~Name~
Steph J.

~ASL~
2/13/85
Female
IL,US

~Idols~
Chuck Jones,
Adam Warren,
Yueki Tian,
Percy of Z * P

~Anime~
Weiß Kreuz,
Cowboy Bebop,
Card Captor Sakura,
Love Hina

~Manga~
One Piece,
Shaman King,
Beck, Katteni Kaizo

~Music~
Pink Floyd,
Gackt, Malice Mizer,
Weiß, The Seatbelts,
Glay, Queen, No Doubt

~Hobby~
Cartooning

~Mood~

~Associates~
Liz
Anna
Ten
Anne
Logan

~Fansites~
Kuro Koneko
S D T C R
Z * P
Casualvillain
Lex's Page
Silent Rose
Estrigious

~Anime~
Anime Colony
Media Miner
Manga Screener

~Web Comics~
Mega Tokyo
Sinfest

~Archives~
#1 ~ #2 ~ #3 ~ #4

~Reverie~
R T G

~Host~
Pitas

~Clique~
Stalking: Roronoa

" ? otaku blogs # "

Ah! A-bomb! Get under your desks!
Saturday, November 30, 2002 01:04 a.m.
It's late~~~~~. Phwah. I need to get to bed. I just washed up so that's the reason why I'm still up. Plus I wanted to read Liz's blog entry. *blushes* Heh heh.

Yatta! Mum let me talk to her Thanksgiving day. I was so happy. I haven't been alowed to call her since the summer. Like, June? July? I dunno. Chu, but Liz is such a doll. I talked too much though. I was excited to get to talk to her. I wish I had more than 12 mins. to talk to her though.

Uncle Bob didn't say anything sexist to me. So that made me happy. Nick was an asshole though. *shrugs* Whatever. Dinner was good. Mom made me peel too many potatos though. We have a tupperwear container the size of a shoe box 1/2 way full of mashed potatos. Oh well. I like potatos. *lol*

I've gotten into the habbit lately of cursing in Japanese instead of English. Hey, no one knows what I'm saying so I don't get repremanded.

Went to Hawthorn Mall today. Got to wander. Went to Victoria's Secret. Grabbed some lingerie. Realized it's hard for me to look sexy in lingerie. Or at least the ones I chose. (I don't think I look too bad nekkid.) Put the clothes away, quickly. Socialized with other otaku in Suncoast. Bought Video Girl Ai manga #1. Made a little otaku friend. Went to Barns & Noble. Slapped myself in the head when I saw they had the Cowboy Bebop manga #1 I wanted. Looked at the coffee price in the bookstore. Got shocked. Went to get cheaper Gloria Jean's coffee. Had mocha for dinner. Read my Video Girl Ai manga. Loved it and no longer regretted getting it instead of the Cowboy Bebop manga. Drew a fanart of Video Girl Ai. Checked watch. Went to my family's meeting place in the mall. Finished the fanart. Left with my parents. Dropped off Nick and our cousins Craig and Cliff at Uncle Bob's house. Went to Shirls. Parents bought themselves dinner, bought me icecream. Arrived home. Chatted with friends. Washed up. Typing on the comp.


Have you:
Loved someone so much you cried: No.
Hated someone so much you cried: No.
Felt the need to cut yourself: Yes. And don't lecure me on it. I don't wanna hear it.
Been depressed: Yeah.
Contemplated Suicide: Yeah. I dun't wanna even think about it anymore though.
Been betrayed by someone: Proably. But unintentionally.
Had your feelings crushed: Yeppers.
Been rejected: Hai.
Cried for three weeks straight: *lol* Nope.
Stayed up all night: Techie party. Not fun. I was bored. I'm gonna bring my drawing books next techie party. Unless I get to hang out with my friends.

Whatever:
Name: Stephanie
Favorite colors: Teal
Favorite song: *shrugs* I dunno, I have a lot of faves.
Do you like hugging: Hell yeah.
Do you like kissing: Yeah. But not on the lips. No real experience and the last time I tried I went a little nuts acording to the reciver.
Love or Lust: *snorts* Love is better. Always.
Light on or off: On. I'm no freakin' oldfashioned dipshit.
Kinky or Innocent: Kinky.
Sex or Bondage: Wha...? Why not both?
Leather or Vinyl: Leather. Naked is better, though.
Moonlight or Sunlight: Moonlight.
Do you believe in Vampires: No. But they're fun to draw and write about.
Do you believe in Ghosts: ...Dunno.
UFO?s?: Phhsss! Hell no. Crack pots and their "grays". I belive in non-humanoid aliens.

Gender time - what you prefer in your mate:
Boxers/Briefs/Lacy underwear/Thongs/lingerie/nothing at all?: No thongs on a guy. NO WAY. Everything else is good. Short, medium or Long hair: Depends on the person I suppose. Hair color: Any. 'Cept green, brown, and blonde spots. Can we say "barf hair"? XP
Punk/Prep/Goth/trendie/goody-two shoes/Rebel/Dirty: Otaku. Or someone open-minded.
Color Eyes: Don't care.
Color skin: Don't care.
What is your dream mate: I don't feel like getting discriptive. I'm into details. But I'm lazy now. But me about it later.
Fat/Obese/Thin/Chunky or Average/Toothpick/Plump/anorexic/morbidly obese: Lithe to average. You people know ehat average is. Don't give me this shit about average being a size 6.
First thing you notice?: Face.
Last thing you notice?: Availiblity?
Scent of your mate: If they reak, they'll take a shower. If they have a natural sent that's built up over the day and it doesn't smell like sweat socks (or worse), I'll still love 'em. ^_^
Do you believe it?s right to cheat on your mate: *laughs* Nope.

What would you do if:
You found out your mate cheated on you?: Be pissy. Then I'd snap and find out what the deal is. Then 'probably dump 'em.
Your mate asked you to marry him or her: Panic. Then hesitantly say no. I still got to go to college and get a job!
You walked into a houseful of rose petals, candles, and romantic music: Figure out who's house I'm in.

Have you - part two:
Been in love: Yeppers. Had a crush: Lots of 'em. ^_^ Cried over a break up: Yeah. Ever had a breakdown in a public place: Yep.
Ever sang in public: Yeah. Hee hee hee.
Ate a tube of chapstick: Ugh. No.

Whatever - part two:
Think of the first word that comes to your head for every letter below: A- anime B- Burman C- cat D- damn E- ecchi F- Faye G- good H- hentai I- ice J - Josh K- Kissy L- Liz M- Manx N- Nanna O- otaku P- pop Q- quick R- red S- slick T- tomboy U- Utena V- Vampire Hunter D W- Weiß Kruez X- X (the anime I haven't seen yet) Y- Yota Z- Zoo

Which do you prefer:
Thunderstorms or rain?: Thunderstorms!!!
Hugging or Kissing: Depends on the person.
Strawberries or Raspberries: Raspberries
Phones or internet: Internet. Phones are nice though. But I feel odd.
Pink or Black: Black
Music or Silence: Music

Music:
<><>Either or<><>
Marilyn Manson/Cradle of Filth: Manson. I don't know the 2nd choice.
Metallica/Megadeth: Uhg! Metallica?!? I don't know Megadeth but I choose them instead.
N?SYNC/BSB: Ewwie. Stupid American Pop. BSB. Pink/Shakira: Pink. No question.
Brandon Boyd (incubus)/Jason Boyd (Audiovent): BB
Kid Rock/DMC: The Kid.
Rap/R&B: Rap.
Blues/Jazz: Jazz! *drools* Bebop...
Classical/Pop: Depends. Proably I get sick of pop real quick though. So Classical.
Metal/Alternative: Alternative.
Punk/Indie: Indie. I suppose.
Emo/Ska: Emo! Emo!
Gothic/Industrial: Hmm. I dunno. Never really heard either.
Pop/Rap: Lesser of two evils.... Rap.
Rock n? Roll/Pure rock: Pure rock? That classic rock? Like Pink Floyd? If so, then pure rock.

Animals:
Cats/Monkeys: Cat's, Monkeys throw poop, Cat's at least know where to go to poop.
Favorite animal: Dunno. I'm favoring dogs right now though.
Do you have any animals: Cats. Two of 'em.
If you could have three imaginary creatures what would they be?: Che. This question makes me feel like a dork. Um, lessee. Fairy, mermaid, and hydra.

Clothing:
Currently wearing: nightgown.
Fave clothing store(s): Horsefeathers.
Hat/Cap: Baseball cap.
Boots/Sneakers: Boots!
Punk/Goth: Goth. Preppy/Emo: Preppy? Ewwie. Emo is so much better.
What is your favorite article of clothing: My black button-up shirt.
What is your most expensive article of clothing: *shruggs*
What is your least expensive article of clothing: The crappy "Art: It's a dirty job but someone's gotta do it." limegreen and black sweatshirt that haunts my closet.

Opinion:
Pre-Marital Sex: Marrige is over rated.
Pornography: *thumbs up* As long as it's not that crap they show on the "professonal" pay sites. I like mine to be kinda artsy.
Prostitution: Eh. Not bad. If there were no freakin' STDs!!!
Kissing: Nice. War: War is bad, but I suppose it's a way of controling the population levels.

Your personality:
What would you do if someone walked up and complimented your hair?: be flattered, thank them and feel a little embaressed.
How about if they complimented your looks: Think: Liar! But thank them just the same. Maybe test them by carrying out a convo with them.
What would you do if someone walked down the road wearing a dog collar: Smile. I like dog collars. On humans or dogs. It's just another neck adornment.

Finale:
Rate the easiness of this quiz (1 being the easiest 10 being the hardest): 2. *shrugs*
Who will you dream about tonight: Proably no one. I need to get alot of sleep in oreder to dream and remeber it.
Who do you Love: My family. My friends. Liz (who's also my friend. ^_^).

~Butterflies~
Wednesday, November 27, 2002 09:50 a.m.
I have Crazy Town's "Butterfly" in my head and it makes me think of Liz. I think I'll download the song when I get home.

I've got butterflies in my stomach too. I just turned in the 8 required pages of my Senior project's report (yeah, it's not 10. I read the sheet). I hope I did B work. I worked hard but I did it kind of last minuet so I suppose I deserve a D. But I hope I don't get a D. I did work hard. And I didn't fill it up with pictures like a lot of people in my class did. There are no pictures. ^_^
But I don't have 8 quotes and I don't have my sorces in ABC order. XP

~Restricted~
Tuesday, November 26, 2002 10:16 a.m.
I have a 10 page paper due tomorrow. I don't see why I can't get it done. I'm sure it won't be too terribly hard.

Dad got pissed at me on Friday. I'm not sayin' why. You ask me, I'll tell ya. Okay?

Anna's sick. Chrissy's goin' to Southern Illinois. Liz lives in Iowa. Josh gots work and college. Sarah's gonna be busy with home work and chores. It's gonna be a little lonely this Thanksgiving break. Oh well. I got Winter break to get together with my frineds.

The masses have spoken. Cosplay popularity was with Vash from Trigun and Weiß Kruez charas (My self as Ken. ^_____^)
http://www.animedorks.com/otaku/25/animecentral.html


BTW: Those of you who have phones and know how to operate them (or are alowed to)...
could you pick that phone up, press the numbers I've told you that will make my phone ring, and alow me to pick up the phone so I can talk with you or (if I can't make it to the phone) leave a message? It'd be nice to have some friggin' interaction between my friends outside of school. I'm only able to go online beacuse I'm updating my blog from school. Otherwise you all know I'd chat with ya via AOL IM or Yahoo IM. Pwah...

~It's just a little crush~

Dude, I got accepted into the Illinois Institute of Art (of Schaumburg)! I am so freakin' excited about that!

A few people have been assholes today so I'm a little annoyed. Che, it's not cool being ignored. No da?

I'm gonna go out for coffee with Andre after school. Me and her never get to hang out so this will be nice. I'm lookin' forward to getting a nice big, hot cup of mocha and maybe a muffin.

Then I gotta go home and work my tail off. On homework that is. Prove to my parents I am dedicated to my studies and earn the privlage of Anna spending the night. If it works out well, she'll get to come over. Maybe we'll be lucky enough to meet Chrissy at Rinkside or something. *Fingers crossed*

I got snail mail I need to send to Liz. A little letter & a card.

*grins* She's so cool. I love her attitude and her openminded-ness. She's got the coolest voice. I love it. She's hot too. Or I think so. But she lives in Iowa, she's a minor (and I'm soon not to be), and we don't get to hang out. Ever. She hardly comes online anymore, too. *sighs* Me being open about this, about my feelings, is going to freak her out. A "stranger" with a crush on her. I don't think I'd blame her. But I really don't care who knows. That's why I wrote it in my blog. Hoi. I'll get over it and we'll just be friends again. Hopefully soon. I don't want to scare her off.

...Does a body good.
Thursday, November 21, 2002 11:49 a.m.
Ne? Oh well. Wish list for today. (Listed in priority)
1. Getting a better grade in English class and pass this semester
2. Not getting a "D" in Geometry
3. I will get into Illinois Institute Of Art in Schamuburg in October
4.Anna gets to spend the night on Saturday
5. I get a nice summer job so I can have dough for the Institute and a bit to blow on what ever I'd like
6. I get my own little place to live that won't fall apart or is roach infested.

~404~
Tuesday, November 19, 2002 07:27 p.m.
Feelin' a whole lot better. I can put my hair up (just barely ^_^;) and it doesn't look bad at all. Dad, Anna, and J.D. said it looked cute. That really helps me. Thanks you guys.

~Personal hell!~
Monday, November 18, 2002 10:21 a.m.
Very very very very bored. Sorry for bitchin', babes. ^_^;;;;;


Which monkey are you?
Another pointless diversion from Bijouriel

You're the HREF tag- you need someone to lean on and take care of you. You can be shy but you shine in difficult situations.

Congrats! You're the Sage of Forest! You appear cute and innocent, but are wise beyond your years. You're very caring and always try to befriend or stick up for those that are outcasts. Music and nature are precious to you and you enjoy both greatly.

Take the Which OoT Character are You? Quiz!

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06:21 a.m.
Trich will be the death of me! Grrrr! I got freakin California on the back of my head! Man, this sucks major cock. Why did I let stress get to me? Damn it. You know how it feels to have people give you greif about your hair? I feel like a stupid old man when I comb over or wear my wig. The word comb over make me feel like crying everytime I say or think it. I feel like a freak. Yep. This will put my mood down all day. Hell, probably for a few weeks. And no one will understand how I feel. *sighs* Chu. Don't worry, I don't feel like suicide. I just feel bad.

Oh. BTW. Good news. My neck feels somewhat better. (It was aching. XP ) And Friday was fun.

Blah....

~Word to ya mother!~
Sunday, November 17, 2002 8:32 p.m.
I love my result! But I wish I was irresistable. That'd be so shibby. Hee hee hee.
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12:44 p.m.
Muwahaha! I dove into an oekaki board for the first time yesterdoodle 'cause I was uber bored. I feel good about mah oekaki drawings. They turned out better than I though they would. But I have to study anatomy & practice my drawing in general, more.

The linkies! *Warning*: Anime male nudity/chibi male nudity.

Schu-schu
Ayan

Yeppers. I have times when I restrain myself. 'Specially at school. But I belive I've flipped my lid. But I'm not alone! Hee hee hee. So flame me, shame me, try to tame me! (See! I can rhyme too.)


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~Weather report~
Saturday, November 16, 2002 10:00 a.m.
It's actually snowing.

~Waiting~
Saturday, November 16, 2002 01:39 a.m.
Just waiting for Liquid2K to get back up and running so I can post a new picture. Meow. It's late and very boring. Boredom causes lunacy on me. Harvey Danger's "Flagpole Sitter" has been running through my head all day. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not upset or anything. I'm pretty happy, but in a restless way.

I'm looking at fan art and taking a quiz. See? There it is. Look Pa, it's Shake 'n Bake an' I helped!


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~Eye sore!~
Thursday, November 14, 2002 05:24 p.m.
I feel like drawing WK Gluhen fan art. But I won't be able. I got too much crap to do. I'm feeling good though. Despite the projects and homework I gotta do.

The picture on top is an eye sore. I'm gonna change it. Have a 5.1 version. Yeah. *laughs* Just watch. I'll be fickle and change it the next day. Hee hee hee.

~Chu...~
Wednesday, November 13, 2002 01:55 p.m.
I feel so...

"blah".

Proably because I have a lot of work to catch up on and two major projects to work on. Plus the stress has been driving me up the wall and I'm causing havoc on my hair. Well, I hope you all are having a better time than I am having. Granted, some people have it much worse that I do, though. Oh well. *sighs*



Chrissy. For you.

Nihil curo de ista tua stulta superstitione.
(Latin for "I'm not interested in your dopey religious cult.")

Take note
Tuesday, November 12, 2002 02:34 p.m.
*sighs* Not feeling great today. Not because of anything my friends did. So don't worry. I need time to think. And relax. I'm gonna see if I can go to the Zion Benton library and work on homework there and take notes. I can't be home today. I need to get out.

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~Idol hands~
Monday, November 11, 2002 05:41 p.m.
Chores, chatted a little with Chrissy, cooked pudding, worked on a project. That's about it for today.

Friday I had some fun. Talked with Josh. Took him to Sarah Gates' b-day party at Rinkside with me. Played pinball and Ms. Packman (old school games rock) while he and my other friends played Lazer Tag. (I don't like Lazer Tag. So I kinda feel bad I didn't play it with them. They seemed to understand though.) Drove Josh home. Got home a little late (damn car clock and watch). No one minded. (Surprising!)

Saturday. Drove to Warren-Newport Library and returned DVDs. Took Nick to Ben's football game. Did a little bit of light cleaning in my room. Messed around online. Talked to Mr. Villaluz (my animation mentor). Every time he said "sheet", it sounded like "shit". Intersting. Anyway, then took a bath. Talked to friends and went to bed.

I should really do my situps. I've been putting them off all weekend. *sigh* Shame. Shame.

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~Make my day~
Saturday, November 9, 2002 06:55 p.m.
It's, like, crazy, man!

~Meow, freakin', meow~
Saturday, November 9, 2002 05:26 p.m.
It was okay today. Got to visit my Aunt Terry and her dog A.J. Nick and me helped her clean her yard. I did some chores around the house. Talked to Logan. (He's irritable so that wasn't alot of fun.)
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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~Oi vey~
Thursday, November 7, 2002 06:26 a.m. I need to learn how to let some things go. Like petty grudges. >_o Sorry Josh.

Had fun with Anna last night. We went to the ZB JV hockey game. ZBs lost 1-5. But I still had alot of fun chatting with Anna.


Music: Dang Me by Roger Miller

~Exelent News~
Wednesday, November 6, 2002 08:02 a.m.
My parents will be going outta town to White Fish Bay Michigan on December 7th. Mom didn't say how long they'd be gone (not yet). Aunt Terry is gonna watch me and my brothers. My Aunt Terry is not as strict as my parents. That means I get to hang out with my friends more often. Maybe I can even get to see Chissy! Woo hoo!

~Contacts~
AOL: Doodlekun
Yahoo IM: doodlekun
Yahoo mail: doodlekun@yahoo.com

Kinda obvious, ne? ^^;

~Bored~

Just doin' a quiz 'cause I was bored. And now I think I got caught messing around in LRC. I was blushing and trying to cover my tracks (and doing a very sucky job at it). Now my ass is gonna be grass. I'm gonna proably be kicked out for a month. KUSO! *continues muttering various curse words*

~Collective blog~
Monday, November 4, 2002 01:56 p.m.
An acquaintance of mine just made me blush. He's black guy I know. Very sweet to me. And not bad looking either. (But he'll get a horrible attitude with anyone who rubs him the wrong way. Not what I want in a boyfriend or a girlfriend.) He'll give me comments ocasonally and offer me a hug if I need it. Such a great guy. He just gave me a wonderful comment. It's amazing how one little sentence can turn your mood from decent to great. ^_______^

Ooo. Intersting site. http://lupeni.net/




I took it twice. And as stupid as you people may think I am, I broke even.

~Wild thing~
Sunday, November 3, 2002 09:52 p.m.
Kissy! I miss you damn it!

Nanna. I had a great time with you even though we didn't get to see Kissy. Shibby-ness. ^_~

Good day. Only because I have a mentor for my senior project now. Other that that, it was a bit boring. 'Cept for my convos with Josh and Kissy.

I have been listening to clasic rock today. Queen, Pink Floyd, Yes, Genesis, ectera. ectera. Good stuff. Feeds the soul. Feeds the creativity. Makes another reason for life worth living.

Mew.

~Tests~

Grr! Arr! I'm a non-box. Top that!

What box do you get put in?
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I know I shouldn't take this test, but Anna and Chrissy should!!!

What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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*sweatdrops and blushes* I don't peek, though. Well, unless people willingly offer me the chance to. And even then I don't do that sometimes. Like yesterday Sarah G. was trying to rile me up by showing me her bra. But I didn't look. *thinks of cases she wouldn't want to peak at anyone and shudders.*
And I never peek in secret. Never. I do have at least some morals, thank you very much.

~Short Day~
Thursday, October 31, 2002 10:58 a.m.
Happy Halloween you sexy people!
Chissy, thank you for the e-mail babe. I love you too. I'll love you, even if you become a wedding singer.
Anna, you're such a cutie. I love you! Yay for webcams! Josh should get one for you when ya get into college. Hee hee hee.
Erin, my Aya, I luv ya too. Even though you have a boyfriend and live in Texas.
Lizzy, you're so hot. I can't wait 'till I get to grope... er... glomp you. *laughs* I wish I could go to Iowa to see you.
Ten, thanks for being a fan of sorts to my art. You have a kick ass personality and I love taking about Weiß smut with you and Liz. I really need to meet Megan!
Anne, I wish I could talk to ya more often. Your a sweety.
Josh, I don't have to preach to the quire. You're sexy, you know it.
Sarah G. You're a dirty girl. But you aren't dirty enough torwards me. I still love ya!
Nogi, you're a doll. We never get to finish our RPs though. Damn.
Ren, if you still read this. I love ya too. And I love that Schu, Brad, and goat pic you drew for me!
All the people I met at ACen, I miss ya and I'm sorry I don't talk to ya much anymore. Cursed school. Filled with demon spawn for underclassmen. (Eh, well. Thy're not all that bad.)