Sunday, May 15, 2005
ok fine.. the date says whatever.. but it's currently 1:28 AM of May 15, 2005. the air con is off, it's freakin' dark right now because both my sis and bro are sleeping.. i'm not in the mood to turn off my computer.. i don't really know what i am thinking about.. i've been checking some old files a few minutes ago.. especially those highschool pics.. and also reading the very first entries of this blog.. as i was saying i don't really know what i am thinking about.. i don't even know what i SHOULD think..
my status in YM is weird, or should i say, only a few might get what it really means.. it says.. "we are FIVE in the group. if we become SIX, we might become FOUR, and they might become THREE." i really hope someone gets this.. so i can make buga buga all these hinanakit in me.. a little emphasis on the words "we" and "they".. hopefully, walang mangyaring masama sa kahit cno sa grupong tinutukoy ko.. when i think about that very incident, i really want to cry.. walang drama, masakit lng talaga.. tingin ko na ngayon, it's better for me to be online [doing nothing] than someone to be using the phone line.. i hope everything everyone says about it is just a joke.. if it were true, ewan ko na..
enough of the problem.. naibuga ko na ang isang part of it.. anyway, in aeRO, i found a new friend.. i don't know her name, but i call her Yuki. she's Japanese and she moved to USA. how did i meet her? i was using my BS at Yuno, trying to make a new headgear.. she was there and she stood beside me.. i made a /omg.. why? we had the same head! and we both had our clothes dyed blue! O.o; she's really cute! all her characters have the same blue haired head like mine.. Knight, Alchemist, Sage, Rogue, Priest, and just today, an Archer! [reminds me of my Sniper, Blacksmith, High Priest, ROGUE, SAGE] hehe.. i supported her new Archer at the Sidewinders with a touch of the Safety Wall.. hehehe.. then i got disconnected again.. *sigh* i was having fun..
yesterday [or was that the other day?] i watched all my recorded episode of Yuu Yuu Hakusho.. those memorable ones are.. the first resurrection of Yuusuke.. saving Eikichi.. Yuusuke vs Sensui.. Yuusuke's second death.. Yuusuke's second resurrection.. Puu's transformation.. Kurama vs Shigure.. Hiei vs Mukuro.. Yuusuke vs Yomi.. and finally, the last episode.. nakakamiss na talaga.. if only i had the original dvds.. i can watch without any pause or commercials.. hehe.. reminds me of the unknown-if-existing YYH specials.. especially the valentines special.. i want to see ALL THOSE.. *sigh* and the manga.. i still don't have 1 2 3 4 6 7 8 9..
lovelife.. my lovelife has come to its end.. i'm not thinking of anyone right now.. well, after the DEADRADISH day.. should i identify the one who occupIED the largest space in my heart? disconnect. should i enumerate the latest craze? wisper. positive infinity. deadradish. and of course, lozer. hehe.. i am suddenly reminded of the Jonreph says the word "Hello".. with the long "O".. *kilig to death* *slap* ahihi..
next up, my story.. remember Kumori Kusari, Amamura Hasuko, Shirobane Tsuruo, Yatsuo Tsutau, Futaba Masashi, Futaba Hitoshi.. and a few additions.. Hotaru, Hoshino Shizuku, Owari Tatsu.. i can't believe a war incident in history can make a change in my story.. the mass grave.. the war that made martyrs.. hmm.. deng! deng! -» the first people who died in the Tenjin/Tokuji war were the first martyrs.. their spirits reincarnated into new humans, waiting until they reach adulthood, until they are allowed to fight in war again, to take revenge, and finally defeat the other clan.. but the human bodies they reincarnated to charged into the war too early.. as teens.. because of their own purposes.. «- hopefully may mangyaring maganda sa story na to.. hopefully walang manggaya.. hopefully magawan ko ng itsura c "Owari Tatsu".. anywayz, "the first person who died in the war will end it." that person is Kusari.. hmm.. pano ko kaya to gagawin? "Masashi and Hitoshi are not twins or brothers in any way. They each have half of the spirit of a martyr.. who was literally slashed in half by a sword." who's that martyr? not yet created.. "Yatsuo Tsutau is the only martyr who was made a tombstone." "Kurobane Tsuruo's spirit is white winged martyr, killed by Tsuruo's father." Tsuruo's story is the one I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT! "Hasuko is an ordinary adopted girl who started it all." NGEK ewan corny! i think i have to think again..
this entry is quite long already.. should i stop? hehe.. it's 2:29 AM of the same day.. i'm hoping to post this still on the same day.. kahit hapon o gabi.. anywayz, to you who reads this [if there is any], pls wish me luck on the problems i have to face.. [reader: uh.. luck!] thanks so much..
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