[Monday, April 24, 2006]

i miss him.
Song by: The Moffats - Miss You Like Crazy

Ayang & me LOVE this song.
Song by: Bumi Putra Rockers - Dari Sinar Mata

Signing Out @ 01:37 p.m.

[Sunday, April 23, 2006]

Ayang cool my anger down yesterday. Thanks to him. I appericate. You gave me hope everday. Love you! Shall forget about that incident. My anger will be up if i re-call back. Let's rest the matter.

You guys must be wondering what am i talking about. What is all this crap? What's going on? (forget about it) *giggles* Nah...

Since this is my blog, i shall post is my thoughts, opinions, rantings and no one shall have the right to tell me what I should put here. If this site is not within your liking in any way there is, you can choose to leave by clicking the 'X' at the corner of the window but Ayang didn't want me to post the matter in MY blog to prevent more kecohness, fights & misunderstanding if SOME SPY OR RELATED to this matter read it.

So yesterday, went out with Ayang took my bursary. Met Ellice & Yong Sheng. Took my bursary on the spot. I deposit it straight away. I wanna go SHOPPING! I change my schedule again. I cancel out BBQ Pit @ Pasir Ris Park. Since i won't be going for the BBQ Pit, i shall go shopping on that day. Do you think so? Yeah! Don't ask why i cancel it out my bbq pit, okay?!

My life will be MUCH MUCH MUCH happier if i spent most of the time with my love one.

My Latest Schedule Saturday(22) - Take bursary @ Bukit Batok CC Wednesday(26) - Go Shopping [maybe Suntec City & Toa Payoh] Thursday(27) - Secondary School BBQ Pit @ Paris Ris Park Thursday(27) - Go Shopping AGAIN! [maybe Harbourfont & Queensway]

I don't know where i suppose to go. *sigh* I wish to go Flea Market but it opens every Saturday or Sunday.

1 more week of school holiday *ARGH!!!* I hate it. I wish it could expand abit longer. I hate it! All advisor make me SICK! Hate them!

This song Relaku Pujuk reminds me of our first met and olden times together. I wish i could go back to the past and spent our sweet times together. He encourage & support me in everything i do. Gave me hope everyday. Shower me with his full love. Missing him badly.

[Edit] Latest news. I was shocked that most of my friends (e.g Erdianti, Sharina, Rosziana) will not be going too. YEAH! * Berape orang aje seh pegi * Maybe around 6 people only???
I've update some smilies in my tagboard. I found it cute. [/Edit]

Signing Out @ 10:51 a.m.

[Friday, April 21, 2006]

I have to cancel my day out. I'm meeting my friends up "Zaidi & Mashita" to lepak. Erm... actually not lepak. To plan out about next week thursday BBQ Pit. Kalau nak tunggu Ain dgn Wandy, berzaman lah... Always Zaidi & Me do the calling up, planner, budget and everything. Example, gathering of our friends, bbq, chalet, raya time & etc...

Meeting them around 2pm because didi have to go for Friday Prayers & Mashita have to go for her Archery training while me slack at home.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, FADILLAH!

Signing Out @ 12:00 p.m.

[Wednesday, April 19, 2006]

I'm going to take my bursary this saturday!!! Yeah!!! So in love with it. Finally, have some cash now with me. I been wanting to eat Fish & Co. & Aunt Anne's with Ayang. Guess, i'm going to drag him along.

My New Schedule Friday(21) - Swimming [Insyallah] Saturday(22) - Take bursary @ Bukit Batok CC Wednesday(26) - Go Shopping [colour & cut my hair, buy new stuff] Thursday(27) - Secondary School BBQ Pit @ Paris Ris Park

Can't wait to go shopping but where can i shop? Not at town again. Sick and tired of it. Maybe.... Hmmm... How about Suntec City. Fish & Co, Aunt Anne's all there.

Been craving for Cinnamon Sugar Pretzel with Caramel Dips since last year. * I'm gonna get you soon!!! * Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait!

Shopping Target » Colour & Cut Hair » Flip-Flop & Snickers » Fish & Co. » Auntie Anne's » Blusher & Sliky Girl Lip Gloss » Tops » Maybe jeans, shorts » Maybe some accessories

Okay, here's lastest info about BBQ Pit.

BBQ Pit latest info Per Head = $10 reduce to $5 [even you bring partner] Date = 27/04/2006 Time = Afternoon Venue = Paris Ris Park

At least better. Not day-light robbery. For more info, please call our hotline @ 1-800-IFAH... *giggles*

I'm sad to hear that one of my ex-secondary schoolmate kene masok dlm lah... ape lagik kan... 3 years inside. He's just wasting his time inside there. Hope you learn your lesson for rioting. This year raya, no fun without him. He's always the funny kind.

Last but not least. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, ASRI!

Signing Out @ 12:58 p.m.

[Saturday, April 15, 2006]

Mashita, keep me update about the info alright? $10 Per head for only BBQ pit. Hmmm.. It's like day-light robbery. It's only a pit. I understand if it's a you all booked a 1-room chalet with a pit.

But this like, HELLO! we are just having a BBQ Pit and more, it's neither public holiday nor school holiday. They should charge it normal rate. I know my friends very well. Especially secondary school friends. We had been more than 5 years together.

If too little people, why don't we have fun. Example, go Sentosa and have fun, play Pool or Bowling, KBox or something... I shall post it since it's the latest info...

Secondary BBQ PIT Per Head = $10 [even you bring partner] Date = 27/04/2006 Time = ?? No Idea ?? Venue = Paris Ris

Maybe, Ayang and me will not be going. Even if i go, my PowerPuff Girls [PPG] will not be coming too. Too bad if many people not going. Most of them working. So, I don't know how many people will attend.

Signing Out @ 12:35 p.m.

[Wednesday, April 12, 2006]

It seems my parents has successfully approved us on our relationship.

No worries for us anymore. This relationship means alot to us. Yes, we have our ups and downs. From the day I met him I know we've be together.

Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses. This is what it meant by part and parcels of love. It's fate brought us together and he's all mine.

I still remember how we first met.

* Deep in my heart I would like you to know that I'll hold on to what I promise you. You will always be my Baby, always. Sometimes, some things we got to leave to the fate. God only know what is the best for us. Thanks for being by my side when i need you. I can still remember the time you cried for me. I was in silent as I was shocked to see you in tears. I can still remember the time we both cried together. Put all the heartbreak and heartache aside. Put all the tears and pains behind. Never even care about what others say. Cos we know we have our own ways. Do you remember how we get together? Is was all so sweet and arrange by God. I was sent by Him to be with you. I promise, that I'll be good.*

I'm bored at home. Slack all day long. Getting fatter day by day. Bored to maximum.

Signing Out @ 02:42 p.m.

[Monday, April 10, 2006]

I shall write in Malay this entry. You can see how bad is my Malay.

Firstly, (erm.. firstly tu ape in malay? Lupe lah..) Me sudah ade my helmet. (ape aku ckp nie...?!!) YUPI! Terima kasih, dear. Alhamduilah, Ayang punye partical sume lulus. Mase skrg, dier kene ambek PDL utk.... utk... lah tak tau lah mcm mane nak ckp. My malay SUCKS! Jangan bace lagik!

Firstly, Ayang already bought my Nova Hemlet. Thanks, dear. Alhamduilah, he's now proceeding but before proceeding to his 6.01, he must take his Riding Theory Evalution. He's a bit weak to study. Hope he will pull up his smelly socks. He need to relax and focus more to it.

Here's my tomorrow schedule: [x] clean up my messy cupboard

* Sorry if my Malay so hancur. To be honest, i don't know to to write/speak proper Malay. =D

Signing Out @ 08:07 p.m.

[Saturday, April 8, 2006]

School holiday has started!! yeah!!! 3 weeks!!

Actually, I kinda find this blog as my own personal blog. I shall post is my thoughts, opinions, rantings shall post is my thoughts, opinions, rantings or whatever i like. What would i like to do for my April Holiday is to

[x] jogging with Ayang
[x] buy my Nova helmet
[x] watch "Take The Lead"
[x] hair cut, colour + treatment'
[x] go shopping

My friend just got married! OMG! She's just 17 years old. We used to call her "Spongebob Square Face" in secondary school times. Her face is really square.

Congratulations! Hope she have a wonderful life with her husband. God bless you!

Signing Out @ 09:44 p.m.

[Thursday, April 6, 2006]

I'm having my "C Programming Test" in an hour time. None of my classmate tell me today got test. Lucky Lee ask Begum to tell me. I hate "C Programming" Lecturer. Her face make me pissed off. I didn't attend her lesson about 3 weeks already. just can't see her ugly, action, fat, stupid, & pathetic face. YUCKS! *vomit blood* As for today, i have no choice but have to go.
=( She's a kinda very racist teacher. I don't even know her name. Hate her!

Signing Out @ 10:40 a.m.

[Saturday, April 1, 2006]

I already made up my decision whether to choose GPR or NOVA. I want NOVA and i want it to be Hot Pink & Black colour. Unfortunately, it only have plain black or plain white. HKL Team Racing is selling for $30!!! It's very reasonable price. Brand new! Only for a month!

I love techno! Techno all the way!

Signing Out @ 02:54 p.m.

[Friday, March 31, 2006]

Could i be a model anyone? *giggles* No way! I'm BONCIT okay. Someone wants to recommend me but it's not the time yet. I'm still school. Maybe next year after i graduate. I don't wish to continue more further studies.

Firstly, i choose the wrong choice of course. An Electronics/Electrical Girl. What can i do in future? Be a electrical girl? Gosh! Few companies will hire electrical girl. For now, I'm not interested in STABLE jobs. If i continue my studies until i get DIPLOMA, what will i be in future? I don't want that job as my career.

Signing Out @ 10:40 a.m.

[Thursday, March 30, 2006]

Because Of You

Because of you. My world is now whole. Love lives in my soul. I have laughter in my eyes. You are my pillar my stone of strength. With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure. Boundless through space and time. It grows stronger everyday. With the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do'. For I have it all now and it's all because of you.

Signing Out @ 10:25 p.m.

[Monday, March 27, 2006]

Finally, i have Gmail Account *lolx* Thanks to Sitiiii for the invitation.

I've been craving for Chicken Rice @ Rex since last few weeks. Ayang agree to bring me there. Yeah! I'm really getting more fatter. How should i reduce my weight? I start eating when í felt BORED. Hmmmm... It doesn't matter of my size. As long as someone is very faithful to me. =)

Next week will be last week of school. 8 April 2006 - 2 May 2006. *yeah!* What am i suppose to do during school holidays?

Signing Out @ 10:28 p.m.

[Saturday, March 25, 2006]

Change my layout for April. Yeah! Pink & Purple. Love this layout. Did you guys love it? This layout is from April 2006 - June 2006. I will change it every 3 months.

Actually, i took the pictures from America's Next Top Model 6. Kinda pretty right?

When will i be getting my bursary? *sigh*

I've been wanting iPod Nano (1GB - white) which costs about erm... $268.00. It's must be crazy for me. Yus said it looks like a BISCUIT! How you could! But it's cute ok. "Yus, i want iPod Nano for my bithday present! Oh just kidding. You don't even have that kind of money." *Dedek, you can just dream on having that iPod Nano* *sob sob* Is there any other any other way that i can have my iPod Nano? *thinking*

Signing Out @ 11:31 p.m.