First and foremost, I don't speak Japanese. Other then polite phrases, my time in Kyoto was spent visiting lots of shrines, temples and some mountains. I soaked in as much of Japan as possible in the shortest time. I hope to do that again soon ^_^V Yes, I miss Kyoto very much.
Next, I am s.l.o.w.l.y recovering from my exams. It's like a flu bug or something, it takes time. So I rarely blog, I am occupied by bottomless piles of work. Plus I have night classes nowdays. Plus, it's fasting month, no mood to do anything but sleep. I have been organizing my room back to it's pre-exam days. That takes time. And my pc has been having hissy fits.=>>> That all resulted in my hiding up in the attic and not contacting ppl.
On the brighter note, I am watching a couple of new anime. One had hits of yaoi-ness. I watched the whole thing with one finger on the stop button. Sorry but I am not ready to learn that part of life. I watched Chrono Crusade, I hate the ending *cries*. And watched Ai Yori Aoshi, sweet.... Somewhat Love Hina-ish.
Other than that I've been catching up with Warblogging and Common Dreams. The strange part was that when I read something stupid someone might comment about Islam et al, my first reaction would be fury and 5 seconds later that anger simply vanished. I'd feel sad instead. The human mind is capable of so much and yet some prefers to under utilize them. The only reason I can think of is fear, fear to open one's mind. The fear that it will destroy their faith, beliefs or preconceptions. I admit, I have those moments myself.
I no longer want my thoughts to be known. Isn't that strange. Well, maybe its Ramadhan that keeps me mum. With all the devils in chains, there is no excuse to do things that hurt others. May it be verbally or written form. This year's Ramadhan, people have notice that I am somewhat quieter. Well, my only excuse is that I am still somewhat tired from organizing my life. And the organizing is not done.
Just to waste some of my annual leave, I am going to Penang this weekend. Meeting an old friend. Holidaying with another friend. No swimming though :( Well, the food should be good :D God, I am tired... Well, GTG, later!
Love,
Julie.
Ichiban kirei na sora wo tobouyo
tashika na mirai he Try!
negai ha hitomi no naka kagayaite afureru egao
nagare ni tsubasa wo azukete ima ha furikae razuni
meguri aeta kiseki ha Pleasure Line
yakusoku shitayo ne
ichiban kirei na sora he tobouyo
nando taore temo "Try!"
kizutsu kinagara tsukamu ashita
yasashiiku tsuyoku kataru kimi wo wasurenai itsumo...
kokoro wo nurashita ame hitoshi zuku hikari ni tokete
itami ni furueru tsubasa mo chiisa na ai wo mamoru no
wasarenai de sekai ha Pleasure Line
kesshite kowakunai
mihatenu sora wo futari de tobouyo
te wo hanasanai de "Fly!"
samayoi nagara motomeru yume
asayake no matsu oka de kimi wo atsuku dakishimete
omoidaseba hoho ni kaze ha fuite
watashitachi no maeni michishirube oite kureru
mihatenu sora wo futari de tobouyo
te wo hanasanai de "Fly!"
samayoi nagara motomeru yume
asayake no matsu oka de kimi to
ichiban kirei na sora wo tobouyo
tashika na mirai he to
kizutsu kinagara tsukameba ii
yasashiiku tsuyoku kataru kimi ha asayake ni Fly away
Hi! I've been on a hiatus for over a week or so. Over that length of time, I've changed myself yet again. I have curled my hair again. Lost a little (very little) weight. And somewhat regained my balance. Somehow I realise that this balance is somewhat precarious. It makes me fear my own happiness, worrying over tomorrow.
Other than that I've met up with some friends that I haven't seen for eons. Very nice... I again was looking for some funny anime to watch but instead bought a sad ending one. So frustrating :P
On the latest update, my friend who came back from Japan bought me a doll and a statue. The doll is a male which reminds me of Samurai-X, red hair and all. The statue is of a Japanese woman in traditional Kimono carrying a drum. Cute ^_^V
GTG, be seeing you around. I still don't have the blogging mood somehow. I've grown lazy:D
Love,
Julie
