AM I MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR YET                  

× wai ; guestbk
virgin suicide
what was that she cried?
no use in stayin'
on this holocaust ride
she gave me her cherry
shes my virgin suicide




× tell me do you wash your hair in honeydew

Thursday, October 30, 2008 ×

camera obscura was reallyreally good :) the band pulled off the gig well and tracyanne's voice was even better than expected! to be honest i wasnt a big fan before, but now i really do love it. :) and well, im glad my vegetable friend could make it- pls dont apologise anymore!

happy daze (: thanks for waiting for me im sorry im such a bottleneck yikes! HEHEEEE cant wait for tomm dear!




×

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ×

what a beautiful smile
can i stay for awhile?
on this beautiful night
we'll make everything right
my beautiful love

maybe a greater thing will happen
maybe all will see
maybe our love will catch like fire
as it burns through me



forevernesssss !




×

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ×

i hate school >:C but i dont want the next few weeks to pass so quickly...

SIGH virtual H & K !




× tutu kueh

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ×

woke up today with a sudden urge to listen to Chun Zhen so i stalked a certain somebody's blog to find a happy surprise. (:

it's days like today that makes my world revolve. <3 happiness!




×

Monday, October 27, 2008 ×

rain rain go away




×

Monday, October 27, 2008 ×

sigh, im so greedy i cant stand myself.




× teenage love affair

Sunday, October 26, 2008 ×

wellllll i guess an update is long overdue.

the past two weeks have been rather volatile, for the lack of a better word. quite a bit of drama went on but thankfully nothing excessive or exaggerated in my opinion. wellll, things are on the upside now and im just really really glad. (: hope things resume and we can laugh at all our little silly surprises like we used to.

i just realised the title of the entry is inappropriate HAHAS. i guess alicia keys marginalised the old in her songs ooooops not everyone's in their teens anymore. (i think my friends are gonna kill me, but im not quite referring to you all heheeee).

YIKES i gotta run what a bummer hahahs okay laters!




× time after time

Sunday, October 26, 2008 ×

lying in my bed i hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles
confusion is nothing new
flashback warm nights
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after

sometimes you picture me
im walking too far ahead
youre calling to me, i cant hear
what youve said
then you say go slow
i fall behind
the second hand unwinds

if youre lost you can look and you will find me
time after time
if you fall i will catch you i'll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows youre wondering
if im okay
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time




× smother me

Sunday, October 26, 2008 ×

let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time
surely you can take some comfort
knowing that youre mine
just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
baby all the time

i found my place in the world
could stare at your face
for the rest of my days


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i love it when the washing machine spoils, love buying coffee, love the long annoying arms, and the little piglets (offsprings) from marks&spencer. (: and yep, bottlenecks too.




×

Friday, October 24, 2008 ×

chasing pavements




×

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ×

woes of a engineer

deceit@hotmail.com says:
so near yet so far, so far yet so near

deceit@hotmail.com says:
what you wantttttt

leilei says:
hahas

leilei says:
er..some optimun dis

leilei says:
it's like hydrogen bonding

deceit@hotmail.com says:
hydrogen bonding ??!!

leilei says:
really!

leilei says:
too near got repulsion

leilei says:
too far no attraction




× HAHAHS OMG

Monday, October 20, 2008 ×

SSA drives us mad.

deceit@hotmail.com says:
great depression

deceit@hotmail.com says:
!

doggietan1988@hotmail.com says:
as in us?

doggietan1988@hotmail.com says:
yeah i am

doggietan1988@hotmail.com says:
i hate ss

deceit@hotmail.com says:
1930s the trade suffered a shock (refer page 9)

deceit@hotmail.com says:
not us

deceit@hotmail.com says:
!!

deceit@hotmail.com says:
the economy




× uno

Sunday, October 19, 2008 ×

its coming ! (:




×

Saturday, October 18, 2008 ×

i miss you already ):




× silence

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ×

WELL, ive shed some of the insecurities from last night courtesy of the little happiness in my life. (:

1. papa made me breakfast. it was BLISS (: seriously. it wasnt fanciful or time-consuming to prepare but i felt very warm inside. he practically cooks everyday now and makes sure we always have decent food. cant really explain how happy and touched i felt. gave me strength to start my day/week even though i had a silent morning

2. wore mummy's shirt today. besides the fact that i think the shirt's really pretty && i like my outfit today, i feel kinda happy (: maybe there isnt a deeper meaning to it, but the crisp white and green cheered me up!

3. talked to jon on our way back home, about exchange & travelling in general. oh and our general fates as accountants (!!) yikess oh we did damn dumb things as usual (ahemmm running in & outta the train ._.) hhahhahas omg.

4. there was a bright full moon on my way home. :) just kinda reminded me of the beautiful day i last saw a full moon. i hugged myself (okay fine i was crossing my arms) enough to feel a tad bit stronger.


i havent had a silent day like this in awhile. and well, for the record its my first time paying full attention during 3601 lecture today! GASPPP amazing go ahead and ask me all about accouting for construction hahahahas oops.

BUT BUT, i do feel terrible for not attending ssa lecture- and no its not cus i care for the lecture content. guess i just dont have strength. im really sorry though




× stairway to heaven

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ×

there are days where i spray my papa's cologne just to give me strength to make it through the day. i feel as though hes just close by, ready to chase away all the nastiness.

sometimes i wear mummy's clothes; for closet inspiration, for a look that isnt mine or for no reason at all. she'll always tell me im the prettiest even though im donned in clothes she'd discarded. and even though my eyes arent half as pretty.

sometimes the wrong song comes on at the wrong time. and when you press next it gets worse, like how Led Zeppelin is crooning now. even hugging your pillow doesnt help and i dont wanna know why.

i cant bring my pillow to school, i dont have a chiffon scarf to smell & mummy isnt around to hug me tonight. guess i should go to sleep soon then. monday blues shouldnt strike when the clock has already struck past midnight.

welllll on a lighter note (yes entries are not allowed to end on a sad note),
1. daddy cooked && we had a nice family dinner although it was just the three of us <3 i cant even remember the last time we sat like tht on a weekday
2. we're goings to trek the river in two days time! :) heheheeee field trip yeay i already thought of what to wear!
3. a good song just came on! :) thank you Suede for Saturday Night. yesss whatever makes it all right




× cookie jar

Monday, October 13, 2008 ×

welllll its been tiring (well yes, considering i slept through RSG) hahash but happiness nonetheless.



we queued forever outside fish&co FROWNS--



happyhappy birthdayyy ((:



yeayyyy hahas!



omggg we took forever to get everyone in (i think we need vonn camwhore/longarms)



HEHE cutenessss but lei's not inside :C



hehehheeee yeayy yum ((:



OMGOSHH heheeee oops! aikess cant see the post it clearly hahahahs



((((:


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okay im done proclaiming my happiness <33 hahash back to reality exams comingsssss CRY!




× ginger & red date

Friday, October 10, 2008 ×

im so tired & grumpyyyyyy >:C but yuppp gotta agree with lei its quite a relief to see my friends heheeheee <33 although some of them have ceased to be my true friends (ahem i know youre reading this hongpei, ie SLUG. laughssss or do you prefer snail?? :)

okayyy i need to wiley ! ): i hate schoolios its so tiring eeks all i wanna do is zzz for a loooong time.




× that green gentlemen

Monday, October 6, 2008 ×

im glad it didnt rain today

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anyways, a litle rummaging through my old stuff made me realised i missed eight people so darnest much. i miss the hurried dinners (ie. sakura) in town, where we hailed from vastly different directions. we were all drained, burnt and wayyy behind in our studies but it didnt matter. (: one of the million things i miss is the stupidest bitch fights we'll have.

(lei blogging about nye05)
joyce and vonn were on the brink of a cat fight all night and this is a typical convo between joyce and wai:

wai (to the waiter): i want no. 3

joyce: har, u're eating no. 3??

wai (turns to joyce): SHUT UP BITCH

-waiter looks on in amusement...


omfggg how classic can this be. sigh i miss joyce :'( and her little house where time always seemed to come to a standstill. i miss whining endlessly even though everyone hates it cus i know they still love me.

i think, a clan gathering is in order.


heheheeeee beaching/bitching ((:



complete photo! :D



LEI remember the cake ? :D



hahahs omggg billybombers!



another complete photooo :D



<3


YEAYYYYYYY



hahah greediness!


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okayyy i feel much happier now :D




× the glass passenger

Friday, October 3, 2008 ×

third entry for today, ohwells.

it could be the chinatown streets
where we would meet
or the harsh "shut up!" you'd say
to make me study & not play
mm maybe its the tissue paper tests
we'd set for each other in jest.
ohwell, whatever it is, you know me best

i <3 you
:)




× i think we're still okaaay la

Thursday, October 2, 2008 ×

leilei says:
if u say so

leilei says:
hahahhs

deceit@hotmail.com says:
HAHAHASSS

deceit@hotmail.com says:
you worm

leilei says:
i know u too well caterpillar

deceit@hotmail.com says:
!



vonn dainty little ladybird has changed our lives :O




× indie rock

Thursday, October 2, 2008 ×

the joshua tree says:
now we know why some bands never make it big right

the joshua tree says:
HAHAHAH we should start a band!

the joshua tree says:
i can play the harmonica and you can be the lead vocals

the joshua tree says:
then we can download our own song on indie rock playlist HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

the joshua tree says:
what a terrible joke, i can't play the harmonica anymore, can you sing?

the joshua tree says:
oh no, no more ming xing mong, like famous star dream

the joshua tree says:
boooo

the joshua tree says:
hahahaha, okay sorry, carried away again



decided to pita while waiting for webcast to load. hello meet my vegetable friend HAHAS ! ahem notice the green font :D pirate trades soooon hehee && cameraobscura too!