Too lazy...
Added on Sunday, April 25, 2004 at 10:34 p.m..

Hopefully soon I can finish my next design... I've been working on it, but I have been lacking motivation... Argh, I was hoping once I got that stupid CWP project out of my hair, I'd be able to focus on my blog a bit. But do I? No. Nonononono. Because I am a bum.

My links need updating. I found a new love: Yaoi Forum. The admin is awesome, too, so I don't worry about another Clara. All is well.

Plus I need "Link to Me" buttons.

I don't know why, but I do.

YAYPROJECTDONE.
Added on Thursday, April 22, 2004 at 8:49 a.m..

Phew. I am so glad I have finished my CWP project today. Now I can forget about Russia. o_o Woo. I am only disappointed that I wasn't able to research more on the history of Russia. I do not like the whole "research on places more" idea. Many people were praising the project as though it was holy, but I thought it was rather boring. Honestly.

Then again, aren't most projects boring?

*smirks* It's funny, since I can pratice my spriting on the computers in this class, but I cannot type anything outside of Word... Notepad is my best friend; I had to explain to the teacher that it is also a forum in which to write things such as messages. I have to do this, to avoid being caught.

I'm going to draw that Kite Kitten now.

Forum-thingy.
Added on Monday, April 19, 2004 at 4:36 p.m..

What is that thing called again? o_o;

Anyway, I have one. So, you can leave messages and I might read them! ...probably, since I don't have much of a life.

Sorry for the awkward position. It's the best place I could put it. I am thinking about changing my design, anyway.

Irony.
Added on Saturday, April 17, 2004 at 11:34 p.m..

Hmm...

-Got home.
-Hooked up new computer.
-Monitor didn't work.
-Went over and bought a brand new one.
-Found out that we hooked that up in the wrong spot, hence why none of the monitors worked.
-I now owe mom $400.
-I am happy anyway.

JOY.

*whines* I need broadband.
Added on Thursday, April 15, 2004 at 7:17 p.m..

Hi. I am at my uncle's house. He has broadband. Broadband is good. I need broadband.

At least Gaia's more fun with it. It doesn't slow down like it does on dialup.

Anyway... I am using AIM Express, waiting for Kherea to get online. I think she reads this... so Kherea, I just got your letter today. 'Tis nice. ^^ I already wrote my reply; I just need to send it off. <<;

Woo. Meaningless post.

Cry me a river so I may drown in it.
Added on Tuesday, April 13, 2004 at 5:29 p.m..

*sigh* I am so lucky that people don't care enough about me to look here, since I am going to say may come around and bite me if someone else looked at it.

I have no idea how to write this to make this seem non-angsty, but... personally, I think some people don't like me. 5 pixels isn't huge enough to worth my avatar to be removed, nor should it ever be noticed. However, it was. To my damn luck, it was. I don't care whatever bitched up excuse you may come up with; you did it out of spite. Admit it.

Someone mentioned I just slapped him in the face. Uh, woo. LOOK AT ME. I JUST GOT SLAPPED IN THE FACE AS WELL! Hell, even worse than you. And is someone knelling over to kiss my boo-boo? Hell no. No one cares about me that much. That is because I am not some diety or shit.

Nor do I ever care to be.

Lucky you and me that no one ever visits here.

Otherwise this post might of be worthy of a ban.

THEN what will I do? Of course, they don't feel sympathetic about my insecurities. They only care about others. Others more important. As though I don't feel.

Oh, no. Not this again. I do not need another Termite Mound.

I do not... need another dagger through my heart.

Excuse me.

Added on Friday, April 9, 2004 at 8:58 a.m..

A quiz I nabbed from Kherea. WOO.

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1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"thought he was great."

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
Nothing. There's nothing beside me right now.

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
*ponders* ...Good Eats?

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
8:30 am

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
8:39 am

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
Teachers talking...

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
When I went to school...

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
Moscow-Taxi.com

9: What are you wearing?
Black t-shirt about "Things you learn from video games" and black pants.

10: Did you dream last night?
*ponders* I don't know...

11: When did you last laugh?
I really do not remember...

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
*looks around* Err... colored pictures, instructions about certain things, various rules, some pictures, a few calenders...

13: Seen anything weird lately?
Define "Weird."

14: What do you think of this quiz?
*shrug* Nothing special.

15: What is the last film you saw?
Oh... it's been too long ago for me to remember.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Plane tickets, so I can visit certain individuals.

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Define "I." HA! You didn't know that, did you?

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make everyone speak the same language.

19: Do you like to dance?
No.

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
Power-crazy nutcase who I wish was dead about now.

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Nyota... or something.

22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Bridget. XD

23: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Sure. Why not?

24: Will you pass on this survey?
*shrug* Does anyone read this journal, anyway?

Added on Wednesday, April 7, 2004 at 9:13 a.m..

For some odd reason, I got Student of the Month. o_O;

This morning, I had to go to a breakfast with the Lions Club. Of course, it wasn't too bad; they gave me something to eat, after all. :P However, the other Students of the Month of the other two districts have all these awards and all of these clubs and honors that they have... How can I compete? 9_9 Personally, I don't care. I just wondered: what sort of idiot nominated ME to be Student of the Month?

And personally, I don't care to be "impressive" to these people. SOMEONE chose me; I don't know who, but I am sure they knew who they were dealing with. If they expected me to be "Miss School"... then they are off by quite a bit. I have no motivation for school whatsoever. I don't care, really, because it is a waste of my time.

Hoo-hum.

Added on Saturday, April 3, 2004 at 10:41 p.m..

An awkward day...

I just found out that a former "girlfriend" of mine (and no, I don't mean it in a "friend" since. I am bi, after all) is actually male.

Actually, I am not all that upset. Just really, really disturbed. I guess I don't like people lying like that... and especially live that lie and never telling afterwards. Ah well, I am lucky that I broke up with him in a short time.

Anyway, a random thought by me. Woo.

Added on Saturday, April 3, 2004 at 8:43 p.m..

I added a link to my friend, Kherea. Woo. :3

Meanwhile, the whole comment things don't work. CURSE YOU. I posted the link under this comment, but hell if they show up.

Added on Thursday, April 1, 2004 at 07:28 p.m..

I added a new link: to the blog of Entei. I am hoping to become friends with her. ^_^ Other than that, this is just another useless update. WOO.

Added on Thursday, April 1, 2004 at 08:40 a.m..

Joy...

As far as school is concerned, I have been getting into a lazy mood lately. I don't know why. Perhaps the fear of a big project due on the 8th is what is scaring me. Or maybe I am just getting a bit of "senioritous." Really, I don't know. I just feel... energyless.

Hmph... -_-; As far as that huge project is concerned... I am done with all the research for it. Now, I just need to do the writing junk. JOY. My least favorite part. Not to mention that the teacher hasn't been well, so I have no idea about which direction I should go with it. I am afraid that I'd forget something big. However, I'll try my best, nonetheless.

I guess I'll work on my itinerary.

Added on Wednesday, March 31, 2004 at 11:18 a.m..

I added links. WOO. They are mostly there for presentation. It's not like I actually expect someone to click on them. x_x;

I gave Rhi the best one: the bloody kitty. MEW. X3

Anyway... I have been getting stomach aches lately, so I decided to stay home today. Besides, I was awfully tired, and didn't like the classes I was going to be faced with. Lazy? Yes, I know.

Not to mention... the school's computer blocks Go-Gaia. Bah. It's a bit slow with a dial-up connection... I hope my mom get Broadband soon. Grr.

Added on Tuesday, March 30, 2004 at 6:42 P.M. PST.

*snicker* Annoying Aqua music... suits the kitty well. :3

OMG, a blog! As if I don't have a few that I don't use already. However, they are LiveJournal-like journals. I hate those. Die, die.

Anyway, I need a journal/blog where I can rant and only one or two people are looking. I kind of miss those days. Looking back at my old journals/blogs, I see I wrote some pretty stupid stuff. And besides, Pitas lets you make your own blog with HTML, and I need to de-rust those skills. x_x;

I plan on adding more soon. I will add links, including such fine quality pages like Rhimix and The Skill Castle Forums. *cough*

I also plan on adding a "reply" option to these forums. Because that's the only thing Pitas is missing.

For now, ta-ta! I don't know if I'll advertise this right now... I mostly am writing this to test this blog. But, for some odd reason, I happen to want to advertise this... welcome to hell my blog!