David Bowie is my God

the heart is deceitful above all things
ok so i haven't written in a while. hmmm...so anyway...tomorrow i'm going on choir tour to las vegas until saturday, and that should be quite interesting. But it's going to be so hard to be away from rickay for that long. i have so much work to get done before today ends though. i have a psychology report due friday, but since i'm not going to be at school on friday, i have to get it done tonight. i also have to finish up all of my make up work from ap biology for the same reason. then, i have tests in psychology, english, and ap biology that i'm missing on friday, so i have to make those up sometime before then because it's the end of the quarter on friday. so talk aout stress...i'm going to explode...of course i did it to myself, but that doesn't mean i don't have the right to explode. my easter was ok. i got a platypus that i now use as a pillow, and later that night i got all depressed. it was all just not very fun. but now i'm feeling a lot better about life, and although i'm going to miss rickay, i can't wait til saturday to see him again :) well...that's all for now...good night!! *hugs and kisses*

suddenly seymour
i found out that i had mono for a while there. i find that utterly entertaining considering i was still stared at for being too energetic for so long whilst i had it. i so hope that i didn't give it to rickay cos that would really suck, but he says that he doesn't care. i'm so sure. ha! anyway, things are looking better, and i hope that they keep going that way. backwards is going to rock cos i have my ugly pink dress and my converse just can't wait. all i have to do is find that pink tie :) hehehe!!! ok...so time to sleep...good night lovely! *hugs and kisses*

Garbage?
hello...so yes...i have stayed home again today for the millionth time in a month. my god...anyway...i've found out that i have a sinus infection, which isn't so bad considering i get them a lot with my cleft palate and all. i got blood drawn too just in case...i hate needles poking into my body. ricky is absolutely wonderful, but i haven't been able to see him as much as usual...and you know how that can be. i also won't be able to see him this weekend because i'm going to las vegas with my family. i'm going to miss him so much. our three monthaversary is on monday though...so that will be exciting. anyway...i'm going to go to sleep now because i'm not feeling to well...*kisses*

what fool put a carpet on the wall?
can you believe that ricky came and visited me again today? yay...anyway...that made my day so much better, but i failed both my ap biology test and precalculus test. i'm pretty sure that i got a zero out of fifty on the precal one cos i didn't know anything! and by that i mean anything! no...we're not talking asian failing...we're talking failing failing. well...ricky stayed until 9 tonight...we played video games all night :)have you ever noticed that disney movies put so much emphasis on love at first sight and the way a person looks. that slightly depresses me...but yeah...bleh!

baddum bum
ok...so today was awesome because ricky came and visited me at school since he didn't have school today. then we went out to higleys as usual and played n64 for the rest of the time. i kicked his arse i might add. anyway...last night was the happiest night of my life. ricky and i just laid there with eachother for like an hour and a half. it was so nice. no we were not naked! we were just enjoying eachothers company. ok...so now is garbage time...soundtrack of today is version 2.0! *kisses*

i showered with the penguin...i admit it...
well...i just got home and decided to make one of these to see what all the fuss was about. i did have another one, but i, of course, didn't fill it out enough. anyway...today was the last day of final (yay!), and i had ta and choir...so nothing really happened. when i got home from goldsteins with my friends, ricky came over. we did stuff...watched labyrinth (the greatest movie ever!!!)...i had my guitar lesson...and then we went to annelise's house to watch rat race. yes! fabulous! so i'm personally really happy with where my life is right now. i have amazing friends and the greatest boyfriend in the whole entire world. finals are over. we have a three day weekend. oh! the only thing that really bugs me is the fact that i hate both of the teams that are in the super bowl this year. what happened to my cowboys, my 49ers, and my packers? they sucked this year my god! i suppose i shall have to boycott the super bowl this year...hahaha! ok...well...methinks that this is quite fun and entertaining. i might actually have to keep this up even if nobody else reads this. i must thank danyell for telling me aboot (canadian yes) this website...*hugs and kisses*...love you all!!!