Tuesday, March 12, 2002 - 11:32 p.m.

allo. ok, so i need a new site *and* a new bod. my heavenly vessel is just falling apart. i know i need to go back to the gym more slowly.. but moderation is not natural to me... and i love pushing myself... why am i writing this? b/c it's important for me to recognize and accept my flaws. i resolve to be a kinder, gentler, gym goer.

as to this site - the design is pitiful. you'd think i worked in a dark cave, not a new media department. must find some pain free downtime and update this sucka. i recently aquired some nifty lil urls too, oh, if only i had my own dedicated web team?!? while i'm at it, how about an endless stream of dosh and the ability to eat as much chocolate and cheese as i'd like without gaining a pound?

saying all that, i must commend myself on today's positive 'tude. for once, i did not let the acute pain in my neck turn me into a complete bitch. i also remained calm all day. it probably helps that for once, i woke up when my alarm went off and managed to have breakfast at home *and* make it into work on time. the combined efforts of all the above are a first for me since returning to work after the tb. i kickass.

right, time to go downstairs and read + sleep so that i can continue to maintain. oh plus momma's shoulder needs some robaxacet big time.

xox,

e.

Monday, March 11, 2002 - 02:08 p.m.

i am pathetic.