Friday, September 26, 2003 ×

-growls. damnDAMNdamn vonn gave me a painful reminder that exams start in a week. -shrieks. ive only started math & i happen to perform best fer math. i swear im gonna fail chinese, ss & hist.

mum wants me to update my bankbook tomm. -shudders. i dont think its that fab an idea you know. she just transferred money some time ago but when i withdrew cash just now the balance didnt seem to have changed since the time before she transferred.

-sobs. i know i shouldnt have splurged during the june holidays :| this is gonna be baddd.

-sighh. collected my new specs tods. looks the same as the old one -.- and my mum said i looked serious. and i can even screw up when i collect my specs?

told the woman to tighten the thing for me and she straightened it then tried to bend it. and it broke. hadta wait there for like 20years before it was replaced. wot a waste of time mann.

tods was sucha typical bad-case-of-pms day. im hating this. -grr.

Thursday, September 25, 2003 ×

no more tests until the exams. thnk goodness cus i think im not too far from just started. -growls. and studying for the amath paper tods was a waste of time cus i friggin hell didnt know howta do? damnn.

rained heavily tods :| -sadd. raining makes all of us downdowndown .. went to Pizza Hut for lunch with bern qing xin xiu yins. didnt eat! -beams. drank soup only.

yins & i stupidly took the bus down to amk library when we were at jubilee. lol yes we were such idiots. in fact qing & xiu walked but they reached slightly later than us. and the worst part? yins & i had a headstart. -faints. how dumb.

did more math and my headache was killing me. grouchy grouchy :| exam stress!! brought my lit stuff for friggin nothing. im sucha stupid meatball. -shakes head. and my lit is highly overdue :|

aniw yins left at bt 7 and the rest of us left at bt 9. lol was talking bt how amusing some people can be. -laughs. no bitching this time, purely like a discussion or something i guess.

off to do lit before msjacob starts realising why i never seem to bring my book. no more slacking kidd! poooooffff.

Tuesday, September 23, 2003 ×

-growls. i swear im gonna get above 65 for this chinese test, or so i think im gonna try. -nodds. had a study session with bern qing xin xiu yins just now, togt with the chinese teacher. rather productive i must say, amazed with myself.

on my way home just now i saw this reallyreally pretty girl jogging with her boyfriend :) they looked so totally sweet, and happy. -beams. i feel so happy for them!! heh. how silly of me.

oohh sheesh gonna meet my mum to get new specs done! :) yipeee. kinda tired of the current one alr and ive been wanting to change it like how long ago? just too lazy and finally tods ive got the urge to start moving. lol im nuts :)

later.

Friday, September 19, 2003 ×

A student is having a very hard time writing a final exam. So hard, in fact, that he continues to write a full five minutes after the professor has called "Pencils down." The professor, tired of waiting, picks up the pile of exams and begins to walk out of the room. Seeing this, the student finishes up and rushes, paper in hand, to the professor, only to find that his exam will not be accepted.

After the professor explains to the distraught student that he has violated academic code by writing past the finishing time, the student asks him: "Do you have any idea who I am?"

The professor answers, "No. But I'll have a pretty good idea what your name is when I record your failing grade."

With that, the student knocks the finished exams out of the professors hands, mixes his in with the pile, and runs out of the room.

Rumour has it, he got a B+.

Friday, September 19, 2003 ×

had a long tiring day :| but hellhell fun though :) okei minus the part we had LD cus i plainly screwed up my part of being a total apoilt brat. i seriously think i cmi, can't even do sucha simple thing.

aniws, had emath test. not the best thing that happened to me cus i cancelled my answers away last min thinking it was wrong. i ought to be kicked. -growls.

had four friggin periods of math & oh wells, it plainly sucked. i mean the stuff we had to do was quite simple but its just reallyreally trashy if you ask me. then again, who actually seeked my insignificant opinion.

mmm wots with me? grouch & fatigue spilling in. ignore the stupid angst cus i think my period is coming alr and im pmsing like its everybod's business.

recess was really boring, okei i do admit that i was plainly not talking and trying to get myself interested. bahh. shoot me? my pitas is seriously Very boring i know, you have a choice not to read it. nobod's stopping you.

anyhows had SS which was pretty happy, esp since i was squeezing infront with +lite. silly kidd brighten everything up :) and both of us did much better than we expected!! -smiles.

rest of the lessons were pretty norm i guess. had LD aft school and i wished we didnt. it was a total waste of time if you asked me, sat around & wasted time doing nothing :|

aft LD i walked lei outta school and like walked all the way back until i realised i had a missed call from qing. and they were like on their way outta school alr? sheeshh hadta walk & eat my beancurd :|

qing & +lite came over, did the usuals [ie. watching shou qian shou mtv & etc.]

did a little lit somewhere along the way and we were like hell lame!! sheesh. okei i was the one going mad & acting like a insane kidd. i mean all of us were like having diff roles?

walked down to gdns for our dinner :) pot & wok! wanted chomp chomp but it was under renovation or something according to qing. wanted to eat the desert there. rahh no fair.

yepp laughed played & ate alotalot :) oh and the tofu there rocks totally :) yumm. walked home & my goodness the three of us are like lame queens. nobod can beat us. lol. laughed so much i was gonna pee in my pants, esp i had to go like friggin urgent :| goodness.

and we've decided, we're gonna cut the same hairstyle :) gonna print the picture out soon & hopefully its clear. lol the hairdresser is gonna be so shocked lo. yipeee!

Wednesday, September 17, 2003 ×

havent been pitasing for three days? okei it aint THAT long but i guess im an excessive pitas-er [?] so it has been quite some time lahh. yikes i sound lame ..

spent my week with +lite again :) but this week she came over to my place. lol we're a corny buncha kiddos huh? as a matter of fact, qing is gonna be joining us on a regular date :) -laughs. okei private joke ..

heard this song on holland v that goes like i think of you and everything's alright. its a really slow song by some guy. anybod knows anyth please please tell me alrightty? been trying to hunt for it for the past hour ._. this friggin sucks man.

hell tired now :| if i had things my way, i would ban functions. okei for that matter, i would like ban the stupid subject all together. and chem. and chinese. -grr.

come to think of it, i should just ban exams lahh huh?

ate tapioca chips just now and my goodness i do realise its terrible for yer throat :| oh no! i wont be able to bicker with my silly little tootsie yins tomm alr. oh yeah, speaking of her! we're the .. -drumrolls. oots :) lol im doot & she's toot!! lol. how dumb of us?

guess i should go & embark on my math now :| sucks .. -whines.

Saturday, September 13, 2003 ×

new gbk layout. :) thats about the best thing that happened to me yet so far. embarked on it last night to cheer myself up and although im not exactly cheered up [duhh its just a layout] but at least its something brand new. -shrugs.

happy birthday xlin wifey :)
the whole BBC was around!! err cept for mel lahh. that leaves us with beks hp joyce lei lingyi vonn xlin & xt. lol arranged it in alphabetical order. met at orchard mrt and i was pretty early :) okei at least i wasnt the latest this time lahh. hehhs.

everybod was like supersuper unhyper & tired and basically we cldnt decide on wot to do or where to go :| settled for sakae and had lotsa fun there, esp since we didnt really hafta move around.

slacked alot & walked from heeren to fareast! -faints. how tiring was that! lol okei i was plain tired. walked around fareast and settled down at gelare aft hp left. was discussing once again abt he/she issues. why do we always do that at fareast?!

slacked stoned & crapped lotsa. finally we all embarked home :| yes big boring day but seriously everybod was tired. yikes this is terrible. -shakes head.

mmms the concert is gonna start soon and its pretty damn sadd that im sitting down here typing away :| i wish i was there with all of them getting all hyped up & like excited. rahh why did my papa hafta open his huge mouth! hmpf.

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i think i gotta seriously get myself to brighten up. am living like a slug now :| grr. i mean i feel like damn alive when im siting comfortably infront of the com [or sth else] listening to my mp3s but i feel like dying when i start moving around. goshh :| this friggin sucks.

Friday, September 12, 2003 ×

-bitter laughter. hurr. maybe i am pms-ing huh? 16? and no, i havent got over everyth yet. its just chaoo fucked lahh. okei no. im just really tired and doing amath isnt easing the pain at all. rahh. okok chill. -takes a deep breath.

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my heart, your hands, gentle my friend
break me neatly, numb me sweetly

come down heavy, try and steady
precious ladies, love you, love me ..

hold my head up to the lies that you feed me
i'll fall under the spell you cast as you let me down

say you would, say you could
say you'd come and stop the rain
say you'd try and hold me tight
and you just give me away
make me high on lullabies
a melody for me to sway
make me high on lullabies a melody for me to sway

say you'd come and stop the rain ..

Thursday, September 11, 2003 ×

-sigh. even woodie looking at me smiling cant help ease the pain lorr. even if she hugs me or wotsoever cannot help alr, like totally. i think not even buck can help lorr. boooooo.

Thursday, September 11, 2003 ×

rahhhhhhhh im like supersupersuper angry with myself. i feel like a HUGE dumbass lorr! okei i bet rol van & yins are like equally bursting & cursing away like me.

waited in the bloody sun for NINE stupid hours and wot did we get, alot of disappointment and chaooo irritated lorr. a little crazy too lahh i guess. busy pointing at everybod calling them energy -.- people mustve thought we were drunk, but who gives a flying fuck. they were of course happy rightt, get to shake hand and play lantern and got fed mooncakes :(

am Very red & sunburnt and hurting all over, im so pissed with myself lorr, how stupid can anybody get?! stood in the stupid rain sharing umbrella protecting a cushion, lantern and letters. got squashed by stupid bitches too :| all this fer whose sake? rahh.

and some people got to shake TWICE, oohmygodd i wanna kill myself :| and my stupid mum+bro was being chao irritating lorr. -grrrr. cldve stabbed everybod with a smile on their faces tods. sosososo angry!!

five words you should not say to me,
ˇ energy
ˇ sunburnt
ˇ drenched
ˇ squashed
ˇ queue

a total waste of stupid friggin time lorr. damndamndamn. how could we be THAT dumb?! -faints. i think if theres a dumbdumb contest we would win, hands down. arghh. so annoying lehh.

Wednesday, September 10, 2003 ×

had plenty plenty funn tods :) mmm woke up tods and saw this totally cute guy! lol okei so wot if he's a tv star? he's just friggin cute lahh okeis. spent my breakfast swooning away :) lol.

trooped off to +lite's again, and tried getting some work done on the same old box :) ate alot as usual & went to swim :) was raining at first and we were like really worried that we couldnt swim. thnk goodness it stopped after awhile!!

swam, steamed & had lotsa fun :) mmms realised ive been spending my days with her! lol. not that i mind though :)

tomms im gonna be going off to east coast!! :) hehs duhhh not to play lahh. but oh wells, im just friggin happy lahh. friggin excited alr & all, yippeeeee :D im just gonna keep my fingers crossed that my parents wont want me home so early cus its Mid-autumn Festival. but then again, its not like they even have mooncakes at home ._.

and just nice +lite aint free either so like tomm would be the only day we're like not togt. but aniw we'll be seeing each other on friday again so it doesnt matter lahh :) lol.

-dances around excitedly. theyre coming theyre coming!! :D

Tuesday, September 9, 2003 ×

went fer physics, kinda unaccomplished at that subject still though :| oh wells i tried at least .. turned out that the whole class went too all thnks to somebod who didnt even turn up. its a good thing though :) lol.

was supposed to go amk library to cont mugging but we side-tracked halfway. had lunch with qing xin +lite and i almost died with the oily fish :|

headed home while the rest went to +lite's house. collected some stuff, slacked around and grabbed my e3 :) lol okei they wanted to hear it and of course i wanted to hear it lahh.

went over to lite's and studied!! mmms yeah basically ate, e3, watched calvin & aaron :) xin & qing left at bt 6.

mmm but after awhile something hell strange happened :| went downstairs to get water & found shards of glass all over the floor. scattered from one end to the other :| really freaky cus nobody was home 'cept fer us and like the whole thing just smashed like with some sorta great impact. cleared the stuff up & told her parents when they came back.

us: its really very weird cus it was all over the floor like someone smashed it with great force
her dad: mmm got extraordinary force .. -looks at another plate thats identical to the one thats smashed.
us: errr aliens?
her dad: maybe its the shape of the plate? mmm. lets try drop it again lahh and see wot happens!!

lol her dad is pretty cute huh? lol if i suggested something like that my dad would give a huge weird stare and prollie make me feel absolutely stupid. rahh.

aniw aft the plate incident, we scrutinised each other quite embarrassingly :| lol. but i conclude both of us are pretty flat. -sigh. saddening sial.

fooled around alot then scooted home. oh and sth dumb happened on the way. cus i was walking out to the main road. at approximately 9.30, i saw this small figure staggering on the pavement walking towards me. he was swinging this coin pouch thing.

thinking it was one of those crazy man i stepped off the pavement to avoid him. then when we walked past each other, like right beside each other. he bent down to scratch his knee. i thought he was gonna molest me or sth [i know im thinking too much :|] and i turned & gasped really loudly. lol how embarrassing cus i found out it was just a boy ._. damn i was so totally feeling humiliated. the poor boy must be thinking why i was looking at him like that. lol.

-sigh. all this studying is making me madd :| oh wells, at least i have people going nuts with me as well.

Monday, September 8, 2003 ×

did SS & math & physics tods :) had funn too thnks to +lite & her countless mp3s. -nods. uh, the food too lahh :) love my ex lotsa!!

going fer physics remedial tomm. its really early in the morn but i guess i better go so i can start off bright and early!

guestbook is about dead, no thnks to anybody for that. to all who signed or at least tried to, kudos to you. but to those who didnt, boo to you. oh wells, im realistic AND materialistic. sue me?

Monday, September 8, 2003 ×

energy pics uploaded alr! go see :) lol

Sunday, September 7, 2003 ×

watched the forbidden city tods :) it was truly fab i must say. the voices were so good and rich! lol personally i liked the evil journalist. enjoyed myself plenty!! :)

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rahh. having a dilemma right now. i mean its not that i can't spare a day, its just that there are so many things that i feel i have a responsibility or obligation to do. and some others, i want to do.

i know im making myself & everybod unhappy, sorry bt that. uh, okei basically there was a whole passage of stuff here i wanted to say but i deleted it all.

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baby, baby, baby
when all your love is gone
who will save me
from all im up against out in this world
maybe, maybe, maybe
you'll find something
thats enough to keep you
but if the bright lights dont receive you
you can turn yourself around
and come on home

i got a hole in me now
i got a scar i can talk about
she keeps a picture of me
in her apartment in the city
some things in this world
they dont make sense
some things you dont need
until they leave you
and theyre things that you miss

Saturday, September 6, 2003 ×

pun intended in the heading. its just damn saddening lahh. like these few days ive been like some sorta crazy kiddo going for their events & stuff and now theyre like gone alr :|

okei theyre not gone yet but i prollie cant see them anymore until the next time they come. and thursday im not sure if im going either :| rahh. im having a terrible moral dilemma. lol i sound stupid.

excuse me for typing but nothing but Energy these few days cus thats kinda all ive been doing the past few days.

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went down to meet rol oli yins vanessa qing & weiqi at Heeren entrance tods at like 9am. okei i know yins & van were much earlier but yours truly is just hell tired lahh.

10am they opened the door and we all rushed to the fountain stage. lol :) we were so close to them!! waited until like 12+ before they came and my shoes were squashing my toes all togt :| hurt like totally.

they were here but didnt perform cus ahdi had fever :| tried to take a couple of pics but my cam screwed up on me as usual. urgh. wenta cut laogong's queue and those who tried to cut our queue cldnt go in! *laughs. oh wells its their problem lorr cus they didnt have the HMV pass.

got a good long look at them cus the people before us had some sorta problem cus they had like 3 cds each? then we just stood there looking :) hahas. as usual kunda was yummy!!

off to PS to see them again. *faints. rushed all the way there & we were perspiring like crap. waited for their bus & all. and ahdi was smiling. i think he took the panadol oli gave him :) hahas.

they hung around for awhile and left shortly, no performance which is quite a good thing cus ahdi wasnt in the best of state. people left to see them off and the roadshow had this bigbig group of people missing. lol. the performers aft that were quite poor thing lahh.

lunched at PS. weiqi's mum wanted to treat us to KFC but we turned down the offer. i mean there were like 8 of us? so laogong stayed with weiqi. rol oli yins van + her sis wenta find sth else to eat.

after eating all of us were like chao tired. i mean literally no more energy :| in fact, all the girls we saw at PS were all tired & grouchy. i mean how many actch had sufficient sleep? nearly fell asleep on the way home lorr. kept on nodding off.

came home, took a nice long nap. fell asleep listening to e3 :) hahas. off to catch some sleep alr. *yawns.

Friday, September 5, 2003 ×

regrets regrets.
reflect reflect.

im hurting inside, wont you come and piece me back together? all these helpless feelings are slowly penetrating my blood with a sense of guilt snowballing in my heart. help me, please?

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today was wot i'd call an extreme day. one moment i was holding tears back with all my might and the next thing i knew i was about to melt & smile. but right now, its bad.

had a talk about the things that the World Vision was doing. sadly, there are 24 children dying of hunger every second. makes me wonder why we're so obsessed with diets and such. ironic innit?

ive decided that i want to support a couple of children from Cambodia and make sure the rest has enough to eat and wear. i just wanted to be of some sorta help to them. it was disturbingly sad how we are so complacent in life and seem to disregard whatever that does not concern our personal benefit and interest.

anyhows, apart from the talk. we had four whole periods of math. annoying! especially when my calculator was resting on my room table with my notebook. no textbook either, oh wow.

RSAF open house. :) slacked aLOT. highly relaxing and kinda sat around eating & drinking. settled down beside the performance field. took a short nap which refreshed me a whole damn lott cus my headache couldve easily crushed my brains and i wouldnt know. but it was a total waste of time. seriously.

went down to turf city after much trouble and despite arriving at 8.30 when the event started at 6.30, we were earlier than Energy. wow :) they came after awhile but the bestest part wasnt when they were on stage.

we saw fans waving at nothing so qing rol & i went to check it out. we saw them preparing & warming up. kunda was like an arm's length away from me and i didnt take a picture. screw me. he was just exceptionally good-looking and really really near. *faints.

left quite early. the rest of the way home was a total wreck. pathetically disastrous. oh wells.

gotta catch some rest soon. going down to meet rol & olivia at somerset early in the morn for the Heeren event. meanwhile, im gonna be praying hard fer qing.

Thursday, September 4, 2003 ×

lol he was so cute ytd!! :) *melts. lol munching on my peanut butter bread nows waiting for time to pass. its like early in da morn? time check 06:39. whoooshh :)

updates ltr :) lovelove! hahah im madd

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okei im back to update my pitas. lol okei went Heeren to get my Energy e3 version2 and camera batteries. woahh its like friggin ex :| 10++ bucks for 2? yikes. broke broke now. oh wells. im still digging deeper in my bottomless pit :| rahh.

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wednesday 03'sept, 23:30hr

i hafta pen this down right now before i lose the Energy!! :):) must savour this now. talking to laogong now and she's like totally sharing my excitment. woahh.

cabbed down to taka after my family matters cum abortion!! went to the queue and found out block B starts from no. 1200 onwards but it was only 800+ only.



met olivia qing rol yins vanessa & her sis were sitting at the entrance of Block B :) waiting. her sis was tking her PSLE the next day or sth!! then like finally got our queue numbers & all cus they opened the gate at our side wotts. *grins. my no: 1208. we were like right in front!! :) chao lucky sial. kept waiting & waiting, excitedly anticipating & walking around taka :) from 3+ to 7+

at 7 we all stood up to wait for Energy all thnks [no thnks] to the stupid DJ host ._. then lotsa security appeared & we all here like cheering fer nothing thinking they were here alr. cus they came from the aisle between the two blocks from the back & everybod cldnt see clearly.

but like after half hour and being squashed terribly, they came :D ooh mama :) kunda was dropdead gorgeous + yummy :)) his hairdo was like damn charming and like reallyreally nice!! niunai looked yummy too and ahdi was chaooooo cool lorr! :D

everybod screamed like crazy kidds and i couldve totally went deaf lorr. oh btw,
kunda smiled at me :D
okei lahh in my direction at least but it really looked like he was and which was good nuff lahh :)
took plenty of pics but poor olivia got pushed behind by the stupid girl. hmpf! and the stupid girl was fucking annoying. she kept on pushing us and my chest is like flat alr? i mean she kept pushing us to the railing!! rahh. then she leaned on me & olivia like totally lorr. we like couldnt move. rahh. but managed to get her off my back, literally.

aniws, Energy sang tui mo lu & zhi you wo!! my goodness but they didn't come down to touch our hands :( but nevermind lahh :) theyre still fucking dammit cute :) we sang birthday song for niunai :) his birthday yesterday 02'sept :) there was a cake and everyth. qing took plentyplenty of yummy photos of kunda. *swoons. all that waiting totally paid off :)

next was the autograph session. cam had no more batt >.< rahh. took a few nice pics though :) cam zoomed very well. thnk goodness :) then finally aft bt 1++ hr it was our turn to go up. my goodness i was damn happy!!



ahdi was quite bad mood & sad cus some people kept saying "wo men yao toro gui dui!" [ie. we want toro back in the team] since ahdi is very close to toro, he was kind of upset lahh. :(

when i went up, i planned to say something like "ahdi you sing reallyreally well!!" in chinese but like excitment got the better of me and i went like "the songs you sing are very nice!" i mean its technically wrong cus he just sings the Energy songs and not his own kinda thing. aniw it all came out in mumble jumble + annoying girl was making lotsa noise too! rahh.

next was shuwei. nothing much to say to him since he was my least fav member. stood there waiting & he looked up after signing. like straight into my eyes and smiled so naturally+happily :D totally mesmerised!! :)

was so like staring at shuwei's eyes that i didn't move lorr! i was staring at him and he stare back!! :) in the end the security guard made me move :|

next was milk/niunai and it siftly went away. was busy savouring shuwei's cutecute smile. hahas but milk was like friggin cute toos :)

KUNDA was next. was holding the green stool for olivia and supposed to pass Kunda some letter from someone. i stood there eyes wide smiling & squealing away :) was so excited i mumble jumbled rubbish again!! "kunda ni hao shuai! wo hao xi huan ni" [ie. youre so handsome! i like you so much!!] i mustve sounded like a total bimbo -.- but he gave me the "youre so silly" look. :):) he was just absofuckinglutely goodlooking :D:D gawdgawd :)

*gasp. Energy. you rock. totally.

and the best part was that they finished signing everybody's album. somemore people in Block B initially might not have gotten the signature but they were like letting everybod sign theirs :) bt 2000++++? gosh. they allowed people to queue to sign again if you had more than 1 album. so friggin sweet :) finished all lorr :) *impressed. :D

so much for family affairs cum abortion

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okei this was wot i wrote last night lahh. cus i didnt want to go online so i just wrote everyth down before it all faded, which fortunately it hasnt. the language used is atrocious but if you saw the monstrousity of my handwriting you'd faint.

just finished watching the e3 vcd which includes zhi you wo video. my goodness va is right. its like some sorta deja vu thing. scary shit man. yikes but the last part was quite okei :) everybody ought to get the e3 version2. its truely fab :)

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back to more serious matters. got our PPR tods and whole class was filled with tears, sadness and misery. felt terrible for everybod, 'cept fer laogong cus she did improve quite abit :) prouda my dearr seatmate!

it was like some sorta wake up call, to me at least. i mean i knew it would be bad, but it was still a revelation. weird huh? *hugs.

to my dearr charitians, we'll do mighty well and shock all who look down on us. we're gonna hit secfour togt next year.

Tuesday, September 2, 2003 ×

i love lime :) esp this issue!! goodness gracious me oh my. its just damn sweet lahh and the giant poster is utt!! how yummy :)

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yesteday

bern's birthday! celebrated with laine qing xiu & of course, bern. went to ondo but the stupid stupid person i wanted to see most just wasnt there lorr. but we had fun there lahh :) qing just totally amazed me lahh. shes on par with xiu!! like woahh :) my bet was right!

slacked around town and i ate x's icecream :| i can feel the extra pounds on me already! rahh. according to rol, she saw people queueing for the Energy thing already which is like 2 days away? yikes.

went over to Bugis and continued to shop for bags. was so tired and whiney lorr. but i still managed to drag qing with me to do silly stuff. oh wells. finally after a longlong day of aimlessly walking, i found manymany things to start saving up for alr :) gonna get that esprit top & the Heeren bag definitely!

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sighh it was supposed to be a short recap. oh wells. gonna get my haircut todays somehow. i'll find a way before my mum nags me. hmpf!

Monday, September 1, 2003 ×

i dont care if it hurts,
i want to have control.
i want a perfect body,
i want a perfect soul.
i want you to notice,
when im not around.
youre so fucking special,
i wish i was special.

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mmmms brand new look :) kinda inspired by that little passage up there! havent changed my lyouts for months already so i guess its time for a little change huh? i mean look at my archives, its all the same layout!

and im like trying my best to type fast so that my pitas wont be empty. just archived so when i changed my layout the whole entry part went blank :| lol now it looks weird!
mmms meeting the -zies later. bern's birthday :) yipeeee and of course we're gonna see buck! hahhas

happie birthday bernzie babe :) ilya+

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having an extended weekend nows :) kinda relaxing but of couse im slacking my life away. not a good thing but i like it. i mean its quite duhh lahh, afterall i dont look nor am i particularly hardworking or meticulous.

snipped off my clawsnails last night after parents forced me to. saddening lahh. now my fingers look short & stumpy and due to my lousy skills, its uneven. rahh. removed my nail polish as well :|

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heart full of pain
head full of stress
handful of anger
held in my chest