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Read My Thoughts
Friday, December 6, 2002 04:48 p.m.
I fucking hate Eve! Damn you and your surcoming! ::in PAIN::
oh yeah. there was a fire today at school. on the 5th floor of the CAS building. morning classes were cancelled. kinda cool.
I hope my Japanese test went well. ^^;;
Thursday, December 5, 2002 05:02 p.m.
It's snowing again!
ok, so yeah. random guys hitting on me today. I was at CAS. And I noticed this guy staring at me. Looked over and he said: "I like your coat, want to come to a party on Friday?" I oh so graciously declined. he was... not sketchy so much as grungy.
Thursday, December 5, 2002 10:10 a.m.
ok. I'm mostly impressed. he should've done a flip.
Tuesday, December 3, 2002 04:14 p.m.
ok. so my professor thought that it would be cute to bump up the due date of a 10 page paper a week and a half. >.< AH!
today, jay stopped by to get their coats that've been over here forever. good thing too, cause they need them for this weekend. they're going to go out hunting a christmas tree. he offered dinner or a weekend at their place. they really are the kindest people.
Tuesday, December 3, 2002 04:13 p.m.
Which Metal gear Solid Character are you?
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You are Liquid! You may be cold hearted. You may careless about the people around you. But your the man. You get everything you want, and you achieve things others can only dream of.
Tuesday, December 3, 2002 03:56 p.m.
Summery of my Thanksgiving break (not really a break):
Wednesday: woke up still drunk to 3 inches of snow on the ground. grrr. was a bit sick on the Tride to the airport. I was stuck at the airport for 7 hours. not to mention the 40minute wait on the plane. Anyway, I got home. Pat picked me up and we had Imo's. Did I see anyone that night? oh! everyone came over and we had a few drinks.
Thursday: woke up the latest that I would all weekend: 10. had some of my only hours of free time. lunch. made ordierves. showered. dressed. Thanksgiving dinner at the Doss'. sleep with a full belly of turkey and wine. :od
Friday: woke up at 9 to get over to Jerri's for horse back riding (which I'm still feeling a bit in the legs). Natalie came as well. She apparently knows a bunch of guys at Kappa Sig. Good times. home fromt there. shower. then dinner at Dad's. pork tenderloin. yuuummmmy. then pat came with us to go to the harry potter movie. it was sold out so we went to TGIFridays for dinner (amanda, sarah, frances, and joyce). Kevin called with the infamous "who invited her". The movie was good a thrid time.... but my exhaustion caught up with me. I was asleep for the entire middle of the movie. home. sleep.
Saturday: get up. go shopping with mom for a winter coat and shoes. only go the coat, but it's a gorgeous fox fur coat. I feel uncomfortable wearing such a nice coat around boston... ::shrugs:: but it's nice. lunch at J. Buck's. that place is creepy. then we came home. went birthday present shopping with pat. spent a lot of money. came home. meet everyone (kev, frances, lori, sarah) at my place, went to greenwheel. we were a bit late. we thought that the doors opened at 8, but the show started then. Leo. Flying Nova. (kevin in his tallness caught a shirt) then finally: Greenwheel. this was a blast and a half. We jammed. we rocked. we sang. I was on the edge of the mosh pit the entire time, and had to sheild frances, the poor tiny thing. but luckily she could actually see the show! Ryan Jordan stage dived. general good times. well the show ended and we called them back out for an encour. we got one hell of a show. they came back out to do a last song, and the lead singer of Leo came out to sing with Ryan Jordan. at which point he was obviously trashed. they were hanging all over each other, and many kisses were exchanged. at the very end we were treated with a full on the mouth kiss. the perfect ending to the show. ::happy sigh:: we saw Lori's sister Karen there after getting free stickers. then to Jack in the Box for food. home.
Sunday: wake up at 7. pack. go to airport. fly home. get to boston, and decided to take a cab... wrong choice. Storrow drive was backed up really far. we passed the accident. a UHAL truck tried to go under a overpass that was too low. the entire top of the truck was scrapped off and spilled onto the street. this happened at my exit, so the taxi guy had to drive all the way to cenral square before he could turn around. needless to say that I only had about half the cab fair. ^^;;
Wednesday, November 27, 2002 07:38 a.m.
ug, still a bit drunk... and I need to leave in a half an hour.
AND IT'S SNOWING!!!!
I really wish that I would stay and enjoy the first real snow of the year, but I've gotta fly out in it. why oh why did it have to snow on the morning that I was flying out? ::grumbles:: I blame Adam for this one. he was the one who wanted me to have snow so badly...
Sunday, November 24, 2002 11:29 p.m.
I'm 100% Seme. (actually the test came out as 120%, but I like Tatsumi much better, so there.)
How seme are you?
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Sunday, November 24, 2002 07:02 p.m.
Just got done reading the
Shadow Trilogy. It was a great story, though I don't recomend it to anyone who might be reading this. It's not slash, and it's very dark. Very nicely written. Gorgeous language with a keen mind behind it.
Lesse, this weekend... Friday was spent with another wonderful dinner at Pskank. fish pasta. odd. but good. found a shard of the bone in my gums this morning. ::wrinkles nose:: after that was a trip with alex to DDR it. (i got his copy of Snow Crash) and then to skuld's for the friday night sleepover. ^__^
lastnight was the sushi party with steph. matt came along. yummy sushi for $3. then home again home again to see the midnight showing of Planes, Trains, and Automobiles. amusing. followed by a game of Monopoly with mark, umair, and his visiting friend, rick. yay.
today was a riviting day of brunch with Kam and Brandon. home to read. did the LSAT practice test with Kam. home to read. Went to dinner with Steve, and ended up eating with Kam and Brandon. It was a Kam-centric day. I go 3 weeks without seeing much of the boy, then end up spending most of the day with him.
I should update more often to keep these posts shorter and more reader-friendly! Be a better person, Ashley!
Friday, November 22, 2002 11:36 a.m.
Happy B-day, otousan!
not much has happened all week. I've kinda been drifting. I really need to get my major stuff all lined out and decide if I want to be a political science major or an east asia studies major. The latter would be easier to accomplish, and I might even have room for some fun courses. but the former would probibly develope my skills better for law school. ::sighs:: I need advice. I need to make that appointment with Mr. Fewsmith. and with a random political science major. and perhaps ask joe, the only person I know in law school, what he thinks. ::sighs again:: I feel that I'm really at a crossroads here, and I'm not sure where to turn.
I just pray that I get into the Kyoto program. ::prays:: Please, God, guide me.
not sure if I'll make it to anime club tonight. I've seen Rah Xephon now, but I might do so to take some CDs over to ali-chan. she's offered to burn some for me. she's so sweet! thanks, ali-chan!!!
and I'm all jealous of omi. he sounds like he's having a nice time. regular exercize. beaches. a tan. learning another language. cool bugs and animals. except the no companionship thing. maybe I'm not so jealous of him after all...
I need to remember to get that copy of snow crash! from matt or from alex. either way! get it!
Wednesday, November 20, 2002 07:43 p.m.
What's *Your* Secret Fetish?
Your Secret Fetish Is Anal Sex!
As Howard Stern says, you're into "third input sex."
Maybe you're a giver or a receiver, but chances are that you are both.
Ever heard of Bend Over Boyfriend? Go check it out at your local adult video store.
And if you haven't even tried anal... Oh my god... What are you waiting for???
Monday, November 18, 2002 03:04 p.m.
Steph's staying at BU!!!! Ho yeah! ::celebrates::
Sunday, November 17, 2002 10:12 p.m.
I'm a sneaky villian! I use trickery.
What Type of Villain are You?
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Harry Potter was great. I had a nice time with Ali-chan and Skuld, though now I'm worried about skuld. Hung around the dorm last night. drew. relaxed. showered. other relaxing things. it was a nice night.
today I didn't do much. some homework. listening to HP: prisoner of alzkaban. good book. I had a chat with jerry and a really long chat with my mom. I love talking with mom, and it makes her insanely happy when I call her. I really should do so more often. If a simple phone call makes her happy, then why am I not thinking of her more often and calling? I plan to be more in touch in the future.
Still can't believe that Pat's 18.
Saturday, November 16, 2002 02:30 a.m.
Happy B-day, Ali-chan!!!!!
Saturday, November 16, 2002 02:25 a.m.
as much as I dont' want to get rid of my entry of foreverness, drunken entries take presidence. Yeah drunken entries! we watched tLotR extended version in the com ave room. good times. a few people showed up. kam among them. bed now.
Friday, November 15, 2002 09:49 p.m.
wow, a lot to say here.
last night was dinner over at bootyville. it that what they named it? anyway, it was a great dinner with wine on the side. a brief TT followed. the usuals showed up, and matt's old roommate came. I cut out early to study for my japanese test, in which alex was so kind as to drive me home.
today I awoke to studying and classes. I got my test back from my Japanese Civ class. A. YAY! then more studying. I got my Humanties mid-term back. B. Boo. Then Japanese. I got my last test back. A. YAY! woo! 3 exams back in one day.
then off to my meeting with the Kyoto program lady. I got some very interesting info. It turns out only about 3 people apply every year for the year long program and 2-3 people end up going. so the odds are looking pretty good for me. bad news is, she says that more people have been asking for pamplets, so more people might be applying this year. ::nervous:: I really want to go!!
and I went to file my passport today, but it turns out that our post office doesn't do passports so I'm going to have to treck across town tomorrow to do it.
then dinner and go club at MIT.
now I'm hanging around till I go down to the Commonwealth room to watch tLotR-- the extended version. dun dun duuu~~un!
tomorrow: Ali-chan's b-day and Harry Potter!
Wednesday, November 13, 2002 06:26 p.m.
I had a Japanese test today. I think... I think I kicked its butt. we'll see. I say that a lot in realation to tests: we'll see. and whenever I say that they dont' turn out so well. ^^;;
OH! I was walking around with my Imo's shirt on, and a woman stopped me in the hallway to ask where I got it, and I answered St. Louis. and she got all excited cause she used to live there (and she went to Mizzou). so we gushed about St. Louis and Imo's pizza for a while. it was good times.
and I got my pics taken for my passport, they look alright, but I think I look funny with my glasses on. >.< don't get me wrong, I like my glasses in RL, but in pictures they look odd.
Tuesday, November 12, 2002 08:52 p.m.
I'm Yaoi manga!
What type of manga are you?
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I had my meeting with my undecided adviser today. He gave me some good leads on where to go with my major, and even suggested a new one that might work out better for me in the long run: East Asia Studies. As much as I adore politics, I might have to go with this one just to fit it into my scheduel, and this's not including the summer courses that I'll have to take to be able to go abroad.
Sunday, November 10, 2002 07:44 p.m.
I'm a Martini,
Rich, and refined you're smooth and saucy. You're the butter on the bread, the lube on the hinge, the teflon on the pan.
discover your ALcoHoLiC personality!
Sunday, November 10, 2002 05:54 p.m.
damn. my mom's the best kid in the world. I should learn by now, that if I'm feeling down and hopless to just give her a call and things'll look better.
She reasured me that she's for anything that I wish to do and anything that I need to do to accomplish it. This means that if I have to take summer courses, here or in St. Louis, or even not graduating on time, she'll back me up all the way. you have no idea how much this ment to me. looks like I might be going to Japan after all.
Sunday, November 10, 2002 04:19 p.m.
I dunno. My life's bad right now. I'm really down. I'm worried about my grades a lot. they really arn't doing so well. and I'm not so sure that I'm going to be able to go to Japan for a year now. I dont' have enough credits under my major, and I wouldnt' be able to fit it in. I'm very depressed about that. The only thing that might still allow me to do this is summer courses, which I would be very willing to take. and I'd even double up to 5 courses a year if I had to. I would. It's my dream to go to Japan and to not be able to is heart breaking.
Thursday, November 7, 2002 05:48 p.m.
I finally got that whole hotlinking thing worked out. YEAH! so now I have everything I need. scanner. photoshop (thanks, Omi! I love you~). web hosting. I can go about making my blog look pretty and my art site lovely. oh. wait. i forgot that I'm missing one thing... time.
today's one hella day. 7 page paper. another 6 page paper. midterm tomorrow. test tomorrow. and I have to set up an advising appointment tomorrow. ::dies:: no sleep last night and tonight's not looking good either. If I can just make it through 11:00, i think I'll be ok. ::dies again:: as soon as I put this up, I'm unplugging my computer from the internet to take away the temptation. I don't have time for this stuff tonight. I really should do that more often, unplug my internet I mean.
oh yeah. I GOT MY FIRST HATE FLAME MAIL TODAY!!! I'm so excited. apparently some guy didn't appriciate that I made two of his favorite guys 'fags' and I 'should be shot in the streets for doing that to them'. I guess I am going to hell for drawing fanart. I sent him a nice polite letter with several of my favorite links. If he thinks my stuff was graphic and discusting, wait till he goes there. ~_^
Wednesday, November 6, 2002 01:01 a.m.
a slow day today. worked on my humanities paper.
I got to eat lunch with Maikaru today. I havn't seen him since last year, and it was nice to catch up with him. He's made quite a makeover of himself. nicely done. the long dark coat def. suits him.
I also voted today. go me! I did my civic duty. pretty much went republican where I could, though many slots were democrats running unopposed. the only exception I made was the govener race. the replican, romney is a sleez ball. even for a repulican. I mean reeeallly sleezy. he was part of the Salt Lake City Olimpic commity. we all remember the bribing that went on there. I didn't vote democrat either. I went Green for the govenor. ::sighs:: but it looks like the sleez ball will win.
Kevin voted too. I'm watching the carnnahan/talent race closely. I did NOT aprove when Missouri elected a DEAD guy into office. I got made fun of today for it. though thank God, it looks like Talent's pulling ahead.
other votes to pay attention to:
Nevada- legalizing pot. banning same sex marrages. looks like the pot's not going to become legal and neither are the same sex marriages. I'm indifferent to the first, but am upset on the later.
Colorado- making it mandatory for all non-English speaking children to learn the English language (in public schools?). MA is doing a similar thing. I'm against all standarization of language. we're a country of immigrants, and as such we should have no set language.
on a more personal note, Matt and I had a long chat tonight that turned out well. discussed our thoughts of each other, and our not really relationship. and I got some dirt on those who've been eyeing me. all in all an informative conversation.
bed time now.
Monday, November 4, 2002 10:22 p.m.
PAPER!!
I am a venus flytrap!
what's your inner flower?
[c] s u g a r d
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Monday, November 4, 2002 12:18 p.m.
I'm debating the merits of skipping my Humanities discussion. We never say anything of merit there anyway, and I have Japanese work to do. well, I guess that I've allready decided.
Why Will You Go To Hell?
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Saturday, November 2, 2002 03:55 p.m.
Anime club last night with Mel and ali-chan and skuld. I got 3rd place in the cosplaying contest which is good. then over the river, swing by my place and off to DDR. Skuld's got kick the can down, which is good. and I WILL get the twist.... someday.
after DDR is was off to skuld's for the night. I had a close encounter with some of her bed toys... that was odd. and we watched the One. Jet Li/Jet Li!!
we chatted this morning on the way and at Dim Sum then some wondering around china town. we found a cute store! and took some sticker pics. finally off to sasuga where we meet ali-chan. I spent waaay too much money there, but I found a book set of Wind and Tree's Song. yay!fucked up french kids. and some Yami and some Hana.
now I'm back home trying to get some work done but the manga is calling me....
Friday, November 1, 2002 03:42 p.m.
no frisbee tonight. it's cosplay night at anime club! yay! and perhaps afterward, some DDR. It'll be something to see Skuld at anime club. ::pointed look:: too bad I can't dress up for it, my belts just arn't up to lugging across the bridge, but maybe I'll go sans belts. ::srugs::
this weekend:
Japanese Civ: p.76-116
Nihongo: WB 67-8 II, kanji 75-7
Humanities: Tocqueville, paper.
fix up website
Wednesday, October 30, 2002 07:59 p.m.
I turned in that paper that was giving me so much trouble today. I dunno. we'll see. I'm hoping for a B there. ::sighs::
and now I don't know what to do with myself. I've been working nonstop since saturday, and now I have some free time... and I just don't know what to do. I should read or wash my sheets, but my mind is in a fuzzy haze. I took a nap this afternoon, and I'm still in that inbetween sleep and awakefulness stage. we'll see.
Monday, October 28, 2002 09:56 p.m.
I created a sort of mirror to this weblog for my family to read. I thought it'd be easier for them to keep up to date with me that way, and I dont' want them reading these entries here. >.< so, that'll pretty much be a watered down version of this page.
Meet Steph for dinner at the GSU then went to the core by candlelight concert. It was enjoyable. Heard some great pieces sung and on the piano. Shubert, shumand, williams. all great composers. Steph was really happy that I picked up that flyer thinking of her. good times.
Tomorrow is a meeting with the core writing center. i'm going to go over my paper with them. hope it helps streamline my ideas, of course this means that I've gotta finish up the paper tonight. stupid 7 page papers...
also tomorrow is a Japanese quiz. I made up a study guide and flashcards, but I dont' have time to study for it tonight because of my paper, so I'll skip lecture to study that. and I'll have to make that lecture up wednesday...
Ali-chan burned me the first six episodes of Rah Xephon for me, which was really sweet of her. I absolutely adore the series. yay! pretty mech battles. speaking of ali-chan, I'm debating weither or not to enter that cosplay contest on friday. I'm not sure that I want to drag my belts all the way across the bridge, but if I did, I'm pretty sure that I'd win something... I dunno.
had a nice chat with mom. really helped. I've been really worrying about my grades, stressing a lot, but mom's a great support. should've called her earlier. and now I need a back rub. been too tense lately.
and now paper time.
Sunday, October 27, 2002 04:19 p.m.
Kindom Hearts update: sora's level: 78. I got the secret ending! yay! Riku's so COOL! and was that kairi at the end? ok. i'm ready for the sequal now. stupid squarsoft making me wait...
Sunday, October 27, 2002 12:39 p.m.
wow. I feel like shit. I got extremely sick last night. it was the taquillia after the beer. too much taquillia. ug. and so now I'm feeling like crap when I need to be writing a 7 page paper. ::sighs:: at least I had a good time.
Thursday, October 24, 2002 02:20 a.m.
lesse, I've got my scanner now. tha'ts good. and I had to call gateway on my cell to get it working. but hte point is that it's working.
tonight with phil was fun. grain alcohol is not so fun tasting though. and it settles. eh. must drink more tomorrow night. Thirsty Thursdays. oh yeah. lesse if I can do 4 days in a row.
Wednesday, October 23, 2002 12:55 a.m.
Turkey hunting was great. We didn't get anything, hell, I didn't even see one, but it was great. flew in friday. got out to the country house by 3:30. we decided to sleep in the next day. got up at 8. went hunting.
it was raining that day. when it rains the turkey like to migrate to the fields... and of course we hunt on woodland conservation grounds. no turkeys that day. that night we had pizza hut, I beat dad at pool. twice. then we watched a long hot summer. Great movie there.
the next day we got out there at dawn. there were plenty a turkey to be heard, but none to be seen.
went to youth. got to see everyone. got up in the morn and caught a flight back to boston. classes.
midterm today didn't go so well. my social sciences midterm didn't go so well. and I didn't do so well on my Japanese civ. the only thing that's going well is my Japanese. at least I have an A there. and that's only if I get my act together.
BE A BETTER PERSON, ASHLEY!!!
k. bed time for all those who havn't studied enough for their japanese test tomorrow.
Friday, October 18, 2002 03:26 p.m.
going home to hunt some turkey. ho yeah. I'll be back monday.
Thursday, October 17, 2002 12:13 p.m.
puppychow in a drawer is good!
midterm now.
Thursday, October 17, 2002 12:36 a.m.
I made an ass of myself infront of Kevin the other night. I'm such a bad friend! OMG. yeah, so no one told me that they were broken up, still! I should have figured it out or asked or somehting. it's like all our conversations for the past couple weeks were not really real. but they were! and and. I don't know. I'm just a bad person.
I need sleep. can you tell?
midterm tomorrow. here goes nothing. and I mean nothing.
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