Thursday, September 30, 2004 ×
i think ive had a great deal of fun in the past two days, that i havent experienced in a LONG while! :)
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yesterday
met up with xiu & headed down to sunglade. hahas, im PROUD to say, i cleaned the floor!! and might i add, without the aid of a mop. -beams. dinah & xin joined us after awhile. and xin was so silly la. this house got aircon, should be her house la. -faints. and she put her foot at someone else's door to feel the aircon ._. hahas seriously, xiu's neighbours can have aircon too y'know ..
after we settled down & cleaned up a little bit more, we headed for dindin! :D hahas, went to the 24hr prata place at somewhere near qing's place. sat there & talked for awhile until 9+
bus-ed back down to serangoon central's supermart to get something to munch. my goodness, all the shops closed so early la, and it was drizzling :( bought some breakfast for tomm before walking back to sunglade.
after taking turns to bathe, we blasted the music, sat down on the bed to read magazines & slack. and dinah managed to call in during carrie chong's show! lol and after we hung up the phone, we all frantically called our class people to listen in. hahas darn lame la. we burst out laughing non-stop when it was played, then there was the frenzy of calls for did you hear & did you call in. damn funny la, we all went into separate rooms to talk & etc etc.
ok, we took photos tooo :D it was dammit funny la, wot with all our super weird poses & spastic actions. trying ta upload it to imagestation now but its taking so long :(
yepp, continued ta read magazines after that, while trying to call into other radio stations .. haha, cant blame us cus there was no tv nor internet! i think at around 1+, carrie answered dinah's call again. but she didnt put us on air this time la. we switched off the lights intending to go to bed alr, when xiu said she got through to 93.30FM. we all jumped outta beds in excitement la. we were only intending to dedicate songs, but ended up winning 2 tickets to some concert. haha like omg right? it was super crap la, cus we didnt know the answer to the question the bloody dj asked, then we passed the phone around making wild guesses. and finally, xin got the right one! haha. but yes, the dj was a bloody bitch la. total pissoff. UGH
we couldnt get to bed after that anymore, so stayed up until 2+ sitting on the bed reading more magazines & gossiping. heh. went to bed in the end, cus we have school the next day la.
today
and voila, we woke at 5am in the morning la. dinah & xiu even worse, they were up since 4+? and xin, she slept so soundly while we were all complaining about how we didnt sleep well ..
dinah cooked breakfast for us, maggi mee+campbell soup! after breakfast, we cleaned up the mess we made & headed for school while xin ponned school ..
haha, then dinah got through to p10 morning madness la! that lucky girl. was at the bus stop getting all excited. and she went like and i want to dedicate to xin who just left us. lol she made it sound as if xin was dead or something la, but ofcourse it was clarified la.
reached school damn early la, strolled in slowly. mmms school was a drag la. slept through the JC talks cus it was so boring :| and i really am getting disdainful of the green skirts. ohwells.
went to watch White Chicks with vonn after school! its friggin lame la, but some parts was quite sweet. :) had a good laugh aniw. i quote, this is not just a purse, its PRADA. see wot i mean?
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mmms, yepp thats basically my days. gonna be sleeping early tonight la. i am so totally SHAGGED :| heh, and there's singapore idol tonight! :D wheee.
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yesterday
met up with xiu & headed down to sunglade. hahas, im PROUD to say, i cleaned the floor!! and might i add, without the aid of a mop. -beams. dinah & xin joined us after awhile. and xin was so silly la. this house got aircon, should be her house la. -faints. and she put her foot at someone else's door to feel the aircon ._. hahas seriously, xiu's neighbours can have aircon too y'know ..
after we settled down & cleaned up a little bit more, we headed for dindin! :D hahas, went to the 24hr prata place at somewhere near qing's place. sat there & talked for awhile until 9+
bus-ed back down to serangoon central's supermart to get something to munch. my goodness, all the shops closed so early la, and it was drizzling :( bought some breakfast for tomm before walking back to sunglade.
after taking turns to bathe, we blasted the music, sat down on the bed to read magazines & slack. and dinah managed to call in during carrie chong's show! lol and after we hung up the phone, we all frantically called our class people to listen in. hahas darn lame la. we burst out laughing non-stop when it was played, then there was the frenzy of calls for did you hear & did you call in. damn funny la, we all went into separate rooms to talk & etc etc.
ok, we took photos tooo :D it was dammit funny la, wot with all our super weird poses & spastic actions. trying ta upload it to imagestation now but its taking so long :(
yepp, continued ta read magazines after that, while trying to call into other radio stations .. haha, cant blame us cus there was no tv nor internet! i think at around 1+, carrie answered dinah's call again. but she didnt put us on air this time la. we switched off the lights intending to go to bed alr, when xiu said she got through to 93.30FM. we all jumped outta beds in excitement la. we were only intending to dedicate songs, but ended up winning 2 tickets to some concert. haha like omg right? it was super crap la, cus we didnt know the answer to the question the bloody dj asked, then we passed the phone around making wild guesses. and finally, xin got the right one! haha. but yes, the dj was a bloody bitch la. total pissoff. UGH
we couldnt get to bed after that anymore, so stayed up until 2+ sitting on the bed reading more magazines & gossiping. heh. went to bed in the end, cus we have school the next day la.
today
and voila, we woke at 5am in the morning la. dinah & xiu even worse, they were up since 4+? and xin, she slept so soundly while we were all complaining about how we didnt sleep well ..
dinah cooked breakfast for us, maggi mee+campbell soup! after breakfast, we cleaned up the mess we made & headed for school while xin ponned school ..
haha, then dinah got through to p10 morning madness la! that lucky girl. was at the bus stop getting all excited. and she went like and i want to dedicate to xin who just left us. lol she made it sound as if xin was dead or something la, but ofcourse it was clarified la.
reached school damn early la, strolled in slowly. mmms school was a drag la. slept through the JC talks cus it was so boring :| and i really am getting disdainful of the green skirts. ohwells.
went to watch White Chicks with vonn after school! its friggin lame la, but some parts was quite sweet. :) had a good laugh aniw. i quote, this is not just a purse, its PRADA. see wot i mean?
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mmms, yepp thats basically my days. gonna be sleeping early tonight la. i am so totally SHAGGED :| heh, and there's singapore idol tonight! :D wheee.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004 ×
mmmm, waiting for xiu's call now. hell bored+restless la. shall update on yesterday, since ive so much time at hand! :D
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yesterday
END OF THE PRELIMS! :D hahas ok trust me i wasnt actually that ecstatic when i finished my higher chinese paper II yesterday. and no, im not crazy, nor a study freak. hahas i guess my liberation came bit by bit after every paper. so after the entire prelims were over, most of us were just like yeah ok kinda thing.
aniw, cus xiu had killer cramps, the stayover at her place was postponed. i went home to change & then came out to meet the bbcians. after aimless shopping, we went ta fish&co for dindin! :D hahas. didnt eat my seafood platter (sadly) though. i thought calamari would be really painful to bite, and (sadly again) it was not. -sigh. almost kicked myself when my i realised that, after my dory fish arrived :(
after dindin, we walked around, tried on some stuff. and i must say the entire shopping trip was fruitless :( after having feet that hurt like hell, my only purchase is a hairband. -growls.
mmmm at around 9 i went to meet dinah & xin. haha was standing outside wisma looking at the moon la. ooh and we went to listen to the band sing at the open air bar restaurant thingamajig. they sang really well la! but they decided to take a break after ONE song ._.
we then went to paragon rooftop to shang yue! and Very unfortunately, the moon seemed to be disappearing. -growls. sat there until the security guard came la. hahas, we were like shit shit shit & trying to escape. lol.
went back down to the outside wisma area to sit down & wait for the band. my goodness they took their break until around 10.45pm lahh. went to listen to them sing & play! was staring at the candle flames swaying, and its strangely therapeutic. :) everyone should try it some time. it felt really good la! plus they sang really well & stuff. but unfortunately there was this bloody woman who kept smoking NONSTOP. omg, she never stopped at all throughout the whole time! how bloody pissoff. as dinah said, chou si ta (smoke till she die).
mmmm, stood there listening until 11+ before we decided to head home. haha and after i bathed, i totally crashed on the bed la, with my hair went & uncombed. was so friggin shagged :| needless to say, i woke up today with bad hair this morn
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im like DONE with my recap & xiu aint calling? tsktsk! meeting her, dinah & xin to sleepover later. hahas, i think xin is still at the movies, dinah sleeping & xiu at home. oh wells.
going ta prepare my stuff alr. toodles!
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yesterday
END OF THE PRELIMS! :D hahas ok trust me i wasnt actually that ecstatic when i finished my higher chinese paper II yesterday. and no, im not crazy, nor a study freak. hahas i guess my liberation came bit by bit after every paper. so after the entire prelims were over, most of us were just like yeah ok kinda thing.
aniw, cus xiu had killer cramps, the stayover at her place was postponed. i went home to change & then came out to meet the bbcians. after aimless shopping, we went ta fish&co for dindin! :D hahas. didnt eat my seafood platter (sadly) though. i thought calamari would be really painful to bite, and (sadly again) it was not. -sigh. almost kicked myself when my i realised that, after my dory fish arrived :(
after dindin, we walked around, tried on some stuff. and i must say the entire shopping trip was fruitless :( after having feet that hurt like hell, my only purchase is a hairband. -growls.
mmmm at around 9 i went to meet dinah & xin. haha was standing outside wisma looking at the moon la. ooh and we went to listen to the band sing at the open air bar restaurant thingamajig. they sang really well la! but they decided to take a break after ONE song ._.
we then went to paragon rooftop to shang yue! and Very unfortunately, the moon seemed to be disappearing. -growls. sat there until the security guard came la. hahas, we were like shit shit shit & trying to escape. lol.
went back down to the outside wisma area to sit down & wait for the band. my goodness they took their break until around 10.45pm lahh. went to listen to them sing & play! was staring at the candle flames swaying, and its strangely therapeutic. :) everyone should try it some time. it felt really good la! plus they sang really well & stuff. but unfortunately there was this bloody woman who kept smoking NONSTOP. omg, she never stopped at all throughout the whole time! how bloody pissoff. as dinah said, chou si ta (smoke till she die).
mmmm, stood there listening until 11+ before we decided to head home. haha and after i bathed, i totally crashed on the bed la, with my hair went & uncombed. was so friggin shagged :| needless to say, i woke up today with bad hair this morn
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im like DONE with my recap & xiu aint calling? tsktsk! meeting her, dinah & xin to sleepover later. hahas, i think xin is still at the movies, dinah sleeping & xiu at home. oh wells.
going ta prepare my stuff alr. toodles!
baby we can go hide
Monday, September 27, 2004 ×
hahas, i think ive majorly screwed up my chemistry, the only subject that i was almost confident of an A1. my fingers are stained brown from the messy pouring of reagents, and even the invigilator wang jian was like ni zai jia li mei zuo shi de ma?. hahas, i could only look up & shrug. i thank God none of those solutions were concentrated.
am grinning from ear to ear looking like a huge goon right now. but then again, who could resist smiling when looking at eyecandies? lol yes im shallow la ok. but ah well ;)
mmmmmmmm :) i just cant wait for tomorrow 1pm to come! liberation dayyy! hahas, and my mum has agreed ta let me stay over at xiu's place :D ooh my, i cant wait lahh. its gonna be dinah, xin, xiu, myself & maybe yins! wheee. then before that, im meeting the bbcians for shopping+fish&co :) hahas, ok so wot if im not gonna be able ta eat much, but i can SHOP!!
ok, let me go decide on wot ta do tomm then. lalala, im one helluva a happy girl. :D
am grinning from ear to ear looking like a huge goon right now. but then again, who could resist smiling when looking at eyecandies? lol yes im shallow la ok. but ah well ;)
mmmmmmmm :) i just cant wait for tomorrow 1pm to come! liberation dayyy! hahas, and my mum has agreed ta let me stay over at xiu's place :D ooh my, i cant wait lahh. its gonna be dinah, xin, xiu, myself & maybe yins! wheee. then before that, im meeting the bbcians for shopping+fish&co :) hahas, ok so wot if im not gonna be able ta eat much, but i can SHOP!!
ok, let me go decide on wot ta do tomm then. lalala, im one helluva a happy girl. :D
Sunday, September 26, 2004 ×
i think my chinese is gonna be so badly flunked. hahas, im in absolutely no mood to study any longer. i'd just allow the horrors of my results to shock me into mugging again. meanwhile, i'll just sit back & listen to music :)
i think im losing weight! :D hahas, then again, all i eat is carbs, i dont take anyth else la. uh, except for taohuay & icecream.
lol im playing neopets now! xiu reminded me of its existance that day. i cant believe after so long that i havent even gone into that webpage, im still logged on lahh. tsktsk! neopets' security is really bad. hahas, then again i dont mind. considering the fact that i dont actually remember my username & password. HEH
two more days to liberation! :D
SHEESH I JUST REALISED SOMETHING. if on tuesday, we're gonna have fish&co, how am i gonna bite?? oh noooo. please dont deprive me of my seafood platter :(
-sigh. the thought of seafood platter is making me salivate :( hungry as hell now la. i want lunch! UGH. and i want the bloody prelims to end now. i want my teeth not to hurt. i want so many other things toooo! :(
ahh, let me just stop wallowing in self-pity anymore. :|
i think im losing weight! :D hahas, then again, all i eat is carbs, i dont take anyth else la. uh, except for taohuay & icecream.
lol im playing neopets now! xiu reminded me of its existance that day. i cant believe after so long that i havent even gone into that webpage, im still logged on lahh. tsktsk! neopets' security is really bad. hahas, then again i dont mind. considering the fact that i dont actually remember my username & password. HEH
two more days to liberation! :D
SHEESH I JUST REALISED SOMETHING. if on tuesday, we're gonna have fish&co, how am i gonna bite?? oh noooo. please dont deprive me of my seafood platter :(
-sigh. the thought of seafood platter is making me salivate :( hungry as hell now la. i want lunch! UGH. and i want the bloody prelims to end now. i want my teeth not to hurt. i want so many other things toooo! :(
ahh, let me just stop wallowing in self-pity anymore. :|
Saturday, September 25, 2004 ×
after some rescue on my part, i think my fringe looks a tiny bit better. haha ok, im just kidding myself.
i think my inner cheeks are gonna be rotten soon. the wire of my braces keeps scratching against them. :( and no, ive no idea wot to do since i broke a couple of fingernails trying to push the wires in another direction. yes imagine my horror when i examined my nails. UGH.
there's sth wrong with signmyguestbook. mmms, cant seem to access it from my com at all. its as if the whole thing just disappeared. strange ..
im hooked to this song by little pig, uh i mean xiaozhu, that is really nice! :) zhe yi miao wo ku le. and yes, it is currently on repeat now. wheee!
finally managed to catch ge qian's mtv just now :D and no prizes for guessing, but i love it! well i think its nicer than jie kou, both the song & the mtv. but apparently jie kou seems to be more well-received. ohwells.
oh yayy! i smell porridge :D finally after the many days of torturous biting, im gonna have porridge. hahas first time in my life im HAPPY about having that for lunch.
talking about food makes me feel like joyce. hehs.
oh my, i canNOT stand waiting alr lahh. tuesday, its so near yet so far .. and can you believe theyre making us go back on wednesday? inhuman lahhh! they should give us a day off or something wot. let us refresh & get our well-deserved beauty sleep. UGH. haha, but i dont even mind going back as long as our prelims are over la.
Chemistry Practical
Mathematics Paper I
Higher Chinese Paper II
three more papers to go!
i think my inner cheeks are gonna be rotten soon. the wire of my braces keeps scratching against them. :( and no, ive no idea wot to do since i broke a couple of fingernails trying to push the wires in another direction. yes imagine my horror when i examined my nails. UGH.
there's sth wrong with signmyguestbook. mmms, cant seem to access it from my com at all. its as if the whole thing just disappeared. strange ..
im hooked to this song by little pig, uh i mean xiaozhu, that is really nice! :) zhe yi miao wo ku le. and yes, it is currently on repeat now. wheee!
finally managed to catch ge qian's mtv just now :D and no prizes for guessing, but i love it! well i think its nicer than jie kou, both the song & the mtv. but apparently jie kou seems to be more well-received. ohwells.
oh yayy! i smell porridge :D finally after the many days of torturous biting, im gonna have porridge. hahas first time in my life im HAPPY about having that for lunch.
talking about food makes me feel like joyce. hehs.
oh my, i canNOT stand waiting alr lahh. tuesday, its so near yet so far .. and can you believe theyre making us go back on wednesday? inhuman lahhh! they should give us a day off or something wot. let us refresh & get our well-deserved beauty sleep. UGH. haha, but i dont even mind going back as long as our prelims are over la.
Chemistry Practical
Mathematics Paper I
Higher Chinese Paper II
three more papers to go!
Friday, September 24, 2004 ×
sheesh, pressed the wrong button & all tht ive typed is gone :| -frowns.
lemme do a quick summary, had a haircut which made me look quite bad. its not quite a haircut la, just got my fringe trimmed. its short :(
relieved tht the weekend is here! :) ive only got chem pract, emath paper I & higher chinese paper II left! wheeee. im like totally tired of studying alr lahh. cant wait for next tuesday! :D
ahhh, lazy type alr. toodles!
lemme do a quick summary, had a haircut which made me look quite bad. its not quite a haircut la, just got my fringe trimmed. its short :(
relieved tht the weekend is here! :) ive only got chem pract, emath paper I & higher chinese paper II left! wheeee. im like totally tired of studying alr lahh. cant wait for next tuesday! :D
ahhh, lazy type alr. toodles!
Friday, September 24, 2004 ×
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF YOUR NAME?
uh .. -shrugs. intelligence? hahas.
WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED?
doodle, writing in the book, cry, watch tv/vcds etc etc. basically spend some time alone la
WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?
mmms, anticipation?
like that time we got our chinese o's back.
i had giant butterflies la
WHAT'S THE ONE THING THAT IS LACKING IN YOUR LIFE?
uh, my rich boyfriends?
-pokes qing & rol. HEHS remember?
WHAT'S YOUR MIDNIGHT SNACK?
eeee! midnight snacking is highly fattening.
-shakes head. tsktsk!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGES?
no comments on this issue.
WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR COUNTRY?
hahas, we're like so totally FINE!
MOST MEANINGFUL THING SAID TO YOU?
dont remember things tht were said, but more of things that were done. talk IS cheap, really.
LONGEST CAR/BUS RIDE YOU'VE TAKEN?
i enjoy bus&car rides (when im sitting down) actually, so it doesnt really matter or bother me .. as long as there's music lahh :)
BEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED?
mmms, no idea either.
SHOW THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
singapore idol auditions!
but my friends make me laugh real hard alr, who need shows man? lol.
NICEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
im ahem, always nice. -smiles.
LOOK AROUND. WHAT CAUGHT YOUR EYE?
the birthday card i did for my ma! hehs.
YOUR WISH WHEN YOU LAST BLEW A BIRTHDAY CANDLE?
i cant even remember when was the last time i blew a candle actually
CLOSE YOUR EYES FOR A FEW SECONDS, WHAT DO YOU SEE?
nothing? but i feel comfortable when i close my eyes.
DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED CLOTHES?
its okay with me i guess, although im highly materialistic. HEHS.
DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER PASSWORD?
nopes. wotever for?
HAVE YOU EVER LITERALLY BEEN A SHOULDER TO CRY ON?
nopes, im bad at this sorta things really.
HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED SOMEONE?
um, i do that quite alot.
HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTIC DATE?
any date with my dear deaddate is romantic! :D LOL
HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LOVE LETTER?
hahas, nopes, not in the bgr sense aniw.
but ive proclamations of love all over my stuff though.
WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
now wouldnt you like ta know ..
IF YOU COULD SPEND A WEEK ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
i'd grab my friends to a place with lotsa food, fun & sun. :D
IF YOU WROTE A BOOK, WHAT WOULD IT BE ABOUT?
something thought provoking, which would make me a bestseller! hahahas.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PAST?
hahas, i dont have much of a past in case you havent noticed.
it was ok i guess, part & parcel of growing up
HOW DID YOU SPEND YESTERDAY?
met up with qing in (an unsuccessful) attempt to crash xin & xiu's breakfast meeting at sgoon macs.
looked like a total delinquent with my hair untied pink socks, and messy uniform
took ugly pics, then headed home to slack.
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first thoughts
1. [ RED ] : laine! the girl's crazy over that color la
2. [ BLUE ] : duncannn! :D he looks really good in the bubbling mtv btw ;)
3. [ YELLOW ] : uh, bananas? omg, hahs xin!
4. [ GREEN ] : hehe, broccoli?
5. [ PINK ] : wend with her pink-only pencil case
6. [ WHITE ] : BaSO4! :D uh, i mean taohuay. hahhas.
7. [ BROWN ] : .. shit?
8. [ BLACK ] : gothic black nails. with black clothes, black eyeliner & etc etc.
9. [ PURPLE ] : happytreefriends! oh wait, i mean happy house. :|
10. [ CRAZY ] : britney's song?
11. [ DICTIONARY ] : dictionary.com! its really useful btw
12. [ CALENDAR ] : lime, the magazine. hahas, wots the connection?
13. [ BED ] : bolster+pillow to hug!
14. [ TV ] : my newfound tv addiction! :D
15. [ CAT ] : totally sexayy halle berry.
16. [ HANDPHONE ] : memories. :)
17. [ LOVE ] : haha omg LOVE ACTUALLY. im listening to kelly clarkson going the trouble with love is ..
18. [ EYE ] : pain :( & candy :)
19. [ WATER ] : fish? yins? hehe.
20. [ EXAM ] : GROWLS. wots wrong with this quiz thing.
21. [ FISH ] : hhahahas, yins toby!
22. [ TOMATO ] : salad that my pa claims i didnt eat. but i dont like tomatoes :|
23. [ SHAMPOO ] : organics! :D smells gooooood.
24. [ BURGER KING ] : yummmmmmm :) hershey's sundae pie!
25. [ McDONALD ] : breakfast at sgoon mac.
26. [ KFC] : grossly oily fried chicken. yuckYUCKyuck
27. [ TEA ] : breakfast musthave, with milk & sugar please.
28. [ SOUP ] : orange bowl! :D
29. [ CAR ] : hahas OMG the weird person on friendster.
30. [ FRUIT ] : grapefruit! :)
31. [ POWER PUFF GIRLS ] : bernnnnnn. her stuff is total ppg la
32. [ NESCAFE ]: hahahs, my papa's tasteless black coffee
33. [ AVRIL LAVIGNE ] : angry angry :|
35. [ SUPERSTAR ] : S.H.E's song! us at ktv jumping away. :D
36. [ BURN ] : usherrrrr. his voice is real smooth la
37. [ FLOWER ] : f4. hahas, dont ask why cus ive no idea either.
38. [ TATTOO ] : niceee! not on me though ..
39. [ HOLIDAY ] : our cruise! which reminds me, we havent even booked it yet la.
40. [ BYE ] : uh, ok bye?
41. [ SATURDAY ] : ROCK :) i love weekends!
42. [ CHOCOLATE ] : something im not able to eat anymore :|
43. [ HEADACHE] : xiuu! she always has headache.
uh .. -shrugs. intelligence? hahas.
WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED?
doodle, writing in the book, cry, watch tv/vcds etc etc. basically spend some time alone la
WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?
mmms, anticipation?
like that time we got our chinese o's back.
i had giant butterflies la
WHAT'S THE ONE THING THAT IS LACKING IN YOUR LIFE?
uh, my rich boyfriends?
-pokes qing & rol. HEHS remember?
WHAT'S YOUR MIDNIGHT SNACK?
eeee! midnight snacking is highly fattening.
-shakes head. tsktsk!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGES?
no comments on this issue.
WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR COUNTRY?
hahas, we're like so totally FINE!
MOST MEANINGFUL THING SAID TO YOU?
dont remember things tht were said, but more of things that were done. talk IS cheap, really.
LONGEST CAR/BUS RIDE YOU'VE TAKEN?
i enjoy bus&car rides (when im sitting down) actually, so it doesnt really matter or bother me .. as long as there's music lahh :)
BEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED?
mmms, no idea either.
SHOW THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
singapore idol auditions!
but my friends make me laugh real hard alr, who need shows man? lol.
NICEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
im ahem, always nice. -smiles.
LOOK AROUND. WHAT CAUGHT YOUR EYE?
the birthday card i did for my ma! hehs.
YOUR WISH WHEN YOU LAST BLEW A BIRTHDAY CANDLE?
i cant even remember when was the last time i blew a candle actually
CLOSE YOUR EYES FOR A FEW SECONDS, WHAT DO YOU SEE?
nothing? but i feel comfortable when i close my eyes.
DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED CLOTHES?
its okay with me i guess, although im highly materialistic. HEHS.
DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER PASSWORD?
nopes. wotever for?
HAVE YOU EVER LITERALLY BEEN A SHOULDER TO CRY ON?
nopes, im bad at this sorta things really.
HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED SOMEONE?
um, i do that quite alot.
HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTIC DATE?
any date with my dear deaddate is romantic! :D LOL
HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LOVE LETTER?
hahas, nopes, not in the bgr sense aniw.
but ive proclamations of love all over my stuff though.
WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
now wouldnt you like ta know ..
IF YOU COULD SPEND A WEEK ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
i'd grab my friends to a place with lotsa food, fun & sun. :D
IF YOU WROTE A BOOK, WHAT WOULD IT BE ABOUT?
something thought provoking, which would make me a bestseller! hahahas.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PAST?
hahas, i dont have much of a past in case you havent noticed.
it was ok i guess, part & parcel of growing up
HOW DID YOU SPEND YESTERDAY?
met up with qing in (an unsuccessful) attempt to crash xin & xiu's breakfast meeting at sgoon macs.
looked like a total delinquent with my hair untied pink socks, and messy uniform
took ugly pics, then headed home to slack.
first thoughts
1. [ RED ] : laine! the girl's crazy over that color la
2. [ BLUE ] : duncannn! :D he looks really good in the bubbling mtv btw ;)
3. [ YELLOW ] : uh, bananas? omg, hahs xin!
4. [ GREEN ] : hehe, broccoli?
5. [ PINK ] : wend with her pink-only pencil case
6. [ WHITE ] : BaSO4! :D uh, i mean taohuay. hahhas.
7. [ BROWN ] : .. shit?
8. [ BLACK ] : gothic black nails. with black clothes, black eyeliner & etc etc.
9. [ PURPLE ] : happytreefriends! oh wait, i mean happy house. :|
10. [ CRAZY ] : britney's song?
11. [ DICTIONARY ] : dictionary.com! its really useful btw
12. [ CALENDAR ] : lime, the magazine. hahas, wots the connection?
13. [ BED ] : bolster+pillow to hug!
14. [ TV ] : my newfound tv addiction! :D
15. [ CAT ] : totally sexayy halle berry.
16. [ HANDPHONE ] : memories. :)
17. [ LOVE ] : haha omg LOVE ACTUALLY. im listening to kelly clarkson going the trouble with love is ..
18. [ EYE ] : pain :( & candy :)
19. [ WATER ] : fish? yins? hehe.
20. [ EXAM ] : GROWLS. wots wrong with this quiz thing.
21. [ FISH ] : hhahahas, yins toby!
22. [ TOMATO ] : salad that my pa claims i didnt eat. but i dont like tomatoes :|
23. [ SHAMPOO ] : organics! :D smells gooooood.
24. [ BURGER KING ] : yummmmmmm :) hershey's sundae pie!
25. [ McDONALD ] : breakfast at sgoon mac.
26. [ KFC] : grossly oily fried chicken. yuckYUCKyuck
27. [ TEA ] : breakfast musthave, with milk & sugar please.
28. [ SOUP ] : orange bowl! :D
29. [ CAR ] : hahas OMG the weird person on friendster.
30. [ FRUIT ] : grapefruit! :)
31. [ POWER PUFF GIRLS ] : bernnnnnn. her stuff is total ppg la
32. [ NESCAFE ]: hahahs, my papa's tasteless black coffee
33. [ AVRIL LAVIGNE ] : angry angry :|
35. [ SUPERSTAR ] : S.H.E's song! us at ktv jumping away. :D
36. [ BURN ] : usherrrrr. his voice is real smooth la
37. [ FLOWER ] : f4. hahas, dont ask why cus ive no idea either.
38. [ TATTOO ] : niceee! not on me though ..
39. [ HOLIDAY ] : our cruise! which reminds me, we havent even booked it yet la.
40. [ BYE ] : uh, ok bye?
41. [ SATURDAY ] : ROCK :) i love weekends!
42. [ CHOCOLATE ] : something im not able to eat anymore :|
43. [ HEADACHE] : xiuu! she always has headache.
Thursday, September 23, 2004 ×
hahahas, paying to go to RJC is better than nothing right? lol.
Thursday, September 23, 2004 ×
today has been, not too good. -sigh. emath sucked. and ss, need i eleborate? studied switzerland & jap industrialisation. and TADAH, out came THREE questions on singapore & its stupid crap. source based was ALSO on singapore. if ss aint propaganda, ive no idea wot else could it be man
got my braces done alr btw. its blue! mmm, i looked puffed up & weird .. :|
click on the thumbnail above to take a peek. hahas.
some freak is pressing my neighbour's doorbell nonstop. its bloody irritating la. UGH.
thrs singapore idol tonight! :D i loveeee the show. and no, i dont really intend to study physics anymore. so tired of studying alr ..
CAN HE STOP RINGING THE FRIGGIN DOORBELL?!
seriously. oh i uploaded some other pics of my braces plus stuff during breakfast on tuesday morn. its under the misc album, img 8 onwards.
off i go nows. lalala
--
oh wait, thinking about my dental appointment just reminded me of sth. i saw AT LEAST five eyecandies todays! :D hahas. imagine my happiness. one of them looked like broc lahh, so cute :)
but ive met the weirdest people also. when i was boarding the bus, i saw this boy whos totally engrossed with sticking his pinky up his nostril. YUCK.
wot is the world coming to?! and i saw a super TALL guy. he looked a little like THE MAN, but younger+better looking. hahas horrible la so tall.
ok going off for real this time!
got my braces done alr btw. its blue! mmm, i looked puffed up & weird .. :|
some freak is pressing my neighbour's doorbell nonstop. its bloody irritating la. UGH.
thrs singapore idol tonight! :D i loveeee the show. and no, i dont really intend to study physics anymore. so tired of studying alr ..
CAN HE STOP RINGING THE FRIGGIN DOORBELL?!
seriously. oh i uploaded some other pics of my braces plus stuff during breakfast on tuesday morn. its under the misc album, img 8 onwards.
off i go nows. lalala
--
oh wait, thinking about my dental appointment just reminded me of sth. i saw AT LEAST five eyecandies todays! :D hahas. imagine my happiness. one of them looked like broc lahh, so cute :)
but ive met the weirdest people also. when i was boarding the bus, i saw this boy whos totally engrossed with sticking his pinky up his nostril. YUCK.
wot is the world coming to?! and i saw a super TALL guy. he looked a little like THE MAN, but younger+better looking. hahas horrible la so tall.
ok going off for real this time!
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 ×
ive decided to just stop studying for SS alr. im getting nowhere, so screw it if i get a huge fcking f9. -GROWLS. like i dont give a flying fck anymore. ugh!
ok, i do. but im still not studying.
and OH YAY. my luck just got worse. the emath paper tomm, is paper TWO. and i happily (or should i say stupidly) went to do all my paper ONEs.like how much worse can this get huh? ok wait. i take that back. whenever you think that things cant get any worse, it usually does. okok, lemme strike that off.
ahh, thats better.
talking to my dimbo is not making me feel much better. although we're in the same boat, but im still feel crappped.
ok, i do. but im still not studying.
and OH YAY. my luck just got worse. the emath paper tomm, is paper TWO. and i happily (or should i say stupidly) went to do all my paper ONEs.
ahh, thats better.
talking to my dimbo is not making me feel much better. although we're in the same boat, but im still feel crappped.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 ×
its really scary to find out with whom you share similar tastes.
seriously.
i was online looking at pictures of darda & jfon, and my goodness, i find that i share the same eyecandies as some crazed up girls. and i really mean CRAZED UP. but fortunately for myself, i can safely say that im not that sort of girl.
for example, i stumbled upon a _____ (whom i shant name) fanpage telling them to bring red & blue light sticks for _____'s concert. i read on, and i saw a long list of reasons for such instructions. it was truely SPASTIC, and im not kidding.
it includes things like
"To be unique of all others concert cos always people use Green & Yellow"
and
"Other concert people only concentrate one color we must be unique we use concentrate two color"
being extremely cynical, i burst out laughing.
mockingly of course.
pardon my bitchiness, but seriously is this necessary? and yes, it hurts to use poor grammar.
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all these aside, im gonna be putting on braces soon :| to be exact, tomorrow.
wish me luck, cus im quite scared/excited. hahas ;)
and tomorrow is happens to be the SS+emath paper. nopes, havent started in case you were wondering. like totally perfect innit? hahas, i can picture myself giving my typical fake smile saying this exact line.
-shrugs. oh wells.
just in case you havent noticed, yes im feeling mighty bitchy today. hurrs. three words of advice, DEAL WITH IT.
-smiles.
seriously.
i was online looking at pictures of darda & jfon, and my goodness, i find that i share the same eyecandies as some crazed up girls. and i really mean CRAZED UP. but fortunately for myself, i can safely say that im not that sort of girl.
for example, i stumbled upon a _____ (whom i shant name) fanpage telling them to bring red & blue light sticks for _____'s concert. i read on, and i saw a long list of reasons for such instructions. it was truely SPASTIC, and im not kidding.
it includes things like
"To be unique of all others concert cos always people use Green & Yellow"
and
"Other concert people only concentrate one color we must be unique we use concentrate two color"
being extremely cynical, i burst out laughing.
mockingly of course.
pardon my bitchiness, but seriously is this necessary? and yes, it hurts to use poor grammar.
--
all these aside, im gonna be putting on braces soon :| to be exact, tomorrow.
wish me luck, cus im quite scared/excited. hahas ;)
and tomorrow is happens to be the SS+emath paper. nopes, havent started in case you were wondering. like totally perfect innit? hahas, i can picture myself giving my typical fake smile saying this exact line.
-shrugs. oh wells.
just in case you havent noticed, yes im feeling mighty bitchy today. hurrs. three words of advice, DEAL WITH IT.
-smiles.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004 ×
im loving jiafeng. :)
Monday, September 20, 2004 ×
i feel like an empty shell, slowly draining of life :( this is so depressing. i really
really
really
want to go shopping.
.. where is my fairy godmother? :(
--
majorly thankful for the break we're gonna have for the next two days. or should i say, more time to mug for bloody ss, which is only half a fcking paper. UGH. i am hating this.
and i havent took my graduation cert photo yet. where do they have the digital ones other than at SIR? the one outside our school is totally unflattering & non-digital lahh. and please dont remind me about my horrible zits and extremely dry hair :( rahh wot is our school thinking man? they tell us to take pictures for our cert only NOW, during our prelims, when we look totally unglam. hurr.
mmms, i want to buy the SK-II mask! hahas, but its so ex. hiaks. i might as well go for facial right?
--
lol thinking about shopping & post-prelims days just reminded me of dead date! she messaged me ytd to tell me about october's issue on seventeen, featuring pre-prom stuff. i read the message & happily deleted it without checking the sender, couldnt reply her at all lahh.
cant wait for 14feb'05 dear! :)
hhahas ok. shall end here already. 8 more days to 28sept!! :D
really
really
want to go shopping.
.. where is my fairy godmother? :(
--
majorly thankful for the break we're gonna have for the next two days. or should i say, more time to mug for bloody ss, which is only half a fcking paper. UGH. i am hating this.
and i havent took my graduation cert photo yet. where do they have the digital ones other than at SIR? the one outside our school is totally unflattering & non-digital lahh. and please dont remind me about my horrible zits and extremely dry hair :( rahh wot is our school thinking man? they tell us to take pictures for our cert only NOW, during our prelims, when we look totally unglam. hurr.
mmms, i want to buy the SK-II mask! hahas, but its so ex. hiaks. i might as well go for facial right?
--
lol thinking about shopping & post-prelims days just reminded me of dead date! she messaged me ytd to tell me about october's issue on seventeen, featuring pre-prom stuff. i read the message & happily deleted it without checking the sender, couldnt reply her at all lahh.
cant wait for 14feb'05 dear! :)
hhahas ok. shall end here already. 8 more days to 28sept!! :D
Saturday, September 18, 2004 ×
uploaded a couple more pics to the school album. from picture 38 & onwards. btw all images are at under dancing queen in the scrollbar on the left in case you were wondering.
Friday, September 17, 2004 ×
decided that i wasnt really done with pitasing.
thought of something that really makes me smile :) our clique is addicted to techno!! hahas, the class clique i mean. all thanks to carol chua, we've all gone mad alr. the roof, the roof, the roof's on fire. endless chanting & embarrassment. lol :D
i am so annoyed with my computer youve no idea how it pisses me off. and i mean PISSED OFF.
GROWLS.
thought of something that really makes me smile :) our clique is addicted to techno!! hahas, the class clique i mean. all thanks to carol chua, we've all gone mad alr. the roof, the roof, the roof's on fire. endless chanting & embarrassment. lol :D
i am so annoyed with my computer youve no idea how it pisses me off. and i mean PISSED OFF.
GROWLS.
Friday, September 17, 2004 ×
the biatch just disappeared. poooof.
ok yes im in a foul foul mood. :( GROWLS. i wish i could like choke everyone with sulphur dioxide and hope they choke. after that i'd shove them down the stairs and step on them.
ok maybe not. its that time of the month again, in case you were wondering. its nothing new, but im still gonna say it, i really hate having my period.
ooooh! biatch is back! :D im refering to qing in case you were wondering. we've evolved once again. lol the word evolve makes us sound like we're tamagotchi or sth. hiaks.
--
reading some things make me feel really upset with myself. like why do some people just seem so perfect, while im so flawed.
its really silly i know, and i hate it when people make comparisons with others too. but being neither artistic, tall, slim, pretty, brainy, friendly, kind, motivated nor _______ (i know this list is endless), i cant help comparing myself with others & sighing in despair.
on a lighter note, i can do math & chem! hahas. i cant keep putting myself down, gotta perk up! -nods.
plus, the biatch just made me smile with her proclamation of cheeba bom!. hahas. trying to recall all the different names we had for each other! i love my lame/laughing/bitching/bimobotic partner :D
qing VS wai
chawanmushi VS moo tofu
ee bom VS cheeba bom
icecream monster VS marshi maro monster
army VS chompy
biatch VS that thing
pinky VS brain
cranky VS crinkcronkcrank
i proudly present our history! hahas we've been through alot innit? -hugs tight.
--
suddenly thought of sasa! :) not the shop, but the girl. missing her hugs, and i prollie wont get them over the weekend :( hahas, we'll have THREE on monday then. this reminds me of wot we did in class just now. i was holding my jacket & running towards her. hahas, trying to imitate the scarf & woman running down. HEHE. left her quite bewildered & her expression was like "omg". hahas.
--
sylv looked really good last night :) then again, he's always been looking yumm :) really really happy for him lahh. wooohoooooo.
laters.
ok yes im in a foul foul mood. :( GROWLS. i wish i could like choke everyone with sulphur dioxide and hope they choke. after that i'd shove them down the stairs and step on them.
ok maybe not. its that time of the month again, in case you were wondering. its nothing new, but im still gonna say it, i really hate having my period.
ooooh! biatch is back! :D im refering to qing in case you were wondering. we've evolved once again. lol the word evolve makes us sound like we're tamagotchi or sth. hiaks.
--
reading some things make me feel really upset with myself. like why do some people just seem so perfect, while im so flawed.
its really silly i know, and i hate it when people make comparisons with others too. but being neither artistic, tall, slim, pretty, brainy, friendly, kind, motivated nor _______ (i know this list is endless), i cant help comparing myself with others & sighing in despair.
on a lighter note, i can do math & chem! hahas. i cant keep putting myself down, gotta perk up! -nods.
plus, the biatch just made me smile with her proclamation of cheeba bom!. hahas. trying to recall all the different names we had for each other! i love my lame/laughing/bitching/bimobotic partner :D
chawanmushi VS moo tofu
ee bom VS cheeba bom
icecream monster VS marshi maro monster
army VS chompy
biatch VS that thing
pinky VS brain
cranky VS crinkcronkcrank
i proudly present our history! hahas we've been through alot innit? -hugs tight.
--
suddenly thought of sasa! :) not the shop, but the girl. missing her hugs, and i prollie wont get them over the weekend :( hahas, we'll have THREE on monday then. this reminds me of wot we did in class just now. i was holding my jacket & running towards her. hahas, trying to imitate the scarf & woman running down. HEHE. left her quite bewildered & her expression was like "omg". hahas.
--
sylv looked really good last night :) then again, he's always been looking yumm :) really really happy for him lahh. wooohoooooo.
laters.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004 ×
that was houston inspired! -points up. :D that song rocks totally by the way.
yesyes im not supposed to be here now. SHH dont remind me.
decided to take a break cus tomm's physics practical. & since the tv upstairs is spoilt, i'd just hafta make do with the computer. aniw, there's no point in studying so much, considering my english is prollie gone. was going to get to the main point, and TADAH, times up. looks like youre gonna see me at breeks going "welcome to breeks!" soon.
-growls. my zits are monstrously taking over my face. :(
oh! i saw a yellow maocong (uh furry worm?) just now. hahas its very cute i realised :D when its not on me of course.
i sense that my life is getting veryVery boring. im pitasing about worms ._. but my life IS boring. im like a cavewoman, all swaku & fascinated by small things. i ought to join laoshi! ;)
the last time i had a good bitching session was like with char, lei, mabel, viv & xiu after LD elections. which was in, late july? hahas oh my, im a trueblue cavewoman lahh.
and the last bitching session i had with the fckers was even longer. the only few i could really remember was end of lastyear. on my birthday celebration & the 4hrs one. yesyes, i bitch even on my birthday. now you know why i always get retribution :| mmms, miss the fckers. cant wait for 28sept!! :D end of the bloody prelims.
it still doesnt feel like the prelims to me, strangely. it feels like another series of mocks, just tht theres no more wend beside me to confer with. :| surreal surreal
im officially off energy now! -nods. their latest songs suck. i guess it does make a difference without toro, as much as i'd like to deny. oh but kunda is still yumm :)
heard pl's miracle song last night. was listening to techno while doing history. and aniw, i have to say, i really prefer the original version. maybe you should put away the SI dreams dear. ooh, and last night some guy called in to say he hates mao. hahas totally agreed lahh. hes a SUCKER. mmms the pl also claimed that my hair isnt growing. its doesnt look like it is either. she just had a haircut and her ponytail is longer. or was it thicker? ahh which ever.
yes, i conclude my life is boring. we're comparing ponytails?? lol.
gosh, ive a sudden craving for fish&co's seafood platter! hahas, i doubt any of my friends are anywhere near town. :( how depressing. mmmm should grab them to go to fish&co with me after prelims. then we can go & k tooo :D we can listen to dead date & xiu churn out their rendition of happy birthday sweet sixteen! uh but not on mine though.
-sigh. im getting tiireeeeeed :(
yesyes im not supposed to be here now. SHH dont remind me.
decided to take a break cus tomm's physics practical. & since the tv upstairs is spoilt, i'd just hafta make do with the computer. aniw, there's no point in studying so much, considering my english is prollie gone. was going to get to the main point, and TADAH, times up. looks like youre gonna see me at breeks going "welcome to breeks!" soon.
-growls. my zits are monstrously taking over my face. :(
oh! i saw a yellow maocong (uh furry worm?) just now. hahas its very cute i realised :D when its not on me of course.
i sense that my life is getting veryVery boring. im pitasing about worms ._. but my life IS boring. im like a cavewoman, all swaku & fascinated by small things. i ought to join laoshi! ;)
the last time i had a good bitching session was like with char, lei, mabel, viv & xiu after LD elections. which was in, late july? hahas oh my, im a trueblue cavewoman lahh.
and the last bitching session i had with the fckers was even longer. the only few i could really remember was end of lastyear. on my birthday celebration & the 4hrs one. yesyes, i bitch even on my birthday. now you know why i always get retribution :| mmms, miss the fckers. cant wait for 28sept!! :D end of the bloody prelims.
it still doesnt feel like the prelims to me, strangely. it feels like another series of mocks, just tht theres no more wend beside me to confer with. :| surreal surreal
im officially off energy now! -nods. their latest songs suck. i guess it does make a difference without toro, as much as i'd like to deny. oh but kunda is still yumm :)
heard pl's miracle song last night. was listening to techno while doing history. and aniw, i have to say, i really prefer the original version. maybe you should put away the SI dreams dear. ooh, and last night some guy called in to say he hates mao. hahas totally agreed lahh. hes a SUCKER. mmms the pl also claimed that my hair isnt growing. its doesnt look like it is either. she just had a haircut and her ponytail is longer. or was it thicker? ahh which ever.
yes, i conclude my life is boring. we're comparing ponytails?? lol.
gosh, ive a sudden craving for fish&co's seafood platter! hahas, i doubt any of my friends are anywhere near town. :( how depressing. mmmm should grab them to go to fish&co with me after prelims. then we can go & k tooo :D we can listen to dead date & xiu churn out their rendition of happy birthday sweet sixteen! uh but not on mine though.
-sigh. im getting tiireeeeeed :(
Saturday, September 11, 2004 ×
im lyin' here on the floor where you left me
i think i took too much
im crying here, what have you done?
i thought it would be fun
i cant stay on your life support,
theres a shortage in the switch.
i cant stay on your morphine,
cus its making me itch
i said i tried to call the nurse again
but shes being a little bitch.
i think i'll get outta here, where i can
run just as fast as i can
to the middle of nowhere
yo the middle of my frustrated fears
and i swear youre just like a pill
instead of makin' me better,
you keep makin' me ill
i havent moved from the spot where you left me
this must be a bad trip
all of the other pills,
they were different
maybe i should get some help
i think i took too much
im crying here, what have you done?
i thought it would be fun
i cant stay on your life support,
theres a shortage in the switch.
i cant stay on your morphine,
cus its making me itch
i said i tried to call the nurse again
but shes being a little bitch.
i think i'll get outta here, where i can
run just as fast as i can
to the middle of nowhere
yo the middle of my frustrated fears
and i swear youre just like a pill
instead of makin' me better,
you keep makin' me ill
i havent moved from the spot where you left me
this must be a bad trip
all of the other pills,
they were different
maybe i should get some help
Friday, September 10, 2004 ×
here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone
i am so annoyed. -growls. theres nothing to eat at home! no fruits, chocolates, icecream :( how depressing right? theres no snacks nothing. ive been surviving on digestive biscuits for the past few days. UGH. thank goodness for the decent enough music though, to be exact, yellowcard! :)
hahas, imagine if our dearest dimbo joyce came over to my place?? she'll probably whine at me for food till my ear drops or sth. lol. :D
im doing chinese AGAIN. :( im not making much progress in case you were wondering. im still at 4B after two days. my interaction with the book is getting nowhere. -sigh. it is as if we never met you know. but then again, im really barely acquainted with it lahh. why cant chinese be more like math? -growls.
mmm, btw does anyone have pug jelly's come home soon? it is so cute! :) seriously. all you deprived fellas should go listen if you havent heard it.
oooh, omg nearly forgot! its XIANGTING'S birthday today!! :D hahas. ok wait, i didnt forget, i msged her last night at 1am or sth. hehh. doubt shes reading but aniw ..
listening to aaliyah after such a long time makes me wonder why i wasnt into her last time. hahas, i really like her songs now after listening to it again. yes, its pretty weird but true lahh. its a pity shes gone so soon. im just wondering if you still care ..
im hungry ._. i wish i lived with hansel & gretel or sth. hahas then i can follow them to eat the cottage made of chocolate, icing, candy, nougat, biscuit & etc up! CHOMPS. -growls. i think too much. :(
gonna continue studying again. UGH. the lazybums tobb+aguechk are gonna pull our socks up togt. (pun fully intended) hahas. told yins that we're gonna work hard togt! :D
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone
i am so annoyed. -growls. theres nothing to eat at home! no fruits, chocolates, icecream :( how depressing right? theres no snacks nothing. ive been surviving on digestive biscuits for the past few days. UGH. thank goodness for the decent enough music though, to be exact, yellowcard! :)
hahas, imagine if our dearest dimbo joyce came over to my place?? she'll probably whine at me for food till my ear drops or sth. lol. :D
im doing chinese AGAIN. :( im not making much progress in case you were wondering. im still at 4B after two days. my interaction with the book is getting nowhere. -sigh. it is as if we never met you know. but then again, im really barely acquainted with it lahh. why cant chinese be more like math? -growls.
mmm, btw does anyone have pug jelly's come home soon? it is so cute! :) seriously. all you deprived fellas should go listen if you havent heard it.
oooh, omg nearly forgot! its XIANGTING'S birthday today!! :D hahas. ok wait, i didnt forget, i msged her last night at 1am or sth. hehh. doubt shes reading but aniw ..
listening to aaliyah after such a long time makes me wonder why i wasnt into her last time. hahas, i really like her songs now after listening to it again. yes, its pretty weird but true lahh. its a pity shes gone so soon. im just wondering if you still care ..
im hungry ._. i wish i lived with hansel & gretel or sth. hahas then i can follow them to eat the cottage made of chocolate, icing, candy, nougat, biscuit & etc up! CHOMPS. -growls. i think too much. :(
gonna continue studying again. UGH. the lazybums tobb+aguechk are gonna pull our socks up togt. (pun fully intended) hahas. told yins that we're gonna work hard togt! :D
Thursday, September 9, 2004 ×
-sigh. imagestation is down again. :( i hate the white box with the little red cross in it. -growls.
we're inching closer to the prelims. how depressing. it feels kinda surreal, like all this is a giant nightmare and the prelims are not 4 days away. ok wait, it IS a giant nightmare .. GARH. i dont know wot im saying lahh.
i swear my maid is trying to irritate me. wrote a note to tell her "no school", next thing i know, she wakes me up 8am in the morn to ask if im going to school. like which part of NO SCHOOL does she not understand? ugh! and i slept at 3+ last night lahh. im like so not tired at all. goodness. thank goodness i could get back to sleep or i'll be in a foul mood the whole darn day. hahas, im that kinda person who cant get back to sleep aft i wake up. ohwells.
oh imagestation is fine again! :D hahas.
mmm, suddenly thought of sth my brother did. i was studying downstairs late at night, and he happily told me the show i was watching (while tking a break) was a horror film. UGH. and he happily continued to tell me how he always see people walking around outside my house. and how the window pane reflected a head. GROWLS. like thankyouverymuch lahh, at 1am in the morn you tell me this kinda rubbish. was a tiny bit (really teenyweeny) freaked. how nasty & mean can he get lahh seriously.
mmms, added a scrollbar thingamajig to my page. hahas, ive no idea wot you call it. yepp, added some links to my page, but nopes, im not intending to link anyone still. hahas too troublesome lahh.
off i go to continue my daily rountine. and today its chinese :( acks.
we're inching closer to the prelims. how depressing. it feels kinda surreal, like all this is a giant nightmare and the prelims are not 4 days away. ok wait, it IS a giant nightmare .. GARH. i dont know wot im saying lahh.
i swear my maid is trying to irritate me. wrote a note to tell her "no school", next thing i know, she wakes me up 8am in the morn to ask if im going to school. like which part of NO SCHOOL does she not understand? ugh! and i slept at 3+ last night lahh. im like so not tired at all. goodness. thank goodness i could get back to sleep or i'll be in a foul mood the whole darn day. hahas, im that kinda person who cant get back to sleep aft i wake up. ohwells.
oh imagestation is fine again! :D hahas.
mmm, suddenly thought of sth my brother did. i was studying downstairs late at night, and he happily told me the show i was watching (while tking a break) was a horror film. UGH. and he happily continued to tell me how he always see people walking around outside my house. and how the window pane reflected a head. GROWLS. like thankyouverymuch lahh, at 1am in the morn you tell me this kinda rubbish. was a tiny bit (really teenyweeny) freaked. how nasty & mean can he get lahh seriously.
mmms, added a scrollbar thingamajig to my page. hahas, ive no idea wot you call it. yepp, added some links to my page, but nopes, im not intending to link anyone still. hahas too troublesome lahh.
off i go to continue my daily rountine. and today its chinese :( acks.
Wednesday, September 8, 2004 ×
lol im watching happytreefriends now during lunch! :D hahas theyre darn cute lahh. yes i realise how gross this sounds, watching blood splatter & eyeballs flying around while having lunch ._.
-sigh. darn bored now. once again im refusing to study .. there's no icecream/chocolate at home :( how depressing.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 5 more days to prelims ..
-sigh. darn bored now. once again im refusing to study .. there's no icecream/chocolate at home :( how depressing.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 5 more days to prelims ..
Tuesday, September 7, 2004 ×
she hangs out every day near by the beach
havin' a honeykiss fallin' asleep
she looks so sexy when shes walking the sand
nobody ever put a ring on her hand
swim to the oceanshore fish in the sea
she is the story the story is she
she sings to the moon and the stars in the sky
shining from high above you shouldnt ask why
she is the one that you never forget
she is the heaven-sent angel you met
oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl
she is so pretty all over the world
she puts the rhythm, the beat in the drum
she comes in the morning and the evening shes gone
every little hour every second you live
trust in eternity thats what she gives
she looks like Marilyn, walks like Suzanne
she talks like Monica and Marianne
she wins in everything that she might do
and she will respect you forever just you
she is so pretty all over the world
she is so pretty
she is like you and me
like them like we
she is in you and me
havin' a honeykiss fallin' asleep
she looks so sexy when shes walking the sand
nobody ever put a ring on her hand
swim to the oceanshore fish in the sea
she is the story the story is she
she sings to the moon and the stars in the sky
shining from high above you shouldnt ask why
she is the one that you never forget
she is the heaven-sent angel you met
oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl
she is so pretty all over the world
she puts the rhythm, the beat in the drum
she comes in the morning and the evening shes gone
every little hour every second you live
trust in eternity thats what she gives
she looks like Marilyn, walks like Suzanne
she talks like Monica and Marianne
she wins in everything that she might do
and she will respect you forever just you
she is so pretty all over the world
she is so pretty
she is like you and me
like them like we
she is in you and me
this has to be the cutest song ive ever heard! :D
Tuesday, September 7, 2004 ×
oh my gawd.
haha sheesh, i cannot believe somebody did that to me. like fck. im just praying REALLLY hard that it isnt true. yeah right. ugh!
-takes a deep breath.
my prelims are in 6 fcking days, and im on the verge of insanity thankyouverymuch. nopes, im not driven nuts by studying, but by the fact that i am NOT studying. ugh, i am like so .. wotever.
ive been going to school for the past two days, unproductive time there. :( am im gonna catch a movie tomm also lahh. hurrs, gonna DIE.
asdfghjkl. bitch.
haha sheesh, i cannot believe somebody did that to me. like fck. im just praying REALLLY hard that it isnt true. yeah right. ugh!
-takes a deep breath.
my prelims are in 6 fcking days, and im on the verge of insanity thankyouverymuch. nopes, im not driven nuts by studying, but by the fact that i am NOT studying. ugh, i am like so .. wotever.
ive been going to school for the past two days, unproductive time there. :( am im gonna catch a movie tomm also lahh. hurrs, gonna DIE.
asdfghjkl. bitch.
Sunday, September 5, 2004 ×
feeling a whole lott better nows :)
im just strange lahh alright
aniw .. uploaded the pics we took on friday! click here!
and the pics i took at home. this one is pretty short though. click here!
oh wellls .. hopping off to bed now! nights everyone :)
im just strange lahh alright
aniw .. uploaded the pics we took on friday! click here!
and the pics i took at home. this one is pretty short though. click here!
oh wellls .. hopping off to bed now! nights everyone :)
i feel like giving up
Sunday, September 5, 2004 ×
thought about some things from long ago, how strange they seem now. feels so far away, kinda depressing as well. -sigh. wots with me & my melancholic mood?
had the family gathering todays. pretty ok i guess. it was a bbq, but i didnt eat much lahh, was quite moody actually. feel kinda down right now. -shrugs. blahBLAHblah. typing in notepad this time. im tired of seeing my words being underlined in red & green. :(
theres something wrong with my entry tonight, my sentences are so choppy.
you see wot i mean?
ive a sudden urge to just run away from home. well not just home, from my life, from everyth. taking only jaychou's voice & yellowcard. mmm, i feel strangely alone tonight, but somewhat comfortable feeling like that. ohwells, then again i really hate small talk so perhaps not talking at all is better .. wot am i saying again? i wish somebody would like shake my shoulders violently to wake me up from this trance. feeling so bitter & numb, yet at comfortable in my own skin at the same time.
i sense the confused looks im getting. this entry is completely irrational, meaningless & plain gibberish. why did i even bother?
ahh forget it. maybe its just me.
had the family gathering todays. pretty ok i guess. it was a bbq, but i didnt eat much lahh, was quite moody actually. feel kinda down right now. -shrugs. blahBLAHblah. typing in notepad this time. im tired of seeing my words being underlined in red & green. :(
theres something wrong with my entry tonight, my sentences are so choppy.
you see wot i mean?
ive a sudden urge to just run away from home. well not just home, from my life, from everyth. taking only jaychou's voice & yellowcard. mmm, i feel strangely alone tonight, but somewhat comfortable feeling like that. ohwells, then again i really hate small talk so perhaps not talking at all is better .. wot am i saying again? i wish somebody would like shake my shoulders violently to wake me up from this trance. feeling so bitter & numb, yet at comfortable in my own skin at the same time.
i sense the confused looks im getting. this entry is completely irrational, meaningless & plain gibberish. why did i even bother?
ahh forget it. maybe its just me.
Saturday, September 4, 2004 ×
had no connection last night, so typed this in word ..
yesterday
Typing in Word now, hence the caps and etc. oh man, typing in word actually makes me want to type in proper English. This is strangely miraculous!
Anyway, I’m in quite a good mood now, bought plenty of things! Ok, not plenty, but I’m just really happy with my steals :) firstly, I saw this pair of jeans the other day when I was out with Qing and Xiu. Fortunately we hesitated that day, and we had to go back today to get it. There was 20% off today! :D Hahas, we’re like so lucky.
Bought two pairs of earrings as well! Totally love shopping, although I didn’t have much cash on me .. I vaguely remember me wanting to get something, but due to monetary constraints, I couldn’t get it. And I remember Qing trying to drag me away. But ah wells, I’ve got my jeans already! That girl did quite abit of shopping too. Sadly I couldn’t find a nice clutch, the only one I saw was in an odd colour. What is the world coming to?
Mmm, there’s something about my jeans that is totally annoying the hell out of me. You see, its supposed to be faded, but I removed the label thingamajig (I hate things like that) and there’s this DARKBLU patch there :( I mean, its supposed to be faded, what’s with the sudden outburst of darkblu?? Depressing.
Just uploaded the pictures we took today, and as usual I look bad! Hell funny, and I couldn’t stop laughing when I was watching the video of Rol and Kiat. But it’s so sad, last day of the term, last day having this much fun as a class. And the BBCians skipped school today. UGH. How annoying. Happily brought my camera to find only Joyce and Xiang around. And the pictures we took together were like horrid? Drats.
--
I’ve realised that there really are two sides to a coin. Really glad to have seen the other side of it after being so caught up in anger. I guess sometimes our personal feelings just makes us irrational and ignorant to the people around us.
Feeling quite sorry about the mean things I said about that person. I mean, nobody is perfect, why did I expect so much in the first place. Furthermore, when I was in times of crisis or need, he’ll be there to help. I guess I am too calculative and petty after all. What ever it is, just learnt my lesson this time.
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Seriousness aside, I’m supposed to attend some family gathering tomorrow. How darn depressing. Ok, its not that I dislike my uncle and his family or anything, just that I dislike BBQs, and I can’t wear my new jeans tomorrow :( hopefully they’re going town tomorrow, then I can go out or something. Oh wait no, no more going out for me anymore. Going to have to devote my life to studying. –nods piously. This is dumb ._.
yesterday
Typing in Word now, hence the caps and etc. oh man, typing in word actually makes me want to type in proper English. This is strangely miraculous!
Anyway, I’m in quite a good mood now, bought plenty of things! Ok, not plenty, but I’m just really happy with my steals :) firstly, I saw this pair of jeans the other day when I was out with Qing and Xiu. Fortunately we hesitated that day, and we had to go back today to get it. There was 20% off today! :D Hahas, we’re like so lucky.
Bought two pairs of earrings as well! Totally love shopping, although I didn’t have much cash on me .. I vaguely remember me wanting to get something, but due to monetary constraints, I couldn’t get it. And I remember Qing trying to drag me away. But ah wells, I’ve got my jeans already! That girl did quite abit of shopping too. Sadly I couldn’t find a nice clutch, the only one I saw was in an odd colour. What is the world coming to?
Mmm, there’s something about my jeans that is totally annoying the hell out of me. You see, its supposed to be faded, but I removed the label thingamajig (I hate things like that) and there’s this DARKBLU patch there :( I mean, its supposed to be faded, what’s with the sudden outburst of darkblu?? Depressing.
Just uploaded the pictures we took today, and as usual I look bad! Hell funny, and I couldn’t stop laughing when I was watching the video of Rol and Kiat. But it’s so sad, last day of the term, last day having this much fun as a class. And the BBCians skipped school today. UGH. How annoying. Happily brought my camera to find only Joyce and Xiang around. And the pictures we took together were like horrid? Drats.
--
I’ve realised that there really are two sides to a coin. Really glad to have seen the other side of it after being so caught up in anger. I guess sometimes our personal feelings just makes us irrational and ignorant to the people around us.
Feeling quite sorry about the mean things I said about that person. I mean, nobody is perfect, why did I expect so much in the first place. Furthermore, when I was in times of crisis or need, he’ll be there to help. I guess I am too calculative and petty after all. What ever it is, just learnt my lesson this time.
--
Seriousness aside, I’m supposed to attend some family gathering tomorrow. How darn depressing. Ok, its not that I dislike my uncle and his family or anything, just that I dislike BBQs, and I can’t wear my new jeans tomorrow :( hopefully they’re going town tomorrow, then I can go out or something. Oh wait no, no more going out for me anymore. Going to have to devote my life to studying. –nods piously. This is dumb ._.
Thursday, September 2, 2004 ×
i have decided that i really that i really REALLY love my brother alot. hallelujah. he has agreed to email me my portfolio even though i cancelled his calls TWICE in a row. he's no longer annoying guy anymore! he's good brother :D
hahas fickle fickle i know.
-growls. why is it taking so long. im like so panicky & worried and hes taking his own sweet time. THIS IS NOT GOOD. :(
SHIKES. THERE IS A BEE. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. FCK. IT JUST SO FCKING LANDED ON MY BACK AFTER GETTING BURNT BY THE LIGHTS. FCK FCK FCK. :( ok, it just settled on my shelf, beside me. why is this happening to me? a HUGE bee flying around & my portfolio not appearing.
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okok. ive calmed down remarkably. hahas. i realised, its a MOTH, not a bee. -hides. okok, so i am a scaredy cat lahh. hahas, AND, ive received the email from my brother, with my portfolio in it! whee. thnk goodness lahh. i am like eternally grateful? hahas.
and im so glad that daphne got into the next round of singapore idol! :D shes so cute! hahas. ohwells. mum's nagging me to go to bed now. toddles!
hahas fickle fickle i know.
-growls. why is it taking so long. im like so panicky & worried and hes taking his own sweet time. THIS IS NOT GOOD. :(
SHIKES. THERE IS A BEE. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. FCK. IT JUST SO FCKING LANDED ON MY BACK AFTER GETTING BURNT BY THE LIGHTS. FCK FCK FCK. :( ok, it just settled on my shelf, beside me. why is this happening to me? a HUGE bee flying around & my portfolio not appearing.
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okok. ive calmed down remarkably. hahas. i realised, its a MOTH, not a bee. -hides. okok, so i am a scaredy cat lahh. hahas, AND, ive received the email from my brother, with my portfolio in it! whee. thnk goodness lahh. i am like eternally grateful? hahas.
and im so glad that daphne got into the next round of singapore idol! :D shes so cute! hahas. ohwells. mum's nagging me to go to bed now. toddles!
i dont really feel like talking
Thursday, September 2, 2004 ×
hahas, omg shes so gonna kill me.
aniw, the army's at my place now, watching huan zhu ge ge. hahas, so much for studying huh? -growls. mighty tired lahh. dont wanna studyyyyy :(
Wednesday, September 1, 2004 ×
open baby, youve left me,
open now, im shattered into a million pieces.
cant stop looking over my shoulder,
just incase you realise just how much you want this.
the longer, the sweeter, baby dont stop.
its ok cause im down for you.
not gonna stop till you tell me to.
im into you like a bad ass too.
tell me how did this happen,
ive never known or what to do.
ive never felt like this before
cant say that you dont make me hot,
i wanna tell ma what you got babe.
ive never felt like this before,
im lovin every minute of it dont stop.
you are all i ever want.
empty standing, where youve left me,
cold boy now im frozen, by a kiss from your lips.
your heart tells me that youre open,
melted by the answers, ive been waiting to hear.
and now that youve told me boy i cant stop.
in a flash im all over you.
i couldnt stop if you told me to.
im into you like a bad ass too.
tell me how did this happen,
ive never known or what to do.
--
wot a great song :) loving every minute of it dont stop.
open now, im shattered into a million pieces.
cant stop looking over my shoulder,
just incase you realise just how much you want this.
the longer, the sweeter, baby dont stop.
its ok cause im down for you.
not gonna stop till you tell me to.
im into you like a bad ass too.
tell me how did this happen,
ive never known or what to do.
ive never felt like this before
cant say that you dont make me hot,
i wanna tell ma what you got babe.
ive never felt like this before,
im lovin every minute of it dont stop.
you are all i ever want.
empty standing, where youve left me,
cold boy now im frozen, by a kiss from your lips.
your heart tells me that youre open,
melted by the answers, ive been waiting to hear.
and now that youve told me boy i cant stop.
in a flash im all over you.
i couldnt stop if you told me to.
im into you like a bad ass too.
tell me how did this happen,
ive never known or what to do.
--
wot a great song :) loving every minute of it dont stop.
Wednesday, September 1, 2004 ×
mmmmm, now my face is proudly displayed on my pitas. and i archived it in. so ive one month's worth of entries with my face as background. hahas, im probably gonna regret it but ohwells.
im like so sick of studying im here in front of my com for the millionth time or sth. no studying done to be exact, more like sitting down recopying the answers for the physics mock. and meanwhile thinking if its a little too late to drop the subject. yes, imagine how tired i am of studying to make this statement. all i can think of is to go shopping, try on clothes which makes me look fat, spending money, gossiping about people & just having fun. UGH.
thnk goodness i havent showed my parents my ppr. i know i did quite ok, but to them its not. considering the fact that ive been looking like a slob lately, nopes not ok at all. hahas, they'll probably disallow me from skipping school anymore :| anyone willing to take me in at 7am?? :D lol.
i feel like dying now :( okok, i just need a good cry. dont wanna be dead lahh. dont suggest chocolates, cus even after eating mysuper fattening fav KITKAT CHUNKY, im still like tht.
im like so sick of studying im here in front of my com for the millionth time or sth. no studying done to be exact, more like sitting down recopying the answers for the physics mock. and meanwhile thinking if its a little too late to drop the subject. yes, imagine how tired i am of studying to make this statement. all i can think of is to go shopping, try on clothes which makes me look fat, spending money, gossiping about people & just having fun. UGH.
thnk goodness i havent showed my parents my ppr. i know i did quite ok, but to them its not. considering the fact that ive been looking like a slob lately, nopes not ok at all. hahas, they'll probably disallow me from skipping school anymore :| anyone willing to take me in at 7am?? :D lol.
i feel like dying now :( okok, i just need a good cry. dont wanna be dead lahh. dont suggest chocolates, cus even after eating my