She's perky, she's fun! And now she's number 1!

[Thursday, July 28, 2005]

Packing my bag right now for tomorrow trip. You know what guys, I'm joining Beach Volleyball! *YEAH* Don't worry friends, i will not let our class name down. Begum, Derrick, Kuang Wei & Me will be challenging against another classes. Support me alright guys! KE0501D ROX! *Mwahx!* What shall i bring? *thinking* Need to go. See ya tomorrow!

She Bitch @ 07:12 p.m.

[Wednesday, July 27, 2005]

I'm in school right now. Learning my "e-tutor". I can't carry on revising my e-tutor. It wil make me go CrAzY soon. I done untill Topic 5 - FlipFlop. Nowdays, nothing much happen. Go school as normal everyday. My attendance FULL! Yipe! My department goin to SENTOSA this coming friday. Looking forward to it. Pity to the rest of the deaprtment. We have a supporting "DM" & "Class Advisor". *Muahahaha* Will take lots and lots of pictures okay? This is the time for me to enjoy time with my ITE Friends! Love you all!

She Bitch @ 09:17 a.m.

[Friday, July 22, 2005]

Hariz went to his National Service just now in the afternoon. Good for him. Today, had a great time with my Dear. We are so emontional. Listening to our MP3 and try to be romantic and feel the song. I cry actually when i was listening to "Semua Tentang Kita - Peterpan". I just don't know why i can't control my tears. This going to be our song Dear:

Semua Tentang Kita - (Peterpan)

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Reff : Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa
Teringat disaat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

"I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and hope forever it will stay."

Argh! So touching seh! You know what dear, i thinking of you nearly everyday. We meet each other everday except for weekends. My feelings for you get deeper inside. Each and every day, something that keeps us strong. I love you with my heart, my body and my soul. I remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart and I have poured my entire soul into you right from the very start. Love can't be force. It's like a magic for us. Remember D, next week you must follow me go to SENTOSA! Will take lots and lots of pictures of us okay? MUACKS!

Not to forget, today is MUMMY birthday. Happy 44th Birthday MuMMy! Muacks!

She Bitch @ 08:05 p.m.

[Thursday, July 21, 2005]

Get a GREAT NEWS from my advisor. My whole school 1st year students going to "SENTOSA" next friday. I'm so excited. Thanks to the Student Council for organising this trip.

She Bitch @ 08:44 p.m.

[Sunday, July 17, 2005]
BBQ Pit

OK! Yesterday was my day. I went to East Coast with [my mr.doink, alvin, sharina & azshaari (my primary school-mate)]. We arrived at Bedok around 2 plus but reached at Hariz BBQ Pit around 4 plus. My leg hurts me. We went in and out of the jungle. I just can't stand Sharina and her new boyfriend. FUCK OFF! I don't know this is the number (?) guy. Me & My friends was the first group to arrive there. Hariz told me that Faizal & his friend on the way to the pit. I get excited to see them back. Miss ya! It had been 1 year plus i didn't get to see them back. Its fun hanging around and chatting with them. I keep on laughing non-stop. Here are some pictures:

* [Man, Zal, Riz] *

* [Me & Zal] *

* [Us] *

* [JAIL-Couple] *

Have some problem late at night yesterday. Hariz and Anip wanted to send me home. Hariz wanted to send me by car and Anip wanted to send me home since he bring me there. He waited for me for hours with Alvin becuase he was not invited to that BBQ Pit. My friends try to settle the problems over there. I seriously don't know who i want to follow.

She Bitch @ 05:08 p.m.

[Friday, July 15, 2005]

Back to blogging! Alright people! It had been a long time i never update. Phew! Tomorrow i'm going to Hariz BBQ Pit. Yipe! Finally, i went for a BBQ Pit Party. He's going for his NS next friday on the (22 July 2005). *sob sob* Wish him all the best.

She Bitch @ 03:43 p.m.

[Monday, July 4, 2005]
Broken Heart -

Why you must do to me like this? Why?! You told me you wanted to have a nap but then you went out. My friend saw you in the MRT. You such a lier! I hate you! My heart had broken into pieces. This is not the first time but many times. It's countless to me. You neither message nor call me. I just found out when my friend called me. I tot she just fooling around but it was real. I call him 2 times and he rejected my calls. Are you scare to answer my calls? I guess, he was just playing around with me. That's fine with me! From now onwards, I dont care about you! You want to go out or anywhere, just don't tell me. *I wash my hands of you*

"I wish that when I gave my heart, I could see whether or not they kept it or threw it away! Look at me through my eyes and feel the pain I hide inside. It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had. You made me laugh and you made me cry. And all that I can do is sigh, and wonder why you doing to me like this. You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad..... The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"

D bought for my a small kittens as a surprise gift. It's so cool but my parents won't take any kittens home but i like it. Named the kitten "kecik" and "fifi". Will post some pictures of her.

She Bitch @ 06:18 p.m.

[Saturday, July 2, 2005]

I had problems! Why am i such a problematic girl?! Can you all guys stop giving headache?! Just had a chat with Hanif elder brother. He just gave me some lecture. Thanks bro! He knew everything about me and hanif. I nearly broke up with hanif. I told him that, i want to be free for the time being. I don't want to be like a bird sat in a cage. I just want to rest my mind after 3 years in relationship. I have no freedom. I want to be free and let my mind rest for the time being. PLease! I can't bear to leave him but i must leave him. It's for my goodness sake. Oh Gosh! His brother told me that he has a *****. Cool! A guy has a *****. I don't mind actually. It's good to let your fellings out in there.

She Bitch @ 09:21 p.m.

[Friday, July 1, 2005]

Had 1 hour lesson just now with Mdm Joyce. No point of going to school. I miss me friends terribly. I wanna meet them up! Love my secondary friends specially! I can't wait for this year Hari Raya Celebration to come. Sure there will be lots of fun. Love ya all! Muacks! I miss BOI (Russailee). It had been a long time i haven't meet him. Since 2004. Where's he? You all are friends. Friends for life! My life is so miserable without them. They bring my back to life.

* [[ 4 & Half Years Of Friendship ]] *

* Miss my girlfriends! *

* Miss my guyfriends! *

* Miss them ALL! MUACKS! *

* Where's he? Miss You Boi!

She Bitch @ 10:36 p.m.