"So kiss me and smile for me, tell me that you'll wait for me. Hold me like you'll never let me go..." --Leaving on a Jet Plane by Chantal Kreviazuk
This past weekend I was up in North Bay, visiting. It was such a long trip going up there. But in the end I would day that it was well worth it. Although distance, and time stands between us, Sarah and I are still the best of friends we were before when we lived in the same city. And that totally makes me happy that I still have that connection with her. I loved spending the weekend with her and was happy that she took the whole weekend off for me. It made me feel special, what a geek I am. I also got to see my close guy friend James. We had a good night, talkin' non-stop. I'm happy that's he's stuck around unlike others in North Bay who I was close with. He and I have solid friendship and it makes me smile all the time. That's about all I miss in North Bay. Which is sad, but the friends you knew when you were young, aren't always your friends when you grow old. I thought it was possible but it's clearly not. Which is sad, but that's how life works. You move on from it.
After my weekend in the Bay, I'm kinda torn on what on what to happen my life relationship wise. And it's kinda frustrating, but some of Sarah's comments mad me re-think things. People bring some much to the table, it's almost like you have eenie meanie miney moe it..and I don't want to have to chose who I like that way and nor will I. I just wish I had reassurance...
"All that you see is me, and all I truly believe.That I was born to try, I've learned to love. Be understanding, and believe in life. But you gotta make choices, be wrong or right. Sometimes you gotta sacrifice the things you like..." --Born to Try by Delta Goodrem
Tuesday, June 22, 2004