October 18, 2001...

Listening to: Nightmare on Elm Street

This is just a quick post.

I made a blog template that you are welcome to request. Simply go to the link on the sidebar to view the rules.

I hope that you enjoy!

Oh yah, I'm Nova! And Sore Wa... Wonderland recieved a new player today! Arigato, Michira!

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 07:52 p.m. on Sunday, October 14, 2001...

Listening to: A video game many rooms away

She was SO CUTE! We played this weird version of tag (shes pretty young, like third or fourth grade) where the leaves were base and she would carry them with her and throw them behind ehr back one by one- KAWAII!!

*sighs* I have school tomorrow. I actually like school, but I like weekends more. That means a final batch of updates today and then very few, if any, this week (thats on Internal Reflection), I'll still have time to blog tho.

I now RPG as: Door-san, Para Para, Mami, and I applied to be Nova today. If anyone starts an X blog (I realize that there are already four, but still... *^^*) let me know! I luv X bunches and I would care who I played!

I just realized that I forgot to post everything that I just wrote *^^*;;;; my bad.

Fanfiction.net is all messed up and anipike is down. *cries* but I did find an Arashi/Sorata fanfic that was written in Spanish and got it translated. I'm gonna email the writer and ask for her permission to post it on my site. I just hope that she can understand me...

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, October 14, 2001...

Listening to: T.V. thats in another room

Sorry! *^^*, I've been busy this week.

Today I had a "Speech Tournament". I did oratory, which is where you write. memorize, and present a speech on a current topic. I did repecting other people's opinions. I got a red ribbon for it! The best that you can get is blue, but thats really hard cause you need a perfect ten. I got an 8 (8 and 9 is red, 7 is white, below is green, or "participant"). Thats fine by me! I get a pretty little ribbon and even better one point added to my English grade!

There have been some arguments at school. I'm gonna try to not get involved in them even though I am kinda sorta involved in one.... I want to place the peacemaker! *^^*

Lessee, Internal Reflection got updated today! We now have a few scans, one profile, the relationship page, scenes, and links. More to come...

I've gotta play with a little girl tonight. I love little kids but I haven't seen this girl since she was two and I was 7! Whatever, I'm sure she's cute.

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 06:03 p.m. on Saturday, October 13, 2001...

Listening to: Nothing

I'm back!

I think that I had forgotten to mention in my last post that I was going to ^that same camp^ for a few days.

THANK GOD ITS OVER!

I said hello to the tree! Its doing quite well, however, they have decided to cut it down after an incident with someone else were they... glued... things... to it *laughs*

We had an... interesting time. Equipt with me running all around the campsite whenever a bug decided to venture near me.

The funniest part was when we went canoing (you get the idea, ne?). It was so funny because a lot of people tipped over. I had cut my hands up trying to go on the zip-line (I really wanted to but I had to swing around really weird and my hands got all cut up so I couldn't do it.). Anyway, Koneko-chan and another girl went with me to get my hands cleaned and fixed up and we saw the other group canoing. Koneko-chan goes, "Hey look! There are four people in that canoe!" (the maximum was three). And then all of a sudden there was a splash and Koneko-chan was like, "Not anymore....".

In other news, Nayami, I am working on the site (not quite done yet, check back tomorrow or so) and you can expect it to be pretty well done in a couple of hours.

Is it normal for your mouse (computer one- not those creepy little rodents) to die after having it for like, a month. Both of mine have been messing up and it's driving me INSANE!

I'm gonna go finish the sit enow, ja!

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 04:09 p.m. on Thursday, October 11, 2001...

Listening to: 7th Heaven

My baby is beginning to look a little better *^^*.

*grins*

There has been a slight malfunctioning problem. The text does not want to "agree" with me and it refuses to go in the right box OR have a scroll down. Maybe its just my browser.

Anyway, I fixed the images. The image that I'm using has been used on an X site before, not an Arashi and Sorata one. Its an X fan page and the html code is different. So I figure that its OK (there isn't a rule about this is there?)

I'll put the link up here cause its pretty. Internal Reflections and let me know if it shows up right.

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 07:06 p.m. on Monday, October 8, 2001...

Listening to: Computer Rattle Its VERY LITTLE Brain

WAI WAI! Arigato, Koneko-chan!

Everyone scurry over to Koneko-chan's place and sign her G-Bookie for uploading the html!

And I am now putting the final touches on my baby!

Guess what, I just looked at it and the pics look AWFUL together (you were right koneko-chan.) I'm gonna change it on Monday. Forget the URL that I gave you.

WARNING! (Koneko-cahn told me to do this) the layout image contains spoilers (uhhh. yah, waht do you think the pic is of *^^*).

Okay, gotta go finish it up!

~ja!

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 09:35 p.m. on Sunday, October 7, 2001...

Listening to: Mom nag

You like?

Well, anyway, I'm gonna hafta go soon...

I made another template and I'll load it soon. It'll be up for grabs *^^*

Can anyone guess where I got the signature and page name?

*^^*

...Piiko's tears fell into the sea in her heart at 12:55 p.m. on Sunday, October 7, 2001...