HAd both POO and Rotating CommOn test TOday! HonestlY i feel As if I screwed UP rotating a lot more. Didnt really fOcused Much on the test like i inteNded too...Hope I didnt screw it uP as MUch
AlaS!! a breather!! i Can start Jogging And exercising Like I did.....StartIng bout 10 Mins from Now! hahaha.Yesterday Never exercise TuesdaY also Never exercise!! very Unhealthy! hahahah
ALready LAid Out mY pLAns for weekends! saturday Im thInkIng oF goIng AMore! Spend around 2.5 hrs there and then Go Watch MOvie. TheN WorkOut agaiN!! haha. SuNdaY..No Need tO say The whole day IS like planned out for ME! Birthday PArtY!! FamiLy members cominG!! yeAH!! i hOpe to get some coOl presentS!! hahah yeah rite!! Just Come and shOw ure face I happY already! muahaha
HAd SCLC soccer yesterday. Got silVer for doing absolutely NothinG! ahahaha...Got cheer lah Thats all
This is oficially the 4 th day in which i sleep past 1 am. Friday slept at 2am...saturday literally didnt sleep at all...yesterday 1 am...and today coMing to 2am.....Luckily tomorrow No schOOl.
My schedule is as pack as last week but i think after thursday i will have a breather unlike last week. Tomorrow going out with my mum to look @ aircon and microwave prices. Then have to spend a couple of hours each to revise mY POO aNd rotary. POO has lots to memorize which i think ill jsut study from TutOrial because after being under CTS for a long time he loves giving tutorial qns for test.....Rotary havent even started to study......a bit of calculation whicH i prefer doing then memorising. the parts of the centrifugal pump woUld be My greates challenge for now. settINg aside ard 4-5 hrs for both the revision tomorrow..break here and there though!
wednesday i will be joining the SCL soccer game. I hoep we got knock out the fIrst round..I join just for the sake of joing. Make new friends and have fun for a couple of hours before slogging for the test.
Tested my new pair of jogging shoes today! comfortable as HEll!! ran smoothlY for that 45 mins. i mean really smoothlY! it felt great running in that jogging shoes! lOve it!
Well gtg. i want desperately to sleeP. have a long day ahead tmr! adios amigos..nytie nyte
The returN On my Mum dont Know whetHer to reJoice Or cry...hahaha...feeling both...feeling helpLessly screwed up and the other hand triumphaNt! what the s**t am i writing?
Had the last 4 games For NTu Open. Today was Interesting...and for a first tiMe in such a ling time We woN a single game...but overall we lOst Out By a mere 10 pins...well Last place has always been NYP Gals team favourite spOt. haha..canT wait for IVP thoUgh! And I tHink I got a challenge froM mY uncle to Play For a one on one coMpetitioN..haha {Lmae Lame LAme} .." Note to self : peoPle donT care"
Got a new pair of nike shoes aNd socks and a new blouse fRom S&K.....hahaha...cool design...also got a new skirt and bloUse brought by my mum's friend in australIa...cool...No need to think of new cloThes to buy! haha
well gtg now...havent slept since 1am suNday..Im so going to have eyebags! hahah...nytez
it has been a very bad 2nd day of NTu Open for me. My highest game was 134 only....dont know why i was really struggLing to get back to my form lIke I diD yesterday..and for the fact tHat it was a doubLes tournament somehow The lOw mOrale in my team was also bothering me...Why do I get teammates who easily gives up?? why?
Im so deprived of sleeP. I have 2 more assignments to comPlete that is AIC lab andGMp assignment ( i cant find a thing related to what this lady wants--my lecturer wants)
feLL asleep from raffles place and onlY woke up at admiralty feeling a sense of hangover and depression hitting close to my heart. Farhana saw me and msg me why i was looking like that... i answered saying i had a bad day.
Going to go to sleeP soon and waking Up around 1am to get ready to receive my mum @ the airport. Yup 2 months have passed and i cant wait to meet her
i was weighinG myslef Just nOw and i reliased i had drastically lost 2 kg in the last 2 days!! it was alarming for me..i better take care of myself. Gosh! I hoPe tomorrow my hand will listen to me and relax a bit
Ive jUst RealISed soMethinG after goinG thro My tropHy cupBoard......This is the first time i got bronze for smth!! Well It felt good even though deep down inside i kNow i cOuld have done Better....hee.But A bronze is better than anything......Do you guys think I should retake??? im not reallY into retaking......hehe
WheN i was runnIng jUSt Now for my 2.4km.....Somehow a lot of the people started to give up......Felt demoralized...HAd to psycho mYself uP to run as fast as i CAn! Even though I felt i ran as slow as a tortoise today compared to my normal timings...hehe BUt at the last 100m i sPrinted lIke I never did..I was thinkIng.....I cannot go to 17 mins no no.....not 17 mins......and i did a 20 s sprint to the finish line and thank god the time was 16.4mins..Still Sore About it but i think its good....its good
Hmm..mY rotary lab is about to finiSh.....Maybe a bit more info on Centrifugal Pump ThAn can give it a rest. TomorroW i Have AIC lab and petrchem LAb. Doing Petrochem first since its much easier.......Wonder whICh AIC lab I should do.....hmm...is it 2 or 3??? nOt sure also.....hahahaha
i did it!! 2 of my assignments are donE. stIll got 3 more but that can be done over the next few days. I did what i needed to do and now i can relax.
nAPfHA is tmr...and guess what!! i realised i cant jog in the evening! i was like suffocating just now...like im dehydrated all of the sudden.....but i kept running and alking and running and walking.....until an hour was up! felt really weird after that! hahaha...how to run in the evening tmr??? cialat! somemore wearing tudung and long shorts and shirts...lagi lah dehydrated!! hope they set up a water booth there
canT wait for mY mUm to get back. Hope she is safe and alright. Auburn is really close to concord. hope the riot just stop there. amin
going to skool by mrt tmr! hehe......its been quite some time since i took the train to skool.....hahah miss plak that draggy Train! @ least i can relax in there unlike driving.....soMe moments i feel like thrashing the car into someone elses back.....hahah but then i have to pay for it! dont want my license to be revoked rite???? hahahah.
gtg now......toodles
Woke Up really late today even though i slept quite early yesTerdaY. slePt a total of 12 hrs and had a coUple of crazy dreams. One was That i was given fast foOd..alot of fast food and I ate UntiL i greW so BIg...I had read an article that One burger itseLf contains like 2 time the amount of calories that we need per day.i mean fr the ladies...Oh god!!
siNce I woke Up reaLLy late...I did My chores late alsO. WasHed My mUm's car ard 1.30 and onlY cOmpleted the thing @ 2.30 pm...why do My Mum Have sucH a bIg CAr??? TirIng man want to wash it. The must cLean inside somemore....hahaha. after that rest for a couple of mins then started doing my pending assignment. and 1hr later i completed it!! haha..Just In time for a basketball game.
goIng Jogging again tonight. YesterdaY a bad tummyache realLY got into my way. Was doing crunches @ the park wheN My tuMMy started giving me problems but i tHought it will go away after a few more cruNches but it got worst until a poInt that i was sprinting home.....ahaha relieved that i got back home just in time. haha
well gtg now bYe
Had Petrochem Test today. HonestLy It waS a bit of a dissapointmNEt oN my Part. Cant reAllY RemMEber Some pArt Of the diagram. but then Overall i thiNk i did alrite
Ntu OpEn wOuld be this weeKend. Friday Sat and sUnday.NapFa Would BE this thursday. StiLL weighing oUt The Pros and COns of Going For NApfa. HAha.
There Is This race riots iN syDneY. My Mum Msged mE AskiNg If I kNew Anything bout It. LuckiLy I bought a mALay paper and read My New PAper. Ahah. got some cruciaL InfO and I hoped My Mum will be alrite. LuckilY she's coming back Home thiS weekend. so It wOnt be disastroUs.
I had accidentallY riPped Out mY Notes containing my gmP assiGnment and thus I had forgotten totally bout my gmP assignment!! hIp hip Hurray!! hahaha....Now I have to squeezE soMe Time for this assignemtn in which I am going to Copy and pAste from Teh NEt! Voila!!
Oh god! i got a tuMMy ache! Toodles
Kinda sTresseD acRuaLLy LooKign @ mY attitude Nowadays. Ive bEEn tryinG tO AVoid Doing My worK EsPeciallY studyIng for My test. Maybe It hasnt dawned On me That The Test WoUld be doNe Thia MondaY! I dont know why i cant study...OnLy managed a 30 MIn Of Note Reading. HAiz..thi S siTuatiOn wiLL only cause ME More mISery. Haiz
I have to Revise agaiN soon! Or Ill be doOmed. MayBe The Fact That The test IS all theOry reaLly Put mE off...I hate Memorising withOut understanding what The hecK Something iS. WisH I ws back In CpTC.....@ leAst There I got Mood to sTudy!
Went For WorkOut today. Got a free AbdoMinal and thigh workOut since it was before mY intended class.....My god!! My Buttt Was achInG Like It had been riPped OpeN forcefuLLy After that 20 min session....hahah Proceeded With High ImPAct and Low Impact workOut. Honestly speaking Its more or less like Dancing. hahaha...chacha here...mambo there....jump here walk there.....fly here and there.....But nonetheless its confusing...Why is It That Male
Instructors always make my workOut confusing????? hahah
Enuf blogging...got to get back to work...2 least another half an hour to make me understand the vacuum distillation....heheheh.....bye
I love soem of this picture. Its taken on The 2nD day OF PO-LIte GAmes..Got it like last week. Now oNlY want to post up! haha
Got a few medals HEre and There. thast why tHe HAppY faces...Oh yeah! im the darkest oNe..Didnt wear tudung that day and teh day before...All for one One for All...yeah Whatever
had a reallY cOOl GNO outiNg. Went to MAriNA SqUAre to play Pool. PooL itsnt reallY My GAme.....Its ReallY Not..Played 3 gaMes and I sucked @ It. Went to LJS tO bUy dInner and sent Izyan TO city hall Mrt agaiN tHen wenT back to esplanade to have dinner and chat! tooK some cool Photos.........Oh yeah Did I teLL You That I met LiYana??? Oh yeah I was walking to send izyan to city hall Mrt and then somebOdy Grabbed or maybe pushed me from behind...HonestlY my fIrst reactioN was to Beat Up That PErsOn cuz I thoUghT i wAs Being MuggEd. But when I turn i was like 'Jumpin' And screaming.......Liyana!! i shouted...Kinda crazy......Why cant I go to Town and people Not surprise me.......EarLier Before that Some girl sellIng donor ticKets suddenlY came uP to Me and started talking like this whole stuff and i Was LiKe "what?? Huhz?? My whOle reactIon was Like Who is tHis Gal?? what does she want from me??? That was why when i saw liyana I kinda jumped! haha.....weird huhz??? Yeah it was.......
Made BlOOd doNatIon today @ sCHool. Kinda documented The whole thing On mY HP videocam! Liyana and Liyan freaked out when they saw the footage of me being poked by the needle...haha. Anyway it wasnt that scary
Had alot to eat today! which SadlY say was Kinda Not pLanned out
Hmm My right arm is aching. Is It Normal? Hope so!! weird to have an aching arm not a result from bowling. hahaha
tomOrrOW GNO!! woOhoo!! YEah!!! Must Have Lotsa fun anD enjoy myself! hahahaha gtg Now..Bye
I nEEd a new PAir of JogGing shoes. My current Pair is in tatters and the sole is going to give way preety soon. Sad to part eith it but its for the best. the sHoes have been really hurting mY legs nOw I think its time for it to retire. My adidaS shoes also Has to be retired soon. Lobang here and there
Had an external lecturer today. Was from the pharmacweutical industry. Site Director of a pharma plant. Kinda cool acually but the students like me were really restless and didnt really pay attention to tHe lecture and thus well never listen how to ask any question. What if it came across as a stupid question. but then we all really dont care. Most of us are worried bout other things
OH god!! i hate GMP class!! so many things to memorize and lotsa crappy assignments. That Lecturer really trying to make our freaking life miserable.....what the heck!!!. Btw our previous assignment rite......most of us got the answer at this particular website.......and everyone gave out almost similar aNswers. hahaha..padan muka itu lecturer.
Listenign to apocalyptica'until it sleeps".....kinda nice.....if i have time ill post it up the song......bye..love the sound of cello
" You Made a Mess OF EverYthing durrah" Thats what she told Me Over tHe PhoNe.
Its My fault isnt iT? I just Had to do everyThinG right......cuz whO else can do It for mE?? Im Wothless rite??
Im worthless rite??? I cant even do a simple thing rite cant I???? Forget All the oTher stuffs that Ive doNE?? forget ThaT Im the One whO's BeeN keeping This House ruNNing, Forget That Im the oNe whO's helPing u pay The Bills, Forgwt It That I have to plan everY siNgle day Of mIhe so that I can have an Hour Of alone time...
br> I thOught I could Make U proUd But NO!!!!!! One simPle mistake......Now Im worthLEss.....Now I make a mess Of everYthIng....right??? Am I right??? forget iT That I have to go To skOOl!! forget iT tHat I have to take care Of Your car!! forget It THat I have to take care of mY brother!!! Forget It that I have TO face MY tests and exams strating from next week......forget it That I had to train and face coMpetition. Foget it That I have assignemnts to do
Do You kNow How manY times since the time yOu called me I havent cried or felt hurt..You sometime think about yourse;f never bOut ME!! Why??? Im worthless rite??? I make a Mess of everything rite!!! I amke a mess of everything rite......What YOu said to Me Never faiLed to make mE cry latelY. Oh yes I forgot!! who am I to cry??? Im worthless rite??? i make a mess of everything rite?? Forget IT!!!! I ahet myself. Oh yeah Btw for Ure Info!! IM cryIng!!! Im cryIng!! thats what You want to hear rite??? Im cryiNG!!!
Im so SicK.....PhysicallY and MentallY. Sick OF Being tAKen Granted bY everyOne Around me. I wish they had sHown me a bit more respEct the oNe I deserved. Why Not? Its Not that DifficuLt to do that! Im so tired of cLeaninG up the Mess that other peoPle Makes and TheN I am The One having tO face InterrogatiOns wiTh Other party Who are Not happY with the Job Ive doNe. Im so comPletelY tired Of tRyINg to do everything for a Moment and Just hOpe for the mOment to stOp for Myslef. why am I saying tHis Here? wHy??? It shall remain a secret.
I Have coUgh, sore throat and a headache I cant get rid off. slepT for arOund 10 hrs Until this morning and stiLl ThE blOOdy headache was there. and Im sick In My heart thinking mY mUm is angRy with Me For being a bit rude to her Yesterday On the pHone. Why was I rude? First I Had Been so Busy and the timing she called me was reallY off. 2nd i reallY felt worst when she was like asking me if Ive done this and That!! For goodess sakE....Please!! Im So BUSy to even think Bout mY self and she's askin me all this qns which i FelT was secondary!!! come oN!! GiMMe a break from all this...everytime she calls its alwyas the same thing.....Is everythIng ok...is everything settled.........for crying Out lOud!!!! Please I kNow how to do it......dont ruin mY unperfect day By all those things which is not really necessary!!! Argh......but i still asked for forgiveness after that! a child can never be rude to a parent
sicK sick sick...My cough is killing me even though its subsided. so many things to do that maybe thinking back.....i would prolly die doing all of them............gtg nOW.....assignments to do......
The Pol-ITE games were a blast. I know I called iT IVP but theN i JUst foUnd oUt the POl-ITE games were just as tough!! and its basically poly and ite games. had agood game today even though i had felt i could have done better. the stress and tension were really getting to me. NYP got a gold for individual high game, silver for team and doubles event but all of that were from thr guys. thr gals had atougher times but we did ok beating ITE. the bowling alley was like a midst of war battle and persevered we did!! hahah..@ least we can look forward to another tournament organized by NTU that is the real IVP gAmes..Have to train up for That! i will Try mY best!Train Up myself!1 Be prePared for IVP!!! yeah!! mY new year's resolution.......to give something back to NYP and also grad!!! yeah......alrite gtg now........bye
Bowling!! Bowling!! been bolwing continiously for the past few days......from wed thurs fri and tmr and sun......today played 6 games in total with highest game being 178! could have been higher but compared to what i was playing early this week.....im so glad to settle with this...must keep up my good form today. I finally found my PockEt and was able to spare my pins...Thank God! Phew...alhamdulillah! And It was quite cheap!not even $15 for the 6 games i played
well ok now I gtg.....hahaha.....kinda nervous waiting for tmr.....my hads alittle bit achy but its expected.....Pray for me
YesterdaY during the IndustriaL safetY Lecture, i got to watch a video On A NAsa spAce sHuttlE MissIon goNe wroNg. THe ChaLlenger was teh name of the Space Shuttle. It was Kind Of and EnginEeriNg disaster and a nature disaster. The surrOundings for the Liftoff Of the SHuttLe wasn't gOod and The shuttle was soMeHow Not ready to Fly @ that Specific temperature..So In the end 73s into the flIght The shUttLe exPloded KillIng everyOne of the astronauts Including a teacher who was suPPosed to teacH froM space...when i saW That I was Like aLmost Going to crY because Unnecessarily 7 Lives were Lost...It was saddeniNg. When I saw The explOsiOn On the Video I was trUly shocked @ the Sight Of it. This was No Movie...It reallY haPPened
I Kinda Just woKe Up An HOur agO! reallY felt Much better after gettign 10hrs of rest...heheh....now gearing up for a whole day of work.............bye
i thinK the flu bug has caught up to Me!! I felt Fine bUt Tired this morning since I had been sleepinG late Last couple of days. And today someBody in mY class Had flU and was sneezing.........given mY ImmUnity leVel wHich Is weaK well In the end i got FlU! Just NiCe!!
Today's Classes wEre Kinda alrite..nth interesting happened except for the fact taht i pretended to be a fairy godmother in training. I asked some of my friends what they wanted. Most of them wanted a good husband.....so I answered "OOO! thast the Job of Destiny not a fairy godparent" heheheh lame rite?? I knOw
Bro go OBS! Now Im stUck wIth GMA! Lucky got my KuziN! pheew! @ least I can run and hide and she can run and hide when we bith feel suffocated
K ar gtg Now...Bye bYe
IM feeLing achy all Over My Body! FeeL as If I dont hVAe Enough Rest. SleepY TOo BTw! (YAwniNg)
had to wake up early tOday to Go EastCoAst PArK. Saw Lotsa Bladers ANd I was wishIng I was one oF theM. Blading IS So CooL! Oh Yeah I droVe There and DroVe back. imAginE SleepIness KickIng In and You HAve to realLy Concentrate On driving. DangerOus situaTiOn But I survIved Nonetheless. thanK goD
BeeN researchIng soem answers for mY rotary. DifficuLt to get a direct answer Cuz Its Kinda Mechanical based. So ITs Kinda hard to understand what Is it they're putTing acRoss.
ToMorRow mY brO OBS!!! 5 Days Of the House to MyseLF!! woOhOO! YEahOO!!
GoSh Im sleepY. Going to slEep soOn I guess. My eys watering ALready. TOmorrOw I have cLAsses. aiYo!! K ar bye bye. Oh yeah..Got A new song On. Listen To IT Ok..its by apocalyptica..>Kinda cOol NAme aint it.....CooLer Songs!
woke Up early this morNing after just sleeping in @ 2am..woke up @ 8.30 am to get ready to head for kickBOxing exercise...I was dragging mY feet my ass my brain to actually get moving.
This is what happened during kickBoxing. Had a change of instrUctOrs and fOr The first tIme I saw a male instructor working out wit a grp if ladies and girls....The firat 15 mins was warming up and it already felt like cardio @ its Max!!! For the first time I was confused. Just couldnT get tHe steps rite...We went on an on and on. kicking, punching, jumping, And By the time 1hr was up I couldnt lift anything. Even then I decided to go to the gym and do some LAt workout and knee workout..I was in there for 15 mins and I gave up....Last 3 sessions, I coUld Be in the gym for like an Hour and still go for the aerobics for another hour.........IntenSe Man!
Finally got some work done. Did Petro lab and nOw starting up on rotary. printed my notes and everything.
Went to market to meet up my Grandma and Kuzin for breakfast after the workout. I was looking @ my GrandMa and The way she was talking to me. Sometimes i cant help feeling respondsible for her well being but soMetiMes I just wished That I can get away. It has always been My kuzin and I who's been really looking after her......Sometimes its a torment that yoU just cant describe..even My aunt cant stand taking of her in just half a day! God Is reAllY testing US!
well gtg noW. Must research some info for rotary Lab
its 1.21 am on a saturday. Im suppOsed to go for workout @ 9.30 am...hope i dont doze off in the middle of routine. Kinda have plenty of work cut out for me today. I was basically cleaning my kitachen, room and toilet back to back. Rite nOW im busy Doing some Of My assignMents.
Have a lecturer who is very sarcastic in classes. But I think he's brilliant. A little bit forgetful at times but overall his lectures are the most interesting and intriguing. Well @ least i got what he's trying to convey even though im not really good in memorizing some of the terms used but who cares rite. Ill get it sooner or later.
Well heck today I went to the mechanic shop to top up my refrigerant for my car (air con) But then to my surpRised they say that the gas is quite full. then what is causing the gas that is coming out of the car when im driving. Worrying man! but a simple explanation in which they say that its prolly due to the formation of ice in the aircon compartment that is causing the gas formation.
Well gtg nOw. suPPosed to be doing rotary lab but im so sleepY already( wargh!!!) need to go to lala land.....hehehe. Nytez.....or MornInz...whateva!
CurrEntlY in school Rite Now. And Of curse Im "listening" to the lecturer. Its so damn freeZing In this coMp Lab. My Hand feel like Ice. HaVing siUlation classEs But I dont ThiNk aNyOne iS lIsteninG. hahaha Shit. Lecturer asking questiOns. Hope He doESnt call my name! hehe!
YesterdaY callEd The LockSmith To fix My POstBox. alas It can be Opened. The lockSmith Leave in the bLocK opposite to mine.Lah!!! Neighbours in the same neighbourhood....It was quick To fix the Box But I had to burn a $30 Hole in my pocKet!
Bowling TraiNing was gOOd! Had a gOod 160+ gaME. reaLLy hOpe to make it to teaM 1 this time roUnd
GNO wiLL be done Next FrIdAy! WooHoo!! YahOO!!
GoSh this simulation Exercise is boriNg maN!!! gtg noW!!! BuhBye! toodles.adios.au revoir.selamat jalan.boleh blah!
Feeling a little bLue today. Dont Know whY. It was asif ,Y heart Was feelIng soMe FeelIng That cant be described and It caused Me some distractions.
My Mail Box Cant Be OpeNEd!! Its stUck!!! feeL sO angry Cuz I wanted to checK whether there's any Important mail in the mailbox lIke my biLLs and Etc......Haiz...MusT caLL the LockSmithg To help Me out. gosh!
Got distracted so mUch during e-lab that i dID A toPIc On coMpressoRs Instead of topics oN Centrifugal Pump. Dont Know whY. Today I felt My Brain Was soMeWhere Else. Hope I Will Not be distracted during trainign later today.
Cant seem to Get a hOld oN whAt Im feelIng rite nOw...Worry?? sad?? AnxiOUS??? What is it...But I kNow its definitely distracting.....heeh..hope to get it out of mY system....
I must gp Buy Printer ink, withdraw money and also Call Locksmith...Rite! Must Be doNE.....Money Money!! where are thou fly oh Money!
Its freeZing Outside. had Been raining since YestErdaY. Since Yesterday I been wonderIng How PeoPle wiLl react if Singapore started snOwing
Didnt get Out Of Bed UntIl an hour after I snOOzed My original alarM! Gosh im a Lazy Bum.....But it stIll looks earLY! if i were asked to worK Today Ill go mumBlinG and grumblIng out of bed
Feel much better than yesterday. I thinK i just needed proper rest...Like 11 hrs of sleep to perk me up sometimes.....
ots Of thiNgs to handle today. need to go shOppIng For Some Stuffs for the house.....i better cook something today..bye
FeeL Like As If I want to Break EverYthIng In fronT oF Me
FeeL Like As If I dont HavE tHe NecessAry SuPPort I neeD To Keep Myself GoinG
Feel Like giving uP on this Test Even though ITs Open BOOK
FelT As If I wanted to burn My hOuse Down When I saw iT iN A mesS wheN I HAd cLEaned IT Over and Over again During the weeKend No MAtter How BusY I aM
feeL Like as If I need A pUncHing BAg or something to crash to let this angst OUT!! ArgH
this brinG Home test is definitelY diffiCult!! Why In the WorlD Did they Ask Us To Bring hOme This test ANW!! petrIfyIng! Feel LiKe failing......
thiNk Im goiNg Insane. All my sentences are all over the PlaCe! need a Place to thiNk ANd HAve a peace Of mInd!
Oh yeah BTW....I have a scar In my eye.....And I need to change glasses! whatever
I hope the skin came out as what i had seen. Thanks Ira.
Had a great day during the raya outing yesterday but i was reALLy shagged out After training and I went into my Sarcastic Mode. Laughed at thesimPlest thing. I realised I still can get along with some of them But Not all of them. if you know what i Mean. It was raining and The weather became a hot debate during the Outing. I got a very good uPdate from My Frens On it. didnt Know a year can fLy by So fast. I hope NexT year would be the same
I hate Singapore drving situation. Theyre just as bad anywhere in the world. Discourteous fools Who cant wait and StupId asshOles Who thiNk That tHey Own The lanes. RealLy destroyed mY enthusiasm for driving. HAte DrivinG! I wish I was In the wizarding world. I can fly with a broom instead...maybe a mId Air coLLisIoN can happen.
I ran Out of Printer INK! darN iT! Cant seem to Hold money in my hands.....ther's always something to be used at any one point
BeEn sO Busy wiTh WorK, bowling traiNing and keepIng a house clean That in the end I doNt have timE to Blog The lAst coUple of days Except today....AcTuaLLy Im taking a break timE from mY woRK that is GMP to do update thIs Blog. SuppOsed to change a new skin But have currentLy 0% tolerance for making use of too much time before assignmnts are completed. Not just assignments but also the fact that tutorials must be done also! everY single class this semester has a lab...and i mean each single module.....luckily some modules have lapsed in between for us mere students to pick up the slack.....but this is wHat I like. UTTER CONFUSION AND LoTSA WORK.....Kinda Make u wOrk Under pressure alOt whIch agaIn i LIKE!!
,br> suPPosed to have classes at 12pm but its an hour lecture and i was like.....forget it...ill just go tutorial in the evening at 4pm.....wow! 2nd week and skipping lectures already...Im already worse than my frens
how long has it been since i last updated? cant remember..what i know is ive been really busy to update. school has been fun woth all new modules, new frens, new timetables which is utterly confusing...but nonetheless its very fun........ahahahah
got lotsa work to do but ill try to spread it oUt...supposed to be doing CMS on a test thingy..better do it now......NotHing new happened so far....im just glad to be back @ skOOl
last weekend went to my uNcles and auNties place iN JB! had reaL good fun...talked with my kuzins for hours and fot a chance to pamper mY new nephew.....hehehehe.......so cute.....I want 4 kids someday...each with a 2 year lapse in between......hehehe.....Liyan said why dont i have quadruplets then??? hehe
k ar gtg Now
Listening to Lindsay Lohan' confessiOn of a broken HearT (daughter to father).....Its kInda sad ar....i mean the lyrics.....but its a biT melodramatic I guess...But I stIll thiNK its sad...
Im stiLl broken hearted boUt The car scratched That i got whIle driving the other day! StIlL very sad bout it...Kinda depressiNg to see Ure car Scratched That way and You Know Its Not totaLLy ure fault...Haiz......But I stIll feel so irrespindsiBle to let The CAr Get IntO that situatIOn..HaBis Bumper akU! Spent the MornIng lookIng at The scratch and washIng my car...stIll feel a bIt broken hearted bout that Long and ugly scratch!
SkOol StArted yesterdaY. MY class has the littlest Num Of stUdent. 22 to be exact. Its The cOmbinatIon of petrochemical process, Rotary EngIneering and general Manufacturing practice. I thiNk The class is Okay...Quite anUmber of malays in there so i dont thinK ill be alOne. goT aBit confused yesterday On whether or nOt There were lectures in the evening but there Was! heheh if nOt 12 pm I could have reached home
I wonder what to cook today...AyaM masak kicap? ayam asam pedas? maybe I shUd Buy takeout? hehe.....whatevEr Lah. Klah gtg nOw. have to vacuum the House! toodles
jLn Raya Will be done in a span of 2 days instead of 1?? what!! hoW am I to survive that? darn iT!
been very busy running around....or driving around...now I know what My mUm feels lIke! actuallY not mUch freedoM even Though You HAve a car...EspeciallY if the car isnt yours. And the worsT part is that..i scratched my mUm's bumper...Had to touch it up with some touch Up Paint. GosH! my mUm is so Gonna kIll Me when she returns...HaiZ..touch lUck....shud haVE been mOre carefuL..DammIt!
tomOrrow returning to schOOl. Dont even Have time to go shOpping for my stuffs! darn Man!..Later Go Vista pInt lah to buy some stuffs like skirt, and blouse...k ar..bye
Its the end of fasting month. This mOnth is an eventful one. I almost lost an eye...my mum is awaY, i have to care for my bro while taking care of mY own self. Never in my life had i feel more respondsible than i did this whole month. I also go tthe extra time i have to reflect on my well being and where im heading in this path of mine? will i still be around to see the next ramadan or will I be thousands of miles away frOm my family during Raya? I dont Know and i wont find out for the next 12 months
Today I had prayers at my grandma's place and we hummed the takbir or maybe sang it...I wantEd to cry cuz i suddenly felt remorseful not using this month of ramadhan to the fullness of it and also because i just realised that I dont have any parents to celebrate with this Hari Raya TomorroW...Yes no parents.....and I hate tHe fact that everyone will start asking where mY dad is and asked whether he had called to bring us out to meet his family.....and I will hate it more now That people wiLl ask me where mY mum is and when she'll be back? what she is doing in australia and asking if I miss my mUm!! PeopLe stOp asking me stupid questions......i hAte it that my dad doesnt call...i hate it that i am a total stranger to him and he a stranger to me......and OF course!! I miss My mUM!!!!! stuPid questions!!
ok enuf ranting.....I would like to ask for forgiveNess to everyone out there who has been annoyed by my blog at one point or another......and if my words hurt you even though my blog is very 'freNly'.....and to all my muslim frens....." selAmat hari Raya maaf zahir batin"
I got an A for My Plant BAsed Project...that is 7 module with As in it............woohoo.....my gpa is now 3.566......im in the B+ region still but who cares!!! woohoo!!! now I mUst look forward to doing well in my next and final semester.....yeehaa!!! gO durrah!! its ure bday...go durrah its ure bday!! ahaha
Ive decided not to koin bowling schOoL teAm Next year. Not that I cant make it But I rather concentrate on mY last seMester. Besides...honestlY spEakIng...I Have Lost The wiLL to PurSue bowlIng......I stIll love the game bUt HAving nooNe to talk to whIle palying the gAme makes me feel alienated and Im tired of doing the same thing....The coaches are like dont care attitude sometimes but most of it is jUst me! I just HAve lOSt My Enthusiasm towards the game.....
Been staying @ home for the last couple of days cleaning and sprucing up this place of mine...think its going along fine...still have some things to do. Oh yeah wanna know what....the metal thingy that is used to hold my plates and stuff crashed down just know.....2 of my plates, 1 small one and a glass cup broked into pieces.....Haiz man...How to fix it??? have to ask someOne to put it up back. maybe drill a deeper hole.
man! staying in Singapore is damn expenSive...there are bills bills and more bills to pay! today itself i had to pay 5 bills......and i still have a few pending.....not including the ones paid thro girO!....I got a bit confused...Lucky i got the budget lists so its oklah for now.....
Starting mY Workout routine again....today had a workout for 30 mins and i was exhausted.....wow.....3 weeks of the routine and i cannot even tahaN 30 mins of cardio.....wow...K ar people gtg now..take care..live healthily
its Not fun to have a pArent around to help with HAri rayA preparation. EvEn though Last year i prepared most of the stuffs @ least I had my mum's heLp even thoUgh Its tiny winy but this Year Its totally different. have to prepAre everything. Lets See mY list bEfore the 5th appears
Please be informed that ive completed alOt of other stuff too
1. Fix curtains
2. Wash CusHion Covers/ House mAts
3. Fix Bedsheets
4. Clean Toilet (kitchen/room)
5. CleaN lAundry Area
6. Clean KitchEn (this hAs to be done On the 4th)
7. Living Room Floor (also on the 4th)
8. CleaN Store Room
9. Wash the FanS (i hVae 5)
10. Tidy Up living roOm
11. Tidy Up mY room
12. Tidy Up My mUM's roOm
13. Tidy Up kItchen
14. Run erranDs For Raya dishes (since I have the car so U know what I Mean)
15. Finish touching Up the paint in mY room(this is going to be done today or tmr)
16. Make sure i Dont droP dead doing all this..ahahhaah (exhaustion can drive a persOn of the verge of sanity)
HAd a dream Today. I dont Know whY but i feel Compelled to tell it. I was aLl aLone on this Island. The island was beautiful. I was bY the beach and the wind was blowing thro my hair. But tHen as i walKed and walked i suddenly broke down and started crying. and whIle crying i uttered " Im LosT...Im Lost...help me...Im lOst.." i keep uttering to that and then the Island turned into something frightening. thinkin of rite now makes my hair stand and I was screamIng and shouting for helP...but i kept uttering "im Lost, Im Lost" and i felt I was dragged down the frightening path. I dont Know what iT is.....But then that was it...I woke up to a knock on my door. iT was my brother asking me to send him to school...but I kept thinking of the DreaM. Why was i uttering Im lost and thro that frightening path? is it a reflection of sOmething inside of me? is it a reflection of what im feeling? To say its the play of satan it cant be since satans are all tied Up tHis ramadan. goSh! whateva It is I hope I dont experience it again. felt like heLL for a moment. Im scared!
weLL enuf of blogging. back to listening to Raya songs and mIssing mY mum! Bye alL AsKum.
I love this song!!! craig david is one of my fave artist rite now. There was this video clip of his called whats Ure flava and its like a willy wonka story...........ahahah
My mum went to sydney today since it was her off day! man how I wisH i was there rite nOw!! it could be a great breakf or me!
been driving ard all day...since 11 am i didnt stop to drive until 2pm..darn im mentally exhausted...Even driving round woodlands caN be so tiring when u have to repeat the loop over and over again!
k ar gtg now! bye
