Sometings wrong here. I'm pissed off. I dont know why. I must just be tired. But EVERYTHING is bugging me. My friends and I were gonna do something after school tomorrow, but now I have NO idea whats going on, right? and my mom wont let me go w/o a plan. And I ask Sammy about it and SHE doesnt know. She tells me to call Hanley. She probably wont know. I really dont think they want me to go. So I dont think I will. I really dont wanna do anything tomorrow but sleep. Seriously, this week has been so tiring for some reason. I dont thinks its healthy to be this pissed off. I really wanted to see Davie again too. Well, HE probably doesnt wanna see me either. So whatever.

Sometimes I really wonder if I bug people. I mean, plenty of people wanna hang out with me and all, but I really dont think people like me sometimes. I think I bug people. I dont know, but for some reason, I feel like that. Its bothering me. I wonder if anyone really thinks "hm...my friends, who are they" and thinks of me in the top few. Or thinks of me at all.

GOD for some reason I am so depressed! I must be HELLA tired. I feel so awful. I dont wanna go to school tomorrow. I just want to sleep. For a long, long time. Maybe I'll write a song.

CTR...is depressed a lot. Don't read this, CTR, cuz i'm being pissy and its gonna sound really mean or stupid or something cuz i'm so pissy right now and tomorrow I'll be like "oh my god I cant believe I said that!" I mean, its just that shes depressed a lot! You know? I dont know...I dont know what im talking about. I'm sorry that Jim died. But I wouldnt get so sad about Ruaki not liking the Yoh Manta thing. I dont know the details so I shouldnt be talking, but its not the end of the world. After all, it is jsut a cartoon, right?

JEESUS! I WANNA DIE RIGHT NOW! I dont wanna go to sets alone, but looks like i'll have to. Yippie. fun for me. ...I've pity-partied enough for today. Goodbye.

Wednesday, April 10, 2002____________________

Today was interseting. I had a hella hard bio test, and math was so boring I almost fell asleep. Then we had sets which was fun, cause Hanley, Sammy and I all painted on each other. We turned red and orange. It got on my shirt. Sad! ;_;/

Uh. Then Hanley and I waited an hour for my mom to come pick us up. It was cold outside. But we had fun talking about wierd stuff. I started singing "part of that world" from the little mermaid. Then Mr Wadleigh came out as I was singing it and I didn't see, and he goes. "Hey, That's good. You should be in choir!". I'm like "yeah. RIGHT. Whatever" it was funny.

Well, now I have to go take my japanese test. Fun beans! Ciao ciao.

_________________Kat took a walk at (06:39 p.m.)

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Tuesday, April 9, 2002____________________

So yeah. Today was long. I had japanese, but it was fun cause we're learning adjectives, and theyre funny! XD Someone asked if hentai was an adjective. That sparked an interesting conversation. Yeah.

I had a dream about baby Rufi. :KAWAIIII~!: And he had been hanging out with Shank's crew or something and they had been partying. I guess he just was so tired, cuz Shanks walked over after he had been talking to other people, and saw baby Rufi asleep. It was so kawaii! Shanks picked him up and walked him home (:shrug: I dont know where his home IS, but thats another story) and when he was putting him to sleep, Rufi woke up and then Shanks sang "sea moon see you" to him to get him to go to sleep again. It was SO friggin CUTE! I died!!

I have a biology test tomorrow that I am going to fail. I was gone for a few days and so yeah, I'm gonna die. Thank god I can study at lunch. I also have my English Romeo and Juliet essay due tomorrow. Ugh.

CTR-Sama! Feel happier for me! I hate it when people are sad. It makes me sad.

Dance was SO tiring today. The dance we were doing took SO much energy out of you. at the end everyone was like drooping and could barely move. It was funny. I love those situps, I can really feel em. Nothing else really. :goes to study for bio: Ciao!

_________________Kat took a walk at (06:05 p.m.)

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Monday, April 8, 2002____________________

Got home from school. Took a nap. Woke up at seven thirty. Dang. Still have homework to do. Ugh. Bye.

_________________Kat took a walk at (07:48 p.m.)

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Sunday, April 7, 2002____________________

Ugh. I had church today> whoopie. Also It's spring - forward day! The day when everyone loses an hour! Whee. I have to write this stupid Romeo and Juliet essay for English tomorrow, and I dont even know if I can prove my thesis. "Romeo and Juliet’s rash decisions eventually lead to their own untimely deaths." Hm. I'll do my best. My sister said she'd help me with it, but Noooo. She has to do HER homework that she put off. :growl:

Shama and I started another One Piece RPG yesterday. Hoorah. Fun stuff there. Luffy had his stuffed fishie - named Zoro D. Fishie. He's green. I own the real Zoro D Fishie. hee hee. I luff it.

Hm. My parents are in another wierd mood. I burned a few CDs today. hm....Two? Yay! I also FINALLY found and downloaded a song I've been looking for for ages. "Another Night" By Real Mccoy. Took me forever to remember the song, let alone figure out what it was called / who did it. But I did it! Hoo rah!

Not much else to say right now. :goes back to her essay:

I just made a promise to myself. I'm making a One Piece site. Without a doubt. Probably a Rufi shrine :D! That or Zoro...or Sanji....Hmmmm Probably Rufi. Just cause I love him so!

_________________Kat took a walk at (03:48 p.m.)

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Saturday, April 6, 2002____________________

Whee. My mom was in such a bad mood yesterday. Seriously. All day. She wouldn't get off my case. I hate it when parents do that. They yell at you for things you didn't even think of not doing, then they dont notice all the good things you've done. Like, for instance, I cleaned my entire room without being told to (gasp!) and she yells at me for not studying for Japanese. Grr!

On a happier note, I joined a new webring and a new clique today. Otaku blogs and Cursed Numbers. Yup yup. Fun fun. I still miss having a collective tho. :cry:. I need to RP One Piece now...:nod: Yes I do.

My mom is still in a bad mood. Its like whenever she sees me she either says "Get off you butt" , "Take your shower" or "Get studying." Its really starting to bother me! I mean, I'm SO sick of her telling me to shower. I could cry. Everytime I see her! "Take your shower." GRR! It was the first thing she said to me today! I woke up , she came home and "take a shower." Geez!

_________________Kat took a walk at (11:09 a.m.)

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Friday, April 5, 2002____________________

Whee. I am officially not a rabid Dir En Grey fan. I dled a few songs by them and they...Well I guess theyre pretty good once you get used to the lead singers voice. :sweatdrop: I like the beat and everything, but his voice kinda pains me. Well, I'll give em more of a chance.

Ah. I feel sick. Having gut problems and crams AGAIN. Plus, my headache is back. I had one a few days ago. What is wrong with me?! I dont wanna be sick again. Ugh. My gut is going to explode.

I have this strange urge to write an autobiography. Its not like my life is that interesting. What would I say? "I was born. I went to a school that should have been named St. Hell where I was verbally abused my teachers who hated me. Then I went to Holy Names Academy - a block away from my old school. I always wanted to be a Mangaka, then in freshman year over lunch me and two friends decided we should make a band. We dont know if we're gonna be famous yet - its a recent developement. The end." How interesting was that? I mean I totally left out all the stuff about going to Hawaii twice and going to Cali every summer, but you know... actually, my life is really fun. I just dont know why anyone would wanna read about it.

_________________Kat took a walk at (02:58 p.m.)

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Thursday, April 4, 2002____________________

Madre de Dios! I miss having a collective SO much. Even if I never updated it... I just miss having it. Ugh ugh ugh. I want one again so badly! Too bad I'm cheap and cant buy one myself. Ugh. Anyway, I wanna make an art site really bad. Sure, I'd have to update it and I HATE scanning things, but I want to make one really badly. XD Thinking of calling it Breakout or something strange. Not that my art is good enough to be on an art site, I just thought it would be fun. You know?

Anyway, so I wake up at 10:30 AM this morning and theres NO ONE here! I dont know where anyone is! It kinda freaked me out O_o. I think my little sister is home, but I think thats it. I wanna go draw. Yeah. So I'll be back writing later, I suppose.

Later! I made two more wallpapers... Yeah, I've been really bored recently So yeah. One of them is the same as this layout cuz I liked it so much. Yeah. All of em are 1024 x 768. that sucks. XD hah.
Luffy 1
Luffy 2
Sanji 1
Yay for me!

_________________Kat took a walk at (11:09 a.m.)

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Wednesday, April 3, 2002____________________

So! Nothing much happened so far today. Sammy spent the night, we did a whole lot of nothing. We watched talk shows. You know - Jerry Springer, Sally Jessy Raphael, Jenny Jones. The usual. Then we had an interesting dinner and then watched a movie my mom rented - "Then there were none". An old Agatha Christie murder mystery movie. I guessed the right killer! Ha!

Then today we watched the Mummy Returns cuz our dad bought it. That made me pick up my The Mummy computer game and get a few levels behind me. That game seriously freaks me out. Mummies always jump out at you and stuff. Its scary! I screamed so loud when this one came up behind me. It was fun. They make scary noises too ;_;

Then I downloaded a whole buttload of music, then Sammy went home a few minutes ago. I hope she can get online so we can continue that One Piece RPG we were doing. ::giggle:: It was fun! I liked it! OH! And Weiß Kreuz : Gluhen starts in Japan today! I hope Maria tapes it! OMG I wanna see it so badly!! ::dies:: So yeah.

New layout for the month of March. Whee.Just thought I'd share. I also added a link to Acid Spit cuz I LOVE her layouts. ::smile:: Yay!

One more thing!! Lookie lookie! I made a sexy Sanji Wallpaper! Only for all those 1024 x 768 screens out there, sorry folks. Dewa!

_________________Kat took a walk at (06:42 p.m.)

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