Man!

Monday, October 28, 2002 02:15 p.m.
Ah! This sucks major cock! I got a F in English. Damn. I'm afraid of what my mom's gonna say. What's more, I'm afraid she won't let me go to that concert thingy at Carhage so I can hang out with my friends.

I hope everything goes okay. *crosses fingers* If so, I want to borrow the van so I can drag my friends to Carthage instead of Josh so he can watch Anna and Sarah pretend to fool around. Hee hee hee.

I do have C+s in Gym and Government, B in Geometry, and an A- in Senior Seminar. And since over half my class is failing English too, she handed out "Grade Contracts". If I have no 0s and at least a 75% this quarter, my low F will be raised to a 60% for the first quarter. But Mom has to sign the contract. I hope she doesn't kill me. Good thing I feel better now or I would of beat her to it. Not fun thoughts, I'll tell ya that.

I can see my friends shaking their heads right now. Ashamed at these thoughts I have and the craptastic English grade. Oh well. My excuse is that I'm human. *sighs* I need a hug. And a better English grade.

Bitch, bitch, bitch.

Midnight

GET OVER IT by Ok Go
Lot of knots, lot of snags,
Lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags.
Lot of naggin' old hags,
Lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
Oh it's such a drag, what a chore...
Oh your wounds are full of salt.
Everything's a stress and what's more,
Well it's all somebody's fault.

Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Get over it. Get over it. Oh...

Makes you sick, makes you ill,
makes you cheat, slipping change from the till.
Had it up to the gills... makes you cry
while the milk still spills.
Ain't it just a bitch? What a pain...
Well it's all a crying shame.
What left to do but complain?
Better find someone to blame.

Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Get over it. Get over it. Oh...

Got a job, got a life,
got a four-door and a faithless wife.
Got those nice copper pipes,
got an ex, got a room for the night.
Aren't you such a catch? What a prize!
Got a body like a battle axe...
Love that perfect frown, honest eyes...
We ought to buy you a Cadillac.

Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! (Get over it!) Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! (Get over it!) Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Hey! (Get over it!) Get Get Get Get Get over it!
Get over it. Get over it. Hey... Oh...


Ya suppose this song has a meaning? *laughs* I suppose I should take the hint. Naw. *chuckles*

Another wedding reception

Saturday, October 26, 2002 10:49 p.m.
Yeah. It was mostly boring. Very fancy though. Nicer than my cousin Chris's. The dinner was okay. I tried making small talk with family members and the young kids that were there. Not a lot of luck with the kids and the adults weren't sure how to treat me or just looked at me. There was two nice 7th grader girls. One made me think of a young Liz. So that cheered me up. But most of the time I felt lonely, wishing Chrissy and Anna were there with me.

I didn't catch the flowers and I tried to have some fun by getting up and dancing. It was okay. I was dancing with junior high kids and my late 40 something aunts. Not the greatist time but better than sitting around, hearing my brothers and their stupid underclassmen friends acting like cocky, self-absorbed pigs the whole night. I'm glad I'm home. At least I get to chat with my friends via internet.

Dressing up

Saturday, October 26, 2002 09:59 a.m.
Mom sometimes irritates the hell outta me. She did buy me a new suit-outfit. The way she was talking to me just this morning bugged me. Dad will bug me sometimes too with his sexist/racist joking. I know his joking could be a whole lot worse, but that kind of joking still not good. And my brothers. 'Sepcialy Nick.

*sigh* Now you all know why I want to get a job to support myself ASAP.

I just need to get out of the house. Even for a few hours. But I have strict, worrying parents and so I always get a no if I ask for the mini-van.

Okay. Enough bitching for now. Nick's playing a Star Wars computer game. Ben's proably watching Cartoon Network. Mom was crocheting and now her & Dad are going out to Joe's Crab Shack and to return some books. Later Nick & Ben are going to our cousin David's birthday party. I should be going with Dad to my step aunt Kate's daughter's wedding reception. Hopefully I'll have some fun. Poor Anna is taking the ASAT, again. I don't have a clue what anyone else is doing. Well, Jessy is helping her little bro find a movie to watch. (I just got done talking over the phone with her.) Josh is proably at work or school and odds are Chrissy is praticing her music or trying to finish school work.

I think Anna is going to trick-or-treat with Laura tomarow and I know I'll dressed as a German bar wench, handing out candy to the kids who come to our door. Jessy and Val might stop by the house to visit and take candy off my hands. 'Tis cool. I hope all my friends can drop by to chat for a moment and take some candy. That'd be cool. But if they're gonna take candy, I hope they're in costume. Mom'd be pissed if they weren't. Josh though, I think he's gonna be handing out candy to the kids at Radio Shack. He'll be dressed as Vash I'm sure. *laughs* Shibby-ness.

Yadda yadda yadda

Friday, October 25, 2002 11:02 p.m.
Clean (body, not mind): Check
Smooth legs: Check
Foot in mouth: Check

Lemme exsplain. I took a bath and shaved my legs. Then I just got online again to talk to Josh and Anna. I tried to be sly, suggestive, or whatever you want to call it. It bombed. I felt like an idiot. Heh. I still do. Oh well. I guess I can't be sexy. I'll always be a bumbling hentai. At least I'm good for a laugh from my friends.
^___^

Oh! And Liz got my snail mail! I had sent her the first yaoi I've ever done. She loved it! Oh! It feels great to get comments on my silly little doodles. And Ten is such a doll. She keeps giving me comments about my art. Hee hee hee. So I feel stupid but tallented. Not bad. Better than smart and untalented. I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't ever draw again.


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d00d! I got what Ten got! And I swear, I didn't set it up.

Really!

*sighs* I miss Liz. I think I'll send her another letter, a little more art, and send Ten art work along with it as well since I don't have Ten's address.

Evil test thingy

Monday, October 21, 2002 03:18 p.m.

Check it out, man! Can you top this, mortal?

Something I left out

Monday, October 21, 2002 02:05 p.m.
Okay, Let me tell you the story. Break it down. Whatever you want to call it.

There's this guy named Tim. He's Jamie's ex and he sits near me in Gemoetry class. I've been talking to him, befriending him if you will. I think he's taken a shine to me much quicker than if I hadn't been so open. He knows the way I think, if you catch my drift.

I joked with him, and he's joked with me. But I think he's taking it a little too seriously or I was sending too strong of signals.

Josh was right. "It's okay if you joke around with me but other people, you seem hentai." Holy moly was Josh right.

I know that, even through his joking, Tim wants to try getting me to put out. I teased his about being chicken about pinching my butt to get me back. (*sweatdrops* Um, yeah, I pinched it wednesday or tueseday of last week. But I do that to all my otaku friends!)

Then he invited me over to his house today. I said I was going to be busy and then he invited me to come over to his house tomorrow. This made me a little nervous. He's a bit of a jackass. Jamie knows, she'll tell you. I don't want to fuck a jackass. He just joked about him wanting to try something "else" after I teased him again about being chicken. And he poked me in the boob. I couldn't hit him because my arms were full and he walked off to his 8th period class. I have something that will keep him away for about a week but after that I need a boyfriend or girlfriend. Or just tell him I don't want to fuck him. Either way. *shrugs*

Indecisive, ain't I?

Saturday, October 19, 2002 10:54 a.m.
*laughs* I changed my mind again. I won't get a another blog. Hell, this is my blog and if someone doesn't like what I write, they can go to another site. *chuckles*

Too much

Friday, October 18, 2002 10:58 p.m.
I'm still sick. I'm surprised I can still breathe. Oh well. I'll be better soon. I hope.

I'm going to make a new blog just for my hentai side. No more hints to my friends. This is just silly. If I can't control how I feel, I'll just hide it. Like I did when I had a real diary. *laughs* Simple, huh? I should of thought of that in the first place.

Kyou no pantsu ha nani iro?

Wednesday, October 16, 2002 08:58 p.m.
What color is your underwear today?

Hee hee hee. I'd love to memorize that and just say it when I pleased but I have too much crap to do to study that phrase.

Pwah, now I can say that I offically have a cold. I'm coughing and I have the stuffy nose. I should really be in bed now.

To my friends, I love you all! Have a good night rest and I wish you luck the rest of this week. Now I'm goin' to bed so I can fight this damn cold. Peace out!

Thing Adams

Tuesday, October 15, 2002 09:53 a.m.
Ah, I managed to insult poor Anna this morning. Of all people. I shouldn't socialize with frineds when I'm sick and frustrated I suppose. Or at least keep my big mouth shut.

I forgot to mention last night a met another Weiß fan via Yahoo Messenger. She's really sweet, enjoys yaoi/shounen ai RP, likes Chinese food, and claims to be a Senior as well. Ah! And she's bisexual like me too. She says her name is Erin and she lives in Texas. I'm looking forward getting to know her better. It'd be nice to become friends with her.

I lost a Weiß fan friend online. There was a misunderstanding and she got upset. But it caused one of other Weiß fans that I know to contact me again and reasure me that it wasn't my fault. But then I got kinda busy talking with 10 other people and she logged off after a few mins of me neglecting her. And so now I feel bad about that.

I got to talk to Jamie's guy, Nate. I told him a little kinky information about her and she was annoyed with me. She still is. But I think that secretly they both don't mind too much. I was just causing a little well-intened mischief. I don't think I'll talk to him again though. I don't want to get out of hand. I'm such an awful person. Maybe I'll find someone to put me on a leash. Hee hee hee.

I wonder if Thing Adams ever had much of a love life.*Insert Adams Family theme song here*

Ah, jebus, I need a life.

Well, don't that beat all?

Monday, October 14, 2002 10:07 p.m.
I fantazise about nookie, I don't like religion, my weapon of choice is a knife and I still got...

How evil are you?

Monday Morning

Monday, October 14, 2002 06:18 a.m.
I just woke up. I'm sitting at one of my parents computers, trying to figure out what I'm going to do today. I'm still sick but I'm feeling much better. It's cold in the house right now because my parents are trying to save on heating costs. I should get a blanket or go get dressed instead of sitting in the computer chair, indian style. I though everyone was asleep now but I think that Nick is awake.

Last night I had one prominent thought. If you can't guess it you don't know me well. I wanted to try and carry it out since my dad is gone to work and my mom is going to be crashing on her bed from a long weekend of working nights. But, like I said earlier, I still don't feel well and it's cold out. Anyways, there's proably other technicalities that I'm not aware of.

I don't know what Chrissy is doing or where she is. I hope she doesn't have class. Josh has class and work. That really sucks. I hope his day goes by okay. Anna, she's proably doing some homework or watching Laura with her mother. I don't know. Sarah is proably still sleeping. After that, I don't know what the hell she's going to do. Pratice her music? Call Drew? Do chores? Ah, I'm babbling again. Figures. I'll proably end up talking to my friends sometime today. Most likely tonight.

I'll proably read some books for my senior project after I make myself a hot breakfast.

Sleepover

Sunday, October 13, 2002 06:35 p.m.
Spent the night at Jamie's house. T'was fun. Chrissy, Anna, Sarah G., Jessy D., Jessy (Jamie's Cousin), and Josh were there. We played DDR, listened to music, watched some Ping Pong Club, and watched Rocky Horror Picture Show. Oh, and some of us got into a tickle fight. I tried to stay out of it. I didn't want to hurt anyone. You know, fall on a hand, poke an eye, squish a ....

Yeah, anyways. I managed to hurt someone anyways. I said something insensitive to Jamie. My host for gawdsake. I apologised. But I still feel bad. I hope she'll forgive me eventually. Jamie's cousin had some sort of nasal problems and left early. Poor girl. And Jessy D. left even earlier because she wasn't spending the night. I belive she was a little sad about that. But at least she got some intersting piccies of me. Speaking of intersting, I danced for Anna. And then I found out for sure that Anna was straight. Oh well. She's seen everything before. We have gym together after all. And she's tollerant. She's still my friend. And Sarah G. is too. I got a little too touchy with them. I wish they tied my hands up. *laughs* That would of been fun. Hell, I wish they tied my feet up too. I killed a whole litter of kittens. ("Killing kittens": Our slang for "having fun with one's self"). *sweatdrop*

Yep. I made a fool of myself. But, it's too late now to do anything about it. *laughs*

Sha-bang

Wednesday, October 9, 2002 07:05 p.m.
I'm going to the homecomming football game with my dad, mom, brothers, my Uncle Bob, and his two sons. I know I'll see Sarah Gates there. But I haven't a clue who else will be there. Maybe a few people I know, but they'll proably mostly be shallow, self absorbed preps there. Needless to say, I'll proably be concentrating on the game the whole time. Hopefully I can get into it enough where I won't get bored. Eh, I proably won't.

I'm looking forward to J-chan's sleepover. Hee hee hee.

More fun than a barrel of monkeys...

Tuesday, October 8, 2002 08:31 p.m.
*Laughs* Swimming in gym was fun. Anna looked like one of Hef's bunnies compaired to me. Kinda funny, like a double edged sword. I'm attracted to her and I'm envious of her. Ah, I need to focus on more important things though.

Yesterday was "PJ Day", I wore a nightgown, slipppers, and carried a blanket around. It would have been nicer if it wasn't cold. My legs were chilly. Today was "Crazy Hair Day". I wore my hair normally but at 4th period, Jessie Davids offered her pink hair spray. She helped me stripe my hair. *chuckles* I don't think it looked bad at all. Tomorrow is "Twin Day" and I'll be Jamie's twin. I'm gonna be wearing my Cowboy Bebop shirt. I gotta find out what Thursday is.

Shibby-ness

Friday, October 4, 2002 06:38 p.m.
I'm so happy! It was a good day. Nothing bad happened. I'm so lucky to have this good fortune. I wish for a few things right now. But who wouldn't? It's human nature, no? I should be content though. You shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth. Or something along those lines.

On another subject, it looks like it's about to storm. And Jamie-chan knows what I've always wanted to do during a storm. Hee hee hee. ^_~

I'm just going in every direction with my blog today.

Thursday, October 3, 2002 10:31 p.m.
Right now I'm listening to Ziggy's solo. Ziggy is a online buddy of Kissy's. He makes beautiful music. Pitty I lost the link so now I can't share it with all of you. Eh, just ask Kissy. I'm sure she'd be glad to give the link out.

Today was fine. I got to kayak in gym class today. Twas much fun. I love kayaking. But none of that crazy "let's-go-paddle-off-a-waterfall" kayaking. Oh, and I use to be able to kayak standing up in an openfaced kayak but, I'm not quite sure if I can do that anymore. Wow, that would be so much fun to kayak down the Des plaines River. No, I don't care too much for canoeing. Not enough control for me. I have a stupid phobia of those dead trees you see in or sticking out of the water. So as you can exspect, I've had my share of panicy moments at camp. That's why I prefer kayaking.

I have ALOT to draw. So don't ask me for any requests until I give the okay. Oh! And my mom got me tracing paper today! I'm just so happy! I love getting drawing supplies (especialy plain wooden pencils) and specialized drawing paper. hint hint hint

I have alot of other things to do but I can't, for the life of me, figure out what they are. And that's definitly not a good thing. Crap.

Well, at least I'm happy. I think I'll go watch "The Rescuers" (if I can find it) and go to bed. Good night all you sexy people. I luv ya.

D'oh!

Tuesday, October 1, 2002 06:39 p.m.
I found out why Nanna didn't swim yeserday or today. I wish she told me sooner. Shoot. Now I look stupid. Oh well. Won't be the first time. Hoi.

*points* J-chan! I'm still bitter at what you said during passing period! But that won't stop me from chatting and joking with you tonight. Just watch, I'll proably forget about it by next week. Or even Thursday.

But I feel good. And I can't wait to log on to the IM so I can talk to my friends.

Stray from the flock. You'll learn more.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002 09:59 a.m.

i am a mix taper!

How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're really enthusiastic about the music that you like. You attempt to discover your new favourite band every week. You continually try to get your friends into the music you like, which annoys the fuck out of them, but you don't know it. At least you're not arrogant about it.

Yo, Nanna! Lookit what I got! Hee hee hee.

Sunday, September 29, 2002 12:12 a.m.

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It's like, gnarly, man...

Saturday, September 28, 2002 07:37 p.m.
Went to Chicago yesterday (by train). Went to The Illinois Institute of Art, went to Calabash Animation (which kicked ass!), ate at Fridays, stopped in at Marshal Fields and got a little makeover (spent too much money buying makeup *sweatdrops*), and then went to Virgin Records to peek at the anime section and quickly grab Nick's b-day present.

After we took the train back, dad ordered pizza and I waited for J-chan and Josh-kun. They picked me up and Josh drove us out to The Zap (an arcade). Jamie and Josh played DDR. I was cowardly and didn't want to embaress my friends or myself with my crappy DDR skills. I played air hockey with Jamie, and kicked her ass. Hee hee hee. But then Josh played played against me. I lost. And I think I lost the rest of the games. Eh, but I had fun.

The three of us went back over to the DDR machine and watched these two guys dance. They were fast. We were amazed with their footwork. One of the guys said he had been praticing for 6 months.

I belive Josh and Jamie went off to play ski-ball. I never knew Josh could juggle 3 balls. It was pretty cool. After a little of that, we went back to the DDR machine. Jamie and Josh hopped on the pads again and danced. Poor Jamie's knee was bothering her after a few dances. I decided I should just get up an dance, no matter how awful I was.

I think I danced with Jamie first, doing 1 and 2 feet songs. I wasn't doing very well and it was bothering me, but I laughed it off. Then we got to three feet. I failed but I was doing better. Then, Jamie got off the pad and Josh got on it. Josh would pick songs that would alow me to play three feet (and he'd adjust the mode so his pad would have six or seven feet, I think). After a while, Josh picked Paranoia. Paranoia does not have three feet. Needless to say, I failed that one at the start. Josh continued picking three feet songs for me after that, but I was getting very sweaty and a little tired (My excuse is that I was wearing a sweater. hhe hee hee. Bad excuse.). I still had plenty of energy, just not enough to keep up with the arrows on the screen. It got to the point I was just tapping my feet anywere on the pad in vain attempt to tap the correct arrow.

I gave up after a while and gave Josh my remaining coins. He continued to dance, but he chose double pads. Man, I think he has an Energizer battery or two in him. He keeps going and going and going. It's cool and a little scary. I was waiting for him to just collaps like a rag doll. But he didn't.

Josh drove us to his place and showed us videos of guys playing DDR. It was amazing with all the moves they performed. Oh! And there's a video Nanna has to see. I was so shocked when I saw it. It's a very special Card Captor Sakura video.

As for today, I worked from 8:30 to 7 on my senior project. It would of been better if I was still working on it, but I'm not a robot. I just hope it turns out well when I finaly finish it.

Guess what?

Thursday, September 26, 2002 06:15 p.m.
I'm blond. And my hair is cut again. I don't know if I should laugh or cry. I frankly don't know what to think of it.

Nope.

Wednesday, September 25, 2002 04:58 p.m.
Nope. The guy doesn't like me like that. Oh well. Maybe I'll meet someone at the Illinois Institute of Art in Schaumburg.

Speaking of the Institute, I'm going there tonight.

Mom's putting pressure on me about college and schollarships again to the point I'm starting to worry. Jeez, I can't wait until I get out of the house. But even then she'll still proably be pressuring me and whatnot. Listen to me, I sound sterotypical for my age. Maybe she's wright and I'm wrong. I dunno.

Damn...

Wednesday, September 25, 2002 06:38 a.m.
Yesterday was okay. Except for the fact that J.N. dressed me like a tramp. According to J.N., I now looked like a "diva". Bull shit. I felt slutty. She told me to wear my tightest pants and she gave me a tight, velvet, low cut shirt to wear. Mom said I looked nice. I think she didn't want to hurt my feelings. J.N. drove out to her house and grabbed her driver license that she forgot. We went to KFC to get her dinner and then headed for Hollywood Video. Supposedly there was a guy named Chris Francelamont (or something like that) I could have a chance of getting together with him. I asked an adult and he said he never heard of him. I was glad he wasn't there because I didn't want to see me looking like this. Mom wouldn't let me stay out past 8 on a school night so I couldn't see J.N.'s "boo" or his friends. I couldn't really act like myself around her so I guess it's good I didn't get to see them. So yesterday kind of sucked.

But wait. For those of my friends who are always telling me to get a boyfriend, (Proably because they're getting sick of me and want to find some way to occupy me.) there's hope. There's a guy in my Geometry class who might be intersted in me. Monday he walked with me down the hall and yesterday he actually waited for me so we could walk down the hall together. Odds are, I'm proably reading too much into this. *shrugs*

Webbie?

Wednesday, September 18, 2002 06:35 a.m.
Looking up for colleges that will help educate me in the field of work I want to enter for my career is a very stressful process. It's not really exciting anymore. Oh well. At least I feel like I'm being more responsible. After all, I'm trying to take control of my education and my future so I can live like a respectible adult.

*Hesitates* Hopefully that didn't sound like an insult to anyone? Hopefully.

I'm proably worrying too much. I proably didn't insult anyone.

On to another subject, I am in the process of thrying to join my school's WebCrew. I hope I have fun doing it. I'll be trying to make art for the school's website. Or buttons and borders. I'll have to see what they request from me. But first, I need a teacher recommendation. Maybe I'll ask my Graphic Art Design teacher from last year, Mr. Davis. He liked most of my art and I tried to be pleasant in his class. I don't see why he wouldn't recommend me.

Another quiz stolen from Kissy's blog


*Hums "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds"*

What kind of Drug Addict are you?

Well what do ya know? Caffiene. Eh, it figures.

fetish

Sunday, September 15, 2002 08:08 p.m.
Kissy likes baloons. I like panties. I won't exsplain unless you ask. Too personal to just talk about that on my blog.

Your Secret Fetish Is Panties!

Mmmm... panties.
You might like them fresh out of the wrapper or incredibley nasty and dirty.
Chances are that you and your lover keep your underwear on during sex...
and that you can be caught peeking up skirts from time to time.

What's *Your* Secret Fetish? Click Here to Find Out!

More pointless stuff


EMF's Unbelievable is playing istself in my head and I have no idea why.

Guess what?!? I saw bluebirds today. Real bluebirds. I've never seen them in real life before. Man, I guess I'm lucky today. I'm cartooning alot, I'm done with my homework for the weekend, and I have the house for myself for at least an hour. I hope the rest of my day goes well. And I hope my friends aren't having hard times right now. (Even though they proably are. Poor things.)

Oh the horror!

Saturday, September 14, 2002 11:27 p.m.
Wait. There's nothing scary happening. I just took some quizes. Well, it's pointless and time waisting. I guess it makes me a slacker. Or I'm rebelling against society's button down, conformist ways. Or something. Woo.

I am 56% Tortured Artist

Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com

Yahoo!

Saturday, September 14, 2002 07:49 p.m.
Illinois Institute of Art - Schaumburg is a great place. It's near Mitsuwa and Woodfield Mall. And the appartments near by (Treehouse on 2500 Brush Road) are nice. Maybe I'll live there but, I would have to have a roommate. The utillities are included and so is the furniture. ^___^

But, I'd have to get a part time job at UPS. I don't think I'd mind it but, I don't really know how ragged it will run me. I just hope I'm right when I tell myself it will be better than commuting and living with my brothers for another 3 years.

It was much more exciting than intimadating so that's a good sign. Since at Carthage I wasn't sure if I was more exicted or intimdated.

And you know what rocks? I met an otaku! He saw my Cowboy Bebop shirt and ecstatic, much like the way I was when I first went to ACen. We chatted after the tour and I told him about ACen. He was in his early twenties, about Josh's age and he had never been to a con. I was surprised. I told him about the prices and I hope I get to see him by chance at the next ACen con. I never got his name even though I told him mine. Oh well. He was really nice and said since I like anime, he told me with a big grin "You'll fit right in."

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Tests. For the hell of it.


Nothing really exciting has happened. I'm gonna write an essay, draw, go to the Art Institue of Illinois in Schamburg, watch some Trigun, draw some more, and hopefully go on a bike ride on Sunday if weather permits. Kissy and Josh are going to a concert tonight I belive. Laura is holding her b-day party tomarrow but I can't make it. I don't mind though. I'll be able to see her some other time. I dunno what Courtney or Jamie is doing this weekend.

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So far, so good.

Thursday, September 12, 2002 09:50 p.m.
Finished Laura's b-day card. Mom loved the ruffles. Dad was amazed at all my coloring and drawing. Big deal. I'm sure my friends are as good as I am. Anyone can draw. I'm decent. But I'm not spectacular. It's embarrassing. I'm flattered too but I think my parents are making too much of a fuss.

I'm comfortable right now. Soft nightgown. No pain. All caught up in my homework. I'm pretty happy. Hentai but happy. ^_^

i'm a pup.what kinda pet are you?
quiz made by muna.

How vexing.

Columbia!

Wednesday, September 11, 2002 05:03 p.m.

Who?s YOUR Rocky Horror Alter-Ego?
Find out now! Only from the Quiz Junkie

Overweight singing bikers do not turn me on. But I do like bikers as friends. They're cool people. My dad and uncle are bikers. Pitty they don't get to ride their bikes more often.

On my mind:

Monday, September 9, 2002 03:57 p.m.
My foot actually does feel fine now. It doesn't hurt. Yay, foot.

My brothers seem to annoy me more each day and there's no escape. Unless I take my bike. Mom still won't let me drive the minivan by myself. Fair enough, though. I don't have money to fill up the gas tank.

Anna does not share the feelings I have for her. Or had. Whatever. I had a crush on her, she only likes me like a friend, I'm getting over it. I'll be fine. She's still my friend.

I have an actual shopping list of things I "need" (razors for shaving my legs, hair spray, q-tips, ect.). But I don't feel like asking my parents for them yet. I'm gonna just make do with what I have right now and ask them at the last second. Because I really don't feel like asking them for things. And I don't want to even talk to them right now and I haven't a clue why.

Carthage has no majors for cartooning or animation. And I wish I could do that. I don't want to take the required religion classes. Or the business classes for the Graphic Design major I'll be chasing after. But I'm still going there. Proably the main reasons why is because I'll be close enough to where my parents won't worry about me too much (I think, I hope). I'll have a whole lot more freedom than I do right now. I'll get to spend more time with my friends, despite "homework". I'll have internet, a small dorm room with Anna, video game systems, some anime, and a shower room to my disposal. (No. I'm not going to peep on other people.) Maybe I'm wrong and these things are not good at all. I dunno. I'll just have to see.

Soapy


Yay! I had fun at Kissy-chan's house last night. We saw Fight Club and it was much, much better than I thought it would be. Oh, and I bought ice cream for all of us. It was yummy. Chocolate chip mint. Then we went to bed after Adam (Kissy-chan's friend) left.

I'm bloggin' from Kissy's house right now. We had watched the Bears vs. Vikings game. Yay! Bears kick ass! Yes, I am sober. I know I normally don't watch football but Kissy's dad really got me into it today. So stop looking at me like that. XP

If I was a guy...

Nookie

Saturday, September 7, 2002 02:51 p.m.
Yeah, nookie. It's fun. Anyways, here are some t-shirt links. The one to T-Shirt Gremlin has the "Every time you masterbate, God kills a kitten" t-shirt. And T-Shirt Hell has funny shirts. I'm sure Kissy-chan would get the one that says "Somtimes I pee when I laugh."

T-Shirt Hell




Rewd Graffix




T-Shirt Gremlin


I have to design a t-shirt for Kissy-chan and Josh-kun. I also want to make: "I can't afford to be bi", "3 is a magic number", "Eat my Pocky", "Honk if you're hentai", "I study the art of ecchi"

And so help me Farf, if anyone steals these ideas without giving me credit is going to have their ass kicked in so far they'll spit shit.

*blinks*

Friday, September 6, 2002 10:36 p.m.
Mom was tired so she stayed home. I stayed out of their way, let them walk all over me a little. So they were happy and they didn't annoy me. And then I took a quick bath. Oh, and I had Chinese food for dinner. So I'm in a good mood right now. Hee hee hee. I'm spoiled.

Beef, it's what's for dinner.

Friday, September 6, 2002 06:09 p.m.

Actually, I'm going to have chicken for dinner. Dad's gonna pick Ben up from football practice and the dinner. Nick's watching TV. I just got back from my bike ride up to Hollywood Video (I had to drop off rented DVDs). After dad drops off dinner, he's going bowling. Mom's going off to work. I'll be stuck home with my brothers. As long as we stay away from each other, everything will be fine.

What a great night this is going to be. Please, stop the excitment. It's making me dizzy. -_-

ZOMBIE*PROMENADE

More fun that a barrel of monkeys

Thursday, September 5, 2002 04:45 p.m.

Mood: Good
Confidance: Above average
Tolerance level to irritants: Below average
Stress level: Average
The one thing learned today: Pocky is now a synonym for a woody according to my friends


Mac Hall

Gym

Thursday, September 5, 2002 06:58 a.m.
Eh, I'm gonna lie: say my foot doesn't hurt today in gym. I feel left out and I know I don't have a sprain or a fracture. So I'm just going to tough it out and just get on with the exercizes. It hurts everytime I walk so what's another 45 mins?

Hate and admiration

Wednesday, September 4, 2002 10:12 p.m.
Kissy-chan told me one time how she admires musicians but hates the fact that she might not measure up to them. And because of that, she was also jealous of them. I told her that's the same way I feel when I look at other people's art. So, to fuel this confusing mixture of feelings (I hate it and love it at the same time), I will try to post the links to a talented artist each day. Maybe I'll put them in my list off to the side --->.
Maybe I won't. *laughs* Depends how mature I am going to be about this.

jo-chen

Wasabi?

Wednesday, September 4, 2002 08:07 p.m.
Eh, my left foot has been hurting the past three days but, it's okay. Things could be worse. I'm very happy right now. But I have things I have to do. Like load Laura's gift into my mom's car, and find out Kissy-chan's dorm room number. Nothin' much to write about. *laughs* I'll find some way to blow time tonight. Maybe I'll play some N64.

Princess Peach

Tuesday, September 3, 2002 05:44 p.m.
Everythings fine for me right now. I'm content with all that's been happening to me so far. And I'm going to a friend's youth group tonight. Then when I get home, I'll find out if I'll be able to go to a concert with my friend's youth group to that will be held later this month. Reliant K, Breach, and a few other bands will be there. I hope I can go. It'd be nice to go to another concert with a friend or two.

Bloggin' with Pitas.

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