Tia Mi Aven Moridin Isainde Vadin`

makingmewaitagain.

i'm forced to play the games you play.

you're making me wait again.

how long?

broke Thursday, December 1, 2005 at 12:21 a.m.
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Listening To:

OMG UR THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD

I can be halfway thru a DotA game AND ALL I HEAR IS YOUR VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD ARGHH.

what is this?

i seem to take a particular interest in your life YES I DO I WANT TO BE IN IT DAMNIT.

i think im hysterical...

broke Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 01:17 a.m.
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Listening To: I Miss You - Blink 182

argharghwhatisthis

Either you're the slowest person on this earth or you're really leading me on!

I want an answer! argh! quit playing games with me! quit keeping me waiting!

do you really not know? are you really so innocent?

or am i being lead around by the nose?

I WANT ANSWERS

broke Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 12:08 a.m.
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Listening To:

god, how long will this take?

i'm confused. i'm exhausted.

today you were so strange. today you behaved queerly.

and today you nearly rent me asunder.

i don't understand. My mind is swimming with thoughts, not all of which are coherent now.
i don't know what to believe. I don't know how to see the light. If you were a book, you would be written in a language I am unfamiliar with, for I cannot read you.

you speak to me with cheer. I am led to believe you are not unreceptive. And yet,

You told me December. How long do I have to wait? Till then? Or perhaps, forever?

broke Tuesday, November 29, 2005 at 01:36 a.m.
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Listening To:

OMFG FTW FTW

UberGooberBioGeek!
hmm... and that's a whopping 96%!

Yay! I'm glad that people like you exist -- you actually Know your biology! Granted, you probably thought that some of these questions were quite on the simple side, but great job/congratulations/wheeee! and keep the bio vibe flowing. Thanks for taking the test, and send me a message so we can trade bio jokes and pick-up lines! ;)

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 89% on biobuffs
Link: The Uber Biology Geek Test written by qtpi314 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

broke Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 08:47 p.m.
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Listening To:

imissyouimissyouimissyou

zz

broke Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 08:36 p.m.
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Listening To: We Be Burnin' - Sean Paul

I should be INSANE!

How evil are you?

broke Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 12:16 a.m.
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Listening To:

omgwtfbbqsauce

!ohmygod i think s_e_s _n_o _e. i need to b_ m_r_ s_b_l_.

broke Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 12:06 a.m.
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Listening To:

wootwoot.

i cant stand it woah she's so cuteeeeeeee.

bwahaha. i was referring to Travex.

nvm. lol.

broke Wednesday, November 9, 2005 at 07:15 p.m.
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Listening To: Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects

Class outing tmr!

Hmm. Was kinda looking forward to ice-skating. But anw. Just sorta hope tmr will be fun as well. Haha.

Tinker with BoT is scary. I havent had good enough teammates to try Tinker with BoT AND MS yet, though.

broke Wednesday, November 2, 2005 at 07:27 p.m.
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Listening To:

no shit, sherlock

*snorts* yesterday I played bridge until 2.30pm. Then went gym (alone) until 4.15pm. AND my arms don't hurt. This is bad. Badddddddd. Tmr they're gonna DIE. ARGHH

Omg i said i really need more balls. two is sufficient? ok BIGGER BALLS. MY BALLS must be AS BIG AS THE DEATH STAR.

broke Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 12:33 p.m.
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Listening To: Nintendo Choir

so.

i didn't get into Oteam.

what's new? what's fucking new indeed.

the only thing that's new is new evidence of my more than fucked-up-ness.

broke Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 10:02 a.m.
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Listening To:

omg, the lameness

won someone at minesweeper flags. Her excuse: 'I had training today. really tired. And all you have is a dry RUN'

LOL

broke Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 01:03 a.m.
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Listening To:

NETTERJACK

netterjack, n (NATTER-JACK)
An ugly magician who preys on young female assistants.

broke Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 01:01 a.m.
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Listening To:

I teach you how to make a palindrome paragraph. What? So simple. Idunbelieve.

A young student from RJC was shocked and dismayed when he answered his ringing handphone, only to hear a strange, metallic, alien voice say, "Yasec iovn eilacilla temeg! Nartsa raehoty lnoenoh pdnah gnig, nirsihde rewsnaehn ehw. Deya! Msid! Dnadek cohssaw, cjrmorft nedutsg, nuoya?"

broke Wednesday, October 19, 2005 at 10:00 p.m.
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Listening To: Chinese Rappa's Delight - Tai Mai Shu

ahh...

sorry man...

broke Tuesday, October 18, 2005 at 09:12 p.m.
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Listening To:

hmm promos...

ok did well enuff i suppose. ok no false modesty here i did better than i deserved, because i was slacking so much. then when i see the ppl who studied harder getting lower, i feel life is really unfair.

ahh enuff of tt. today was stupid and (not) boring. We got back all papers except chem which we'd already gotten back. After school they wanted to cut the cake (hap dae you you, courtesy of dwayne) but few ppl were around so no pt la. dwayne took it back haha.

hap dae me me. lol.

now wards are known to increase in power exponentially when brought together in multiples of three...

broke Monday, October 17, 2005 at 06:47 p.m.
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Listening To:

omg SIANNN

ok today was SIAN. haha. 'nuff said.

broke Sunday, October 16, 2005 at 09:08 p.m.
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Listening To:

happytreefriends satay session!

with pool cues X|

still can't get over that haha.

anyway, just got Dynasty Warriors 5... OMG it roxx...

today we went for pool at bryan's hse! ok it was me haoyi tim bryan sherilyn pamela.

wah his hse has LOTS of comps... 4 to be exact e.e what a shame he doesn't play DotA... omg haha

ok i improved slightly la loll.

wah sian. tmr so boring.

time to play minesweeper flags! lol...

broke Saturday, October 15, 2005 at 11:52 p.m.
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Listening To:

IHC Bridge

Wahaha:

1st Buckle-Buckley
2nd Bayley-Waddle
3rd Morrison-Richardson
4th Hadley-Hullet
5th Moor-Tarbet

lol pwnzed by genesis and his missing p! So genesis' partner didn't turn up. They pulled sarah off from table tennis to partner genesis... lol feel sorry for ya =p

at any rate: "she plays better than me."
"duh. what 'shocking' news."

broke Tuesday, October 11, 2005 at 03:45 p.m.
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Listening To: The Young And The Hopeless - Good Charlotte

friendster

makes me suicidal. i really shouldn't visit it any more than i have to.

i thought of a new one today, what do you call a pig with three eyes?

a piiig.

i still feel screwed up. im the biggest dumb fuck in the school. it doesn't matter whether im hated or not, the pt is, i got so few friends fuck la.

fuck u all. fuck this shit.

others are so fucking happy wif their friends

who the hell's talking abt bgrs now... im just talking abt normal frens lor...

im socially and emotionally broke... really feel like breaking down sometimes...

but no one will care anyway... waste of tears...

broke Monday, October 10, 2005 at 10:42 p.m.
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Listening To:

SCREWED UP INTERVIEWS

wahaha listen to the master man. could haf been almost flawless but i dieded like sai. got interviewed by yowie and eggy. ok not so bad. then cuz alot of ppl before me got wierd questions like "make a song about spaghetti to the tune of mary and the little lamb." so when the interview concluded with me singing Untitled when they asked for a song, stupid me asked "why no screwed-up questions?" So, they went "You asked for it! Make a cheer using dy/dx."

WAHAHA DIE.

broke Monday, October 10, 2005 at 09:51 p.m.
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Listening To: Untitled - Simple Plan

back from gym

OMG MY ARMS ACHE i can't touch my shoulders scratch my back or hold up a handphone steadily enough to sms or type coherently or do a single chin-up.

damn. well, such things take time. i'm just hoping they won't take toomuch time.

Ok so today i went there and saw blim with his bike. then we walk all the way to above the gym and he realizes he could've just parked the bike right beside the gym. hahaha

we sat there and started talking and waiting for boon to show up, but he was 15 minutes late. ouch. anyway, he eventually turned up and we went down. we met yang bin. glen and ming - something (omg im so sorry 4got ur name zz) - as boon put it - band freaks. Haha lol

After that, we had 3 hours of intensive shit. So, holy shit, my arms are feeling like lead weights now.

no, not those leads, you dolt.

Had lunch at pastamania. Omg i really really wasn't expecting to see . Didn't turn back shit shit shit. Maybe looked before i noticed . Maybe. haha. i hope. omg !

i hope what he said means are =P =P =P
feeling really tired now but im not gna go sleep... gna play maplestory =D

broke Saturday, October 8, 2005 at 03:27 p.m.
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Listening To: American Idiot - Green Day

Reminders

thanks haoyi for the shirt, I'll return it to you when next I see you =)

i owe dwayne 10 bucks.
i owe sherilyn 50 cents.
rilong owes me 5 bucks.
boon owes me 3 bucks.

and I'm broke. Damn.

yeah now about yesterday... wahaha. While taking the MRT home, I saw a man with biceps WIDER THAN HIS CALVES. OMGWTHKNNBCCB.

Anyway, after promos ended, we went out to Orchard Cineleisure. We then spent a long time deciding which movie to watch. The guys wanted to watch Dukes of Hazzard. Of course, it was for the hot racing action. Who the hell cares about Jessica Simpson, anyway? ;) right? right?

so obviously, the girls didn't want to. instead, they wanted to watch... red shoes. The horror... of all things to do, you must celebrate the end of promos with a horror show. one that doesn't even seem remotely spooky to me, at that. (the only horror show i ever found frightening was dark water. the JAP one not the HOLLYWOOD one) so obviously, we said a firm no-no, but some of them wanted to compromise with Corpse Bride. eventually, the girls decided to go shopping and wisely, we chose not to follow them, watching Dukes instead.

WOOHOO DUKES OF HAZZARD ROCKS! It doesn't have a PLOT, it doesn't have any believable characters, the jokes are LAME, the action CHEESY, plot twists consist of Jessica Simpson stripping down to her bikini, plot twists consist of Jessica Simpson stripping down to her bikini, plot twists consist of Jessica Simpson stripping down to her bikini, and did I mention that plot twists consist of Jessica Simpson stripping down to her bikini?

IF YOU'RE A MAN, WATCH DUKES OF HAZZARD! just remember to bring tissue paper to stem your nosebleed. lol.

after that, we went off to esplanade's rooftop garden. wah the view was damn nice. but i fucked something up and got tim quite pissed off with me. my fucking fault. i hate to do things wrong. i won't go into details here.

anyway, it was really fun and sherilyn is damn blur at African Clock and Open-Close and these kind of things. Lols. Damn easy to trick her.

While taking the MRT home, I saw a man with biceps WIDER THAN HIS CALVES. OMGWTHKNNBCCB. I think that's the second time I've said this.

broke Friday, October 7, 2005 at 11:23 a.m.
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Listening To: Like A Rose - A1

promos over

zzzzzzzzz the title. It's purely symbolic ive been playing throughout the rest of the exams ooopsie jajajajaja.

i realise that deep down in my heart, I'm still like Bingshao or Nicholas... I'm still a mugger at heart. I might pose, spike my hair, wear ankle socks, or do any sort of shit I want to 'look cool' (tho thankfully, ppl tell me i dun try too hard to act cool) but I'm still a mugger at heart, I suck at sports, because of lack of trying. I'm sorely deficient at physical strength. I can't even do one chin-up, damnit. (I'm gonna try to change that by the end of this year.) And I'm close to few people, which is one thing that seems to distinguish pure muggers from closet muggers.

i can't be like haoyi, closet mugger, buaya supreme, able to mug and get away with it. Or even, heck, like boon, who doesn't pretend to mug as hard as others but has more of a life than me. I'm just a stupid mugger who doesn't look like one.

it sucks and it's getting on my nerves.

well, at least i'm glad to know that my classmates don't hate me, even if they find me a little wierd. Maybe more than a little. I don't know.

but sometimes, not hating isn't good enough... i always feel so distant.

broke Friday, October 7, 2005 at 11:16 a.m.
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Listening To: Don't Cha - The Pussycat Dolls ft. Busta Rhymes

ya go read this. all my views, in one complete package. nicely done.

Click Here

i'm a lazy bastard =p

broke Thursday, September 29, 2005 at 10:15 p.m.
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Listening To:

SUBVERSIVESUBVERSIVESUBVERSIVE

OMG I WROTE THAT SUBVERSIVE MEANT SCORNFUL!!!

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZZZ

DIEDIEDIE

*end of lamentation*

Now, let's get back to MUGGINGMUGGINGMUGGING CHEMCHEMCHEM.

(err... wth i feel disturbed...)

broke Thursday, September 29, 2005 at 09:47 p.m.
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Listening To:

Woo, piccies

While on the MRT on Friday:

Note: NO RACISM INTENDED. For those who don't get the picture: How many people occupy how many seats?
And while on the way home:

HOT PINK TAXI!!! W00T!!! Note the wedding flashies stuffs on the windscreen and door cocks (no pun intended =D)

Okay, now for blog.

yesterday was wedding dinner. Someone elses'. Dun know their names, but they're relatives. Haha. Spiked my hair with far too much more gel than was healthy and transformed myself into a demon with little black horns on my head that could gore a rhinocerous' hide -.-;;

Whee it was fun cos I got to catch up with my cousin on alot of stuffs. Else it'd be horribly boring, just eating and waiting, eating and waiting.

I didn't eat chilli that whole day! Sacrilege!

My blog posts are really really very disjointed. Note to self: PROMOS NEXT THURSDAY!! MUGMUGMUGMUG Glucose + 2ATP -> Fructose 1,6-bisphosphate -> 2 x Glyceraldehyde 3-Phosphate + 2 ATP - 2 H+ -> 2 x 3-bisphospoglycerate - 2 Pi -> 2 x 3-phosphoglycerate - 2 Pi -> 2 x Pyruvate. Glycolysis. Then Link: Pyruvate - CO2 + H+ + coenzyme A -> acetyl CoA (2C). Then Krebs: acetyl CoA + oxaloacetate -> Citrate - CO2 - H+ -> alpha-ketoglutarate - CO2 - 4H+ - ATP -> oxaloacetate! Then there's still Calvin cycle in photosynthesis ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Brain imploding from over-mugging. And yet, I still feel I'm not mugging enough. ZZ.

broke Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 02:23 p.m.
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Listening To: Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas

hmm

Desert Eagle
You preferred a weapon with 36% power over speed and 52% range over melee.

You use a Desert Eagle.
One of the most powerful handguns in production, the Desert Eagle is a heavy punch in a small package. Its reliability and speed are remarkable for a gun with such high caliber. Your enemies won't stand a chance as you fell them bullet by bullet.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 31% on power

You scored higher than 68% on range
Link: The What's Your Signature Weapon Test written by inurashii on OkCupid Free Online Dating

DOOMED!
Congratulations! You scored 0%!

You have SEVERE self-esteem issues. I would suggest you do in fact kill yourself, and save some oxygen for the rest of us. However, an alternative could be to find a goal. For instance, you might want to try, 'making it through another day'. Or, more inspiringly, 'making a friend'. As much as you would like to think so, animals are not as good as people, and have a hard time recognising themselves in the mirror. I would personally suggest you force yourself to go out more.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on happiness
Link: The Are you happy Test written by willtonight4 on Ok Cupid

broke Saturday, September 3, 2005 at 11:32 p.m.
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Listening To:

hmms. riight.

Joe Normal
39 % Nerd, 34% Geek, 30% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored less than half in all three, earning you the title of: Joe Normal.

This is not to say that you don't have some Nerd, Geek or Dork inside of you--we all do, and you can see the percentages you have right above. This is just to say that none of those qualities stand out so much as to define you. Sure, you enjoy an episode of Star Trek now and again, and yeah, you kinda enjoyed a few classes back in the day. And, once in a while, you stumble while walking down the street even though there was nothing there to cause you to trip. But, for the most part, you look and act fairly typically, and aren't much of an outcast.

I'd say there's a fair chance someone asked you to take this test. In any event, fairly normal.

Congratulations!

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback!

Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Professional Wrestling

Love & Sexuality

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 30% on nerdiness

You scored higher than 50% on geekosity

You scored higher than 42% on dork points
Link: The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid

broke Saturday, September 3, 2005 at 10:47 p.m.
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Listening To:

blah stupid contacts.

i seem to be very inept at putting on / removing contacts fuck fuck.

broke Saturday, September 3, 2005 at 10:27 p.m.
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Listening To:

cos8 + i sin8

omg omg complexity overload. complexity complexity complexity complex numbers. ahhhhhh.

complex numbers sucks!

damn damn damn!

i just spent the entire day doing this stupid assignment. it's like, as thick as the right lense of my new specs. (400+ degrees + ultra-thin) damnit and the entire physics oscillations assignment is only like 5 pages lor. ridiculous.

wonder how contacts will feel like. hope i wun end up like those poor ppl who drip saline into their eyes every hour hahaha. my dad has sensitive eyes, so im worried i might have inherited them.

broke Friday, September 2, 2005 at 09:41 p.m.
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Listening To:

new hairstyle + contacts on sat

ok new hairstyle nomore papayabird! hahaha.

hmm just found out my astigmatism has increased... now its 50 in left eye and 100 in right eye. wth la. damnit i dun care im getting lenses w/o astic correction! bwahaha =d

broke Thursday, September 1, 2005 at 10:54 p.m.
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Listening To: Lies - Evanescence

zzz. long day.

man long long day. looong day. boring.

(edit: sorry man...)
nothing of note for the last day of term 3. man.

then it'll be teacher's day.

then mugging. ARGH.

im already feeling fucked.

ahh something to be optimistic about. after all, avoided-ness is worse than ignored-ness. small comfort, really, but it could be worse. ignored-ness is definitely less damaging to my delicate psyche now.

broke Tuesday, August 30, 2005 at 11:08 p.m.
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Listening To: Crazy in Love - Beyonce Knowles (ft. Jay-Z)

first reference.

first reference through friends.

goddamnit. im surprised it took so long.

do not wish to rescind and become object of embarrassment again. shall wait until wednesday.

was the one to whom the reference pointed the same who waved the portent of doom? i wonder.

in any case, it's my fault.

broke Monday, August 29, 2005 at 12:03 a.m.
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Listening To:

haha feeling fucked.

hahaha. *laughs bitterly* wow. i don't know. yeah guess i am a psycho freak.

broke Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 11:39 p.m.
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Listening To:

and i think what i said is damn true.

im becoming a loner. and an introvert. i never thought it'd come to this.

broke Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 11:32 p.m.
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Listening To:

third time doing this test: different results each time.

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

broke Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 12:41 a.m.
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Listening To: Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake

more inane tests.

I am a Ten-gallon Hat.

I'm rich! I probably trade millions of stocks or own oil wells or something. I wish. What Sort of Hat Are You?

Or:

I am a Fedora.

The hat of the adventurous, I am spontaneous and active, perhaps sometimes a little foolishly. Regardless, I always come out alright. What Sort of Hat Are You?

broke Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 12:34 a.m.
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Listening To:

blockednose

ouch! today, i woke up with a nose that acted as if i had tried to interpose static matter in front of the orifices.

what i mean to say, of course, is that i had a blocked nose.

naturally, this resulted in some rather unforunate side-effects, including but not limited to:

1. using up two rolls of toilet rolls within half an hour
2. coating my chem assignment with a strange, gooey white substance. NO NOT THAT YOU PERV.
3. getting a free 256mb thumb drive.

hmm? that third bit didn't seem to quite fit in. ok. i'll elaborate.

my bro took part in the NSC (National Software Competition)'s Software Quiz section, which is kinda like a theory quiz. by his own admission: "the two sec 2s on my team answered everything!"

they got third place and the stuffs they got were:

1: ipod shuffle (w00t!)
2: 256mb thumb drive
3: CA EZ Armor (antivirus + firewall bundle)
4: eTrust PestPatrol 5 (1 year subscription, shall switch back to PP4 when it runs out =p)
5: a box of 10 CD-Rs
6: Playworks Magazine

good, no? WTH LA!!!!!! the year i took part, even second place wouldn't have gotten anything more than the mp3 player, and a 256mb one at that. wahlao this year's sponsorship is siao lorx. but at least i got a thumbdrive out of it for FREE! =d

man im bored. so, i'll Maple now. my userid's Overmage, and i usually play in Bootes Ch. 3 xD

broke Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 12:20 a.m.
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Listening To: Wake Up - Hillary Duff

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --