Wednesday, September 11, 2002 - 05:00 p.m.

other than yom kippur - tonight is the only night for the entire month of september that the dude is available to spend time with me. :-(

here's a link to cheer myself up. wear a turtleneck and proceed with caution - it's rainsylvania!

and yet another lo-fi amusing tidbit that reminds of some people i know, give it up for odd todd and his oodles of spare time.

right-o.

e.

Monday, September 9, 2002 - 09:47 p.m.

been pretty messed up lately. trying to stay positive but finding it more and more difficult. also suffering from major wedding anxiety. if one more person tells me to see "my big fat greek wedding" i will tell them to kiss my big fat jewish ass. don't they understand that while it's happening to you it's not funny? i guess i am the atypical female. i never imagined myself all pouffed up and floating down some aisle and still can't.... i don't want to grow up and as much as everyone says marriage doesn't have to change you, the whole structure of it forces you to make adult decisions... i lived much of my life trying to please my parents and now i am facing compromise from here on in. when/where do i figure out what it is that i want? i haven't a clue.

it's bloody hot in here. i am going out.

e.

Wednesday, August 21, 2002 - 02:25 p.m.

there's more to life than this - bjork

can you believe this?

on a similar note, i just went to pick up my last dose of tb drugs! whooorray.

e.