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SeTApaK melanGkaH,
Dua LAngkah Ingatan KekaNda PAda AdinDa
ADinDA BersUmpAH
JikA KEkaNda tidak KemBAli
AdinDa akan MenyUsuL KekanDA
MengInjAk PAda TanaH YanG sama
BernAfas PAda UDara YAng Sama
LAyar BerbELok-BelOk
SAuh DibongKAr Di temPAt Yang Tenang
YAng tinGGal hati tak eLok
Yang PergI hati TAk senanG
Bila samPai waktu Kita akan Bersama ..........
I feeL quite sad WheN I Listened to That. So heart WrenchIng...sorry if The Other people cant uNderstand....if i were to translate It tO englIsh The effect of the aboVe wont be the same.......
well Gtg NOw..adioS
Thursday Nyte So oRaiT
Had diNeer outside.Man I ate Till I was At The BriM...and Now Im slEePY....Like pYthon lIke That.....eat tHen feel SleepY......
I feEl so dAmn BloodY lazy To go work Tmr...But thEn I have no reasOn not tO go......wish i was really sick and On MC....I totallY fffeel tired reading the P&ID. Only completed 2 units today..the whOle timE I was doing The line TracinG I was lsitenIng tO my dear MP3..and No one Even Noes bout it...shhhssss!!! dont tell Em...dont Let tHem Noe My secrEt ok ...its betweeN u and mE....hihihihi
TomorroW must Bring Back mY safeTh helMets, shOes and P&IDs..they goNna do some ConstructIon woRk At the palce iM sittinG...so......hmmm...how am i gOnna carrY them all back??? BummEr.....then On Monday Must bring Them all Back agaiN....StuPid
SomebOdy Told Me Bout a story bout a guy who attemPted suicide when his GF wanted to leave Him..This guy in the first place was already left by another girl because he cheated oN her...so it was kind of a second blOw to Him.Being a desperate man...he wanted to Kill HimselF with a knife...One advise I should give the guy "WHY TAKE THE kNIFE AND THREATHEN URE GF??? jUZ KILL URESELF...END OF STORY....." ahahahakz...this type of guy should come with a label " LiabLe to suicide oNce Ditched" ahahahah........no offence guys...its juz that this one guy is preety lame..ad wanna noe smth...i actua;;y know this guy.......ahahahakz...even Lamer
well Gtg Now.....Iron My clothes and wait for the OC to start
How lOve shOuld Be- TylEr HiltoN
How I wished That after I were to Get MarriEd That maYbe If my life Is lOng in 50 years time iLl be abLe to sit by my husbaNd side, oNe of His Hand HoldIng My WrinKled HAnd and The Other Hand wrapPEd aroUnd Me. We woUld TalK aBout anythiNg tO me And bpth Of Us Just remInisCe About Out Life's JournEy. I saw This Old ChiNese CoUple Doing Just THat at the JoggIng PArK wheRe Ive GoNE JoggIng regularlY. They speNt their Time there just talking, occasionaqlly meet Up with Their Friends who droPped bY to Take in The Night Air.....FeEl so EnvIous towaRds The CouPlE...
My nIke shOw Is wearing out. The soLE is tHinniNg. I feel so SAd Looking At mY shOe condition. I dont Want to Spent my Saved Money on A new shOe. Well Ill Juz MAke do with my Nikes for nOw and if I have saved SomeMore Extra cash Ill bUy a new One. My PriOrity Is to save enuF Money To BuY a new BowlIng bAll. Have to Upgrade aR...anybodY want to Buy My 12 lbs BowlIng baLL?? its oNly 2 yearS old??? Juz need to do resize on the fingers......ehehehhe tell Me OK...Ill give u the bag also......PRice can negotiate.....
Met KwoK mern Today In the MRt...chatted From JuroNg East To AdmiralTy And He was sayIng how He dreaded CPTC...HWich iS kInda weird cuz I So lOved mY tIme There @ CPTC a few Months ago......It was a coOL exPerience...well PeoPle Each have theIr Own opIniOns On SomethIngs
My PlanT is HAving a ShUtdoWn. So manY PeoPle crammed in the PlanT...It gets Crazy SometimEs....How I wish i CoUld Have some of the actioNs But well Theyre all too busy to entertain Us. Shud Give US a radio To coMMunicate Over When We are In The PLant...Thatll Be so Cool to see How they Take Out the equiPments. Guess Im stuck In the Office doiNg nTh But line Tracing.........Blurgh!!!
JeaNs
Juz Bought Myself a New PAir OF JEanS receNtLy And Now Its Lose agaiN!!! darN...Well so iVe lOst 6" of mY waste How mUch More do i wanna Lose.....2" maYbe...weLL lEts See What HappeNs
My gOd!! woRK Was BoriNg... Had Nth tO dO eXcepT for My preseNtatIon And report...and It stIll isnT cOmplete...Got so much Info to TyPe In.......well stIll got 7 weeks To do it so Its coOL
Juz received an Email froM UNiversitY of QueeNslAnd rEagrDing InternaTional Student admISsiOns.ActUALLy I emaiLed TheM asKing Some questions That i find UnsatIsfyIng durinG the IDP thIngy....goNna siGn UP nexT maRch. hOpe I get thrO....aMin ThoughT oF heading There After PolY...They HAve gooD engiNeeriNg COurses...well so is RMIT...but RMIT quite at the tIp Og AustRAlIa.....hmm not sure LAh...
Well Gtg ar. Have to Pray and LaTer Goin jOgginG...eheheheheh
AddIcTed
Can sOmeoNe BE addicted to JogginG??? hmmm cUz I thiNk I am...One day Never Jog I feEl so weaK and tired but oN Days I JoGGed I feeL Great exCept for soMe paIn in The Legs Which cAn Be forgotten If I coNtiNued JogginG.....ehehehe
Hmm...Me and shiDah chatted thro The emaIl today and we came across atoPic On 'First Night' and How To be PArents........heheheh i said to her I wanTed 4 kids......Cuz 1 is Juz PlaiN lonely, 2 Is BoriNg since U Have to talk to em oNly, 3is Odd and 4 is jUz nice......ehehehehe........2 boys and 2 girls??? maybe pair of twins each........ehehehe tHAts for mE....Then I talked to Her Bout what I thiK the first Night is all ABouT " Its gettiNg to Noe ure Partner, What they lIke and dislIke even mOre than Normal, a feeL Of pAradise WiTh a lIttle bit Of TerrOr Un The hEarts.....ahahahahkz...Both Of US didnt nOe Why we started talking bout it @ first.......well @ least iT helpS past the time besIde staring and Highlighting the P&IDs .....
End Of Another weeK
TomorroW would Be Officially weeK 10 Of my attachment Meaning I am left with 8 mOre weekS OF attAchMent...HonestLy I hate It There. Feel So lSOt And ToTally ALone And Not HaviNg A Fix Job ReaLLY makes The whOle AtTachment COncePt A BUst....Yeah WhatEver
I wenT JoggiN At wOodlands StadiUm Yesterday. ActUaly Our InitiAl Paln Was to Workout @ The GYm But AFter SeeiNg how "Big" THe MAn All were, I got Scared....I mean They Are All Big Big Muscled man. Not liKe Usher's Or MArio'S Body WHich I worshIp......as a girl to a man..ahahaha. Ran 12 ROunDs In less Than 30 Mins...eheheh felT gooD after all. LuckIlY I was driVing Cuz my aunt was so Tired after ruNning $ roUdns...Ahahah
WanT tO ask u All Something...What Makes a guY attRActed to a girl?? or a girl Attracted to a guy??? ...well Gtg Now...GoodBye
TeNtaNg Dia
LiStenIng to MELly GoeslOW..TenTAng DiA. A very BEautifUl soNg...A duet actualY wif a guY called EVan. Shud Take a lIStem To It..>Got lOts oF mIx Of SoUnds Here and there.
SomethIng FunNy happened @ WorK toDay...I tot My supErvisoR didnT coME And I was truly COnceTratIng HArd On TraciNg the liquId pipelInes In the PIDs And suDdenlY "Good afterNoon" A BoomINg voIce soUnd...i tHought I was dreamiNg Or soMethiNg....theN I turned And got a shOcked and Almost Fell Of my sIt when My suPervisor waS standiNg rite BeHind Me. My freN qiaO li was already LAugHin @ the side of my FAce...I prolLy Look HorrIfied...I kepT ThinkIng...My supervisor didnt come today?? but did He?? How coMe I never see HImin the bUS?? i thiNk SensIng mY shOcked My SupervisoR said HE came iN LAte Today Since He had lots Of work Teh night before...oh,....Thats The reasoN.........I was feElIng Like a fooL aND Tried to form a seNtence sAying I was Just sHockEd to see him and also My PArtner didnt cOme since she was sick.......ahahahakz...I reallY didnt Hear Him walkIng Behind Me...I was damn concentratiNg on that whole stack of P&ID thaT i had to refer to and onlY managed 2 different units in 8 hRs.........ahahahahahKz.....Oh yEah I heard that mY comPany wanted ladies student for attachment.......eheheh...maybe they wanna chg the scenery like that......ahahahakz....
I JoggEd today for An Hour Non stop...SomethiNg I hadnt attempted in a long time.......hehehehe.....and i managed to jog around 20-25 rounds ard the park...i think the people were like looking at me and saying to themselves.....when is this girl is goin to stop??? ahahahahakz....hehehe
Oh yeah I got to say thanks to somebody...Wanna say thank u to WOnder Woman...Its nIce to be ure fren and have sumone like u to be my fren.........ehehehe....u noe who u are...hehehe well gtg now....Oh yeah met BrendoN @ JE mRt but i was too damn exhausted from work That I only said HI and then walked off..>Sori Ya Brendy Dont mean to do tHAt...i fell AsleeP On the whOle BAck to Admiralty...almost missed My stop......hehehehe...well LAter people.....have a nice weekend
bAreLy MAde iT out
My legs felT breaking...I barelY sat down today...All the timE I was @ work I was standing and using my hand muscles at the same time..>repetitive strain injury if this goes on but then It beats sitting aroUnd aNd laying ard having Nothin to do rite??? IM heLping the ShutdOwn PhotocpY and File The MOCs and IsOlatiOn lISts For the Plant shutdown........TOday I had.....11 files to copy into 2 sets and file them up and highlight iMportant pOints.....I told mY frenS that im best frens to the phOtoCopIer nOw....Well I stiLl have a whole pIle of fIles to do tomorrow and a new project had jUst Entered for Me...Its oN the themral safety VAlve...its a siMple Jobs But hVAe to do lIne tracing in the P&ID and remeber the criteria to exmpt installation of the TSV......hehehe sorry if u guys dont understand...kinda hard to explain in laymans terms...ahahahakz
I was sittinG and Staring Into the starless Skies
and I reaLised The PositiOn mY life IS In
The Feeling OF emptiness without ANy sparks IgnIting
OnlY Empty SPaces Bottled Up deep In
I Bury mYselF In work, bury MyselF Up in So Much Stuffs
to keeP up witH the LonelIness
Played thE guitar to express mYsELf to What I feeL But I feel NothinG
Just To keep Up with my lOnelIneSs
PeoPle see me But they dont ObseRve, PeoPle Hear me but they dont lIsten
How Much I yearN for This emptiNess To be FIlled
I maybe Potrayed as a wiNNer But Im a failure
Forgive Me everyOne For lYing to YOu One bY One
Its not That I Dont want to Open Up buT How Do I?
EverYoNe KeepS telLing mE theIr ProBlem Never listening to Mine
When I want to talk im Being cut in All the tiMe
tiL i Forget What I wannA say oUt and It keepS BuilDing Up
rite Now Is the tiMe .....
The oNlY reason i smiLe is to Prevent all of You from SeeinG Me cry
the reasoN Why Im obssessed In doIng well cuz Im a failure InSide
AGain Im sorry...Sorry For lying tO all Of You
iM sorry...Im sorrY
these are some moments that i reallY dOOnt Know what Im talking bOut By Im jUst ListenIng to My heart Once iN a while aNd THe resuLt as you can see ...is a depressing oNe.....But I Use mY brain More and Thats why This doesnt happeN always.........
JAvier_ craZy
im LookIng for this SOng froM Javier...SouL artist....Like this soNg ANd it was bIg a coUple of Years BacK...well oRAiT...CanT wait to lIstEn tO iT
HAve U gUys Ever Seen A drUG addict?? I saw One Just NOw And It wasnT a preety SighT...I Was anGry @ the siGht Of The addiCt...Malay Guy..Shorter Than Me...HiS face shOwed sigN OF A zoMbIE...SkelEtal Like....and He reeks a smell That I coUldnT stand....And to thiNk Ive smeLt Hydrogen SulFide before durinG a leak in the chemicaL plant and felt fine.....bLurgh...I was so AngRy And annOyed With That Guy and felT Like bashIng Him uP Juz nOw....He answered His Phone Like soME RetarDed Person...I thiNk even a metaLLy disAbled persoN respOnd Better..he was slURrINg And KeeP repEatIng the Same thiNg....HAiz....ShoUld have call CNB...NAbbed Him And Lock hIm up....
Not jogging today..feel So lazy ar today. I promIse iLl gO toMorrOW Unless i droP deAd or smth reallY big CroP up...eheheheh...well Gtg Now...toodles
StoLen -JAy SeAn
LisTeniNg tO jay seAn- StoLen....The Lyrics Are agaiN so sad....I dont nOe why im So attRacted To this sad sad song......yeah Watever
wenT joggiNg today after an MIA for 3 days from the TraCk...hehehe...But I oNlY ran 8Rounds....ahahakz...No energy LAh dey...mY leg Felt Like jellY @ the End Of all thE roUnds but I had tO Do mY situPs, PullUps, CrunchEs SummOre...WenT I got hOMe I felt TOtallY regenrated And TotalLy fused oUt
Oh yeaH ThAnk u to alL mY frens helP me MMs something...hehehe got all Of urE MMS...if u guys are willing pls MMs me Some cooL Ringtones....eheheheh...Oh Yeah i downlOaded Ushers 'caught uP' and Taufik Batisah's 'One last' tones.....ahahahkz u saw it rite...TAufik Batisah's....ahahahakz...didint noe wat i was thinkin lah........ahahahkz but i think its OkeyLAh...But Im goNNa change it to mY RAsMus's PolY tone.......hahahahahkz...mUch More uPbeat....kuikuikui
Well Gtg Now...Tmr Got to WorK again.....I hear My hP ringinG ( got to run nOw) ...Hope There Are mOre things to do......Im a workAhoLic..........
NothiNg to Do ~ aLl the Way craig DAvID
im @ hoME!!! woohOO!! NothiNg to dO @ alL rite nOW...and Im lOvin it...but If it were to BE at Work iLL be so freaKin bOred....hehehehe....ActualLY iVe BeeN Findinh Out for New sonGs.....eheheh...well aint excatlY new but WhAtever iT is I got All the mUSic I wanTed...WooHOO!!!
goTta ask U GAls Out there soMethiNg.....Do U thiNk CraiG David, Usher and MArio Are Hot??? I meAn I fiNd them So FreakIng Sexy.....ehehehe They HAve Sexy OO so Sexy Body, Voices That Can MAke U melT and That HaircuT....Oooooohhh..So mAchO...u noe tHe tyPe That alMost botak and That BearD......so In lIne....I wonder HoW tHey all made it so Perfect........ahahahha...well crazy me
Hmmm I haveNt beeN goIng joggin For The last 2 dAYs...Got Own ReasonS but dont ThiNK iLl go jogging today...Maybe Ill go play BAsketbaLL. Work Out mY uPper body...Dont want mY legs OnlY to be fit but Upper body and tummY arEa To Be neglected...hmmmm...u Noe..sometimes i woder how people lose 50 kilos or more...i Lost soem weight bUt It was a hard struggle to lose em.......these peopel they juz seem to lose it..........ahahahk...maybe the struggles are behind close doors.........yeah whateva.....Hmm why are we paranoid bout losing weight and healthy living when all we do in the end is die and be eaten by maggots........yeah....Wats the reson???
end Of the WorlD
HAve U guys tOt bout the End oF the World??? i HonestLy SpeakinG ..HAvent got Quite Int thInkIng boUt It so mUch but That doesnt meAn I havent TAlk bout It.....Hmmm ...I haVe an emaIl here ReGArdiNg soMetHin Bout End Of Days (hari Kiamat) reaching upoN us...I woUld lIke to share it with My malay muslim frens....well Its Because its In malay tahst why....thats why i said Malay MuslIm frens........... I wonder when It wIll cOme.....By That Time....there would be no info techNolOgy, No nano technology no biotechnology....alll will dissapear one by one......cease from Existence...then Why Am I studyinG to BecoMe a chemicaL engineer??? Hmm...nO idea.......Oh yeAh..for MuslIms all ard the world Or whOever Is reading this.......KiamaT is near....we have to Prepare ourselves so that we are prepared to face all those years and let us pray that we will not be under the influence of the dajjal......its near guys......its really near.........
