I feel lonely right now. D PROMISE TO CALL ME BUT DIDN'T. He's a jerk, he's a lier! I hate you D! I waited for his call for so long until i fell asleep. Check my handphone and had 13 missed call from him and it was at 12.48am. You know what, i waited for your calls for so long and this what you did to me. It's so unfair. Besides calling my handphone, you could also call me sister handphone right but why didn't you do that! What's you brain gone to?! You know, i was heartbroken! I felt so lonely! No one to accompany me! Now, i nearly 2am, i will still be waiting for your call. I will not sleep tonight until you call me. I don't know even when you want to call. I can't get thru you cause you in Malaysia. I didn't know why the FUCKIN HELL in and out from Malaysia. And yeah! You always can go out where ever you like but have you care about my feelings?! Seriously, today i was VERY VERY VERY VERY FUCKIN PISSED OFF BY YOU!. I hate you D! From now on, if you wants to go Malaysia AGAIN, don't call at home! I don't know why am i in tears?! Do you ever think of me while you were out? All you know is to ENJOY! You always have many excuses to tell! You went shopping with your parents or eat dinner or etc. FUCK! Please, stop it! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR NONSENSE! Please, don't make me suffer again. Just go! I don't want to see you this week.

How am i going to sleep?! My heart is broken. I felt so terrible! I not going to sleep untill he call me. Even till afternoon. I can't take it anymore. D, let me suffer alone. You don't have to worry about me. I just feel like giving up. Sine you have two houses, i can't decided where you want to live in either Singapore or Malaysia. Just go on with your whole family at Malaysia. Need not care abput me anymore. Remember, I will always love you but this is too much for me! But i always have to give in to you. Take Care BOI! *i'm in tears*

Love ya,
* Sweet Azizah * (Mi)

MY FUCKIN PISS OFF DAY

She Bitch @ 01:54 a.m.

[Monday, August 22, 2005]

Chatted with Mashita, Deen, Hidayah, Zaidi and last but not least, ERDIANTI. OH! I MISS HER!!! <3 ya! Actually, i suppose to go my Class Challet at Changi but it was to expensive. The Powerpuff Girls will go shopping next week. Yupi! I hope D will not come along with us. It's Girl's Day Out but we don't mind if he wants to tag along. Today, i contact and chat many of my secondary school friends. We are just like one big happy family which can click along with each other. Oh God! I miss them so much. Chatted with Boi right now. I wanna meet them. We planing to meet up at East Coast and chill out since i'm going to BBQ Pit, why not i meet my secondary school friends up also.

She Bitch @ 06:13 p.m.

[Tuesday, August 16, 2005]

I felt sorry for dear. He had been chased out from his parents for *_____________* but that was last time about 4 months ago. Now, when he was with me, he never do all this stupid thing. *Pity you dear* Luckily, Aken & Pendek accompany him last night for a short while. Thanks Guys! Alhamdulilah, he's is okay for now. I be there beside you whenever you need me. You are Hero dear. You inside you and be strong. This song specially for you Dear. *Mwahx!*

.: For Tudung's Peeps, read here :.
Lately, i just HATE MINAH TUDUNG very much! I do hate peeps who try to reveal that she's trying to change for the better or better still, by wearing a tudung to attract a guy's attention to show that she is holy or whatsoever shit she think she is. Nowadays, in this modern society, people who do wear a tudung; are just a bunch of fashion activists with no relation of praying 5 times per day. For those minah tudung's who likes to wear tight outfits, visible G-string,t ight jeans,shallow neckline tops or whatever, i don't know what else to say. Very common nowadays and very misleading. Can you imagine what the public would be talking about our religion? I saw some minah tudung holding hands n hugging in public. Gosh! What an shame for us muslims. The least they could do is take off that tudung before doing such stuff giving muslims such a bad name.

She Bitch @ 08:03 p.m.

[Thursday, August 11, 2005]

Just came back from school. Had my CAD Pharse Test just now. It's quite simple actually. I can do it. Later at 12pm, i'm going for my Digital Electronics Pharse Test. I'm going mad soon with this all test. Wish my luck ya! they take 70% for all my pharse test and 30% for my examination. I had many activies going on during this month.

.: Events :.
1. Heritage Event @ ??? Somewhere ??? (Saturday, August 13, 2005) - Organised by the School
2. Class Chalet KE0501D @ Coasta Sands - Organised by my favourite DM
3. Secondary School BBQ Pit @ East Coast Park- Organised by Joyce & Zaidi
4. Hanif Secondary School BBQ Pit @ East Coast Park - Organised by His Friends
5. Volunteer Work @ Chinese Garden (Thursday, 1 September, 2005) - Organised by the School

Headache! I need PANADOL!!! Many events, test, assignment and more are coming. I'm going to study for my Digital Electronics.

She Bitch @ 09:41 a.m.

[Wednesday, August 10, 2005]
Fireworks!!!

I went out with my D yesterday. We went to catch a movie at Orchard Cathay. Watch "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". It's fun ya! Inthe evening, went ot esplande with my D. Bump into lotsa of my friends. My primary-school friends, blog-mates, friendster-mates and more. I saw Fyza (blog-mate) just few distance away but it was too crowded and HOT!!! Stupid singaporeans are so KIASU to watch the fireworks. It's like thousands of people going there and i saw different types of culture. For POLY's & ITE's, we have to get back to school the next day. It's not fair right?

She Bitch @ 07:25 p.m.

[Tuesday, August 9, 2005]

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

She Bitch @ 10:16 a.m.

[Tuesday, August 2, 2005]
Warning Letter from SCHOOL!

You know what people, i was so frustrated with my class advisor LEE KUN LONG of the ITE WEST BUKIT BATOK. He sent me warning letter. I was absent for only 3 - 4 days which i really2 sick and didn't went to the doctor.

Dear Mr/Mrs/Miss

ABSENCE FROM CLASS -

1. I wish to inform you that the attendance of your child Noorazizah Bte Md Noor from 20-06-05 to 22-07-05 is below 95%.

2. Please remind your child that regular attendance is necessary in order to be able to take and pass the semester exams. ITE requires its full-time students to have at least 95% attendance before thay can take the exams.

3. If your child is absent on medical grounds, pleasesubmit a medical ceftificate. Otherwise, an acceptable written reason for the absence has to be submitted.

4. If you need further clarification, please contact either me on tel: 68963744, or my Section Head, Mr Chan Kok Choy on tel : 68963727.

Yours Sincerely
Lee Kun Long
Name of Class Advisor (KE0501D)
Dept: Electronics
ITE College West (Bukit Batok)

I could remember that i was only absent for 3 - 4 days. That time was really2 sick and had flu & cold. I rather go to the privte clinic than POLYCLINIC. What if i fainted while i'm queuing up? Stupid Class Advisor! And What if i didn't get medical ceftificate? Waste my time. [ Nak queue jumpe doctor, kene tunggu. Nak ambek MC, kene tunggu. Nak ambek ubat kene tunggu ] All i know was, that day i was really sick and couldn't afford to go private clinic.

And on more thing. I'm sure my chinese friends didn't get the warning letter but they absent and skipped class more than me. This is really unfair. Why must all chinese? That Stupid Mr Lee would us my malay friends and ME to produce MC if we were absent or skipped classes but he didn't asked my chinese friends. This is so unfair of us.

She Bitch @ 08:05 p.m.

[Monday, August 1, 2005]
Sentosa & Chill out!

This entry actually for the 1 august. Lets recall what happen on friday. I was so damn excited to go sentosa ealry in the morning wih my friends. the journey took 2 hours to reach there. How horrible! I changed to my shorts n shirt. Our first activity was Amazing Race. Kinda stupid! First clue, we must go to Palawan Beach and find the next clue in the bottle. Stupid and tiring game! Then at noon had our lunch. Had fired rice, fish cake and chicken wings. the taste is very awful! YUckS! I wonder who cooked that food. I tired to take some pictures but its so sunny and the picture goes all BLaNk! Freddy and Me were like a popstar. All my friends were taking our photo only. Its about like 10 times. *Click, click, click* Had beachball and so on. Its quite fun actually. I enjoyed myself. After the event, i chill out with my boyfriend, Aken & pendek for a while. Here are some pictures of the POSERS!

*Sentosa*

*The 3 PERASAN Boys!*

*Poser*

*My Dear & Me*

*Aken, Pendek, Hanif*

She Bitch @ 03:36 p.m.