wellllll crap load of things happened since the last entry so okay i'll attempt a brief summary.

1. parents are kinda mad at me for my disappearing act and like i totally tried to make up for it but ohwellssss i guess its not much use. grawp hate it ):

2. met up with lei, mel & xiao after work on friday (: twas a happy affair really. its been awhile since we last hung out and yea love these spontaneous things lets do this more often ((:

3. met up with my grumpy friend, lets call him G (for grumpy). HAHAS i hope/think youre reading this helloooo grumpy fellow ! twas nice meeting up very much definitely we have to do this more often. and i have to emphasize, holding on to your mobile phone will not make it ring any sooner okayyyy :D and please stop sticking your head outta the car when you park okay!

4. met up with some of the staje people :D hrmm okay i totally knocked out after lunch with G. i was pretty darn ill and hadta pop like pills to get some rest. hahs totally reached the bbq place at like 1140pm yikesss. but it was still worth it la, kinda fun :D nice to see the other staje people (fish, daph & long-ge!). but i think justin and i had like the rotten-est luck. hahs the EZ-link machine of the darn bus broke down, hence we all had to get off ._. how lame righttt! ended up taking so long reach, although we did have a good chat HAHS :D

thats pretty much about it i suppose. oh yea and the periods of unbearable silences ive had with a certain somebody plus the whole stupid situation is just rawrrr nasty.

"merry christmas.

8/9 for bbcian sleepover. twas a mighty grand time. i miss the times when we could do this more frequently, rather than what seems now to be an annual affair. i wish we could be doing this forever. just friends, just bumming around. just talking, just being there for each other.
the human dynamics all seem so simple. u noe that everyone laughs with you. ok..sometimes at you but they don't really mean it :P

and then we all grew up."


-lei's blog.

:'(
i love you all very very much. and yes, i wish time stood still and we all hung out like we used to

disappearing acts are totally my favourite things.

send me some nice songs, please.


many photos, but another time please. merry christmas ! :)
and, im happy. joyce is back at long last. so much love for my dearest bbcians i swear.

zouk on thursday was fun. HAHAS someone got wasted, someone got drunk, someone had a lipstick-stained shirt, someone lost some buttons and ohwells. but it ended so early yikesssss hahs we totally have to go again aye, all my someones :D

okayyyy gotta do work now yikes so loserish yes i know grawp

some pictures (: hahs yes havent uploaded any in a loooong while!


the prettiest roses ive ever seen ! (:



shopping hahs!



lovelove :D



my loooovely birthday present BEAMS-



my only bday cake this year hahsss



BBCIANS ((: hahs at the korean restaurant that was waaaay too authentic



WONGWONG LOVESSSSSSS !



hahsss :D


please click to enlarge !

wellll pardon the dark blurry images. we tried our best with our camera phones in the lack of light. hahs twas funFUN (:

yikes but im so broke grumps. i need a rich boyfriend like now (hello suann i hope your prophesy materialises aye love!)

more happiness & fun coming up soooon ((: and yes please date me cus i wanna play! -grins.

thanks everyone for the greetings. (: love

i love you wongwong for the lovely gift (the pictures NOT the freaking karmasutra). hahhas yes, that girl is crazy. much love to the bbcians (: and yay tht i met 2305 people: chee kianlin & roy :D you guys are very much missed!

go away from my window
leave at your own chosen speed
im not the one you want, babe
im not the one you need
you say youre lookin' for someone
who's never weak but always strong
to protect you and defend you
whether you are right or wrong
someone to open each and every door

but it aint me babe
no, no, no, it aint me babe
it aint me youre lookin' for, babe


listening to this song makes me so sad.

i have been doing some thinking lately. glad that there's this time for retrospection.

just realised im so tired of people walking in & out of my life. things are so transient and moments fleeting everything doesnt make sense. hrmm yep, guess i sorta decided to move on cus this phase is just so yester-year.

irony yesyes. hahs oh, private joke too.

ohwells, dont bother guessing if i havent told you. cus this really isnt what you think it is.

--

anyways ive thought of what i really want for a gift. hahs a yummy mixed tape would be absolutely fantabulous really. ohwellsss i ought to just sponge off nettos cus our tastes are totally in tune aye.

alrightssss im off. love & peace everyone

add your light to mine, baby.
together we could shine
(:


ohwells.

its the holidays (at long last!) and im just glad there's a little more breathing space. yes still busy as ever but little happy moments peek out occasionally that puts the grin back on the face

hope that made sense. anyways im waiting for the dear friends to be home: joyce (!!) vonn huisey & nettos. yikes okay shouldnt leave out philip hahahas. much misses everyone ):

hrmmmmm hahs things are so happy but strange all at the same time. i could go on like this, even just for a little while.

okay im so sleepy yikes time for a nap hahhas gosh this entry is so random and senseless but whats new really.

the exams ended with one helluva crazy series of unfortunate happenings. hahs besides nice cab drivers, it really was quite a flop!

lets see, the only paper i felt i did well was OM and the rest were beyond hopeless. really hahassss i mean it! like not doing 50% of the fna paper and like falling asleep while writing. okayyy only have myself to blame yikes

im soooo glad this is over but i dont want them to go to cambodia ): we havent even hung out and everyone's gone!

yikes and this is NOT good all my songs are getting cut off halfway like for some weird reason. BRINJAL, if youre reading this pretty pls send me number 111 & 112 of the indie/rock september playlist! ): oh and everyth else thats nice hahs

ALRIGHTYYYY! going out now wooooots :D hahs please date me; feel a taste of much-anticipated freedom! -laughs.

peace

i swear studying is bad for health. i just got serious and started when and i catch this pain-in-the-ass of a cold ._. UGH this sucks.

like what if i die before i take my exams YIKES all the hours spent on webcast marathons will go to waste.

grumps ):