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Robbed!
Yeah thats right, I've been robbed or so it seems to anyone with half a brain. I left my resource box at camp b/c I was gonna be back on sunday but I wasnt so I sent my dad up to get it and he came back with a half filled box that used to be overflowing and it is obvious to everyone that it has been riffeled thru (and that box was VERY organized, I knew where everything was) and many things are gone, including a teddy bear from way back when we lived in Gadshill and the cushion that Lynda and I made for our business so I"m really upset about that right now and I called bimini and they're looking into it and trying to find the stuff. Last night was so much fun, just drivin all night........eating doughnuts while doing doughnuts! Patsy clien (howling), Shania twain, I"m your candy man! oh man that was so much fun! I greatly enjoyed the doughnuts personally! I love driving! we need to go on a major road trip and just drive forever and ever! I found out I dont have strep......but we dont know what it is that I have so yeah thats frustrating, but at least none of you are likely to get sick! So I'm home for the summer, I"m not going back to camp so thats kinda cool so I can hang out with you guys! I'm gonna go now, see ya all on tuesday!

Update
I promised an update so here it is: I'm here for now, till I find out exactly whats wrong with my throat, if its contagious I stay here, if its not then I go back up for the rest of the week. I'll find out either monday or tuesday. Have a good day all.

Fun night
So tonight Jo and Tee and Kendra and Alicia and Lourie (sp??) and I went out and had a great time. "I did it with Vell but you were better!" (Tee) "Your ass is too big." (Al) "Ask him to dinner, he's hot"........then he locked us out and wouldn't let us come in! how unfair is that!?! He's fired! (but still hot). I got new pants........and SOCKS! they're fun socks! THANK GOD I"M A COUNTRY BOY! River drivin! Is he the guy who drove the car off the dam? Supper at swiss chalet.......remember the biker dude? and the time we almost got kicked out? "Are you guys having fun?.....uh yeah....."Ah, cause we can hear you in the kitchen" (LOL) fun times. At the moment I dont know if I'm going back to camp tomorrow or not, I'll put a pita entry tomorrow if I'm not, if there isn't one then I've gone back! Tim are you avoiding me? why? your loss, not mine, if you are then I get all the friends and you get to make excuses so yeah! If you're not then TALK to me sometime! come out with us when I'm around, not just when I'm at camp! (yes ppl I realize that Tim prolly doesnt read these, or at least not mine, but I still needed to write that). Anyway I gotta go to bed b/c I need to get up tomorrow morn and pack if I am going back! Luv ya all, see ya

friday night
I know I"m awful and no one reads my pita anymore cause I write WAY too much but hey its for me and not you right? So I couldn't get ahold of Tee, who I think I promised I would call, or Jo (they were together) and I was just drivin around and Al called me and asked me to go to coffee so we did and had a great talk and apparently I inspired her, which is totally awsome and it makes me have renewed hope that maybe, just maybe I'm managing to inspire a camper or two and that would make all the misquito bites, sleepless nights, and frustration worth it! Anyway we worked out our little thing and things are good again. We were talking in the parking lot and Kyle drives in so we talked to him for a bit till his friend came, then the four of us went back in for more coffee then we finally left at like midnight. It made me feel better, then I came home and now I'm not feeling so happy again but its ok b/c God is taking care of me and eventually things will be good again. I need to get a FROG (Fully Rely On God) bracelet to remind me of that. I've already got PUSH (Pray Until Something Happens) and WWJD (which you should all know already). Anyway so then I was driving home and it was foggy and my car was slightly fogged and it reminded me of how things can sometimes get really confused in life and God can/will clear things when the time is right so there really is no need to worry or get upset. On another note, the unofficial theme song this week (we always have an official one and an unofficial one) was Jump On It by Sir Mix A Lot. Its actually a bad song but its so much fun to dance to and Craig was dancing to it and I gotta say that guy is HOT even hotter than RAY! ;) I have a pic of his butt while he and some others are dancing to it so I"m looking forward to getting that one developed ;) The official theme song was Light the Fire Within by Leanne Rhimes (she sang it at the opening ceremonies for the 2002 olympic winter games) its a good song and i dloaded it as soon as I got home. So I've been up for almost 24 hours now (1/2 hour left till its been 24...its currently 1am). I didn't sleep all week so I should sleep now but I'm not tired (the caffine isn't helping) I miss ppl but I seriously dont want to see anyone right now (I'll feel differently tomorrow I'm sure) but yeah. A song thats not christian music but has a perfect christian lesson in it is 'No matter what' from the Notting Hill soundtrack. BTW, I diabled my archive links so that anything I said in the past cannot be read again so I dont come back next week to ppl who are angry/hurt by me, when I archive this page I"ll put a link to it but I'll make sure it doesnt work either then if at some point in the future I think its safe to open them up again I will and they will still be there. Anyway I should go now b/c no one wants to read my babbling so yeah, good night

Camp crap
Hey well I'm back for a day and glad to be here (or at least I WAS till about 10 minutes ago). It seems that in my absense I've managed to offend quite a few ppl without even trying! Arent I talented? Al I already fired off an email to you but since I offended you publicly I want to make it right publicly too....It is NOT ok for me to be macking with someone then complain about you macking so I take back what I said and say simply I am sorry for being so stupid about things. Jo since you brought up your thing in my guest book I'm gonna answer on my pita......I KNOW you're not trying to mess with my friendships but sometimes emotions cloud things and stories get mixed up and occasionally it seems as tho you are. when I wrote that entry I was upset and I never should have written it, I should have come to you and talked about it (in fact I'd like to at some point this weekend). Ray, I met a guy named corey, but I dont know his last name...does he have blond hair? is his dad a cub leader? Tee, I miss you too when I'm away, Melis we are all watchin out for ya. So that takes care of the g-book/email stuff, as for the camp stuff I just dont feel like saying much, great girls, good CIT, tiny cabin, hot cabin, misquitos (we counted m bites on monday afternoon, my cabin had 150 -- 100 of those were MINE). So yeah, I"m gonna shower now and maybe see a couple of ya, maybe not. see ya

Family, Food, Friends, and Fun
Hello everyone! I am finally packed and ready to go back to camp (and its only 11:15pm the night before I go!) So Godrich was so much fun, I got almost everything I need for school (they just didn't have the binders I wanted and I go back-to-school clothes shopping with my mom every year) so Al and I went to basics this morn and I got my binder and she picked up her cd's and we did some running around and it was fun. Today was the family reunion thing and it was ok, but I definately over-ate! 2 full plates of first course (think Christmas dinner type full), a full plate of desert, 1 coke, 1 huge cup of juice, and a full water bottle! I'm feeling rather bloated now! It was so bad, all the ppl there were my immediate relatives (sorta, mostly my moms aunts and uncles) and I could barely name any of them! I didn't even recognize my own cousin! I had to ask my mom who he was! you know you dont see your family often when.... anyway, so then my and connor came back and mom, dad and joe stayed overnight. We got a movie and cd's.......I bought Avril Lavigne (good cd) and I"m enjoying it greatly, tho I dont get to listen to it again for 2 weeks but hey thats ok! So yeah I suppose I should go to sleep soon, I hafta be up there at 10am (AAAAAAHHHHHH) anyway, see you guys in a couple weeks!

How to spend your time in Walmart
I thought this was a particularily good thing for todays little excursion and its too big to put on the side so I'm making it into an entry! 15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner/significant other is taking his/her sweet ass time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5 minute tervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,"Code 3 in housewares", ... and see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the theme from 'Mission Impossible'. 12. In the auto department practice your Madonna look using different size funnels. 13. Hide in the clothing rack and when people browse through say 'PICK ME! PICK ME!!!!!!' 14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream 'NO! NO! It's those voices again'. And last but not least, 15. Go into a fitting room and yell real loudly ... 'Hey! We're out of toilet paper in here!'

Update
K, very quickely the following things are fixed and/or about to be fixed: 1) the archive links both work now 2) I know what I"m going to say to the guy who likes me, I just havent been home when he calls to say it yet 3) I found a possible career with history so I"m gonna look into that so things are looking better 4) I think I passed my testing for the moment cause its stopping (as you can see by all the things that have been worked out) 5) the family is still the same about the bday tho 6) and the million OTHER things that I didn't write but many of you know about are getting better so I'm happy. K, thats it c ya

Jeepers Creepers its the Signs!
Hello everyone! So today was supposed to be my 'sit-around-in-your-pj's-doing-nothing' day but Connor (my bro) and his friend wanted to Grand Bend so I ended up driving them up there (and Jo came with us). It was fun, we went shopping and we were gonna get tatoos, but they wouldn't do my design and it was expensive to get one of theirs. Then we came back (doing 120 most of the way except when we got stuck behind idiots who only did 100 b/c we had to get Jeff home in time for work) So that was fun, then me and Jo went out and got Kendra and we came back into town and drove around......went by the river (and we saw DUCKS!).......then we went to Subway to get food (yummy) and took Kendra home, and it was scary cause we were driving past corn fields and at one point I saw a reflection out of the cornor of my eye that looked like a glowing human thing and it scared me greatly.........then the one part of road looked like one from Jeepers Creepers and on that road a scary car appeared out of no where and came barreling up behind us then just turned away! I was so freaked out! It was NOT cool. NOw I'm home safe and sound. Tomorrow is the trip to Godrich for school shopping stuff! It will be good, then on Sat. is the family reunion thing then I go back to camp sun. morn and come back on August 23rd. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO some of you know about the trip to Ottawa on my bday.........well I have even more great news on that one (note the sarcasim)......... not only are we leaving early in the morn on friday (MY 18th BDAY) to drive all the way to Ottawa but I also dont get the previously promised party in the hotel room b/c we're going straight over to my aunts house to surprise HER even tho her bday isn't till MONDAY! ARG! is there no consideration to how I feel about this? does no one care/remember that turning 18 is a rather big deal too? ARG! very frustrating. Oh well, I"m tired now so I'll talk to some of you again, some maybe not so if I dont I'll see you at the end of the summer!

Confusion
So as you can all see I finally archived (tho the link isn't working at the moment). I'm still freaking about that movie, everytime there's weird movement in the shadows.......its a scary movie, you guys should all see it! So if you've looked in my guest book you'll know that Ray found out about someone liking me......he told me who it is and yeah so I dont know what to do now. (you guys dont know him i'm sure). I'm also confused about my life goals........I know I want to work in/with history, but i dont know how to make that a real life career. I've been talking to ppl I dont usually talk to and having really deep convos occasionally that are really testing me and my beliefs, but thats all part of being christian and having beliefs right? Anyway I'm kinda tired so I'm gonna go and try to fix the archive link now! See you ppl later!

Todays Bible Verse

"But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives, He will produce this kind of fruit in us: Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, gentleness and Self-control. Here there is no conflict with the law." Glatians 5:22-23 (NLT)

Bible Chapter of the Week:

Genesis 2

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