last entry before archiving.

its raining now and no surprises how much i hate it. ): not just the rain i guess, but the many things that seem to be out of our control.

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cus im feeling like
i might need to be near you
and i feel alright, so please
dont get me rescued

i remember listening to this postzouk, literally drowning in the repercussions of the music & booze. sigh im unusually needy today and its worse knowing its a bad time to be like that. (hahs whens a good time in the first place?) i think its the rain.

filled out the forms for SEP just now, sigh. was really really heartbroken hate it why are things so difficult? :'C if only there was another way out. if only we knew..

D & i both concluded how much we hate acc sigh this is not our lives !! :C depressing issues aikes ohwells.

sewed a new dress yesterday! :D :D hahs but im still quite noobish and the dress is full of flaws aikes. this is just terrible hehe cant wait to sew my skirt though ! :D

life is so mundane now, school gets so boring and dreary. but im thankful for that one bright spark <3 im sorry i cnt write lyrical lines but im trying ! (maybe ive gotta be emo :|) hahahas pls dont love me any less yikes.

cant wait for midterms to be over! (:

yikesssss h8 school ):

i never realised the honeydrips were so detrimental for the soul ! or maybe it was the song, but gaspppp ): hahahs when i played the zutons i realised the difference omg and im not a zutons fan to begin with.

im quite eggcited about tomorrow hehe omgoshhh gelare/chippy/browniefactoryyyy/surprise HELLOOO happiness! (: oops and most importantly, friends too!

i really want to go shopping, screams material girl ):

transition

failed surprisessss ): yikes no suspense (!!)

but happydaze nonetheless, space! :)

nahh, maybe not; i think the passenger seat's fine afterall.

WL <3333 DH
hehehhehee happy midautumn ((: thankyouuuu












hideousness yikes !

maybe its time to stroll along the sidewalks again

what do you do when the music stops ?

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&& for the game we played,
about who can cry first ?
i think i won.
yet i dont feel happy about that at all.

time is passing too quickly.

and its glorious just to laugh like us
and the world will turn, it'll never stop
cus ive nothing to hide
and we've got nothing lose, oh yeah

and its glorious, yeah its all i see
on a day like this you know its meant to be
now ive got nothing to find
and ive got nothing to lose, but you
and its glorious

maybe i dont have answers
turning back to retrieve something i left behind, i see someone searching the racks for pretty scarfs. indeed, i left something important behind.

maybe it doesnt matter anymore
:))

deceit@hotmail.com says:
mmmmm
deceit@hotmail.com says:
yikes
leilei says:
hope u find ur ans soon
leilei says:
:))


i hope so toosy.



ps/ special shoutout from missyayness to you as well, love. because friends just know (: