AM I MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR YET                  

× wai ; guestbk
virgin suicide
what was that she cried?
no use in stayin'
on this holocaust ride
she gave me her cherry
shes my virgin suicide




× hyperventilate

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ×

im totally freaking out zzzz this is a nightmare.

rawr okay quick entry! major thanks to mr kian lin hahahs you are such a morning cheer-me-up :D

1. his personal msg: y am i persuading myself to diet this life when i can diet my whole life if im born in africa in my coming life?

LOL.

2. YESYES i can do it, invincible :D thanks for the emoticon hehe


btw kianlin if youre reading this, ive visited the toilet three times alrd zzzomg too stressed stomachache hahahas i understand how you can be full of **** alrd !

KIDDING. :D yayness i love 2305.

okay back to term paper!




× one last breath

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ×

hold me now
im six feet from the edge and im thinking
that maybe six feet
aint so far down



GOSH okay ive finally got down to doing my term paper. correction: reading my damn articles for my ten-page long of nonsense oh save me. hahas and guess what? its due tomorrow. yayness, great.

anyways, this is a totally random entry so here goes bear with me:

1. i miss mumsie ): yesyes i know i ought to stop being so silly sometimes.

2. okay, in general, i just miss my family alot. YES despite the fact that i actually stay at home ._. how do you guys stand hall life, really? uni is not fun sometimes.

3. i hate ants. >:(


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hate it when memories hit me and catch me off guard; depressing really. its not so much that the thoughts are bitter/unhappy, but the fact that they are past- and the fact that its still recurring.

grawp grawp.

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hello black pepper men, i hope youre reading this. i think youve left for india im sorry i didnt say goodbye. i hope life's good there and that youve brought some funky indian charms back for me (kidding!). i wish you well, in every sense of the phrase :D HAHAS. pls tell me when youre back (aww come one spare me ONE sms though i may not be as important as someone else -LAUGHS). okay i should stop being an ass, but pls dont disappear tskkk!

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hahas okay typing that just made me laugh ! :D anyways, im quite glad that i bumped into andie the idiot (oops!) last friday ! havent seen him in forever hahahs TSK stop being so happening & mia-ing. okay that doesnt make sense but OHWELLS.

right, term paper beckons. i have less than 24hrs zzzzomg no sleep tonight ):




×

Thursday, October 18, 2007 ×

its no news, but im really very stressed out by the freaking OM term paper. and its only a stupid 20% of the grade, which incidentally another 20% comes from class participation which mine is probably a big fat zero ._. i have no idea how or why i have come to loathe this module so much, to the extent its like ancient greek to me. uh yes, which explains why class participation is zero cus i either dont attend tut, or go super late to stone ._.

this is so lame isnt it?

BUTTTT i feel super blessed to have such sweet lovely friends around me :) thanks for the help, i really really appreciate it! i think without all the advice i would be still at square one (though i am still close).


alrighty waiwai work hard please! stomping aids is not a piece of cake!




× you

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ×

(:

random post; just heard something which reminds me of (:

my silly happiness

OHWELLS, back to books! on a lighter note, both my econs & financial accounting did fairly well for midterms oh lovelove. :D


and we sang, "here we go again"




× she said, L O V E

Saturday, October 6, 2007 ×

its too crazy to be true. marathon meetings, countless interviews, rushing everywhere & oh yes, of course school work.

after the interviews & the painfully long discussions with huis we've assembled our team of ASSETS. (: im very much relieved and extremely excited about the year ahead! -cue the welfare comm action. hahs full confidence in the team wheee (:

ohwells, some pictures to brighten up this space!


the bedtime story we adopted for MNO is TMNT, hence we wrapped our paws in green & made five become three. hahs painful experience really, but fun (: and our team can become pizza makers in future!



HELLOOOOO favourite (: hahs dexter & i both wearing white though we didnt agree on it! okay the story goes like this: we agreed to wear GREEN on thursday for some reason which i wont disclose and we wanted to take happy pictures. hahash but we forgot about the photo though we dressed the part. we were disappointed that our plan didnt quite succeed. but turns out coincidentally, the next day we both wore WHITE! (: hhahas so we happily took photos in compensation wheeee


hahsss that was a long story oops! dex & i are a funny pair sometimes its just so hilarious la! :D on closer look, the photo looks like it was digitally pieced togt! ohwellss.

alrightss time to get some work done im such a SLUG >:(




× so far away from my home,
will the stars return?

Thursday, October 4, 2007 ×

a wave of oppressive lights
this colourless storm
at peace with the thirst inside
away from the swarm



am still very much in love with this one though its been months (: yayness ffaf!

im very glad and relieved that its finally thursday. the past few days were just a nightmare- except that i didnt even sleep. midterms, stompaids, welfare & everything else is just a little too many things to do in three days really.

HELLO, im alive again. :) mumsie's eyemask really helps with the HUGE eyebags thank goodness cus i was so freaking out last night. hahashsa oops!

as usual, i have my friends to thank for getting me through this. (: the nicest things that people say, the encouragement, care & concern is really VERY APPRECIATED! much love to everyone really. hahs i really feel very pampered sometimes (:

anyways, some other things are getting really confusing now. its a good happy kind of confusing i guess (: hahas nahh dont read too much into this im not making sense after being traumatised by the econs paper yesterday yikes!

OKAY. gotta continue to do my work now (: hahsss ive a date with mumsie in the evening! yesyes im really trying to be nicer alrights.