Holiday time!
Time: 09:34 a.m. || Date: Monday, December 20, 2004||
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This is not going to be a long entry as I am going on holiday to Malaysia for a week today! W00t! School is going to open soon......Sighz. Ok, nothing much happened, well, maybe one of them is that I have rejoined Gaia and got more active in IGG. Gaia kinda rocks but a lot of people didn't know I joined......X_X Also, I joined deviantART and posted all my drawings there. My username for Gaia and deviantART is celticheavens. Nice right? xD If you want to go to Gaia, here is the link.
If you want to see my deviantART gallery, here is the link.
Here!!!I posted all my artworks there including the Kai one I did and posted here quite a while ago. I drew 4 other pictures in 2 days (the day before yesterday and yester day ^^;;) They are of my Gaia avater and my good online friend's avater. The drawings aren't the best in town but I am improving. I also did a drawing of my own OC not long ago but I can't work my scanner so too bad, I can't show it to you all yet. I hope I can improve on my drawings.....I love graphics!!! I need to learn how to do lighting and shading.....I suck at them real bad. I also need to learn how to draw human body and legs and arms well too. I got the basic concept for the head already though.....X_X
XP I have still yet to study.........X_X
I want to go shopping! I can't wait to get my butt of the computer and move around I have to say......I need to move....XD *dances* Dancing yeah! Ok, nevermind me....I need to slim down before Chinese New Year too! I mean if not how can I wear those tighter clothes? Sigh.....Ok, I better go now.....I don't see anything else to post. So ja ne when I get back......!
~Melesa
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Time: 11.48 a.m. || Date: Wednesday, December 15, 2004||
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Well, I have to say I haven't been using the computer much these few days...In fact, I barely opened my graphics program to use it until the Gojyo set for Aliisza. Well, I am just more bored with the computer some times but now I got more reason to go on although I seem to be hooked onto the Nintendo DS and GBA and a little more tv, all of them, compared to the computer. I barely have time to code layouts for people who practically begged me to do it. Sigh. I better get them up soon, I got a layout to do for my upcoming anime website, Anime Seishin, too. Sighz.....I didn't even study for like a month now.....Never touched anything besides my homework, and I am not even done with them. Also, I seem to sleep a lot later and feel very tired and more short-tempered than the usual. Maybe I need to work out a schedule...I have to, I must! One day.....Anyway, made a new set for myself, christmas. The background in the set is elaborate but can't be seen clearly due to GIF. EVIL......Anyway, here it is.
I have to say, not my best but still acceptable. Actually, I wanted Wolborg's picture faded in the background but I can't find any of suitable size. So, I ended up using another Tala picture. Oh yea, the guy (hottie!) in the set is Tala Ivanov from Beyblade and Beyblade G-Revolution. This is hot he looked in season one AKA Beyblade. Cool right? One of my bishies now.....He is so cool! Ok, I will shut up now and rave more in the information of him when my anime website is up.
I am currently suffering from a bad cough and runny nose, AKA flu. It is killing me.....XD My throat is damn sore and my nose is 70% blocked.....Sheesh! Oh yeash, BIG news for me today......mwhahahaha.........
I got my ears pierced!!!! Finally! Ok, fine I wanted them done in the hols....*looks at earrings* Sliver slightly heart-shaped cuties! I had my ears pierced once when I was 9/10 years old but due to one of the earrings being stucked in my earhole and could not come out, they had to like almost pull it out. Boy, ended up with flesh coming out as well. So, I had to wear only ONE LOOP EARRING. XD Well, I took it out as the school did not allow and let the holes close. So now I want them done again. I did not remember it hurting when I did it the previous time so I did not anticipate the sharp slight pain lolz! I was a little shocked but still ok. The pain was not as bad and having needles poking at your pimples or people squeezing the blackheads out and using the needles too. OUCH! So it was not that bad. At first, I went to the jewellery shop in which my family is familar with but found out that they do not do piercing anymore. So chatted with the ladies there for a while before one of them, Lisa, called up another jewellery shop to ask them to do for me. So I got discount! ^^;; LOLZ! The store I went to at first was Soo Kee in Clementi. It was also where I got my first piercing done....The one where I did my piercing was also in the same area, Clementi, except this one was called Chip Lee. LOLZ! Anywayz, me love me new ear piercing! Now to slim down, get fit and grow taller.....X_X
I am going to Malaysia next Monday for holidays so no computer for me......*cries* But I probably be on for like 1/2 hour per day there. Using the hotel internet. Yeash.....Me spending Christmas there too. Hope that I remember to finish homework by this week. Hope clothes are nice and affordable in Malaysia!
Anywayz, it is late now (my time limit was suppose to be 12mn but now it is 12.11am), so I am going to bed to dream.....XD Ok then, good night! Ja ne!
~Melesa
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*starry eyes*
Time: 11:43 p.m. || Date: Saturday, December 11, 2004||
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Mwhahahaha.........Anyway, nothing much happens these days....Just normal days passing through.....My waist is smaller by 1 inch! Finally! All the not eating so much for breakfast days worked! YAY! Must slim down before new year so I can beat some two cousins of mine.....
By the way, here is the so-called 2nd main news.
I GOT THE NINTENDO DS ON WEDNESDAY!!! BEFORE IT WAS EVEN OUT HERE! OMG! My uncle from the states bought two. One for me and one for my brother. They are selling like hotcakes there! I just love mine! I has like touchscreen capabilities, dual screens, installed light in the screens so you can play in the dark, chargable battery, chat capabilities!!! OMG! I didn't dare to belive this! Also, I got the 2 books on Astronomy I wanted! I am 1/2 done with one of them. I learnt so much more!! YAY! The one I am reading has beautiful high quality pictures! So pretty!!
Ok, anyway, I am going to RANT here. The house directly below mine, their toilet is leaking water from the ceiling, which means that the water is from the top aka somewhere at my house there. So, the owner went to complain and asked my parents to take out the flooring of my bathroom which costs like thousands of dollars for the whole damn process. And that bitch insists that we MUST take out the flooring and we must pay for the frikking thing. I mean like what the hell!? What if the frikking thing is not our fault? Then? Waste thousands of dollars for nothing is it?? So my parents came to a conclusion in which we both have a lawyer to witness signing of a contract which says that if the reason of the dripping water is my family's fault, we pay for the damage and stuff. (3000 over dollars) BUT if the damn thing is not our fault, that bitch must pay. But then, she said, "No, ask the contractor to pay. Why must I pay?" What the fuc*! I mean like where got the contractor pay? If the contractor pay = my family pay leh! Bitch. So, she kept saying that the contractor must pay even though my mother went downstairs to talk some sense into that numb skull of hers. But, she even said, "Your contractor will side you, but I got the management contractor on my side." Double what the fuc*! I mean drag that damn management in for what!? Scared is it? Come on man! Get real. She also asked some
kay poh people in the block to see who is so-called right. And she asked the darn neighbour of mine who my family is on the "BEST" term with. Duh, they also say, "Yea, they should pay." So my mother was like what the fuc*?! Drag those people in for what!? Want the police next is it? I help them call want or not? I feel like going down there to give her a big slap on her face to shut her damn mouth up. Or even better, beat her up *cracks knuckles*. It has been sometime since I fought with someone. I can use her as a punchbag. If I went with my mom down there, she will get a mouthing from me. I will argue with her till the cows come home. Want or not? Sheesh. And somemore, she don't want to sign the contract, saying that it is not right for her to pay. Damn her lor! What right? If she is so sure that it is my fmaily's fault, why don't she sign the contract?! Scared huh? Don't want to waste your PRECIOUS money is it?! Go back to Hong Kong lah! We won't go there one. Promise. Hn. Damn lor.
Anyway, *ranting done for now*, I made some graphics and they IMPROVED! W00t!!! WOW! Finally!! YAY! They have gone up by a stich! They look more elegant now. XD Here they are. (2nd one quality BAD cause of darn GIF!!!)
How? Nice right? I know. Thank you thank you.....I love them! XD Anyway, me did fanart of Tala/Yuri (Yuri is in Japanese) Ivanov from Beyblade. Improving liaoz! XD From the 1st picture of him to the 3rd picture, a great improvement! XD Can't let you all see....Still no up to scratch. LOLZ! Me also going to have an anime website soon. I NEED TO HAVE ONE! My graphics one will still be up don't worry! I will post my works there occasionally. LOLZ! So anyway, me want to draw somemore.......*drools over Tala/Yuri* Ja ne.
~Melesa
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BaD dAy
Time: 11:17 p.m. || Date: Sunday, December 5, 2004||
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Another bad day for me. Started out kind of ok....Dad was not realy feeling well and all. Everything was ok until around 2.00pm. I didn't want to go swimming and my father told me to ask my swimming friend if she was going. So...If she goes, I go. If she doesn't I can stay home. She was not going (after me saying tons of things to make her change her mind), so I didn't go too. My dad then warned me that I better go jogging later. (I was still on the phone with my swimming mate when he told me all that) Around an hour later, was watching X-men evolution 2 with my brother, when my dad slipped in the toilet and fell. My brother and I rushed to him and I tried to call mom. But she was bathing and told me that she was bathing so how? Sighz.....Later he got himself up and was soon able to at least walk. What was most frustrating was at night. Went to dinner as normal, except dad was not in a good mood. Before dinner, he arranged the timing with the contrator to fix the basin which he yanked down totally when he slipped in the bath earlier. Turns out that the timing was not too suitable and my mom told him to change it. She didn't tell him what time and kept saying change it and soon, my father got damn angry. Another fuc*ing quarrel started again. PERFECT. Ordering dishes that time, my brother just found out that he had a shaky tooth so he did not want to eat (and he didn't eat lunch like me and my dad too). So later, when he wanted porridge, my father was like damn angry and kept scolding him and said that he was acting stubborn, early don't say, cause so much trouble etc. Damn it lor. The dinner went even more downhill from there. I was damn pissed at the fuc*ing family myself and I was like stuffing my face to keep myself from doing/saying anything stupid. Going home was even worse. Fuc* it. My father kept driving damn fast at around 100 km per hour. I could not stand it anymore and like pretended to be oblivious to everything till went home. When at home, I immediately went to my dear room (only place where I feel most comfortable inn) and closed the damn doros to lock myself from the damn craxy household I am in. Brother entered and told me that he too rather be in my room then any other places. Damn it. Weekdays weekends also must quarel. Xiao. Sometimes I can't stand them even though they are my parents. I hate it I hate it I hate it. Damn this life I am in. Sometimes I wish I can slap each of them or punch them in the face. Damn lor.....never think about me and my brother is it? I am not going to talk about this subject anymore. I cried and ranted enough already. Topic closed.
Anyway, I tried to cheer myself up so I added more fader links for linkage to my friends. Added until Pamelia. I added a lot more today compared to yesterday. Mind you, if I am adding more links in the already made links, they would be in different/random colours so don't complain or I will kill you. I also added a counter and added other links to forums I am in.
Personal links for me like my websites and forums are in the layout. Go find them. Anyway, I wasn't feeling any better so I decided to play with some brushes I downloaded yesterday along with some new fonts. So there was a set of brushes featuring a space theme so I made a "big" picture out of it. I like it.......Throw some brushes in and get a full blown space picture! Mwhahahaha.....The brushes are from
Truly-Sarah.Com by the way. So click on the link after this to view the picture cause it is too big for the little space here.....XD
Click here to view pictureHow is it? Comment please or post it in the taggie board. Anywayz, I want to put this lousy day behind me and pray for better days to come. So sayonara for now.
~Melesa
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N0rm@l D@yz....
Time: 10:24 p.m. || Date: Saturday, December 4, 2004||
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1. SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED? Nanyang Girls' High school & Raffles Girls' Primary School
2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? A picture of a lady walking on the beach.
3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? No.....12.32am....Better than the whole of last week though.
4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP? A show I watched yesterday.
5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? Handphone, Gameboy Advance, Mangas, Walkman, Charger for handphone and discman...
6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEALS? Duh, not how I slim down?!
7. GRILLED OR FRIED? Grilled = Better
8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO OTHER PEOPLE? Me? I have very frequent mood swings.
9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Depends on where am I.
10. FAVORITE HANGOUT? I don't really have one.
11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? Life, Family and internet!!!!
12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1THOUSAND DOLLARS? Graphics programs.....
13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY? Instrumental music from the anime songs....(fruits basket ones are good)
14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Life and family.
15. ARE YOU WILLING NOT TO TAKE A BATH FOR ONE DAY? If I am that tired, YES.
16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Don't even ASK.
17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME? ? *not telling*
18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? Polar Express.
19. INVISIBLE FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Oh boy......I would go *kill* some people, scare the pants of others, take all the stuff I want from the malls.....That is LIFE.
20. STUCK ON A DESERT ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Mango Sherbet....
21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? The channels I watch hardly have any good commercials....Maybe the MTV one...On the fighting thingy.....
22. IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW, WHAT WILL YOU DO? Tell those I love that I love them and kill those I hate.
23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? My grahics program...maybe my recovery cds for my computer....(all in a box with me graphics program ^_^)
24. YOUR EYE COLOR? Black
25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS CARRY? Handphone.
26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? Doctor.
27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7 AM? Still sleeping or in school doing who knows what.
28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? Multi-coloured. Bears on top......SO CUTE!
29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET TODAY? Anime BISHIES and real-life BISHIES!!! XD Also my friends and my family (that one is a MUST)
Mwhahahaha............Today nothing much happened lolz! Normal......played horrendously in piano class, headache, doing graphics, daydreaming....Sighz. Nothing much. Well for dinner, went to a restaurant to eat for a change..X_X Well, over there we sat beside this Japanese family. The parents had three kids, all girls, two are twins. The oldest one (single one) is quite ok-looking, her other two sisters aren't as nice. One of the twins nearer to my table was darn noisy. Whole time making noise. Parents gave up asking her to keep quiet. They were speaking in jap (DUH) so I didn't really understand most of the coversations....X_X I WANNA LEARN JAP!!! My mom don't like japanese people for some reason (as in not too fond of them lah!) and kept looking away especially when the girl screams and cries. The three girls were not very big, give them about 3-4 oldest for the twins and maybe 6 for the older one. The older girl was very talkative. The whole time she was talking lolz! She kept asking questions and talking to her siblings. When we finished about 3/4 of our dinner (they arrived before us), one of the twins got down from her kiddy chair (high chair like thingy) and went to play. Her twin followed. Then the latter made the former trip and the poor girl went like "ITEI!" so loudly! She started crying and just our luck, she was the one that kept making noise and kept crying.....-.-;; then they left without having dessert.....Oh man, I would never do that! XD Me like dessert! Mwhahahaha.
Anywayz, brother bought like 4 cds today....(no gunda seed cd epis 1 to 13 for me cause no stoke...) He bought 1 X-men evolution one (!!!!), two pokemon ones (!!!), and a bionicle one....(-!!!!) LOLZ! I watched a few pokemon episodes and were not bad. After all, I am a pokemon fan....Don't blame me for that! ^_^;;
I want a new phone!!! I want the new model 5140 nokia!!! I want it I want it!!! Anywayz, me getting it soon too.....And me wanna pierce me ears too again...The last experience was like 4 years ago when the flesh came out when I took out the earing....X_X I hope this time it will not happen liaoz..... Me wanna wear the "ring" earing lolz! XP Me also want the new Furuba manga book 15!!!! About Yuki-san!!! *huggles* So kawaii!!!! So sad......darn Akito.....(Though I think he is a little bishie like too....X_X) No more about that till I read the book....mwhahahahaha. Yuki is mine! XD
Made 6 new faders for blog, this one, today. I may want to get my LJ one up again.....that one NOONE I CAN SEE IN SCHOOL OR IN THIS COUNTRY CAN READ! Ha!! XD Also, I will be making like 6 faders at a time for the blog........I have a christmas set to make for meself too! Also, I must make set for me friends and I better do homework and I got to do secret PROJECT CX before ** ******** ****. Yea. I need to! So many things to do.....Darn those mosquitoes.....Bite until me so painful!!! *scratches* OUCH! -_-|| Toot them....Ok, until next time. Sayonara!
~Melesa
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nEgativE fEElings
Time: 11:30 p.m. || Date: Friday, December 3, 2004||
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After reading one of my online friend's post, I remembered how I felt the last time to. Maybe I am spending to much of my time on the computer. How else can I kill some extra time and to get my mind of some stuff? I am just so darn frustrated sometimes. Some of you might know, but not all. I don't need more people to know. Well, now you know. Don't bring it up in front of me or else. I will hurt you if I have to. I need my space. I need some time to myself. I need to cool off sometimes. I just can't stand how some people are so "perfect" but I am nothing more than a million light years away compared to them. How can I take it? I shatter easily. I need to pull up my grades, I need to look more....."model-like" like my two damn cousins. I need to be better at some stuff I like, I need to be fitter. I........I don't know what is good in life sometimes. I just lose myself in all sometimes. Mask my feelings, easiest way to get out of inquisitive people. I just feel.....not accepted in most places except home. No matter if it is at a party, on the net, in class.....I feel like I am some freak who don't belong. I don't know how, no, what can I do. I feel so isolated sometimes. At least I can try to be accepted you say, I am too afraid to do so. Sigh. Don't you DARE bring this up in front of me either. I just need somewhere to rant on. I don't need to add more pressure to my family, I am not adding pressure on anyone if I do this. So just leave it. Let me be. I just wish I can find a shimmer of light, of hope, to get me out of this darkness sometimes....I think I am the problem. Adding pressure to myself. Whatever. This is me. This is my life. Don't worry about me. I pray I can get rid of all these worries.
--Crashed--
Melesa
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Testing
Time: 04:27 p.m. || Date: Thursday, December 2, 2004||
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Testing new Christmas Saiyuki Layout! **Might take long time to load due to pictures** I am changing the linkies to fader so please be patient while I get them done. It is very tedious so DON'T COMPLAIN IF YOUR LINK IS NOT UP HERE OR YOU DON'T LIKE THE COLOUR OF YOUR FADER! I spent time to do them up nicely ok....Sheesh! The colours are random. Anyway, I think this is my best layout so far! Saiyuki ROCKS! Making a new button for the new layout too and some christmas graphics too. Got to do homework also...
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