11:46 a.m.-- Sunday, May 26, 2002
 I like Connies new layout. It reminds me of the Radiohead bear thing. And radiohead is good. Yes. And the cat is a stupid bastard, and I was going to trip on him if he didn't friggin move. I've done it before, and he always smiles and purrs after I do it. >O All of these cats will be the death of me. You want to know how I had to sleep last night? On two inches of bed, while bubba sprawled out everywhere. I could move him to get two more inches of room, but he'd growl and bite me when I tried, so I slept bloody terribly. Yargh. DARN YOU, KITTY KITTY.


05:17 p.m.-- Saturday, May 25, 2002
 Fixed the picture for the FY picture thing by uploading it to own server. Yeah. Still smell like ferret. Yarghyargh. Reading Cennie/Celina's blog for entertainment. Connies coming over, I think. I called her earlier and told her to come around 6-6:30ish I guess, and I'm hoping she'll be able to find my house (its on a small street. lots of people miss it ). I was going to say something funny and entertaining, I'm sure, but I seem to have forgotten what it was.


2:06 p.m.-- Saturday, May 25, 2002
 Just got back from the zoo. ^_^ Got to do Close encounters today, which is where you hold an animal and people come up and say "ooh" and "ah" and say how cute it is and pet it and ask you questions. I chose to work with Widget and Archie, who're both pretty amiable ferrets. Archies the first one I worked with, and he's really wiggly. sort of like a fur-covered slinky. He kept trying to eat my zoo docent badge After about an hour he started feeling sleepy, so I put him back in the traveling zoo and got out Widget. I didn't know Widgie had gotten so fat. o____o; He's fatter than solomon now. But that's sort of good, since that meant he doesn't move around as much as Archie.
Uh.. Lesse.. I worked with Alex today. he's our zoo naturalist. I'm not sure what that entails, but he's pretty cool. He likes snakes even more than George (our snake snake guy) and wants to play in the tiger cage. XD He's also afraid of hamsters. He says they're evil evil. He's perfectly right. I can't remember if we have any in the traveling zoo.. We have two rats, hedgehogs, a bunny named Alice, a guinea pig named Purdy, two opposums (Possums?), african millipedes, marine toad, tomato frog, corsnakes, boa constricters, three ferrets, a porcupine, a mcaw thing and a bearded dragon in the traveling zoo.. Not in the zoo in general. I haven't handled te tomato frog (I need to get the gloves someday and mess with him. he's a little toxic) the porcupine (Harriet. she's very very shy. it's cute), or the mcaw thing (max. bloody violent bastard. take your ear off if you give him half a chance). My favorites probably the bearded dragon, tho, because it's cool and freaky looking and hangs on your shirt (look ma. no hands).
Bah. we have guests over for fondue tonight. I should call Connie soon, going to invite her over because I don't want to be bored alone.
WIIIIIIIIIIIIDGET.


02:39 p.m.-- Wednesday, May 22, 2002
 Today was.. today, y'know?


I'm completely down-to-earth! Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.


Which Piercing are you?


07:41 p.m.-- Tuesday, May 21, 2002
 Feel really really really awful. no more sake


I took the What Mythological Creature Are you? test by !


11:25 p.m.-- Monday, May 20, 2002
 Harhar. I just typed up a huge entrance and deleted it by accident while I was trying to fix something. yarghyarghlesnarf. *growl*. It was mainly about Eponine updating, the Rurouni Kenshin soundtrack (summary: "Heart of Sword-Yoake Mae"=Good. "Tactics"=Not so good. erf.), Lorena McKennit being an amazing person. I failed to note earlier that one of her songs almost made me cry, because I heard it a long time ago and it brought back some memories. Am stupid emotional person, yes, but it's very sad.
Lets see.. I like Tori Amos too. Just downloaded one of her songs by accident the other day, but it turnt out to be good. Going through my mp3s.. Princess Mononoke soundtrack was pretty good, I remember it complimented the anime (good good anime) well. Moxy Früvous remains king superior of all.


07:42 p.m.-- Monday, May 20, 2002
 Sweet Christmas. Lian has finally lost it.
I'd be watching Kenshin and trying to figure out what periods we have tommorow, but the Kenshin tapes are gone (NO. MY LOVELY, HEAD-BITING YAHIKO. SAIIITO!) and I'm too dumb to pay attention to what the classes are. Anyway, am on Kenshin high today because of bloody brother


03:35 p.m.-- Monday, May 20, 2002

Take the Which Fushigi Yugi Character Are You? Quiz!
Quiz created by gehnya

Who? ^_^;;


07:35 p.m.-- Sunday, May 19, 2002
 Hah. We made fondue. finished project all in time and whatnot, and am very proud. Mum wants to go out for ice cream. eh. Might go and not have any, since she's being insistent.


Calming and childlike, and yet outgoing all the same, while you seem like just another person, you have an almost ethereal quality about you. Unfortunately, despite all your good qualities, you are so hidden in the background it's almost depressing.

take the "which neglected jrock band are you?" test. or something.



You're the STYLE tag- you are very dramatic, but when you mess up or overdramatize something, you know it and you change.

I'm Purple! Click to see what color you are!


Too many tests.


02:49 p.m.-- Sunday, May 19, 2002
 Poor Lian didn't enjoy the dance. I kind of liked it, but I'd only go to another one if the group of people came again. I felt stupid and awkward the whole time and everyone kept making fun of my cleavage. ;-; I liked my dress, sort of, but it was bloody LOW LOW CUT. Well, for , you can't expect perfection, but I kept having to retie the stupid thing. At least I wasn't wearing one of the prom dresses. That was probably the best part, seeing folks in prom dresses at a school dance. I guess I just laughed and wandered and dance. Felt very self concious though, since still look like horrible, horrible fat cow, which is another thing I'm doing this summer.. losing bloody weight. yargh yargh. Back to the english project.


10:26 a.m.-- Saturday, May 18, 2002
 Just got up and found both of my parents sleeping, which was weird (I'm usually the last up. 99.9% of the time, the 1% being Christmas). Anyway, dance is today. Am going to wear dress that is probably too formal and make grand fool of self, because I've never been to a dance.
Phone call. Now going to see star wars at 11:30. nyuck nyuck. Having trouble typing now because a huge fat black cat is sitting on my lap and being extremely bloody affectionate for such a paranoid, scared kitty.
And connie.. MAIL ME THE PROJECT THINGY.


010:28 p.m.-- Thursday, May 16, 2002

What faerie are you quiz thing.



Personality quiz.


"What category are you" quiz. I actually know where all the pictures for the buttons came from. Huh.



What..uh..flavor chia quiz. O_o



Music icon quiz. argh.



"What kind of date are you?" quiz.

I don't know. o____o; I just don't know. Lian had these on her blog.


09:17 p.m.-- Wednesday, May 15, 2002
 yohoho. HOHOHO. ^_________^
No, I'm not sure what that was for.
I'm considering duct taping my squeaky monk doll to my giant tic tac box and pretending my art manniquin is fighting my sock monkey with it.
......You know, my desk is starting to scare me. As if the differently colored horses weren't bad enough, I have more weird stuff now.
I picked up my formal dress or something. It's blue, which is kind of expected, and has little swirly things on it that remind me of the Van Gogh painting "starry night." Still no shoes for it, except my "hooker shoes", and mum says they don't look so good with it. And I'd probably end up breaking my neck if I had to walk down stairs. I wonder how hookers do it?
I'm listening to "american pie". Not some crappy version by Madonna, mind you, one of the old ones. The madonna version made my head explode. I like the older ones much better, and the lyrics are actually quite good.

"I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news
But she just smiled and turned away
I went down to the sacred store
Where I'd heard the music years before
But the man there said the music wouldn't play
And in the streets the children screamed
The lovers cried and the poets dreamed
But not a word was spoken
The church bells all were broken"


07:10 p.m.-- Sunday, May 12, 2002
 soundtrack: the dragon gave a loud scream (#4 on page).NiGHTS: Into dreams OST
Obviously, I wouldn't know French, I'm in Spanish. The Tira Misu was good, but incredibly rich, and you could really taste the rum in it. I think they have a little package like cake mix with the ladyfingers and everything for it at the store, but we (We? My dads getting to me. I made the bloody thing myself!) used one of the basic recipes from here. Can't remember which one. Way too much rum in it, but feel happy and buzzy. ^_________^
By the way, that Tiramisu wasn't actually ours, but a picture from a website. I served it on little plates with cinnamon sprinkled over it.
You know, this is weird. I'm listening to "The Mantle", and it's got the same voice thingy from Lain (The one that goes layer 01..whatever) and I've got that voice on my computer. Talk about overused.
ANYWAY, happy happy happy. More rum. ^_^


4:15 p.m.-- Sunday, May 12, 2002
 After reading last few entries I have concluded that I am quite incurably mad, and there is nothing to do about it but turn self into asylum and live in room with padded walls for rest of life, thankyouverymuch.
Lian and Connie said my entry was sweet, which struck me as odd. I'm not a very ranty person, despite obvious evidence, so that last entry was a little odd (though I meant it all). I'm used to letting my brother do all the complaining (we're quite a team. he's too loud and everyone knows how he really feels, my parents have to force my opinion out of me.) so I'll assume something had taken over my mind at the time. I guess I'm also really defensive re. my friends. Or just a bitch. ONLY YOU CAN DECIDE, CAPTAIN PLANET.
I slept until 11:00 today (not abnormal. I sleep alot unless someone wakes me up, I can fall asleep at 9:00 pm and wake up at 4:30 the next day if no one bothers coming in and kicking me) and when I woke up, my dad had gone skating, leaving a note to remind me to make the Tiramisu for mum's day and tidy up the house.
Of course, I sit and read the funnies, have my cup of tea and clean up the kitchen before I was really awake, then started on the tiramisu only to find that we didn't have any amaretto. Nor did I know what amaretto was, though i guessed it was some kind of coffee. I asked my brother, who had honestly no idea either.


figure one: my brother.
We had to make it with rum instead, but I still think it came out beautifully magical wonderful, and if you disagree I'll punch your lights out. Oh, and I fixed my doorknob from the other day's event.

figure two: a lovely tiramisu

Anyway, mom came home early and she was very happy to see the pretty house and all the stuff we'd done while she was in minneapolis, and now she's outside gardening.
Before I go, let me link you to a wonderful mp3 site. It's really slow, but they have a large selection of anime and game mp3s. They even have the soundtrack for one of my favorite games, NiGHTS: Into dreams, pretty old, but great. ^_^

figure three: NiGHT

If Lian's reading this, I honestly don't know any French, they could be talking about poodles in "Psycho Killer", for all I know. But I didn't write the thing, Talking Heads did, and Moxy früvous sang it. here's the lyrics.
I'm headed off to clean the pig cages. G'bye!


09:31 p.m.-- Friday, May 10, 2002
 Just read over my last entry and realized how stupid it sounds. argharghargh.
Also, "Psycho Killer" by Moxy Früvous (the umlaut is important? maybe. original version is by Talking Heads) is an amazing song.

"I can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire
Don't touch me I'm a real live wire

Psycho Killer
Qu'est Que C'est!!"


09:05 p.m.-- Friday, May 10, 2002
 God. PEOPLE ARE SO CRUEL TO MY WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL DAUGHTER. I'm reading Lian and Connie's Blogs and finding out about how stupid people can be. Stupid stupid stupid. People who really know me know that I rarely ever get truly angry or irritated (not that I don't pretend, especially for a laugh) but God..
Yargh. I thought I'd gotten past all this stuff for the time. People are so ..bah. I don't know the adjective to describe how I feel. This is exactly why I never act like I want to. I'm so afraid of criticism, of acting out of place and having some like that happen to me, and then it happens to my friends. My GOOD, GOOD friends, who are some of the most amazing people I've ever met (don't tell them I said that).
I also got to listen to B. criticize my Boston room mates today during FCS (Least favorite class. full of tittering girls. hope they have a tragic accident with iron/pair of shears/pins). I'm staying with Eponine, Allison, and Jessica. B: (blahblahblah heather thomspon. stuff about people getting together and breaking up in a mockery of true love, going 'OMIGOD, you didn't know that?' alot) so, who are you with in Boston?
L: ...*glances up from sewing* Allison, Susan and Jessica...
B: I don't know your friends, they're weird. I know Susan. Sort of. I don't like her.
How does she know she doesn't like Epo. if she doesn't know her? I hate it when people claim that she is stuck up just because she's so quiet and shy. She's a creative, nice and kind person, she's just sort of scared of people sometimes, PROBABLY BECAUSE THEY GO AND MAKE STUPID JUDGEMENTS ABOUT HER. But she's super, and I don't know if I would have gotten through my half year of P.S.Dupont without her as a friend.
I've been ranting too long. I need to shut up. I'll just end saying I saw Spiderman today. And it was good. It would have been a lot better if I'd gotten in touch with Eponine to invite her, but dad dragged me off.


09:46 p.m.-- Thursday, May 9, 2002
 Eh. A lot of my friends don't understand html. It's pretty simple: HTML has a life of it's own. It makes sense, but sometimes it doesn't. You just have to go along with it.


09:45 p.m.-- Wednesday, May 8, 2002
 Well, THAT was embarrasing.

I ended up prying open the window with a bar,leaping out it (and into the damned spiky bush), going around, ringing the doorbell until my brother unlocked the front door for me, went into the kitchen, got a screwdriver, unscrewed my doorknob on one side, then the other, then slammed into the door really really hard.
Anyway, Dotta and Connie had some new quizzes on their pages. What Goddess Archetype are you?
Uh.. Not a huge HP fan.


03:49 a.m.-- Wednesday, May 8, 2002
 I'm seriously trapped in my own room. The door just stuck, the things broken or whatever, and I was trying to fix it, and it STUCK.
...help?
No ones around either, Neils upstairs, moms on a plane and dads at work. HELP!!!!!!


09:04 p.m.-- Tuesday, May 7, 2002
 Limewire has 803 linkin park mp3s but only four (broken) dir en grey mp3s and seven two-mix ones.
Argh.
dalskhtjqlfkweja5htrqo234uwh5jrkql3wejrk.


09:00 p.m.-- Monday, May 6, 2002
 More quizzes. Then bed.


find your element at mutedfaith.com. <º>


Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
...?


Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

That's enough.


08:40 p.m.-- Monday, May 6, 2002
 Got quizzes from dearest daughter's site.

Call me Uke
Are you seme or uke? Find out!

..Rightyo.
I am Valmar; In the game Grandia 2, I spent most of my time as separate body parts, stored in containers such as the one in this picture. Just sitting, waiting, for someone to come along, so I can graft myself to his/her body!
Which RPG villain are you?
Grandia II was king god god game. HORN OF VALMAR. Except for the bit about purple lightning attack and the stupid bird.

What Psych-Ward do you belong to?
...ookay.


12:02p.m.-- Friday, May 3, 2002
 Just got back from the carnival with Dotta. Very fun, very silly, very cheery mood. Her parents are cool, though I think I might have bothered them by talking to much, but I like talking when I'm in a good mood. ^_^ I love everyone right now. Dotta is great and silly and fun and loves Marron.
I'm reading a little book on my zodiac sign (cancer) and it's neat.

Cancer at a glance

  • Motto: "I feel"
  • Element: water
  • Quality: cardinal
  • Ruling planet: The moon
  • Animals: The crab and all shelled creatures
  • Lucky day: monday
  • Body parts: Breasts and stomach
  • Foods: Melons, milk, soups
  • Colors: Silver, pale blue, grey
  • Jewels: Moonstone and pearl
  • Metal: Silver
  • Flowers: Water lily, larkspur, acanthus
  • Numbers: Seven and sixty-three
  • Key words: Sensative, empathatic, nurturing

    I'm supposed to hide my real emotions. Not me at all. Yeah. Sure...Disturbingy accurate at times.

    i'm a rabbit.
    what kinda pet are you?

    quiz made by muna.

    ...riiight.
    Wa an ni right back at you (Or whatever the hell it is. Chinese speaker I am not) daughter dearest , who's house I hopefully know when the heck to go to tommorow.


    04:11 p.m.-- Friday, May 3, 2002
     Stupid cat is eating a pringle again. Well, I hope he's enjoying himself and they aren't making him sick.

    Anyway. Everyone has animals (mouse, toucan or pirhana), and in Dotta's case Marron. She insisted on using the picture. And wouldn't allow me to clip it. So there you go, it's longer than the others.
    I'm listening to "Bushel and a Peck" from Guys and Dolls. Good song. My mum used to sing it to me when I was a baby/little girl. :x


    06:00 p.m.-- Thursday, May 2, 2002
     Lovely. During dinner, my mom pointed at me and said "You're gaining weight back."
    Damnation. I should probably start fasting again or something.
    I had a lovely day and Susan came over, I'll write about that in a bit.


    09:46 p.m.-- Wednesday, May 1, 2002
     How many people in the country know what orange tic-tacs smell like when they burn?
    I hate makeup. Why do I wear this stuff? I've heard people say it makes me look pretty, other people wear it too.
    It just makes me feel fake and stupid....
    I'm going to go wash this stuff off now. Night night.


    05:53 p.m.-- Wednesday, May 1, 2002
     soundtrack: sgt. peppers lonely hearts club band.the beatles
    I'm bored. All I have to do until mom gets home to take me to the meeting is math homework. I need a new layout. Maybe I'll do that? Hn.


    03:47 p.m.-- Wednesday, May 1, 2002
     soundtrack: departure (click to download).kooz
    Susan wants me to update.
    I don't feel like updating. I'm tired, and I'm doing stupid homework, and have a bloody zoo meeting from seven until god knows when.
    Urf.
    MY MUM IS RUNNING THE VACUUM CLEANER RIGHT OUTSIDE AND IT'S LOUDOIS qudo2u35jop1u345jroq24wuefjc. Aiyyee. Vacuum cleaners hurt my ears.


    05:24 p.m.-- Tuesday, April 30, 2002
     soundtrack: luck be a lady.FRANK BLOODY SINATRA ^___^.guys and dolls
    I've influencedSusan too much. She's starting to use "Highlight of my day" like I do. SCAAARY. I went to look at the art thingy, and I didn't know Connie was so insane. The girls demented. Very, very demented. I forgot how awful the angel picture was-her skirts all messed up, and I didn't paint her hair right, and her arms too short and her hands are too small and her colors were smudged and the shading was nonexistant and....etc.
    Blargh. Moms cooking Curry. What the hell is Curry? Death ate curry in Mort, which was kind of cool.
    "Life is sacred? Who said so? God? Hey, if you read history you realize God is one of the leading causes of death. The sword of God, blood of the land-Millions of dead motherf*ckers, all because they gave the wrong answer to the God question. "You believe in God?" "No." *BLAM* Dead.. You believe in God?" "Yes." "..You believe in my God?" "No." *BLAM* Dead. My God has a bigger dick than yours."-George Carlin


    3:51 p.m.-- Monday, April 29, 2002
     Eponine/Sue is finally updating. viva le republic.
    ....Feel awful. Woke up with feverish today. then dragged myself to the bathroom and was sick. erf. how lovely, you all probably want to hear about that.
    ....have a nice day..urf.


    08:50 p.m.-- Sunday, April 28, 2002
     "A maniac will beat nine people with a steel dildo. A crazy person will beat nine people to death with a steel dildo but he'll be wearing a bugs bunny suit at the time. So you can't put 'em all away.. you gotta keep some of them around for the entertainment. Like a guy who tells you the king of sweden is using his penis as a radio transmitter to send anti-semitic lesbian lesbian meatloaf recipies to soupy sales in Marm and Hamlish.". -George Carlin, Four groups That Have to go.
    This man is wonderful


    03:48 p.m.-- Sunday, April 28, 2002
     soundtrack: carbo/then a deus later in the entry.grandia II soundtrack.noriyuki idaware
    Razzles have turnt out to be wholly unsatisfying. Though they make the ambitious claim of "First it's candy..
    ...Then it's gum!" they prove to be only some sort of disgusting hybrid that I end up swallowing the "gum" form of. Earlier, Lucy's friend (Who I randomly imed and confused a great deal) asked me who I was cosplaying for Otakon.
    Good question. Any suggestions? Im me! or Mail me or something.
    Lian says that "Your dream symbolizes you want to have something precious of your own and your paranoid that your older brother's always ruthlessly trying to take it from you".
    It sounds like him.


    12:19 a.m.-- Sunday, April 28, 2002
     I finally had another dream last night (Odd, since I was just talking about it). I dreamt I had something that was really important.. I dunno, it was pinkish coral at one point, and then grey at another, and it had a clay-like texture, and we were on some sort of space ship I remember, because these aliens were there.
    I can't remember why the thing was so, so important, but I know that you could cause a lot of harm with it, and my brother was trying to steal it from me, and he kept chasing me and fighting me for it... and he got the thing and kept it in a glass box thingy but then I got it back but couldn't keep the unbreakable box closed for some reason.
    He chased me for a while until he finally got close enough to kick me really hard, and sent me sprawling across the floor, the box skittering out and lying open on the floor, and he took it-I reacting as I would in real life by not getting up, but grabbing him from the floor and fighting like i often do, wildly trying to get him down, because this thing was so important.
    But he kicked me again and went off with it. Later, I stole it back from him, and locked myself in a pitch black room, trying to think of what to do. Suddenly, my parents were there, idly sittng on the couch. I asked them, and they said to make a duplicate. I used my sculpey clay to make a duplicate, first a coral pink one until I realized that it was no longer coral pink, then a grey one that I could give back to him inside the box, pretending that it was the real one, but I was worried that he'd figure out what it really was.
    Then, just as I was finishing it, and terrified to the last nerve of him discovering me making the copy, he came in and shot me in the head.
    Then I woke up. Maybe I really am mad. I have no idea where this came from, out of the blue, and no idea what the grey thing was.


    08:56 p.m.-- Friday, April 26, 2002
     soundtrack: player hater.josh tobin.? (king song. "my rhymes are cool, just like doing cocaine". "i walk around town with a stark erection, then gave your mom a yeast infection")

    What color do you dream in?

    I was thinking about this while I was sitting in one of the big leather chairs at borders and reading a book that was too expensive to buy (coincidentally, said 17.00 book was about writing books. go figure). No particular reason. I just suddenly thought of it. of course, this is kind of irrelavent.
    I don't dream. i haven't dreamed for a few years. why? I wish I knew. I miss being able to dream. Maybe I don't sleep enough.


    07:20 p.m.-- Thursday, April 25, 2002
     A few moments ago I realized how happy I am and how full of love, wonder and excitement life could be.
    then i went and did some laundry.
    KILL ME.
    AUuuUUUUGUUU(*Ug9o8raeuhjtlkr3qhjw45jrhq3k4j5erf3qwerf.d


    05:58 p.m.-- Thursday, April 25, 2002
     soundtrack: the dreaming tree.before these crowded streets.dave matthew's band
    Lian was around while I was updating my site and gave me some advice on my layout, which helped a little, since I hadn't had any before. Still working on it, since it's a little distracting. Like the new header I made? Yeah, that's sweet little Kyo (who sounds like a dinosaur sometimes) from Dir En Grey. With the help of a filter and the font called "do not eat this" (clever), he's up on my site now. Yeah.


    03:22 p.m.-- Thursday, April 25, 2002


    Red: 0/100 Blue: 24/100 White: 20/100 Yellow: 1/100

    Take the Color Code Test
    by Dano

    Good test. Fun. Been taking too many tests lately.


    09:28 p.m.-- Wednesday, April 24, 2002
     soundtrack: canado povo (little shelter mix)..grandia ii soundtrack.noriyuki idaware
    I don't have anything compelling or enlightening to say, so heres a quiz result.

    Which tarot card are you?


    04:57 p.m.-- Wednesday, April 24, 2002
     Changed the layout a little after I finished working on Susan's site. I'm not sure about the little black mage guys.


    03:07 p.m.-- 4.24.02
     soundtrack: aerials.toxicity.system of a down
    Connie got guinea pigs. Or something. I honestly don't understand every other word she says sometimes.
    I really ought to be working on my room or something. Well, come to think of it, cleaning the guinea pig cages.
    But I'm tired. It's been a long day, for no fathomable reason. My mom is chaperoning for the boston trip now. Haha. My brothers going to be home alone for a week.
    Technically not alone, since dad'll be there, but not really there. My dad is out from 5am-9pm most days, it seems, and goes skating after that. So he will be, for the most part, on his on.
    I have a dentists appointment to get moded for my retainer soon. I don't want a retainer. I don't like the dentist. beh.
    Better go clean Wendy's cage.


    05:03 p.m.-- 4/22/02
     Soundtrack: Mrs. Potter's Lullaby.This Desert Life.counting crows

    Good day to you. AMY HIT THE ATMOSPHERE. I just realized that under Connie's issues, I had "People who can't spell" mispelled. It's partly because my N key is freaky, but it's still the best thing ever. Time to edit some more.


    Take the Affliction Test Today!
    I kick so much ass.
    Aha. Boring day. Got to watch a movie about shakespeare. Got to buy new shoes. School stinks. At least SHE was still gone, too bad mr prokop died.


    709pm-- 4/21/02
     soundtrack: packed like sardines in a tin can box/amnesiac/radiohead
    I hate laundry. A lot.


    05:56 p.m.-- Sunday, April 21, 2002
     Susan is asking me what a Jabiru is.
    Stork, hah.
    Tropical stork.
    God, I hate people sometimes. Not Susan. Just other stupid people who annoy me with bright PINK AND LIME GREEN FONTS. And lol and say "omg that's gay and stuff". argh.


    02:11 p.m.-- Sunday, April 21, 2002
     I'm listening to SUGAR.
    By system of a down.
    Good song. Yeah. I think I'll fiddle with the layout some more. I hope nobody's noticed that the top thing doesn't math with the center red thing.
    THE KAMBUCHA MUSHROOM PEOPLE, SITTING AROUND ALL DAY.


    05:17 p.m.-- Friday, April 19, 2002
     It smells like thunder.


    0422 p.m.-- Friday, April 19, 2002
     Here's a list of things that bother teens today, made by Connie and I of the third period English class.

    CONNIE'S ISSUES

    • bad teachers
    • other kids
    • bouts of insanity
    • split personalities
    • people who laugh weird
    • greed
    • lust
    • gluttony
    • wrath
    • envy
    • sloth
    • pride
    • movie "the miracle of life"
    • distorted views of the world presented by the media
    • giant killer turtles
    • american version of godzilla
    • poeple woh ca't speel
    • people who have nothing better to do than talk crap about other people
    • dead fish
    • generic people
    • britney spears
    • you
    • sexual discrimination, social, etc.
    • people space
    • 80's hair bands
    • the color pink
    • smelly people


    05:32 p.m.-- Thursday, April 18, 2002
     CHERRY BERRY DENTAL FLOSS IS THE ANTICHRIST.


    10:26 p.m.-- Saturday, April 16, 2002
     Why do my entries say february? somethings wrong with my computer clock. AGH.


    06:36 p.m.-- Tuesday, April 16, 2002
     What was I smoking yesterday?


    12:12 a.m.-- Saturday, April 16, 2002
     i love the crunchy sound apples make. gwenavere is chewing on one right now and it's making the most delightful noise. you can just taste the soft fruit giving way beneath your teeth in a spray of sweet taste. My favorite noise is still the buzzing and buzzing that treefrogs make, electric, organic and rhythmic, the noise I grew up to in the summer, lying beneath hot sheets and sweating, even though the fan is on and the windows are open, and "Dream On" is playing in the background, the singer's voice shrieking loudly in a way that stirs my imagination as I lie back among the sweat-soaked sheet, blazing in summer.


    8:01 p.m.-- Thursday, February 14, 2002
     Damn, I just realized how many online quizzes I have bookmarked while I was giving them to Lucy. Be glad I haven't posted them all.
    I'm Delirium!
    Which Member of the Endless Are You?


    05:43 p.m.-- Thursday, February 14, 2002
     I'm watching an anime where the main character is a pirate-fighting sixteen year old multimillionare who fights evil with a giant spaceship and the small demon-cat-thing that lives inside her cleavage and turns into a sword.
    God bless Japan. There must be something in the water there.


    1:39 p.m.-- Thursday, February 14, 2002
     I'VE CREATED A MONSTER.
    I woke up at twelve this morning. I ate breakfast. I cleaned the guinea pig cages and then sat outside n the sun with Jake, my guinea pig, and stared at the sky while he ate grass.
    ARE YOU HAPPY, CONNIE? I'm posting about my damned personal life.
    What part of "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wagn'nagl fhtagn" don't you understand?


    01:51 a.m.-- Thursday, February 14, 2002
     Lucy has a weblog now. And she loves Marron. And drugs are bad, Pac-man.
    You're Lulu. You seem a little insensitive to those who don't know you very well, due to your cynical nature. Your mind is always thinking of things, big and small. You have a tough time of letting go of the past. You also like to bash people with plushies for fun and then fry them up with some tasty magic~! XD
    Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take the test.

    I'm such an online quiz whore.


    10:54 p.m.-- Wednesday, February 13, 2002
     I don't feel like posting about my personal life. Who wants to read about how I went to the mall with my friends and had fun and bought that cute new shirt at hot topic and a new n*sync cd or whatever.
    I certainly don't, and neither does me.
    Oh well. I need to change my layout. The pink is starting to get to me.

    Shown above: Serenade Noir (Inks on canvas)

    The figures in my paintings are symbols: physical manifestations of feelings and thoughts, desires, fears. The dominant and constant symbology in mywork is the negation of senses: the covering of sight, the removal of touch,etc. The denial of some senses will amplify the ability of others. The removal of all or most of the senses would be like an isolation tank, and there would be only the mind. where I spend a lot of time. I see the figures I paint as bodies formed out of thoughts, fluid and ever-changing. Fear and doubt often form cancerous backgrounds which threaten to envelop the figures.
    I love Lars Fruth.


    03:31 p.m.-- Wednesday, February 13, 2002
     I don't feel like doing an entry, but Connie, the rabid fanfiction whore/half mongrel wants me to. My life isn't exciting enough to update about right now. I'm just finishing up watching the fourth DVD of power stone with neil. POWAAA.. CHANGE. Peachy anime, even if it gets super awful amazing sometimes. It's based off of the first video game, the main character in it being Falcon, who's not really my favorite character by far. Sort of a dork. It would be much better if JACK (super insane mummy guy who goes around giggling all the time, whispering "mother.." and stealing jewels) were the main character. Or Kikonojo (SP), Ayame's crossdressing brother. You don't get better than Crossdressing Ninjas. Unless they're Crossdressing Pirate Ninjas. Did I mention pirates yet? The bad guy is Kraken, a pirate, which ups the animes SUPERNESS level. His henchmen are Octo and Pus. And now I'm tired of writing about powerstone, so I'll talk about Dir En Grey. Dir En Grey is amazing. You will buy their music if you have a soul. Fin.
    I'll leave you with today's current online quiz results. Which PPG are you?
    That scares the hell out of me.


    07:20 p.m.-- Saturday, February 9, 2002
     Yeah. I've been away for a while, sorry. I've been doing stuf and all. While I was gone, I managed to convince Susan to start up a log. Yipee ki yay. I think I'll change my layout a little. o____o I'm worried it'll turn me into a goth or monochromatic.
    I am the Cheshire Cat!

    You're the epitome of insane. Either you're very smart, or you're too damn stupid. The world is your playground, and everything -- and everyone -- in it is a toy for you to play with. People should be scared of you, but because you're so affable, they aren't. Tough for them.


    I love Alice in Wondeland/Through the looking glass.


    10:24 p.m.-- Sunday, March 31, 2002
     CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALIFORNIA.
    Live feed from Cali, folks. Got here alive and well, no terrorists on my plane (though they confiscated my mums manicure scissors).
    If Susans reading this, don't let the guinea pigs die. Please? And if Connies reading this, Happy B-day, why didn't you tell me? Also, I wouldn't have ODed if you had told me they were hash brownies.

    In love with California, this is such an amazing place. My grandpapa, who I'd never met before, is super cool, and so's the rest of my family. So far, just been on Fisherman's wharf, ghiardelli square, the most curved road in America (where people in Santa claus suits were riding tricycles down it. I'm NOT kidding.), Chinatown... Would have liked to go to Alcatraz, but tours to their are booked. Anyway, lovely, lovely place. Very happy right now.


    6:53-- 3/29/02
     i'm Jack!
    I'm hopelessly addicted to online quizzes.


    5:35 p.m.-- 3/29/02
     This is the kind of day I've had.
    KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.


    02:32 p.m.-- 3/28/02
     Changed layout a little. Need to find a better picture of Skeletor, but this is good for now. ^_^ In a sunny mood, spring break has just started! I'm tired and headachy, and I've got a constant buzzing noise in my head leftover in my ear. Note to self: brother is in an awful mood. He just threw a pair of socks at me in a very irritated manner.



    Find your inner Cowboy Bebop character.

    ...Yeah.


    9:12 p.m.-- 3/27/02
     I'm such an idiot. Anyway, Connie's blog should be linked now, unless I screwed up again like the mongrel (note: link does not lead to an actual mongrel) I am.


    03:46 p.m.-- 3/27/02
     Cheetos are wonderful...

    AMORE.

    I just realized how beautiful thunder is, you know. Or remembered it. I can't really tell anymore. Have you noticed how sometimes memory fades into surprise and you can't tell what you've really done and what you haven't apart? Everything starts being like a memory, nothing new, no surprises for you.

    ...off that rant...

    A pretty boring, day, actually. There was some honor roll assembly at school, but I was too busy washing dishes in home ec. Turns out I managed to escape a big, boring presentation from Astrazeneca. No play practice after that, which is for better or worse, since ms. g, my english teacher, who's working with us went super insane crazy and bit my friend, Susan while speaking in tongues (not really). Spring break coming up.. YES. YES. YES. Finally..


    09:44 p.m.-- 3/26/02
     SMARTERCHILD IS MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE.

    MINE!

    MINE!

    Skeletor hates you, Connie, and so do I. You can't have Smarterchild.

    I'll be going to bed now.


    08:49 p.m.-- 3/26/03
     I feel sorry for Tom (don't ask, dearies) sometimes. He's a spiffy guy, but he must think I'm batty. Probably the busiest human being (questionable. probably the reincarnation of a superpowered metroid/goomba hybrid) alive, and quite possibly hates me.

    I'm notsure why I haven't plugged dear Concon's blog. She's my daughter (I think), and a sweet (MALOVELENT. PSYCHOTIC. SCARY) girl. If Susie Q had one, I'd plug that too.

    What San-X character are you?

    You have a few close friends that you are comfortable with, but can get along with anyone. You have an exceptional sweet tooth for candy with a personality to match. If you can't brighten up someone's day, no one can!

    What San-X Character Are You?

    I don't understand some things.


    06:19 p.m.-- 3/26/02
     I'm listening to SOAD and eating cheetos that turn your tongue different colors.

    Height of my existence, man. Well, the cheetos part. These are pretty damn cool. I haven't updated for a few days, yanno. Too bad. I WIN.
    You are Hobbes!
    You're a bit too mellow to be an incarnation of Calvin, but you're still his best pal. You don't mind having fun, though, and enjoy playing tricks on your friends when they least expect it.
    Take the What Calvin are You? Quiz by contessina_2000@yahoo.com!

    Bye bye for now sweeties.


    12:44 p.m.-- Saturday, March 23, 2002

    Head feel like explody. Got a pretty bad ear infection, m'doctor (Not really my doctor, since she's closed on weekends. Guy named Bernard King who really didn't look like a Bernard) says will probably rupture. Ow. Not happy.


    All ducks aren't sweet and innocent and you prove that. You have a nasty streak.
    Find your inner rubber ducky.


    sometime after school but before-- blog tgif marchy march the two-second two oh oh two
     bahaha me make entry
    query: Someday have computer with all colors in the world?
    want pretty computer with all colors!!!!
    mum asks difference between "bwahahaha" and "bahahaha", i tell her that bahahah has no w and she acts angry
    is very very confusing woman who denies being angry, but all is forgiven, tho. she say i have pretty hair, so she best mum in world
    fly on shoe=flu on shy?