aint no time to bleed (jessy the body ventura) XD
I broke the silence on Tuesday, February 22, 2005
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haay.. napablog nanaman ako.. why? coz i feel so bad again.. I still dunno if i should let her go or just stick with it.. I haven't heard from her for 2 weeks now i think.. no email, no txt, nuthin. I txt her.. no reply.. I wish i know what's goin on.. that way i'd know how to react.. all i can do now is prepare for the storm.. I guess i really do still love her.. but it's killin me.. sometimes i just try to avoid things that would remind me of her.. gaah.. im so pathetic..
Anyways, hmm this past week.. i bought a new computer! I named it Orochimaru coz it's a "monster" of a computer compared to my old one XD and my mom bought a flat screen 17inch lcd monitor (atleast she didnt charge me for that one). School's ok since i can still cram may way through it. Another speech is commin next week.. I just dunno how i'll handle that one.. American history Exam next week too >.> i'll have to read around 12 chapters of the book! geez.. i guess ill be busy this week.. I also have to apply for a license and hopefully get a car next week or the week after.. Rose online is also there.. omfg.. i feel like a day's not enough anymore.. >.< anyways, my mom's buggin me to sleep now.. I guess thanks to Rose online, i aint so depressed right now..
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Listening to: Una - Sponge Cola
Watching: One Piece 132
Downloading: Jinki:Extend 7
Baka deshi...
I broke the silence on Friday, February 11, 2005
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Yesterday was speech class.. I cant believe my nerves got the best of me!! I blew my speech pretty bad.. I forgot what i was supposed to say!! it's about me!! the speech was a simple speech about myself for gawd's sake!! It's so racking to remember... I really made a clown outta myself.. the way i handled myself on stage.. gaah.. the horror.. Speech class was supposed to help me right.. I think coz of my last speech, my anxiety speakin in public got worse.. taskete kure..
On the lighter side.. We bought a puppy!! he's 2 month's old, half Labrador, half German Shep. XD he's so cute~ XD his name's twix (my mom named him T_T) here's a pic of TWIX. I also got my O-Key and School Id this week.. I also bought a new set of Earings XD roxors gold w/ diamond earing. (teh cheap ones) lolz. Awhile ago i bought a 160gig Hardisk, but my compy(konohamaru) only detects 8gig!(WTF!) i guess ima have it checked tomorrow.. *sigh* Exams week next week.. I wanna get it over with.. *sigh*
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Listening to: Mirai to yuu na no Kotae - Angela
Watching: Bleach 18
Downloading: Jinki:Extend 4
Random Stuff
I broke the silence on Monday, February 7, 2005
| How to make a Zygreal |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
1 part silliness
3 parts beauty |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
hehe tagalog naman ^^
I broke the silence on Saturday, January 22, 2005
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Sawa nako taena naman e.. hehe.. joks.. Ayan, tapos na 1st week ng school.. shet nakakatakot..
Day 1 (Tuesday)
1st subject ko American Government! hmm... feeling ko novice ako d2! amp! wala ako alam dun no! ilang buwan palang ako d2.. langya.. pero Asteg prof ko d2, parang coach ng football team, maingay na magulo na nakakatawa na nang-aasar ng studyante hehe.. tapos, next subject ko American History! isa pa to! novice uli ako d2.. tapos ung prop langya nag attendance, binasa ung syllabus tapos dinismis na kami.. Astig lang sa 2 subject na un, Exam namin Online! kahit sa bahay ko sagutin pde haha.. 3rd subject ko naman Speech.. kakatakot huhuh.. d ako sanay magsalita sa harap ng maraming tao.. naalala ko ung elem, HS ako.. kahit recitation nanginginig mga kamay ko hehe.. haaay.. la magagawa kelangan kayanin hehe..
Day 2 (Wednesday)
2 lang subject ko pag monday at wednesday.. 8am Algebra.. computer subject to.. siguro tamad na mga teacher magturo ng algebra kaya sa computer nalang hehe. ewan.. madali lang naman... 2nd subject 1pm Freshman Composition.. d ko lam kung mahihirapan ako o hindi dito.. ok lang naman sakin magsulat etc... basta gumagana utak ko hehe.. pero kelangan ko parin magimprove..
Day 3 (thursday last day of class)
May Assignment sa American Gov.. syempre nagpass ako.. sa American History naman taenang boring na lecture.. lintek na walang kabuhay-buhay na lecture nung prop.. tapos may quiz pa next week.. haay.. 3rd subject nag story telling kami hehe.. oh well ox pa naman.. may assignment kami para sa tuesday, magdedemo kami ng kahit ano.. d ko pa lam dedemo ko.. nakakahiya nnman ako nito T__T
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Listening to: Suntok sa Buwan(acoustic version) - Session Road
Watching: Genshiken 10
Downloading: One Piece 81-90
Past is past. Life is short. Drive Fast
I broke the silence on Monday, January 3, 2005
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Dec 31 was my dad's memorial service.. Allot of his friends and non of his relatives (he's an orphan) attended.. Anyways, it was sad day, there were people crying, I not one of them, had a hard time holding back tears specially after hearing what people had to say bout my dad.. He's simply a man with a mission (that's what they say) He helped build schools and churches.. and simply touched everyone's lives.. I wanna be like him.. though i dont think i'll ever be as "good" as him.. I will try.. ^^;
New year's eve~ 2 sisters of my grandma came over our house and spent the new year celeb (more like new yr gambling) with us.. we had some wine and some snacks and played some card games.. We played "in between" XD and after 3 or so hours of playing I won almost $60 hehe.. woot! $_$ Signs of a Good Year? I hope so.. I wish... ^_^ moolah~ XD
I just enrolled today.. im an official Oklahoma State University Student now XD go OSU Cowboys!~ XD XD .. anyways, to enroll i had to take 2 tests (I forgot the names) so I took the 1st test.. and did pretty well.. pretty well that I dun have to take the other test! weee~ (i got 98 in english) XD and that's how i was accepted in OSU.. demo... i lost my HS transcript.. hope my aunt or girlfriend could get that from my HS...
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Listening to: Hemisphere - Rahxephon
Watching: Melody Of Oblivion Episode 20
Downloading: Fafner in the Azure - Dead Aggressor Episode 1-6
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I broke the silence on Wednesday, December 29, 2004
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My dad passed away 3 hours ago.. The minute my mom got that call from the hospital I knew something bad happened to him.. We got there 15 minutes after he passed away.. When I entered the room I didnt know he's dead.. But when I saw him w/o any tubes and wires around him.. It just hit me.. he's gone.. and my mom was crying loud.. And i just stood there.. Holding it back.. He's a great man.. I wont be here if not for him.. My mom told me that he said that dont let him die until i get here.. And now im here, I guess he's ready to go.. and just waited till Christmas.. Anyways, I know he's in a better place now.. I really just wanna thank him for everything..
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Listening to: Asterisk - Bleach OP
Watching: Grenadier Episode 4
Downloading: Grenadier Episode 6
*sigh* you'll give me a headache
I broke the silence on Saturday, December 25, 2004
Ahh it's Christmas Day.. We didnt really celebrate christmas eve, eventhough my grandparents were here, we
just ate dinner, then the opening of gifts (around 8pm last night) then off to bed. lolz..
nothing near a Filipino christmas celebration.. mom has work yesterday and today
(christmas day)..Anyways, I've been downloadin and watchin allot of anime lately.. let's see..
I have My Hime, Naruto, Bleach, kannaduki no miko and final approach.. I love My Hime!
Natsuki!! kawaiii~~
Awhile ago gramps recieved a txt msg.. I know it was a txt msg from
the msg alert tone.. i looked at him... he thought it was a CALL!! Aparently.. he doesnt
know anything about text msgs.. He was answering the phone but no one was answering
he said.. (DUH!!! its a txt msg) and i told him bout it.. and showed him his inbox
(first time he's seen one) And looked at the msgs.. some msgs dated waay back october..
all of em unread.. yes.. this is a true story.. and yes Ignorance is bliss.. nuff said..
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Listening to: Tune The Rainbow by Maaya Sakamoto
Good to be back~
I broke the silence on Saturday, December 18, 2004
Listening to: Easy Breezy by Utada Hikaru
Wakaranai..
I broke the silence on Wednesday, December 8, 2004
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Some days ago we went to Yukon a town near oklahoma for a christmas light show... twas nice i actually enjoyed the drive-thru light show. The next day I bought a PS2 game --Front Mission 4, and to my surprise my mom bought her game too.. A $21 Pacman game for the PS2!! (like omg!) lolz .. anyways.. i just think it's a waste ^^;; .. Anyways.. I got my Social Security number 4days after i applied for it (kinda fast if u ask me) My Green Card also arrived today.. (2weeks after my arrival) Usually people recieve it couple of months later but i got mine in 2weeks.. cool ei XD XD..
I called my GF yesterday coz it's our Monthsary XD .. i miss her.. =( Anyways, I was chatting with lei, she made me a *PLAIN* ticket lol.. (coz i mispelled it asking for a Plane ticket) PLAIN TICKET <-- Click to see hehe.. I sent her some utada hikaru songs coz she said she wanted some, only to find out later that she already has that album i was sending her  after awile she gave me a call card thingy, for me to call the philippines.. (coz she's in california i think) XD I i'll use to call my gf next time XD Domo Arigatou lei-chan~ 
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*note* i kinda messed up on the archive thingy.. lolz. so im just reposting this ^^;
Current Mood: Sleepy
Listening to: Life is like a boat - Rei fu
Life is Like a Boat
I broke the silence on Wednesday, December 8, 2004
just wanna post this.. ^^
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Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves will guide you through another day
Tooku de iki o shiteru --- I know we have so far to go
Toome ni natta mitai --- Within the connections I see
Kurayami ni omoeta kedo --- Thoughts of darkness, and so
Mekaku shisareteta dake --- I adjust my mask of serenity
Inori o sasagete --- I offer up a prayer
Atarashii hi o matsu --- And wait for a new day
Asayaka ni hikaru umi --- In the brilliance of the shining sea
Sono hate made e --- Until there is a shore
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you will follow me and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku --- People go fishing in their hearts
Mukedashitaku naru --- And have become deceitful
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de --- Again a new cycle of the moon
Fune o tsureteku --- Brings someone into my heart
And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore
Ah, I can see the shore?
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku --- Still, the journey continues on
Odayaka na hi mo --- Even on a gentle day
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de --- Again a new cycle of the moon
Fune o terashiasu --- Sends a shine into my heart
Inori o sasagete --- I offer up a prayer
Atarashii hi o matsu --- And wait for a new day
Asayaka ni hikaru umi --- In the brilliance of the shining sea
Sono hate made e --- Until there is a shore
And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no mune o kogi --- To the uncertain fate of the heart
Nami wa tsuki kara tsugi e to --- The waves are stages of the moon
Watashitachi o osou kedo --- To us it seems as if
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne --- It's a wonderful journey
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne --- What a wonderful journey
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Current Mood: Nostalgic
Listening to: About me - Utada Hikaru
Times like this i miss my girlfriend more, coz when it comes to buying stuff, shopping in particular she knows a hell lot. 
gaah.. oh well.. let's see.. today I was FORCED to get a haircut.. I was FORCED to shave too.. hahaha.. ok nevermind that part.. that's what happens when you live with your parents i guess.. anyways, I finally found a good channel on tv 
hehe its the comedy channel, i love their stand up comedy programs and their "Drawn Together" series.. Ofcourse i can only watch it when my mom's not around.. she's the kind of person who doesnt even like to hear the word "sex" on tv.. let's just say she's uhm.. a straight christian whatchamacall it.. 
